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Chapters: 9/? Fandom: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Midoriya Izuku & Toogata Mirio, Midoriya Izuku & Todoroki Shouto, Iida Tenya & Midoriya Izuku, Midoriya Izuku & Uraraka Ochako, Midoriya Izuku & Shinsou Hitoshi, Midoriya Izuku & Yagi Toshinori | All Might, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead & Midoriya Izuku, Midoriya Inko & Midoriya Izuku, Eri & Midoriya Izuku Characters: Midoriya Izuku, Toogata Mirio, Todoroki Shouto, Iida Tenya, Uraraka Ochako, Shinsou Hitoshi, Yagi Toshinori | All Might, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Midoriya Inko, Class 1-A (My Hero Academia), Bakugou Katsuki, Eri (My Hero Academia) Additional Tags: De-Aging Quirk (My Hero Academia), Sort Of, that awkward moment when a quirk accident spits out an entirely distinct younger version of yourself, who absolutely refuses to believe that you're the same person, Izuku meets himself and both versions experience the cain instinct, Quirkless Discrimination (My Hero Academia), Quirkless Toogata Mirio, Toogata Mirio becomes the first quirkless hero and both versions of Izuku are his biggest fan, Quirk Accident (My Hero Academia), Future Fic, Not canon compliant past the Shie Hassaikai arc, Bullying, Midoriya Izuku Needs A Hug, Feral Midoriya Izuku, Midoriya Izuku is a Little Shit, Parental Yagi Toshinori | All Might, Parental Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead | Dadzawa, Shinsou Hitoshi Replaces Mineta Minoru, Hurt/Comfort, Age Regression/De-Aging, Social Media Summary:
Mirio doomscrolls, contemplates the artistry of a good fake mustache, and goes viral. Again.
More or less in that order.
#pez dispenser debris#this is yet another chapter where i wrote it and thought 'i could probably delete this whole thing' and hit submit#for those who have been following this continues to be my bad writing fic#i will be killing no darlings for this one#the background stuff is just so fun for me#i am playing with dolls#mirio toogata#bnha#my hero academia
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Nicklas Bäckström & the Washington Capitals (+ nickeovi) ― Immortality, Clare Harner | insp.
credits: x. x. x. x. x. x. x. x. x. x.
#uh. it has not been done yet right?#because the whole thing was kickstarted by another nicke post with a caption that read something like#“he really did say do NOT weep on my grave you're so annoying”#but i cant find it anymore#edit: found it! tysm @lafragolina <3#& by association i did not find other edits w nicke and this poem in particular#so i hope i did not rip anyone off -- in case let me know i'll delete#apropos of this poem i don't know how common knowledge it is (i did not know for once but i also do not read poetry that often so)#it is often attribuited to the wrong author one mary elizabeth frye who used to hand out copies of this poem w her name attached to it#she even changed some lines! anyway i linked the wiki article if you wanna check out more info -- its interesting#nicklas backstrom#nicklas bäckström#alexander ovechkin#washington capitals#nickeovi#819#hockey rpf#hockey stuff#hockey poetry
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Dr Apollo (Medical Malpractice 2)
You are inside the hospital foyer. You are injured! ++stress
The door swings open, to reveal a person with pink hair. This must be the doctor you were told about. They look at you boredly and click their tongue when they see your wound. They lead you into the room.
"Hello, I'm Doctor Apollo." They say, pulling on some gloves and ushering you to lay down on the bed in the corner. "This should be a quick procedure since your cut isn't too bad." They lean over you, working so fast you can't properly register their movements. +pain
Eventually they stop, you now wear a bandage. They poke around the wound. ++pain
"Does this hurt?"
Yes <<
No +++pain
"Good." They nod. "If that cut becomes infected or you get hurt again, please visit Doctor Harper or myself, I'll be here on days when Harper isn't here. I have a feeling you know when those are."
They sit back on their chair, rolling to the desk and typing on their computer. Looks like you're dismissed.
Uses they/them pronouns
Pretty short, maybe around 5'2
They have an obsession with Harper, somewhat similar to Kylar in that regard
Also fixated on the limits of the human body i.e. parasites, organs and procedures of questionable morality.
