#yesterday was Tuesday...but today is Tuesday too!!!!
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Funny how it didn't trend right away after what Jensen said.
It's like the calm before the storm.
#destiel#deancas#dean winchester#castiel#jensen ackles#I don't know why there is a delay#it's not the first time though#jensen said this on sunday#and today it's tuesday#(fortunately yesterday wasn't tuesday too)#anyway I'm glad we're trending#again#I guess we all needed time to process the thing#I haven't made my own post about it either#YET#I probably will#I somehow needed to step back and watch the video without everyone's thoughts interfering#my personal experience with destiel
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Turns out it is EXTREMELY stressful on your mind and body to be forced to listen to chainsaws cutting down massive hundred-year old trees, sending them crashing down along with smaller trees, starting at 7am till 4pm for several days
I know violence isn't the answer but I genuinely could strangle the guy who owns the property across the way who apparently sold out most if not all the trees on his hill to a logging company.
#I keep wondering why I'm SO tense I can't even relax to sleep at night rn. It's not costuming stress. IT'S THAT BASTARD'S FAULT#the whole neighborhood is complaining too. We can't do a single thing#I'm glad I was at work Monday and Tuesday but being home yesterday/today is making homicidal from the noise#Genuinely this is hell. Playing music doesn't help I can still hear the whir and feel the crashes#bat bat bat bat
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screaming into the void <3
#my best friends boyfriend (who i’ve also been friends with for years) is just. not himself rn#we think it’s a manic episode but we don’t really know but it’s. terrifying lowkey#he thinks he’s genuinely jesus and that he’s conquered time and that he and my bsf are adam and eve#he’s been sending my bsf liek hundreds of texts per day since tuesday but it got really really bad and incoherent yesterday#and i woke up this morning to see multiple texts from gcs he created w me in them#and he keeps being like ‘because it’s 6:20 this is true’ and like ‘i know that at 9 pm everyone is gonna understand’#and he’ll text like 5 times then send a sc of what he just texted like that proves something but it’s all nonsense#i’m just really really concerned cause he really needs help but i don’t know how to ensure that happens cause he’s 19. not a minor#he’s just. not him rn. he’s called my bsf multiple times yesterday when he HATES calling normally#he had his band and his mom over in his apartment yesterday cause my bsf called his mom and h went to his bands show but was visibly not ok#and he saw nothing weird about it even tho he hates having ppl over normally and never without warning#and you can’t get him to see logic because everything you say he just twists around to work for him#to be clear it was not this bad when it started. when it started it seemed like normally maybe slightly out there conclusions he was drawing#but it just got worse and worse like exponential decay and really bad yesterday#he also didn’t sleep at all yesterday night and idk if he slept tonight#i know his mom took his phone at one point but he texted me and gcs w me in it starting at like 6:20 this morning#and my bsf and i and friends are on a trip out of state rn but we’re leaving today and i don’t wanna wake her up until i have to because#this is literally hell for her. but it’s just. scary. i don’t know what to do. i don’t think there’s any good options really for me rn#i want to warn ppl and try to explain he’s Not Him rn so they don’t get concerned but who knows if they’ll understand what i’m trying to say#i know it’s not the end of the world but it really feels like the end of my world as i know it if that makes sense#and my bsf lives with him in an apartment near their college and they just signed the lease for the next year#but she can’t stay there with him alone. not until he gets help. we’re all too scared it’s going in the directon where he thinks it’s better#for ppl to go to the afterlife. which like he never would normally. but he’s Not Him and so like. who knows#he keeps talking about all these different dimensions and how you need to travel to the 7th dimension to understand#my bsf was crying yesterday and she called her mom to explain and she keeps saying that she just wants her jake back it’s really scary#cause he will probably never be the same again. he’ll be similar but different but she wants his comfort but he’s Not Him. and can’t give it#i just. really want this to get better but it’s so hard to see that happening rn
