#yesterday was Tuesday...but today is Tuesday too!!!!
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𓏲.ೃ࿔❀˙˖ 。 tuesday 8 jan 2025
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i woke up yesterday same as i am this morning, way too early and sleep rlly does help. i got ready and i applied some normal makeup and comfortable clothes. i had a monster to start my day !
monster energy zero sugar strawberry dreams 500 ml — 11 cal
i went to college feeling meh pretty ok, i was drawing water in the train again… i had to get out 1 stop before my stop to go to a different train so i went there and then went to my stop. from there i had to walk a while extra cause i had to go to the otherrrrr school building which is fine
so i went there and i was one of the first, way too early to be there… during my entire day i spent it drawing
3 zero sugar energy drinks 250 ml - 1 cal
2 coca cola light 250 ml - 1 cal
by the end of drinking all these energy drinks i felt so shaaaakyyyyy.. haku did my nails with gel polish ! it was his first time doing something like that but he said he wants to practice more on me !
after this we walked from the second school building to the train station which went just about fine. i had a nice conversation with him about a variation of things then he hugged me goodbye when i had to go
when walking home i took a detour to the mc donald’s to use their free restroom… everyone looked at me weird going into the male bathroom but can u actually leave me alone. actually even just going in there without ordering smth people stare at u with glassy eyes.. wtf. anyway i left not needing anything bcs that’s the LAST thing id break my fast with rn
i walked home and 3/4 in i started getting so nauseously sick like oh my god i had to slow down walking and take deep breaths and just breathe bcs for a sec it was getting to me but i still just kept walking and got home. when i got home my mom asked if i was hungry and i said not really
i told her i had a chocolate croissant and a large boba about an hour ago and that i felt sickly and she said “maybe the boba wasn’t fresh ?” with this concerned look. i said i just wanted some vegetables and luckily she randomly made me green beans which i took
i went upstairs not grabbing anything but i told her id likely crave it by the morning or id maybe have it later that night if i wanted it
green beans 213g — 70 cal
perfection bar crunchy chocolate cookie flavour 60g — 219 cal
i was not pleased eating this today… i don’t really know i just didn’t want to eat this ??? what i wanted was moms burrito but obviously we weren’t gonna do that so i just didn’t feel like it ? halfway through my meal i stopped for like 5 mins i just was not pleased sigh
the bar had this interesting dense texture with a sort of dense cookie doughy inside and i liked the crunchy toppings ? it also smelled very good it was actually decently tasty for a protein bar
after finishing it i did want to eat other food but i also can’t stop thinking about the weight i’ll be losing if i just keep trying. i just went to go draw and at 10 pm i took my sleeping medication. by 11:30 pm i finished my drawing and me and eli stared at it for way too long. i started feeling fatigued and tired and i got a little anxious but i told myself i just needed some rest and id feel better in the morning…
cool song i found on tiktok the creator said it was made to be purposely bad but it has a consistent bpm soooo i kinda like it somewhat
𓏲.ೃ࿔❀˙˖ 。 stats for today
cals : 302
streak : 2 days ? i don’t remember
steps : 16.8 k
tired exhausted not craving food but then again also craving it.. when it gets hard i just kind of push through telling myself to just be a man and suck it up and complete the damn challenge so i can lose the damn weight.. the steps r good tho !
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Funny how it didn't trend right away after what Jensen said.
It's like the calm before the storm.
