#yes ik mikey is there too

[frnkiebby]

my favorite drowned rat~🎃

[torasplanet]

❝𝙔𝙀𝘼𝙍 𝙊𝙁 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝘿𝙍𝘼𝙂𝙊𝙉𝙎.ᐟ❞

K. RYUGUJI + F. READER + T. MITSUYA

𝙨𝙪𝙢𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙮 ; its the year of the dragon and a celebration occurs for taka and kenny from their personal red envelope;)

𝙬𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜 ; smut, final timeline, kenny is ur bf (srry emma..), threesome, praise, dp(double penetration), anal, petnames(baby, babydoll), reader wears dress, unprotected sex (i really need to write protected damn😭), spit as lube, idk pretty vanilla and skin color not mentioned

marls notes 2 u(*´▽｀*) ; ik this is so late from new years but i got this idea from a tiktok like five days after new yrs haha so this is a lunar new yr special since i celebrate !!

It was a new year, new feelings, new resolutions, new everything! And of course, the entirety of your friend group just had to throw a big ass party with you being one of the many that planned it and of course, the one to make it actually look good and not just a bunch of non-matching decorations being thrown across the room like Mikey and Baji were going to.

Well, Mitsuya was a part of that too and you two worked together to decide the perfect color coordination for the party which is where these new feelings came in. See, Mitsuya has always been attractive; you could never deny that, no one could but something just changed.

He was looking better than usual but you couldn’t find anything about his appearance that physically changed to make him look better. It was like he started glowing for some unusual reason and the glow made him prettier. Of course, you felt bad for finding him so attractive recently because you were dating Draken, his best friend.

However, when thinking about it, you started to feel a little less awful for your feelings because you remembered that Draken had talked about wanting a threesome multiple times but never came up with someone to do it with. He thought Mikey wouldn’t do it and it’s not like he exactly wanted him to because Mikey tended to just sleep around instead of getting in relationships so…it’s self-explanatory. Takemichi obviously couldn't do it, he’s married and Chifuyu damn sure would not, he has too much respect for Draken and you to even be comfortable in that conversation.

Anyone else was off the table for him and for you but neither of you ever considered Mitsuya. Maybe if you brought him up or hinted toward that, Draken might say yes.

The third person in this threesome being Mitsuya made so much sense. You knew him so well and you guys were close, he and draken were extremely close even sharing a tattoo and he was such a gentleman meaning he’d treat you with the utmost respect which was a big thing Draken was worried about. He was also single so there was a chance he’d say yes.

The only problem was that…you just didn’t know how to approach your boyfriend about all of this. So you spent the whole party talking and not saying a word about this while also sneaking peeks at Mitsuya throughout the night and with the more you were around Senju (she kept passing her blunt to you and doing shots with you), the more you got sloppy with the looks.

When Izana suggested that they take this party to Ran and Rindou’s club, you were so quick to agree as you wanted to party but yet, you were at the bar staring at Mitsuya while babysitting a cup that Senju had given you to hold before running off which you were taking small sips at because she obviously wasn’t coming back being too busy throwing ass on some guy.

You stared at the lilac-haired male as he chatted with Baji, your thighs clutching close together at the sight of him but when you felt eyes on you causing you to shift your gaze, you got incredibly embarrassed making eye contact with Draken especially when he grinned at you.

Turning your head and instead focusing on the liquid in the cup. Your face heated up when you heard his loud footsteps even over the loud music hoping he didn’t see that but oh he did. Draken had seen all of the glances you gave to Mitsuya no matter if they were careless or an attempt at being secretive and he kind of knew what you were thinking. He hoped he knew and it wasn’t just a guess that happened to be wrong.

His long arm draped around your shoulder and he pulled your body to his “Hey baby, you okay?” Draken asked. The strong smell of his signature cologne filled your nose while you avoided eye contact with him at all costs so he wouldn’t see the embarrassment and neediness in your eyes “Yeah…just waiting for Senju.” You muttered hoping he wouldn’t pick up on everything and just the weirdness.

Draken grabbed your chin and turned your head to face him with ease making your thighs quake. He stared at you for a second before grinning. He had discovered your thoughts.

“Looks like she’s gon’ be a while baby. Wanna come over there with me?” Draken asked laughing gesturing his head over to the spot in the club he was just at with Mikey and Baji but you just looked away from his eyes laughing a little with him while shaking your head but you didn’t say anything so the conversation went silent as soon as the laughter stopped.

Was this the time to ask Draken about it? Or were you just high and a little drunk? Well, you were definitely that but what if it was both? Nothing would happen…Draken would never judge you especially not about something like this that you’ve talked about before so what’s the harm? He already saw the want in your eyes.

You glanced back over at Mitsuya before looking back up at Draken “You and Takashi have the same tattoo, right?” Yeah, Draken definitely knew what you were thinking now that you had said that.

You knew the answer to that question and you were just asking that to bring up the topic of Mitsuya nonchalantly “Yeah, baby you know that.” Draken said with another chuckle coming from his mouth dropping his hand from your chin as you shuffled in place as if there were a fire in your pants. Your gaze was on your feet which were strained from the straps of your heels then you looked up at Draken through your eyelashes still keeping your head down.

“So, you guys doing anything special after this? I mean, it’s the year of the dragon now…” You said knowing that if Mitsuya had overheard it, he would’ve commented that the Chinese Lunar Year isn’t celebrated until February but it was basically the same. He would know what you mean. “No, you had an idea or somethin’?” The black-haired male asked leaning down to get closer to you as if he couldn’t hear you over the loud music but he could, he just wanted to hear whatever you said loud and clear. Shrugging your shoulders as you put your lips to the cup sipping at it minorly just to conceal your face from your boyfriend more “Maybe a party.” You muttered into the cup but Draken heard you and grinned. Draken understood not only what you were talking about but what your mindset was. Bringing up such a nasty topic as a gift for the Lunar New Year while wearing a red dress.

You were going to be the red envelope given to the two dragons. Whether you did it on purpose or not didn’t matter because it still meant the same and Draken liked it.

His hand went to the small of your back and began to rub over it gently “Gonna plan it for me, baby?” You nodded almost immediately putting the cup down so you could look at draken better to make sure he truly got what you were getting at. “Think Mitsuya would like that?” You nod. “Let’s ask him,” Draken said before leaning up and turning to where Mitsuya was talking with Izana. You leaned closer to your boyfriend watching Mitsuya as he did. Draken called him over and you nearly smiled at how Mitsuya’s head turned side to side like a deer before a smile crawled onto his pink lips once he spotted Draken.

Mitsuya walked over to the two of you after excusing himself from the conversation “Baby, why don’t you tell Mitsuya what you told me?” Draken said glancing down at you and then back at his best friend whose lavender gaze traveled to your form waiting for you to talk. “Well…I thought that since you and Kenny both have dragon tattoos, you both should have a party for the new lunar year.” You said as loud as you could manage without anyone out of the conversation hearing. Mitsuya’s eyes showed intrigue and a bit of confusion.

He picked up on your demeanor. How you looked at him, the way you leaned into Draken with your legs pressed against each other. Mitsuya couldn’t describe it at all but he just knew…something was going on with you but he wasn’t sure what it was just yet. You pushed yourself off Draken and then trodded over to the black and purple-haired male. You pressed your hand on his right temple, running your hands through his hair “Yours is on this side isn’t it?” You questioned blinking at Mitsuya who grinned at your actions. Mitsuya looked toward Draken as if asking if this was alright or not but when he saw the identical grin on his friend’s face, he knew that this was okay. More than okay.

“Yeah.” Mitsuya replied simply and you smiled at him before going to sip at your cup once more but Mitsuya’s hand went to the cup preventing you from drinking the liquid inside of the cup “Think you’ve had enough princess. We want you to at least stay standing.” The man said with a small chuckle and Draken laughed too but he was different. Mitsuyas was a laugh to lighten the mood despite that not being needed whilst Draken’s was malicious as if there was a hidden dirty joke in that sentence. There wasn’t but it could’ve been.

Draken’s hand snaked down to your bottom just letting his large palm rest there. “Well, we want you standing before the party.”

You and the two guys wasted no time at all hoping in Draken’s car and going to your shared apartment. They didn’t want their girl to sit there being so needy all night, did they? “Ah, Kenny.” You moaned into Draken’s ear as his cock stretched you out but he wasn’t moving. It bothered you so much but you’d get what you wanted just as soon as Mitsuya did.

“Don’t forget about me, princess,” Mitsuya said coming up from behind you and placing his cold hands on your bare shoulders while his chest pressed against your back, you whimpered at his touch but nodded. One of Mitsuya’s hands wandered down to your cunt which was being split open by Draken’s fat cock and he began to draw circles onto your clit making your back arch away from Mitsuya and Draken’s large hands held onto your torso to stop you from collapsing onto him “Ever fucked her in here?” Mitsuya asked bringing his other hand down to gently grope at your ass.

“Nah, she’s too sensitive for that,” Draken said pecking your lips lightly as you moaned submissively in a low voice and Mitsuya beamed delivering a light slap to your clit before allowing Draken’s fingers to replace his “Yeah, you’ll probably split her in half. I’ll be gentle don’t worry.” Mitsuya cooed into your ear before pressing a kiss to the shell of your ear making a shiver run down your spine. You didn’t respond and just whined again pressing your butt against his pelvis.

Mitsuya’s hands went to your ass and he spread your cheeks revealing your untouched hole. He spat on his fingers before rubbing it all over your whole and dipping his fingers inside making your body jolt. The tip of his rock-hard cock then pressed against the hole, he didn’t push it in but it just sat there pressing against it lightly. When he gently began to push inside; your whimpers grew louder “Sh, sh, sh…I got you, princess.” He muttered soothingly as Draken moved his hips just a bit to try and distract you from the pain of being used in a different hole. Draken has always wanted to fuck you there but you could barely keep yourself together with him inside of your pussy; always complaining about how he was splitting you open when not even his whole cock was pushed inside of you. He knew that he couldn’t do anal with you because he didn’t want to see you cry but Mitsuya was just a bit smaller than him and less girthy so it’d hurt less if it were him. It’d also get you more comfortable with someone in there so then he could try.

Everyone’s winning with this night. It was…just going to take you a little pain for you to get your trophy.

Draken brought his other hand up to your face cupping your cheek as tears began to prick at your eyes “It’s okay, just relax.” He told you running his thumbprint over your cheek after brushing away the tears from your eyes “‘M trying…just so full.” You muttered feeling Mitsuya push in more and more until he couldn’t and bottomed out. He pressed gentle kisses behind your ear “Wanna adjust or want me to move?” He knew it’d be best for you to just sit there for a bit and get used to the feeling but he wanted to ask you first, it was your body after all. This is why Draken liked the idea of Mitsuya being the one to join the two of you. He was considerate of how other people felt whether or not he knew better than them. So kind…

“Mitsuya asked you a question baby,” Draken said as you tried to find your words, your brain already turning to mush. “I…I wanna move.” You muttered letting out a breath as Draken rubbed away the tears that were threatening to spill out of your eyes. Mitsuya’s chest pressed against your back as his hands moved to wander all over your body, gently brushing over your tits and his fingertips tickling your neck until they found their place on your pelvis. Mitsuya slowly began to move in and out of your ass that was getting extremely tight around him, he hissed as he rose from your skin making you shudder from the new angle. “Relax for me, baby,” Draken said continuing to circle your clit, going a bit faster so you could loosen up around Mitsuya.

“Ha…” You mewled as Mitsuya’s subtle movements made you grind against Draken who was moving his hips around. You sighed as you loosened around Mitsuya finally allowing him to take a breath, he swore you were going to end up cutting his dick off. Mitsuya’s pace slowly grew faster as his eyes fixated on your back and how it arched because of the penetration and he grinned, reaching his hand to run his fingers down your spine making your back curve into a deeper half-moon.

“Kenny…move please.” You mumbled to your black-haired boyfriend as your nails dug into his bare shoulders “Gimmie a kiss first.” Draken said with a playful smile on his face, you pouted at his demand letting out small whimpers because he wasn’t giving you what you wanted “Be a good girl, babydoll.” Mitsuya whispered into your ear and you let out small hopeless moans at that before pressing your lips to your boyfriends who swallowed your mewls and moans. As you and Draken kissed messily, he grabbed onto your torso, his hands were just above Mitsuya’s skinnier and smaller ones, and he began to thrust up into you hitting your cervix. Mitsuya’s hand that was once on your back snuck its way up to the front of your neck and he wrapped his fingers around it as you breathed heavily.

Mitsuya’s hips slapped into your ass as his pace sped up, his rhythm matched Draken’s but he was going faster. His pink lips put gentle smooches behind your ear to your cheek as you moaned in Draken’s mouth, unable to make your pathetic sounds audible. The kiss was incredibly sloppy. It was open-mouthed and drool was spilling from your mouths and running down your faces, suction noises and occasional moans were coming from the both of you which just made Mitsuya fuck into you harder enjoying how pretty you sounded. “You’re so filthy babydoll…so pretty too.” The purple-eyed male cooed to you, his eyes drifting over your shoulder to how Draken’s cock was easily disappearing and reappearing.

Draken’s cock stretched you out like it always did as he continued to fuck up into you, moving his hips once again to change the angle so he could hit your g-spot. You felt every vein rubbing against the ridges of your fleshy walls as his mushroom tip rammed into your sweet spot “Feel so good ‘round me baby.” The Ryuguji male said breaking the kiss and watching you with lidded eyes as you bounced up and down with your tongue lolling out, his eyes shifted to his friend who was losing himself in the deep depths of your and his own pleasure.

“Such a nice gift…” Draken said grabbing at one of your tits roughly and your body trembled at his additional touch of pleasure “Taka! Feels so good, want more!” You shouted grabbing hold of the other boob that was being neglected and squeezing it tightly. Mitsuya would never say this, especially not to your face, hell he was even feeling bad thinking about it but you were such a slutty girl…he loved it though. You wanted so much more of him despite having two dicks being shoved inside of both your holes.

Draken grinned at his friend “Give ‘er what she wants, huh? She ain’t gonna stop begging until you do.” He said pinching your nipple making you shout “Kenny! Bein’ mean…” Your complaints were ignored as Mitsuya had a matching grin to his dragon twin. His fingers tightened around your neck and he began to rapidly fuck into your recently deflowered hole, his bony pelvis and hips were probably going to be bruised at the end of this. “Ugh! S-So good…!” You moaned uncontrollably as you felt your orgasm coming extremely quickly.

It was gonna hit you like a fucking bus. Coming out of nowhere and coming quickly.

“Ah! Cumming! ‘M cummin! Cum with me please, please, want it so bad!” Your moans were quick and all in one breath as your mouth opened into a wide ‘O’ releasing whorish and high-pitched moans “Go ahead, we’re right behind you.” Draken said with a strained grunt as his pace quicked, his rhythm still matched with his friend’s despite this. You let your orgasm come over you as you breathed heavily and sharply as if it was your last breath on earth and it truly felt like it.

You came all over Draken as you yelped and just like he said, he was right behind you, releasing himself all in your warm hole painting the plush walls in a translucent white liquid “Shit…can I cum in?” Mitsuya asked putting his forehead on your shoulder while rutting into your ass and you nodded with a hum tiredly, Mitsuya didn’t waste a single millisecond to burst into your ass copying draken’s actions in dirting your hole and making an absolute mess of it “Wanna stay inside for a little bit…Can I?” The male behind you asked and your heart fluttered at how kind he sounded, you nodded as you collapsed onto Draken’s chest all sweaty and fucked out.

Mitsuya was really the perfect person to be with you and Draken…you guys should do this more.

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[regretisstoredintheme]

Turtle Blush + Hand-holding

A/n: more brainrot?? More brainrot. I love making headcanons on different ways characters blush, it’s my favorite thing ok???? And the turtles are my hyperfixation at the moment… I just can’t stop thinking abt how they would hold your hand bc they’ve got 3 fingers instead of 5!!! there are complications!!!!! Also I wanted to draw blushy turtles so yeah.

— headcanons under the cut —

BLUSH!!

Most to least amount:

Raph

Donnie

Leo

Mikey

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Raph:

How he blushes

This boy will sometimes go full face red, but most of the time it’s all in his cheeks. They go rosy red all the time and his shoulders will blush too. IK IT LOOKS LIKE I PUT SOME ON HIS PLASTRON BUT I DIDN’T REALLY MEAN TO??? 😭😭 when he blushes he absolutely can not look you in the eye, he’s mumbling, stuttering, doing calculations of how to get out of the situation, (kinda like he did when locking up Ms. cuddles) and will start to back up if you get closer. Yk his lil nervous laugh? His lil “hAhAAHH..”? That’s his go-to reaction if you say anything about his actions (which you’re bound to) or if you brush your hand on his arm.

Why he blushes

It’s pretty easy to get Raph to blush, he just feels so lucky to be with you and the surprise that you love him too doesn’t fade too fast through your relationship. In like the first 6 months he’s like this, so when you give him a kiss on the cheek he’s an absolute MESS. And Mind Raph makes sure he knows it, feeling horribly embarrassed about his stuttering. This also goes on for a while before that insecurity calms down, allowing him to feel more comfortable in his own shell.