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I improved my morning alarm
#It was just Heat of the Moment#but *now* it's Heat of the Moment + Dean#and I now will let it go off *solely* so I can fill in the dialogue as Sam XD#If I don't have it memorized after spending almost 40 minutes editing this together I'll be thoroughly dissapointed#If I wake up and its Tuesday again I'll be frusterated but also *religiously* hunting for Gabriel#I bet he was one of the guys who came into the pet store today#sorry I'm getting ahead of myself there lol#WAIT#nononono what if he's my boss#hear me out#ok so I was complaining about not being able to be a hunter because 90% of monsters don't even exist in this world#THE NEXT DAY I have my first shift at the pet store#and let me tell you: that place is HAUNTED#flickering lights; weird sounds; cold spots; objects moving on their own. All of it.#This might be a little crazy but if Gabriel was going to be impersonating *somebody* in my life rn it would be my boss#and if I wake up in a time loop then I already figured it out. I win. And if that's the case: I bet the haunting is fake#If I don't wake up in a time loop I'm actually going to be more disappointed than if I do#I want an excuse to be able to tell my mom “yesterday was tuesday right? but today is tuesday too”#and then she's going to tell me I'm lying so after enough loops I'm just going to start saying all the same words as her at the same time#ohmygod and that would be SUCH a Gabriel thing to do actually#ok so my mom is a Sam Girl and I'm a Dean Girl so having us in the oposite characters' situations would be really funny#especially because I *really* don't like Sam that much#Guys trust if Gabriel was real he'd have a golden opportunity sitting at his feet right now#omg I love this#idle speaks#supernatural#spn#spn gabriel#dean winchester#sam winchester
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I'm just saying, if I was Sam trapped in the time loop, I would've at least tried incest. Either it works and Dean and I get out of the time loop or it doesn't and I got laid
#Tuesday posting#it's Tuesday it's always Tuesday#yesterday was Tuesday#but today is Tuesday too#wincest#wincest mention
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finally made a doctors appointment for the thing I've been thinking "I should probably talk to a doctor about this" for years. I am the bravest girl in the world I think
#yesterday morning's episode of lying on the bathroom floor (and also various other spots in the house) because i was in too much pain#was my final straw and my mum reminded me i have private healthcare through my job now#so i had a look at the remote gp services and there's literally a whole selection of appointments available from today onwards??#with my choice of gp whose bio i can read??#instead of sitting on hold for an hour for a receptionist to say they only release 3 appointments a week at precisely 6:24pm on a tuesday#anyway i have booked it for tonight so i figure my preemptive little treat will be collecting my copy of happy place from waterstones 😌#talking
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Last night i dreamt that the whole chat history between me and my most beloved ex-coworker had been deleted. Truly one of the most horrifying nightmares i've had in a while
#first thing i checked when i logged in this morning was our chat#i was so sad in my dream lmao#also the way his name is so far down i have to scroll to find him is truly upsetting#ahhhhh#today was the first tuesday without him#(tuesday is urology newsletter day and i always worked for him that day which meant lots of fun exchanges#today was my first time being responsible for the whole newsletter too. scary)#(also it's not like i couldn't just reply to him on whatsapp and maybe get a reply back so we can stay in touch#i just genuinely suck at staying in touch outside of work. like please just let me send messages‚ brain‚ I'm begging you#)#tomorrow is office day again and i gotta say I'm really not looking forward to it#(also i really don't want to take the train lol. i know that it's stupid but i still think of that sound and jolt of the impact yesterday#i'm aware the probability of this happening twice on the same route within such a short time is very low#but it's still unpleasant to imagine- maybe I'll just stay in the back of the train from now on lol#or at least until I've forgotten about it)#okay oversharing time is over and i shall go to bed now#void screams#(but seriously do they delete these accounts at some point or do people who left the company stay there as ghosts#with a permanent out of office note~ i hope they do.)
