#yes his friends and family but also completely random fans

[rat-rosemary]

rat, with all politeness, i dont think q needs therapy. I think something happened behind the scenes between the two (Dream and Q), and Dream upset Q over something that may not be entirely QSMP related--QSMP/USMP may have been the straw to break the camels back. Strong disclaimer, I dont think Dream is abusive/evil, this is just my real life example to illustrate why someone ghosts. It is an extreme--- I cut contact/went no contact with an abusive parent--they took to social media for a year straight with massive posts about how much they loved me, how they dont understand why I did that, how theyre very sorry and support me in everything. They refused to take "i do not want to speak with you, unless you can respect my boundaries" as an answer. Constantly they overstepped. Id tell them "here is why im mad" and they would turn around and say "i dont get why theyre mad?! I apologized?" Or "those reasons arent enough!" Many times other people contacted me on their behalf with claims they were dying/sick. They were not. Some of my parents friends would stalk me/insist I must be mentally unwell.

I dont think Dream is remotely doing that. I think hes a normal, if flawed, guy. However, I empathize heavily with Q. People don't get no-contact. They think its about cruelty. Its about "no matter how much we communicate you continue to not hear me/disrespect me. For my own health, i would like to stop this relationship." Its a last resort for when you tried everything.

I dont know what happened between them, but Im squicked by Dreams refusal to accept Quackity does not want to talk. Its my own personal bias/experience and it bothers me people assume Q's crazy/cruel, because Ive been there. I feel Dreams pain, but I think he might have missed the bigger issue at some point.

But its all speculation. I just ask politely dont label that action crazy. Youre welcome to not reply, i just noticed youre very much trying to see all sides.

Yes, if Quackity didn't want to talk to Dream anymore I think that's fine

But the thing is, he didn't have to talk to Dream to help manage this situation! He could just have made a tweet saying "hey guys, this is not okay, back off" and it would have been fine!

That's why Dream has been so insisting with this whole thing. Because he and his loved ones are in very serious danger, bad enough to get the police AND the fbi involved and Quackity could have helped to make it better by just making a quick comment or a single tweet telling his fans to stop

I absolutely agree that people don't get how hard it is to go non-contact with someone, and I'm sorry you had to deal with that, but Quackity didn't need to be in contact with Dream to do something

Because the people he needed to talk to are his own fans, who he is in contact with

(Also, I'm kind of saying it sounds like Quackity needs therapy because from everything we have been presented with, it sound more like there was something bothering him that he refused to communicate to his friends and it grew until this happen. But hey, I don't know because he refuses to give his side of the story!)

[greythemed]

𓂃 ♥︎ⴰ bloodhounds . kim gun-woo

˚ TITLE 𓂃 ♥︎ⴰ how is like to date kim gun-woo. ˚ WORD COUNT 𓂃 ♥︎ⴰ 1775.

dating gun-woo was like listening to my love by justin timberlake but the difference is that he wouldn't ask you to be his love bcuz he's a shy boy and would act exactly like only by lee hi

holds the door for you EVERYTIME like it's not even funny how gentleman-ly this man is

first time meeting your family? gun-woo is bringing every dish his lovely mother is capable of preparing in one day because he wants to impress your parents so bad (especially if you come from money while he doesn't) like he is so scared he'll mess something up

LISTENS TO YOU! i think gun-woo would be a good therapy friend but an AMAZING healing-era boyfriend. like family issues? imma suffocate you so hard with my love that you won't need anyone else anymore babygirl.

late-night therapy sessions where you both trade one secret for one kiss because it's cute and vulnerable while laying upside down on your bed and w pinkies intertwined. and if something about the relationship (or smth the other did on the day) is bothering one of you, late-night calls are a MUST - no matter where you are or which time it is.

his only source of relationship advice are guilty kdramas he has watched during the pandemic (when he wasn't punching random henchmen lol) and woo-jin so expect A LOT of misunderstandings from this guy

like one time he thought it'd be cute to surprise you with flowers at your work because he saw it in one kdrama and wanted to do the same but completely forgot you worked at a morgue as a young autopsy so you were horrified for a whole week💀

buys you sweet snacks every time he goes out like it doesn't matter if he's BROKE, he'll bring something for you, and don't bother stressing he'll keep doing the same till eternity no matter what

miss here has a late-night craving? gun-woo is running to the closest store at the darkest crack of dawn to buy you your wish, even if you try to stop him "don't worry, love, i'll be quick" and proceeds to kiss your head while putting his green puffy jacket on and rushing.

honestly let’s talk about that. IT HAS TO GO AWAY. definitely going to be your first gift for him: A NEW JACKET. like give her a break gunwoo-ya, she's not goin' nowhere bestie ✊😔

your 'dynamic trio' is a little stressful at the start. i truly believe woo-jin would test the SHIT out of gun-woo's partner, no matter how much the boxer tries to prove to him you're no threat. like mister mayweather fan won't let you breathe the first time you guys meet, making direct questions like "what are your intentions with my babyboy right here? 🤨" or "if you're planning to leave him someday and brake his heart, i WILL find you"

super-protective woo-jin boyfriend mode is off the instant he finds out you're striving to be a doctor one day and help the world to be a better place and stars are starting to accumulate in your eyes while you talk. (he still threatens you sometimes tho).

