#yessir pookie

[shessofineliterallyhitmewithacar]

my all xx

this is my little take on the "would we be friends in every life" except they're in love xx (it's a cutesy lil poem I wrote instead of sleeping xx)

“Do you think you'd love me every life?”

The moon asks i, the moon,

spinning around her,

my orbit, my purpose, my life

The stars wonder,

while i connect the dots of her beauty, 

creating a vast picture of our future,

glistening, smiling

The rockstar inquires,

while i spend my days fangirling,

devoted, admiring

The song hums,

as i play her repeatedly in a cycle,

listening, dancing, singing, living

The book flutters,

while i re-read, re-imagine, re-love

scenes of our past,

I always dream to re-live,

each soft, rose-gold tinted memory

The flower questions,

while i draw her,

each day finding new angles and lighting to sketch,

to adore,

to try and capture the beauty of

The girl asks me,

“Would you love me in every life?”

I search her face for answers,

Does she really think I could not?

How could I not?

This girl is everything

The moon and stars, 

glistening, providing light in darkest times.

My favourite book and song

lifting me up,

creating a smile to play as a knife,

cutting through tears.

A meadow of flowers,

creating colours and joy,

providing life and sanctuary, 

to all of whom stops by.

She is my all.

My everything.

How could she ever doubt it?

I could not.

I could not even imagine life without her within it.

He brings rainbows to a world of harsh greys and gloom,

Light to a room of locked and tortured shadows,

Emotion to a face that knows no joy,

nor happiness.

“Yes” i say.

“Yes, i know i would” cause how could i not?

(I'm rly proud of this, don't repost or ss without crediting me xx)

[beiasluv]

the lives of yn | f1 drivers

a/n: I have so many wips but never managed to finish them so…you’re welcome 😉

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mclaren

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mclaren rookie of the year by autosport ! cheers to many more! 🧡👊 oscarpiastri

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oscarpiastri 🧡

username EXCUSE ME??

username GIRLFRIEND????

username yn???

username she’s pulling his wisdom teeth for free or what?

username are we missing something??

username yourinsta CLARIFICATION NOW!!!

username I mean. If she’s not a professional she had done a pretty good job 💀

mclaren

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yourinsta

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yourinsta surprise…😬 (yes, I gave him naps and water during the operation 😔)

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username a woman in STEMMM

username where is her clinic 🤭🤭

username she can pull my teeth out any day if wants SLAYYY

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mclaren

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mclaren welcome yourinsta to the papaya fam! 🧡

yn ln on joins our family as the new racing engineer for oscarpiastri, looking forward to the exciting season!

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landonorris welcome to papaya! 👊

yourinsta 🫡 yessir

username she’s a rookie engineer or what?

username she pulled the right strings to end up in f1, girlie.

username if you have nothing good to say, say nothing

username gurl we ain’t said NOTHING

username miss gurly here was the one behind many of the f2 championships, get yo facts straight

username she’s literally oscar’s engineer and only lando is welcoming her

username leave my introvert pookie alone

username Ngl the chemrizzy between lando and yn tho

username she’s friends with lando no?

paddockgossips

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paddockgossips oscar piastri was seen arriving at the paddock this morning with his new racing engineer yn ln.

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username so we’re not going to talk abt the eyes??

username Nah he’s married to me he just doesn’t know 🤷‍♀️

username Gurlll stop being delusional

logansargeant *comment has been deleted*

username LOGAN WHAT DO YOU KNOW

username GURLL WHAT DID HE SAY

username he said ‘happy wife happy life’

username not logan launching for oscar 😭

username I swear they all have private accounts spying on us

username girly stop being delusional they have busy lives

username *lewis spam account here* I hAVE it PRINTED OUT

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yourinsta

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yourinsta well...surprise 😬

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username should’ve known since he moved to Ferrari with her 😔✊

username MRS VETTEL???

scuderiaferrari red never looked better ❤

username I gyatt to see myself out.

username fr 😔

sebastianvettel

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sebastianvettel sorry guys

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username mamasaiditsmyfaultitsmyfault

username Iwearmyheartonmyslevees

username NOOOOO he bagged a baddieeee my wifee

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yourinsta

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yourinsta hi texass

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username NOBIDY TALK TO ME 😭

username did my babies broke up 😔

yourinsta 24m

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redbullnews

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redbullnews The racing engineer, yn ln, was spotted arriving at the paddock, following the drivers sebastian vettel and mark webber for the seasonal testing in Sliverstone today.