There are ways to initiate encounters with them, they're just really weird. And cagey. And kind of unsexy.
Special Stat: Hatred
Works like jealousy, when the player indulges Harper while Apollo's around, their hatred will increase- there is also a chance that it will increase regardless of if they are there (seeing the evidence)
They are able to hide their disdain for the player up until a point (>75% hatred)
Before this, they treat the pc with neutrality and seem pretty professional apart from stray comments about 'the flexibility of the player's canals'.
However, at this amount of hatred an event will happen where the pc will either pass out, be knocked out or kidnapped. They will wake up in a brightly lit room that they recognise as at the hospital though they're unsure of the exact location (+stress). Apollo will be looming over them with a smile that doesn't quite reach their eyes. They will proceed to poke at cuts and bruises that weren't there before resulting in +++pain and ++stress, they'll be muttering under their breath. Eventually they speak up and ask how the player feels, not waiting for a response before they dig their nails into an open wound (++++pain ++stress) this will go on until the pc is at max pain to which they will respond with "good" as usual. They don't explain themself very well, simply telling the player that they're 'worried' for them and Harper and that the player should maybe avoid the other doctor for a while. Responding requires extremely high willpower and is not guaranteed, succeeding will allow the player to either nod or refuse.
Nodding will lower Apollo's hatred: "Thank you, I knew you were a reasonable person." Then they will release you without further fuss, telling the pc to 'keep an eye on their injuries'. These cuts and such will last around 3 days and increase stress occasionally, unlocking some interactions with love interests who react differently depending on their stats.
Refusing will anger Apollo, increasing their hatred by a substantial amount. Apollo will press a needle to the player's neck, saying that the player is lucky they haven't killed them yet (+++stress). There will be a noise outside the door an Apollo will perk up a bit. Their face will be unreadable as they turn back to the player, stabbing the needle into the pc's arm and injecting some kind of sedative.
Whether the player refuses or is unable to respond, they will wake up in the industrial alley inside of a dumpster with a strange wriggling in their stomach/without any clothes on.
This event changes based off of how many times it has occurred and will eventually stop appearing, there will be other consequences.
Meeting Apollo will make different procedures in the hospital available i.e. abortions, decreasing/increasing tf points (so long as the player has visited them before with the full transformation and allowed them to take a sample of their blood or something) and can make the player immediately sober up along with other things I haven't thought of yet.
Their post-appointment notes differ with how many parasites the player has given birth to. The player can view these through a mid skullduggery check
0: "Absolutely not. No flexibility."
1-5: "Could possibly be a vessel in the future, not suitable at this time."
6-10: "A very viable choice, however the subject could be injured, not ideal. Wait for further changes."
11+: They may proposition you for a 'test' of sorts, they remain purposely vague but may cave under an english check, in which case they tell the player that they have been looking for a suitable 'incubator' for a parasite they've been observing. This is completely optional and there will be no impact if the player declines. If the player agrees, their hatred will decrease and they will seem almost excited. The player will be put under anaesthesia and awaken to an almost bloated feeling that Apollo assures them will pass, the player will be asked to return to the hospital at least monthly for check ups.
There is an odd chance that while in the hospital, the player will see a room splattered in red and white, a pink flash will be visible before the door is closed. (+stress)
Just a very stress inducing person.
#dol pc#dol#dol oc#degrees of lewdity pc#degrees of lewdity#degrees of lewdity oc#harper the doctor#fungus.draw#fungus.doodle#fungus.oc#tumblr deleted this entire draft and i had to rewrite pretty much the whole thing........#their dead soulless eyes.#yet another guy to add to my ever increasing list of dol ocs#also they're nicer to visibly disturbed sub pcs (reminds them of themself at that age)#why they like harper?? they were in the same class and got paired up a lot for being weirdos (no one liked them)#harper was polite when they were convinced everyone was out to get them so they kind of imprinted a bit#fighting my demons to keep the gore in them vague......#yes! they are a real doctor! shockingly!
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Lots of people are trying to outsmart me/explain Homestuck to me on that Dirk room drawing and like??? Does anyone realize that I voluntarily drew that and that the caption was a joke? Anyone? No???
