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blackenedsnow Ā· 1 day ago
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Hi I'm back with another Movie!juice request! This time it kinda ties back to the friends with benefits one; this time with an alternate way of Beetlejuice confessing!
So one day Beetlejuice gets drunk and the reader stays sober to watch over him so he doesn't cause too much chaos. He gets touchy, no surprise there, but then...his touches get more tender and he starts absentmindedly rambling on about how much he loves the reader and how he wants to marry them someday, not because of the freedom it'll give him but just being their husband in general...
Then he passes out
The next morning he doesn't remember what he confessed and the reader, hiding how giddy they are, is like "so, BJ, got something you wanna tell me~?" And he ends up confessing to them that everything he said last night was true :3
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WARNING: Alcohol use
PAIRING: Beetlejuice x Reader
NOTE: Hihi! Please keep sending your creative energy my way; it always brightens my day. Sending you lots of love and ghostly vibes! <3
SUMMARY: A drunken Beetlejuice lets slip just how deeply he cares about you, leaving you giddy and mischievous the next morning as you nudge him toward confessing his feelings for real.
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It started with a bad idea, like most things involving Beetlejuice. Heā€™d stumbled into your space that night with a bottle of some spectral concoction, claiming he was ā€œcelebrating.ā€ What? He never clarified. Maybe it was the moon being full, maybe it was a successful day. Who knew? Either way, by the second drink, his tongue was already looser than usual.
And because you knew himā€”and liked him, despite yourselfā€”you stayed sober. Someone had to keep him from blowing up the furniture or trying to serenade the neighborhood cats again.
ā€œYā€™know somethinā€™?ļæ½ļæ½ Beetlejuice slurred, draping himself over your shoulder with the subtlety of a hurricane. His usual grabby hands were there, but the way his fingers grazed your arm feltā€¦different. Gentle, almost reverent.
ā€œWhatā€™s that, Beej?ā€ you asked, half-amused, half-bracing for whatever nonsense was about to come out of his mouth.
ā€œYouā€™re perfect. Likeā€”chefā€™s kissā€”perfect.ā€ He made the gesture, loudly smacking his lips. ā€œDonā€™t know why you hang out with a guy like me, though.ā€
You blinked, caught off guard by the softness in his voice. This wasnā€™t the usual Beetlejuice bravado. He soundedā€¦earnest.
ā€œMaybe I just like you,ā€ you teased, testing the waters.
His laugh was low and warm, and it made your chest tighten in a way you didnā€™t want to examine too closely.
ā€œYeah, well, youā€™re too good for me. But that donā€™t matter, ā€™cause one day, Iā€™m gonna make you mine. Like, for real. Not ā€™cause of the whole marriage loophole thingā€”though thatā€™s a helluva bonus, hehā€”but ā€™cause youā€™reā€¦I dunnoā€¦youā€™re it for me.ā€
You froze. Beetlejuice, the king of chaos and crude jokes, justā€¦said that?
ā€œAnd, oh!ā€ He sat up abruptly, gesturing wildly. ā€œWeā€™ll have one of those nice-ass weddings, right? With the cake, and the dancing, andā€¦yeah, Iā€™ll be the best damn husband ever. Betterā€™n any of those losers out there. Youā€™ll see.ā€
Before you could even process what was happening, Beetlejuice flopped over, snoring loudly against your shoulder.
ā€œBJ?ā€ you whispered, but he was out cold.
The next morning, he was surprisingly subduedā€”hungover but still Beetlejuice. He shuffled into the kitchen, scratching his messy hair and grumbling about how ā€œsome jerk left the lights on too bright.ā€
You smirked over your coffee, barely able to contain your excitement. ā€œMorning, BJ. Sleep well?ā€
He squinted at you suspiciously. ā€œWhyā€™re you so chipper? Youā€™re usually grumpy in the morning.ā€
ā€œOh, no reason.ā€ You leaned forward, resting your chin in your hand. ā€œSoā€¦got something you wanna tell me?ā€
Beetlejuice froze, his greenish skin turning an even paler shade. ā€œUhā€¦like what?ā€
ā€œLike, I dunnoā€¦what you were rambling about last night? Something about marriage?ā€
His eyes went wide, then narrowed as he tried to piece things together. Finally, he groaned, rubbing his face with both hands. ā€œOh, great. I blew it, didnā€™t I?ā€
You tilted your head innocently. ā€œBlew what?ā€
He slumped into the chair across from you, looking more vulnerable than youā€™d ever seen him. ā€œThe wholeā€¦thing. You know. The you thing. Dammit, I didnā€™t wanna say it like that. But, yeah. Whatever I said last night? Itā€™s true. All of it. And I get it if you think Iā€™m nuts or if you donā€™tā€”ā€
You reached across the table, grabbing his hand before he could spiral. ā€œBeetlejuice.ā€
ā€œWhat?ā€
ā€œI think youā€™re nuts. But I also think youā€™re kind of sweet. And maybe, just maybe, I like the idea of you being my husband someday.ā€
For once in his afterlife, Beetlejuice was speechless.
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crguang Ā· 2 days ago
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marriage asks are making me wonder how it would be like to marry himeko...
r better be happy they got to marry himeko cuz they got to be w the girl that every sapphic in the universe wants.
himeko had to travel around the space cause she knew she'd drown in pussy if she stayed on ground šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
oh my godā€¦. i canā€™t even picture the bliss. getting to marry the prettiest, kindest, sweetest angel in the cosmos you have to be some kind of otherworldly being. himekoā€™s the dream girl of every sapphic in the universe and their parents who would be thrilled to have her as a daughter in law. shes just so perfect to me omfg. i know sheā€™s had to politely shut down so many love confessions because ā€œtrailblazing is her pathā€ but me personally iā€™d embark on that train and leave everything i know behind if it meant iā€™d be seeing her every day. idc. drowning in pussy is sending me thošŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
marrying himeko means you have the most reliable partner ever. sheā€™s always there to help even when you dont realize you need any, sheā€™s the best listener and gives the greatest, warmest hugs whenever you need one. does her best to cheer you up if youā€™re sad, always follows through on her promises and commitments to you, finds creative solutions that work for the both of you if youā€™re at an impasse like wow. sheā€™s just a great partner all around because shes so understanding and wants to make you happy above all. physical touch is a must; whether itā€™s full or side hugs, holding hands, cupping your cheek, a hand on your lower back, gripping your thigh, playing with the ring on your finger, kissing you chastely or deeplyā€” she does it all. cuddling at night is her favorite thing and she loves being the big spoon. baths where the back of her head rests on your shoulder and your arms are around herā€¦ simple and innocent acts of affection through physical touch makes her melt. sometimes she lifts her left hand and stares at her ring with the cutest smile on her face. she remembers every anniversary and plans something cute for each even if its small. sheā€™s a busy girl but still insists on making time for you when she can. youā€™re never apart too long without her making up for it in the most romantic, thoughtful way. im rambling but marriage with hime would actually be equivalent to walking on clouds, she never stays mad longer than a day and wants to fix things up immediately because she cant stand you being angry either each other and shes great at compromise anyway so shes just perfect ok. i need to propose to her
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rriavian Ā· 1 year ago
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hey hope you are well. Something has been on my mind lately and I want to dive into your brain a little bit for this. canon that Desire and Dream used to be favorite siblings. and thinking about it makes me long.The falling out between them is something I truly regret, but the outcome is just funny. I count it as headcanon that Desire hates Dream right now, but at the same time them thinks that them are the person who knows Dream the most. And I have a feeling them going to get into the fight for this. its just funny. Desire talks to Lucienne and Matthew to death and gives them condescending looks. At that moment our favorite nightmare walks in. And remember that he has burned for his king since his creation. and dude... its fucking rap battle
It makes me sad too :( I have an older sister and the thought of us not being close is very painful. But I also agree with how there is such wonderful comedic potential here.Ā 
Sibling hatred is vastly different from any other hatred, even when it genuinely is ā€˜I will kill youā€™. It lends a certain superiority to the relationship. So Desire would absolutely be like ā€˜well I hate Dream but I still know him better than any of you losersā€™. Hatred can be just as possessive as love, and if Desire canā€™t have love they will have hate. So they are so incredibly condescending because of course no one else knows Dream as well as they do. All others are just distractions, Dreamā€™s toys but not with a claim of their own, messing with them is like the equivalent of stealing a Barbie just to make your sibling cry. Yes maybe they are a comfort item that is often confided in and cuddled close but...that's all they are.
Desire sees them and is like you can never be Dreamā€™s equal, never be my equal.
Itā€™s about the attention. Desire would loath apathy, would loathe it if they didn't matter to Dream at all. I think part of that is also because being able to hurt someone proves they are weak to you in some way, that you are still important, that they love you somehow.Ā Itā€™s ā€˜heā€™s my brother and that makes me specialā€™.
If Dream got up and was like ā€˜here is a list of people who have pissed me off todayā€™ and didnā€™t mention Desire theyā€™d be absolutely livid.Ā 
(Dream has totally done this at a family meal before.)
But yeah the Corinthian walks in on Desire being dismissive to Lucienne and Matthew (ā€œA new raven? Do you even know anything about him at all?ā€ ā€œSo nice to see you Lucienne, still organising the library?ā€). At first I feel like the Corinthian would be amused, but then Desire turns to him and says something condescending and, well...
It snowballs.
Desire would be so incredibly irritated at being drawn into an actual argument with one of Dream's little toys but be entirely unable to actually back down. They'd both compete with who hates (loves?) him the most and Dream passes by, pauses to listen curiously, and is just like ah yes everything is as it should be. Though he is also incredibly possessive and I think that if he caught Desire actually insulting Lucienne/Matthew/The Corinthian or any of his other creations it would not go well. He's fine with a contest for his attention, a flattering little show for him to enjoy, but anything beyond that?
Dream absolutely would not stand for it.
Which would absolutely delight Desire right up to the moment Dream is like 'you are banned from my realm and my presence until you apologise' and Desire is like 'haha, jokes, sorry to hurt your delicate little feelings big brother I won't do it again ;)'
And Dream is like 'no will you apologise to him'
Cue Desire looking stunned, the Corinthian looking stunned, Lucienne and Matthew piping up to be like 'yeah Desire insulted us too'...and, well, that escalates things.
(100 yrs later and Desire is like he still won't talk to meeeeee)
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8housevenus Ā· 4 months ago
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3rd house placements and your voice!
hii, i wanted to do more of a light & fun themed post that goes over the kind of voice you have, the type of communicator you are, and other things as well according to your 3rd house placements. if you do not have any placements in your third, check out the house ruler and apply it accordingly, ex; my third house is ruled by pisces, apply the neptune features to it!
