#yes im tagging the coat as a character

[caramelmochacrow]

Call me uh. Um. *looks over revue starlight characters* uh. One of those girls bc I'm in drama.

[felibrary]

╭──╯ DOCTOR'S PRESCRIPTION !

PAIRING: jiaoqiu x gn!reader

SYNOPSIS: how does a healer heal himself when he falls ill? the answer is he doesn't, after all, you're here to take care of him!; alternatively your boyfriend's sick, and despite all his refusals you insist on taking care of him.

WORDCOUNT: 1.2k | CONTENT & WARNINGS: did i play the tb mission yet..no, did i still write this? yes cause i just man idek okay, jiaoqiu might be ooc, banter and bickering and just tooth-rotting fluff (and jiaoqiu rots in bed..literally lol)

TAGS: @azullumi (i hate all of your fans for choosing the blind date one. reject them exes and bring back hanahaki diseases and yearning 🔥🔥)

AUTHORS NOTE: the closed eyes remind me of jouno. jiaoqiu pls dont die. also im trying to be more dialogue-centrish here cause im not familiar with his character yet soooo no metaphors for now

“jiaoqiu, would it kill you to stay in bed for at least once?”

the scent of freshly brewed green tea and aromatic congee slowly fills the air and you lean back against the counter, with your hands on the surface of the kitchen island and a deadpan expression you stare right at your boyfriend who has only woken up now.

an expression that brings no good settles onto jiaoqiu’s face. “do you need help?” jiaoqiu smiles mirthfully and without hearing your answer he swiftly brushes past you. in the blink of an eye, jiaoqiu picks up the kitchen knife lying on the cutting board before expertly chopping the spring onions into thin rings to later sprinkle over the congee.

he cannot be serious right now.

you have to prevent yourself from sighing out loud before grabbing him by the shoulders to make him turn around  “stop being so stubborn and return to bed,” you’re not sure if the reason you’re heating is up due to the congee whose heat is emitting into the air, the close proximity between you and jiaoqiu that makes your heart skip a beat or two, or the fact that jiaoqiu’s sick and is probably spreading his sickness over to you. 

the latter sounds the most reasonable. 

as it seems (and as expected) your demand goes in one (or well two) ears and out of the other one(s). “and since when are you the doctor?” his cheeky tone and the smirk he throws you are both infuriating. “but, i guess i’m lucky to have such a smart and not to mention beautiful partner who cares about my well-being,” he remarks lovingly. 

“you think you can bribe me with sugar-coated words?” as sweet as he might be, you won’t let him off the hook so easily. after all, he also deserves to rest, especially when sick. 

someone who only takes care of others and their well-being but never their own, will meet their demise sooner than those who constantly seek out help, due to never confiding in others when facing hardships.

“i’m simply stating the truth.” he chortles gleefully, tilting his head to the side while doing so.

“what a charmer you are,” you reply dryly before taking a few steps away from him. “anyway, as you’ve already mentioned your oh-so-smart and beautiful partner cares about your well-being, so i ask you to go back to bed, and get your well-deserved rest,” you quickly change the subject.

ironically nothing escapes jiaoqiu’s attentive gaze, so you wouldn’t be surprised if he’d noticed the rosy tint on your ears by now. but even if that were the case he doesn’t seem to pay any mind to it.

“as much as i appreciate your concern, there’s really no need. i’ve experienced much worse and more severe illnesses. a little fever won’t be the death of me.” jiaoqiu shrugs in simplicity, brushing it off as no big deal.

“you’re such a handful to deal with sometimes,” you mumble under your breath before swiftly pressing your hand onto his forehead and withdrawing it as quickly. “jiaoqiu. you’re literally burning up.” 

you don’t wait for him to respond — you won’t give him the time to respond before reaching down and searching for his hand. his lithe fingers find yours and you carefully lace them together before guiding (dragging) him back to the bedroom and forcing him to lie back down as you crouch at his side.

the wet towel that sits all scrunched up in the plastic bowl right next to his bed seems all wrung out already catches your attention and you sigh. “sorry, that i didn’t come earlier to refresh the water,” jiaoqiu’s ears perk up at your apologetic tone and he smiles. “don’t worry about it.”

“stay here, i’ll get you a new one. don’t move while i’m gone okay? just try to relax a bit.” the only thing you receive as a form of acknowledgment is a quiet hum before rushing off to the bathroom to fill the bowl with new cold water.

you return just as quickly as you left and begin to wring the piece of cloth and fold it into a rectangle before placing it onto jiaoqiu’s forehead. “is this okay?” you ask, carefully brushing the strands of hair that stick to the damp towel away. again, a mere hum is the only answer you receive from him.

as you’re reminded of the green tea and congee that are still in the kitchen you jump up. “right i almost forgot the food, i’ll go and get it. wait here for me.” you turn around and before you can even fully leave the room, a whine of your name makes you turn around.

“can you turn the pillow for me? this side is too warm.” your boyfriend starts to complain and you can’t help but stare (in surprise or irritation, you don’t know — maybe both.) you help your boyfriend up and make him lean against the headboard as he continuously holds the wet towel against his forehead. “here,” you present him and he smiles in satisfaction. 

he settles back into bed you assume he has no more requests thus you decide to leave and reside in the kitchen once more. the aroma of spices fills your nose once more and you can’t help but smile as you take the lid of the pot off before using a ladle to scoop the congee into a bowl. 

you reach for a porcelain cup and pour the green tea into it before placing it on a tray with the congee to bring it to jiaoqiu.

as soon as you enter his room, jiaoqiu’s ears perk up. “i’ve missed you,” he expresses wholeheartedly and that makes your heart melt. it’s these moments where you get reminded how lucky to have him. “so now that you’re back can you turn my pillow around again? this side heated up much faster than anticipated.”

okay so maybe you weren’t that grateful to have him.

you sigh and put the tray down on his (unexpectedly but pleasing) tidy desk, normally it would’ve been filled with a bunch of different notes and recipes for both meals and medicines, but it’s exceptionally organized today. 

once again you help your boyfriend once again by flipping his pillow before grabbing the bowl of congee and handing it to him. upon him not accepting, let alone acknowledging the food before him, you furrow your eyebrows in confusion.

“what? do you want me to feed you next princess?” you scoff and although your remark is sarcastic, jiaoqiu can’t help but smile cheekily. “well if you’re already offeri-” he doesn’t get to finish his sentence before you shove the metal spoon full of congee into his mouth which slightly catches him off guard and makes him open his eyes for a split second.

although you’ve seen his eyes countless times, you can’t help but admire them. his eyes resemble honey, beautiful and golden but also sickeningly sweet and addicting. “you know you’re so much more beautiful when you shut up for once,” you tease.

Jiaoqiu detaches himself from the spoon and scoffs. “should’ve added black pepper instead of white pepper. you know that i favor intense flavors over mild ones.” he complains and you can’t help but crack a smile. ”stop being a picky eater and eat.”

END NOTE: this has been sitting in my drafts since June 21 LMFAO but yeah here it is!! also does this look proofread to yall cause it really isn't its quite literally 3am and school's starting next week. my sleeping schedule's so fucked up I'm crying. but shoutouts to Grammarly for proofreading tho fawk u for saying i need Grammarly pro to see my other 92 mistakes like okay. in this economy??

© VYNICITY 2024. stealing, copying, translating, reposting my works on other platforms or feeding them to ai is not permitted.

[tinyidle]

How I Play - KHJ

Summary: you always wondered how your boyfriend moved his fingers so well while playing the electric guitar. so one day you decide to bite the bullet and simply ask him. hours later, your response is a lot different than what you ever expected it to be.

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Characters/Pairing: hongjoong x fem reader

AU/Trope info: slice of life, established relationship

Genre: smut, pwp

Word Count: 600+ words

Warnings: katoptronophilia (mirror sex), slight humiliation, voyeurism, slight overstimulation, fingering, marking + fondling, orgasm-tasting (cum eating), dom!hongjoong, sub!reader

Rating: M for mature

A/N: fifth submission to @wonderlandnet, tagging @strayteezsimp

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the man chuckled before repeating your question back to you. "my baby is wondering how i move my fingers so swiftly on the guitar huh?"

hongjoong sat with his back against the bedframe, and you sat in his lap with your legs spread wide open, one leg over each of his. he's fully clothed while you're completely naked.