#destiel#deancas#dean winchester#castiel#jensen ackles#I don't know why there is a delay#it's not the first time though#jensen said this on sunday#and today it's tuesday#(fortunately yesterday wasn't tuesday too)#anyway I'm glad we're trending#again#I guess we all needed time to process the thing#I haven't made my own post about it either#YET#I probably will#I somehow needed to step back and watch the video without everyone's thoughts interfering#my personal experience with destiel
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anyone else hate long distance relationships and lack of consistent feelings on their part
#this is gonna be long in the tags sorry#and for the record. everything im going to say in here is on Me and not on my girlfriend and i know the solution is TALK TO HER#but can i have a minute to just. say it#okay. so im long distance with my girlfriend and we've been long distance (5hrs drive) the whole time#we've been together almost 9 months and in that time we've seen each other 4 times.#once in may once for halloween once for thanksgiving and today/yesterday for NYE#the longest trip of any of these was a tuesday night- sunday morning. so like. four full days of being together#but interspersed with family bc it was thanksgiving#okay. so just setting the stage#i love hanging out. i love hanging out on the couch or doing random shit like walkin around a town or grocery shopping with her#like i love being introduced to her friends and family as her partner and doing likewise to my people#like i love hanging out with her forever#but like. UGH my issue is like. any. kind of intimacy beyond literally like cuddling and holding hands?#like lack of consistency on my part. like okay sometimes kissing is fine and we're talking like a peck on the lips and then sometimes#im like. no i dont. want to do this. and obviously im not being Forced to if i asked her to not she would respect that!!#i like the Idea of kissing and sometimes i do enjoy a little peck but sometimes im like not. into it.#and then like. we've been together for a while we've Talked about sex and stuff but we have not had it yet. haven't gotten anywhere close#to it yet#like i like the idea of having sex with her but if i was faced with the reality of that right now i would freak out like just get. really#stressed? panic??? and there's no trauma in my past. i haven't ever had any kind of sex i have no trauma associated#with anything. like i would just. freak out a little. and we wouldn't have sex and that would be fine but. idk.#i dunno if i'm like. ace or something or it's just still too New of a relationship to do that? because despite being togehter for 9 months#when you've had literally less than two weeks of full days together in that time#it feels really fuckin new#i dunno man.#i'm just afraid that im just. idk not built for a relationship.#she was drunk and wanted to snuggle when we went to sleep last night and it stressed me out because i hate not being able to move when#im asleep. i told her this she gave me my room that was fine. but like man. i am never gonna want to snuggle like that#i still dont love kissing#like. for my house. okay i have very specific ideas of what i want my space to look like and feel like
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Turns out it is EXTREMELY stressful on your mind and body to be forced to listen to chainsaws cutting down massive hundred-year old trees, sending them crashing down along with smaller trees, starting at 7am till 4pm for several days
I know violence isn't the answer but I genuinely could strangle the guy who owns the property across the way who apparently sold out most if not all the trees on his hill to a logging company.
#I keep wondering why I'm SO tense I can't even relax to sleep at night rn. It's not costuming stress. IT'S THAT BASTARD'S FAULT#the whole neighborhood is complaining too. We can't do a single thing#I'm glad I was at work Monday and Tuesday but being home yesterday/today is making homicidal from the noise#Genuinely this is hell. Playing music doesn't help I can still hear the whir and feel the crashes#bat bat bat bat
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screaming into the void <3