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sun in 3rd house - talk about thinking out-loud!! sun in 3rd people are such great communicators, they get things across loud and clear. never ones to hold back, natural conversationalists, and you have a voice that often sounds younger. when you talk it's heartfelt and you feel that half-assings in conversations is just not you! sometimes, your age is mistaken due to your lengths of knowledge and the ability to express your inner child through your interests. you use your hands often when you speak! often have such a memorable voice and this placement is a strong indicator of being a music artist too; justin beiber, jay z, drake, britney spears, all very household names and all are always getting their voice impersonated by other people interestingly enough!! there's versatility that spews through these people, not hard at all for them to improvise, standup, debate, etc. can be gossipy though and involved in dramas very easily because of this.
moon in 3rd house - mental clarity goes crazy here. your emotions give you all the drive you need- creatively and you don't hold back on that. they intellectualize their emotions and can formulate feelings into words very well. the kind of voice they have is much softer, eloquent, and comforting. they're the kind of people that send you a voicemail and you listen to it over and over again because it's endearing. "say it with your chest," type of people, as the moon is mostly fixated in the chest-stomach region. they have a good discernment of their environment, walking analysts, know when to intervene, etc. celebrities with moon in 3rd; jennifer aniston, megan markle, margot robbie, etc.
mercury in 3rd house - very fast-paced talkers, versatile in the way they communicate. also uses their hands while they speak, has a witty and sarcastic tint to them when they speak. often very humorous people and naturally highly innovative. for these people ideas flow into them at fast rates, often giving them plenty of projects to work on. placement of high intelligence, and great at mirroring. "excuse me, may i interrupt," types of people. love adding on to others and i notice with 3rd house mercuries as they get older, they do become a lot quieter and keep ideas to themselves. celebrities with this include; jim carey, nikola tesla, stephen hawking, etc. (like i said super wise and funny thats a dub for sure)
venus in 3rd house - first thing that comes to mind is glamorous voice. often times they talk about their love-lives (yes they always have the craziest stories about others or themselves in love). just like the sun, these people have a notable voice too. one that can even get them famous. often these people have strong followings, or crowds that really like listening to them. highly influential and lowkey some party heads. might have some commitment troubles, but other than that they have good projecting voices- soothing, and has good posture too. celebs with this; cristiano ronaldo, taylor swift, kris jenner, etc.
mars in 3rd house - i like to say they have some of the most electric voices ever. seriously. they know exactly how to spice up conversations and they move a lot when they talk. they inspire others to take course of action, usually very good individuals at gaining crowds as well, but what differentiates venusian people and mars people- is the attitude. mars gain people's attention through their eccentric-ness. other people find mars in 3rd house bundles of expression, always on the go and actually very good manifestos. usually has raspiness and deepness to their voices because they tend to shout a lot. celebs with this; miley cyrus, harry styles, katy perry, etc.
jupiter in 3rd house - these people have a love for languages. usually very diverse linguistically, and always the guy that knows a guy. very good at developing acquaintances in their environment. usually has more high-pitched voices, slow and even sensual, but clear. they like knowing a bit of everything while they can. sometimes, these people can attract things out of thin air, and receive many comments on their voice or abilities to make their life experiences sound a lot less gruesome than it really is. kind of in their own little world and has open demeanor. often times you see these people unexpectedly associating with others that "make no sense" for them or in environments that "make no sense for them". side note: the biggest struggle these people will face is people trying to mold them to be somebody they're not. they love to expand wherever they can. celebrities with jupiter in 3rd; lana del rey, lionel messi, jim carey, and gordon ramsey.
saturn in 3rd house - mean big business ok!! let me tell you, these people are amazing at using their environments for their endeavors. they're very humble speakers, reserved and kind of talk when asked to. they are great at explaining principles of underlying things, usually seems older than what they really are. they stick to one thing at a time, and they are actually easy to read while talking to them. their body language is more telling than their words sometimes. watch a saturn in 3rd house's jaw clench when they are stressed, or crack their knuckles while thinking heavily. celebrities with this placement; steve jobs, kylie jenner, bjork, zoe kravitz, etc.
uranus in 3rd house - "you can't outdo the doer," is what i get from this placement. highly intellectual people, makes significant shifts into the world. when they speak, they're actually very good at impressions, get told they don't look like how they sound, or will attract many "haters" because they challenge status quo mentality. they will never stand down when communicating their deepest interests. they seem quirky & nerdy, however highly reliable and feels a strong sense of "these people need me." as they become older, they are more cherished, while they are younger they might seem air headed. their voices are so unique to them, that you cannot easily be reminded of them by others. they are completely in their own lanes. one of a kinds. celebrities with this placement; albert einstein, elon musk, celine dion, michael jordan, etc.
neptune in 3rd house - has a deep understanding of the environment they're in. they are very quiet and timid. these people really like to connect to people based off their souls and not their physical forms. and when they speak, they have a genuine tone and strive for genuine connection. sometimes, these people think many people they cross paths with are meant to make them feel good, feel bad, question, etc. highly accepting and others can admire this person too. seems ditzy, but on the inside is a whirlpool of feeling and emotions they sense. sometimes they can get abnormal praise, simply for the way they express themselves. i notice with these people they love to make facial movements when speaking, like very dramatically sometimes. you can always tell when these people are nervous too, watch how many times they shake their feet to soothe themselves. always seems very introspective wherever they go. celebrities with this placement; al pacino, leonardo dicaprio, beyonce, kendrick lamar, etc.
pluto in 3rd house - bringing pluto into this mix, wherever they go they love to change what they can in their environments. they want to change things for the better, and usually really find interest in talking about things that isn't so typical in conversation. they are very serious people when in discussion. they hate to say a lot without leaving impact. these people will sound much older and have a profound tone. often they bring the collective darkness to a collective lightness. i notice they love using metaphors, talking in 3rd person, and dropping their egos a lot in conversations. makes undeniable changes to societal norms or social structures. these are life changers and add some humanitarianism to everyday encounters, really love dropping a lot of their own lore too! celebrities with this; angelina jolie, martin luther king, adam levine, kylian mbappe.
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thank you so much for skimming through this i appreciate it as always, let me know if you relate, disagree etc. super interesting in seeing what you think, let me know if u want me to do more like these <3
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signedkoko Ā· 10 months ago
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Could I get a Mammon, Vox and Husk with a S/O who gets harassed on the street and their reaction? You can have full creative control over what type of harassment!
I love your fics- if this isnā€™t getting the creative juices flowing just let me know and Iā€™ll request something different <3
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Husk | Mammon | Vox [Romantic]
In which some loathsome idiot thinks they'll get away with harassing their beloved s/o.
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One of your favourite date nights is spent bar hopping
Pop a drink or two in each one, sometimes sharing one cocktail, his wing draped around you, your head leant on his shoulder, humming to the music surrounding you
Both of you had a preference for the less popular spots, the kinds of places you got the weirdest combinations, where he could be inspired and you could give him thoughts
The plus side of the smaller joints was that the music was never too loud, drinks were cheaper, and there was always a few spots free at the bar
Downside was that most places had their regulars, the kind of people who couldn't get in anywhere else
The kind of desperation that builds and spreads like mold in the corner of a dark room next to a leaky pipe
On a few occasions, someone would harmlessly ask to buy you a drink and would turn tail when Husk gave them his usually 'fuck off' look
But this time, the guy would just not get the hint
" What? Already claimed dibs on the bitch? "
Yeah- no, that attitude towards you is not going to fly
Not even three seconds and there's a bottle smashed on the drunk demons head, and three cards flying back into Husk's hand
That's when the bleeding starts
You slap a 20 down for your bill and jump straight up, already being dragged by Husk out the door
Insists if he stayed there you would have both gotten banned anyways, and he likes that spot
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You guys don't really go out so casually without a good reason, or just for old times sake
A sin and his spouse on a city street in greed was just asking for bad things to happen
But still, if you asked and he had nothing that day, Mammon would always rather get quality time with you and people watch
Thats most of your conversation, pointing out demons and joking about what you think they are like, what the do, how they speak
It's always a fun game, until some newcomer saw you laughing at him and marched right up, clearly on something and clearly ready to have a go at someone
The moment he reaches for your wrist, his thumb falls to the floor, a messy and jagged cut the only sign of attack besides one of Mammons spider legs now revealed
Before he can even realize the pain or what's happened, Mammon lets out a menacing laugh
" Every extra inch towards my broad is another finger. "
That demon was already screaming and running away, most the crowd on the street that was watching now hurrying in any direction opposite of you and Mammon
" I'm only worth one finger? "
" Nah. Just being generous for once. "
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Not really a street guy, but unfortunately some press conferences and events require mingling and interacting with others, which he never liked
Thankfully, with you he has an excuse to stay away from others, or show you off
He usually goes for the latter
He's all 'Have you met my wife?' 'My wife loves x and y!' 'Isn't my wife absolutely gorgeous?'
You are the first topic he speaks of after his company; you'd be the first if he didn't have to waste so much time being a salesman, but that is how the cookie crumbles
Sometimes when there's specific press releases, he has to send you off for a moment, where you usually go and mingle with some of the others in his industry you befriended
During one such interview, he couldn't help but spot out the corner of his eye, some lousy business woman drape her arm around your waist and grab at your hip
" Sorry yeah, this interview is over. "
Literally shoves his way over, sparks and electricity flying, to rip you out of her arms
" Baaabe, is this a friend? Whatever the case, we really gotta get going! "
Jealousy 3000
He's glad he stepped in after he overhears that lady had a habit of harassing other attendees
New clause in every interview; they have to include you or provide security over you while he is busy
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Author's Note - Tooth anon comes in for another PIPIN HOT request!! I actually feel so bad because every time I take a break form writing is on yoru request and that really makes it look bad I am so sorry šŸ˜©
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tarotwithavi Ā· 3 months ago
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A letter from your future self
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How to choose a pile?
Close your eyes and take a deep breath and ask the angels to show you the right pile for you and open your eyes. The first pile that catches your attention is the right pile for you.
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Pile 1
Dear past me,
This is me sending you a big hug through this letter. It feels like youā€™re always pushing, always defending what you believe in. Itļæ½ļæ½s been tough, I know. But I want you to remember something important: this struggle is shaping you into someone strong and unshakeable. Each time you stand your ground, you are becoming more of who you are meant to be.
There is a quiet power within you that often gets overlooked, even by you. Itā€™s that deep, inner knowing ,your intuition that whispers truths only you can hear. Trust it. Trust yourself. You donā€™t always need to shout to be powerful; sometimes, the most potent strength comes from within, from a place of stillness and certainty. Let that inner voice guide you, even when things seem uncertain or confusing.
And speaking of confusion, I know there are moments when everything feels like a blur, like youā€™re lost in a fog and canā€™t see the path ahead. Those moments are scary, but they are also where your deepest wisdom lies. Donā€™t fear the unknown. Dive into it. Embrace it. This journey isnā€™t just about reaching a destination; itā€™s about discovering who you are when the light is dim, and the road is unclear.
I want you to know that your fire is what makes you unique. Your passion, your creativity, and your ability to lead with courage even when youā€™re scared, that's your gift to the world. You donā€™t need to hide your light or dim it for anyone. Keep that flame burning bright, because it will guide you through the darkest nights.
Remember, Iā€™m already here, living the life youā€™re dreaming of. Iā€™ve faced the fears, the battles, and the doubts, and Iā€™ve come out the other side stronger and more certain of who I am. And you will, too. Trust in the journey, trust in yourself, and know that you are exactly where you need to be right now. Keep going. The future is waiting, and itā€™s more beautiful than you can imagine.
With love and faith,
Your Future Self
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Pile 2
Dear troubled me,
I see you there, carrying so much on your shoulders, wondering if it's all going to be worth it. You've put in the work, tried so hard to make things right, and yet sometimes it feels like you're stuck in the same place, like nothing is changing. I know you're tired. I know you're feeling the weight of all the choices you've made and the dreams that havenā€™t turned out the way youā€™d hoped. But I promise you every step youā€™ve taken, every seed youā€™ve planted, is leading you somewhere important. Even when you canā€™t see it yet.
I know youā€™ve been overwhelmed. It feels like youā€™re doing everything alone, like no one really understands the pressure you're under. Youā€™ve been carrying responsibilities that arenā€™t always yours to bear, trying to hold everything together, and sometimes, it just feels like too much. And itā€™s okay to admit that. Itā€™s okay to feel like you need a break. You donā€™t have to do everything perfectly. Youā€™re allowed to put down what isnā€™t yours and take care of yourself first.
Youā€™ve also faced those moments of disappointment the kind that stays with you, that makes you question your choices and what youā€™ve lost along the way. I know itā€™s hard to see past what didnā€™t work out, to not let it define you. But what I want you to remember is that these moments are not the end of your story. They are a part of your journey, a testament to your courage to keep moving, to keep feeling, to keep believing in something more.
There will be nights when you feel like you canā€™t escape your thoughts, when the fears and worries seem to have no end. You are stronger than those thoughts. You are more than your darkest moments. You have the ability to change your narrative, to find your way back to peace. I know it feels heavy right now, but you have it within you to rise above it.
There is a new path waiting for you. A chance to step into something different, something that lights you up in ways you never thought possible. A fresh start where youā€™re no longer bound by whatā€™s held you back, where you trust yourself enough to take that leap into the unknown. Your spirit is ready for this, even if it doesnā€™t feel like it yet. Trust in the adventure thatā€™s unfolding for you. Believe in the magic of new beginnings, and know that the future youā€™ve been dreaming of is closer than you think.
With all the love and faith in your strength,
Your Future Self
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Dear Me,
I am writing to you from a time when things are clearer and lighter. I know right now, life feels like a series of choices and uncertainties. Youā€™re standing at a crossroads, unsure of which path to take. But I want to remind you of something very important: trust yourself. You have a pure heart and a courageous spirit, and that's all you need to move forward.