"yes, baby," you breathed, still processing how you got into the position from a single question, yet not complaining. "show me, please."

hongjoong smirked as his hands rested on the seat of your hips for the moment. "alright then. watch closely, okay love?" he instructed as his eyes never left yours through the full-length mirror on the wall.

he has an intense, concentrated look on his face as he runs his fingers up and down your slit. you just had to break eye contact to rest your head back against his shoulder and stare at the ceiling from the teasing sensation.

your boyfriend saw this and shook his head. "no, baby. look at the mirror." he gives your cunt a small slap, causing your body to jerk and your gaze to snap back to the mirror. hongjoong rubs over the spot that he just smacked, soothing the tingling feeling.

"there we go," he slightly praises as he moves his index and thumb down to spread you apart. he slowly replaces them with his middle finger, sliding it into your hole.

you let out a whimper and buck your hips up, but his other arm around your waist holds you still. "no. just sit still, pretty. this is a demonstration, remember? now watch closely."

you can see his middle finger sliding in and out of you through the mirror, glistening with your wetness. hongjoong moves his ring and pinky fingers up and down your slit, mimicking the movements of the chords on his guitar. he curls his middle finger to touch that spot inside of you that makes your eyes roll back.

"hongjoong," you moan, thighs quivering as you do. "oh my god-"

he moves his ring and pinky fingers up and down faster, adding his index to the mix. hongjoong's thumb starts pressing on your clit in a circular motion. the sight of your boyfriend fingering you the same way he plays the guitar is almost too much for you to handle, let alone the feeling of it.

"you wanna know how i play my guitar so well, love?" he slyly questions as his middle finger slowly pulls out to just his finger tip.

you turn around to look up at him, and he gives you a devilish grin.

"i practice."

his middle finger goes back inside of you while the rest of his fingers continue to mimic guitar chords, working together to rub and press on your clit. hongjoong is playing the most erotic melody and you're the instrument he's using.

the music he's making with your body is beautiful, and you start to feel your climax of both you and the 'song' building up. "joongiee, im gonna c-cum!" you warn him.

he smirks as his fingers focus on 'strumming' you. "i know, baby. i can tell. you're so wet that it's getting harder and harder for me to play. you're dripping so much." your slick is coating his fingers as he continues to play you, so it was safe to say he wasn't exaggerating.

and you weren't either when you were warning him about your orgasm. "please, joongie," you begged, your hips jerking into him more and more to reach it.

your boyfriend smirks before deciding to 'strum' his 'guitar' with all his fingers, pushing the ring and index into you before quickly thrusting up. "cum, sweetheart," he commanded lowly, his fingers working you to your immediate high.

you shook profusely, "yes yes, yes, YES!!" more of your essence came out of you, creating a small but visible pool of white around hongjoong's fingers.

he doesn't relent as his other arm moves from around your waist up to your chest. he gives your breasts some squeezes as he kisses and sucks your neck, leaving a trail of purple marks on their wake.

he continues his ministrations on you until you came down from your high. "there we go. good job, baby," he praises as he removes his fingers, with you whimpering rather pathetically at the loss. hongjoong then brings his fingers up to your lips. "open," he instructs as his fingers barely traces your swollen lips.

you open your mouth, and he shoves his two wet fingers inside. you suck and swirl your tongue around the phalanges, licking and sucking your juices off of them as if it was honey. your boyfriend is watching your mouth in the mirror with pure lust in his eyes.

when his fingers are clean, he pulls them out of your mouth with a pop. "that's how i play."

[sniffanimal]

Dalinar and his stand 『STORMFATHER』 for my JJBA!SA au !!! Tag for this on my blog here | tip jar/requests here Design notes below!

yes he's in a takama, not a women's skirt. while i have no issue with like, crossdressing or drawing characters in ooc clothing or anything i want to stress that to Dalinar, this is a warrior's outfit. lol.

He has the bondsmith logo motif on the takama and wrap, and while i wanted to make his outfit entirely gold like the bondsmith colors, he is a kholin general after all, so he's in his blue high fashion coat. im pretty sure the one i referenced for it was AI generated but who cares i made it cooler. I imagine it has his crest on the back.

i think i understated his greying. maybe stormlight fixes it. who knows. i mean hamon, not stormlight. of course.

Stormfather is a stand that is often unseen in a physical form, and when he does appear it's as a head only. I haven't read JoJo Lands yet, but I imagine he works a bit like November Rain, being able to summon large storms, as well as repair objects and form connections.

His role is to collect all the Stand Users that he can for his army to defeat ODIum.

[noncanon-fictionkin]

YOU

yes, you! are you kin of a completely non-canon character from any source of media? part of a totally different AU? need a place to share your non-canon shenanigans? we're here to help! here you can send kinfessions, culture-is posts, kin calls or any question you may have about kin shenanigans :) copinglinks, fictionhearted folks & fictives are all welcome!

(we will not be taking requests for anything outside of that, ie icons, edits, stim/moodboards, etc. sorry!)

about the mods:

hello everyone! i'm mod star. i am 19, aroace agender & use any pronouns. not sure what else to say about myself other that i am neurodivergent & latine ^_^ my kin list is getting a bit long so i won't list it all here, but you're free to ask about it if you'd like! my main blog is @fallen--starlight

hi hi !!! im mod blue :) im 21 y/o and am serveral rabbits in a trench coat. i use it/fae/he pronouns :)) kin list is seven hundred miles long, but the important one is Sal Fisher! lovely to meet you all <3

RULES

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no politics either! there's better spaces to discuss the current state of things & i would like to keep this as much of a fun, light hearted place as possible

no endogenic systems. i won't be arguing about that

no factkin or factives

no DAs

no KFF (kin for fun) people.

no proshippers & radqueers

no discourse whatsoever. i will not be responding to any kind of discourse

please don't send in any graphic nsfw. jokes & light mentions are fine, but anything further makes me uncomfortable

BEFORE YOU SEND AN ASK...

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last updated: 09/02/24

[zenigatakeibu]

SENSE AND OTHER SPECIFIC HEADCANONS.

tagged by: @foolshoujo ^_^ this is so late BUT TYYYY tagging: @espectres, @mielmoto, @brawlligator, @sosordid, & anyone else interested! i'm not too sure who all has done this one yet

WHAT DOES YOUR MUSE SMELL LIKE ? i'll be honest i am SO bad at describing/imagining what a character might smell like but ppl bring up zeni's aftershave in canon a lot, and imo warm bergamot/leather scents suit him really well. but here's what my friend said and baaasically i agree: "i think inspector zeni would be more like the strangers one (a cologne w notes of roasted coffee, whiskey, and suede) but maybe now that im thinking of food-y scents the chili pepper notes could work for him. like, roasted/popped corn, chili pepper and toasted sesame. i think it would be very tasty like the lapsang souchong smoky-tea scent, yuzu and a mild aquatic to give the impression of a soap he used or a cologne he sprayed before going out, with a rich peppery spice and the roasted grains for added warmth. just a bit of skin musk too. like if u were sitting in a restaurant with him after work you can smell pretty much his whole day on him. i dont think he would carry a strong synthetic smoke scent like you get with actual cigarette smoke i think there's a lot of other notes going on that give more of a masked, faint smoke scent hence why lapsang tea would be two-for-one in terms of green tea and smoky notes."

WHAT DO YOUR MUSE’S HANDS FEEL LIKE ? zenigata's hands are hairy and naturally soft but well-worn, calloused and scarred from almost three straight decades of fieldwork. they tend to run warm like the rest of him. he has an iron grip; his hands are INCREDIBLY strong, and his fingers are thick with blunt nails.

WHAT DOES YOUR MUSE USUALLY EAT IN A DAY ? depends on the day... zenigata has a HUGE appetite and is usually hungry enough to eat something at any given moment, but he has learned to curb it given the fact he gets stranded places... a lot. he isn't a picky eater whatsoever, aside from disliking overly sweet foods like desserts. if he's actively working on a lup heist he doesn't have much more than a few coffees and maaaybe a cup of microwave ramen/some gas station snacks. because his schedule is so busy, home cooked meals aren't something he's fortunate enough to have. instead, he gets a lot of street food, takeout, snacks, etc, anything that's easy to eat on the go. is this healthy? not at all. is it practical? maybe.. if u squint and tilt ur head. is he going to stop doing it anytime soon? well. no.