When he’s more comfy, even then he’s easy to fluster. If you catch him staring at you, he’s already embarrassed. He’s looking away with a slight blush, avoiding you— but if your gaze is steady, still staring at him - now he’s real flustered. Laugh playfully and he just might explode.

He likes to cradle you in his arms, he’s always wanted to be a protector and you put him at peace. He feels pure serenity when you’re near, and he adores cuddles. However, when you ask him for snuggles— he’s burning up, stammering through trying to say “I’d love to” , “my pleasure” , and “yes please” at the same time. “My yes… eh— pleased to— wait- yes the please.. my love to!! Oh god..” (he’s face palming fr.) Although, when you finally get situated— with his racing heart, he’s wide awake. He isn’t going to sleep until he can stop focusing on your face snuggling into his plastron, acting as a ball of warm sunshine to drown out his sleepiness.

Spoiler Alert: he pretty much just waits for you to fall asleep first.

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Donnie:

How he blushes

Donnie feels like the type to have a nose blush— and also I dunno why but I could see his shell blushing??? Even if only at the edges, It just seems so canon to me. His fingers go pink when he’s nervous, but those aren’t exactly a giveaway because they also freeze when he’s cold. He feels his mouth go dry when he blushes, thats how he knows he’s turning red, so he starts fiddling with the edge of his purple mask, trying to act natural while he pulls it down further over his blushing snout.

In this state, he’s really overstimulated, even the slightest chair creek would prick his nerves, so if you give him any attempt at physical contact he’s either short circuiting or smacking you away, unable to process the feeling. (It’s mostly the latter) ESPECIALLY IF ITS A NOSE KISS!!! He usually melts into your hands, but if he’s overstimmed, he will not hesitate to ATTACC.

He apologizes after, embarrassed that he bat you away.

Why he blushes

Easy, you outsmarted him. He’ll be throwing on his emotionally unavailable bad boy image, strutting his stuff, bantering with you — and then you will throw in a flirty comment that makes him have to just process for a minute. Usually he can bounce back, but if it’s something reaally flirty, then he’s just like 😀 … FOR LIKE 5 MINUTES HFJDHDJEB GIVE HIM A SECOND HE’LL FIND A COMEBACK

After he does so, he gives a small smirk, kinda proud that you were able to stun THE Donatello, smartest, bravest, most courageous turtle of all time— if only momentarily. “You won for once..” he marvels, “huh— I’m impressed.”

Also you doing something really cute, like doing an equation wrong but looking at him with absolute glee at getting through it— waiting for his approval. he is LOSING. HIS. M I N D. He’s trying not to squeal because “LOOK AT MY PARTNER. LOOK. LOOK LOOK LOOK LOOK AAAAAA OH MY GOD” but the last thing he wants to do is flaunt the way Leo of all people does— he’s more civil than that. (Imagine how a badass villain shows off their partner.) if anyone says anything about “pff what an idiot” when you’re doing something he thinks is absolutely adorable— he is pulling out his disposal unit immediately. He considers it the highest offense when someone insults his intelligence, so the same goes for his partner.

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Leo:

How he blushes

Leo doesn’t really blush in his face, no— the red marks on his face will occasionally glow with heat, but the real place he blushes is his neck. It goes beet red and he’s trying to cover it up because he’s embarrassed. Not only does he blush, but his hands get real clammy, and he’s constantly trying to pretend they’re not. He WILL avoid holding your hand if you’ve made him flustered. if you’re insistent on it, he’s wiping his hands on a shirt he’s wearing or tries to play it off that he was exercising.

Why he blushes

It is really hard to fluster THE Neon Leon. He may melt into your warm hands or blush a little when you’re being cute— he’s definitely capable of being soft, HOWEVER!!! As someone who is so bent on keeping up a carefree persona, it would take a lot to get under his skin. Mikey says so himself in the Lair Games, “nothing gets to Leo.”

He panics when a one-liner doesn’t work. He’ll make a few more with complete confidence, but If you don’t like his flirting, he’s shifting on his feet, rubbing his neck, and slowly backing himself up into a corner. He has a similar reaction when you catch him in a lie, he panics— but he brushes it off with somewhat ease. You’d have to try really hard to get him flustered. Such as, well— He likes the little things about people, because he likes to figure people out, and he’s got a soft spot for you, so say… a blue flower in your hair, formal wear, having that edge of confidence, staying in close proximity while holding onto his arm and gently sprinkling in praise to the conversation…

His brain is frying, slowly but surely!! Be prepared for a jumpy and stuttering Leo.

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Mikey:

How he blushes

Contrary to popular belief, I don’t think Mikey would visibly blush. Sure he gets that lil buzz in his cheeks and they feel warm when he’s flattered— but they don’t go red. Out of all his brothers, since he’s the smallest, I feel like he’s the most cold-blooded. and due to this, he doesn’t have much blood rush to his face, and he’s got the COLDEST FUCKING HANDS YOU EVER DID SEE. How those hands threw a skyscraper we will never know— but they are only warm when he’s cooking something bc of the heat from the oven.

(SIDE NOTE— HE NEVER??? BURNS HIMSELF??? Doesn’t matter if he scrapes the side of the hot ass cookie sheet he’ll just go “ow?” Check it, and be like “we’re good :)” DRAXUM MADE THEM FOR WAR AND HE’S OVER HERE LIKE “hehe I almost burned myself oopsie”)

Why he blushes:

I’m sorry sweetie, but you can’t fluster Mikey. The most you will get is flattery, and he feigns shyness because he’s a lil shit. He will unabashedly laugh and giggle when you do something cute and is the most clingy lil shit to ever exist. He will rant about all the reasons he loves you for hours, just because he can’t hold in the excitement. If you get embarrassed by it, that’s just a bonus for him!! He’s cooing over you and hugging you tight, swaying back and forth gently.

You’re beginning to wonder if he can feel embarrassment at all— you’ve tried everything. He’s just happy to be with you no matter what, and you are the only thing that could make him sit still for more than 5 minutes. So no, sorry, Mikey doesn’t get flustered ♡

The only way he would actually get flustered is if you lied about something to make him look stupid. Then he’s tearing up, betrayal in his eyes as he tries to explain in a panic. But you would never do that to him, right? .. right?

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Hand holding!!

Coldest to warmest hands:

Mikey

Leo

Donnie

Raph

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Raphie:

Idc how big you think your hands are, Raph’s hands ENGULF yours. If you hold onto just one finger he will probably combust on the spot. He just thinks it’s so sweet!! Will probably baby you if you do that. His hands are a gentle lukewarm, but don’t seem to drop colder. It’s really nice during the summer months since neither of you have to worry about being all hot and sweaty. He squeezes your hand when he’s nervous, if you pet his knuckles he will melt into your grasp once more. IF YOUVE GOT FRECKLES/BIRTHMARKS ON YOUR HANDS, HE WILL KISS THEM!!!! THAT IS A THREAT!!!! He does it because he thinks they’re pretty— If you get all blushy then he’s backing up, a familiar rose dusting his cheeks. He didn’t realize it was a big deal, he was just appreciating them!!

He holds your hand often, it lets him know you’re safe and that he doesn’t have to worry as much. As someone with horrible object permanence, holding your hand is a great way for him to know where you are— especially since he feels ‘too big’ and doesn’t want to bump into you. He worries about his spikes, so when he knows you’re right by his side, he can relax a little. If you’re in a crowd, he does the mom thing where he holds your hand so you don’t get lost— losing sight of you kicks off his fear of being alone, so there is no way he is letting you get lost in the crowd.

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Dondon:

Donnie isn’t a fan of hand holding. He’ll take a hug and will hold you in his lap but he doesn’t usually find himself with his hand in yours. It’s quite overstimulating at times, so when he does, it’s mostly because he’s trying to guide you somewhere or apologize for something. He gently grasps your wrist, his thumb sometimes rubbing in small circles.

Most of the reason he doesn’t hold your hand dead-on is because of the temperature difference. If your hands are warm he doesn’t like the sweat and if your hands are cold— well he’s cold blooded of course he wouldn’t like it 😭😭 Your wrist is the perfect temp in his opinion, and nothing will stop him from taking advantage of that. (ESPECIALLY IF YOUR LOVE LANGUAGE IS PHYSICAL TOUCH!!! He does it to tell you he loves you, even if he can’t say it aloud.) he rarely holds your hand unprompted, unless he did something stupid or was hyperfixating for so long that you got bored and left his lab. When you leave he can tell, getting upset that he can’t feel your presence anymore. “Dove?” He’ll turn in his chair, trudging out of his room at realizing you disappeared. He grabs your wrist gently, his head on your shoulder as he sulks— silently begging you to return.

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Mikester:

It doesn’t matter how he does it, he’s intertwining his fingers with yours. He doesn’t care if it feels uncomfortable, but if you do, he just gently cups your hand with his. Randomly when holding your hand he’ll pulse his grip in little patterns— sometimes it’s to the song in his head, other times it’s just on the fly. If you copy his rhythm, you’ll quickly find yourself in a memory game where you have to match the beat— the terrapin slowly making it harder to remember. Every time you pass a ‘level’, he gives you a quick peck on the cheek!

He loves to hold your hand, no matter how cold yours are, his is always colder— so he adores the warmth!! If you complain about his cold hands, he’s giving a mischievous smirk, and suddenly you find yourself constantly defending from his devilish torment. You can’t escape him now, every time you go up to him for a hug or snuggle, his cold hands sneak up to your neck, freezing you instantly. He laughs like a little boy with his first balloon every time it happens, apologizing sweetly before going to freeze you again. HE HAS A KILLER DEATH GRIP, DON’T TELL ME HE DOESN‘T. If you try to let go of his hand he grabs it back and looks at you with an evil cheeky smile, whatever you had to do with that hand you’ll just have to do while he’s holding it.

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Leoser:

May or may not have gotten some inspiration from @pianocat939 BUT ANYWAYSSSS

Leo likes to pet your knuckles when he holds your hand, as well as give it a chaste kiss whenever he feels like it. He definitely does the prince thing where he gets on one knee, it makes him feel so gentlemanly and if you laugh that is a huge bonus. He is more of a hug-person, wanting to be close to you at all times, but he will hold your hand a lot more often if you don’t like PDA. HE DEFINITELY SWINGS HIS ARMS WHILE YOU HOLD HANDS DON’T TELL ME HE DOESN’T.

He splits your four fingers in half when he holds your hand, mostly so it’s more comfortable for the both of you. He whines if you let go of his hand, even if it’s something small like an itch on your face. He pretends his hand is floating away when you let it go, chuckling if you panic and grab it back/being dramatic and holding a ‘funeral’ for his hand if you let it ‘die’. His hands get calloused from holding his sword all day, but he does manicure them, so texture depends whether he’s done them recently. He thinks your hands are the softest thing ever, and constantly asks for your ‘routine.’ HE WILL PAINT YOUR NAILS!!! refuses to paint them anything but shades of blue, saying you’ll have to find someone else if you want to betray him anything different.

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A/N: THIS . THIS IS THE REASON I HAVE BEEN SO HELD BACK WITH REQUESTS. THIS MF!!!!!! >:((((

Nah I’m just playing I loved writing it and I promise I’ll get back on track now ♡

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[pumpkinpie59]

“the 2012 family isn’t abusive” and “the 2012 family all have toxic traits that can affect each other badly” are both takes that can coexist

i think out of all the tmnt shows (except maybe rise, but i could go back on that if i think about it for more than two seconds; this post isn’t about them tho), 2012 has the most dysfunctional family.

this is not a criticism tho. it’s an observation and it can lead to interesting storytelling.

splinter in 2012 suffers from ptsd and it affects how he teaches his children and how he views the world.

he’s been through a lot and was lead to believe he lost his first child.

so yes it’s not shocking that he’d make bad decisions as a parent.

he’s not a bad person by any means, but his attitude about strangers, enemies, and relationships are off. he shows favoritism towards leo, though that’s not his intention. he fails to give his other children the attention they need. etc etc

so it’s not that surprising that his children also gained flaws that affect each other negatively.

leo is dedicated to his training, which isn’t bad but it gave him an ego. he believes he’s the good example, that he’s better skilled than his brothers. he has good skills that make him the best choice as leader, but sometimes his ego and his authority make him downplay his brothers’ opinions and chastise their choices.

it’s mostly seen in his arguments with raphael and donatello. raphael is stubborn, but he values his family like leo does. their opinions on how to protect their family and do the right thing aren’t always on the right page, which frustrates them. raphael goes through growth that makes him a lot more patient with leonardo, but he still calls leo out when leo makes bad decisions, and leo often refuses to listen to him bc he’s the leader. he’s in charge. why should he listen? which is not what a leader should be and he needs to learn that over the course of the series (he,, rlly doesn’t but i digress).

as for donatello and leonardo. donatello is smart and leonardo knows that and ends up using that to his advantage. he puts a lot of pressure on donnie and overworks him. donatello is smart so he has to be the one to track things down, fix mutations, learn what is going wrong. and when donatello’s attempts go wrong, leonardo gets frustrated and orders donatello to just. do better. keep working on it. since donatello struggles with insecurities, this is just added to it and he is super hard on himself when he fails.

having so much pressure put on him by splinter certainly doesn’t help his attitude either.

is he hard on michelangelo? eh not rlly but mikey’s a nothing character so moving on

raphael very obviously has his temper. he’s probably the most criticized of the team so his faults are kinda obvious. he has the most growth in the show tho so i’m not gonna go into too much depth.

obviously his temper and habit to get violent when he’s angry affects his brothers negatively. tho he’s mostly physically violent with leonardo or michelangelo. with donatello they usually are more verbal ig? when raphael is rough with donatello, it’s usually playful. idk

also his temper affects his focus and skills so he’s often chastised by splinter, which comes across to him like leo is so much better and splinter likes him more.

donatello’s turn. this guy has his heart on his sleeve and ik i mention his insecurities constantly but it does affect him more than anything else. he’s insecure about being a mutant, he’s insecure about his weapon and fighting skills, he’s insecure about his feelings for april, he’s insecure about whether he’s smart enough, he’s insecure PERIOD. he has so much going on in that brain so ofc it’s gonna affect his brothers

he snaps at people all the time. he lets his insecurities affect the way he interacts with other people (see: casey jones).

even the pride he does have about his scientific accomplishments can be easily crushed when they’re ruined or criticized in some way.

he isolates very often and sometimes when he is confident it comes across as rude.

and when he acts out of concern for april, he goes about it wrong and ends up being creepy.

it doesn’t help that splinter hardly corrects any of his behavior. plus he doesn’t get the affirmation he needs.

as for michelangelo he’s a bad interpretation of someone with adhd— oh wait no that’s not what i’m trying to talk about hold on—

so michelangelo is playful and naïve and fails to take many things seriously, which frustrates his brothers a lot so it’s hard for them to take him seriously when he is being genuine.

and for karai, we already see how flawed and rebellious she is, and it rubs off on her brothers often, particularly leo.

this family is just a wreck but that’s why they’re so interesting to explore and see them grow. it’s why i wanted more from the series. their dynamics have positive parts as well and it’s nice seeing them talk through things. but the series sacrifices a lot of that for plots that don’t rlly matter tbh (most of season 5 <3)

they are not abusive at all but they are extremely flawed and that’s okay

[teenage-mutant-ninja-freak]

How would the Mob! Turtles react if their wife/girlfriend tried to leave them or break up with them after a nasty argument? Ik they can be assholes but I’m curious. 😭

Oh you *know* they're going to be the biggest assholes

Mob! Leo

"I'm done! I can't take this anymore. We're over!"

Tears streaming down your face, this was the worst argument you'd ever had

"fine!" he hissed back

"But good luck finding someone else to put up with your shit! I'll make sure no other man touches you, that you can't get a job, can't get a home, fuck, I'll make sure you can't buy a fucking coffee without my say so!"

he meant it

in his mind this wasn't just the ending of your relationship, it was the end of your life as you knew it

he'd spent your entire relationship making sure you needed him, that he was the one to clean up your messes no matter how small or big

your life was over as you knew it if you left him

in a month you'd be back to beg his forgiveness when the money had dried up

he would take you back with conditions

Mob! Raph

"I'm done, I can't take this anymore! We're over!" you scream

you meant it too, for the first time this was more than you could take

he goes silent

nothing good happens when Raph is lost for words

his huge frame slowly walks towards you

towering over you

"you mean that?" he asks, eerily calm

"y-yes" you're not sure anymore

"Fine. Go. See what happens. I'll make it so you don't make it home on the freeway. Your family will be asking what happened, your nieces and nephews crying where's their auntie... Fuck, I'll give the speech at your funeral. You wanna test me, great, see how that ends for you!"

He was dead serious.

You always knew Raph was possessive but you didn't think he was this crazy.

"or" he begins "you can shut that pretty little mouth of yours, and make it up to me?"

you don't really have a choice

Mob! Mikey

"I'm done I can't take this anymore! We're over!" tears gush down your face

"NO!" he bellows back at you

"NO! We're not over until I say we are!"