Life is bringing you a connection that is deep and meaningful. Embrace it fully, without fear. It might not look like what you expect or come at the most convenient time, but it will fill your heart in ways you canā€™t imagine. This is your time to take a leap, to jump into new experiences without overthinking, without doubting. This journey might feel risky, but it will lead you to places where your soul feels alive.
Along the way, youā€™ll meet someone or maybe a part of yourself who is passionate, romantic, and perhaps a bit of a dreamer. They (or you) will inspire you to see the beauty in the small things again. Follow these feelings; they are your compass. But remember, not everything will be perfect. There will be moments of conflict and struggle. Sometimes, it will feel like people are challenging you or taking advantage of you. There will be a sense of loss or tension, like you've been fighting battles that wear you down.
But through these struggles, youā€™ll discover something powerful within yourself. Youā€™ll learn what is truly worth fighting for and what isnā€™t. You'll grow wiser, stronger, and more determined. You'll start to see yourself in a new light a light that burns bright with confidence, creativity, and fire. Youā€™ll become the person who knows her worth and doesnā€™t settle for less.
In the end, youā€™ll find a place of peace and abundance. A place where youā€™re comfortable in your own skin, where you feel secure and proud of what youā€™ve built for yourself. Youā€™ll be surrounded by the things you love and the people who cherish you. This is the life waiting for you , a life that feels rich not just in material things but in spirit and joy.
So, dear me, be brave. Be bold. Trust the path, even when it twists and turns. Know that everything is leading you to a future where you stand strong, radiant, and fulfilled.
With love,
Your Future Self
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mouwrites Ā· 9 months ago
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Thinking thoughts about these guys again
Creepypasta/MH - Things That Make Them Think of You
Characters: Jeff the Killer, Jane the Killer, Clockwork, Nina the Killer, Tim/Masky, "Ticci" Toby
Jeff the Killer
Violence. Specifically, committing it
I know that sounds bad, but he gets so high off of that stuff
The adrenaline rushing through his veins, the wild smile that comes to his face, the noise, the sights... it's euphoria for him
And when he reaches his peak, endorphins at maximum saturation, that's when he thinks of you
It's almost like he subconsciously asks himself if there's anything in the world that could make him happy like this, and his subconscious responds by conjuring an image of you
As if he couldn't get any happier, thinking of you just pushes him higher
This happens a lot...
He'll be killing someone, already over the moon, then he'll blast to Mars when he thinks of you
And he starts associating you with violence; even if you're the gentlest person in the world
It's the happiness it brings him that links it to you
Though if you're a psycho (affectionate) like him, there might be another reason he associates it with you lol
It just gets worse over time; eventually he can't even see other people committing violent acts without thinking of you
He'll be watching a horror movie, and blood will splatter the screen and he'll be like: Nice. Y/n's nice too. Y/n... <3
Jane the Killer
Quite the opposite of Jeff; it's the quiet moments that get her thinking of you
(my reasoning is confusing but I'll try my best to explain T-T)
And there are two reasons for this
One, because whenever she gets a moment to think to herself, her brain always wants to think of you first
Maybe it's just hunting that hit of dopamine it gets when she imagines your smile, or the way your hands feel in hers...
Or maybe it's just that it's become a habit for her to think of you so often, so it's second-nature that she does so when she gets the chance
But the second reason is that she loves peace, and you are her peace :)
She's a vengeful person with a lot of turmoil inside, so when her environment is peaceful, she tries to follow suit
She's just taking what she can get before she has to go back to hate and obsession
So she imagines the peaceful things in her life
Namely, you
Even if you're not a very peaceful person, she feels at ease when she's with you
So, when it's quiet, she thinks of you to quiet herself
Memories of forehead touches and holding hands are more than enough to fill the silence :)
Clockwork
Literally everything.
Iā€™ve mentioned this in a previous post, but Clockwork will find the most random things that remind her of you
Sheā€™s got a very creative mind; she can find the subtlest of things that make her think of you
Oftentimes theyā€™ll be disturbing thingsā€¦. Like a dead animal or smth
But she gets a little smile when she thinks of you anyway :)
Sheā€™ll probably send you a picture of whatever it was that reminded her of you
So youā€™ll just get a text out of nowhere like:
[picture of a dead wasp] ā€œthought of you <3ā€
After a while youā€™ll learn to just not ask
Because youā€™ll definitely get one of these texts AT LEAST every other day, if not every day
Sometimes theyā€™re actually nice things though! Like a song or a pretty sunset :)
Or something she saw while shopping that made her think of you; she always makes sure to steal ā€¦obtain those things
And ofc she gifts them to you šŸ˜Œ
Nina the Killer
I think it depends on your aesthetic
To me, Nina is someone whoā€™s very in tune with aesthetics
Even if yours is super niche, or it doesnā€™t fit under a specific category like ā€œemoā€ or ā€œbutchā€ or even ā€œclowncore,ā€ sheā€™s got it DOWN
And so itā€™s always things that fit your aesthetic that make her think of you
Maybe itā€™s a view: a dark forest, a bright sunset in your favorite color, a sunny park, an eerily empty sidewalkā€¦
Maybe itā€™s clothing: pants, shirts, dresses, jacketsā€¦ always the exact kind of thing youā€™d wear :)
Maybe itā€™s music: she listens to music like. All the time. So sheā€™s definitely at least dipped her toes into a genre thatā€™s so totally you
Or maybe itā€™s something miscellaneous: a pop tart flavor, a blanket, a picture, the color on a soda dispenserā€¦
No matter what it is, youā€™re guaranteed to love it
She always manages to surprise you with yet another random thing perfectly suited to your aesthetic
And sheā€™s always on the hunt for more >;)
If itā€™s something she can physically bring to you, you best believe she will though
And if you decide you hate it (you wonā€™t, but maybe later when your aesthetic changes), you guys light a bonfire and burn it together :)
Tim/Masky
Itā€™s a Polaroid picture of you
Heā€™s not in the picture; itā€™s just you
The flash is on, illuminating you and leaving the background in dark obscurity
He took it himself one night when he was just enamored with the way you looked
He did it casually, just telling you to look at the camera
The rest was all you; maybe you smiled, maybe you threw up a peace signā€¦
Whatever you did, he felt it captured your essence perfectly
He stared at the photo for a long time after it came out, and he still stares at it frequently
He carries it deep in his wallet where no one can find it
Heā€™ll pull it out when he needs to think of you, usually when heā€™s especially down
Which is pretty often, my boy is troubled :(
Heā€™ll trace his fingers around the edges, remembering that night
Your voice fills his ears, your scent fills his nose, and suddenly heā€™s aching to see you in person again
And he will; heā€™ll probably call or text you soon :)
ā€œTicciā€ Toby
Honestly? Probably something super obscure related to some kind of inside joke between you two
Iā€™ll paint an example
Maybe you two were in the kitchen together, and you wanted him to get out the milk for you
But you ended up calling it a ā€œmug of jilkā€ instead of a ā€œjug of milkā€
Toby, of course, bursts into laughter
He teases you for ages afterwards, calling milk ā€œjilkā€ and always pointing out jugs of milk with a knowing grin
Youā€™re in on it too though
You always snicker whenever he does those things
Maybe thatā€™s why it becomes so special to him; it amuses the both of you
He gets to laugh and hear you laugh :D
So (in this case) heā€™ll think of you whenever he sees a mug of j (oh gosh oh no you guys got me too) jug of milk
And he probably takes pictures to send you too
Youā€™ll just get a text that says ā€œjilk mugs spotted ā€¼ļøā€ and a picture of the milk aisle at the grocery store
He likes to imagine your laugh when he sends texts like those :)
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Thank you so much for reading!! Take care my lovey doves <33
(divider by saradika)
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jonnywaistcoat Ā· 9 months ago
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Hey, Horrormaster Sims. I have a wildly different question that barely relates to TMA (Sorry about that) but its about your own process. Please, if you could, can you tell me how your first drafts made you feel? I'm on the fence about writing my own thing (not a podcast, and again, not Magnus related, though I have a million little aus for that delightful tragedy you wrote, thank you for that!) But I'm discouraged by the collective notion that first drafts are always terrible, because there's no ... examples I can solidly use to help the dumb anxiety beast in my brain that tells me everyone who is in any way popular popped out a golden turd and not, well, you know. One of my friends said 'Oh I bet Jonathan Sims's first draft was nothing like what he wanted' and I got the bright idea to just. Send you an ask, since you're trapped on this hellsite like I am. Anyway, thanks for reading this (if you do) and if you'd rather ask it privately, I am cool with that. Alternatively, you're a hella busy man with Protocol (you and Alex are making me rabid, i hope you know) and you can just ignore this! Cheers, man, and good words.
To my mind all writing advice, especially stuff that's dispensed as truisms (like "first drafts are always garbage") are only useful inasmuch as such advice prompts you to pay attention to how you write best: what helps your workflow, what inspires you, what keeps you going through the rough bits. There are as many different ways to write (and write well) as there are people who write and so always consider this sort of thing a jumping off point to try out or keep in mind as you gradually figure out your own ways of writing.
On first drafts specifically, I think the wisdom "all first drafts are bad" is a bit of unhelpful oversimplification of the fact that, deadlines notwithstanding, no piece of writing goes out until you decide its ready, so don't get too hung up on your first draft of a thing, because a lot of writers find it much easier to edit a complete work than to try and redraft as they go. It's also important to not let perfectionism or the fact your initial draft isn't coming out exactly how you want stop you from actually finishing the thing, as it's always better to have something decent and done than to have something perfect and abandoned.
But the idea of a "first draft" is also kind of a fluid one. The "first draft" you submit to someone who's commissioned you will probably be one you've already done a bunch of tweaks and edits to, as opposed to the "first draft" you pump out in a frenzy in an over-caffeinated weekend. For my part, my first drafts tend to end up a bit more polished than most, because I'm in the habit of reading my sentences out loud as I write them (a habit picked up from years of audio writing) so I'll often write and re-write a particular sentence or paragraph a few times to get the rhythm right before moving to the next one. This means my first drafts tend to take longer, but are a bit less messy. I'm also a big-time planner and pretty good at sticking to the structures I lay out so, again, tend to front load a lot of stuff so I get a better but slower first draft.
At the end of the day, though, the important thing is to get in your head about it in a good way (How do I write best? what helps me make writing I enjoy and value? What keeps me motivated?) and not in a bad way (What if it's not good enough? What if everyone hates it? What if it doesn't make sense?) so that you actually get it done.
As for how my first drafts made me feel? Terrible, every one of 'em No idea if that's reflective of their quality, though, tbh - I hate reading my own writing until I've had a chance to forget it's mine (I can only ever see the flaws). I suppose there's theoretically a none-zero chance they were pure fragments of True Art and creative perfection, but Alex's editing notes make that seem unlikely.
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niniiko Ā· 1 year ago
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Astrology Observations part 2
*not a professional astrologer these are just my personal observations!
SLIGHT TW!!!!
ā™ ļø Taurus venus men usually like women who are on the curvier chubby side
ā™ ļø People who have an 8th house lilith or even saturn sometimes feel guilty for their sexuality and many people also tend to make them feel guilty for being sexual, they often feel repressed
ā™ ļø Nobody talks enough about how Virgo risings have an amazing face bone structure... I've noticed that their cheekbones are often prominent and their face features are so femenine
ā™ ļø Aquarius placements and their unique voices? We can take as an example Jungwon of Enhypen and RosĆ© from Blackpink, i also noticed that when they sing they have this kind of nasal type of voice and it's so pleasant to hear (can also apply to people who have Aquarius over their 3rd house!)