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yourinsta

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yourinsta thank you for tonight :)

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username queen behaviorr

username mother is MOTHERing

username she's everything and they're just her bodyguards.

username got the two redbull drivers as her bodyguard. Goals.💀

— @jsjcue @namgification

today's a great day to take care of yourself 😘😘

[kawaiialeisha]

Welcome Home OC blog?👀

HI EVERYNYAN!!

Me and my pookie @sleepyzuku got the idea by an irl of ours to make a tumblr blog about our ocs! But specifically for asks!! 👁️👁️

So the reason why I'm making this post is because.. well.. would you all be interested? (btw, these are the ocs in question:)

(P.S. Mimix isn't really a Welcome Home OC or based off of it but he still apart of Mori's story. We both understand how utterly confusing that is but bare with us okay BHAHAHAH it works in our book ✨)

[girlylukehughes]

Secret relationship insta fic with Luke Hughes, and reader is Alex's twin sister??? Please

Boats and Boys

luke hughes x turcotte sister! reader

a/n: i did make reader alex's sister, so she's luke's age, instead of twin bc the age gap felt weird to me(i know it's only like 2/3 years but considering they grew up together it just felt weird to me idk) anyways! fic under the cut!

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yn.turcsoffical: boats, bros, and beaches🪸

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user1: WHOS BACK IS THAT GOD DAMN

^yn.turcsoffical: classified information🤫

_alexturcotte: excuse me?

_alexturcotte: literally when were you alone????

^yn.turcsoffical: you went somewhere i don't remember tbh🤷🏻‍♀️

^^_alexturcotte: ok but who is it

^^^yn.turcsoffical: 〽️👹🫎🏒‼️

^^^^_alexturcotte: what????

jackhughes: ur bold for this

^yn.turcsoffical: shhhhhhh

^^_alexturcotte: HE KNOWS???

lhughes06: what's his back routine fr

^yn.turcsoffical: idk ask him yourself

^^_alexturcotte: LUKE KNOWS TOO???

^^^_quinnhughes: i also know

trevorzegras: woah baby turcs is cuffed??

^yn.turcsoffical: yeah i pull more than you

^^trevorzegras: rude.

user2: wait... "〽️👹🫎🏒‼️" that is literally luke...

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lhughes06: sun, surf, sneak out, repeat

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yn.turcsoffical: curls get the girls fr lukey pookie

^lhughes06: sure do!

^^_alexturcotte: this is suspicious....

_alexturcotte: YOU TOO???

^lhughes06: yessir

jackhughes: this is laughable

trevorzegras: oh i get it now

_quinnhughes: at least blur my feet next time bro.

edwards.73: hi 〽️👹🫎🏒‼️

^markestapa: hi 〽️👹🫎🏒‼️

^^dylanduke25: hi 〽️👹🫎🏒‼️

^^^seamuscasey26: hi 〽️👹🫎🏒‼️

^^^^nolan_moyle: hi 〽️👹🫎🏒‼️

^^^^^lucafantilli: hi 〽️👹🫎🏒‼️

^^^^^^adamfantilli: hi 〽️👹🫎🏒‼️

^^^^^^^mackie.samo: hi 〽️👹🫎🏒‼️

user2: yeah i was def right.

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yn.turcsoffical: boyfriend boyfriend boyfriend!

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_alexturcotte: WHAT

_alexturcotte: jk i've been rooting for this since y'all were like 13

^yn.turcsoffical: there's no way.

^^_alexturcotte: dear diary, today luke smiled at me! i thought i was gonna shit my pants die

^^^yn.turcsoffical: ENOUGH. OUT! GET OUT!

^^^^lhughes06: awwwww you've had a crush on me for like 6 years

^^^^^yn.turcsoffical: die.

^^^^^^yn.turcsoffical: jk i love you

lhughes06: my girl<3

^yn.turcsoffical: always! ♾️

trevorzegras: no fucking way.

^trevorzegras: there's no fucking way

^^yn.turcsoffical: believe it zegras, you get no bitches

user1: yn roasting trevor in the comments is always my favorite part

^user3: fr she's so funny

^^yn.turcsoffical: trevorzegras i told you i'm fucking funny

jackhughes: literally who was taking all of these pics for you

^_quinnhughes: me. i was bribed with promise of golf champion. then i lost.