#my best friends boyfriend (who i’ve also been friends with for years) is just. not himself rn#we think it’s a manic episode but we don’t really know but it’s. terrifying lowkey#he thinks he’s genuinely jesus and that he’s conquered time and that he and my bsf are adam and eve#he’s been sending my bsf liek hundreds of texts per day since tuesday but it got really really bad and incoherent yesterday#and i woke up this morning to see multiple texts from gcs he created w me in them#and he keeps being like ‘because it’s 6:20 this is true’ and like ‘i know that at 9 pm everyone is gonna understand’#and he’ll text like 5 times then send a sc of what he just texted like that proves something but it’s all nonsense#i’m just really really concerned cause he really needs help but i don’t know how to ensure that happens cause he’s 19. not a minor#he’s just. not him rn. he’s called my bsf multiple times yesterday when he HATES calling normally#he had his band and his mom over in his apartment yesterday cause my bsf called his mom and h went to his bands show but was visibly not ok#and he saw nothing weird about it even tho he hates having ppl over normally and never without warning#and you can’t get him to see logic because everything you say he just twists around to work for him#to be clear it was not this bad when it started. when it started it seemed like normally maybe slightly out there conclusions he was drawing#but it just got worse and worse like exponential decay and really bad yesterday#he also didn’t sleep at all yesterday night and idk if he slept tonight#i know his mom took his phone at one point but he texted me and gcs w me in it starting at like 6:20 this morning#and my bsf and i and friends are on a trip out of state rn but we’re leaving today and i don’t wanna wake her up until i have to because#this is literally hell for her. but it’s just. scary. i don’t know what to do. i don’t think there’s any good options really for me rn#i want to warn ppl and try to explain he’s Not Him rn so they don’t get concerned but who knows if they’ll understand what i’m trying to say#i know it’s not the end of the world but it really feels like the end of my world as i know it if that makes sense#and my bsf lives with him in an apartment near their college and they just signed the lease for the next year#but she can’t stay there with him alone. not until he gets help. we’re all too scared it’s going in the directon where he thinks it’s better#for ppl to go to the afterlife. which like he never would normally. but he’s Not Him and so like. who knows#he keeps talking about all these different dimensions and how you need to travel to the 7th dimension to understand#my bsf was crying yesterday and she called her mom to explain and she keeps saying that she just wants her jake back it’s really scary#cause he will probably never be the same again. he’ll be similar but different but she wants his comfort but he’s Not Him. and can’t give it#i just. really want this to get better but it’s so hard to see that happening rn
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I think in 2025 we need to bring back 2014 supernatural blogging in a big way
#☆#we need to bring back we have a gif for that#and reblogging the yesterday was tuesday but today is tuesday too post every tuesday#and the badly photoshopped memes#and mishapocalypse#we need to go back#supernatural
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12/31/24 11:00pm mst
Happy New Year!!!
Thank you to all my lovely followers and mutuals, new and old, who have put up with me for another year! I appreciate every single like, reblog and comment - all the asks, messages and funny tags - and I’m especially grateful for all the love on my fics. It means the world to me!
So, here is to another year of fandoms, sharing too much and enjoying this hellsite together! I hope 2025 is full of joy and prosperity for all of you!
(p.s i made a pie for the first time today!)
(p.p.s happy Tuesday)
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Snow is canceled forever and ever bc it's so so scary to drive in. I don't want to drive in snow ever again. It was not even an inch though. But it was still SoScary. Unfortunately I am a Hoosier, so snow driving is inevitable.
#speculation nation#me just barely starting to get comfortable with driving my beautiful Tesci then WHAM#just 2 days after buying her im hit with Snow Driving (for the first time in my life!!!!)#i went to walmart after my failed appointment to buy some shit for my car. bc i went Oh Fuck sitting in there with snow on my windshield#bc i bought this car Two Days Ago so i didnt have a fucking scraper or brush yet 😭😭😭😭#i changed that tho. also bought a winter emergency kit. complete with jumper cables flashlight and blanket. plus some other stuff#oh SHOVEL. apparently. idk how they fit it in there. i just kinda left it in my car lol i did not care to open it yet.#i also got some air freshener stuff for my car. bc it has a bit of a scent to it.