after that the DOUBLE DATES' SEASON starts (because woo-jin also has his partner after all) and suddenly your group of friends consists of your boyfriend, your boyfriend's boyfriend, and another unfortunate third wheel caught in their bromance.

he's such a shy baby and you're such a social butterfly girlie so we might have some contradictions about where to go on date nights. like one week is staying in movie nights where you’re all cozy and gun-woo is sleeping at the first five minutes of the movie (“i swear it wasn’t on purpose babe🥺”) and the other is freaking museum rides and “i heard this new place at the mall is SO good we have to try it!!!!”.

but when it comes to physical activities? you’re SO done. like NO GUNWOO I DON’T WANT TO WAKE UP 5 IN THE FUCKING MORNING TO RUN AT THE BEACH WITH YOU😡😡😡. (he dreams of the day you’ll say yes).

watching? maybe. he gets all sweaty and sexy for you, i can imagine his partner just staying there in the corner wrapped in a cozy blanket and eating some snacks while he’s working the fuck out in the garage. like i got you bae don't worry! from right here🧍🏻‍♀️ . and he loves it. 

absolutely adores praising, especially regarding his physic or gym evolution and gets all shy when you do it because “really? have you been payin’ attention to me?🥺”.

really values traditional corny-ass attitudes like protecting your head every time you get out of the car, walking on the side closer to the street, holds hands so he literally doesn’t lose you (it happened one time, you saw a rainbow-y burrito trailer and went for it without even thinking), ladies first always, pays for food when you get out or buys you flowers.

after he and woo-jin took their part of the money, the first thing gun-woo did was open his mom’s café and buy them a house just like mister choi said. he started working out more and working on his physic to maybe try and win one more tournament but he ends up meeting you and your father and meeting so many new people that wanted to take him under their wing 😊.

he literally had to pick which sponsor he’d choose to run for the belt. he got quite famous for jumping two categories in one year and from then on gun-woo made a few winning his pro fights.

he did what he loved so you supported him, biting your nails every time he’d take more than one round to knock his opponent out and cheering with his mom beside you in her new apartment every time the fight ended.

you’re so his passenger princess. this man will be moving mountains to do what you want and he’s so good at it.

on days when he’s more clingy and vulnerable expect this tall man to be glued to you. sometimes when you can’t be reached he will just call you to hear your voice on your break from work and straight hit the gym to soothe his anxiety.

in death’s anniversaries, he’d be the same. would stay silent the whole day if you don’t talk to him because it’s so painful to remember what happened to them all in one day. so you need to be careful and engage him in soothing activities or just distract him respectfully. 

nsfw under 🤗

gun-woo is such a giving person and he wouldn't be different in his relationship. sexually speaking? this man doesn't know where to start. you guys end up having a real conversation about this because gun-woo doesn't know how to enjoy things where he's the benefitted one and only wants to give, give, give. its sick.

it doesn't help the man is fixated on eating you out too. like, honestly he'll die a happy man if it is between your legs. at first, you had to teach him a lot of things (you were basically his first everything, after all) and the boxer took that as a fucking challenge. picture that every night he'd be knocking at your door not even saying hello and going straight to business because "i want to do it right this time, angel. is this okay? am i making you feel good?".

*dies while writing this*

there is a gun-woo before ep.6 and another one after ep.6 and we all know it. but the thing he didn't change was his heart, right? so the boy that watched netflix kdramas with his mom after gym sessions during the pandemic while eating ramyeon is the same man that takes you to bed after a romantic date and not only DOESN'T rush you to do anything but also asks if you want him to sleep on the floor because maybe he'll make you uncomfortable?🥺 and he doesn't want that. (even though you've been dating for ages by now lol)

so when you glance at him asking “bae, what are you doing?” he is stuttering like “sleeping on t-the… floor?” “get your ASS back here mister kim imma teach you how to be a man😾”

honestly, he finds you SO funny that even during sexy time he’ll laugh at your jokes. like genuinely laugh and you’d consequently laugh at his reaction too and then sexy time is gone for the next 10 whole minutes till he shuts you up and goes back to business.

big boy up and down we've all been through that already, right? right.

sometimes it pisses you off that he takes everything so serious and it takes the sparkle away for you. but it’s because everything is so new to him that he feels like he has to be amazing on his first try and it infuriates you.

