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Thank you from the bottom of my heart 🙏 for supporting me in this difficult time 😭 and now I need you more than ever, which is your help to complete the rest of the goal with me, knowing that my brother, who suffers from bipolar disorder, his condition has deteriorated and he now needs to travel with some family members for treatment and to restore his health as soon as possible. Please, your help is a lifeline for us. I am grateful to you all❤️

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But do you cat?

if you mean cat a file like the linux command then yeah sometimes

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The Topeka Daily Capital, Kansas, November 14, 1905

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generally you shouldn't write run-on sentences because they get confusing and it doesn't give the reader a break. that doesn't apply to me though my run-on sentences are fun and understandable and they have a rhythm to it that makes you want to keep reading

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Thirteen year old boy with a bowl cut suffers four different self-inflicted tragedies at the SAME TIME!!!!!!!!! (REAL) (NOT CLICKBAIT) (CW MURDER)

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nothing scarier than being a fan of a fic and then becoming mutuals with the author. like hi shakespeare. big fan of your fake dating au

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Traumatized in Ireland While my Family is Facing Death and Starvation in Gaza

Note: Vetted by:

1. @el-shab-hussein and @nabulsi # 151 on the spreadsheet of Vetted Gaza Fundraisers List]

2. @riding-with-the-wild-hunt Here .

I contemplate the happy faces of people around me here in Ireland and reminisce about the happy normal life my family and I had before the war. A life that turned into a distant memory for us and was replaced by an unending series of horrible nightmares.

Unlike my family in Gaza, people here have access to drinking water, all types of food, electricity, and a roof over their heads. Above all, they are safe, and I cannot help but wonder if they genuinely do appreciate these blessings in their lives enough.

People seem relaxed and laughing wholeheartedly around me in Ireland. I wish I could laugh too, but I am crushed way beyond recovery on the inside. I was evacuated by my Irish college after five months of living the horrors of war in Gaza. I hope you will never know what it feels like to live in constant fear and worry and be horrified by the most sickening and scary nightmares every single night while you are far away from your family in such circumstances.

When did my people in Gaza cease to be human beings worthy and deserving of a normal life? Has it become normal now for my family in Gaza to be starved and killed while the whole world is watching the genocide? If that is the case, then you will have to excuse me if I seek every avenue to bring them to Ireland and start a new normal life like all people here around me.

I was assured by the Irish Reugee Council (IRC) and lawyers in Ireland that there is hope I can reunite with my family in Ireland. In difficult times, it is hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel. For me and my family, you are literally our light and hope for a better life.

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business cards for the associates!!

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ik time passes between books 2 and 4 so his hair probably grew out but like.

You gotta imagine being Hangfire and right before being consumed by the monster of your own creation- the last thing you see is your arch nemesis. A thirteen year old boy with a fucking bowl cut.

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the arrangement

The Emperor, The Empress, and their favorite physician. light novel spoilers ahead AU where Jinshi becomes the Emperor, takes on Loulan as consort and eventually Empress as a political move, and they're both in love with their secret shared lover Maomao. ~2.1k, Shisui/Maomao/Jinshi

"Master Physician Maomao and Master Physician Suirei are here, milady," Chue says in her usual cheerful tone, with a wink, while doing a little bow. She somehow manages to walk the fine line of playfulness and formality, although in this case she leans slightly towards formal because they are not without an audience.

The Empress - Loulan - smiles. A calm, regal smile befitting of her role, although Chue notices the flash of excitement that danced across The Empress's eyes ever so briefly. It is, after all, her job to notice such things. "Excellent timing. We're just about to finish up the meeting here."

The man across the seat looks amused at that, but decides not to point out how the conclusion of this meeting is rather rushed. He adjusts his glasses smartly, and says, "I thank you for your time, Empress." Her expression has barely changed, but from the way he calculates her eyes to be 15% brighter than a minute ago, he can easily tell her eagerness to go see his little sister. Neither The Emperor nor the Empress nor Lahan's little sister ever admitted to Lahan the exact nature of their relationship, but Lahan can make an educated guess of what is going on. It's a pretty neat arrangement, in fact. Beautiful numbers all around, politically and otherwise. So Lahan's willing to keep their secret for them and help them hide it too, if needed.

"And I thank you for the excellent calculations you bring, Lahan," Loulan replies, easily.

They were here today to discuss some recent events back at The Empress's hometown up North and how that affects the market prices of various items. Lahan, as usual, is impeccable with anything numbers-related, and his analytical skills are first-rate. The La Clan is full of geniuses, everyone at The Court knows.

Speaking of the La Clan, Loulan is delighted to hear the arrival of another member of the clan - incidentally, also her favorite member of the La Clan. And one of her favorite people ever, in fact.

[continue reading on ao3] [squidgeworld]

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Tpyo! Tpyo! Tpyo!

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cleo knight and ellington feint but it’s a “big sister, little sister” dynamic, like i can see her stopping by to see ellington and check on her post-atwq, putting her arm around her at Wade, defending her to the other associates. cleo knight my stubborn and empathetic queen

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Literally any show can be improved by adding more older women. Not many know this, but it’s true.

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i like this …… the kind of not-actually-a-paradox that delights me

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the penultimate peril (2005)

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ive long felt a detachment to the “woman” identity but i suppose i wouldn’t call it an aversion. just like, detachment. not that i feel any attachment to the “man” identity either. so it’s like, i don’t particularly mind that the society views me as a woman / categorized me as a girl since birth. it’s convenient for me to fit into a category - and i am aware of the privilege to be able to do so without much work. it’s simpler, i guess. but i still feel detached in a way, disconnected in a way. which of course could be boil down to well there is no universal experience and possibly many people feel detached in their own way.

also ive been very lucky to work at jobs that don’t require me to perform femininity. i can just keep doing what I’ve been doing with my appearances, such as not wear makeup or not shave anything ever or not wear skirts or dresses. (i suppose one thing is that my mom is always against me cutting my hair too short so i do try to keep that in mind when i get my haircuts and we come to compromises etc but otherwise ive been lucky to just do things my way.) and it’s not even if i strongly dislike doing so i just kind of don’t like it and would prefer not to and got lucky that i don’t have to, so i don’t. but also i’m not masculine in anyway either and don’t particularly want to be. and i just feel detached to gender identities in general. but not averse. just …. detached. if the society sees me as a girl im fine with that (aside from like the inequality aspect that is, which is overall more about society’s treatment of women than my personal identification) and when occasionally some kid thinks i’m a guy i’m also fine with that.

i do feel quite strongly about the importance of feminism and gender equality, i think that’s separate from how i feel about my own identity.