He grabs you by the hair and throws you down

"Look, sugar, I didn't want to have to do this but you leave me no choice! You think you can end things with me? You think this is how it works? No, no, no. We're not done. I'll keep you here until you come to your senses!"

You spent 3 days in that room

begging, pleading, crying

Mikey occasionally coming in and mumbling, you're not sure if he's talking to you or himself

cursing occasionally and yelling sometimes. Not making much snese at all

you have him in a state

you just want to leave

eventually you made a deal

you stick around and be good for him, he lets you have the life you built together back

There's no leaving this

Mob! Donnie

"I'm done! I can't take this anymore! We're over!"

you feel the fear the second those words leave your mouth

"ok" he replies

plain and simple

that can't be good

you hurry out the house, scared to look behind you

when you get home, suddenly everything starts going wrong

your cat goes missing without a trace, you get the feeling you're being watched everywhere you go, your bank accounts freeze, suddenly there's an eviction notice at your door...

It doesn't take long

you need him

you need the security that comes with being with him

you knock on the door

he opened it with a smug smile

"say please"

you sigh, a weary, defeated sigh

"please"

he gives you a big hug

"I knew you'd be back"

[icrypop]

Surge of Emotions

ROTTMNT Donatello

Overstimulated/Overworked Donnie x GN! Reader

Fluff/Character comfort

I love Donnie and ik some people need comfort. For me, personally when I get overstimulated, I get super touch sensitive to everything and need to sit on a hard floor and draw small patterns on my hands unless someone does it for me-

~Writer Icy<3

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Things can get busy sometimes, especially with Donatello, the genius of the group, who was often stuck in his lab per usual, surrounded by various gadgets and glowing screens of all his tech. His mind was sharp and relentless and it often pushed him into long hours of inventing and strategizing. It was like his tech and projects to help his brothers or himself in battle, often consumed him.

But recently, there’s been a distraction in the lair. April had introduced Y/n to the guys a little over a year ago and it had been an enjoyable way to make a new friend for them all. Well, everyone except Donnie.

Donnie was never good with feelings, “Yes, Feelings, hot, cold, hungry, sleepy-”

It was hard enough for Mikey to get him to even consider his feelings but Y/n made him feel things he wasn’t used to feeling and it stressed him out. On top of all the projects, ideas and everything piled up for him to work on, he now had his new friend consuming another part of his mind.

One particularly stressful evening, Donatello found himself overwhelmed. His projects were piling up, his mind racing with too many ideas, and the pressure of his responsibilities pressing down on him. He could feel the familiar sense of overstimulation creeping in, the world around him becoming too much to handle. The beeping, whirring and all his tech making noise along with his work mask and anything he put his hands on seemed to make it worse. He sat at his desk, head in his hands, trying to force himself to calm down but it felt like the world was closing in on him, everything feeling too much all at once.

Y/n had gotten to the lair not long after April had told them Donnie had been working for a few days and hadn’t come out unless it was for another cup of coffee. They got their and went straight to Donnie’s lab, knocking softly. Upon not getting an answer, they peeked into the room and spotted the purple clad genius with his head in his hands. They rushed over to him, feeling worried and nervous for their closest terrapin friend.

"Hey, Donnie," they said softly, not wanting to startle him. "You okay?"

Donatello lifted his head, eyes filled with a mixture of frustration and exhaustion as they darted around the room, scanning their friend’s face. He shook his head slowly, unable to find the words to explain how he felt. His hands had been shaking and his breathing was irregular. Y/n knew he would get overworked but they’d never seen him this bad. They walked over and crouched in front of his chair. “Here let's do this differently,” Y/n coaxed him out of his chair and over to a less cluttered area of his lab, letting him sit down on the cold, hard floor.  

Sensing his inability to speak, they sat down beside him and put their hands up to show they wouldn't touch him. “Can I touch your shoulder D?” They asked softly. Donnie simply shook his head no and they nodded, understanding he was definitely touch sensitive to almost everything. “Can I sit next to you?” He nodded. It was quiet for a few minutes other than the occasional beeping of his machines. After the silence, Y/n decided to ask,

"Is it your work that's overwhelming you?" Addi asked.

He nodded.

"Too many projects at once?"

Another nod.

"Do you need to take a break from it all?"

A hesitant nod followed.

Y/n smiled softly. "Okay." Their calm and steady presence provided the grounding he needed to slowly calm down.

Eventually, as the tension began to ease, Donatello leaned on Y/n's shoulder, feeling an unfamiliar but comforting sense of peace. Feeling him relax against them, they filled the silence, “Can I try something D?” He closed his eyes for a moment, then opened them, looking at her with a mix of confusion and vulnerability and nodded. They gently took his hand and traced soft patterns on top of it. His breathing hitched until he felt his heart rate slow as he realized this was helping him focus on something else other than the things around him. 

"Y/n," he began slowly, "I am a smart individual, I could rearrange space if I wanted. I understand the most complex equations and situations...but I don't understand why when it comes to you, things are harder to think about."

Y/n looked at him confused before giving a knowing smile. "Donnie, have you ever thought about the possibility of having feelings for someone?"

Donatello hesitated, then nodded. "Yes but feelings aren't helpful for I, the great Donatello-"

“Donnie,” His heart skipped a beat at their voice. “Donnie. Feelings can be confusing, especially when they're new. You might not understand them to the fullest but they're also a beautiful part of being who we are."

Donatello felt a warmth spread through him, a new kind of understanding dawning. "I... I think I feel things for thou..." he mumbled, not daring to look up at his newly found reason of his feelings.

They smiled, eyes softening as they knew what Donnie meant. "I like you too, Donnie. And if you're comfortable, I can help you figure out whatever feelings you want to understand.” He finally looked up at them, his eyes full of awe as he nodded. They let a soft laugh through their nose as they relaxed on the floor, relishing the feeling of being in one another's calm presence.

[theoneandonlyneonleon]

ANOTHER PROMPTUUHHH

okey what if reader was like sick or injured (you can choose or even make two fics from this if u rlly wanted <3) right?

so like obviously (a turtle of your choosing) is like 'get back to bed!' and reader is being stubborn because reader doesn't want to be bored and they're being difficult about it

reader is like 'cuh- chill is not even that deep- it's literally just a minor cold/a minor fracture' and they're like losing their shit every time they couch/or shift their weight a certain way.

turtle might actually wear the pants in the relationship *sigh*

LYYYYY POOKIE

Forcing myself to finally do theses bc they are just collecting dust in my inbox-

I picked Leo bc he the medic 💕💕

Ik its super short, but my brain is fried and preoccupied with junk and I'm working on ITRW so yeah 👍👍

(if anyone wanted to draw fanart for ITRW-)

"I'm fineeeee." You drawl congestedly as you recover from a sneeze. "I'm not sick."

Leo doesn't seem to agree.

"Oh yes you absolutely are. You're congested, coughing, and you have a temp of 102°. That qualifies you as sick." He says, putting a face mask on. "You need to rest. Doctors orders."

You roll your eyes.

"You're not a doctor."

"Im the closest thing you got. Now go rest. Or do I have to drag your sorry ass to bed?" He threatens, and you scoff.

"You're joking."

He wasn't joking, it turns out. Because next thing you knew, he was picking you up and carrying you to the couch. He tucked you in all nice with a blanket and a mug of honey ginger tea.

"Mikey's making you chicken noodle soup as we speak." He says, patting your head, "Now stay."

You frown as he walks away, and as soon as he's out of sight, you fling the blankets off and slip your shoes on.

"Pfft- sick.... I just need..." You say to yourself, a sheen of sweat forming on your skin as you practically drag yourself to the ladder out of the lair. "Just need... A drink... And snack....... Yeah."

You look up at the ladder, and grab the rungs.

Meanwhile, Mikey enters the living room carrying a bowl of freshly made chicken noodle soup.

"Oh Y/N~! I made- AHH! Where'd you go?!" Mikey yelps, seeing the missing you. "Leo! They escaped!" He calls out, causing Leo to come skidding into the room.

"Why can't they just listen??" He snaps, then takes a deep breath. "Mikey, you stay here in case they come back." He clicks his comms on to talk to Donnie and Raph. "Raph, you take the East wing, ill take the West. Donnie, you got a tracker on the son of a bitch?" Leo commands each brother, determined to find you.

"Not yet, no. Buttt.... I can track their phone." Donnie replies.

"No dice. They left it on the table." Leo sighs.

Leo suddenly hears shuffling from Raph.

"Y/N! What are you doing??" He yells.

You've only made it a couple rungs up the ladder before stopping to take a break. Raph gently grabs you from the ladder, and you're just too tired to protest. He carries you back to the living room and sets you on the couch, where an irritated Leo taps his foot.

"I admit, I might be sick." You say, and Leon narrows his eyes in response.

"Ya think?? Now lay down on this couch, eat the soup, and rest. Understood?"

"......understood." You grab the bowl of soup from Miley and DAMNNNN!! This soup was gooooodddd. Perhaps staying wouldn't be terrible.

[jassylife]

my ocs and their trauma or disorders

still the same Ik y’all but lazy lol

Brian: Abuse(family abuse) and experimented; being abused by his parents and calling him stupid or dumb(he not his parents are) the only family member who care is his uncle, got kidnapped by someone wearing all black to an lab and turn him into an otter like bear, has no disorders

Davis: dead parents, injuries, experimented, anger issues, and trust issues: yes his parents died from an fire building with is his apartment, he got his eye stabbed by one of the Blood soldiers, got his mouth burnt by one of the flames, (the army isn’t an normal military it’s an terrorist military) and then got experimented(not just only him survived Demi too but she got stabbed but didn’t really died but hides her back where she got stabbed with a coat or a sweater to hide it and Davis hide his scars where he got stabbed or burnt with an eyepatch and a mask) since he always moody and aggressive a lot he just only trust his childhood friends and his sister not everyone, he got hurt a lot but didn’t cared

Mikey: don’t have any trauma or disorders he just a happy mouse

Dave: injuries and experimented: he got also kidnapped and was turn into an coyote and always get hurt a lot

Joel: mental health, PTSD, eating disorders, manipulation, and experimented: his parents are German cannibals and forced him to eat meat(he not vegetarian or vegan he likes meat but dislikes human meat as a human child) everyday he eats breakfast, lunch, or dinner it’s always human meat and makes him to kills people and eat them since they are wanted criminals(Joel become a criminal after he got kidnapped) he also got experimented and turn into a dog like rabbit, he always crazy or insane(got possessed by an virus named Insane) and on an killing spread, whenever he hear noises or recognize weapons, blood, dead bodies, etc from his childhood he goes insane and always gets really very aggressive

Obi: experimented: he was also kidnapped again and turn into an rabbit

Kat: mother issues, humanitarian, bullying, experimented, depression, ADHD and suicidal: the reason why she wears an coat she hides her childhood scars from her mother, bullies, or herself to stay happy, her mom always force her to stay happy or she will send her to the laboratory to be experimented, her school everyone makes fun of her just she never talks to people(she used to be an introvert) she always sad and hyper all the time as a child and when she is now an teenager she still hyper but loses her sadness, she was taken away and turn into an fox

Jackson: experimented, injuries, dead parents, mental health: he gots a lot of anger and sadness, his parents died of murder by the same kidnappers who kidnapped Brian, Davis, Joel, Kat, Tina, etc, he kept getting more and more hurt but never feel pain at all, he was experimented and turn into an prehistoric creature

Johnson: Thalassophobia and experimented: he had a fear is being drown every day his family goes to the pool, beach, lake, water parks, or anywhere is water he won’t go in the water and trying to stay on land and overthinks his family will drown that he is fear of drowning, he was kidnapped while playing in the sand while with his dad and his family are in the water the kidnapper kidnapped him and shot Johnson’s dad but didn’t died, and got experimented and turn into an badger

Tina: sexual harassment, father issues, mothers girl, experimented, sexualized, sexual abuse: her dad isn’t a good person he abused her but sexually and started touching her and hitting her, her mom is the only grown up who cares about her including her other female and male family members does expect her dad, after running to her mom and yelling for help becuz of her dad Joel killed him and eats his guts but later Joel, Tina, Kai, Tailika are kidnapped and turn into rabbits(Tina and Tailika and Kai but Joel is both rabbit and dog)

that’s all y’all also this account is an horror and any type of content but idk if you scare of horror or anything idk

[thatonemacaronikid]

Hello there my fellow ROTTMNT fanatics, I am here to request your aid in getting the @tmntaucompetition to do a dance competition round in the near future

My reasons are listed below

1-it would be funny

2-Mikey is a confirmed dancer, so Is Donnie

3- please

4- yk you want to see overly traumatized turtles bust a move

5-Bootyshaker9000

6-all I can see is Leo swag

7-please

8- imagine this scene but with the turtles and their friends

https://youtu.be/i2lpV4uopr4

9-it can be any dance you choose

10-meme worthy round

11-pepaws dancing

12-chaos

13-Donnie can use his disco ball

14- yes, yes they can wear overly dramatic outfits while dancing

15- I need more fandom induced dopamine and ik you do too

16-please

Those are most of my reasons, if there are more then I'll update the post, ofc as much as I'd love it if you do help me this is absolutely optional and if you do not wish to join or do anything about this that is completely fine, it's mainly just a joke that could become reality so I don't truly mind if I don't get it, but I do want to see all of these cool characters dancing

Anyways, have a good day/afternoon/night wherever you are 😊💕

[kid-blinks-eyepatch]

Barney Peanuts/Coffee Bean

30 days minific challenge 3️⃣0️⃣

here :3

Day one- realizing they’re in love

- Bean POV-

I grinned, putting an arm around Barney  Peanuts. He looked at me and laughed, ruffling my hair. I grinned, punching his shoulder playfully. He let out a ‘oof’ and stumbled dramatically, grinning. I laughed as i watched him turn a cartwheel happily. He was always bouncing around. It was probably why we got along so well. I was high-strung and energetic. He was mostly the same. I grinned and ran to catch up with him. He ruffled my hair as we walked and I grinned wider.

“Hey Bean did i tell ya about Mikey?” He asked me. I shook my head. He started to tell me about one of the members from the circus. I was listening to him at first, but then I saw some crows. I watched them as Peanuts tossed a peanut he produced from hsi pockeys to them. 

“Thats kind…” I trailed off as the crows startled and flew off. I got caught up in watching them before Peanuts shook my shoulder.

“Did you get distracted by a flock of birds, Bean?” he laughed, grinning. I loved his smile, when it was genuine it practically lit up his whole face. I blinked, grinning back, laughing slightly at the odd detour of my thoughts.

“Yes-“ I grinned. We arrived back at the lodge and Peanuts gave me a friendly hug and went to go play cards. Unsurprisingly, i didn’t have the patience for cards, so i laid ob my bunk and rolled my marbles around. I looked over at Peanuts. I felt myself smile as i saw him. His tongue protruded slightly from the corner of his mouth as he thought. He eventually gave up and laid his cards down, laughing. I loved his laugh. He laughed a lot, he was a happy person. When he laughed he tended to smile, which as i mentioned, lit up his entire face. It was really pretty. I looked at him more carefully. His eyes weren’t exactly anything special, just a light brown color. I smiled slightly, I loved the way his eyes seemed to dance when he was laughing or excited. I laid back on my bed, still watching him. My eyes flicked over to Mike and Jojo. The latter was sitting in Mike’s lap, reading a book. Mike was petting his hair and talking to Ike. I smiled slightly. I kinda wanted Peanuts to hold me. I shrugged it off, normal friend feelings. It was probably normal to wonder about hoe your best friend would react to you kissing them. normal emotions.

Well then my brain decided to bring up something Blink had said to Skittery awhile ago

“Y’know i never realized i was actually in love with Mush until i realized i kinda wanted him to kiss me” he’d said. I sat up and blinked. I looked at Peanuts, who was laughing. holy shit his smile. I flopped back down

oh fuck

Im in love

with my best friend 

well f u c k.

this was gonna make life interesting.

Day 2 - first kiss

- Bean-

I hummed as I settled into Peanuts lap, he had my hand in his. I hummed happily as he squeezed my hand. I poked his cheek affectionately and he laughed, grinning.

“Hiiii” I grinned. He laughed 

“Hi Bean” He replied happily, playing with my fingers. I grinned at him. We were sitting on his bunk. It was chaotic as usual, the littles stickfighting and a few rowdy games of cards or craps. Poor Specs was trying to read his book with Romeo crawling all over him. Blink had settled himself in Mush’s lap as the latter was playing a game of poker with Race, Henry, and Ike. Jack was sitting on his bunk with Davey. Davey had his head in Jack’s lap. I looked over at Peanuts. He was occupying himself with running his hands through my hair, which always tended to fluff when it was cold out. I watched him as he grinned and patted my hair

“Fluffy” He grinned, giving me a quick squeeze. I laughed and wiggled happily. I was wiggling my foot as I was comfy and didnt feel like moving, but i had too much energy to just lay still. I hummed excitedly. I liked being held.Peanuts and I had been dating for about a month now. We mostly just cuddled. Holy crap I wanted to kiss him so so bad. He was absolutely gorgeous. I bit my lip and sat up. He huffed as I left his lap. I laughed and nuzzled him.