ā™ ļø Mars over the 6th house can give someone a VERY sensible skin (even allergies) Virgo also rules over the skin since its a Mercurial sign and if Mars is there the native could have a lot of issues with their skin. I have a friend who has this placement and she always has something going on with her skin šŸ˜­
ā™ ļø People who have Moon in conjunction with Jupiter can be prone to over eating
ā™ ļø Mercury square Saturn individuals often have a hard time expressing their love through words, they cringe at the idea of doing it
ā™ ļø Libra placements (specially Mercuries) don't shy away from talking about current issues when it comes to politics, injusticies etc... They have very clear ideas and know how to send across their message
ā™ ļø Whatever house Neptune falls into is where people tend to copy you the most:
1st house: your appearance, the way you dress, your energy
2nd house: your material possesions, the things you buy, your finances
3rd house: your personality, internet persona, the way you talk
4th house: your house furniture
5th house: your romantic partners, your vibe
6th house: your daily routines, your connections with people
7th house: your romantic partners, your clothes, your beauty
8th house: your depth, your way of thinking
9th house: the places you travel to, your ideas
10th house: your career choice, your skills
11th house: your friendships, your connections, your popularity, your goals
12th house: your spiritual side, the way you see things in a unique way
ā™ ļø Leo placements like to show off their partners and making sure EVERYONE knows they have a partner, i have some leo placements friends and they are always posting their partners, i think it's very cute
ā™ ļø Pluto in the 2nd house individuals (specially if they also have Taurus placements because Taurus rules the neck and throat) have some sexy and deep voices . . . they also tend to be very possesive šŸ¤£
ā™ ļø If a woman has her Mars in conjunction with her Sun chances are she looks very much like her dad, a friend of mine has this placement and she inherited her dads height and she looks so much like her dad
ā™ ļø Having 12th synastry with someone is beautiful and painful at the same time, specially if personal planets are in there like the moon for example, if your moon falls in their 12th house it's probable that you have a more than physical connection with that person, even if you guys are not together you might still dream of them or viceversa, a very hard to forget connection
ā™ ļø Someone with a lot of Air and Fire placements might be into dancing or doing some sort of creative and artistic stuff
ā™ ļø Air mars's are the real masterminds . . . šŸ’…šŸ»
Thanks for reading! I wanna thank the people who have interacted with my post, it was my first astrology observations post and I've been learning astrology for just a year and seeing how many people have agreed and rebbloged my post made me very happy šŸ„¹ My intuition told me to post one and after some days of hesitating I decided to upload my personal observations and im glad I did! Anyways, thank you so much I love you always šŸ¤
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mysicklove Ā· 1 year ago
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cw: sub! denki kaminari, gn! reader, toy use: bullet vibrator, nipple clamps, fleshlight. kinda heavy bondage (he is tied to chair lol), sadistic reader!!, denki being the biggest dork at the end, unedited (for now?) and POORLY WRITTEN lolol
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a/n: well @sorrowfulrosebud this was supposed to be a drabble. oopsies. everyone dont yell at me for writing this instead of kinktober IM SORRY. ALSO denki is a little silly at the end, I hope it doesn't ruin the mood for you guys :/ he is just such a nerd to me.
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ā€œNo. No. Nonononono!ā€ The blonde squeals, squirming in his chair. His legs try to kick up, causing his thighs to pull at the restraints.
You frown at him but ignore his plea, snapping the nipple clams onto the first nipple. He jumps in his chair and he lets out a yelp, muffling the sounds of the vibrator. ā€œDonā€™t ā€œnoā€ me, you were the one to beg for this.ā€
In an instant, Denkiā€™s face shifts into a wicked grin, and you roll your eyes. ā€œYou know I like to put on a show,ā€ he purrs, ā€œmakes it more kinky, donā€™t you think?ā€
ā€œYeah, yeah, you sick pervert.ā€ You use the remote to turn up the vibrator logged inside him a setting higher, and the blonde gulps, letting about a small mewl. Then, you clamp the metal onto his other nipple, forcing another pained noise out from his mouth.
ā€œOw! Ow!ā€ He screeches, twisting from left to right in his red rope bindings. ā€œIt still hurts! Y-You got to be gentle with me!ā€
You reach for his thigh, giving him a teasing slap. ā€œQuit that. Gentle with you? You would throw a hissy fit if I was.ā€
He remains quiet at that, agreeing with you, and the action makes you grin. You grab the fleshlight and begin to pour a copious amount of lube onto it while Denki squirms in his chair, excited for whatā€™s to come. The bullet vibrator placed meticulously on his prostate was sending his head spinning, but to add something around his cock too? He was already daydreaming about how hard he is about to orgasm.
In one quick motion, you slide the entire thing down his length. His reaction is immediate; his back arches and he let out a moan. ā€œThere ya go,ā€ You hum, ā€œYou like that, don't you baby?ā€
You donā€™t ease into it, knowing he will complain if you do. So, instead you set a ruthless pace and Kamari already feels himself begin to drool. His eyes roll back and he begins to hump into the toy, not caring that his hips were basically strapped down into the chair. ā€œY-Yeah. Can youā€¦Vibrator?ā€
You smile at the boy, nodding to him before reaching over and clicking the button onto the highest setting. He groans out, a lazy smile plastered on his face. ā€œFuck yeah. Fuck, this is heaven, ā€˜s got to be.ā€
You scoff at him, trying not to roll your eyes. He was always the dramatic type, trying to find the most creative ways to show his love for what you do to him. It was cute though, so you didnā€™t mind too much.
His hips continue to buck into the fleshlight, and his ass lifts slightly up the chair, going against the binds to try and reach it better. The vibrator in him makes a loud buzzing noise and every once in awhile he stops his desperate humping to try and push back into it.
The noises he let's out are loud, high in pitch, as if he was trying to tell everyone around him how good he was feeling. It makes you wonder if you want to put a gag on him, but be always gets so pouty after you do, and you didn't know if you want to deal with that. So, you let the neighbors hear his cries ā€” it was better than the annoying sound of the vibrator, to you and Denki at least.
Eventually his hips start to thrust up too high, and the rope begins to rub against his thigh. He was going to hurt himself at this rate, and that's the last thing you guys needed. You rest your hands on his thigh, pushing him down against the chair. ā€œKaminari, relax, it's not going anywhere. You don't gotta chase the toy.ā€
He shakes his head, continuing to try and buck upward. His eyes are furrowed shut and his face is contorted in a frown. ā€œCan't help it. Love it, s-so much!ā€
You yank the toy away and Denki lets out a noise akin to a puppy yelping in pain, which causes you to roll your eyes. ā€œNo. Please no! I'm sorry I'm sorry ill relax. Don't take it away, I can't cum without it! I'll be good, a good boy for you I promise!ā€
Your face heats up at his lewd words and you pause for a second. His cock twitches from the coolness of the air, and you watch as a glob of pre drops onto the chair. He whines, and squirms in his confinement.
Then, you gulp and sigh, rubbing your hands on his thighs that are trying their best to stay planted on the chair. ā€œIt's alright, I'm not stopping,ā€ you murmur, sliding the fleshlight onto his cock with a satisfying squelch. He cries out, and the noise loudness of the sound startled you. Your eyes flicker to his now glassy ones. ā€œFuck, Kaminari, you sound straight up out of a bad porno, you know that?ā€ You say, breathless, and fixed solely on his face.
Sweat beads at his temples, and his lip trembles. His cheeks flush red and he shakes his head back and forth. The pale legs tremble in his seat but he doesn't buck upward, instead waiting for you to cover his cock. It's agonizing to him, and he wants nothing more than to fuck it, but he remains seated, instead choosing to push himself back into the bullet vibrator.
Your hands reach up to play with the chain and Kaminari letā€™s out a hiss, but doesnā€™t oppose it. The nipples have become slightly swollen from the clamp, and it causes you to frown. ā€œPoor thing, look how red they are.ā€
A meek grin pulls at his face. ā€œY-You like it though, yeah?ā€
ā€œI do. They are so cute like this,ā€ You nod, slightly pulling on the metal, and tearing another whimper from his mouth. Your hand continues their quick motions and his moans begin to get louder. His hips begin to buck up again.
ā€œKaminari,ā€ You warn sharply and he immediately presses his ass back into the chair with a short apology. You place your hand onto his face, your own apology, but for the harshness of your tone. He nuzzles into it, rubbing his cheek into your palm. ā€œGood boy.ā€
He nods his head, buzzing at the praise. Drool begins to bead at the corner of his lips, and his eyes begin to get cloudy. He finds himself chanting out curse words and melting into the chair. With every stroke of the toy, every sound of the liquid gliding across his dick, he feels himself inch toward his high. The blonde's hands clench and unclench, and he mewls. ā€œI need to cum. P-Please?ā€
The vibrator continues to target his sweet spot and it sends him shivering, not knowing if he should focus on the buzzing sensation or the one wrapped around his cock. But, you pull on the chain again, answering his question for him. His back arches and he cries out from the pain of his nipples being tugged uncomfortably outward.
ā€œYeah? That was quick, little embarrassing, donā€™t you think babe?ā€
He pouts at you, and tears begin to tumble down his cheeks. ā€œShut up!ā€.
You ignore him, instead choosing to rest your cheek on his thigh, now kneeling in front of the chair, and blinking up at him.
ā€œā€˜s nothing to be embarrassed bout. I think itā€™s cute that you last as long as a virgin,ā€ You coo, eyes flickering to the flesh light that keeps hiding his dick from you.
Denki shakes his head from side to side, whining at you, and beginning to sniffle from the tears. ā€œY-You just donā€™t understand,ā€ he warbles and you raise your eyebrows. ā€œDonā€™t even know what to focus on. Gonna cum, I canā€™t. I-Iā€”Please!ā€
You smile at him, standing up again and resting your arm on the back of his chair. It creates a shadow over his body, and it makes the boy feel strangely small compared to you. He doesnā€™t complain.
One hand continues to stroke him, and the other plays with the chain on his chest. You pause for a moment, creating an air of dramatics, and Denki letā€™s out a small whine in complaint. ā€œAlright, you can cum. I guess I donā€™t mind.ā€
He nods his head eagerly, blinking up at you with wet eyes. Then, you watch his body go rigid and his face scrunch up. Denki curses out, and you wait a moment before you grab at the chain and rip it off of his nipples.
It sends a burning pain down his and entire back and the blondes eyes widen, shocked by your actions. He borderline screams and it sends a full shiver down your spine. ā€œOw! Ow! Fuck. Fuck. Ow!ā€
But it doesnā€™t ruin his orgasm, in fact, it may have made it stronger. The blonde cums into the fleshlight and you watch as it drips down his cock, staining it a milky shade of white. He moans are high in pitch, and they seem to echo off of the walls from how loud they are. But they were always like this when he orgasms, so you werenā€™t surprised by it.
It lasts about 20 seconds total, and eventually, he slumps against the chair. You turn off the vibrator quickly, not wanting to overstimulate him just yet and pull off the fleshlight. The remaining of his cum drips from the toy and onto the tip of Kaminariā€™s cock. He doesnā€™t even spare it a glance.
Instead, he looks toward you, tongue out and licking at the excess drool left behind on his lips and chin. He pulls at the restraints, but doesnā€™t really put any effort to get out; it was more of just a test of whether he could get out. When satisfied by the results, he nods to himself, before turning to you. He cocks his head to the side.
ā€œSoooooooo,ā€ He announces loud and proud, contrasting his earlier pathetic pleas. You sigh to yourself, already knowing something ridiculous is to come from the way he is grinning at you. When Denki sees you playing along, he dramatically clears his throat. ā€œWhoā€™s the next star on tonightā€™s game show?ā€ The voice is loud, mimicking every classic game show host. ā€œWill it be, contestant number one, the dildo? Contestant number two, the vibrating wand? Orrrrrr the fan favorite, all-time champion, most belovedā€”ā€œ
You hold up two items you grabbed from the box placed neck to you and cock your head to the side. ā€œBall gag and cock ring?ā€
Denki's eyes widen, and he smiles anxiously at you. He should have known that you were going to play along with his antics, and the results were never fun. His voice is higher in pitch, and his eyes never leave the items in your hand as if terrified by them.
ā€œW-We will find out after this s-short break, folks.ā€ You borderline pounce on him.
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A Friend in the Dark Part II
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Summary: After receiving an unexpected call from you in the middle of the night, Ari's not going to let anything stop him from getting to you. But will he make it in time? Takes place directly after the events in A Friend in the Dark: Part I.
Warnings: Mature Themes, Ari Being A Menace, References to Home Invasion, Scared Reader, Pet Names, Cursing, Minors DNI
A/N: Special thanks to my creative consultant, @curls-and-eyeliner, who helped me come up with the opening. Part my Sweet Renegade Series. Semi-proofread, not beta'd. All mistakes are my own. Likes, comments, and reblogs are always appreciated. Thanks for reading!
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Ari Levinsonā€™s P.O.V.