^^yn.turcsoffical: that's your own fault really! but i love you quinn! thank you for being our chauffeur and personal photographer!

colecaufield: you owe me $300 trevorzegras

^trevorzegras: for fucks sake.

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lhughes06: girlfriend!

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yn.turcsoffical: i love you!

^lhughes06: i love you more!

user4: how long have y'all been together?

^yn.turcsoffical: 9 months!!

^^_alexturcotte: there is no way only the highes brothers knew about this then

^^^yn.turcsoffical: yeah we were like half? public at school. basically the whole hockey team + my roommates knew

user1: they're so cute

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[ashlyerrrs]

Back from the dead :>! Doodling my SBR pookies as formula 1 drivers?!?!?! YESSIR

[admirxation]

˗ˏˋ admirxation's weekly fic recs ´ˎ˗

!! dark content ahead, please read the warnings the authors have provided, and then continue at your own discretion !!

5th may '24: here are some fics i've collected this week, obviously this is not every single fic but i wanted to give some more spotlight on the ones that literally had me bouncing off the walls lmao. if anyone wants to see more recommendations i have a 'admirxation fic recs' tag if you're ever wanting to read something, and i want to try and do this every Sunday to give some love to creators. i will try to limit this to 10-20, and some weeks might be shorter cuz i don't always have to time. thank you to these creators making these fics and please give them some love

resident evil fics

“If I gotta sin to see her again then I’m gonna lie.” [NSFW] {dad’s boss!Jack Krauser x fem!reader} ~ The reader ends up on their knees for the stranger allowed in their house; starting a fling with her fathers boss.

this was written by @mrswint3rs now i read this a bit ago but i just can’t forget about it. i love krauser content so much like there needs to be more content for this man, i love my pookie leon a feral amount but pookie bear needs to share some spotlight for the other RE guys. i am not embarrassed to admit that i keep rereading this fic, it does something to the brain chemistry. honestly the moment this girl posts more krauser fics im leaping like it’s my last meal cuz AHHHHHHH. the forceful but seductive characterisation that is written within krauser is so memorable and had me blushing and kicking my feet, and to expose myself further the secrecy tropes always get the meter going they are my guilty pleasure.

playing house [NSFW] {stepdad!Leon Kennedy x fem!reader} ~ the readers mother had passed away, leaving Leon and the reader to get closer.

this was written by @miss-oranje-disco-dancer now i always thought i wasn’t into the whole ddlg scene, before anyone things im hating i never gave hate to the concept i was just never apart of the craze if u get me, however, this fic has made me rlly rlly crave ddlg content to the point i’m wondering if the writer laced their words with crack cuz IM SO HOOKED. the gradual progression of the reader and leon is so hot, especially *spoilers for the rest of the fic* when they start sharing a bed dude the tingles i felt, and then the breeding when the reader acts so nonchalant about being bred by leon like YESSIR I NEED THIS MORE THAN ANYTHING.

Playground Love {older!Leon Kennedy x fem!reader} ~ age gap love between reader and Leon.

this was written by @j3llyd0nut . i might have a problem which how much older men fanfics i consume, like gurl its becoming a big problem… that i dont wanna fix oop- this fic doesn’t go into smut (ik what a shocker for me to be recommending something that is straight up porn lmao) but it does deal with age gaps, and i felt the way the writer portrayed it was so well written, especially with the readers’ mothers feelings to it. dating someone older comes with a mix of feelings, the envy was well encapsulated as well as the worry where it is often people try to warn. also the ending quote was such a killer (as an oscar wilde fan hehe… im an english student i love a reference).

Nerd Leon [NSFW] {nerdy!Leon Kennedy x nerdy!fem!reader} ~ Leon and the reader are both virgins who have had a crush on one another.

this was written by @nvoirs (it won’t let me tag them but you have the link to go show them some love). i love lil nerdy leon, he's so cute, especially with the pictures above the fic hehe. honestly the reader is so relatable, the idea of someone asking you out as a joke hahah ive been there too many times, no one can force me back into high school i will claw them. i quite liked the dynamic of them learning together, hehehe it's so so hot and cute at the same time and it deserves so much more love in my humble and very correct opinion.