“Im gonna get a drink” I explained. He hummed, holding out his arms for a hug. I bit my tongue and kissed him lightly on the lips. I felt my face heat up. I glanced at him. He was hiding his face in his hands. Through the cracks in his fingers i could see he was blushing furiously. I knew I was too.

“You uh- You two okay-?” Bumlets asked from the bunk next to us. He had Skittery, who was out cold,  curled up next to him under a blanket. I nodded

“mHm-” I felt myself redden more. Peanuts made a squeak sound and nodded, still keeping his face hidden. Bumlets chuckled softly

“I think you broke Barney” He said to me, nodding to him. I nodded, still bright red.  Bumlets returned to his book, running a hand through Skittery’s hair. I turned back to my boyfriend, who was impossibly red. I tapped his shoulder and he replied with a grunt/whine

“was that okay Barn?” I Asked him nervously. He nodded

“Yes!” he practically half-shouted. I grinned and tipped his beet red face up to look at me. I kissed him gently and he squeaked, pulling me down onto the bunk, and in turn, him. I laughed as he pulled me up for another kiss, much longer this time.  I grinned and grabbed his face between my hands. He was still bright red but smiling

“aww!” I giggled, kissing him again. I grinned and squished his cheeks. He laughed

“Shhh you’re just like so… so cute and kissable and come hereeee!” I grinned, pulling him down to kiss him more. I covered his face in kisses until he was flusted bright red and practically shaking from embarrassment. I grinned and pulled him down, wrapping my arms around him

“Beaaannnn” he whined, flushing redder. I giggled as he hid his face in my chest

“Youre too damn cute” I grinned, kissing his hair. He hummed and snuggled against me.

Day 3 - moving

 - BEan POV-

I ran a hand through my hair, glancing around for my boyfriend. The apartment wasn’t anything big, just a livingroom/kitchen, and a bedroom with a small bathroom attached to it. Seeing as it was just the two of us, it worked pretty well.

We’d been bringing up our stuff and the apartment was filled with boxes. I blinked and looked around for Peanuts. He wasn’t anywhere in sight. I frowned and poked my hesd into the bedroom. He wasn’t in there and the bathroom door was wide open 

“Peanuts?” I called,looking around the room again. There wasn’t a response. I felt myself start to panic slightly before I heard a soft snore. I blinked and looked around. He wasn’t on the couch, or the table or counter. I walked until i almost burst out laughing. There, curled up in a cardboard box meant for the blankets. He was, in fact, curled up under a blanket. I snorted and shook him awake. He sat up and grinned sleepily at me

“hiiiii” he grinned, wrapping the blanket around himself. I laughed

“do you need to take a break?” I laughed. He nodded and yawned. I pulled him up and led my sleepy boyfriend to the bedroom. I laughed as he flopped down onto the bed.

“comfy?” I laughed, watching him burrow under the slightly outrageous amount of blankets on our bed. He huffed and shook his head

“no :( I want my beanyyy” he huffed, making grabby hands at me. I laughed and laid down next to him as he snuggled against me

“better?”

“much!” he hummed happily.

Day 4 - meeting the family

- Peanuts-

Bean laughed and I straightened his shirt.  He nervously blushed and bounced on his toes.

“Peanutss—“ He whined nervously, looking in the car mirror and fixing his hair for the hundreth time.  I chuckled and took his hand, leading him to the front door. I knocked and my dad opened the door. I smiled as my dad pulled me into a big hug. I laughed as i was pulled into the house, I was still holding Bean’s hand. My mom came over and did the usual mother checkover. She investigated my face, asked if i was eating and drinking water, the ususal. I laughed and nodded. 

“Where’s everyone?” I asked.

“Living room” My dad replied. I squeezed Bean’s hand reassuringly

“they’re gonna love ya” I grinned, kissing his temple before pulling him into the living room. My two older sisters, Maddie and Tess. Maddie glanced at us and waved before returning to her phone. My little brothers, Braydon and Jessie, true to form, had squeezed together in a chair, cackling over a video.

My dad walked in and took a seat on the opposite couch my sisters, and now my mom, were sitting on.

“Hi everyone!” I grinned, Tess got up to give me a hug, and to shoot Bean a mildly threatening look. He squeaked and hit himself behind me slightly. Jessie and Braydon tackled me into a hug and I cackled along with them. 

“So who’s thisss?” Maddie grinned “The famous Angelo we’ve all heard so much about?”  I laughed and nodded, gently tugging Bean out from behind me. He had a death grip on my hand still. He reached up to try to fix a stray hair that didn’t exist. I chuckled softly

“yes, this is my very pretty boyfriend Angelo” I grinned, releasing his hand, which drew a panicked side-eye from him. I put an arm around his waist and let my hand rest at his hip, holding him against me. He smiled weakly at my family

“Hii-“ He said, waving slightly. Braydon waved happily

“Hi Angelo!” he said excitedly. Bean pressed himself to me nervously. I rubbed a small circle on his hip with my thumb

He continued to press himself to me nervously as Jessie waved excitedly 

“Hiii :D” he half-shouted. He’d always been loud. “Im Jessie, thats Braydon, Tess, and Maddie”

Bean nodded as i led him to the couch. I say in between my dad and the nervous ball of energy known as my boyfriend. At this point i noticed the jenga Tess and Jessie were playing

-Bean-

I looked at Peanuts family nervously. His brothers seemed to like me. Braydon had short, dark hair while Jessie had longer blond hair that came down to about his chin. His sister Maddie had curly, dark brown hair that went past her shoulders. His other sister Tess had short, curly blonde hair that was about the length of Peanuts. Peanuts was the spitting image of his father, the same eyes, nose, hell even the same mouth. His mother looked more like Maddie. I blinked as i realized id been asked a question 

“sorry-?” I replied softly

“Do ya wanna play jenga?” Maddie asked. I shrugged and nodded.

The next thing I knew id been sucked into a jenga game that ended up with Tess wrestling Braydon into submission on the floor. I snorted, trying to hold in my laughter as Jessie was practically rolling on the floor laughing.

Thankfully the food was good. I wasn’t a picky eater, bur i wasn’t a fan of trying nee foods. It was just pizza, and we ate in the living room. As we ate his family asked me questions, most of which weren’t too personal, thankfully. 

“So has Peanuts fallen aslep on the table yet?” Tess asked me. I nodded my head and laughed softly. The conversation lasted for a few hours. I smiled genuinely for most of it, his family really was just like him. Eventually it was time to go and Peanuts went to get the car while i waited by the door. the rest of his family was still in a playful argument about Jenga. Tess walked up to me.

“Angelo” she said. I looked at her nervously 

“Yeah-?” I replied. She grabbed my shoulder and pulled me close. I swallowed.

“you hurt my baby brother and Ill fuck you up, understood?” she growled. I nodded. she released me and smiled

“good, Barneys waiting” she said. I called one last goodbye and left, sliding into the passenger seat.

“not so bad?” Peanuts asked. I nodded

“other than Tess, no” I agreed. He laughed 

“she’s just overprotective” He leaned iver to kiss my lips “Im proud of you” he hummed

“thanks Peanuts” I grinned at him “I love you”

“I love you too Bean” he grinned, kissing me again.

“watch the road!” I squealed out. He laughed and i smacked him. He laughed more. I rolled my eyes 

“dumbass”

“your dumbass”

-Day 5- First ‘I love you’

-Bean-

I nervously poked my head into the circus tent, I wanted to see my boyfriend and didn’t have the patience to wait. I looked arounf and spotted Peanuts as he turned a happy cartwheel. I smiled slightly. I slid onto a bench. The tent was empty except for me, Peanuts, and two other men who seemed a few years older than me and Peanuts. Peanuts scrambled up onto the platform where a tightrope started. One of the men was up there, and the other seemed to be checking a net below the tightrope was secure. He tugged on it and called up something i either couldn’t hear or was in a different language. I rested my elbows on my knees as i watched the man up with Peanuts walk out onto the tightrope. backwards. He was facing Peanuts as he walked backwards. I could hear them talking, but they were too far for me to hear. Peanuts nodded and looked over at the benches. He noticed me and waved.

“Hi Bean!” He yelled to me. I waved back. He turned back to the man on the tightrope.

I watched Peanuts listen to the man as he nodded. Peanuts slowly took a step onto the rope and I let out a small squeak. Oh fucking hell he was so high up. I put a hand over my mouth. Oh hell if he fell-. I swallowed hard. Peanuts managed a few steps before he wobbled, causing the other man to wobble as well. I let out a worried squeak. Peanuts somehow managed to regain his balance and slowly continued. The other man backed off onto the platform on the opposite side from where he’d started. Peanuts made it to about halfway before he wobbled to much and fell. I let out another strangled squeak as Peanuts fell onto the net. He laid there a moment before holding up his arm in a thumbs-up. He sat up and rolled out of the net, laughing. I whined, bouncing my knee. I watched as he climbed back up and tried again. He made it to about where he had the first time before he wobbled and pretty much flipped off the tightrope. I let out another whine as he landed in the net again. The three of them laughed and one called

“Let’s wrap it up Ollie” The man called. Peanuts laughed and nodded, hopping the  small wall and walking over to me. I gave him a quick kiss on the lips as i stood up and we walked out of the tent and in the direction of the lodge. I glanced at him, I wanted to make sure he was okay, but i couldn’t exactly check him over in the middle of the street. I looked over at him, linking our pinkies together. He glanced at me and smiled

“You okay Beany?” He asked me. I nodded

“Are you? Those was big falls” I said nervously. He nodded, laughing

“yeah, I fell upwards of-“ He looked down, mumbling under his breath “Dezoito, dezenove, vinte-“ He looked back  at me “twenty times” he laughed. I let out a small squeak and bit my cheek.

“oh-“ I said “are you *sure* you’re okay?” I said nervously. He laughed and nodded

“yeah, i might have a few bruises but I’m okay” He grinned.

———

We arrive back at the lodge and I pushed Peanuts gently onto the bed. He laughed.

“Excited are we?” He grinned. I groaned, sitting on his waist

“Not like that you idiot” I snorted, undoing his shirt. He blinked, looking up at me

“are you sure-? cause this is how it usually goes-“ He laughed, smirking up at me. I whined softly as I saw his chest and stomach. There were light, still forming bruises on him. He looked down at himself

“it happens when I falls” He said, shrugging. I tenderly poked them, concerned. He laughed, wiggling with a small wince

“You sure you’re okay?” I asked, kissing the bruises. He nodded

“Im sure im okay I promise Bean” he said. I whined and continued to kiss the bruises

“Honey” Peanuts said, grabbing my face and making me look at him. I looked at him nervously. He sat up and tugged me so i was next to him. He buttoned his shirt and laid down, pulling me with him. I whined and tried to wiggle away, worried about hurting him. 

“Beanie, Angelo” he murmured, kissing my forehead “I’m okay” He said. I whimpered

“are you sure? are you okay? do you promise?” I said, nuzzling his chest. He nodded

“yes i promise- its just a few bruises Beany, whys ya so worried?” he chuckled.I shrugged, hugging him, mumbling a response. He rubbed my hair

“louder?”

“Cause i loves you” I replied. He froze and looked at me. I peeked up at him, he smiled at me, kissing me.

“I loves you too” he replied. I gawked at him, before burying my face in his chest

“really? you promise??” I said, peeking up at him again. He grinned and nodded

“Really, I promise” He said, kissing my forehead. I squealed happily and snugged into him.

“I love you I love you I love you!!” I said happily, squeezing him. He laughed, squeezing me back 

“I love you too Bean”

-Day 6-Raising a kid/pet

-Bean-

I glanced at Peanuts, who was thoroughly enjoying himself. He grinned at me

“Allie lookit her!” he said happily to me, sticking his tongue out at the baby, who we’d named Avery. She giggled and he looked back at me happily. I rolled my eyes affectionately, grinning back at him and Avery. I laughed as I got out of the car, walking around to the passenger door and opening it.

“may i see our child now?” I teased, grinning. Peanuts stuck out his tongue, causing Avery to giggle happily, making a small ‘ppft’ noise. He grinned at me. I smiled, laughing. He was so happy, it was absolutely adorable. I let him take her out of the car seat and i took her as he got out of the car. I grinned down at Avery

“hi little baby” I hummed, nudging her cheek with my finger. she just made more baby noises as she watched me. I grinned and held her happily. Peanuts wrapped an arm around me and kissed my temple

“You cant have her yet you got her the whole drive home!” I laughed, nuzzling him as we walked. he kissed my temple

“I can carry her if she’s heavy-“

“shes five months old!” I laughed, rolling my eyes. we went inside the apartment building and to the elevator. Avery, thankfully, stayed quiet and cooed happily. She waved her small arms happily, grabbing at my shirt. I cooed softly at her. Peanuts huffed, leaning on me and squishing Avery’s nose lightly. She giggled, smiling. I awwed as we went inside our apartment. We’d moved to a bigger one, but we were still living in New York, so we lived in an apartment. I kicked the door shut gently as Avery squirmed. Peanuts took her from me. I laughed as he held her protectively. 

“someone’s possessive” I chucked. Avery giggled, tugging on Peanuts’ shirt happily. Peanuts stuck out his tongue, which was the funniest thing imaginable to Avery, and nodded

“mine” he hummed, bouncing Avery gently. I laughed and let our jack Russell, titan, out of the kitchen. We’d decided to put up a gate so he didn’t immediately jump us if Avery was being fussy. Titan barked happily, which Avery didn’t seem to appreciate much. she started to whine, using her small ears to cover her tiny ears. i picked up Titsn to reassure him the five month old child wasn’t a threat.

-Timeskip-still Bean-

i hummed as Peanuts kissed behind my ear affectionately. I laughed, turning to face him. He grinned

“dinner’s ready” he hummed, nuzzling into me. I laughed

“thanks honey” I laughed as I went to Avery’s room to get her and her friend Daniel, who was Tommy and Henry’s kid. I knocked on the door and waited a few seconds before opening it. Avery was perched on her desk while Daniel was sprawled on the floor. they looked at me

“dinner’s ready” I said. they both scrambled up and followed me to the table. we all say down and ate comfortably. We all knew each other and it wasn’t uncommon for Daniel to spend the night at our house, or Avery spend the night at Tommy and Henry’s house, the two of them were good friends, and we were good friends with Tommy and Henry. As we ate Avery was unusually quiet. I looked at her, tilting my head

“You okay Ave?” I asked her. She nodded, glancing at Daniel. Daniel continued eating their food, but glanced at Avery as well.

“uh-“ she mumbled. she swallowed at looked up at us

“ImdatingDanielpleasedon’tbemad-“ she said before taking a bite of her noodles. 

“Okay” I replied, knowing Peanuts would take over

“First off im gonna say we’re not mad” he shrugged “and *usually* id go on a rant but i mean it’s Daniel so… nobody get pregnant?” He said. Avery laughed in relief and hugged us both. 

-Day 7-Getting lost somewhere

-Bean-

I hummed, peeking through the darkness to see the path. I didn’t want to run into omens of the scarers. I sort of regretted coming here. I spotted Peanuts.

I grinned, jumping onto Peanuts back. He hollered in surprise but caught me. I attempted to peek up through the corn. He rolled his eyes, flipping me around and dropping me slightly. This resulted on my clinginh to his chest for dear life. I grumbled

“No fairrr”

“stop trying to cheat you butt!” he laughed. I rolled my eyes and pouted as he set me down. he kissed my temple

“cmon Beany its fun!”

“it’s terrifying” I muttered, keeping a tight grip on his hand. “Its dark and we’re lost and there’s someone dressed as a fucking clown!” I said, deciding his hand wasn’t enough and clinging to his arm instead. he snorted and kissed my hair. I shivered, hugging myself momentarily.

“you said you were up for this” he chuckled. i bit his arm lightly and he laughed loudly. I whined

“stawppp theyre gonna hear us!!” I whined, trying to decide between clinging to his arm or wrapping it around me. I decided to cling to his torso and let him wrap his arm around me. He held me against him as we walked. We were just wandering at this point, we were completely and utterly lost in the maze. I wasn’t paying attention when one of the scarers jumped out at us. I shrieked and hid my face in Peanuts, who was shaking with restrained laughter. I shivered from cold and fear. I whined and clung to him. he picked me up again and i whimpered. He was holding me so I was in front of him, hiding my face in his chest. He maneuvered me so he was carrying me bridal style. I whined and tugged on his shirt 

“I know Beany I know” he laughed, kissing my forehead. I clung tightly to him. 

“im cold” I mumbled “and… and a tiny bit scared” Peanuts kissed my hair

“shh, shhh, I know” he murmured soothingly, rubbing my back. I clung to him. 

I grumbled as Peanuts groaned

“we are so fucked. I have no idea where we are”

“I don’ think we’re far” I said, hiding my face in his warmth “i can get up on yoir shoulders and direct?”

“yeah sounds good”

-

After about twenty minutes we were both muddy and cold but we had finally made it back to the car. I slid into the passenger seat, shivering. I shivered, waiting for Peanuts. I looked out the window.

where had he gone?