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All these new fic for the reverse bangs and im sitting here like Man I'd love to read these. I got naruto, though. 🫡 I'll get to them eventually
#speculation nation#and what time im.not spending on naruto im spending writing#or uh. getting my blood drawn. 10 of them. 10 whole blood.#real talk that fucked me up actually. like i talked big to the nurse like 'oh ive donated blood before i'll be fine'#but what i failed to think about was the fact that donating blood also fucked me up#im a small person with a sensitive constitution. my body dont like it.#so i was out of commission for a day and well now im uh. i dont even know. ive been crocheting today.#trying to write bc im on a strict deadline 💀💀💀💀 i will make it. i will. im determined to.#school starts in a week tho Augh and i have psychological testing (4 HOURS) AND my dentist appointment on the SAME. DAY.#tuesday babeyyy whatup. it's gonna suck.#tomorrow i have to shower and do laundry. at the minimum. bcus then theres tuesday and THEN i have a haircut on wednesday#getting my side shave yessssir. going to an actual place rather than just greatclips again . lol.#ummmmm all that considered i might request to not have a driving thing this week. too much shit to do.#wahh wahhh so many appointments. and i am NOT going to get a good grade in flossing.#why didnt i start flossing sooner than this. at least it doesnt hurt as much as it did yesterday. i still wont be ready in time tho.#oh well tomorrow i have to be productive. i need to watch less naruto. no not even with itachi and sasuke fight. not even then.#im just gonna lie down in. the dirt now.
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almost cried in the car back from work again lol
#today was difficult. first of all i was so sleepy you could literally see my brain buffering for the first two and a half hours#then 10 min before going home the team leader comes asking if on tuesday (i'm off the whole day) i can come in the afternoon#man i felt crushed like i just made plans with my friends yesterday to go hike since i was home!!#so i was like uhmmm i kinda already have a commitment that day....#so she kinda backtracked saying she has to see maybe she can do it herself#but likeeeee i feel guilty bc i only have 1 hour overtime scheduled next week and idw to put more hours on my coworkers but likeee come on#i already work two full days next week why am i the one who needs to do another afternoon too. why do they give us schedules 2 weeks before#if they're always changing it last minute. man im tired too !#and i always say yes so this time im really gonna say no . i can do another day i can work more hours the other days but i wanna be home on#tuesday#but i still feel guilty about it though#it's hard being a pushover
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good morning friends in my phone
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7 more days until I am 32 🤠
And 7 more days until I can celebrate Rammstein being 30! 😎🔥
#and my outfit is STILL not ready!?!?#I wanted to add something to my outfit but the people that I trusted this too didn't get it done before yesterday#and the result was like...!?!?!? so disappointing!?!?#I dont understand how they would think that that would work??#I used to work with these people and thats why I chose them instead of aome big company#they are HOPEFULLY gonna get the outfit fixed and done tomorrow as today its a stupid holiday and so their company has closed :/#and also of course I ordered the outfit for the 17th of May..the day AFTER my birthday...a little late 😬#and so I really hope that THAT outfit will get in my mail on MONDAY...otherwise I'll be gone to Dresden without it on Tuesday 😭#but seriously the company that I trusted my Rammstein/birthday outfit to...I gave it to them a week ago#I am disappointed how they have still done this in like last minute 🙄#“oh before May 14th? that's plenty of time! we'll have it ready” ...mhm... sure you better! 😒
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I don't want to brag or sound too optimistic about it, but after three weeks of training at a private college, I think my lessons with this one particular immigrant student (who has serious motivational problems lemme tell ya) are finally starting to get through and there's been improvement.
Only slight improvement so far but I have spotted some, so maybe not all hope is lost yet.
Remains to be seen I guess.