Although it feels like hours, itā€™s really only a matter of minutes before Ari finds himself pulling onto your street. Not wanting to call attention to himself, he immediately kills his headlights before throwing his truck into neutral, quietly gliding down the block.Ā 
He already knows which home is yours ā€“ the one with the rose bushes out front. Stopping a couple houses down, the bounty hunter swiftly exits his vehicle. After triple-checking the gun in his waistband, he knows itā€™s time to make his way to you.Ā 
Ari moves with lethal grace, his corded muscles tense and ready to strike should an enemy make the mistake of crossing his path. As he gets closer, he spots Miltonā€™s cruiser parked a ways down the street.
Perfect.
The burly lawman tosses a brief glance over his shoulder, just to make sure he isnā€™t being followed ā€“ the last thing he needed was someone sneaking up behind him. A blow to the back of the head could be deadly, even for someone as big as him.Ā 
He does a swift scan of your front yard, noting that nothing appears out of place. Holding his breath, Ari tunes his ears to the silence, quieting the sound of his own heartbeat as he wills his military instincts to take over. During his brief conversation with you, youā€™d said that the intruder had been at your back door.
Which meant that was exactly where he needed to be. Heaven help the fucker if he was dumb enough to still be there, scaring the shit out of his girl.Ā 
He draws his gun and dispenses the safety, holding it low with both hands as he stealthily makes his way around the side of your house. It was time to confront whoever was out there, hiding in the dark like a coward.Ā 
ā€œGotchu, motherfucker!ā€ He barks, aiming his weapon in the air.Ā 
Except thereā€™s nobody there.Ā 
Although heā€™s surprised, he remains on high alert. Keeping his head on a swivel, he slowly climbs the steps leading to your back porch. He takes a moment to examine the door, smoothing his fingers along the cracked, splintered wood. The frame itself is also bent and hopelessly warped.
It didnā€™t take an expert to see that someone had indeed been here at one point. Most likely trying to kick the damned thing down. The whole thing appeared to be hanging on by a thread as it was.
ā€œShit.ā€ Ari hisses under his breath. Raking an agitated hand through his hair, he pulls out his phone and dials your number once again. ā€œCā€™mon, baby. Answer the fucking phone for me.ā€
Why the fuck werenā€™t you picking up? Had the intruder managed to make their way inside some other way? Ice fills his veins at the prospect of someone holding you captive inside. Scaring you. Hurting you.Ā 
If that something happened to you because he hadnā€™t gotten here fast enough, Ari would never be able to forgive himself.Ā 
And just where the fuck was Milton? Out in the woods somewhere holding his dick?
At that moment, Ari makes a snap decision. He was determined to get into that house. Frankly, heā€™d already wasted enough time out here hemming and hawing as it was. Taking a step back and leveling the door with the most powerful kick he can muster, sending it flying open with a loud thunk.Ā 
Taking no time to celebrate, the bounty hunter goes to make his way inside only to duck when he notices an object come flying at his head at the last second. Thankfully, it connects with the door frame instead of his skull.
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Your P.O.V.
ā€œGet the fuck out of my house!ā€ You screech, swinging your bat wildly at the large figure that just tried to break their way into your home. ā€œIā€™m crazy and Iā€™ll kill you! Lord, help me, Iā€™ll do it!ā€ You continue swinging, attempting to keep the intruder at bay on your front porch until help arrives.Ā 
ā€œWait ā€“ stop!ā€ The intruder pleads, throwing up a hand in the dark as his weapon goes flying.Ā 
ā€œIā€™ve called the cops, you pig-fuckinā€™ bastard.ā€ You spit, raising your Louisville Slugger high. Theyā€™re on their way and ā€“ā€
ā€œGoddamn it, baby!ā€ Ari roars, scrambling away from the assault. ā€œItā€™s me! I am the cops!ā€
Thatā€™s enough to knock the wind out of your sails almost immediately. Blood roaring in your ears, you belatedly realize that youā€™d almost just turned the very man who came to rescue you into a frickinā€™ vegetable.Ā 
ā€œAri?ā€ You whisper, finally allowing the bat to fall limply at your feet. ā€œOhā€¦oh God.ā€
For a brief moment, all you can do is stare at each other. You, relieved to see him here. Him, relieved to see you unhurt. And itā€™s only as that feeling of relief begins to settle in is that you begin to shake. Covering your mouth with trembling hands, you watch the bounty hunter stand and collect his gun, before turning on the safety and tucking it back into the security of his jeans.Ā 
ā€œHey there, sweetheart.ā€Ā 
You donā€™t think. Donā€™t question. Instead you just launch yourself into his arms, praying that heā€™ll catch you.
Of course he does.
ā€œWhy the fuck didnā€™t you answer your phone?ā€ He growls after a beat, pulling away to assess you for injuries. His large, warm hands make quick work of checking you out before gently cupping your face. ā€œHuh? Why the fuck did you go quiet on me like that?ā€
You rest your smaller hands atop his as Ari brushes a feather-light kiss along your brow. His big body feels so tense beneath your touch. Heā€™s wrapped so tightly, youā€™re almost certain heā€™s bound to go off at any moment.Ā 
ā€œIā€¦ā€ You swallow thickly as you will yourself to stop shaking. ā€œI was trying to use the element of surprise. I took my phone with me butā€¦when he started really trying to bust down the door I knew I had to do something, so I ā€“ā€
ā€œFREEZE!ā€ A new voice yells, taking you both by surprise. Your bounty hunter immediately spins on his heel, pushing you behind him to protect you from view.Ā 
Fucking Milton had finally arrived. A day late and a dollar short.Ā 
ā€œJesus Christ, asshole.ā€ Ari snarls, briefly raising his hands in the air long enough for the officer to recognize the fact that there was no discernable threat. ā€œWhere the hell have you been?ā€
ā€œGot held up on the way here. Iā€™ll, uh, tell you about it later, Levinson.ā€ Is all he says, holstering his weapon. ā€œYou okay there, darlin?ā€
Later he would pull the lawman aside and let him know that someone had tried to hold him up. Make it difficult for him to get here as fast as the situation had warranted. It wasnā€™t quite suspicious, but still odd nevertheless.Ā 
ā€œSheā€™s fine.ā€ Ari answers on your behalf, circling a possessive arm around your waist. ā€œFine as can be, anyway.ā€ He continues when you nod at his side. ā€œAlmost took my head off with a baseball bat before you got here.ā€
ā€œWell, I reckon I wouldnā€™t expect anything less from one of The Creekā€™s champion softball players.ā€ Milton responds with a tired grin, his hand coming up to massage the back of his neck. ā€œHow badā€™s the damage to the door?ā€
ā€œEhā€¦ā€ Your bounty hunter attempts to shoo you inside with a guiding hand. ā€œWhoever our guy is did a pretty good job damn near kicking the thing off the hinges. I just finished the job. I just wanna get her indoors so we can ā€“ wait.ā€
Ari stops cold, his entire body going stiff as if heā€™d only just realized something.Ā 
ā€œWhatā€™s wrong?ā€ You ask, turning to face him, briefly halting his attempts to move you along.Ā 
ā€œYou said you just got here?ā€ You know the question is meant solely for Milton.Ā 
ā€œYeah.ā€ The officer responds, clearly perplexed by where Ari seems to be going with this. ā€œWhy?ā€
ā€œBaby, you ainā€™t wearinā€™ nothingā€™ but a gown and slippers.ā€ He murmurs, his lips hovering just above your ear. ā€œStop fightinā€™ me and go inside where itā€™s warm. Please.ā€
Itā€™s an order, that much you can tell. But as much as you want to protest, you decide to do as youā€™re bid, leaving the two lawmen alone.Ā 
Just this once.
ā€œGood girl.ā€ He praises you, still keeping his voice low even as his words warm your belly. ā€œWeā€™ll be along in a moment.ā€
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Ariā€™s P.O.V.
ā€œWhatā€™s up, Levinson?ā€ Milton tries again once youā€™re safely out of earshot.Ā 
ā€œWhen I pulled in, there was a cruiser already parked halfway down the block. Assumed it was you and kept it moving.ā€Ā 
ā€œThatā€™s awful strange.ā€
ā€œI know.ā€ Ari grunts, hands on his hips. ā€œDid you call this out over the radio?ā€
ā€œWell, yeah.ā€ The officer shrugs as he wracks his brain for more details. ā€œBut nobody responded. Figured it would just be me and you and that would be enough.ā€
ā€œWell, clearly someone else heard it.ā€ Your bounty hunter snaps. ā€œYou didnā€™t see anyone when you pulled up? They werenā€™t still parked there?ā€
ā€œNo.ā€ Milton scrubs a hand along his jaw. ā€œI came the opposite way you did. Only saw your truck.ā€ Turning on his flashlight he flashes it towards the woods beckoning along the edge of your property. ā€œAnd did you see anyone trying to break-in when you got here?ā€
ā€œNo. But the damage was already done.ā€
ā€œThink you chased ā€˜em off?ā€
ā€œMaybe.ā€ Ari murmurs, his tone rife with suspicion. ā€œBut I doubt it. Somethinā€™ tells me the fucker dipped before I even stepped foot on the lawn.ā€Ā 
ā€œFucking. Awesome.ā€ The officer blows out a tired breath. Turning off his flashlight, he lightly claps the other man on the shoulder. ā€œLook. We ainā€™t gonna get anywhere with this shit tonight.ā€
ā€œYeah.ā€ He drags out the word. ā€œYeah, I know.ā€ God, he needed a fucking cigarette.
ā€œItā€™s late. I still need to get her statement. Weā€¦we can pick this up in the morning.ā€Ā 
With nothing else left to say, the confused and frustrated men head for your front porch. Regardless of wherever Milton stood on the subject, Ari vows to get to the bottom of this bullshit.Ā 
But first he wanted ā€“ no, he needed ā€“ to see to you.
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Your P.O.V.
Itā€™s nearly 5:00am before Officer Milton walks out your front door, leaving you alone with the one man who had the power to keep you off balance. Right now the two of you are sitting in your kitchen, each sipping a mug of hot tea with an added splash of whiskey.Ā 
Ari had been quiet for most of your conversation with the young officer, only interjecting where and when he felt it necessary. Heā€™d also fetched you tissues when you started to cry, and even held your hand during theā€¦more harrowing portion of your evening.Ā 
ā€œThank you.ā€ You tell him, your voice barely above a whisper when you finally break the silence. ā€œFor coming tonight.ā€
He wants to tell you that heā€™ll always come, whenever you call. But he canā€™t quite seem to summon up the words. So instead he simply settles on: ā€œYouā€™re welcome.ā€
ā€œYouā€¦you donā€™t have to stay.ā€
ā€œI know.ā€Ā 
But Ari makes no move to get up. Heā€™s not sure heā€™s capable of it. Not with you sitting here looking every inch the fragile little bird that you are. Now he knew that you, his woman, had two sides.
You were either his firebrand of a Duchess, or his sweet, soft little Bird. But what you didnā€™t know is that he was absolutely willing and wanting to keep you. Both of you.Ā 
Clearing his throat, your bounty hunter leans back in his chair, his turbulent blue gaze clashing with yours. ā€œYouā€™re gonna need someone to fix that door.ā€ His tone comes off a little more gruff than he intends.