He popped up suddenly and I screeched. He roared with laughter, sliding into his seat. I whined and covered my face with my hands

“stoppp!” I whined as he turned on the car. He snickered and put the blanket he kept in the backseat over me.

I grumbled and crossed my arms as we drove out. Peanuts leaned over and kissed my temple

“not coming here next year?” He chuckled. I shook my head

“nO!!”

“I love you” He laughed, kissing me again. I pushed his face away

“Road!!” I squealed. He laughed.

“I love you too” I replied “even if you are an ass sometimes” 

Peanuts grinned

“you love my ass and you know it” 

-Day 8-FANCY BALL OR PARTY

-Bean-

I groaned, fixing my tie in the mirror. I bit my tongue as I waited for Peanuts. We had to go to one of his coworkers’ wedding. I wasn’t sure exactly why wed been invited as Peanuts said they weren’t super close. I groaned and knocked on the bedroom door

“C’mon Peanuts!” I said, waiting “We gotts go now!” I called, grabbing the keys

“Two seconds!” he shouted

“Im leaving you here!” I laughed, opening the door. He caught up with me and smacked the back of my head lightly. I groaned and looked over at him.

oh fuck.

he was fucking hot.

so fucking hot.

I didn’t know anyone there, so i mainly stood off to the side, vibrating with my usual energy. I literally could not take my eyes off of Peanuts. I bit the inside of my cheek. 

The suit stuck to him in all the right places. I watched him as he talked, walking around and being social. Oh hell the way his hips moved when he walked. His arms seemed much more muscular than usual. And I don’t even want to start on how good his ass looks. His hips swayed as he talked happily. I felt myself staring at his waist. God he hd a slutty waist. He laughed, grinning. I bit the inside of my cheek as he walked over to me. I raised my eyebrows at him. he grinned at me, wrapping an arm around me. I reddened. 

“you okay?” he asked me. I nodded meekly

“you’re just-“ I coughed “really really hot in that-“ I managed 

“is that why you’re all flustered?”

“y e s” I said, whining slightly “and this is gonna go f o r e v e r and I’m gonna absolutely d i e if i cant fuck you soon” Peanuts laughed, kissing my forehead. 

“we can leave early, sound good darlin?” he chuckled. I nodded, huffing

“You have a really slutty waist yknow” I grumbled. He almost spit out his drink before bursting out laughing.  he snickered and kissed my forehead 

“you’re one to talk” he said happily before bouncing off to talk to people. I groaned and sat in a chair. I watched him for the rest of the night. He dragged me up to dance but i honestly just wanted to go home.

———

We got home and I practically dragged Peanuts into the house. He laughed as I pushed him onto the bed. He cackled

“Love you my horny bastard”

“love you too Peanuts”  i rolled my eyes before continuing my mission.

-Day 9 - READING PARTNER'S DIARY OR LETTER 

- Bean- 

I kicked the dirt aimlessly. Peanuts had been gone with the circus for a few weeks now and i missed him. I huffed as i flopped on my bunk. I whined softly, putting an arm over my eyes. I wanted my boyfriend. I wanted to hug him. I wanted to kiss him. I at least wanted to talk to him. I wanted Peanuts. I sat up with my back against the headboard of my bunk. I pulled my box of belongings out from under the bed, pulling out a letter.

Id found the letter a day ofter Peanuts left, and it was written in his messy scrawl. I opened it and squinted at the words. It took me awhile to read it as I wasn’t exactly great at reading.

Bean,

          Hi baby, how’re you doing? I hope you’re doing okay. You been having okay days? I hope so.

           I know I’m not with you right now, and Im sorry about that. Believe me, I’d rather be with you right now.

           I love you. You’re so pretty baby. You’re absolutely beautiful. I love you so so so so so so so so so so so so so much. 

           Im sorry im not there when you need me, but i want you to know that I love you, okay? I love you no matter what. Don’t forget you’re beautiful and i love you

I love you,

Barney Peanuts 

I whined softly and rested my forehead on my knees in distress. I knew he meant well by the letter, and it helped a small bit, but it didn’t really help at all.

The letter went back in the box and the box went back under my bed. I tugged my hair lightly. I just wanted Peanuts.

I just wanted a hug from him

Was that so much to ask? 

It didn’t even have to be a romantic hug

It could be a normal friendly hug

I just wanted a fucking hug

Just a fucking hug from my boyfriend 

I whined softly and watched the other newsies. 

Most everyone was just trying to cool down. It was brutally hot out. I watched Blink rolling around on his bunk, he never handled the heat well at all. Mush was lying on the floor, facedown. Skittery nudged him with his toe

“mmmphhh! s cool” Mush whined. I bit my lip. I knew the heat was working me up but i was gonna start crying soon. I whined under my breath and went to the bathroom. I got a drink and looked at my face in the mirror. My Face was flushed red and i tugged on my hair.

fucking dammit i just wanted my boyfriend 

I just wanted a hug from him 

I wanted to hear his voice.

I squeezed my eyes shut, I refused to cry. I wasn’t gonna cry. Not here at least 

I just wanted my fucking boyfriend. 

I felt myself shake with a barley restrained sob and i opened my eyes and wiped the tears away. I exhaled.

I just wanted Peanuts.

-Day 10-LAZY MORNINGS

-Bean-

I woke up to the usual feelings. I was warm from all the blankets we had on our bed. and Peanuts was pressed against my chest like usual. I kissed his forehead lightly and he grumbled. He’d always been a surprisingly light sleeper

“mornin Peanuts” I laughed, sitting up

“no” he simply said, reaching up for me. I laughed. We both thankfully had the day off so we had been able to sleep in. I laughed again

“cmon baby its already ten” I put a hand on his chest and shook him gently “time to wake up” He just whined and pulled the blankets over his head. I laughed and rolled my eyes

“no!” he squeaked as i got up. I grinned and pulles the blankets down so i could see his face. He huffed, not happy about being removed from his nest. I kissed his forehead

“im gonna make us breakfast” i hummed, picking up one of his hoodies from the floor. I slipped it on and went to the kitchen.

——

I was surprised that by the time i was done making breakfast Peanuts *still* wasn’t up. I went to investigate. He’d definitely gotten up as he wasn’t in bed, but he was leaning on the sink in the bathroom.

“you okay honey?” I asked him, tilting my head. he shook his head

“s all hurtin” he replied. I realized what he meant. It didn’t happen often, but sometimes he would be incredibly sore from dance. Id mentioned it to Skittery once and he’d saidBumlets was the same way. I hummed sympathetically as i walked over to him

“did you take somethin?” I asked. He nodded slightly and I picked him up. he squealed and i laughed. I set him back on our bed and covered him in a few blankets 

“ill be right back” I hummed. 

I went to the kitchen and got breakfast. I handed Peanuts a plate and i sat cross legged next to him. He’d wiggled into a physically impossible position for most people but seemed comfortable for now. He nibbled on his food for awhile before looking at mine. I rubbed his hair

“m eatin it i promise” I said, taking a bit. he relaxed and ate his food. I put the plates on the dresser/nightstand next to the bed. Peanuts then shifted so he was lying like a normal human being. he tugged on the hoodie i was still wearing. I looked at him and he pouted. I laughed and laid down so i was Holding him gently. he hummed happily. I grinned and kissed his hair

“you wanna watch a movie?” I hummed. he nodded. I turned on a star wars movie, he loved those. He squeaked happily and buried himself into my side. I laughed and pet his hair as we watched the movie.

“thanks Beany” he mumbled against me “an m sorry” he added

“shhh its okay” I reassured him gently, kissing him “I love you so i take care of you” He smiled, nuzzling me

“I love you too!”

about halfway through the movie Peanuts decided he wasn’t getting a proper amount of attention because he shifted so he was all but laying on top of me. I laughed and pet his hair gently. He hummed softly.

i continued to pet his hair absentmindedly as i watched the movie until i heard a soft snore. I grinned as i realized he’d fallen asleep again. I laughed softly. He was burrowed in the blankets and asleep on my chest. He was too cute for this world, I thought happily as i continued to play with his hair.

-Day 11-TRAVELING TOGETHER

-Peanuts-

I grumbled, scrunching my eyes closed further. Someone shook me and I batted my hand in their general direction. They shook me again and I let out a groan, throwing an arm over my eyes.

“Ollie!” My mother laughed, shaking me again. I groaned, moving my arm off my eyes. I looked up at my mom. She was a short woman, I was taller than her, but i had been since I was roughly 13. I was pretty much the spitting image of her, same nose and eyes and mouth. She raised her eyebrows at me. I blinked sleepily

“mmmm?” I yawned, streching. I realized i had Bean asleep on my chest still. Only his messy, dark brown hair peeked out from under his blanket. I grinned sheepishly 

“He got cold” I explained. My mom rolled her eyes but laughed

“its time to get up you two” she chuckled. I nodded and she hummed as she walked away. I twisted to look out the window of the train. After roughly a minute i recognized where we were. We still had an hour until we got to where we had to be. I shook Bean gently

“Honeyyy” I cooed “time to wake upppp”

He grumbled and burrowed into me

“No! sleepy!” he whined. I chuckled and kissed his hair 

“come on baby wake up” I laughed. Bean whined and buried his face into me. I sat up, banging my head on the bunk above us

“Fuuck!” I yelped, rubbing my head. Bean whined and pulled me down, inspecting my head. I laughed as i felt him parting my hair to investigate. I heard Tess cackling with laughter. She landed on the floor with a thud. She straightened up and poked my shoulder. Bean pulled me against him, glaring at Tess. She rolled her eyes 

“whatever lover boys” she laughed, waving before walking out. I looked at Bean

“did someone get possessive?” I chuckled. Bean huffed and squeezed me

“mine” he mumbled. I laughed and pried Bean off me as I stood up. He huffed and stood up. I raised my eyebrows at him.

“shirt” I chuckled. He reddened and picked up his, slipping it on. He made a happy sound before kissing me gently. i grinned and kissed his forehead

“uh- im not s fan of trains-“ He yelped as the train rattled a bit harder, causing him to stumble into me. I grinned

“Its okay- we’re almost in Paris baby”

“good- i swear i can’t walk normally cause of this”

“i didn’t contribute at all?” I murmured. He squealed and hit my shoulder lightly. I burst out laughing

“Love you Jumpin bean”

“Love you too Barn” He huffed.

Day 12 - GIVING GIFTS 

- Bean -

Christmas had never been much at the lodge. A few of us didn’t even celebrate it. Crutchie, Les, Davey were Jewish, and Soot was Muslim. A few of us were atheists and others just didn’t share what they believed in. It didn’t matter, none of us cared much for the holiday whether we believed in it or not. I wriggled, trying to get some feeling back in my feet. It was too damn cold this year. I felt a shiver run through my body, I pulled the blanket tighter around myself. Peanuts sat on the bunk. I squeaked happily and wiggled, grinning. Peanuts chuckled. he kissed my forehead. I realized he had a paper bag in his lap. I cocked my head

“whaddya have there?” I asked, wiggling into a sitting position and resting my chin on his shoulder. he chuckled

“so i know you said you didn’t like christmas” He said, turning to face me. i wiggled out of my blankets. he handed me the bag sheepishly and i bot my lip

“okay-“ I laughed, producing what was a pair of glsves shittily wrapped in newspaper. I handed it to him

“aww” He chuckled. I reddened

“shuddup-“ I mumbled. he laughed

“open yours” he said. I did ashe said and produced one of the jelly-filled pastries i liked. I grinned at him 

“thank you!” I giggled happily, wrapping my arms around him. he grinned, kissing my hair. I happily let him go and looked at him

“do you want some-?” I asked. He shook his head

“Beany I can’t stand jelly” he laughed. I happily started to eat it. 

“open yours” I hummed. he did and squeaked happily when he saw the gloves. they were the type of gloves he used for the circus so he didn’t hurt his hands. Id convinced Buttons to help me sew a pattern of a peanut on the back of each one. I laughed sheepishly

“i know its not exactly pretty” I chuckled, rubbing the back of my neck “but in my defense-“ I was cut off by Peanuts squeezing me into a tight hug

“thank you thank you thank you!” He squealed happily. I hugged him back

“I love you Peanuts” I grinned, kissing him. He made a face 

“you taste like jelly” he grumbled, grinning playfully “I love you too Bean” 

Day 13-GOING ON A WALK OR RUN TOGETHER

-Peanuts POV-

I laughed as Bean bounced ahead, his paper bag slung across his chest. it bounced against his hip as he wheeled to face me. I kept walking until i caught up.

“lets go for a walk!” he said happily, grabbing my hand and pulling me forward. I chuckled

“yeah?”

“yeah!” He grinned, pulling me along. I chuckled. He dragged me along, happily pointing out whatever he deemed interesting 

“thats where Elmer and Mush found me, thats where Mush punched a kid-“ he said, squeezing my hand. I glanced at him 

“Elmer and Mush found you?” I asked. He nodded

“Yeah- Mush didn’t talk though” He said after a moment of thought “his face was all beat up so i dont think it was long after they found Mush.” I nodded. He’d told me about his family. They essentially didn’t have room for him so his mom pretty much jusy abandoned him. He’d said he was pretty sure he was supposed to have gone to the church but he wandered off. I squeezed his hand and he looked at me, grinning widely

“Barn cmon!” he said, tugging my arm. I snorted as we walked through the typical stalls and people that crowded the downtown area. I watched him as he nicked a cinnamon roll off a stand. He pulled me out of the crowded streets and into central park. I gave him a look when he scrambled up into a tree. I followed him and he happily broke the cinnamon roll in half and handed it to me.  I chuckled and took it

“thanks” I laughed, taking a bite. Bean hummed happily as he ate his food.

“You’re gonna get caught one of these days ya know” I laughed, breaking off a small bit and holding it to his mouth. He laughed and took it between his teeth, eating it. I grinned and wrapped an arm around his shoulders

“i know- but its just some bread” he hummed “and he was gonna throw it out anyways- it’s old”

“tastes good to me” I hummed. Bean nodded

“me too”

“did you have fun on our walk?” I laughed. He nodded enthusiastically 

“yes!”

Day 14 -SICKNESS

-Peanuts-

I felt myself being shook awake by Bean. I whimpered and tried to hide under the blanket. It was warm and soft. 

“Barn” Bean said nervously, shaking me again. I forced an eye open to look up at him. His hand was on my chest. I whined softly.

“Barn do you feel okay?” He asked me. I forced myself to nod

“Just tired” I rasped. i knew i shouldn’t have spoke because i saw the look he got when he was going to worry. 

“Barn you look pale” He said worriedly, pressing the back of his hand to my forehead. I weakly swatted at his hand

“Beany-“ I managed “im okay” I coughed. Bean whined and pressed his lips to my forehead. I wiggled weakly

“baby-“ I rasped. Bean shook his head 

“shush!” he said, pressing his fingers to my lips. I rolled my eyes but allowed him to help me into a sitting position. I shivered, it was cold.

-Bean-

I whined softly as i very casually piled all of our blankets onto Peanuts. he snuggled into them. I whined again

“are you feeling okay?” I asked him. he shook his head faintly 

“dizzy” he mumbled. I bit the inside of my cheek and helped him lay back down. I stroked his sweaty hair. He shivered 

“Be-Bean- Angie-,” he shivered, wrapping the blanket tighter around himself “hurty” he whimpered. His British accent was startinf to become prominent. I kissed his forehead. he whimpered and weakly batted my face away

“no! sicky!” he sniffed. i nodded and walked to the bathroom to get him an asprin. I heard a thud and looked back into our bedroom

Peanuts was lying on the floor. He sat up, paled, and flopped back down.

“need to puke?” i asked him and he nodded. After a struggle i picked him up. I wasn’t nearly as strong as he was. I (un)gracefully set him down next to the toilet where he then proceeded to barf out what seemed like all of his intestines he whined and reached for me. I shook my head and managed to get him sitting on thr counter. I wiped off his mouth for him since he seemed about to pass out. I washed his face gently and handed him the aspirin. i gently helped him take the pills and he whined, leaning his head on me. i shook him once and he didn’t respond 

“Peanuts did you pass out?” I whined nervously and he shook his head

“m’tired” he whimpered “an’sicky” he said in a very British-like way, trying to grab my shirt. I kissed his hand

“shhh its okay baby” I murmured. I turned and let him climb onto my back

“i know you dont like em bur its the only way i can carry you” I laughed softly, dropping him onto our bed “im not as strong as you” I laughed. I covered him in the blankets and opened the curtains to lwt in some of the morning light. he whined and gave me a pleading look.

“what is it Ollie? are you cold?” I asked. he nodded and i covered him in the blankets. he promptly fell asleep. I laughed softly and pressed my lips to his forehead. he was still hot. I checked my phone. there wasn’t anything worth responding to right now. I decided to make something to eat. I just nibbled on a piece of tosst while I made Peanuts beans. I laughed, remembering when he’d asked why i was trying to put my family in the microwave when hed seen me making him a poor imitation of beans on toast. He liked it a lot.