the last of us fics

older Joel Miller [NSFW] {older!Joel Miller x afab!reader} ~ ft nervous Joel who hasn’t dated in a while and nervous to be with the reader who reassures she wants to be with him.

this was written by @pedroshotwifey and omfg i’m like the biggest simp for joel to the point it’s honestly embarrassing lmao, i feel like they wrote joel quite well and i would imagine if he was to become involved with someone again he would be nervous and be in his head about it; i found the writing of the transition back into sharing physical intimacy really well written and enjoyable, it’s not easy to do that but the author did it so well. my fav joel oneshot.

jujutsu kaisen fics

A proper send off [NSFW] {stepdad!Toji Fushiguro x fem!reader} ~ Toji puts his claim on the reader before she goes to college

this was written by @bratbby333. i feel like i died, like the author put the words on the screen and it make me curl up in a ball and squirming cuz i need toji biblically, and then i died, and then the words brought be back to heaven and then i was bonked and put into horny jail. i’m actually feral for this man. i’m feral for too many fictional men but toji is ughhhhh AHFJFKDKSKSKDDKEKSKW. i loved the descriptions of the reader almost being made for him, or more accurately, Toji making the reader made for him; the description of *SPOILERS* him moulding her pussy for his dick was YUM YUM YUM YUM YUM, i was salivating like fucking homer simpson I NEED IT.

Daddy Issues [NSFW] {stepdad!Toji Fushiguro x fem!reader} ~ reader is a brat whose stopped by her step father Toji

this was written by @nexysworld and my oh my does this girl cook, I AM THE BIGGEST NEXY FAN EVER HEHEHEHEHE. i am a new recruit to the toji fan club and boy oh boy was this the most exciting oneshot to first read after finding my love for this beautiful man. I gotta say the way nexy writes toji is honestly a game changer. like he’s such a jerk that u wanna slap, but i also am enticed by how much of a jerk he is… and perhaps wanna be slapped by him- WHO SAID THAT 👀 damn.

“well, we should probably fuck. Right?” [NSFW] {satoru gojo x fem!reader} ~ reader and gojo are trapped in the prison realm with nothing else to do.

this was written by @kingkonoha. now as we have all learnt about me liking something normally isn’t in my vocabulary; if i like a piece of media best believe im putting my whole soul into it. jjk is a new edition to my fandom endeavours and heheh gojo is my first love, im such a gojo girlie IF ANYONE COMES TO DETROY MY PEACE F OFF LMAO (gojo and toji girlie fr i am). okay if you’re a gojo girlie, kingkonoha’s writing is top tier. i loved the way they encapsulated gojo’s personality, he’s so cocky in this oneshot and ugh i just can’t help but see it so on brand for gojo; also the dirty talk in this fic is like toe curling afhdisosfheisidfhwowjwf I NEED HIM IN A WAY THAT IS CONCERNING TO FEMINISM.

The fanboy guide [NSFW] {satoru gojo x fem!reader} ~ gojo is the readers number one fan and manages to finally meet them in a meet and greet.

this was written by @kingkonoha . i love obsessing over fictional men BUT OH THIS FIC RLLY HAD THE TURNED TABLES. look i dont need anyone judging my likes, i like the idea of someone, especially gojo, obsessing over me and telling me he loves me while i ride him. girlhood = hearing i love you while riding gojo lmao. i love this creator to the point they’re probably fed up on me constantly liking their stuff haha. some bits i wanna point out, the dirty talk was like A* and the way he’s obsessed and basically babbles i love u like AFHFJSWISODODOWKWNEJ this has a chokehold on me and is like feral spray for the gojo girlies to get going lmao.

Tease [NSFW] {satoru gojo x fem!reader} ~ reader teases her sensei over text, and he later shows up at the readers door.

this was written by @dark-and-kawaii . oh look more gojo fics, are we surprised, no rlly cuz he's so hot and ugh i need him so much. i love dirty talk especially sexting it's so hot, but the fact he literally shows up at the door? i was shook but like in a horny way lmao. honestly the jealousy he feels it’s like kinda embarrassing how much i love to imagine someone all jealous over me like hehe tell me how much im in ur mind rent free HAHA. honestly i love this blog, i followed for the bg3 content and stayed for like the absolute talent in every one of their works, so much love <3

i will possess your heart [NSFW] {yandere!satoru gojo x fem!reader} ~ satoru thinks the reader belongs to him and will go any length to make that happen.