With a sigh, you come to rest your head on your hand. ā€œIā€™m afraid itā€™s too early for me to call the insurance company just yet.ā€
ā€œIā€™ll take care of it.ā€
His response catches you completely off guard. You stare back at him with wide eyes, silently wondering how much the whiskey was talking.Ā 
ā€œSweetheart.ā€ Once again you find your hand encased in the warmth of his, squeezing gently. ā€œItā€™s gonna take the insurance company days, if not weeks, to handle this. You and I both know you canā€™t go that long without a proper door.ā€
ā€œBut I still need to report itā€¦ā€ You protest, hating the fact that you canā€™t get your brain to work as fast as you would like.Ā 
ā€œSo do that. But in the meantime, Iā€™ve got a buddy who owes me a favor. Iā€™ll get him and his boys out here and weā€™ll get you fixed up good and proper.ā€Ā 
ā€œI canā€™t afford that.ā€Ā 
ā€œDid anyone ask you to pay?ā€ He responds, making it known that he had it in him to be just as stubborn as you. Releasing his grip, he scoots away from the table. Standing up, he picks up your mugs before depositing them in the sink.Ā 
ā€œAri.ā€ While you mean to sound firm, his name comes out more like a whine, making him smile.Ā 
ā€œHow about you get on up to bed, hm?ā€ He murmurs when he sees your head start to dip. Now that all that adrenaline had run its course, you were plum exhausted. ā€œIā€™ll close up down here. Maybe find some tarp to put over that back door until we can get you the real thing.ā€Ā 
ā€œYouā€™re so bossy.ā€Ā 
ā€œHmph.ā€ Ari grunts as he helps you stand. ā€œAfraid itā€™ll only get worse the more I have to repeat myself.ā€Ā 
Your sweet, yet incredibly stubborn lawman runs an affectionate hand over your curls. Unable to help yourself, you lean in, burying your face in his chest to inhale his scent. And even though part of you is waiting for him to push you away, you struggle not to melt on the spot when you feel him press a tender kiss on top of your head.Ā 
ā€œOff to bed with you, little Bird.ā€ He rumbles after a minute, knowing this has already gone on longer than it shouldā€™ve. ā€œGet a move-on, now.ā€Ā 
Youā€™re in such a haze that you donā€™t even bother to call him out over yet another stupid nickname. First Duchess and now this? You were gonna give this handsome jerk a piece of your mind after you got some sleep. Perhaps youā€™d threaten to peck his eyes out or somethingā€¦
Leaning on him even as you plot, you donā€™t balk as he leads you toward the stairs. Nor do you complain when you feel a territorial hand settle on your hip as he guides you to the foot of your bedroom where he watches you climb into bed. And you decide to ignore the way your belly flutters when you hear him calling you his ā€œgood girlā€ one last time.Ā 
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did-i-do-this-write Ā· 1 year ago
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How to Support Writers During the Scourge of A.I. Bullshit
Do
Interact with us. Talk to us. Reach out to us. Many writers physically write for themselves, but they share for others. To build a community and connect with someone, to learn from them, and to make a genuine connection through something they've created. Comments, questions, rambling tags, they all mean that our writing reached someone who genuinely enjoyed it.
Share our work. This does not mean repost, this means reblog and/or send the link to friends and other potential readers. Some writers may have negative experiences with their work being shared on other platforms (such as discord), but reblogging is almost always appreciated so we can reach a wider audience. Even if you don't have anything to say or comment, it will help.
Ask questions. Many writers are dying to talk about the creative choices they made, the word choice they fought with until they got it just right, the details they added just HOPING someone would notice it. If you wish you could get more context/detail about a piece, odds are all you have to do is ask!
Treat us like humans (because we are). Crazy concept, right? The thing that terrifies me the most about all this is the potential that we take humanity out of the arts. We replace it with A.I. until human creativity becomes irrelevant because it's more convenient and more profitable.
We are not robots making content for your entertainment, we are people sharing stories to make genuine human connections and share our passions. Stories that take hours, days, months, even years of our lives to properly craft. We practice and study and learn so that we can express ourselves skillfully. Even when done as a hobby for fun, there is heart and energy and time put into the final draft.
And finally, Don't
Use A.I. for anything. Because the more it's used, the more advanced it becomes. The more advanced it becomes, the harder it will be to discern a genuine human touch between an A.I. regurgitating what it's been taught.
In the end, this is a plea. I'm begging you. Do not give A.I. the ability to replace us.
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the-peak-tmnt Ā· 9 months ago
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Hey The Neon Void readers, quick update from the author's sister!
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(art commission by @kaysdenofchaos)
Hi readers of The Neon Void fanfic. This is the authorā€™s older sister. Sheā€™s been getting a lot of fan art and asks lately. Sheā€™s sent me screenshots of a few unanswered ones looking for advice on how to respond.
While all the love and support of TNV is genuinely appreciated, my sister @sugarpasteltmnt is not equipped to respond to a small handful of these asks/comments that are, quite frankly, inappropriate.
Sugarpastels is not a therapist, and sheā€™s certainly not an internet strangerā€™s therapist.
Sheā€™s an adult with an extremely demanding and stressful job for a very large client. Some of you have already experienced and enjoyed her work IRL without knowing it. Her company is close to finishing another project that will bring a lot of joy to hundreds of thousands of people every year, but working on a project of that scale is extremely stressful.
She is writing this fanfic for fun. TNV is a way for her to decompress and put her creative energy towards something other than work.
Whatā€™s not fun is coming home to asks/comments from readers who are projecting their own struggles/mental health onto TNV, and even Sugarpastels herself, and demanding some sort of attention from her over it.
Letā€™s be real: itā€™s fun to watch our blorbos suffer! So much of fandom is just us putting our favorite characters in Situations because itā€™s fun. Simple as that. But I think another reason TNV has resonated so strongly with readers is because of the way Sugarpastels writes the internal struggles of these characters.
We are both aware that TNV deals with mental health topics. Since the early days of ā€œmodernā€ fandom, fanfiction has been a way for people to explore complicated, difficult and sometimes even taboo subjects. Thereā€™s no shortage of complex feelings being explored in TNV, which is why weā€™re all having so much fun reading it.
But thatā€™s all it is; an exploration. Sugarpastels is not a mental health expert. Iā€™ve read a handful of books on PTSD and mindfulness for research while writing my own fanfic, and I would never consider myself prepared to help someone else.
Itā€™s okay if you relate to things from TNV. I know I do! Again, fanfic has always been a way to read about things rarely dealt with (or handled poorly) in published fiction/tv shows/movies. I will always argue one of the greatest things about fanfiction and other fanworks is being able to see ourselves and our own struggles through our favorite fictional characters.
But Sugarpastels is not a fictional character. Sheā€™s a real person. Most importantly (to me at least) sheā€™s my little sister, and this big sister cannot handle watching some of her readers expect more of her than is appropriate.
So Iā€™m asking you to please be mindful of what you ask/say to not just her, but literally everyone on the internet. Unless youā€™re chatting with someone regularly, they do not know you. Whether itā€™s friends, family, teachers, coaches, etc, there are people in your life who know you personally, and are therefore better equipped to help you than a stranger on the internet.
Sugarpastels is so full of empathy that itā€™s hard to not feel for you when you send things like this. But it just isnā€™t fair to put that kind of unnecessary pressure on someone who is, at the end of the day, just trying to have some fun writing about ninja turtles beinā€™ sad.
(That being said, PLEASE DONā€™T BE SCARED TO SEND HER ASKS AND FAN ART!!! They make her day every single time and are seriously so, so appreciated. Sheā€™s texting me about it constantly how much she loves all of TNVā€™s readers. This whole post is really directed at an extremely small percentage of her readers, but there have been enough I felt something needed to be said.)
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Creator Spotlight: @chaaistheanswer
Hi everyone! I am Clara, but you can also call me chaa! I am a digital artist based in Auckland, New Zealand, with a bachelorā€™s degree in Creative Media Production. After graduating from uni, I moved out to pursue my art career and Iā€™ve been a freelance digital artist ever since. I love concept art, especially character design! Creating characters influenced by my love for fantasy is what I live for. Thank you for stopping by, and I hope you enjoyed my art! And thank you, Tumblr, for this opportunity!
Check out our interview with Clara below!
Did you originally have a background in art? If not, how did you start?
I specialized in art in high school and have a bachelorā€™s degree in Creative Media Production from Massey University with an animation pathway. For our thesis film, which I worked on with several of my classmates, I took on the role of producer, art director, and concept artist. Our short film was featured in the Wellington Film Festival Terror-Fi in 2020. After graduating, I went on to become a freelance artist, but my goal is to work for the gaming industry as a character concept artist. Ever since I first picked up a pencil, I knew I wanted to become an artist!
Have you ever had an art block? If so, how did you overcome it?
Art block is quite common among artists, and unfortunately, I too have fallen prey to the affliction. I have several ways of overcoming art block: watching movies, playing games, reading, or going out for a drive with my sister. These are just a few things I love to do to help keep my creative juices flowing!
What is one habit you find yourself doing a lot as an artist?
I tend to obsessively research about completely unrelated topics while I draw. I find learning new things helps improve my concept designs, especially in creating backgrounds for my characters.
Over the years as an artist, what were your biggest inspirations behind your creativity?
Video games and anime were my biggest inspirations! Anything with a captivating story thatā€™ll send me to the edge of my seat, and loveable characters. Iā€™m particularly drawn to high and dark fantasy.
How has technology changed the way you approach your work?
Technology has made a huge impact on us artists over the last few years. I used to draw a lot on paper, but since getting a tablet, I find myself searching for the undo and redo buttons and even trying to zoom constantly while I draw on paper. I used to only draw for myself as well, but after posting my art online, I now have an audience to whom I can share my art. Because of this, I am able to earn a living doing what I love by creating illustrations for clients.
What is a recent creative project that you are proud of?
I am very proud of this recent commission Iā€™ve done for a client! Fortunately, the piece turned out exactly how I wanted it to look, and my client was very happy with the result. I am also in the process of working on a Webtoon, which is going as smoothly as I hoped it would be before its re-release!
What advice would you give to younger you about making art that's personal or truthful to your own experiences?
The best advice I would give my younger self is to never hold back! Try not to think about the negatives of creating and sharing art that you believe in. Embrace vulnerability, and donā€™t be afraid to dig deep into your own emotions and experiences. Always explore, and donā€™t limit yourself to your own bubble. And most important of all, stay true to yourself! Stay true to your values and beliefs, and never compromise your own authenticity for the sake of pleasing others. Your art is a reflection of you as a person.
Who on Tumblr inspires you and why?
@yuumei-artĀ has been an inspiration to me since my early Deviantart days. I admire how she uses her skills to focus on environmentalism and cyber activism. @nipuniĀ is another inspiration of mine. I found her when I was in the process of recovering fromĀ Dragon AgeĀ Solavellan hell. I admire how she manages to capture faces well while also sticking to her style. Her paintings are so beautiful and very pleasing to my eyes!
Thanks for stopping by, Clara! If you haven't seen her Meet the Artist piece, be sure to check it out here. For more of Clara's work, follow her Tumblr, @chaaistheanswer!
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whatudowhennooneseesyou Ā· 1 month ago
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...Well I for one like the Seonghwa mommy agenda
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Pairing: Dom!Seonghwa x sub!fem reader
Content Includes: Mommy!hwa (it's been so long right?), comfort sex, food play, oral (fem receiving), sex on a table, slight mention of eating issues, 18+, kissing, possessiveness, protected sex (trying to make condom use sound appealing), clit play, aftercare
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You've been burnt out and struggling to eat the food Seonghwa has been making you lately and Seonghwa can't have that, he has to get creative.
'You eat your meal and Mommy will eat mine'
The soft glow of the evening filled the room, shadows dancing on the walls as you sat beside the bowl of soup Seonghwa had prepared. His long, dark hair fell softly over his forehead, framing his face as he flashed you a warm smile that made your heart flutter. The smell of the meal filled the air, and you could feel his energy wrapping around youā€”gentle yet firm, just like him.
He noticed the hesitation in your eyes, the way you glanced at the food, uncertainty flickering in your expression. Seonghwa carefully pulled the chair away so he could kneel in front of you, passing you the bowl of soup with a reassuring glint in his eye 'Itā€™s okay, my precious, little star,' he whispered, kneeling closer, his thumb brushing over your knuckles. 'You can do this, and Iā€™m right here with you.'
This happened a lot when you were exhausted from life, your appetite would wane and food became a struggle for you- to the point where everything would taste like cardboard or your joyful nature towards food evaporated completely.
It had been weeks since you and Seonghwa had made love as well, from you being too tired and Seonghwa feeling too guilty to express his need for you. His repressed desires edging to the surface as he saw you lick the spoon with your tongue, his cock already hardening and twitching in his pants.
He leaned in, pressing a chaste kiss to your mouth, his breath warm against your lips. 'How about we make this a little easier?' His voice took on a playful edge, but his eyes were full of sincerity. He reached for the spoon, gently guiding a small bite towards your lips. 'For each bite, Iā€™ll make sure you feel good, too. Itā€™s just you and me, okay?'