———

I walked back into our bedroom a few hours later. Id decided to let him sleep because he needed it. He was awake, and attempted to sit up. I kissed his forehead 

“i made you lunch” I said. He looked at me as i helped him into a sitting position. I broke off a bit of the toast and held it to his mouth. he gave me a look and i huffed 

“you dont get to be annoyed you’re sick and i worry” i huffed, poking his lips with the toast. he opened his mouth and ate it. he nuzzled me appreciatively

“thanks Beany” he said raspily (and Britishly) “we have tea by any chance?” J nodded and handed him a thermos. he smiled 

“thanks beany” he said. I nodded and held it to hso mouth so he could drink it.

“feeling better?” I asked. He nodded 

“thank you”

“of course! I love you” I grinned 

“love ya too Beany”

Day 15 -CUDDLING OR HOLDING HANDS-

-Bean-

  I winced at the noise and pressed myself against the wall. there were too many of us in the room.  

I looked around for my friend. Were we boyfriends? i didn’t know. and right now i didn’t exactly care that much. I just wanted comfort. 

I spotted Peanuts nervously cracking his knuckles. God everything hurt all over. Jojo was writhing, screaming as Mike and Mush tried to cslm him down enough so they could check out his leg. And the kicker was, he wasnt even the worse one. I whined and tested my leg. pain shot through my ankle and i whimpered. I managed to limp over to him and he squeaked when he saw me. he eas bruised and bloody but he was okay otherwise. Id figured he would be. people never realized how strong he was 

He pulled me into a hug and i wemt mostly limp. He squeaked at the sudden addition of my weight 

“it hurts” I whimpered into his collarbone. He pet my hair, picking me up. I squeaked and held onto him. He gently set me on my bunk. I whimpered, pain flaring across my ribs. I closed my eyes. my head felt fuzzy. Peanuts came back with Mush and Mush started to poke at my ribs. I whimpered and grabbed Peanuts hand for comfort.

-

I think i might have passed out because neck thing i knew I was lying against someone. They were petting my hair gently. I felt pain in my ribs.

“hey welcome back” Peanuts murmured, rubbing my chest lightly. I whined and rubbed my hesd on him. I realized he was in a half-sitting position with me lying against him. My back was to his chest. his arms were wrapped arunf my stomach gently. i leaned against him.

I liked cuddling him.

“I love you” Peanuts murmured into my ear. I yawned, snuggling more into him

“I love you too!” I said happily. I stretched slightly, letting out a sort of mewling sound as i did so. Peanuts laughed

“feel good?” he said. I nodded, snuggling bsck into him

“now hold me” I demanded!sleepily. rubbing my head on his chest. He chuckled, wrapping his arms back around me

“better baby?”

“yesss” i giggled, then winced as it hurt my ribs.

“back to sleep” Peanuts ordered. I looked up at him

“you wont let go of me?” I whimpered. he nodded, rubbing my chest again.

“I promise, I’m holding you all night”

“good” I mumbled, yawning again. I let pit another mewling sound as I yawned. I snuggled into him more

“I love you”

“I love you too baby”

Day 16 - JEALOUSY-

-Bean-

  I laughed as Jake flopped onto me. He was a pretty affectionate guy and liked to lay on people. It was normal. i didn’t think much of it. 

“im bored” he declared. I laughed, bouncing my leg

“that so?”

“yessss” he said, getting comfortable on my lap. I rolled my eyes and began to play with his hair. It wasn’t uncommon for newsies to act like this. we were all super close, it was just how things worked. I glanced over at Peanuts bunk and saw him glaring at something. 

That was my cue to go call him down. I got up and made my way over to him

“hi Bar-“ I said. He pulled me into his lap and squeezed me “-ney” 

“hi bean” he mumbled, squeezing my stomach tightly. I laughed in confusion and wiggled. he didn’t let go, he buried his face in my neck, biting the skin slightly. I squirmed for an entirely different reason now

“Peanuts? what on earth are you-“ I laugh, confused. 

“nothing” he mumbled, still holding me protectively. he buried his face into my neck, pressing gentle kisses to the skin. I wiggled and he huffed. I looked at him

“baby whats wrong?”

“jus stay still” he whined, kissing me. “I want your attention too yknow” It clicked

“is someone jealous?” i chuckled. He huffed and buried his face in me. I laughed and rubbed his hair

“its okay baby, I promise I love *you*, okay? you’re the only one i love like this” i murmured, stroking his hair. He nodded, hiding his face still

“but why?” he whined softly “you could have pretty much anyone else”

“i dont *want* anyone else Oliver” I murmured to him “i only want *you*. and I love you. *lots*” he looked up atme and smiled, burying his face in me

“i love you too”

Day 17 - BREAKFEAST OR DINNER TOGETHER- 

-Bean pov-

Peanuts was bent over the table, reading a book. I peeked over his shoulder. It was his math textbook. I kissed his hair and went to the fridge. I made him a ham (actual ham not the shitty lunchmeat ham) and cheese sandwich. I put some chips on the plate snd sat down next to him.

I hummed happily as i poked Peanuts lips with the sandwich. He looked at me, laughing

“Bean-“ he was cut off by me putting the sandwich in his mouth 

“eat” I demanded. he laughed and took a bite of the sandwich. i watched him swallow it 

“better?” he said. I shrugged and held the sandwich up to his lips again. he laughed and took another bite

“baby im working on somet-“ i put the sandwich back in his mouth and he rolled his eyes affectionately and took a bite. i held his cup of water to his lips. He took a drink

“Beany I can feed myself Im not a kid-“ he protested as i held the sandwich to his lips again. he huffed and ate the remainder of the sandwich. I hummed and held the water to his lips. He drank it. I hugged him and he laughed, kissing my hair

“did you eat enough?” I said, squeezing him. HE nodded

“its okay baby, don’t fuss” Peanuts chuckled

“Imma fuss” I mumbled, looking up at him. He used s lot of energy everyday for dance, and i wanted to make sure he ate enough. he kissed my hair and held some of the chips to my lips. I huffed in irritation but took the chips and ate them. He squeezed me

“cutie”

“no!” I squeaked, crossing my arms. He laughed, kissing my hair

“yes yiu are, worrying all about me” he laughed. I huffed and kissed him on the lips

“stop laughing!!” I whined, hitting his arms. He kept laughing, grinning.

day 18 - TEACHING THE OTHER SOMETHING - 

-Peanuts- 

I nearly fell over laughing at Beans attempted cartwheel. he huffed from his spot on the ground, lying flat on his back. 

“hon-“ I giggled 

“shut up” he huffed, sitting up “im not a gymnast Peanuts”

“i know seven year old girls who can do a cartwheel better than that” I giggled. he huffed and kissed me grumpily. I grinned and laughed, turning a cartwheel. he groaned and i got an idea

“do a handstand!”

“Peanuts-“

“ill hold you up” i explained. he gave me a looo but did so. I grabbed his legs and held them up. he squeaked at the feeling.

“like this” I said, pushing his feet to the side. He yelped but managed to do some semblance of a cartwheel. He gave me a look and attempted.

he almost did it this time.

“dont think too much of it, just let your body do what it wants”

“my body wants to fall” he replied, grinning. I cackled and did a flip. he groaned

“you are- you’re a butthead sometimes” he huffed. He tried again and did it!

he looked at me and raised an eyebrow.

“you did it!!!” I squealed. He grinned happily. I hugged himm and kissed him

“Im so proud of youuuu!!” I squealed

“irs just a cartwheel baby-“ he said, but he was smiling nontheless. Yes it wasn’t really anything important, but it was something. And hed been trying for anout a week so it was really good to see him do it. I smothered him in kissed as he laughed

“I-“ He managed between kisses “love you-“

“I love you too!!!!”

Day 19 - BREAK UP AND MAKING UP - 

-Tommy Boy (itll make sense i promise)- 

  I wasn’t exactly expecting for Bean to come running into my room and flop onto my bed. he buried his face in my pillow, shaking. I slowly got up from my desk and made my way to him. I placed a hand on his back. rubbing it gently

“Angie what’s wrong?” I asked him. he just whined and i was pretty sure he was crying. I pulled him info a sitting position. he buried his face in my shoulder 

“H-he-“ Bean choked out “he broke up with me!” I hugged him tightly against me. I rubbed his back. he just kept sobbing. I was gonna fucking murder Peanuts. Nobody hurt my brother and got away with it.

——— 2 months later———

There was a knock on the door and i glanced at Bean. He looked at me snd shrugged. I grunted and stood up, my arms over my chest as I made my way to the door. I opened the door

-Peanuts-

I saw the way Tommy’s face drop when he saw me. He had his arms crossed over his chest

“what?” he said. I felt a phantom pain from where he’d slapped me two months ago.

“I- I wanna talk to Bean” I said. He gave me a look and I swear i heard him growl

“Bean! Peanuts is here!” He called. I heard Beans’ voice reply

“who?”

“Your fucking Ex!” Tommy shouted. there was a reply i couldn’t make out

“seriously?” Tommy yelled. He gave me a look

“you can come in. only cause Bean wants you here” He said venomously. I nodded, nervously following him inside. Bean was curled up under a blanket on the couch. He got up with the blanket still wrapped around him. I rubbed my arm nervously

“can we talk?” I asked. he nodded. 

-Bean-

I looked at Peanuts as he lead me into the kitchen. Tommy was glaring daggers at Peanuts. I bit back the words that wanted to start spilling out of my mouth. word vomit. I bit my tongue 

“look-“ Peanuts said, looking down at the ground 

“Why ate you here? You broke up with me” I nearly spat. Seeing him made it all come back. There was a clawing feeling in my chest as i looked at him. I wanted to hug him so bad. I wanted to hug him and kiss him. 

“I- look- Beany-“ He said. I bit my lip. I was gonna start crying again. my stomach was   flipping along with the clawing in my chest.  “Im sorry” He said “i- god im so so sorry Bean I was just- god im so sorry” He said. I bit my cheek

“Peanuts- Peanuts you broke my heart-“ I said softly

“I know- I know and im so so so worry Bean I was so scared I was gonna mess it up and I ended up messing up so bad im so so sorry” he rambled I sighed softly. god i loves him too much to stay upset

“try again?” I asked softly. H nodded

“please? we can start back at the beginning if you want” He said I noddes and hugged him 

“good to hvae you back Barn”

“you too Beany” I almost melted then and there in his arms. god id missed him. 

Day 20 - RAINY DAY

-Bean-

I grumbled as I grabbed a towel from the cabinet and rubbed my hair with it, attempting to dry it. Peanuts laughed

“Jus lemme use the blow dryer” he laughed. I groaned

“We gotta go anywhere tonight?”

“No” he said, shrugging. I sighed under my breat. 

“Fine” I said, sitting on the counter as I  watched him pull up the hairdryer and plug it in. I kissed him lightly as he waited. He grinned and nuzzled me

“You’re cute” he decided happily, starting to dry off my hair with the blow dryer. I huffed

“I look like a wet dog baby” I said, raising my eyebrows. He huffed and aimed the hairdryer at my face. I balked at the sudden air. He laughed and continued to work on my hair. I knew it was gonna make my hair fluffy.

My hair wasn’t exactly curly. It was too wavy to be curly and too curly to be wavy. It was this weird mix in between.

But I’d used a blow dryer before, and it had made my hair aggressively fluffy. 

I huffed as Peanuts finished.

“Awwww!” He cooed, patting my hair gently “fluffy!!”  I groaned, hiding my face in my hands. It looked fucking stupid when it was fluffy. 

“No” I grumbled, putting my hood up. Peanuts giggled and picked me up as I wiggled. He plopped me on the couch and produced a bowl of popcorn. He offered it to me and I shook my head, crossing my arms over my stomach as I leaned into him. He laughed and pulled my hood down, tossing a blanket over us

“Oh stop frumping you’re cute” he giggled, running his hands through my hair. I grumbled and picked a piece of popcorn and ate it hesitantly. It was pouring buckets outside. I huffed and  snuggled against my boyfriend as he turned on a movie. I didn’t know what it was. I didn’t watch a lot of movies. I just yawned slightly and let Peanuts continue to play with my fluff

“I love you” I murmured. He grinned and kissed me

“Love you too!

Day 21 - ANOTHER TIME PERIOD AU -

-Cowboy AU- 

-Bean- 

The house was already overcrowded. But it felt worse with the panic. Jack was yelling something, but it couldn’t be heard over the hum of noise. Some screamed. It was cutoff abruptly. I scanned for my boyfriend. Oh god where was Peanuts? where was he?? I bit my lip and tested my leg. Id banged up my ankle bad, but as long as i used the counter to hold some of my weight i could sort of walk. I figured Peanuts was in his (technically our) room. 

I was right. He was on our bed with Henry attempting to calm him down as he writhed. Blink had his hands over a specific spot on his chest. Peanuts was letting out shouts and yelps of pain. Henry looked at me anf motioned for me to come over. 

I limped over to Henry’s spot by Peanuts head. I looked down at Peanuts. his pupils were blown and he was writhing in pain. his jaw was clenched. I touched his cheek and his eyes snapped to me

“hey hey, take a breath Peanuts” I said, rubbing his hair. He grabbed my wrist, squeezing it. I held his hand lightly and he squeezed mine tightly 

“just breathe” I said, looking at Blink

“what on earth-

“bullet” He said, grabbing something and poking at the wound. Peanuts writhed again. I squeezed his hand. Henry was in the process holding him  down as Blink worked on pulling out the bullet. Henry was practically laying across Peanuts to keep him still. I stroked his hair and pressed kisses to his ear and cheek and nose and forehead and lips and hair.

“got it!” Blink grunted, setting the bullet on the table. He produced a bottle of whiskey and i gave him a look. He poured it onto the wound, causing Peanuts to let out a strangled yell. He jerked upwards. Blink growled under his breath and opened my boyfriend’s mouth. He poured something down his throat 

“make sure he swallows it” He said to me as he continued to hold him down “itll knock him out” he explained. I nodded and tipped his head back. He coughed but swallowed. 

about s minute later he started to calm down. Blink and Henry kept a hold on him for close to five minutes as he slowly but surely fell unconscious. Blink started to work on the wound. Henry left to go help elsewhere. Once blink finished with the one on his chest he left us alone. 

I glanced around the room. there was a picture of me on Snickerdoodle nect to Stormy with Peanuts on her back. and there was a photo booth reel of me snd Peanuts. 

i winced as i thought about the shoot out. I was worried about my boyfriend 

———

I was nibbling on a piece of pizza Race had brought me as i waited for Peanuts to wake up. 

My head snapped to look at him as he made a soft groaning noise. I watched him hopefully 

“Ollie?” I asked him, tilting my head. He groaned, cracking an eye open.

“Heyy” he said raspily, smiling slightly. I took the cup of water and held it to his mouth. he gave me a look

“I can hold a cup baby-“

“shhh, drink” I said, kissing his forehead. He rolled his eyes but did as I said. I set the cup down and he attempted to sot up more. I shook my head snd gently pushed him back down 

“mm-mm stay still” I said, kissing his ear. “You got shot like four times” I added, kissing his hair “so rest” 

“mkay” He agreed, looking at his bare chest. He had bandages around his chest

“where’d i get it?”

“twice in the chest, once in the stomach, and once in the thigh” I said, holding a piece of pizza to his lips. He opened his mouth and allowed me to feed him, although he didn’t seem thrilled about it. 

“are you okay?” He asked me. I shrugged

“Twisted my ankle bad and I’m bruised up but otherwise peachy” I said, kissing him. He grinned at the kiss “is Stormy alright?” He added anxiously. I nodded and kissed him

“she’s perfectly fine I promise” I hummed, nuzzling his neck. He laughed softly then let out a soft whimper. I jerked back and immediately started checking him over

“Angelo-“ he groaned, grabbing my cheeks between his hands  “Im *fine*”

“But-“

He pressed his lips against mine and i huffed

“i love you” he said against my lips, grinning

“i love you too… even if you are an idiot”

Day 22 -     DANCING -

-Bean-

I groaned as Peanuts tugged on my wrist. I gave him a look

“Barn-“ I whined as he pulled me up and onto the dance floor. He grinned, putting his arms around my waist, resting in the small of my back. I whined, giving him a pleading look. He kissed my forehead and rubbed my back with his thumb gently.

I whined and put my arms around his neck, not thrilled with this development. he kissed my forehead gently. 

“Beany its okay- nobody’s watching” He laughed softly. I whined, giving him a pleading look. 

“Barn c’mon-“

“shhh it’s okay- look around baby nobody’s watching us” he chuckled. I whined and looked around. he was right. nobody was even looking in our direction. I huffed and allowed him to sway me gently. He laughed, kissing my forehead once again. I groaned softly. God i hated dancing. So so much. I never understood how Peanuts liked it. I just bit my tongue and let him dance with me. 

God i hated this so so so much. 

I legitimately wanted to melt into a puddle and die. Or just die. More than I usually did anyways. 

“baby its okay” He chuckled. 