#delete later#For real though I know this literally does not matter but a good chunk of tags are random people going “gotcha” one way or another and ...#Why#I can't say I'm enjoying that kind of attention#Also this is straight up petty but most people Explaining To Poor Old Me How Life or Homestuck Works are wrong#Jade is not tidy. Rose is not tidy. And Dirk isn't the defenseless and resourceless guy you're making him up to be!!!#+ This might be the most shocking thing yet but some of us don't write captions to bait the “actually ☝️🤓” crew
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My hot take is that marcanne has as much potential for toxic yuri as any other calamity trio ship and it's not nearly as soft and fluffy as one may think
#amphibia#marcanne#anne boonchuy#marcy wu#in one hand: marcy kidnapped her. by giving her AS A BIRTHDAY GIFT something that was meant to benefit HER#(yes she didn't know it would work but the point is that she thought about herself first. even though it was her best friend's birthday)#she never wanted to come back. she wanted to keep her with her forever. she was happiest when they were together#most importantly she saw what she did as a good thing. as something good that she gave to her#yet still lied to her. After what happened with Sasha#she still lied to her. became another person to betray Anne#then she fucking died for her 😭😭😭#on the other hand. you have anne#she looked after her. she certainly loved her. but she didn't care much about the things that were important to marcy#nor did she care about her feelings or needs. she and sasha third-wheeled her for years#even though marcy came first#she could only really see her once sasha was gone#you have to remove her from the equation for both of them to flourish and connect#because the shadow of sasha's abuse oppressed them for so long. anne and marcy reuniting in S2 looked a lot like two people escaping#abuse together. healing together. coming into their own. becoming better people. they get to know themselves and each other much more deeply#now that they're free. only - they aren't free. they're constantly thinking about sasha. when sasha comes back they welcome her#they reproduced the toxic patterns she left of them#though i'll recognize that in anne's case she healed a lot more from sasha's toxicity than marcy#and you can see that in how her way of relation to marcy is a lot healthier than marcy's way of relating to anne#anne is now truly and genuinely connecting to her friend. marcy is still lying to her#pushing down her feelings. ignoring her own needs. pretending everything is okay. lying lying lying#anne was the only one who could escape but marcy couldn't quite move on yet. she couldn't be free#hope this makes sense i'm writing it at 4am i'll delete tomorrow if i realize it sounds dumb
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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead/Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Aizawa Shouta & Kayama Nemuri & Shirakumo Oboro & Yamada Hizashi Characters: Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Kayama Nemuri | Midnight, Shirakumo Oboro Additional Tags: Spin the Bottle, not tagging who smooches who but thar be smoochin here, Fluff and Humor, Banter, Friendship/Love, Rooftop Gang Shenanigans, Teenage dumbassery, cannot stress enough how teenaged in their dumbassery these fools are here, To whit:, Underage Drinking, Gay crisis, Unrequited Crush, Crushes, Pining, Mutual Pining, these losers have it all!, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Shirakumo Oboro Lives, You're Welcome, Gay Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Oblivious Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Feelings Realization, Getting Together, Non-Linear Narrative
Summary:
In the end, it's Yamada's painfully obvious and just as grating attempts to spare Shouta some mild embarrassment that makes Shouta abandon all sense of logic and agree to just play the stupid game. There are worse fates to endure than being patronized, Shouta's sure, but if there are, he's having trouble imagining them in the face of Yamada freestyle rapping for fifteen straight minutes to a chorus of increasingly heartfelt boos from the other two idiots.
And so Shouta finds himself watching Yamada and Kayama suck face for the third time this evening. That's certainly a worse fate, Shouta decides, all the more so because he should have seen it coming.
They're playing spin the bottle, after all. ___ Rooftop Gang plays spin the bottle. Need I say more?