#used to belong to a smoker i guess. tho it's not too bad + i actually kinda like lingering smoke smell#But Also i wanna have my car with a scent i chose. so i bought... Leather Scent (???) air freshener#'hearth. pepper. and bourbon' idk how thats Leather but it smells good. so i got it.#ALSO bought some gloves im gonna keep in my car as driving gloves. theyre kinda sleek.#and ummmmm i bought some christmas lights. ill hang them up Somewhere. no energy for that rn but they were cheap and i love string lights#so i got them anyways. i'll come up with smth to do with them eventually.#i also bought a few food things. as a way to cheer myself up. ate some cream puffs after dinner today... mmmm#and it felt rly nice to leave the store and load up a car and not have to haul all of that back by hand.#even if i was also Very Scared of going back out in the snow hfmshfmsbd#it's supposed to be a bit warmer today than it was yesterday tho (by today i mean tuesday. bc it is in that realm now)#but ahhh. i might have a presentation today. i need to rest up so i can get ready for that.#sleepy time for me time. yes
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finally made a doctors appointment for the thing I've been thinking "I should probably talk to a doctor about this" for years. I am the bravest girl in the world I think
#yesterday morning's episode of lying on the bathroom floor (and also various other spots in the house) because i was in too much pain#was my final straw and my mum reminded me i have private healthcare through my job now#so i had a look at the remote gp services and there's literally a whole selection of appointments available from today onwards??#with my choice of gp whose bio i can read??#instead of sitting on hold for an hour for a receptionist to say they only release 3 appointments a week at precisely 6:24pm on a tuesday#anyway i have booked it for tonight so i figure my preemptive little treat will be collecting my copy of happy place from waterstones 😌#talking
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Wow… my emotional support rock stars really did heal my soul yesterday afternoon. This is the first day in almost a week I’ve felt semi-human, and just that feels like worlds of improvement
#Insanitypost#a lot of stuff that’s piled up over the past few weeks sort of precipitated out… and endometriosis symptoms kicked up#nearly passed out in lab on Tuesday -even though it was a fun surgery lab I got to do with a different partner than my main lab group#just physical and mental exhaustion to where I was barely holding on in lecture… and I had yesterday afternoon off without anything booked#I have an exam on Monday and I meant to study but I just ended up watching band videos in bed all afternoon#Squeeze… Styx… Crowded House… Supertramp… The Moody Blues… a few other bands too that I haven’t gotten as close with#I actually felt physically better -and didn’t feel like crying when my main lab partners bullied me in lab again today#and to think I was once *discouraged* from ‘obsessing’ over my hyperfixations
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Last night i dreamt that the whole chat history between me and my most beloved ex-coworker had been deleted. Truly one of the most horrifying nightmares i've had in a while
#first thing i checked when i logged in this morning was our chat#i was so sad in my dream lmao#also the way his name is so far down i have to scroll to find him is truly upsetting#ahhhhh#today was the first tuesday without him#(tuesday is urology newsletter day and i always worked for him that day which meant lots of fun exchanges#today was my first time being responsible for the whole newsletter too. scary)#(also it's not like i couldn't just reply to him on whatsapp and maybe get a reply back so we can stay in touch#i just genuinely suck at staying in touch outside of work. like please just let me send messages‚ brain‚ I'm begging you#)#tomorrow is office day again and i gotta say I'm really not looking forward to it#(also i really don't want to take the train lol. i know that it's stupid but i still think of that sound and jolt of the impact yesterday#i'm aware the probability of this happening twice on the same route within such a short time is very low#but it's still unpleasant to imagine- maybe I'll just stay in the back of the train from now on lol#or at least until I've forgotten about it)#okay oversharing time is over and i shall go to bed now#void screams#(but seriously do they delete these accounts at some point or do people who left the company stay there as ghosts#with a permanent out of office note~ i hope they do.)
