#yes i have music autism

[khajiit-apologist]

brat but it's the same except I assigned the songs to cvfs

Gore: 360

Val Serano: Club Classics

Velyania: Sympathy is a knife

Feris: I might say something stupid

Katana/Megara: Talk talk

Aniya: Von Dutch remix but just the ad lib scream done by Addison Rae

Lucien: Everything is romantic

Auri: Rewind

Serana: So I

Lydia: the girl so confusing remix with lorde and I'm lorde

Flint: Apple

Taliesin: B2b

Daegon: Mean girls

Secunda: I think about it all the time

Inigo: 365

[wigglys-dikrats]

i did something insane and made minecraft map art of the four pulp album covers !!!

the images on the left are a bird’s eye view, and the right are the actual maps :]

more than 52 hours of work and a total of 65,536 hand placed blocks all the while listening to pulp :D (a total of seven times heehoo)

shoutout to the folks at brp for keeping me motivated and sane while working on this the past week love y’all

(please do not copy the work or repost these images ty <3)

@pulpmusicals

[carcarrot]

having another one of my job-related crises

[morg-among-the-stars]

A few lyrical moments in HTDIO where they just Get It

"So much can go wrong tomorrow by simply being me." - "So Much in Common"

"When I mess it up, when I mess it up..." - "Butterflies" (my favorite HTDIO song at the moment omg)

"But if it's hard, then its worth doing it right!" - "Butterflies"

"Do I only exist on this planet to make someone else feel inspired?" - "Nothing at All"

"If you stay, which people don't normally do." - "Drift"

“Try to decipher each new impossible rule.” - “Under Control”

“Taking authority, some recognition.” - “Under Control”

[zephyrd17]

Y'all hear me out.........

Fourth Wing/Iron Flame with "No longer you" from EPIC.

[riiviir]

I don't know HOW I didn't realize until today that sound is one of my special interests. I literally ramble about it all the time, HOW DID I NOT REALIZE

[sillyautisticsoftshell05]

🎶✨when u get this, list 5 songs u like to listen to, publish. then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (positivity is cool)🎶✨

~ @berryshipbasket : 3

smirks devilishly

1: Renard - Usual Shitking

2: The Queenstons - No more forever

3: Renard - The Candy Pump

4: Will Wood and the tapeworms: chemical overreaction

5: Posca Von Gabba - Come Again Mista!

[lets-zofifi-stuff]

The thing is... there may be nothing wrong with your family and home, and you still wish you were going places and seeing other people. But you don't. Not because there is anything phisicaly stopping you. You just don't.

[ouroboroscully]

i love being autistic

[supercantaloupe]

applying for the KC internship again. it looks like the opera is not taking interns over the summer (boo) so i'm putting all my eggs in the symphony orchestra basket now lol

[pineapple-cheese-bread]

I'm not getting my enrichment at work, in fact its actively being sabotaged, and that isn't very plus ultra of them.

[sorchasolas]

I hate haunted houses i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate

[johndonneswife]

anon from the other day! did you finish Yoi!!?

[itsinmyear]

Anyway since this account has like 6 followers (hi!) I'm going to branch out a bit and have some other general music stuff.

First off:

I have a bad habit of not listening to new music from artists I know from...before. Before what? no idea. But there's a line my brain draws. Maybe what *my* lizard brain is worried about is finding out a beloved 80s band isn't making wonderful music now.

Gary Numan is a good example. Have you heard the phrase, "are friends electric"? That's Gary Numan.

Remember "Cars" (1979)? NERD.

But he kinda just ran with it, right into the darkness, dragging his electronic sound with him.

A lot of bands include him as a formative influence on their music - "everyone from Trent Reznor to Prince and The Prodigy to Afrika Bambaataa, Basement Jaxx and Kayne West". (source)

Cars, 2009 with Nine Inch Nails.

(side note: I love that Trent Reznor got so good that some of his musical influences are happy to make music with him)

I didn't really get into his music until 2003-ish. This kind of thing.

And he put out an album in 2021. While the rest of us were locked down not making sourdough bread, dude made an album. Show off.

But I haven't listened to it yet. Until now!

Still absolutely an edgy bitch. He's absolutely that nerd that tried to go angry goth, *but it actually worked*.

For more information, see: Gary Numan - Resurrection, a 2022 documentary. You see how great his wife is, and that his kids *like* him, and his music.