#ahem#hello again erasermic nation#*posts this and scrams*#erasermic#aizawa shouta#eraserhead#yamada hizashi#present mic#kayama nemuri#shirakumo oboro#rooftop gang#i wrote a thing#if you're wondering where i've been for over a year i have no excuse other than bbc merlin happened to me#if you're wondering why my writing style has taken a turn for the long-winded with an average of three asides per sentence#and too many instances where i've elided the humble simple period in favor of yet another 'comma and'#well. all i can say is bbc merlin happened to me#check out bbc merlin fic if you're a fan of witty beautiful devastating prose and run-on sentences is what i'm saying#<- might delete these tags later tbh bc if this shows up in the merlin tags i'll have no choice but to perish#anyway. enjoy <3
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Just learned that Cairo, Illinois exists and I don't know what to do with this information
#it certainly feels something should be done with it#mapleposts#delete later#yet another thing for a one(1) Jack Dalton to be superstitious about
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the urge to just scorch earth and start anew for my main art blog is so strong. idk what to do abt usernames and stuff but the username and old art is just like, not me at all and it freaks me out a bit. something bothers me intensely about the colours and vibes that radiate off of it and contaminate the vibes around it overall all like it feels incorrect and like a totally separate thing from me
#thinking of moving things over to another blog but idk#its just tricky in a way idk how to explain . i want it 2 be clean#thought abt deleting my twitter (or almost everything on it) earlier but i dont know yet#thats the type of vibe#kiddo say
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Hey there. Just a quiet bystander who's been following your work for a while. I just wanted to say that from an external point of view if just seems that this person is extremely jealous of your talent and is trying to do everything in their power to ruin your life. They must have an extremely miserable and unfulfilling life and can only find joy on trying to make people as miserable as they are. Probably some very bad inferiority complex, they must be thrilled every time they get a reaction out of you. So please don't let them bring you down, do your best to ignore them and they most likely will eventually tire and look for a new victim, that's how this kind of hateful people is. They don't deserve your energy and attention. Lots of love for you from Chile.
i know. i have seen that sentiment and i appreciate you saying this to remind me.
but it is difficult still for me because i really don’t enjoy making people upset and it is hard for me to hear. it really affects me to see. so i want to fix it but when i realize i can’t its hard to handle. maybe also, they did finally make me as miserable as them and thats why i am saying anything at all. dealing with it internally finally became as painful as me just saying it.
#ask#delete later#i have spent months unwinding this in therapy#i know people think i believe i did nothing wrong#but i clutch very tightly to the fact i Did do something wrong#i realize i should maybe say idea and not fact idk#it was only seeing that other popular artist get away with copying ai and nobody cared that i began to feel something was unfair#it was seeing another artist copy a cosplay and try to sell it and be forgiven that i also felt things were unfair#watching things be this unfair i am now wondering if i clutch tightly to the belief i did something wrong because if i didn’t the situation#would be utterly unbearable#i still dont know yet if that is the right way to think about it#but it is just how i feel right now
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Having another rough day already as. usual
#🤖.txt#Another day another trying to not have a meltdown on my way to school#Im not even gonna . talk much about it bc its making me want to cry more and lol i want to cry for hours#Really sad and thinking a lot of shit and dont know how to make myself feel better#I need. to pretend im not alive but i cant do that anymore . Im just bad at everything now#Aughhhh#vent#Do you know how sad i am#i feel like i tried so hard to keep myself alive only to live like this and hate being alive. like this is so depressing#I dont even like thinking like this bc i have so many good things in my life rn and im very grateful for them#and yet theres not a day where i dont feel like this at least for a few hours#ugdhjd i know i'll be fine when im home i hope i get through today without feeling like this too much#I'll probably delete this later but i just need to leave this somewhere
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I should have learnt how to sculpt and everything just to make my own tentacle toys for all my kinky needs
#gonna delete this later#well i mean i can still learn how to but do i want to#at times it's just easier to choose from things available i don't have enough free time for yet another hobby i don't instantly get good at
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some of you are too comfortable on Anon so I am disabling it from my asks for now, chill.
#i love asks truly i do! I adore when people show interest in aus or arts or analysis or canon BUT#don't vent on my inbox??#or ask things that will put me on fire when you KNOW I can't reply privately to Anons??#or give me 'reasons why i shouldn't like' someting I explicitly love?#ugh#...honestly idk if i am just anxious from a long day and misinterpreting some of these cause one was *explicitly* antagonistic#and another gave me twitter flashbacks#but i am just deleting them i am too old to argue with what might as well be a kid#i'll bring anon back tho is just for now i usually love anons#i got a lot of old ones i haven't replied to yet anyways so i shall stop procrastinating on that
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I have several pieces that I've posted on my fandom sideblog but only linked to their matching Ao3 work in the introduction post of this blog. I feel awkward just reblogging it, despite it fitting what would normally be reblogged if it were someone else.