this was written by @bratbby333 . okay on this account we love a yandere, the idea of someone being so obsessed that it’s a danger to the lover, themselves and everyone around, A MUST!!!! honestly, it’s kinda baddddd how much i love these yandere oneshots but oh well it’s not like im gonna stop eating this up when everyone fr cooks. i honestly have to say this is the best yandere fic ive seen, like i was fangirling over the author over every word and punctuation they strung together, like huhhhhh it had me on a chokehold throughout it all. the journey of obsession and how far gojo went and his pathway to that was so well written, and the scene with the ex boyfriend and the heart ?!?!?!?! i was literally wide eyed like an owl going “WHAT OMFG”.

to be ex husband [NSFW] {satoru gojo x fem!reader} ~ ex bf gojo comes back in readers life and asks for a hand in marriage.

this was written by @arminsumi . lmao this fic made me have so many emotions. first of all, SHOKO MY BELOVED IS MY BESTIE I LOVE SHOKO. but the idea of gojo being an ex cuz he was a play boy i was like hmmm f u man, breaking my heart (like bruh i was so offended like i actually was the reader to the point i was like bruh i have to calm down) and then after when he’s getting all giggly with suguru im like hehehehe let the fucking commence i need me some gojo action. honestly this fic has an amazing balance of oooo this is sexy, to feelings of being a lil mad, but also comedic moments. it honestly encaptures gojo’s character so well, i was rlly impressed. also i didn’t know how much i needed someone to ask for marriage while fucking ahe

[kdjojo]

Dude I really wanna make a fan fic about stsg or hainana but I just have the motivation to do it and I have school :( SHOULD I MAKE A FANFIC??

[slytherinslut0]

https://www.tumblr.com/theodorenottwhore/732964727174692864/doggy-where-theo-pulls-you-up-against-his-chest

This post made me think of you pookie 🩵🩵🩵

LMAO OH MY GODDD YESSIR GAG ME

😭😭🩵🩵Im unhinged thank you for this I loved it

[boygemz]

hey pookie bear shmookums🥺🥺🥺 c-can you d-draw m.. m.. .... . mme🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 puh puh puh puh lease🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😂

yesSIR!! i drew a You ive never drawn before so heh..sorry if i got smth wrong

[thescoutgaymer]

ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY??? HAPPY BIRTHDAY SCOOTY WOOTY POOKIE POO!!! (the nicknames will ge progressively worse you've been warned) I'm gonna FUCK UP this bowl of ramen in your honor!

YESSIR!!! THANKS! :D

and oh god, I can't even imagine what ya gonna call me next-

AND YOU BETTER!!

[jizzlords]

@gctchell asked: // Does Asmodeus ever take casual trips up to Earth? If so, what does he like to do? / unprompted, always accepting.

yes, he does! to be a whore! Jokes aside (not really, it's true. a whore!), he actually is usually around clubs, casinos (the action there definitely happens. Vegas is somewhere he'll fuck in/with. Doesn't gamble too much but the drinks and going out, yessir), brothels, he frequents the adult scenes. Mostly to do his own bidding as embodiment of lust. Or to tag along with his succubus and they're having a ball. Sleeping with humans AND each other.

Ozzie gave himself a little "side hustle" of being an escort. His reputation precedes him, unfortunately. He'll sleep with humans, has definitely serial dated humans.... But he never stays too long when they're trying to keep him. He's gotten into some biiig trouble with humans because he's having a little too much fun with them so he's been on the run plenty of times. He has been made to call Bee for help because he fucked around too much and found out. does he learn? No, he still fucks around at the clubs. He likes the attention he gets from humans, how a lot of them seem so mesmerized by his human form. Downside to that is he's remembered and remembered well.

Sloppy profile aside, when he's not trying to spread sin (lol rare. it's earth!) in earlier years, he'd go with Bee and they're painting the town red. They'd travel to shops for food and drinks. Ozzie's typically talking about his latest fling, the newest pookie bear. Swearing up and down they're the One (he's lovestruck, Bee never listens to these serenades).

He has traveled the world. He still does when he finds the time but a lot's changed, he hasn't been in a while. Being double booked slowed him down a lot with finding escapism on earth or doing something else aside from being glued to the ring. Someone should toooottally rescue him.