#personal#so in case anyone's still wondering i'm studying to become a tutor/instructor/guidance counselor etc. etc. whatever it's called in english#and currently i mostly work with immigrants with language. sometimes i help high school students as well. but mostly immigrants#and there's this one immigrant student who's been there since last spring. and he still barely even knows the basics because he's 'given up#according to him that is. he told me this at least three times yesterday and i told him that's a problem#so i've been trying to hammer it through his head that he can't be sitting in classes and using his phone when he's supposed to be learning#or expect me or teachers giving him all the answers when he also needs to show a little effort and help us back as well#and that he needs to participate in pair and group activities in classes because we're a team and we need to work together#so basically he's been asking me to either teach him or then find someone who can teach him#i told one of our teachers this and she answered that he could also participate in evening activities at the college but he's not doing tha#and according to him he doesn't 'mingle'. so i told him maybe he should once in a while. get out of his comfort zone. at least try#to my surprise he actually showed up to one of the evening activities that i hosted. didn't do much anything there but sit but still#that was effort. he did exactly what i said despite it making him a little uncomfortable so that's improvement#so then yesterday he asked me about teaching him the language again. i told him i host a homework club at tuesdays & thursdays @ 3:30-4:30p#he showed up there yesterday and was the only student. so i had time to teach him basic greetings. weekdays. months. things he shoulda know#and i thought it's all probably in vain but i tried. so today. he was in their class and actually doing pair work and reading stuff aloud#and even translating some stuff when i asked. calling it easy. and that he's trying to use his phone less and memorize this stuff instead#to which the rest clapped at and cheered him on for. and i told this to the teacher afterwards when she asked me about him. and she gave#me a thumbs up and looked a little surprised but also delighted. because he's been a popular subject amongst ourselves for a reason#so i don't want to get too optimistic about it. because he still has an attitude problem. but he's tried a little at least. so there's hope
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my roommate has today off so i was like “any fun plans? :)” when i saw her this morning and she rattled off a bunch of fun stuff she’s doing today incl seeing friends and then she was like “what about you? :)” and i had to be like “haha well i have some work i should get done 👍”
#i go to my job and when i’m home i do my own work. i don’t have a life!!#i’m carving my april block today which i will hopefully print tomorrow#and if it’s not too late by then i might go to marshalls to buy a replacement for the container my other roommate broke yesterday#that’s it!!#i texted a friend of mine that i haven’t seen in a while on tuesday to see if she wanted to hang out soon & she just never answered#that’s the scope of my social activity. idk whatever this isn’t a pity me post it’s just like. idk. whatev#chatpost
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Why my body hurt <- HASNT HAD A MEAL ALL WEEK
#☆ apollo singing#OH MT GOD WHATS WRONG WITH ME#Everything sounds so gross to eat dude i havent eated anything all week Oh mt god whats my problem whats my problem#<- Okay im exaggerating ive eaten this week#i had a cupcake today#a slice of cheesecake and a cupcake yesterday#Ummmm#i had .. some gummies throughout the week#and some bread monday and tuesday ... because we made sourdough ...#Uhhhhmmmm#i had shrimp and some fries yesterday too#on wednesday i had a can of fruit punch#Ummm#ive had some chocolate throughout the week#i... think thats it ....😢FUCK
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won’t lie, experiencing some horrors
#just cried uncontrollably for like 20 mins#cried like 3 times yesterday too#i have no energy for like anything rn.. went to buy new glasses today tried on 15 pairs hated them all and then went back to my car#and cried because i really need new glasses since i fucked up my current pair and they don’t sit right now and dig into my face#tw death . my grandma passed away while i was flying home from canada#and it sucks because everyone got to be with her and say goodbye but i didn’t#and there’s a viewing tomorrow and my dad thinks i should go since it will be my last chance to see her but i don’t want to#i get that it’s a healing way to say goodbye for some people but i don’t want to see my oma lifeless#i know i’ll never get to see her again and that fucking sucks but she’s gone and i don’t want to see her like that#plus i have work and i already called in sick 2 days i don’t want to leave them short again even if it’s understandable#anyway the funeral is on tuesday at least i have the day off already and don’t have to worry about work#everything sucks soooooo fucking bad rn i won’t lie i’m not doing too great#and i miss el so much like i would kill to be able to hug my gf right now#their mom sent me a video today of them laying on the couch with their parents cat cuz they visited for father’s day#and i’ve cried twice while watching it…#argh. anyway. going to go watch a silly little video of some sort and maybe sleep early cause i haven’t been sleeping well#it’ll be ok 🧡#p
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Incorrect Quotes - In which Gadreel is actually clueless about what Marianne is trying to say.
#{ The Tower || Gadreel }#{ The Star Magician || Marianne ≻ ignisregina }#{ But Today Is Tuesday Too! || Dash Crack }#{{ Good morning everyone-- here's an incorrect quote }}#{{ AKA Dovah's sitting down to write after having been MIA most of yesterday }}#ignisregina
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