DOES YOUR MUSE HAVE A GOOD SINGING VOICE ? surprisingly, yes! there isn't any "canon" basis for this one, only that his voice actor sings professionally ^_^ and i think it'd be cute if zeni could too hehe. this song is my favorite by him! it sounds pretty close to how i imagine zeni's singing voice: deep, steady, and passionate.

DOES YOUR MUSE HAVE ANY BAD HABITS OR NERVOUS TICKS ? nervous ticks, no. bad habits, yes. zenigata is a stress smoker*, and when his depression is particularly bad, he tends to drink himself half to death. he also overlooks his own health a LOT and it doesn't help that hospitals make him nervous. though he hasn't had a heart attack yet (<-lol.), he does have a history of panic/anxiety attacks, one of which was so bad he needed to be hospitalized. these were more prevalent during his early years on the lupin case, he has since reigned them in considerably but under the right conditions the threat is of course always there.

*he tries not to smoke in public, and NEVER smokes around anyone 21 years old or younger.

WHAT DOES YOUR MUSE USUALLY LOOK LIKE / WEAR ? business wear is the name of the game. zenigata is very very VERY rarely seen out of his trenchcoat, even in the summer. under his coat is a charcoal-black suit, white button-up, dark red tie, and a tank top undershirt. despite how active he is, he wears black dress shoes (which are a bit scuffed if you look closely enough) and sock garters. on his wrist is a fairly inexpensive leather-banded watch. his fashion sense is very practical, if not erring on the side of bland. even what he considers "casual wear" is dress pants and a button-up. in general he prefers neutral and warm colors: browns, blacks, tans, oranges, reds, whites (smthn along the lines of his part 1 or cagliostro palettes).

IS YOUR MUSE AFFECTIONATE ? HOW SO ? yes... zeni may as well be a 6'5" teddy bear, but physical affection is reserved for a select few and he isn't usually the one to initiate it. that said, he has a habit of being very casually physical with lupin (there's literally an ep in part 4 where they're putting their hands in each other's mouths like it's smthn they do all the time... 🤨🏳️‍🌈). aside from lup though he's good at respecting people's physical boundaries so it's hard to say... casual affection is pretty common for him when it comes to romantic partners, like brushing a hand against your back while he passes by.

WHAT POSITION DOES YOUR MUSE SLEEP IN ? this one also depends... someone as perpetually exhausted as zenigata is a master at sleeping anytime, anywhere. when in bed though, he's either splayed out on his back or stomach; he isn't much of a side sleeper unless someone happens to be laying with him. sometimes he'll fall asleep hugging a pillow. when he's sleeping upright, like in a chair or against a wall, his arms are usually crossed over his chest and his head is bowed/his fedora tipped down over his face.

COULD YOU HEAR YOUR MUSE IN THE HALLWAY FROM ANOTHER ROOM ? stealth is NOT zenigata's strong suit. you could hear him from the other side of the city. he is L-O-U-D, LOUD, especially when he's angry. stomping feet, booming voice, the works. he doesn't try to be loud on purpose, but he's a big guy so he can't always help it.

[gluttonousgobbo]

"You're either my slut, seat, or food, take your pick."

tl:dr

This is a vore and kink heavy rp blog

Rules are basically, be nice, understand I have a job and other hobbies and blogs outside of this, don’t follow or interact if you don’t care for the aforementioned content and let me know if I make you uncomfortable

Stats and Larger rules under the cut.

Stats

Name: Terra Brewspark

Bio: The infamous heiress of Brewspark Industries, a potions and alcohol company that specializes in making alcoholic beverages from unusual and magical ingredients. Despite her status she doesn’t seem to care for throwing her weight around too much, at least in a metaphorical sense, literally this goblin loves to eat and throw her weight around physically.

Occupation: Part Time Student/Heiress

Vore Role: Heavily Pred Leaning 80/20

Age: 24 years

Current Gender: Female (She/Her)

Current Height: 3'4

Current Weight 260 lbs

Current Bodyshape: Fat, very belly heavy and bottom heavy

Race: Goblin

Skin Color: Lime Green

Eye Color: Teal

Current Color and Hairstyle: Short black pixie with an undercut with the underlayer of her hair dyed purple

Current Breast Size: DD-cups

Current Ass Size: 20 inches across each cheek

Current Crotch: Pussy

Other: Has a large tattoo of a black skull and crossbones on her gut that seems to glow a dull purple in the dark.

Usual Attire: A sleeveless white shirt and a pair of black black khakis and heavy work boots. occasionally seen wearing a heavy black leather coat in colder weather.

Abilities-

Cauldron Gut: Terra like many of the Brewsparks before her can use her strange belly as a cauldron for processing ingredients for potions or alcohol. This allows her to eat most things deemed poisonous by filtering out their toxins and digesting normally inedible things. This also allows her to digest many magical objects, beings, including souls.

After ingesting something she can mix them inside herself, or "eject" them through touch using an empty bottle.

Current M!A effects-

None

Items of Note-

None

Rules

Be nice and realize that I do have a job and other obligations so I may not be here 24/7

This is a nsfw heavy blog so no minors, muns, muses or otherwise.

IMs and Discord will be used for OOC convos only, if you come at me in character in IMs I will either ignore you or give you a gentle reminder

This blog is going to bounce back and forth between a standard style rp blog (ie the character is not actually running a tumblr blog) and a blog style rp blog (ie the character is running the blog) without any rhyme or reason, I'll mostly just try and match my partner's vibe for the most part.

Let me know if you’re uncomfortable with any kinks and I’ll be sure to steer them away from you, especially if you feel if I’m about to cross a line, note when it comes to bolded kinks of the vore log I won’t even touch them unless you tell me at some point that you’re comfortable with it and that is a right you are free to revoke at any time, so if at one point you give me permission to put your muse on the vorelog but change your mind later and don’t feel comfortable with it, let me know so I can take it down

All kinks will be tagged appropriately

Bolded kinks will be put under readmore

Kinks-

Yes- Vore (Being Pred) Alternative vore Expansion Hyper Sized Endowments Light Slob Anthro Muses Demi-human muses Human muses Robotic/Android Muses Monster Muses Bad Ends (Giving) Gas (Burps) Post-vore disposal (Cum) Post-vore Disposal (Scat) Transformation Older Muses Feederism Immobility

Maybe- Heavy Slob Gas (the other kind) Hypnotism Dubcon Sex Vore (Being Prey) Bad Ends (Receiving)

No- Health Issues Unintelligent Feral Muses/Beastiality Noncon Sex Underaged/Loli/Shota Muses Pregnancy Diapers/ABDL Gore/Violence/Kinks that involve excessive pain Toilet kinks (Without vore)

[beatricebidelaire]

notes i took from my fic reread: Beneath the Music from a Farther Room by @gellavonhamster

four year-old R pretending to be a knight is so cute. a knight in a fairy-tale forest. so cute. and growing up in a family of hers, even at this age she's already seeing (although perhaps not clearly) the responsibilities and the excitement of what her future holds, of becoming a duchess. details unknown but aware.

love LOVE the part of her being 15 and finding out that the balls weren't as she once thought in childhood, and her home didn't seem as grandeur as it did in childhood, after she saw so much more in the world. the feeling of growing up. of seeing how the adults and the society functioned. of people pretending.

BEATRICE! ever so full of life and presence. i love how she so easily inserts herself into her friends' space. the beatrice presence. R's feeling is so relatable though. 10000% relate. who wouldn't feel like near having a heart attack in her position. who wouldn't worry about doing something that might ruin their friendship in her position. it's beatrice. i can feel her presence even on paper (or on my computer screen)

beatrice and olaf interaction. the count shouting for them to calm down. it's a little detail but beatrice interacting with olaf and his family is always just. GETS me. they grew up together. chaotic friends who would one day become enemies.

“With me! I mean…” Beatrice looked a little shy. - beatrice being shy is so adorable. she's so lively and bold but also then there's this moment. and it's so cute

love the r's family backstory, and the story of her parents here.

"Sometimes having other people share silence with you is enough" feeling a huge surge of emotions at this. lemony. he's such a good friend. L&R friendship my beloved.

"As the years went by, all parties with other volunteers blended in her memory, making up a single endless one. Not the Groundhog Day – more like the Groundhog Night." love this description ….. invoking feelings in me. the kind of nostalgia. of youth. something something. i need to lie down.