Oh - and he's got the autisms. And thinks it's fantastic, and that it really is the reason he was able to do all he's done. So that's cool. He's got some anxiety as well...and some depression...sound familiar?

and he's got this cat

[softwaluigi]

ok didn't really stop to notice before but it's kinda weird that wlkrr doesn't have katamari on the rocks labeled as the dokaka arrangement

[cityofmeliora]

the Terzo autism post ♾️

this is kind of an analysis post and kind of a headcanon post.

Terzo reads as autistic to me, especially during his first two concerts when he was speaking without a script and trying to figure things out.

Terzo has that "trying new things is scary and i need to feel like i'm getting a good grade at social interactions and everything has to be done correctly or i'm going to explode" flavor of autism.

[AFTER PERFORMING PRIME MOVER] PAPA EMERITUS III: How am I doing so far? I've been studying these moves so you would feel comfortable. Are you comfortable? Linköping, Sweden (June 3, 2015)

Terzo says he studied the choreography for 'Prime Mover' so the audience would feel comfortable. he's trying to do what people expect, and he keeps checking if he's doing alright and asking the audience if they like what he's doing.

[BEFORE PERFORMING ABSOLUTION] PAPA EMERITUS III: So, we're gonna finish this off with something as weird as a new song. What that delighting, or did you not like that? Yes. Good, good. Linköping, Sweden (June 3, 2015)

PAPA EMERITUS III: So, I know it might seem a little confusing –it's even a little confusing to me, sometimes– y'know, playing new songs for people who've never heard these songs. But I tell you what– we have a really good ending song that you will understand why it is an ending song when you hear it. But now it might seem a bit strange, huh? Sweden Rock Festival - Solvesborg, Sweden (June 4, 2015)

Terzo feels weird about performing new music because it's new and the audience doesn't know what to expect and neither does he. he keeps trying to assure the audience that it'll be okay. but i'm pretty sure he was the only person worried about it. he was about to release a new album, so it completely made sense that he would be performing new songs. he just hates not knowing what to expect, and it doesn't occur to him that not everyone thinks like him.

and then this clip... i think it speaks for itself, but let's talk about it anyway. (i included the audio because i really want people to hear him speaking here.)

PAPA EMERITUS III: Okay! We are now officially wrapping– with a song. It's not a rap song, though. [STUTTERS FOR SEVERAL SECONDS] I've heard from my brother that you are somewhat of a singing crowd. So you like singing, eh? That is fantastic because that is exactly what we're gonna do right now, and if you had said no, that would have been… weird. So thank you for not being weird and weirding me out. I'm weird enough as it is. Sweden Rock Festival - Solvesborg, Sweden (June 4, 2015)

like where do i even start with this. him thinking he needs to clarify he's not going to be rapping. the stuttering. the fact that he listens to what Secondo tells him so he knows what to expect. him saying "[...] if you had said no, that would have been... weird. So thank you for not being weird and weirding me out. I'm weird enough as it is."

he feels like a weirdo and he just wants things to be normal so bad. 😭

he also gets really irritated when people are incorrect / do things incorrectly. he has the literal / rigid thinking patterns characteristic of autistic people

PAPA EMERITUS III: Well, it's getting late. AUDIENCE: NOOO! PAPA EMERITUS III: Yes! It's not a matter of opinion. It is getting late. Sweden Rock Festival - Solvesborg, Sweden (June 4, 2015)

he tells the audience it is objectively true that it is getting late.

then there's the whole bit where he wants people to clap along to the music but he hates it if people clap wrong or don't clap with the correct rhythm.

and the bit where he asks the audience to say "Meliora" and emphasizes the correct pronunciation versus the incorrect pronunciation.

Terzo strikes me as someone who is constantly trying to perform a very intentionally constructed social personality, not only as an entertainer but as a person. and while he's naturally charismatic and charming, it's actually quite difficult for him to perform this public personality because he's constantly concerned with getting a good grade in social interactions and things being done correctly.

and there are all the quotes about Terzo being a recluse who only interacts with others as much as is strictly necessary. this is definitely clinical depression, but i think his autism is also a factor.

he got comfortable once he settled into a routine and created a script that he could repeat, though. after that, he was really on autopilot during his concerts. which is also so so autistic of him <3