“god Barn they’re looking they know i don’t like this-“ I said, feeling myself starting to panic. He rubbed a hand up and down my back gently, still swaying gently 

“baby its okay” he murmured “the songs almost over”

“god it better be” The song ended and I

sighed in relief as Peanuts allowed me to drag him back to our table. I sat down and sipped my drink. Peanuts chuckled and kissed my hand

“love you my dancing prince” he chuckled. I swatted him lightly 

“asshole” I huffed “but i love you too”

Day 23  - GETTING DRUNK -

-Peanuts-

  I chuckled as i watched Bean swaying in his chair. He was completely shitfaced blackout drunk and it was adorable and hysterical at the same time. I chuckled and held him still. He gaped at me and i laughed 

“what is it Beany?”

“ya made the world stop spinning!” he said, still gaping. I laughed and kissed him gently 

“yeah?” I giggled. He nodded, clinging to me

“s t r o n g” he babbled happily, burying his face into my stomach. I laughed, patting his hair. I ended up just carrying him to the car. I put him in the passenger seat and he giggled,reaching to touch my face. I laughed as he clumsily patted my cheek, grinning loopily

“my pretty Peanut” He grinned, squishing my cheeks. I laughed and closed the car door, getting in the drivers seat. 

———

I snorted as Bean tried to stumble up the stairs. he tripped and managed to fall halfway back down the stairs. He then proceeded to curl up on the stair. I laughed and started recording this, just to show him tomorrow.

“Beany what are you doing?” I laughed. he whined sleepily.

“bedtime” He yawned. I snickered and picked him up. 

I carried him to our bed and he yawned, snuggling into… the box. The box id tossed on the bed because i needed to toss it. 

My boyfriend was cuddling a cardboard box.

I chuckled and got a picture of it before rolling him onto his back, despite his protests. 

I laughed and pulled his jeans off. He gasped and i snickered

“yes bean?”

“aRe YoU tRyInG tO s E d U c E mE?” He said, I giggled and shook my head. I laughed and pulled a pair of sweatpants onto him. I kissed his forehead and pulled one of my hoodies over his head. 

I laid down next to him and held him against me. He yawned sleepily and pressed kisses all over my face. I giggled even more as he started to sing poker face very drunk and sleepily. He paused, looking very confused. he shrugged and burrowed into me, promptly falling asleep.

———

I laughed as i woke ip ti the sound of my boyfriend hurling his insides up from the bathroom

“morning baby!” I called, laughing. A loud groan was my response. 

“Hi Barn” He replied from the bathroom. I laughed and snuggled into the blankets more

“I’m goin back to bed its Sunday!” I laughed, yawning. He groaned loudly again. I giggled so hard i almost fell out of bed.

Day 24 - ROMANTIC EVENING - 

-Peanuts-

I knew Bean’d had a rough day. He got home and given me a hug before going to take a shower.

He looked like he’d been crying when he joined me on the couch. I kissed his cheek before getting up. He didn’t react. He just stared at the TV with the glazed look he got when he was really upset. I kissed his hair

“imma make dinner, okay?” I said. he nodded faintly 

“mhm” he said, his voice barley audible. I went to the kitchen. I hummed softly to myself as I put the lasagna in the oven to cook. It was Bean’s favorite. I glanced into the living room. He was curled up under a blanket now. I smiled softly and went to our room 

I went to the bed and made a little nest of blankets. I hummed to myself as I tossed an extra pillow into the nest. I turned on the tv and picked a movie. I paused it at the beginning and went to check the food. It was almost done. I hummed softly as I pulled two bottles of the fizzy drinks our of the fridge. I set it on the counter and started to fix the rolls. 

After I had the food all set up i took it to our room and set it on the dresser while i went to get my boyfriend.

I scooped him up off the couch and he squeaked, looking at me. I grinned, kissing his forehead

“dinnertime” I hummed as I placed him into the blanket nest. He gave me a look snd I grinned, putting the plate in his lap. I handed him his drink and sat down next to him, eating my food. Bean poked at his food snd i kissed his temple, turning on the movie. it was a Captain America movie. he forced a smile and ate his food. I kept an eye on him to make sure he ate all of it. Once we both finished i set the plates on the dresser and pulled the blankets over us. He snuggled into me, peeking up

“Ollie?” He whimpered. I hummed, kissing his forehead

“yeah baby?”

“Am i ugly?” he whimpered. I pulled him against me, rubbing his back

“not at all baby” I said, kissing him.

“you promise?” he whimpered. I nodded, squeezing him tightly 

“I promise- you’re beautiful baby” I grinned. He smiled slightly. He felt a little better. I knew he wasnt completely better, bur he was a bit better. I kissed all over his face

“I love youuu!!!!!! I love you my pretty boy!!” I grinned, nuzzling him all over. He giggled as I tickled him, snorting as he laughed

“baby!!” He cackled

“i love youuuu pretty babyy!!!” I grinned, kissing all over.

“I love you too!” He squealed, wriggling. I grinned as I snuggled into him. He laughed, kissing my hair.

“better?” I murmured

“better” he agreed, nuzzling my hair. I hummed as I felt him olay with my hair as the movie continued.

“love you my pretty boy”

“i love you too Ollie”

Day 25 - ENGAGEMENT AND MARRIAGE -

-Bean-

  I groaned worriedly, tugging on my tie as i looked in the mirror. Henry was tying Graves’ for him. I glanced at them

“this is a bad idea”

“fucker you aint going nowhere I came here on a fucking Saturday” York said from the doorway. Tommy spat out his water as he laughed, gasping for air. Henry and Graves were cackling. I shot York a look

“why are you here again?” I asked

“Good question” He replied dryly. Graves cackled, giving his boyfriend a giggly kiss. York hummed and kissed his boyfriend before slipping back out of the room. I gave Graves a look and he shrugged.

“shit how much is Romeo allowed to have?” Henry said, looking at him. Romeo gave him a look and put the wine glass in his face

“Cranberry juice dumbass” he said, rolling his eyes. I smiled slightly. At least they were taking my mind off the horrible pit of growing anxiety in my stomach. 

Oh god i was so nervous.

I mean I knew I loved Peanuts.

I loved him so much. 

He loved me. I kept telling myself. I knew he did, he’d told me last night. He’d told me a few hours ago before we’d both gone to do our own things.-

God I was nervous. 

I fixed my hair. There wasn’t actually anything to fix. God i didn’t know what to do with my hands. 

-skip cause im so lazy💀-

I swallowed hard as i looked at Peanuts. Holy fucking shit he was beautiful. He’d found a white suit and had made it look like something amazing. there was a white sort of cape. I grinned internally. It was definitely something he’d wear. 

I honestly couldn’t say I knew what i was doing at the altar. I smiled nervously at Peanuts and he grinned happily at me. I smiled again. 

It didn’t feel like me talking as we went through the vows. I knew what I said. I knew what he said. I knew we kissed. 

but it was an out of body experience. 

I didn’t care

I grinned as i hugged him happily, kissing him. I faintly heard Graves saying

“York pay attention” and someone giggling as a result. I didn’t care. I was married now.

—

I giggled softly as i leaned against Peanuts. He had an arm around me protectively. I kissed his cheek

“Hey husband I like your cape” I giggled. He grinned, kissing me

“i was waiting until you said something” he grinned “Specs helped with it” he added happily.

i nodded, yawning softly as I leaned into him. It was getting late now. peanuts ran a hand through my hair. I huffed. he giggled snd patted it down. I watched a very clearly drunk Romeo stumble up and take the mic. Everyone who knew Romeo laughed, waiting for the wonder that was an extremely drunk Romeo. I saw Jack start to record. Davey hid his face in his hands

“So Bean” Romeo said, squinting “wait where’s Bean?”

“here Romeo” I laughed, raising my hand. Romeo turned to me

“you better know how lucky you are” he slurred, pointing at Peanuts “Cause that guy is a very good guy” 

“oh god” I chuckled, grinning at Romeo “Dont worry I’ll be good to him!” I laughed, loud enough for him to hear me

“good!” Romeo said, swaying where he stood “Cause Race and Bumlets can back me up here that man is a bendy straw” I watched Peanuts turn red and hide his face in his hands. Specs hid his face with his hands as he started to walk up to where his fiancé was. 

“Seriously Bean the things you could do with him- I dunno what y’all have tried but like-“ He was cut off by a very red Specs pulling his fiancé away from the mic. I laughed as my husband groaned in embarrassment, still hiding his bright red face in his hands. I laughed as I patted his back, grinning at Graves, whod been filming our reactions. 

This was gonna get edited into the drunk Romeo montage.

“i love you Ollie” I giggled

“love you too Angie” He groaned, still bright red.

“my bendy straw”

“sHuSh!” He laughed, bumping my shoulder. 

Day 26. - SNOWY NIGHTS -

-Peanuts- 

There had to have been at least a foot of snow on the ground. I groaned as i stomped my feet to get the snow off. 

“Im home baby!”

“bedroom!” He called back 

I giggled softly as I saw my boyfriend on our bed. Id been filming in an attempt to make a video for tiktock, but had instead been greeted by a lump under all the blankets. I grinned and ended the video.

“im gonna make a drink then we can cuddle okay?”

“fineee” 

I went to the kitchen and hurriedly made us hot chocolate. I ended up putting it in a thermos (technically two, Bean was paranoid about sharing drinks) so it wouldn’t spill. 

“come hereee!!!” He demanded from his blanket mound. I laughed and tossed my jacket aside as I flopped next to his blanket mound. He groaned

“Babyyy w H y is it so cold!!!” He whined, flopping onto my lap. He was still thoroughly wrapped in the blankets. I pet his hair gently

“its not baby”

“yes it is im f r e e z i n g!!!” He said, curling up in my lap. He wrapped one of his blankets around me and him as he snuggled into my chest. I kissed his hair and he shivered

“its too cold baby” he declared, turning on a movie. I laughed, wrapping my arms around him. 

“is that so?”

“yes!”

“Warmer in Argentina?” I laughed, kissing his good ear.

“nO sHiT!” He said, huffing. I laughed and kissed him, holding him tightly. I freed one arm and handed him his hot chocolate. He opened it and sniffed it. I laughed

“hot chocolate my little freezebaby”

“oh” He said happily, sipping it. I laughed and kissed him.

He tasted luke hot chocolate. I grinned against his lips. He laughed and nuzzled me

“thanks baby”

“of course my little peach!”

“wHaT?”

“they grow in warm weather” I explained, nuzzling him after taking a small sip from my thermos of hot chocolate

“weirdo” 

“your weirdo” I reminded him

“love ya baby”

“love you too!”

Day 27 - FAVORITE SONG- 

-Peanuts-

I grinned as I practically threw myself into the bus seat, resting my head on my boyfriend. He grunted as I landed on him. I grinned up at him and he patted my hair gently. I hummed and took one of his earbuds, listening for s moment. I honestly couldn’t name the song or the artist, but I knew the song’s lyrics. Bean played it a lot. It was some kind of metal. I didn’t know what it was but it sounded cool. I hummed along to it happily as he played with my hair. I poked his cheek and he looked down at me

“yeah Barn?”

“is this ya favorite song?” I asked him. He blinked and nodded. I kissed his cheek, nuzzling him

“why?”

He gave me a sideways look

“what?”

“why’s it ya favorite?” I asked, tilting my head “also whats it called?”

“walk with me in hell” He said, flushing red as I started petting his hair.

“why do ya like it?”

“the music part of it” he said, yawning. I pressed a kiss to his bad ear and he buried his face in his hands. I giggled, listening to the song. Personally I didn’t like it too much. I wasn’t a huge fan of the louder songs he listened to. He handed me his phone 

“whats yours?” he asked. I grinned and typed in the song name. I recognized the familiar album cover. 

I played the song and he scrunched his nose up. He did that when he was thinking. God it was adorable. He looked at me

“this is greatest showman?”

“yeah, its tightrope” I said. He nodded, humming as he buried his face into my hair.

“sounds like you”

“aww thanks” I laughed as my boyfriend nuzzled into me.

Day 28 - BIRTHDAY -

-Peanuts-

I wrapped my arms around myself as I shivered. It was definitely cold out. 

It was december after all. Snow was lightly falling. I grunted under my breath as I held the bag against my chest under my coat. It was warm as I held it tightly. I managed to get back to the train. 

It was warmer in there. 

I trudged to my and Bean’s bunk, climbing up and flopping onto my back. He yelped as I fell onto him. I grinned and sat up 

“happy birthday baby” I grinned, handing him the bag. He kissed my nose

“what did you do?” he laughed. I grinned, setting the bag in kept my belongings in into my lap to find his other gift. 

“just open it baby” I hummed. I knew he’d always had a liking to sweets. I heard him make a happy sound as he realized what was in the bag. I smiled as i found the small box that contained his gift. I put my bag back where it served as a pillow. I laughed as I saw him halfway through the pastry already. 

“here” I handed him the box. he inhaled the rest of the pastry before looking at me

“what did you do?” he asked me, wiping the remaining filling off his mouth and licking it off his hand. 

“just open it” I laughed. He did as I said. He cooed when he saw it. I’d made him a sort of vaguely frog-shaped stuffed animal. It fit in the palm of his hand. I laughed sheepishly 

“I know its not great but it’s supposed to be a frog cause I know you like those and-“ I was cut off by him hugging me and kissing me deeply. I grinned into the kiss, kissing him before pulling away

“thank you so much!” He squealed happily, clinging to me. I laughed softly

“happy birthday baby” I grinned. he hummed happily and proceeded to bury us both under the three blankets on the bunk. I yawned and snuggled against him. I giggled as he set the frog on the pillow next to us. I tucked the frog under his chin

“gotta make sure it stays warm” I said, kissing his forehead. He giggled happily, grinning. I laughed and kissed him

“Happy birthday baby, I love you Beany”

“I love you too” he said happily, booping my nose with the frog before snuggling into me, the small frog tucked into the small space between us. 

Day 29 - STARGAZING - 

-Bean-

  I laughed softly as Peanuts pulled me into his chair. I kissed his chin as i snuggled into him. He’d managed to convince me to go camping with him. Personally I wasn’t exactly as fond of this as he was. I munched happily on my s’more. Peanuts kissed my hair. The fire was the only light other than the stars. 

“s pretty” I murmured, wiggling down into my hoodie. 

“It is” Peanuts agreed softly, rubbing my back “You doing okay?” he asked me. I nodded as i kissed him.

“yeah”

“good” he hummed, kissing me. I smiled. I loved him so much with that little smile of his. He had a small chip in one of his front teeth, it gave his smile a sort of crooked appearance. It was cute.

He was looking up at the sky. I felt myself redden at the view. He was absolutely fucking gorgeous. I  smiled. He squeezed me against himself

“thas Andromeda” I said, pointing to a few stars

“ain’t Cassiopeia close to her?” He asked. I nodded

“yeah- right there”  I pointed  “Big dipper, that leads into ursa major” I said. He nodded along as I continued to name constellations

“i think thats Orion” I said, snuggling against his chest. The smell of the campfire smoke filled the air, the crackling sound filling the relative silence.

I continued talking. AT some point I’d started to tell him the stories of the constellations. 

“Beany” He said softly, yawning. I looked at him 

“yeah baby?”

“you’re real cute when you get all happy bout the stars” he said. I reddened and grinned

“thanks baby”

“anytime Beany”

“I love you”

“love you too”

Day 30 - GROWING OLD TOGETHER -

-Peanuts- 

  I hummed softly as I read my book. Bean ran his hands through my hair. I looked up at him as he kissed my forehead. I grinned at him

“old man” I giggled, sitting up and kissing his lips. He rolled his eyes and laughed

“you’re old too yknow” 

“but you’re olderrrr”

“nO iM nOt” he laughed, pushing my shoulder “im not even that old! barley in my 30s” I grinned, kissing him. He rolled his eyes and tugged me into his lap

“you’re comfy” I grinned up at him. He laughed snd kissed my hair. I snuggled into his chest. I grinned happily. We’d been together for quite a while now. I hummed as I kissed the ring on his finger.

“you remember that one time you tried to snuggle a cardboard box?” I laughed. He huffed and ran his fingers through my hair

“you once hugged a lamppost and refused to let go” He laughed, kissing my forehead.

“i was very drunk” I grinned. He laughed in agreement 

“very”

I kissed him

“remember Romeo at the wedding?”

“you mean how he basicslly said you we’re flexible and we could fuck in some weird ways? how could i forget” He grinned.

“Oh man Specs was so red!” I laughed. He nodded in agreement. I played with his fingers as we cuddled. wed been friends, and more than thst, for such a long time, and we still had awhile to go. I grinned. I couldn’t wait to see what happened next in our lives.

[kurtmustdie]

caught up with cringetober because I literally forgot to do it, individuals and explanations under cut

Day 1: Heterochromia I’ve come to the revaluation that my sona is already cringe as hell considering not only can his entire body change color but he also has differently colored eyes as a staple of his design. They’re usually yellow and blue but this time I color picked the blue from the trans flag and the mint from the Vincian flag for this color palette, it turned out really pretty :)

Day 2: Self Insert Now she isn’t my self insert anymore, but back in the day when I was at “peak cringe” she definitely was. This is my warriors OC Icypelt and I have a post going over part of her story on my profile somewhere. She’s been through a lot and I think her modern design is very pretty :)

Day 3: Unnecessarily complex fit/design Spider scene is kinda infamous in my brain for having wayyy too much detail but I love them and I think this might be my favorite one out of this batch, super cute, the pose is really cute and the colors are nice and fits her really well :D

day 4: Angel x Devil inevitable MCR reference ik, Helena and Revenge, love them dearly. Poor revenge man this one is cute and looks like a sticker!!