"Oh, they were a damn good company indeed, with their shared memories and shared secrets, their diverse talents and confusing relationships. The Bloomsbury Group with daggers under their coats. The Bright Young Things with tattoos on their ankles." they really are ……… obsessed with this

R and Lemony on the balcony talking about how they're living the best years of their lives, and how it won't last. and camera panning out to view what everyone else at the party is doing. it's killing me. they were so young and (relatively) happy at that time.

ahhhHHH lemony's arrest. R pretending not to recognize him, saying that she's attended his funeral and that he's dead. vfd and their training to not recognize each other. they're best friends and she wants to scream. im emotional. and the way she keeps her calm, while picturing what her mother would say ….

"It is only in the days of one’s childhood and youth that the whole world seems to be your story only, yours and that of the people surrounding you. As a forty-something you see that you are just one of the multitude of equally background characters, and that there are hundreds and thousands of people sharing your name, your habits, your wounds, and your pain." love this line so much. the world is big, and your story is only a piece of the puzzle ….

now picturing the way Lemony's favorite accordion drowning in swamp in my head

the way she's so happy saying the word wife! im so glad she got the happiness she wanted. (pause) there was an earlier mention of sally's photos …… wait …. (scrolls up to the top of the page to check tags) ah yes sally x r my beloveds

[babygirlmickey]

Tag game Tuesday! Ty @gallavich-headcanon @creepkinginc and @mishervellous for tagging me :-)

what’s your name?: camryn:)

your sun sign: cancer (I think)

the last song you listened to: red light revolver by the red coats

what are you wearing right now?: purple sweater tank under a yellow knit sweater and camo sweats. yes it's as ugly a combo as it sounds but im sitting by the window to smoke so I had to throw some layers on

how tall are you?: 5’5-6 I think?

piercings?: not anymore they all closed over :(

tattoos?: yes two!

glasses? contacts?: I tried contacts but my astigmatism is too severe even for custom ones so it's glasses for life. I have a fun sexy clear pair that are like My Thing

last drink: water

last thing you ate: cheerios

favorite color: yellow!!!

any pets?: 20 cats + fosters + several feral colonies that I provide for

do you have a crush on anyone?: not atm!

favorite fictional character: Olivia Dunham from fringe hehe

a movie you think everyone should watch: I don't know? im not a big movie watcher honestly. its not a movie but I do think everyone should watch don't fuck with cats on Netflix (doc series). It's not the main focus of the series, but it really shows the importance of not giving away cats and kittens for free as well as why spay neuter and population control is so imperative which is something im very passionate about and not a lot of people understand. so as hard as it is to watch I'd recommend that series to everyone.

a book you think everyone should read: not to be basic but...the phantom tollbooth

the last place you traveled: um. to the bank last night. ive only been on vacation once in my life (Vermont)

something you’re looking forward to: for this snowstorm to stop so I can go hang out with my bestie:(

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[idyllic-affections]

great news, i only have one character design sheet. i mean, one design and this one... art-but-not-really </3 my laptop is broken and so is my tablet, so i'm left with searching discord messages with hopes i'll find something. also, super happy to see other anons reply to my little question HDGFHD but onto the designs!

since i'm on anon i can't send a picture so! the first design ( https://imgur.com/d656MHg ) is for my snezhnayan oc, who is... well, half a ghost half a human. she was once a very popular and passionate singer in a snezhnayan theatre! and then someone sabotaged her. she lost her voice. then she tried to turn into the major character death tag but failed and celestia said "no, you're not dying, here's your pyro vision, now go and haunt the theatre." she's not enjoying her life. her design was more focused to give her, oh, like, pretty singer vibes, the pretty girls you'd see on pinterest but also... look a bit more genshin with the colors and stuff. overall this was my second more complex genshin design so... i like it. it's nice.

and now. back when i was actively playing anime rhythm gacha games, it was pretty common for people to edit the cards. you know. i did that! and some time i edited my alchemist lady into a card of my favorite love live character! i attached both original card and my edit (here https://imgur.com/a/pcIs6r4 ) and... i mean, her design is very self indulged because, grand reveal, i created her first as my genshin-sona but then she turned into an actual OC so. yes. but also, she's a traveler so she's allowed to have her clothes not fully fit the nation she's from. and besides i do plan on giving her alternative outfits from every nation she visited so... additional info, she also has a big fluffy coat with her. yeah.

one design is... lost somewhere. and the other is for, surprise, another snezhnayan OC who's based of slavic mythology and one day i sure will digital it. that's a lot post im sorry AHAJHDF 🌻

I LOVE THEM BOTH SO MUCH <333 they're both very lovely!!! i love how most genshin oc creators all agree that celestia likes to do things like that. you want to become the major character death tag? no! absolutely not!

i also had a (nonfandom) oc that was once my sona so i get it AHKSAHHFJF and yeah i think it's fair for her clothes not to fit any particular nation then!!

i completely understand, there's no need to be sorry! i am thinking about making a few more genshin ocs myself because my brain still has ideas. ranting about ocs is fun. 💗💕💘💖

[t4tpumpkinduo]

i would love if you expanded on your vent post sometime because i don't quite understand what you're saying when equating experiencing racism with black and white discourse surrounding c!wilbur either being completely bad and completely good and how people react to that. but it genuinely seems like an important topic to speak on if you ever feel like fully doing so

OK first of all :] ilike how this ask is phrased thank you for bein so niceys abt it. i will do my best to convey this as well as i can imstill pretty frazzled but ido wanna talk about it 👍

specifically i am talking abt the ppl who absolve him of everything or declaw him constantly. like again i do think cwil is a good dude he Is one of my faves. he is just kinda tunnel vision and selfish and in that persuit has done a lotta not great stuff tht gets deliberately ignored or pushed aside, but also the ppl v obsessed w making him some evil malicious one note abuser are like. weird ableist assholes lmao it can be two (✌️) bad things. but im not talking abt Them rn my point is uhm. ok so

i think the way cwilbur uhh ccwilbur that whole bursona thing is has a coat of Whiteness that intersects with things yk? have you heard the term white fave. it's stuff like that. and it especially shines when you compare it to like..how many swaths of ppl treat cquackity in Relation to him, or how many sootbur or oc type body hcs will turn one half of a ship into like..a emotionless brown man accessory to whoever they decided is the dainty pale one. or how ccwil gets truthed so much as "blahblahblah" instead of supporting openly queer or neurodivergent or female creators because it needs to be in a digestible palatable way it needs to be in the vehicle of a guy they are already willing to consume. does that make sense

like look at this ->

in this example uhh,,,ok to use tntduo specifically, yes cquackity Is violent and promiscuous he Is mean and snippy and scowls that's all true and canonical. but you just have to be a little aware of how you interact with things and how it comes across, especially if it's used as a vehicle for a white character. like...if you flanderize quackity and change his motives so he's just an accessory who's whole world revolves around wilbur, if he's turned into an abuser that the ever gentle wonderful poor wifey wilbur is so gracious to continue tolerating, if he's turned into like a sexual object for wilbur to be bossed around by at the cost of like. things tht are literally canonically triggering and awful fr cq. yyr like. racist llmao. and these things are Common as hell they are very common i block and block tags and i still cant get away from it.

white characters and ccs being treated with a different brush that poc characters and ccs is just v v v common and awful and well it sucks out here 👍 i do feel like the way he is talked abt can be loaded with it

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#5

Do u have any headcanons about deacon or dogmeat? I love them both sm

Oh hi! I have a few, not as many as Hancock becuase as someone in the tags put it beautifully, I'm a true ghoul simp so these are all I have 😅 Enjoy <3

Dogmeat

• Definitely that dog you read stories about that has many, many owners. Past the point that game actually mentioned. To the point where if different groups of people come together, such as a party to celebrate the institute becoming a crater, at least 7 people will be arguing. "His name is Jack, he followed my son home months ago!" "No buddy, you've got it wrong, his name is Ed and he helped me catch a radstag last fall!" "You're both wrong, Luke over here loves to hang around my caravan and his favorite thing is brahmin milk!" " What are you guys arguing ab- Aw, do you guys know Mitch too?"

• He has been accidently trained to go to his dog house/Soles bed for the night by the sound of water being dumped over the camp fire every night.