You nodded, feeling a rush of gratitude for how understanding he was. He always seemed to know what you needed, even when you didnā€™t have the words to express it. You took the second bite, and as soon as you did, Seonghwaā€™s hand slipped down to caress your thigh, fingers tracing slow, soothing patterns. He leaned down, lightly pushing your oversized t-shirt up and around your hips, placing a gentle kiss against the sensitive skin of your inner thigh, making your breath catch.
'Good girl,' he murmured, the pride in his voice making you blush. 'You eat all your meal' He spoke as he dragged your hips to the end of the chair, gently but a little impatiently spreading your thighs open so your panties and heat were exposed to him.
'And Mommy will eat mine'
The bowl was small, only about the size of your palm but your motivation to eat the entire thing now had blossomed times infinity, your body was overly sensitive and touch-deprived from the lack of contact and with Seonghwa calling himself 'Mommy', you could feel yourself becoming more wet and aroused from the anticipation of what Seonghwa had planned for you.
As you took another spoonful, Seonghwaā€™s kisses moved further up your thigh, closer to where you craved his touch the most. His breath was hot against your skin, sending shivers down your spine. His fingers hastily removed your panties and you felt his lips ghost over your most sensitive spot, making you gasp.
'Thatā€™s it, keep going for Mommy,' he encouraged, his voice barely a whisper against you. You tried to focus on the food, but the feeling of his mouth so close made it almost impossible. Seonghwaā€™s lips pressed a soft kiss to your clit, his tongue darting out to tease you, slow and deliberate.
You took another shaky spoonful, and he rewarded you with a firmer lick, swirling his tongue around your clit in a way that made your back arch off the chair. The pleasure made your breath hitch, your body trembling as you struggled to focus on the task heā€™d given you. Your shaky laps of the soup, combined with the redness of your cheeks and your nipples peaking through your shirt- it was driving him up the wall with how turned on this moment was making him.
'So sweet for Mommy' Seonghwa whispered, his voice low and warm. He kept his mouth on you, each flick of his tongue a gentle encouragement as he watched you bring another piece of food to your lips. He didnā€™t rush, taking his time, wanting you to feel every little bit of pleasure as you finished eating.
Your body was so sensitive and your clit was throbbing, your hands beginning to shake as you held the bowl and your thighs trembling, his licks and circles using the tip of his tongue was enough to make your body needy for more- but not enough to give you the orgasm you were desperate to experience.
Your hand gripped the edge of the chair, trying to keep yourself steady as he continued, the sensations building and making your head spin. You could hear the soft, wet sounds of his tongue against you, the way he moaned softly whenever you squirmed in response to his touch.
'Almost there' You moaned out, referring to both the soup and how close you were to finishing on Seonghwa's tongue, looking down at Seonghwa with pleading eyes as Seonghwa's voice against your clit sent shivers down your spine.
'Finish your meal for me precious, and then Mommy will finish you'
He pressed the tip of his tongue against the underside of your clit, staring up at you with a teasing glance as you scraped your almost-last spoon of soup from the bowl, not even blinking once as he watched you shakily bring it to your lips, moaning as he suctioned his plush lips around your clit, accelerating you to the finish line.
When you finally managed the last bite, Seonghwa looked up at you, his dark eyes filled with pride. He kissed the inside of your thigh again, rubbing the outside of your thighs with tender swipes of his hands as he blew hot breath against your cunt, his hair fringing his lashes, framing his eyes that were blown out and hungry for more.
'You did so well, love,' he whispered against your skin, his voice thick with emotion. ā€œNow, let Mommy take care of you.ā€
You hastily placed the bowl down as you watched Seonghwa lick his middle finger, spreading your thighs wider as you could feel the relief flow through your body from Seonghwa's next movements.
His middle finger tentatively prodded at your entrance, his free hand reaching to pull the clitoral hood back, exposing the aching bud in all it's glory as he suctioned his mouth over it, revelling in the way you tasted as his finger slid in to curve upward to your g-spot.
The sensation was overwhelming in the most heavenly of ways, feeling the coil of pleasure build up rapidly as your back arched against the chair once more, reaching down to coil your fingers through Seonghwa's hair as his moans further emphasised the experience.
'Mommy!'
You cried out in elation as you finished on Seonghwa's tongue, your cunt spasming and your moans of his name were enough to trigger him into a state of desperation, his hand reaching down to palm his aching cock over his sweatpants.
With a soft chuckle and gleeful smirk Seonghwa pulled away, the teasing glimmer in his eyes replaced by something deeper. The moment hung between you, charged with a gentle but needy anticipation. He stood, taking your hand and guiding you to your feet, the warmth of his touch igniting every nerve in your body.
'Come here,' he murmured, leading you to the dining table. The flickering candlelight cast a warm glow, making the room feel intimate, cocooned in the soft scent of the meal and lingering sweetness of your shared moment.
He quickly places the empty food bowl and non-essential items down on the adjacent empty chair, leaving the table bare as he turns you to face him, his hands resting on your waist as he lifts you on the table. His breath mingled with yours, warm and inviting. 'Mommy wants to fuck you right here if you'll let meā€ he whispered, his voice a sultry promise.
You nod, heart racing as he lifts the shirt over your body, cradling your head as he lays you down on the surface of the table, the coolness contrasting with the heat radiating from your bodies. He stepped between your legs, his long, dark hair falling over his shoulders, brushing against your skin as he leaned down for a kiss. The moment his lips met yours, you felt fireworks behind your closed eyes, a connection that pulsed between you like a living thing.
Seonghwa's hands explored your body, tracing the curves he loved so much, each touch igniting a fire within you. He kissed you deeply, slowly, savouring the taste of you like he had with the food earlier. As his lips moved down to your neck, trailing soft kisses along your collarbone, you could feel the world around you fading away, leaving just the two of you in this beautiful bubble.
'Tell Mommy what you need, precious. Tell Mommy what he wants to hear his precious, little star say' he murmured against your breast, his voice a low whisper that sent shivers down your spine.
You could barely find your voice, but you managed to respond, your breath jolting as his lips latch around your nipple 'I want you ahh! Mommy...I want you to fuck me here...want Mommy's love'
He lifted his head, locking his dark eyes onto yours, a mix of desire and tenderness shining through. 'Then let me give you Mommy's love'.
You shifted your hips downward and spread your legs wider as Seonghwa leaned back up, reaching into his pants pocket to pull out the well-placed condom as he opened the foil with his teeth.
It was in your plan to entice him as he pulls the clear lambskin over his shaft, cupping your breast with one hand and reaching down to draw circles on your clit with the other, gasps leaving you at the sensation.
The dim lighting of the room made Seonghwa look impossibly dreamy with his flushed cheeks, essence-stained lips, blown-out pupils and his skin covered with a sheen of exertion that made him glow under the room aesthetic, the black tank top he was wearing only emphasising his toned arms and delicate collarbones.
'You're going to be so tight around Mommy, I just know it, wanna feel you clench for me'
He groaned out, his voice coarse and deep as he wrapped your legs around his hips, grabbing the edge of the table for support and hovering over you as he placed the tip of his cock at your entrance, kissing you messily, smearing wetness from his tongue around your lips as he did so.
A wave of pleasure washed over you both as he entered you, filling the room with soft gasps and whispers of each otherā€™s names. Seonghwa moved slowly at first, allowing you both to savor the connection, the intimacy of the moment wrapping around you like a warm blanket. Every thrust was deliberate, as he buried his face in the crook of your neck, whispering sweet affirmations that made you feel cherished, adored.
ā€œJust like that, my precious, little star,ā€ he breathed, his voice thick with emotion. He leaned back up, staring over you with the most lovesick of gazes, 'You're Mommy's perfect star' He praised in-between kisses 'You're perfect for me'.
You could feel the warmth pooling in your core, the rhythm of your bodies syncing as you moved together. The table creaked softly under you, the world around you disappearing until there was nothing left but the two of you and the shared warmth of your love.
As the pleasure built to a crescendo, you felt yourself tightening around him, a delicious wave of ecstasy crashing over you. Seonghwa didn't want to be called 'Mommy' every time you made love but each time it happened, both of you always finished more quickly.
Maybe it was the elemental surprise of it, it was Seonghwa's decision whether to use it or not, whenever you heard it from his lips- it would entice you to enter into a particular level of obedience and desire for his touch.
Maybe it was the taboo nature of it, the slight unconventionality behind it. Who'd have thought a man so dominant and aggressive would enjoy being called such a feminine and loving term under the sheets? (or on the table in this case).
Maybe it was the idea of your boyfriend, who usually fucked you hard and rough who became so soft and gentle when he's 'Mommy', who always showed his love through his meals, his care, his presence but showed it more so with his hands, tongue and cock when he's in this loving state that made your body burn with pleasure.
'I..Mommy..close..I need' You whined out, your voice cutting off as a particularly deep thrust, your grip tightening around his back and your muscles aching from the exertion.
'I know precious' Seonghwa teasingly trailed his fingers down your side, his voice having a slight mocking tone to it as he pressed his fingers against your clit with a firm pressure.
'Mommy knows you need me to touch your puffy, little clit so you can cum right?'
A trapped groan left his chest as he felt you clench around him, it felt like he had only been inside of you for minutes before he was ready to bust, his thrusts faltering as he tried to achieve his goal.
'I'll always take care of what belongs to Mommy' His voice cracking as he spoke, his voice husky, coarse and deep as his suave persona began to shatter, his raw, untapped feelings shining through.
'Because you belong to me in ways you don't even realise, you're Mommy's precious, little star and no matter what, your heart and soul and this tight cunt of yours will always be mine'.
Seonghwa didn't want you calling him 'Mommy' often because it made him feel vulnerable, made him reveal hidden feelings towards you he didn't even know were inside of him.
Maybe it was how caring the term made him feel, how being called 'Mommy' made him want to protect you from the world, to pull you into his skin and hold you tight in his heart.
Maybe it was how obedient and vulnerable you looked when you called him that, how big and glassy your eyes would become, how you gave yourself to him freely and how trusting you were of him- that it made his soul ache with passion and cock harden with need every time he was on top of you.
'Mommy..I'm cum-' Your voice broke into a whimper as you released all over his cock and fingers, your hands clutching at his arms as you shuddered underneath him.
Seonghwa followed suit shortly after, praising and whispering how proud he was of you, his body shuddering against yours and he released with a whine of your name, both of you surrendering to the moment- enjoying the blissfulness of it.
Afterward, he collapsed over you, breathless and glowing with a contentment that made your heart swell. He pulled you into his arms, nuzzling his against your chest, the two of you tangled together on the table.
'Are you okay, precious?' he asked softly, kissing your skin softly.
You smiled, your heart full. 'More than okay. Iā€™m perfect.'
Seonghwa pressed a gentle kiss to your mouth a soft smile gracing his lips. 'Good. Because I love you, even when times are hard, you need to know I'll always be here'
As you lay there in the fading candlelight, wrapped in each other's warmth, you knew this moment was only the beginning of your journey together, filled with love, understanding, and an unwavering bond that would always guide you to the love of your life, to your home.
To your Mommy and to Mommy's precious, little star.
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Yandere Silver Headcanons
adhlbfypfqeyvf If you want to know why this is coming out of nowhere... I've been cooking (talking) with friends about this concept for over a month and now I'm going to dump it all onto you šŸ¤” This interpretation of Yan!Silver is in part based on Elbert Greetia from Ikevil šŸ’€ so uhā€¦ be warnedā€¦
Regular Silver, staring at this monstrosity: šŸ˜Ø TRIGGER WARNINGS: (slow burn) yandere themes, (unintended) emotional manipulation, gaslighting, spying/stalking, unhealthy possessiveness and obsession, mentions of blood, (Silverā€™s) delusions, minor character death
***PLEASE NOTE: writing yandere content is NOT the same as supporting or approving of these behaviors irl. This is also NOT what I believe Silver is canonically like; this is only meant to be a creative reimagining/"what if" scenario.***
Curiouser and Curiouser...
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It all starts off like a fairy tale come true. But like Hansel and Gretel stumbling upon the witchā€™s candy house or a frog set into a simmering pot, the heatā€”the horrorā€”isnā€™t fully cranked up in the very beginning. A dream doesnā€™t start like a nightmare, the nightmare comes later. And you, like the fool you are, were lured in by the promise of sweets and a prince.