... but in present day, I think Ozzie tries taking Fizz to earth with him. It's quite a change compared to before because Ozzie didn't care. He had nothing to lose but when it comes to bringing Fizz to earth, he's on the cleanest behavior. If they go drinking, Ozzie's not a crazy social butterfly because he's run into familiar faces. Just avoiding the drama this time, he's a taken man.

[redr0sewrites]

YESSIR‼️‼️‼️

special thanks to @milyki for both recieving at least 600 boops and also giving me a shit ton of boops- i am forever grateful my pookie

[burntchickennugget2468]

you okay today pookie?

im goin on holiday

yessir it’s friday

could not have come any faster 😭😭

ooh where are you going??

[vserketry]

pookie come cuddle

YESSIR 🫡

[fizzywashere87]

OMGIE TYSM POOKIE!!

~

📷 What’s set as your phone’s lockscreen?

a collection of photos of my brother 😁👍

🍫 Cheese or chocolate?

chocolate

✨ Do you have any nicknames?

fizzy/fizz/fizzy pop

🎵 Last song you listened to?

LOT OF ME - Lil Tecca

✏️ Have you ever written fanfiction?

yes 😔

😏 Are you on discord?

yessir 🫡🫡

 💛 Do you have any piercings?

mmmmhmm

🐰 What do you think says the most about a person?

body language / actions 🤚

🍪 If you were a cookie, what kind would you be?

the crumbl cookies that are actually good, prolly a colorful one 😁

🐶 Are you more of a dog person or a cat person?

kinda in between but the only dog i rlly like is my dog 😔

🎧 Headphones or earbuds?

earbuds

🌼 What’s the last thing you said out loud?

"No- tell me what the figurative language is." (i'm otp helping my friend with their essay)

🙃 What’s a weird fact that you know?

penguins have knees 🥰

🦉 Are you a morning person or a night owl?

night owl 😔🤚

🧸 Favorite place to nap?

my bed 💀

🏳️‍🌈 Are you a member of the LGBTQIA+ community?

i'm not but i do support

🦋 Describe yourself in three words.

adhd, skibidi, sigma (i genuinely don't know 😔)

👖 Jeans or sweatpants?

sweatpants jeans FEEL icky (they look good tho)

🥤 What’s your go-to Starbucks order?

in the time i got starbies it was the slushy pumpkin spice latte thingy or a pink drink

🧡 A color you can’t stand?

teal 💀

💎 What’s your most prized possession?

my dog and my penguin stuffies and figures 🥰

☕ Coffee or tea?

coffee because tea is nasty

🦖 Favorite extinct animal?

giganisisoris

🌙 How long have you been on tumblr?

prolly like two months now 😁👍

🌴 Desert island item?

?? seashell

🐸 Describe your aesthetic.

what the fuck (my mood board)

🔮 What’s your dream job?

retirement

💙 Relationship status?

single 🫡 /dumped a while ago 🥰

🌿 Describe your favorite outfit.

anything with my orange sweater that matches

🎤 Is there a song you know all the lyrics to?

a lot (off the top of my head RIDING- Aries)

🤎 What color is your hair?

dark brown with like different tones? it's not dyed

💌 Do you talk to yourself?

maybe

💄 Do you wear makeup?

☹️ no bc im not allowed- i have lipgloss tho

🌸 Best compliment you ever received?

anything abt my personality/intelligence

💞 @ your favorite blog.

@nuncscioquidsitamor-13 @soulynummy @theoneandonlyneonleon @did-i-mention-the-shirt (AND ALL OF MY MOOTS I HS DONT FEEL LIKE TAGGUNG NOBODY ELSE)

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📷 What’s set as your phone’s lockscreen?

🍫 Cheese or chocolate?

✨ Do you have any nicknames?

🎵 Last song you listened to?

✏️ Have you ever written fanfiction?

😏 Are you on discord?

 💛 Do you have any piercings?

🐰 What do you think says the most about a person?

🍪 If you were a cookie, what kind would you be?

🐶 Are you more of a dog person or a cat person?

🎧 Headphones or earbuds?

🌼 What’s the last thing you said out loud?

🙃 What’s a weird fact that you know?

🦉 Are you a morning person or a night owl?

🧸 Favorite place to nap?

🏳️‍🌈 Are you a member of the LGBTQIA+ community?

🦋 Describe yourself in three words.

👖 Jeans or sweatpants?

🥤 What’s your go-to Starbucks order?