• Also accidently trained to smell when there's something wrong with people in his party and bumps the leg of anyone he's worried about. Infection in a wound, glucose levels, upcoming rads if the person he's traveling with doesn't have a Geiger counter, etc. A very good boy indeed.

• He will gravitate towards mama Murphy and sit on her feet because sometimes she will fall asleep and complain she's cold when she wakes up. She hasn't connected that he's doing it becuase he likes her, she just thinks he's trying to steal her chair. Which is a possibility.

• If you take off his bandana, goggles, or light dog armor, he will pick it up and bring it back to who ever is taking care of him at the time for it to be put back on. He doesn't like being naked.

Deacon

• Because he knows how to hide his emotions so well because it's his literal job, he can read people like a book. Almost scary he's so accurate.

• Learns about litterally anything he can get his hands on just because he can. And becuase it doesn't hurt if he's going undercover as an ex-BoS scribe. He has to walk the walk, you know?

• Even if he trusts someone, i.e Sole after the last affinity talk, he still doesn't like people touching HIM, but he will be the one to touch other people. "Cmere, your coats caught in your packs strap" "oh man, feel how cold my fingers are- why are you running?" "Oh cool, you had a tattoo! Pull up your sleeve, let me see! Does it feel any different when I do this?"

• Yes, the little thing he says during red glare and ambient comments when on sky scrappers is true, he is indeed scared of heights.... Which is exactly what WOULD annoy him to hear you say. He's scared of falling, not heights. Big difference.

• Loves to ask random things about the people hes with. After Sole mentions theyre from before the war or when MacCready mentions being the Mayor of Little Lamplight for example. To the extent if he's been marinating on a certian topic for a while, out of no where, usually at the worst times, he'll just blurt it out. Fighting tons of mirelurks- So did beer really taste better than warm spit like Nick likes to say? Trying to sleep at the dead of night- Did you name Codsworth or did he just get a special name out of the box? Sneaking around a super mutants camp- So was the platypus real or are those holo tape movies just fucking with me?

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#4

Whenever my fiance pokes fun at me romancing Hancock over and over again or complaining Nick isn't romancable, I bring up the fact he let it slip one night that he's wanted to fuck Midna from twilight princess since the game came out.

And I'm not talking about her beautiful goddess form, oh no, he's not picky. He loved her in her cursed imp form before he found out that wasnt her real form so he has no room to talk about me wanting to hold hands with a sexy king of the zombies or toaster in a trench coat.

74 notes - Posted February 17, 2022

#3

I never thought about how hard it would be to draw a humanoid character when he doesn't have A FLIPPIN NOSE

89 notes - Posted March 14, 2022

#2

I'm still so shocked that people really like my previous headcanons for Hancock, Deacon, and Dogmeat so I guess to celebrate that and to challenge myself, I've got at least one for every character. It's not much for a few of them becuase I either never played with them all that much or I'm scared I won't get their personality quite right, but I hope I did well! Enjoy!

Hancock

• Actually shrunk a few inches height wise from turning ghoul. He sometimes gets heated about it when someone teases him but gets a bit proud at a particular comeback when he remembers Nick teasing him by asking if he was missing a few inches to which he replied "not where they count".

Dogmeat

• You ever hear stories about the family dog adopting a kitten and the kitten is now the dogs cat, nit the familys cat? Well he does this. He's so guilty of bringing home random animals. Hes brought home an abandoned Yao guai cub, baby ravens, radstags fawns, and countless cats and mongrels have followed him home.

Deacon

• Because of his crazy schedule and sometimes having to change plans or get ready and go at the drop of a cap, he has mastered the art of falling asleep anywhere, anytime, and recharging as if he's gotten a full eight hours. For example, leaning aginst the wall in the catacombs of the church while Tom tells him about a new conspiracy, he's dead asleep behind his sunglasses and only wakes up when Drummer Boy comes running in saying Sole fucked some shit up and needs help. He just pops up like he wasn't just dreaming about rafting in the stream around Sanctuary with a fruity drink in his hand and he's out the door.

Cait

• Secretly loves to be pampered, to be treated how she heard other girls would be treated growing up. If Sole offered to brush knots and mats out of her hair after a spat, she will act offended out of fear at first. Fear of Sole snatching the comb through her hair like her mother would, just to get it done and out of her way. She fights hard to not let out a small tear when Sole helps her feel beautiful and not a burden after her hair is smooth and taken care of.

• Treats curie like a "dumb little sister" but loves her dearly and wouldn't trade her for the world.

• Has a habit of flirting with anyone or anything out of habit of trying to stay alive by flattery. As she starts to get to know the crew, she begins to mean the compliments a bit more.

Piper

• Loves sugary things because it's what her dad would give her when he got back from scavenging. He would get lucky every once in a while and find someones stash and would have plenty of treats for his girls for a few weeks to hold them over. And with Sole as her new closest friend, she now has someone else besides Nat to spoil.

• She is consittered insane by most people becuase she actually enjoys the spinning feeling that you get from drinking.

• Has gotten in the habit of scrapping every camera she can find for good parts and film for Nat. While her specialty is written words for her paper, Nat has taken up the hobby of photography and is sometimes comissioned by her sister. She's pretty good at it.

Curie

• Though she knows the new plants may be dangerous to her now that she's out of the vault and only has knowledge of their previous ancestry, she enjoys picking a few extra specimens and presses them between the pages of a thick book for herself. For research purposes of course.

MacCready

• Because of his friendship with a particular vault dweller growing up in the capital wasteland, he steers way clear of any vaults he would be coming across according to his maps. He knows the vault he grew up next to was bad but with the stories he's heard, he's not going to take his chance with ANY of them.

• Once Sole comes back from Far Harbor and lets him try Vim Quartz, he's hooked. Reminds him of the bubblegum and other candies him and his friends would bet with back at little Lamplight. Even gives off a soft glow like the lights his old home had. Over all, punches him with so much nostalgia.

• (This one is more Duncan than Mac but its close enough) After Duncan is cured and comes to live in one of the settlements with his dad, he would get curious like all little kids and ask about the carved toy solider that Sole has. After they tell him what it is and how it's special becuase his mom gave it to his dad and then to them, they give it to the little boy and asked him to take good care of it becuase it means so much to so many people. MacCready will feel so much love (your choice, platonicly or romanticly) for Sole just from this one interaction alone and will have no doubt that those 250 caps that were used to hire him were the best Sole had ever spent.

• After becoming close friends with Sole, he will allow them to call him Bobby. The only person to call him that since Lucy.

• Will sometimes have little competitions like makeshift shooting ranges or foot races with Sole to see who would have to cook dinner that night.

• Definitely trained Dogmeat to grab him a new drink when his current one is empty

Danse

• Will never admit it, but he can't swim all that well. He can float and make a pretty good show of it as if hes swimming by choice, but he's not doing laps at a decent speed anytime soon.

X6-88

• Though he knows he's made to do one thing and one thing only, he takes pride in his look, particularly his hair. He claims it's for intimidation but he secretly loves having a sharp hairline he edges himself when he's off duty. Would love to be bold and try something new but always looses the nerve. Why fix what isn't broken?

Nick

• No matter how old someone is, if he's escorting someone through a rough place, he will take off his coat and drape the bottom half over someone shoulders and hold the rest up over their view so they don't see past him. He can't quite remember, but he thinks it's an old habit from his detective days, protecting people from paparazzi and news reporters as well as crime scenes.

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Do you have hc about Hancock?? :D

I feel so honored to get this ask becuase im just all in my feels and hyperfixation right now and not by any means an actual fallout blog so here's these few headcanons that I threw together from my personal fics. If anything is confusing, let me know and I'll explain it better 😅

• In his line "Hey. Rads over here. Not for the softskinned", he says softskinned instead of anything like "smoothskin" becuase its, well, a slur in the context some ghouls say it, and also because he is consittered a new age ghoul and doesn't see the need to use such a word to describe someone if it has such negativity attached to it. Especially since it's only been a decade or so since he's been a ghoul.

• Because of his friendship with MacCready and hearing Mac's second hand stories from his Vault 101 friend back in the capital wasteland, he knows all too well of Vault-Tecs experiments in the different vaults. So when he meets the Sole Survivor and finds out what happened to them, he has even more of a reason to hate the company, a personal reason even.