#i know it's the anxiety whispering in my ear#but it stills feels weird when i think about it#so i am turning to you all for guidance#man it's been a while since i've done a poll#if you want to see even more of my writing#i have several things i've sent in the discord that i haven't posted anywhere yet#oh yeah the discord#yet another thing i'm self conscious about promoting#this will be deleted#mod sleepy
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Every day I reblog things to the wrong blog by accident
#merry gabs#SORRY LMAO#also hey how's it goin'!! happy new year!!#I have a small pile of WIPs that I'm excited to share once they're wrapped up#but also I've been having a rest in the past month or so#spent most of december with my family- they came all the way to see me and my fiancée for the holidays!! 🥹#also I've been getting deep back into crochet- nothing to share rn bc I just frogged all my progress on my project#ran outta yarn and couldn't get more of the same color (which wasn't the color I anticipated it being anyway$#so now I'm scrabbling at the tracking for my new bundle of yarn I'm SO EXCITED#Ooohhh wait I also did another cool thing recently BUT they were gifts so I can't show yet >:3c Also scrabbling at the tracking for those#I NEED THEM IN MY FRIENDS' HANDS NOOOWWWWW#hoo boy this is a ramble!! Anyway I hope you're all well#and thank you for your patience as I'm constantly accidentally putting goofy text posts here and then deleting them when I notice days later
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Realized it’s been over a year since I last drew him and couldn’t stand by that
#keese draws#oc art#oc#ocs#seth my beloved <3#fun fact! he’s very likely my oldest currently used oc#I’m pretty sure I made the rest of the magic cat world for him and if that’s true then he’s at least older than the magic cat world#and he’s also older than eternal gales so that’s another batch of main ocs that he is older than#the only real competition is lace since she’s also super old but alas I have no way of knowing how old she is#she could easily be older than seth but even if she is she’s only been like a real oc for the past few months lol#she was originally just another one off story concept I was obsessed with for like a month and then kinda dropped#I say kinda because she’s probably the only story from that era that managed to resurface every now and then#like it is legitimately quite impressive that she’s from that era and yet managed to be named and remembered for years to come#like I need to make clear I did not name characters very often back then and when I did I usually forgot their names within the day#my memory Sucked back then even more so than it does now#the fact that I can remember as much as I do abt lace in her original form is baffling to me#but still she did go into slumber for like 4-7 years so she doesn’t have the history that seth has to me#the biggest thing I mourn is that I don’t have the original art of seth anymore and haven’t for years#I originally got him from a scratch dta and the host project has been deleted#chances are the original designer doesn’t have the original drawing anymore either 😔#I probably had it downloaded on my school laptop at the time but I obviously can’t access that anymore#idk maybe I imported it onto one of the other projects I drew seth in#I should go look later just to make sure even tho I’m pretty sure they won’t be there
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#nobody read these tags I'm very vulnerable rn#oh I am SO about to start my period huh? cringe ass emotional ass night 👎#feeling a lot of pizzazz (jazz x peppino) feelings rn#I should not have made that post earlier. reminded me of them :(#I'm sorry I took anton from you. I'm sorry we both kind of left you behind for one another. I'm sorry#I know these are silly little fictional guys in my brain. I know they are not real and do not care.#but I am emotional rn and thinking about the things I'm thinking about is not helping at all#do you think he misses me#do you think it's hard for him#:(((#:((((#god I'm feeling SO guilty#they're not real they're not real#being ficto and autistic is biting me in the ass HARD rn#no bad blood. I said it myself I just need to remember#but I am so vividly imagining a ''I want you back. just for a night.'' scenario that is fucking me up more than it should be#1000% a ''it's late and some hormonal shit is happening'' combo that I will be over when I wake up#but goddddd... :(((#delete later maybe#idk yet. idk.#I gotta go#gotta sleep so I don't shed more stupid lame tears over some crap I made up
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