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almost cried in the car back from work again lol
#today was difficult. first of all i was so sleepy you could literally see my brain buffering for the first two and a half hours#then 10 min before going home the team leader comes asking if on tuesday (i'm off the whole day) i can come in the afternoon#man i felt crushed like i just made plans with my friends yesterday to go hike since i was home!!#so i was like uhmmm i kinda already have a commitment that day....#so she kinda backtracked saying she has to see maybe she can do it herself#but likeeeee i feel guilty bc i only have 1 hour overtime scheduled next week and idw to put more hours on my coworkers but likeee come on#i already work two full days next week why am i the one who needs to do another afternoon too. why do they give us schedules 2 weeks before#if they're always changing it last minute. man im tired too !#and i always say yes so this time im really gonna say no . i can do another day i can work more hours the other days but i wanna be home on#tuesday#but i still feel guilty about it though#it's hard being a pushover
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good morning friends in my phone
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7 more days until I am 32 🤠
And 7 more days until I can celebrate Rammstein being 30! 😎🔥
#and my outfit is STILL not ready!?!?#I wanted to add something to my outfit but the people that I trusted this too didn't get it done before yesterday#and the result was like...!?!?!? so disappointing!?!?#I dont understand how they would think that that would work??#I used to work with these people and thats why I chose them instead of aome big company#they are HOPEFULLY gonna get the outfit fixed and done tomorrow as today its a stupid holiday and so their company has closed :/#and also of course I ordered the outfit for the 17th of May..the day AFTER my birthday...a little late 😬#and so I really hope that THAT outfit will get in my mail on MONDAY...otherwise I'll be gone to Dresden without it on Tuesday 😭#but seriously the company that I trusted my Rammstein/birthday outfit to...I gave it to them a week ago#I am disappointed how they have still done this in like last minute 🙄#“oh before May 14th? that's plenty of time! we'll have it ready” ...mhm... sure you better! 😒
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I don't want to brag or sound too optimistic about it, but after three weeks of training at a private college, I think my lessons with this one particular immigrant student (who has serious motivational problems lemme tell ya) are finally starting to get through and there's been improvement.
Only slight improvement so far but I have spotted some, so maybe not all hope is lost yet.
Remains to be seen I guess.
#personal#so in case anyone's still wondering i'm studying to become a tutor/instructor/guidance counselor etc. etc. whatever it's called in english#and currently i mostly work with immigrants with language. sometimes i help high school students as well. but mostly immigrants#and there's this one immigrant student who's been there since last spring. and he still barely even knows the basics because he's 'given up#according to him that is. he told me this at least three times yesterday and i told him that's a problem#so i've been trying to hammer it through his head that he can't be sitting in classes and using his phone when he's supposed to be learning#or expect me or teachers giving him all the answers when he also needs to show a little effort and help us back as well#and that he needs to participate in pair and group activities in classes because we're a team and we need to work together#so basically he's been asking me to either teach him or then find someone who can teach him#i told one of our teachers this and she answered that he could also participate in evening activities at the college but he's not doing tha#and according to him he doesn't 'mingle'. so i told him maybe he should once in a while. get out of his comfort zone. at least try#to my surprise he actually showed up to one of the evening activities that i hosted. didn't do much anything there but sit but still#that was effort. he did exactly what i said despite it making him a little uncomfortable so that's improvement#so then yesterday he asked me about teaching him the language again. i told him i host a homework club at tuesdays & thursdays @ 3:30-4:30p#he showed up there yesterday and was the only student. so i had time to teach him basic greetings. weekdays. months. things he shoulda know#and i thought it's all probably in vain but i tried. so today. he was in their class and actually doing pair work and reading stuff aloud#and even translating some stuff when i asked. calling it easy. and that he's trying to use his phone less and memorize this stuff instead#to which the rest clapped at and cheered him on for. and i told this to the teacher afterwards when she asked me about him. and she gave#me a thumbs up and looked a little surprised but also delighted. because he's been a popular subject amongst ourselves for a reason#so i don't want to get too optimistic about it. because he still has an attitude problem. but he's tried a little at least. so there's hope
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my roommate has today off so i was like “any fun plans? :)” when i saw her this morning and she rattled off a bunch of fun stuff she’s doing today incl seeing friends and then she was like “what about you? :)” and i had to be like “haha well i have some work i should get done 👍”
#i go to my job and when i’m home i do my own work. i don’t have a life!!#i’m carving my april block today which i will hopefully print tomorrow#and if it’s not too late by then i might go to marshalls to buy a replacement for the container my other roommate broke yesterday#that’s it!!#i texted a friend of mine that i haven’t seen in a while on tuesday to see if she wanted to hang out soon & she just never answered#that’s the scope of my social activity. idk whatever this isn’t a pity me post it’s just like. idk. whatev#chatpost
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