• He LOVES pda in front of people like Pre-BB Danse, X6-88, etc, just to watch them squirm.

• You can pry this from my cold, dead hands, but you can still see a glimer of his concept art blue eyes under the blacked out part from a specific angle in specific lighting. He doesn't notice it until someone who he trusts enough to get that close tells him. He gets a bit warm and fuzzy but doesn't know why.

• (I read that Fahrenheit isn't his daughter in Canon, just in coding terms, so imma run with it) Even though Fahrenheit isn't his daughter he treats her as such. They met when she was young and he took care of her, basically saving her life. So out of loyalty and to repay a debt he constantly tells her doesn't exist, she took up the job of body guard. That and he taught her to play chess as a kid to get her mind off of bad things and that's why when she first meets Sole, she constantly makes chess references.

• He hates the irony that his new identity first name is also John. As much as he wants to forget his old life and name, it's still a bigger annoyance in his mind than he'd like.

• Becuase of being a ghoul, he's a lot warmer than youd think. So much so, sometimes sleeping in a settlement that has cats, he would wake up with one or more on his chest asleep with him.

• He used to hang out in the dinner above Diamond City, the one you have to parkour up to in-game, and do chems in secret away from everyone.

• (This may be something from my personal game becuase as soon as I sent him to a settlement, he started farming without me telling him to do so) He would work at the farm in Diamond city to get money for his chems.

• Loves loves loves leading people on when they think he's an older ghoul and ask what life was like prior to the bombs. "I'm telling you man, deathclaws used to be tiny. Teenage boys would keep them as pets. Feed 'em those little fish from the can. Their bites? Wouldn't even pierce the skin!"

• Even though he "gets around", he is so very touch starved. Like a close friend or significant other hugging him, touching his hands, straightening his clothes, even stealing his hat, he just melts on the inside.

• He knows Nick from his time in Diamond City. Loved to annoy the old synth as a kid and consitters Nick one of his only friends growing up.

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#5

I bought the MGS2 novel and otacon and pliskin are in love.

Im at a part when it was mention that a skinny engineer snuck in with Stillman and snake is like "that's my guy."

207 notes - Posted March 10, 2022

#4

why do they keep coming up with coat cape Vergil yet never use it

why can we never use this.

218 notes - Posted June 15, 2022

#3

puppy Gifs

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#2

The key for me to enjoy Lore Olympus is treating it like a soap opera. Instead of it being everyday, it comes out weekly.

Yes the characters are not perfect people, but I'm not Catholic, and i know to treat it like a fictional work.

256 notes - Posted April 28, 2022

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My English teacher yelled at me once because I compared the book Dracula to a found footage film.

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#bev: 'oh yes the new father is wonderful but we do hope you recover soon. i'll send father paul your regards. im on the way to see him now.'

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

Scream about 1899 with me, please!

painfully gorgeous costuming

wonderfully full and realized characters with each of their own histories, wants, needs, fears and goals

a spooky mystery that is fun to theorize on even after the big reveal is made

triangles

a questionable lead character with lots of secrets but an irresistible pull to see her through her quest

the unsettling reminder that old ships were FUCKING ENORMOUS and they all ran on coals and flames

an EXTREMELY sexy sea captain with sweat-inducing grey eyes and a DIVINE pea coat

a spooky weird child with an even spookier toy

the VERY unsettling reminder that the sea is vast, all-consuming, and absolutely indifferent to our existence

triangles

triangles

PYRAMIDS

triangles

is this time-travel, aliens, VR, or a secret third thing (this is all happening in the split second before someone dies)?

yes

the soundtrack of a multitude of languages that is soothing and beautiful and wonderful to listen to (i highly recommend listen to the original audio and just read the subtitles)

the aforementioned languages as a microcosm of life in 1899, post the revolutions of 1890 and just years before WW1 - all set to the TRIPPIEST OST of modern music that i've been analyzing in the back of my head while standing in grocery lines

my gentlest boy Olek who has never done anything wrong in his entire life

a suspicious old man who clearly looks like the orchestrator of all this and may have some connection to the main lead, maura, as she has suggested her father set up social experiments to study the human mind - but until his actual character is revealed, his name in my head is Freud

the 1899 version of a GameBoy

threads of a thematic narrative that the best of humanity will always work together, despite our geographical distances and language barriers, and despite all the reasons that keep us apart, love will in fact save our lives every time

BLACK SPOOKY PYRAMIDS IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE - IS THIS AN ALIEN PLANET OR MORE VR OR WHAT WHAT IS GOING ON

Tove and Ling Yi can have a little genocidal murder, as a treat

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I was going to save this for tomorrow because it would be one week out until The Midnight Club, but because it’s my bestie’s @luthien-under-bough​ ‘s birthday today, I’m releasing it early! Here’s a bingo card for Mike Flanagan’s next project. I fully intend on using it for The Midnight Club and I encourage everyone to play along! Happy Sp00ky szn! 👻🎃👻💀

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unconventional | 5 | midoriya x reader

summary: HeroExpo is incredible, and that’s not even counting the really cute hero fanboy you just met. Well, you think he might be cute under that Deku cosplay. It’s hard to tell because it’s really, really good. Like, too good.

length: est ~20,000 words | 6 chapters

tags: romance, pro hero au, misunderstandings, conventions/fandom culture

warnings: aged up characters, eventual smut

HeroExpo @heroexpo_official Deku meet and greet now features several more of your favorite pros! If you missed Uravity, Shouto, Dynamight, Ingenium, or Creati, come see them in Hall B, Room 143!

dox 🔥(STORE OPEN!)🔥 @doxxerelle replying to @heroexpo_official there is a criminal lack of hanta sero in this line up. my lawyers will be in touch.

xinju @greenhopp i would LOVE to know what they threatened dynamight with to get him to do this after the last time.

zennie | commissions open! @jennie_xz_art Special last day promotion! Buy any two UA Class 21XX keychains and get the third free! Running low on Deku so get him while you can!! #HeroX

green bean protection squad @bunnnniboi replying to @heroexpo_official /sweating/ its happening omg ITS HAPPENING IM GONNA TOUCH DEKU RED ALERT RED ALERT

Everything was a blur after that.

You heard yourself offer some kind of choked excuse—though what you said would be forever unknown to you—and you turned to flee into the train station, not waiting for his response. You all but threw yourself through the turnstiles, running for the platform where your train was just coming into the station. You wound your way through the crowds of commuters on autopilot, your brain swimming.

Your Izuku was not only not your Izuku, he was Izuku Midoriya, number one hero Deku. And it should have been fucking obvious from the start.

Everything finally felt like it was snapping into focus—how he’d clearly been familiar with the industry, how his diagrams were structured like he’d worked with support before, why his costume was so eerily accurate—and you could have fucking kicked yourself. He’d even said it, hadn’t he? When those girls came up to ask for his picture, when they’d asked, “Are you Deku?” which you had so stupidly interpreted as “Are you meant to be dressed as Deku?” instead.

And he’d said yes, right the fuck in front of you, and you’d missed it.

Your mind worked itself in increasingly more panicked circles. You didn’t remember getting onto the train, or sitting down, but by the time you’d recovered yourself enough to take stock of things, you were crammed into a corner seat at the end of one train car. You also discovered you were already four stops past your own, and you slumped down further in your seat, drawing your coat up around your face.

You couldn’t have uprooted yourself if you tried, so you rode the train to the end of the line, mind still working over the events of the evening. Your stomach churned and your heart wouldn’t stop racing, and still you sat huddled in a miserable little pile of regret.

Finally the conductor poked his head in to ask you to get off, and you mechanically made your way to the other end of the platform to board a train back towards home.

You barely registered yourself getting off at your stop, didn’t remember making your way across campus. You barely remembered swiping your card at the dorm entrance, plodding slowly down the hall, and shouldering your door open.

You threw yourself into bed without shedding your clothes, drawing your comforter up over your head like you could hide beneath it forever. It did nothing to shield you from the memories that were bombarding your brain’s feeble walls like an invading army.

Izuku—no, Deku—must have thought you were so fucking stupid. Of course he was too nice to say so, but there’s no way he hadn’t thought it. Asking him to lunch as a thanks for a save from a candy wrapper, like he hadn’t saved Japan—hadn’t saved the entire world—like fifteen quadrillion times. Making him accompany you to all of those panels, telling him UA Class 21XX was your favorite, absolutely drowning him in ideas for upgrades to his own suit.