The boy you've been crushing on for the last several weeks shyly approaches you and confesses. Handsome, earnest Silver takes your hands in his and gives you that lopsided smile you've been admiring from a distance. He swears himself to you as your loyal partner, vowing to protect you from the things that slither in the dark and prey on the unsuspecting. To keep you from hurt and sadness forever and ever.
You're giddyā€”positively over the moon and the starsā€”to finally (and proudly!) call yourself his. Every time you look at him, you swear it feels like a thousand butterflies are fluttering in your chest, or like youā€™re losing yourself in the aurora of his eyes.
You tell him his eyes are mystifying and unique, that theyā€™re something you could stare at forever. He doesnā€™t seem to get it at first, but is pleased nevertheless and thanks you for the compliment.
Itā€™s not until a few weeks later that the ramifications come. One day, out of the blue, Silver gifts you with a piece of jewelry (a ring, a necklace, an earring, etc; whatever your preference is!). Embedded in it is a clear gemstone that refracts the light in pastel pink, baby blue, and pale purpleā€¦ exactly like his eyes.
He helps you secure it on for the first time and oh, how gentle his touch is as his fingers brush against your skin. Silver gives that small smile that melts your heart. ā€œThere. This way, youā€™ll always have ā€˜meā€™ watching over you,ā€ he says, lightly tapping the aurora-colored jewel, ā€œeven if I am not right at your side.ā€
Sometimes you feel Silverā€™s own gaze lingering on you too. You know him to be an airhead or half asleep most of the time, so the thought never occurs to you that this spacey behavior is odd. But once or twice, when youā€™re stealing glances back at him, you notice a seriousness set in his eyes, a darkness creeping into the light. The same deadset look that scares off children and makes others mistake him for someone far more aggressive than he actually is, you think.
He lingers close when you walk to and class together, his protective instincts sending him into action to catch you if you so much as stumble, and remove errant leaves and petals that tumble onto your hair. ā€œI have you,ā€ he reassures you, oblivious to the electricity in his touch and how it makes you leap. ā€œDonā€™t worry.ā€
Silver acts as though youā€™re as delicate as glass and as pure as freshly fallen snow. Itā€™s not uncommon for him to praise your positive traits (while totally overlooking your flaws) or talk about how good of a person you areā€”and that also drives him to keep you that way. Untouched, untroubled. Heā€™s so quick to steer you away from stressful situations or charging in to settle an issue himself, typically by talking down the aggressors. Thatā€™s thoughtful of himā€¦ right?
He has the habit of falling asleep on you when he gets to be comfortable. You usually donā€™t mind it, but sometimes he gets a little too clingy in his sleep. Itā€™s hard to pry him off when he looks so peaceful and mutters your name under his breath while he has your body in a death grip.
Silver takes you on quiet nature strolls. You often drift off the beaten path and wander deep into the woods behind NRC, far, far away from the other students and staff. The sun sinks and sinister sounds come from the darkā€”you get nervous and leap into his arms, asking Silver if you should turn back now. He agrees every time, walking you back and wishing you sweet dreams. By the time you collapse into your bed from exhaustion, you donā€™t realize he has stolen you away for the entire day for himself.
Itā€™s strange. You start to get the sense that youā€™re seeing Silver in your dreams just as much as you see him in the waking world. Rarely do you fully recall the details of your dreams, but thereā€™s always that vague feeling of catching a flash of silver hair or feeling the heat of his eyes uncomfortably pressing into you when you wake up.
You tell him about this and joke that maybe heā€™s using his UM to haunt your dreams. ā€œItā€™s impossible. Youā€™re not Rook-senpai,ā€ you laugh. He chuckles at the idea. But oh, how weird. Somehow the conversation tends to steer toward whatever you happened to recall of last nightā€™s dreams. If Rook appeared in your dream, Silver coincidentally slips him into the discussion. Lightly probing questions like, ā€œWhat is your opinion of Rook-senpai?ā€ and, ā€œAre you comfortable around him?ā€
Silver tells you about the stories his father has shared with him from his travels. Many are folklore from different regions in Twisted Wonderland, but more recently he has been fixated on fairy tales from the Shaftlands. ā€œA couple finds true love and live happily ever after, nothing able to tear them apartā€¦ā€ he says dreamily. ā€œIt sounds just like us.ā€
Silver appears stoic on the outside, but you know thatā€™s not the case. A few months into the relationship, you become acutely aware of his insecurities and his low self-worth. Not strong enough, not long-lived enough, not alert enough, notā€¦ enough. He will never be able to repay his debt to his father, Silver has confided in you many times.
ā€œItā€™s okay. Youā€™re here now, and youā€™re doing your best to keep the people you love safe.ā€ You do your best to soothe him in those moments of weakness, for which he is thankful for. With shining eyes, auroras in the dark, he whispers, ā€œYouā€™re so kind to me.ā€ Raptly, as if beholding a higher being. ā€œWhat did I do to deserve someone like youā€¦?ā€ And there it is again, that seriousness, the light fleeing from him, as he vows to repay your kindness.
Youā€™re acquainted with Silverā€™s animal companions and get along with them. Now youā€™re noticing them everywhere, not just around Silver. In fact, you see them without Silver. Birds in the trees, a rabbit hopping alongside you, the stag poking its head out from the bushes.
Then those animals reappear when you meet up with Silver later, looking all innocent, while Silver asks you about your day. If thereā€™s a slight discrepancy (due to poor memory) or a detail you overlooked, heā€™ll gently correct you or clarify. ā€œBlueberry muffin? As I recall, you had a cranberry muffin for a midmorning snack.ā€/ā€œAh, you forgot to mention you asked Ace if you could borrow a pencil for the exam.ā€ You blink, surprised. How did he come upon all that information? How can he recite your day better than you can? It doesnā€™t hit you until much later that his animal friends have been serving as his eyes and ears.
He sincerely apologizes to you when you confront him about it. ā€œPlease tell them I donā€™t appreciate them snooping!ā€ you cry out. Silver promises heā€™ll ask them to curb their curiosityā€”and while itā€™s true that you no longer see the animals following you, you can still feel their beady gazes around every bend and corner. Paranoia claws at your scalp, and you try to calm your doubts with one thought: No way would Silver be encouraging this. I must be imagining things.
You try to get your mind off of your worries by hanging out with your classmates. Sebek, ever boisterous and over-the-top, uplifts your mood. Pretty soon, youā€™re chatting away with him at the lunch table (even if he loudly refers to you as a HUMAN), paying no mind to the shadow that has fallen over it until a deadly quiet voice speaks up.
ā€œSebek.ā€ It is so cold, so hollow, it startles both you and Sebek when you realize the speaker is Silver. ā€œI donā€™t like it when you talk with them like that.ā€ Sebek makes to say sorry to his fellow knightā€”or is it to challenge him? You never find out, for Silver has grabbed you by the wrist and is yanking you away from him.
He doesnā€™t let go until youā€™re in a secluded area of the courtyard. Thereā€™s a red mark left behind, and it causes tears to well up in him. Silver collapse like a house of cards. Heā€™s extremely apologeticā€”he has hurt you, hasnā€™t he? He failed to protect you. How terrible. He shouldnā€™t have done that, shouldnā€™t have been so petty and jealous.
It breaks your heart to see Silver a mess, blaming himself so profusely for what happened. You do whatever you can to calm him, and eventually the conversation somehow turns to you accepting some fault. Itā€™s not, though, the little nagging voice in your head protests. You silence it, prioritizing the emotionally vulnerable Silver. ā€œIā€™m sorry, I should have considered your feelings and avoided giving Sebek the wrong message. Iā€™ll avoid getting all buddy-buddy with him in the future, okay?ā€
And it happens again, again, again. One by one, your friends are cut off from you in a similar manner. Itā€™s always something they do or say that concerns your boyfriend, something that impedes or disrupts that pristine, picturesque fairy tale he has laid out in his head.
Silverā€™s presence in your life becomes increasingly invasive, like unwanted briars creeping into a garden, thorns cutting off your access to air. Heā€™s soon consuming every second of your day, whether physically beside you or planted in your worried thoughts like a demon disguised as a guardian angel. You canā€™t do anything anymore without feeling anxious and watched.
He starts to talk aboutā€¦ strange things. Tall towers, glass coffins, the bars of a bird cage. All manner of motifs pulled from fairy tales, items and places meant to keep a character shackled and stowed away from the world. ā€œI feel bad for the person locked up in them,ā€ youā€™d tell him. ā€œSometimes,ā€ Silver murmurs mysteriously, ā€œpeople will take drastic measures to protect the ones they love.ā€ You cannot explain why, but those exchanges leave you feeling immensely uneasy.
You timidly share your experiences with people you think are safe. Silverā€™s dorm members, his friends, his family. The people who know him best, who can maybe talk some sense into him. To your dismay, your concerns fall upon deaf ears. You earn many blank looks and dismissive comments, all citing Silverā€™s good nature. (ā€œHe loves you very much. This is his way of demonstrating that, heā€™s just sort of clumsy with it. Give him another chance.ā€/ā€œThat doesnā€™t sound like him. Are you sure youā€™re remembering it correctly?ā€/ā€œYouā€™re overreacting.ā€)
It beats down your spirit, starts to make you question your own judgment. You second-guess your words and actions. Is your perception of reality right when everyone else is telling you that youā€™re wrong, that Silver could never harm a fly.
Then comes the guilt like a wave crashing into you as you think about all the good times youā€™ve had together. Rose-colored days under a balmy blue sky. Your thoughts are like a brewing storm, and every evening when you tuck into bed, dread, unease, and uncertainty follow you.
Youā€™re waking from the lovely dream that was a whirlwind romance, seeing Silver for the imperfect and obsessive person that he is. Unfortunately, you donā€™t have the heart to bring up the tough subject with him. He looks so darn happy with you, continues to dote on you and act the part of a valiant knight. Your mouth will open, then close again before any words can come out. It hurts, it hurts, and it is eating you up from the inside out.
You bottle it up for Seven knows how long, but it comes torrenting out one night. Silver is walking you home as per usual when you blurt out the suggestion of taking a break from each other. He stills, hurt crumpling his face. And then he has you by the shoulders, softly demanding to know what is wrong, has someone made you feel unwell? You, itā€™s you, youā€™re suffocating me, you want to say, but you cannot.
Silver presses and you resist, the two of you taking up the middle of main street with your desperate quarrel. Heā€™s becoming increasingly frantic and desperate, his eyes dark and obsessive. Itā€™s then that a passing mob student angrily speaks up, giving you a rough shove. You meet the hard ground, pain shooting through you. ā€œMove already!ā€ he gruffly stomps byā€”but heā€™s caught by Silver, his expression like clouds that have drowned out the moon. ā€œYou put your hands on them just now,ā€ he says evenly. ā€œPlease apologize.ā€
ā€œLike hell I will! They shouldnā€™t have been in my way,ā€ the mob student grumbles. He attempts to leave but to no avail. Thereā€™s Silver walling off his escape route, an icy fury overtaking him.
You canā€™t bring yourself to watch what happens next. Wrenching your face away, you do your best to block out the horrible noises that come. The crunching of bones, the dull thud of flesh against something solid, agonized screaming. And then itā€™s silent.
You slowly gather the courage to dare a look at the scene. The world tilts, and bile rises in your throat. Silver calmly stands over a fallen figure. The streetā€”and himā€”are painted in red. The mob student isnā€™t moving. Not anymore.
He smiles. The small, awkward one that once made your head buzz and cheeks flame. It only yields a gaping hole in your heart now. Silver strolls toward you, caked in blood but acting as though he isnā€™t.
Youā€™re too paralyzed with fear to attempt backing away or rejecting his advances when Silver tenderly embraces you. You tremble violently, hiccups and tears spilling out.
A hand strokes your hair, his voice a lullaby to soothe you. ā€œShhh, shhh, shhh, itā€™s okay. Youā€™re safe. I took care of the big, scary monster. You donā€™t need to look at itā€”itā€™s not fit for your eyes.ā€
Silver holds you and allows you to sob until youā€™ve tired yourself out and into a dream. He will carry you home, setting you down on your mattress like laying a corpse in its glass coffin and taking in the sight of you from the foot of the bed.
Not realizing that he, the knight, is the monster that keeps his beloved in a gilded cage. His arms and body, the bars that lock you in. Irony is a cruel mistress, and twisted is the love that it propagates.
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