🧡 A color you can’t stand?

💎 What’s your most prized possession?

☕ Coffee or tea?

🦖 Favorite extinct animal?

🌙 How long have you been on tumblr?

🌴 Desert island item?

🐸 Describe your aesthetic.

🔮 What’s your dream job?

💙 Relationship status?

🌿 Describe your favorite outfit.

🎤 Is there a song you know all the lyrics to?

🤎 What color is your hair?

💌 Do you talk to yourself?

💄 Do you wear makeup?

🌸 Best compliment you ever received?

💞 @ your favorite blog.

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[sungbeam]

Me when serpent and dove: 👁️👄👁️⁉️🫣😱🫵😐💔🤯⁉️🤡

Like man just because you’re going through Jichang brain rot doesn’t mean that you have to give it to me too 👹/j

AND THANK YOU I KNEW YOU’D UNDERSTAND THE SUNSET LINE LIKE THERE WAS A REASON I HIGHLIGHTED IT 😭 but Ofc I’m insecure so I always downplay what I like so that no one else can make fun of it cause I already made fun of it myself #copingmechanisms #earlybirdgetstheworm 🥲 I’m glad you get it like I do tho 😔🫶

It’s so sad that you haven’t read for fun in a while tho 😭 BUT YOU’RE JUST LIKE ME FR CAUSE IDK THE QUALITY OF PRINTED LITERATURE THESE DAYS IS JUST BAD 😩 Like FR a double whammie smh you got the same boring plot and the same boring covers 😔💔 IT’S LIKE- WHY WOULD I PAY $20+ FOR A BOOK THAT I PROBABLY READ 3 TIMES BEFORE JUST WITH DIFFERENT NOUNS IF I COULD READ A BEAUTIFULLY WRITTEN ONESHOT BY SUNGBEAM HERSELF?? I hereby declare this tomfoolery yessir

AND YOU HAVENT WATCHED MIRROR MIRROR WITH THE STUNNING LILY COLLINS AKA MY FAV NEPOBABY??? I was actually gonna send the link for the opening scene but no one cared to post the opening scene on YouTube but they bothered to post the FULL MF MOVIE 💀💀💀

I would send the link but it seems that the paste thing timed out and I don’t want to leave the Tumblr app (rip mobile) again cause it will refresh everything (yes this is my second time writing this) so just look up mirror mirror opening scene on YouTube 😭

AND THANK YOU POOKIE I’M GLAD MY IDEAS WERE GOOD ACTUALLY LMAO 🤭 and nooo I haven’t watched rescuers even tho it does ring a bell 🤔

And ok??? Damn I was just making sure I had all bases covered just in case you were being a perv like smh idk your life 🙄☝️/jkjk SJFJEJR

Oh and I haven’t watched secret invasion but I kinda just thought abt it cause yk superheroes/marvel LMAO but have you watched ‘the boys’ on Amazon prime? It was actually pretty interesting (even tho TW it’s way more explicit in the blood, death, and sexual aspects and it did take a hot sec for me to get used to it 💀) but I actually would recommend it just be weary of those warnings 🫡 also you might’ve even seen a reaction vid from it since it got pretty popular on tiktok/twt 😭

ALSO NEW ALBUM DROPPING THE 7TH OF AUGUST BUT NOT A SINGLE PEEP OR SCHEDULER FROM IST LIKE GIRL WTF HOW RUSHED IS THIS CB GONNA BE ESP IF ITS A FULL ALBUM LIKE- 🧍‍♀️

Also also hopefully this isn’t overstepping or anything but I wanted to let you know that you’re not alone and I really related to your ‘scroll past this’ post :( it’s kind of hard not feeling that way and I do kind of get impostor syndrome too just cause I feel like I can never accomplish anything and I can never make it to people’s expectations of me but honestly I think I just need to be kinder to myself? And you should too! Something I do to remember that I have to be kinder to myself is by imagining my inner monologue being directed to the younger version of myself. I went through a lot when I was a kid and I just know that if I say what I say to myself/about myself to my younger self then it would completely destroy me. And if it would’ve destroyed me then, why wouldn’t it destroy me now? And it’s cause it does. It chips at me, albeit slowly. And then I’ll just absolutely break down one day. But we’re on this earth too short to be hurting and anxious and insecure all the time. When you feel overwhelmed it’s good to just… back away for a bit. Maybe cook, get some ice cream, take a walk in the park, just sit outside and breathe. Ground yourself and remind yourself that although you’re not perfect, no one is. You can always be a happier version of yourself though so just do what feels right at the moment and live in the moment :) I don’t want to downplay your pain at all but I really hope that I could provide at least a smidge of comfort since that’s what I do when I’m really feeling down (esp existential rip) :,)