And worst of all, making eyes at him, thinking you even had a chance with him for a single second, making him get you a sweatshirt replica of his own suit—no wonder he was so stammery and so awkward about it. He must have been so lost as to how to dislodge you, how to scrape off the mouthy little barnacle that had clung to him the entire convention. It must have looked to him like you’d been using him for access to things—his time, his merch, audiences with fellow pros.

You groaned, stuffing your head under your pillow.

There was no way it didn’t look like that from his perspective. And he’d still been nice enough to invite you to bring your work to his meet and greet, even after everything. He really was the most beloved hero for a reason.

You drew your blankets up around you even tighter, resolving yourself to make it up to him. You could never, ever see him again. You wouldn’t even blink in the direction of his meet and greet tomorrow. You’d just go in, finish your final volunteer shift, scarf down one last, glorious meal from Lunch Rush, and hit whatever panels were at the opposite end of the building from the Deku meet and greet. And then you would go home all by yourself and never, ever think about this again.

The thought made you feel marginally better, enough to shed your coat and dump it off the side of your bed, so you could curl up for some actual sleep. Though not enough to actually wash your face, change, get dinner, or settle down as neatly as you would have liked.

You still lay awake into the small hours of the night, picturing a head of wild curls, laughing green eyes, and a boyish smile that could melt straight through a girl’s heart.

It was only when your roommate stumbled in, banging off furniture and swearing quietly, that your mind was thankfully pulled away from those torturous thoughts. You listened to the rustle of her clothes as she changed in the dark, inhaling her familiar weekend scent of bar smoke and sharp vodka—and then you finally, finally slipped into sleep.

In the morning, things looked better.

You still couldn’t think about Izuku—Deku, that was—without feeling like you were prodding a raw nerve, but having a clear resolution to stick to helped somewhat. You managed to get the Deku sweatshirt off of you without crying once, ears burning when you’d realized you’d spent the whole night cuddled up in it like some lovesick little fool.

You stuffed yourself into the shower and got changed for your shift, ducking into the dining hall for a quick bowl of cereal and a coffee. Then you made your way to the convention center, all but bolting for the staff room lest you spot any Deku cosplayers—or worse.

As the con wound down, you helped load supplies back into boxes, rolling up line barriers and carting chairs and tables down into the storage rooms. You cleaned up a couple of messes, packaged up some audio equipment, and ran some merch back and forth from storage for the vendors that needed it. You didn’t even complain when you were asked to take over for another volunteer—a girl who looked so deeply relieved she might cry—and you were crammed back into the All Might costume and stampeded by ten thousand tiny children.

The work kept you busy, and you were glad for a distraction, even the horde of tiny monsters who dogged your every move. Maybe even especially them, as all of their inane questions in their tiny, shrill little voices kept your mind off of things. It was hard to think about Deku when someone was shrieking variations of “why is your hair like that,” “how come your arms are so big,” and “have you ever Delaware smashed an octopus” right into your ear.

Besides, it was for the best. Izuku—Deku—was probably now breathing a sigh of happy relief, free to enjoy the rest of the con with his friends or scribble things away in his notebook without interruption. Personal time was precious, you knew, to pro heroes like him, and it was the least you could do to let him have his. You just wished you had put the pieces together sooner so you could have known to leave him alone much earlier than you had.

And you might have continued thinking that way, too, if you hadn’t chosen to pass through the staff halls to get back to the break room. You’d thought you’d be safer that way, even if it meant struggling to shove the huge All Might suit through the narrow corridors, panting and sweating.

And that’s when a side door opened, and a pert, professional female voice filtered through. “—thinking of extending it by a half hour, just because there’s so many people lined up already. Would you mind?”

A woman entered the hallway directly in front of you, laid out in a clean black suit with fitted trousers, a long, dark ponytail swinging behind her. She was wielding a clipboard with a thick sheaf of papers, and her heels sounded businesslike on the cement flooring.

You scrambled to a halt so you wouldn’t bang into her, catching a hand on the wall for balance.

And then, just behind her, a broad-shouldered figure ducked through the door, garbed a familiar dark green suit. He was possessed of inky green curls and sturdy biceps that you could feel the memory of in your hands. “Oh, um, not at all. Kacchan might get antsy, though...”

You froze, heart rabbiting in your chest. You sucked in a sharp breath.

Then both of them seemed to sense someone else in the hallway, and turned. The woman’s dark eyes cut over you with a calculating efficiency that might have unnerved you under other circumstances. But your attention was entirely swept up by a pair of keen green eyes, which went a little wider as they met yours.

“Y/N,” Izuku said, stopping in his tracks. His voice was soft, and the familiarity of it made you flinch. His face did something strange, almost concerned, and he took a step towards you.

Your heart did a series of wild flips in your chest, before attempting to shoot up through your throat. You shifted uncomfortably in the All Might suit, suddenly feeling it was one thousand degrees in the cold dark of the hallway.

“Um, hi,” you managed, mind racing a million miles a second.

Silence hung thick in the hallway air.

Shit, this was awkward. And you had been doing so well! Izuku had been free of you for all of twelve hours now, this was not the time for you to have ruined it. And he looked honestly quite concerned to see you here. What was the best way to extricate yourself from this situation?

“Um, nice to see you. I, uhh, have to get this suit back before the organizers come looking for me,” you said, shifting a little impatiently, like you were late.

Izuku’s brows knitted together sweetly, and those green eyes swept over you carefully. “Oh! Right. You must have been working—that’s why you didn’t get my message! Are you, um, coming to the meet and greet?” he asked. He smiled, but raised a hand to his hair, ruffling it in that anxious way he had.

Your eyes followed the movement, stomach twisting to see it.

He was feeling anxious.

Fuck.

He’d been fine just twelve seconds ago when he’d stepped into the hall with that woman, who was presumably his manager. They’d been chatting like it was nothing. And then he’d seen you, and instantly become nervous.

Christ, what had you done to this poor dude?

“Oh, uh, I’m not sure I will have time,” you said, wondering if you should just shove past him and make a break for it. You eyed the space between Izuku and his manager speculatively, and you were just calculating the physics of funneling the All Might suit between them when something on Izuku’s face caught your attention.

That boyish smile slipped, dimming slightly, sinking at the edges. “O-oh,” he said. “Would, um, another time work better? I can ask everyone if they’d stay…”

He looked...if not upset, then somewhere on his way to it, like the thought of arranging a meeting was less pleasing to him. Desperate to put him at ease, you shook your head, hefting All Might’s fat mascot head in your arms. “No, please don’t worry about it!” you said. “I don’t need it. Or a meeting in the future or anything, but thanks for offering. I appreciate it.”

Izuku’s expression froze.

You shoved down a hot, twisting curl of sadness and shame. It would have been nice to see more of Izuku, to have even a few more seconds of time with him. To have a chance to talk shop with some of your favorite pros, even if it didn’t result in working together, like Izuku had so politely offered.

You would figure out another way, keep working towards something like that, and maybe one day get your foot in someone else’s door on the merit of your work, and not by having clung to a hero tightly enough and long enough to badger him into accepting you.

Izuku’s comfort was worth it.

In this, at least, you could pat yourself on the back for a job well done.

Only, as you gazed at his face, you noticed...he didn’t exactly look happy.

That boyish smile faded completely, replaced by a little frown curling the corners of his mouth, and his eyebrows were drawn together like they did when he was considering a particularly complex problem. And the look in his eyes…you didn’t know how to read it, but there was none of his usual light and levity, wiped away to make room for an emotion you couldn’t name.

Izuku took a step towards you, sending all your neurons scattering and tripping over themselves.

He opened his mouth to say something, but his manager put a hand on his shoulder, squeezing firmly. “Izuku, I hate to take you away from your friend, but the meet and greet starts in thirty seconds. We should have been there a few minutes ago.”

Izuku glanced back, then up at you again, looking torn.

Quickly, you leapt on this excuse, gesturing with All Might’s giant head again. “You go on ahead, and have fun!” you told him, pasting on a smile. “I have to finish up my shift anyway, and get out of this thing before it suffocates me. It was good to see you, Izuku, and, um, nice to meet your manager.”

His manager sent you a quick, terse kind of smile. “A pleasure as well. Izuku?”