Day 6 (I skipped day 5 because I didn’t want to open up ms paint today): neko i kinda hate this one but cat Gerard yay

Day 7: Pinterest base at first I wanted to draw hobie in place of Gwen but I remembered that I haven’t really drawn Mikey with her even though they’re supposed to be friends so I drew her instead. Idk. The height difference is not accurate because of that but Jumping Spider is small because he’s based on a jumping spider and those are tiny who would have thought

Day 8: tumblr sexyman i have never played undertale a day in my life i just know a lot of people wanted to jump sans’ bones

day 9: Crossover ship/rarepair OH BOY THIS ONE GOES KIND OF HARD AND IM EMBARRASSED ABOUT IT BECAUSE THEY KIND OF WORK FOR EACH OTHER UM MIGUEL OHARA X CLOTTED CREAM COOKIE IM INSANE OMG-

day 10: fursona i already have a fursona I already drew and yes I colorpicked from the lesbian flag how could you tell /j

Day 11: Yandere LYLA is technically canonically a yandere because spoiler alert she tried to kill Miguel’s fiancé via overheating her in the shower (essentially literally boiling her like a lobster) because she was “in love” with him (she said if she did have autonomy and had feelings the would be in love with him but she doesn’t but idk who knows I don’t).

day 12: niche interest ik MCR isn’t exactly “niche” but the black parades story in particular has always caught my interest and I have my own interpretation of it and a whole kind of story I’m still developing and character arcs and headcanons and interactions and yeah you get it, death in particular has evolved into god knows an OC on his own I just keep him attached to MCR because… it makes more sense that way, ig-

day 13: creepypasta does this count- whatever grimdark is just the same thing as a creepypasta- I’m not really in the MLP fandom anymore but it was my first ever “fandom” I was actually apart of. My first hyperfixation if you will. I wasn’t in the grimdark part of the fandom because I was too young for it but I was actually watching the izzzyzzz grimdark video and I was like “oh” and drew a rainbow factory Rainbowdash. Honestly I should draw ponies more they’re fun to draw

Day 14: candygore (?) im not good at drawing candygore and since I was rushing this o didn’t do it as well as I thought I can, but it still turned out pretty cool

Day 15: song lyrics aaaa inevitable hesitant alien drawing this one turned out so cute!! The colors and the sparkle eek so cute aaa action cat lyrics I’m breaking down right in front of you I’m sorry

planning on doing the rest of the month now, maybe not exactly on time since I’m still in school but I’ll try to get 31 drawings out by Halloween. Love the idea of cringetober because I just love all things cringe. Ack this is so good

[ekiveki]

TMNT 2012 MIKEY FANFIC RECOMMENDATIONS!!!! <333

First, I wanna say tysm for the likes on the last list, I really, really appreciate it <333

Now, onto the fanfics!!!!!

Self-Harm by KKscendants

I cannot explain how much I love this fanfic

I love the concept, I love how it's not like, straight forward and actually needs emotional thinking and stuff

(I literally cannot explain-)

I don't wanna give out any spoilers, but plz go read it, it's amazing!!!

The observation

by crawlingupawall

I ADORE FARMHOUSE ARC SM!!!!!!

IT IS JUST SO GOOD LIKE-

Yea anyway, it's mostly view in Donnie's pov but it is extremely Mikey centric

Drop by Drop is The Water Pot Filled

by ViviTheGhosty

OMG, I CANNOT express how I love this

And ik I say that ab every fanfic I recommend, but I really think that all of them are really, really really good! And awesome! That's why I'm recommending them anyway

I don't like giving out spoilers so that's why I don't really describe any fanfics I talk about so yea-

swallow down (all your regrets)

by Keeryd

This one was just hella relatable if you ask me-

It is kinda short but I love it

(Idk what else to say lmao)

But anyway, I highly recommend checking Keeryd's account, I love everything they write <333

Mikey's Super Thinker Book!!! DO NOT READ!!! D:<

by YouDontKnowMe (Annonimous1000)

I'm honestly re-reading this one

I don't remove much of it, I just remember loving it (help-?)

Mikey's Cookbook

by Fighting Gold ButCoda

I think after reading the ones I already recommended, you will release that I deeply love mikey ED fanfics (totally not self-reflecting or whatever 🤭)

Anyway-

Entailment, maybe

by GOk1ttyg0

Ermm, yea-

(Idk what to type anymore, srry (ヽ´ω`) )

Mirum Videre

by short_bc_of_coffee

YES, OM YES

ONE OF MY FAV FANFICS EVER

I think that ppl dont talk ab psychosis that much, or at least not the correct way-

I adore this fanfic

I also love the b-team ^^

So this was very fun for me

And ofc, always read tags in any fanfic you're about to read; for tw and cw

Mikey's one shots

by SaheyMeine

I love the fanfic, but I adore the first chapter (character analysis)

i can make you happy, too!

by paindump

<3333

(I'm losing my mind)

Answers I Didn't Know I Needed

by PixiePerson19

(Oh, this is rottmnt mikey btw, I just want to put it in here)

I haven't read this one so I'm kinda nervous to put it in this list-

This is the first story I'm putting on the list without actually reading it

It's been in my 'to read' for a while so I'm just gonna trust my instincts and say that is pretty a lovely story <3

(Also, let it be known that the author (PixiePerson19) is literally hunting me,

I've seen them comment on almost every fanfic I've ever read, so now every time I open comments I bet that I will se them)

(Like, sir, what did I do to you ( ; ﾟДﾟ) )

Anyway, got distracted again-

Umm-

Idk-

That's enough for today :D

My goal was like 20 fanfics but I ended up with 11-12 of them, srry ( ﾟεﾟ；)

Plz tell me if you see any mistakes (like grammar mistakes, or maybe I imported the wrong link or sm-)

And, I'm so, so, so, sorry for basically lying about how fast will this list come out

I really thought I could do it fast but then a lot of things happened, and

yaddi, yaddi, yadda

So yea, haha-

I hope you love these fanfic as much as me <3

Have fun reading!!!

[faetaiity]

Ok, would the dark turtles play any instruments like the 2k12 ver. Boys did? Or do they do something else

Also April Getting Skinned Alive In One Of Your Fics 💀

Yeah! I could see them playing instruments, or at least trying to learn!

I think their instruments of choice would be:

Donnie, Mikey and Leo: Electric Guitar, Drums or Electric Bass Guitar

Raph: Probably wouldn't be able to play much, due to his strength, size n spikes, but he loves the piano, as it's one of the few things that won't get fucking demolished, plus it's calming to listen to! yes, his brothers give him shit for this.

But they don't practice too often, they're really busy, plus Draxum and Splinter don't like how loud they can get with them, but if they have free time, they'll run into a soundproof part of the lair n go absolutely apeshit.

Also, ik this wasn't included, but they totally love artists like Penelope Scott, ICP, IC3PEAK, Grandson, and, oddly enough, Jack Stauber and Will Wood & the Tapeworms

(Also yeah, the April thing isn't even the worst thing I could come up with, I just don't wanna write absolutely unhinged things out of my overthinking brain being afraid of possible backlash lol)

[angelmichelangelo]

been seeing how many asks you get nowadays and decided hey i have thoughts too

been rewatching 2003 lately (i missed these goobers SO MUCH) and saw you talking about the scarcity of Leo and Donnie interactions and,, i think they'd like playing smth like chess together..... or any board game really, i feel like that's their vibe, they're like grandmas. or read books and discuss them together!! they have chemistry!!! thank you for reading i love u 🥺👉👈

YES always send me your thoughts it’s so fun :3 i very much enjoy reading them always !!

but oh my goodness yes! i know it’s always been a common argument as to who out of donnie and raph are the eldest (aside from rise of course) but i have such strong beliefs that A) raph and don are twins and B) donnie is 100% the older twin because he and leo give off such Parental vibes

they’re the Leaders. leo gives the orders and donnie is there to ensure it’s executed properly. he’s leo’s confidant. he looks after mikey for him and keeps raph in check. he bears some of the weight for leo so he doesn’t have the shoulder it all alone and it’s just. they’re so obviously each others best friends it’s so :(((

and then outside of crime fighting and all the angst they would for SURE be like a pair of old grandmas together. raph and mike are reckless and loud and crazy and leo and don are so calm and soft spoken and grounded. they’d be nerds together and watch star trek when the insomnia hits, or they’d geek out over bootleg musical vhs tapes they find at the dump (donnie is a big Rent fan and leo is a sucker for Les Mis) they would absolutely play chess together and in the afternoons when there’s nothing to do, they’ll sit and do sudoku puzzles together, making up their own for the other when they run out of one’s to complete.

they’re constantly teaming up to wrangle their crazy little brothers and they bond over that (maybe some shared eldest daughter syndrome trauma..?) but they’ll always be best friends :)

THE LEO AND DONNIE BOND IS SO IMPORTANT TO ME:(((( ik ik everyone loves disaster twins but!!! but!!!!! the tmnt 2003 (and the tmnt 2007) leo donnie brother bond is about intertwined trauma and reliance and love !!!!!!!!! i could cry!!!! they are so special to me. ugh.

[thegroundsofbrooklyn]

so after posting my jomike fic, i mentioned earlier that i have a fully fleshed-out mike backstory, and because i love my favourite anon, i am sharing it here for everyone's enjoyment.

just a bit of a preface: this is based entirely on west endsies mike. anything that may be canon in livesies is irrelevant here (such as mike and ike being twins) unless it's canon in west endsies. all of this is either based off of things that have either been directly confirmed / can be inferred from mark's performance, or is just totally made up. but i promise most of it comes from somewhere. the only thing that properly goes against canon is the concept of mike scabbing in the first place - but it's kind of a thing, because mikey boy exists, so just go with that.

and yes, the whole concept of mike being good at selling newspapers comes from this specific interaction with mark:

"two cents for a pape!!"

"i have a dollar?"

(contemplates very hard for a solid few seconds) "no." (walks off)

so, enjoy! everything is below the cut.

mike is an anxious mess. behind everything, he's an anxious mess. he's young, he's scared, he's hungry, and most of all, he's so, so alone. he's the one who's always ignored in group conversations. it starts off as a joke, and then over time it stops being a joke, and then suddenly he finds himself as more of a shadow than a real person. and the worst part? everyone else treats him like a shadow too. the thing he's most afraid of is being forgotten. being left behind. behind abandoned.

at a young age, he has a younger sibling who can't sell, so he works to earn enough to keep the both of them alive. that's why he's so confident selling; he's quick, but he knows when he's wasting time with someone who doesn't have the money he needs. but all the newsies know that it's never going to work - they hardly earn enough to keep one person on their feet, let alone two - and mike is forced to watch as his sibling starves, unable to feed them because if he isn't strong enough to sell, neither of them will survive.

after his sibling's death, mike is far more quiet, anxious, and constantly on alert. he starts to withdraw, lashing out at the other newsies. they don't know how to help him, so they start to give him space. from their point of view, he's in pain, and he needs time. from his perspective, the people who are supposed to be his family are leaving him behind, pulling away from him.

the only person who pushes and pushes to stay inside the walls that mike puts up is jojo. so he doesn't mind that nobody else cares, because he has jojo, and it's the two of them against the world, and with him, mike is as close to happy as he can be.

the catch? mike is hopelessly in love with his best friend. every word, every passing touch, every comforting hug, is just a reminder of what he doesn't have. every time jojo grabs his hand to drag him through the city, all mike can think is that that gesture will never mean the same thing to jojo as it does to him. but he's happy. he's happy because he gets to spend time with jojo, and for now, that's enough for him.

and then jojo starts to get closer to tommy boy. and it's not like he spends less time with mike, but it feels like every second mike would normally be sharing with his best friend, tommy boy is there too. and he is so scared that he's losing the one person who makes him happy.

but he does nothing to stop it. he does nothing to stop it because jojo's happiness is worth more to him than his own, and he knows he doesn't deserve a friend like jojo anyway, and jojo will never love him like he loves jojo, and some part of him hopes that maybe if he steps aside and lets jojo go and be happy with his new best friend tommy boy, jojo will realise that mike is all he's ever needed, and come back for him.

it never happens. the more time jojo spends with tommy boy, the more mike withdraws into himself; and the more he withdraws into himself, the more time jojo spends with tommy boy. it's a self-sustaining loop, and jojo never comes back.

mike is left alone in the world again, but this time he's angry.

he hates tommy boy for stealing his best friend, and he hates jojo for leaving, and he hates himself for letting him go, for never standing up for himself or fighting to keep jojo by his side, even though it never felt like a decision he got the chance to make, because what else could he have done?

so he snaps and lashes out and hides inside himself, and he starts following the most important newsies around because at least if they give him validation it's better than nothing. and they just let him follow them around like a lost puppy, because they're young and stupid too so of course they just use his loyalty to their advantage.

and then one day, the delancey brothers find him. they ask him to scab. and somehow, somehow they know exactly what to say to get him to agree. they tell him that it's his own decision. that the other newsies will get to see him doing something for himself and not anyone else. that he finally has the chance to make a choice for himself. and that alone wouldn't be enough to convince him, because all he can picture is jojo's face when he sees mike betraying him, and in the end it's about jojo to him. it's always been about jojo.

but then he hears the one thing that makes him snap.

"remember how you felt when jojo betrayed you?"

suddenly he remembers his anger, and only his anger, and he agrees to scab not despite the hurt it will cause jojo, but because of it. the anger he's been suppressing for ever and ever because all he wants is for jojo to be happy is not going to be held down any longer.

so he scabs.

and that, my friends, brings us up to nothing lasts forever.

[ranhaitanisgf]

contininuing bc the last one got so longdjsje orz i got excited

BUT YESS?? YHAT WAS SO GIRL BOSS AND MATURE OF HINA TO FORGIVE EMMA AND BECOMES FRIENDS WITU HER AFTER FINDING OUT TUE TRUTH?? queen fr. wheres the rest of our emma-hina friendship???? SPIN-OFF!!!!

ANOTHER SPIN-OFF !!! OH! draken and emma djsjdj kinda what i said about backgrounds being less than ideal and draken's is def. one of the top worst, most heart-breaking backgroundsdjsje like?? he was abandoned?? in a brothel? and raised there by the women who def. came and wentdjsje a lot of older female presences/change for a little kid. plus he skipped/dropped out of school. he probs felt inferior to emma's seemingly, on-the-surface normal, perfect life. hence why he never said anything. never acted on his feelings. he loved her so so much!! he was willing to sacrifice his own happiness for hers! AND THEN FINAL TIMELINEDJSJE OBV. WE SEE THEM TOGETHER ANDBDJSKE I WANT A SPIN-OFF OF HOW THE HECK MICHI AND MIKEY GOT THEM TOGETHER !!! I WANNA SEE THEIR WEDDING! WHO WAE THE BEST MAN?! THE GROOMSMEN?! BRIDESMAIDS?! MAID OF HONOR?! THEIR KISS AFTER THEY WED?! you know that glimpse of a happy future mikey told emma in seas.3? IMAGINE SEEINF THAY IN THE DRAKEMMA SPIN-OFF?! BUT EXPANDED ON?! YES PLS!

also also! yesssss!!!! i loved senju before we found she was a girl butdjsje WHEN ITBWAS REVEALED SHES A GIRL? AND AFTER WE SAW HER CHUCK HER IUMBRELLA AT SOUTH?! THAT WHOLE SCENE?! FCKING BADASS! step up, queen! just a simple teenage girl with simple, pure dreams wanting to live the fast life and experience what toman had. destiny rogers' song "tomboy" is so senju! fr!! aaaa

but tyy tyy aaa i'm still getting used to people being willing to stand in my corner and do kind things for me aaaa

OMG YES I NEED DRAKEN AND EMMA SPIN OFF !!! they were literally so cute and they were so tragic w/ how they never got to tell each other i love you, GAHHH IT WAS SO SADDD !!! and ur soo on the mark w draken vs emmas upbringing and the reason why he never truly confessed to her and then it was too late,,, grhagdhhfh,,,, i want more happy draken and emma, and DEFINITELY THE WEDDING !! ik mikey was bawling his eyes out w michi and that mitsuya helped make her wedding dress and draken's suit !! (he def snuck the dragon tattoo on the suit somewhere i just know these things)

honestly senju is such an amazing character i can literally talk abt her for ages !! i rlly wish she was introduced sooner so that we got more of her, but it was sooo nice to see good fem rep in something like tokyo revengers !! i feel like a lot of 'badass' fem characters in media r usually stripped of their femininity and are usually 'one of the guys ' (ex. black widow ) WHICH IS FINE !!! i have no hate for those characters !! i just really enjoy having a character like senju who embraces her femininity and is still kicking ass !! like i loved the little shopping scene w her and michi + the amusement park !! shes just a teenage girl who wants to have fun and get expensive things w her brothers card, but she also knows how to get down to business !! ahhh love her sm !