- If you have breath you have purpose. You are an instrument, a testament, that these minutes can be survived. (Raquel Franco)

Love, 🌷 anon

LISTEN. serpent and dove has been hiding in my drafts folder since JUNE I HAVE BEEN EXERCISING A LOT OF SELF CONTROL OKAY :l

NO CUZ i do that too 😭😭😭 #copingmechanism frfr cuz if i already clown it then ur clownery will have no effect skfnkenff

TEARS ! anyways,, , ahem yes i do appreciate that sunset line, it makes me feel something for once so thank u ma'am 😔 WAIT I JUST SAW THE EARLY BIRD GETS THE WORM SKDNSKDM AHAHHAHAHA when the worm = dignity 💔💔💔

HELPPP DONT SAY THAT UR GONNA MAKE ME SEVERELY DELULU ABT MY WRITING ABILITIES 🤡🤡🤡 no but i FEEL u, like i find books that im intrigued by, but a lot of them are just copy paste of each other and they never intrigue me and r ALWAYS in some form WEIRD or PROBLEMATIC 😭😭 like why would i pay money for ur copy paste covers when i can find that for free on wattpad /hj tho there r some books w those kinds of covers that r like that lol emily henry i hear is pretty good and i can't wait to finally read her shit 😔 once i get my shit together skdnkenf

blr is going down hill and FR WHY DO THEY RESET FOR ASKS LIKE CAN I NOT DRAFT AN ASK IT TAKES COURAGE AND TIME AND CAREFUL CONSIDERATION— lmslmflenf LMAO 😭😭😭 OKAY I'LL LOOK IT UP LATER 🤡 AHHAHAHA when they said, if we're gonna pirate, we're gonna go all the way !!!

takes one to know one abt the perv life 🤨🤨🤨 ANYWAYS 😁🤸‍♀️

OMG I've seen clips of the boys and it's low-key like 😭😭😭 scary skfnkejfk i mean like, the main blonde hero dude is TERRIFYING and i mean that in the best possible way. i watched a video essay on how to make a terrifying villain, and they used the boys as an example, and i had to look away from some of the parts just cuz it was so violent, and his SMILE IS O_O FRIGHTENING.

GIRL IKIKIK THEY JUST POSTED TEASERS OF THE THREE CONCEPTS !!! ITS CALLED "PHANTASY" AND TBH I THOUGHT OF DANNY PHANTOM 💔💔💔 low-key if kev came back w the blonde hair he could totally pull off danny phantom, i don't make the rules— i think my favorite concept look so far is love letter !! but i think as more is posted i'll def change 💀 we'll see 💀 NO FR IST REALLY PULLING A FASTBALL ON US FOR THIS??? like HELLO?? they're literally supposed to cb in TWO WEEKS AND I NEED TIME TO SCREAM AND YELL AND MENTALLY PREPARE AND FIGURE OUT IF IM GONNA CAVE AND BUY AN ALBUM—

ahh thanks tulip 🥺 i really appreciate u saying all that, and ,, yeah,,, i never really thought abt like if i was speaking to my younger self like that and it really does put things into perspective. i've become the person who i despised yet was desperate to please when i was a kid, and that's ,, awful. it's awful esp since i can't run away from myself like i could those people from my past. im sorry u went thru shit as a kid :( ig we find our own ways to cope and grow and try to move on, and maybe we won't always make it out of the woods immediately. i used to think i had a pretty good view of myself, and then i realized it was all just a cover-up? like it was a mask on top of a mask and it was fake and it was just covering up all the truly damaged parts of me like a bandage over a bullet wound. yeah fsfs! i forced myself to step away that day. i actually went and cleaned my bedroom workspace up w like noise cancelling headphones on and it made me feel so much better. bro fr like,, when do we not feel existential atp, sometimes i feel like im not actually "go w the flow" but "i don't care enough anymore"

— Promise me not to hide yourself when you're in pain, it's unfair that we laughed together but you cried alone. (unknown) ❤️