Izuku lingered for a long moment, still watching you like you were some mystifying species of hallway slug heretofore undiscovered. Finally he stepped away, although reluctantly, his expression tightening even further. “I’ll, um, text you later,” he said, which was very nice of him to offer.

You nodded, willing to do anything to get him out of this hallway and away from you so you could think clearly again. His expression was unsettling you, twisting up your insides in a way you didn’t understand. It was like you had genuinely confused him, genuinely upset him...genuinely hurt him…?

You needed to go, now.

Mercifully, Izuku’s manager dragged him away, hustling him towards a door at the other end of the hall that led to the exhibition hall rooms. You watched them go, your gut churning, then quickly darted for the staff room.

You barely registered the organizers’ thanks as you returned the All Might suit and finished up the end of your shift. Your mind was stuck on Izuku as if it had been superglued to him, running over the scene again and again. There was something so off about it, something so heartwrenching, really, about the way his smile had slowly slipped, the way his expression had shuttered.

It really did seem like you’d hurt him, somehow. Although you couldn’t imagine how. Hadn’t you done what he’d wanted? You’d politely declined, and excused him from having to see you in the future, either. You’d covered all the bases.

Again in your memory, that sunshine smile slipped.

Unless...that wasn’t what he wanted.

If it bothered him that you’d cut him off, did that mean he didn’t want to cut you off? Did that mean he had really, truly meant to offer you the opportunity that he had, and not just because you had pressured him?

Slowly, a thought began to unfurl within you, like the petals of a flower in bloom.

What if—and this was crazy—but what if he hadn’t actually minded your company? Your mind ran back over your every interaction with him.

Come to think of it, you didn’t really think that he had been faking the enthusiasm with which he’d discussed your support work. You didn’t really think he was the type either—he was polite, but not an outright liar. He’d definitely gotten excited over that, had leaned over eagerly, scribbling notes down in that blue notebook of his, looking up at you with those keen eyes all but glittering. He’d asked questions of you, he’d prompted further conversation, and he had turned that notebook towards you, gesturing for you to contribute as well.

And...hadn’t he been the one to ask you to attend more panels with him? Hadn’t he invited you to dinner? Hadn’t he been the one to give you his phone number? And...oh sweet fucking hell, hadn’t he been the one who’d almost walked into a bench while you’d been eating a frigging Deku popsicle?

Your face burned, the memory taking on a new bent.

No wonder he’d been staring off into the distance like he was hoping a villain would show up and blow the entire block to pieces. Except, hadn’t he also kept glancing back at you, his normally watchful gaze suddenly cranked up to an intensity you had never experienced before? Hadn’t he gotten all handsomely flushed and fumbling, prompting you to wonder what you might do to get him all flushed like that again?

The memories fit together, finally, like the pieces of a truly insane puzzle. And yet the end result was clear.

Oh you had been an idiot.

You had been an idiot.

You took off running.

[nemainofthewater]

Halfway through, and curretnly Wen Kexing is in the lead with 30.6%, followed by Xiao Se at 18.9%, and then withh Tantai Jin in third with 15.6%.

Tag propaganda under the cut:

Xiao Se

by @thelaithlyworm and @krysaniar

#I chose xiao se because he has no money#cue all the broke TBOY character memes#Wen Kexing has the best fits but what tailor would dare to collect those debts#when he could just kill them by @thawrecka

#xiao se bc he never lets anyone ruin his clothes#polls by @baek1nho

#voting for xiao se because he obviously doesn’t have any money by @jianghushenanigans

#i voted xiao se#because the rest seem to feasibly have ways of obtaining money to fund their outfit purchases#and xiao se who is in hiding and running a dingy inn does not by @qiaowanmian

#polls#xiao se 100%#not only is he fashion-obsessed but his broke millennial vibes are on point by @foxofninetales

#DFQC might be the best dressed but he is moon supreme so is not in debt to anyone#plus he knows how to reduce reuse recycle#not only does he rewear outfits but he also reuses specific pieces of outfits in other ones#i.e. belts and undershirts#truly a king of fashion and practicality#ttj is a fashion icon but tbh i can't actually see him dressing more expensive than he can afford#for all that he is--- he's a good emperor#wen kexing would not be in debt because he'd find a way to get it for free or make ZZS pay#pan yue is extremely well dressed but i don't think he dresses above his income?#he's just very good at it#Jiao Liqiao probably has her own evil tailor on staff#the rest are either rich as sin or they'd just steal anyway#(or i don't know them)#the answer is xiao se#he's broke????#how is he wearing wuxia couture in every episode#it's even commented on that his clothes are expensive#poll by @harocat

#i was going to vote for beloved Wen Kexing#but this propaganda has convinced me#i haven't seen The Blood of Youth yet#but could there be a more appropriate scene for this poll lol by @vergoftowels

#I'm voting for xiao se#because while wen kexing's wardrobe is expensive#we have no reason to believe he paid for it with money as opposed to threats by @wolffyluna

Tantai Jin

#poll#tantai jin#wkx is funding his outfits through theft tax evasion and murder#but tantai jin is having to drain his own bank to fund those outfits by @redemption-revenge

#Most of these are very rich or their finances are too complex for us to really judge their ability to pay their tailor#so I am taking this question to mean not literally who owes the most money to their tailor but who spends the most with their tailor#and the answer is unequivocally Tantai Jin#once he gets away from the Ye family - who leave him wearing thin chiffon robes in the depth of a freezing winter#to the extent that Ye Xiwu giving him a winter coat pretty much buys his undying (literally) devotion#bro goes to TOWN on the tailoring and has a different outfit almost every episode by @alipeeps

Jiao Liqiao

#im sorry but wen kexing isnt in debt#he either forces a ghost who used to be a tailor to do his shit for him#or he's stealing and extorting money through his ghosts to fund his wardrobe#and duke su is also rich af he can afford it without any troubles#so my vote goes to jiao liqao because she'd totally go bankrupt to impress di feisheng by @antique-forvalaka

Shang Xirui

by @shadaras

#gotta say shang xirui because that man sends stuff back over a teeny-tiny torn thread#all the while being poor as a church mouse by @evolutionsbedingt

#WELL SEE . . . xirui always had his *costuming* paid for#but he was in debt to his LANDLORD . . . .#so hes in deep debt but on gawd hes going to habe his tailor paid for#then ofc fengtai starts taking care of things bt w/o cft xirui probably wldve lost the land the troupe lives on😭 by @mingjue (I know this isn't exactly a vote, but this was the closest one it came to)

Wen Kexing

#slamming the wen kexing button#he changes outfit like 3 times an episode!!!#hes the ghost valley master not the ghost valley treasure#treasurer* by @cannot-kill-the-sun

#tough choice between dfqc and wkx#but dfqc reuses recycles#while idk if i ever saw wkx repeat an outfit#xiao se pretty much keeps the same outfit on while he’s poor#which i think he bought while he was still a prince by @circumference-pie

#wkx is in deep debt#not because he couldn't afford it but because he can't be bothered to pay for it on time#eventually he will pay#values getting good robes too much to piss off his tailor by @fqonly

#see.. the somcern is where are the getting the money#feel like jiao liqiao has access to some major bank#wen kexing? sure hes the master of the ghosts but for the last 20 years they arent exactly leaving the valley#and before that they lost some pretty serious fights#so.. wheres his money coming from? by @fealiniel

#wen kexing all day#because he also clothed his boyfriend and little sister#and then everyone fought zombies in their nice robes by @basinke

#lao wen 😂#wen kexing#山河令 word of honor#镇魂 guardian#mysterious lotus casebook#winter begonia by @huntress1013

Other

by @spicymagpiee

#di feisheng#mysterious lotus casebook#I'm especially thinking of his fish acale pattern revenge outfit by @omgpurplefattie

Luxurious silks, butter-soft inner robes, vibrant colours, bizzarely pointy shoulder pauldrons, all of these are a mark of cdrama character of taste!

And if one can't change into at least one outfit an episode, how does one expect to keep up with the fashion conscious society? Yes, exactly! Now that i've convinced you please distract that person over there with the murder in their eyes-

AKA - how exactly are the characters affording all this finery??

*I am counting theatre costumes in this

Write-ins, propaganda, and images are welcome! In fact, by the nature of this poll images/gifs are especially welcome! What is your character's favourite outfit - let us know!