“you good?” he raises his head and looks into your eyes in confusion. “you’re doing it again, can’t you please just feel instead of thinking for once?” you question and his big round eyes make an appearance. “oh… i’m sorry”. and starts doing it right because in his head, that was also a challenge.🙄

gun-woo is a shy man. while i do not agree when i see people calling him a bottom, he’s not approaching you first babe get over it. gun-woo is the type of man that needs a little “it’s okay i want sexy time now pls” so his key is finally turned and the beast is unleashed. not saying he’s a freak because he’s probably a super traditional guy but you know what i mean.

that drabble i wrote? he needs your okay first to iniciate anything. my man could be busting his pants, fully hard n leaking and won’t even utter a word.

stamina>>> he's an athlete like c'mon

don't expect any replies from this man if you send him nudes in the middle of the day someday. boy will be BLUSHING the rest of his chores forever. and he won't have the heart to stare at you for a whole week if you don't approach him first.

you'd be all "lol you're blushing baby 🤭😆" and he'd be like "why did you do this to me?🥺🥺🥺 now i want you more for the rest of my life and forever".

you cannot say that this man doesn't feel like some of justin bieber's songs (specially company like ok i might have to make a playlist just about him)

i'm going to end this here and let y'all starve.

making a playlist about him after this for safety purposes. i could make this for hours and hours no joke, mom come pick me up pls i'm scared.

[rvb-canon-grimmons]

RVB RESTORATION THOUGHTS!!!!

LONG POST IM SO SORRY I HAD A LOT OF FEELINGS

(Im so sorry this got so long, but i got emotional while writing it so please bear with me, read this like its the morning paper while u eat breakfast or something i have alot to say)

Before I go into the things I didn't like I do want to focus on some positives.

-Like I said in an earlier post, Geoff's acting…he absolutely killed it, and maybe this is because I'm a little bit Geoff/Grif biased but he was giving so much emotion and everyone else felt a little bit flat. Also only he could have delivered the "Come with me" line with so much Homoeroticism -I Had a pretty fun time watching the fight in the second half, The references to Monty we're sweet and getting to see Tex and Carolina fight together was pretty epic! -A good handful of jokes got me good. "23rd in my class" Shelia translating Caboose's Spanish to Lopez

Ok……. the next bit of this will get a little bit negative, but I do want to say this is coming from a place of deep love and care for this series. I have run this blog for like 6/7 years now and I've been a fan of this show for double that. My biggest fear is that fans get the same treatment we did when no one liked RVBZero. I have criticisms. This is a 21 year old series that so many people have had a part in and so many have loved. I was not looking for perfection, I wasn't even looking for something good. I was looking for an ending to the stories of characters people have held in their hearts for 21 years. Unfortunately, what I feel we were left with was a hastily thrown together hour of basically nothing.

-Why weren't they friends…..Why weren't they friends…No one cared for the others. I understand that we have semi warped perceptions of the characters from fanon works and things of that nature. But even in canon, the reds and blue care about each other. On their own team and the other team. Simmons, Grif, Tucker, and Caboose spent MONTHS together in chorus and same for Donut/Sarge/Wash. I've recently rewatched blood gulch and Caboose and Sarge have a great dynamic! Tucker and Grif canonically get along pretty well. Simmons was ON BLUE TEAM for like a hot minute there. THEY KNOW EACH OTHER AND CARE ABOUT EACH OTHER. This was zero percent present in this film. No one had any motivation to look for Tucker. No one cared that it was Tuckers body inside the suit. THE REDS LEFT CABOOSE FOR DEAD!!!!!! THEY JUST LEFT HIM!!!!

-Tucker, I'm so sorry baby girl, this was supposed to be your arc, your moment. You were hardly in it. No build up to how he became the Meta. The scene where he breaks out of it to not kill caboose was the best part of the arc. And he just wakes up and remembers it "like someone elses Nightmare??" ok sure

-Wash………………WHAT THE FUCK???? WHAT THE FUCK???????????????? WHAT THE FUCK??????? WHAT THE FUCK???? TO RUIN THIS MANS ENTIRE CHARACTER ARC BY MAKING HIM COMPLETELY OBSOLETE. PUTTING HIM IN SOME RANDOM HOSPITAL FOR AN UNKNOWN INJURY THAT HAPPENS OFF SCREEN AND ISN'T EXPLAINED. HAVE HIM HALUCINATING DOC FOR SOME FUCKING REASON. HAVE HIM SHOW UP TO THE FINAL BATTLE AND DO ABSOLUTLEY NOTHING BUT JUMP OFF A FUCKING CLIFF AND NOT SAY A WORD TO ANY OF THE RED AND BLUES I AM LIERALLY ABOUT TO FUCKING CRY TYPING THIS I AM LITERALLY SO FUCKING PISSED OFF. AGENT WASHINGTON, THE CHARACTER THAT WAS SO HAPPY IN THE SEASON RIGHT BEFORE CHORUS JUST TO BE ON BLUE TEAM AND HAVE A FUCKING FAMILY AGAIN. JUST SIDELINE HIM FOR NO FUCKING REASON AND THEN NOT LET HIM SPEAK TO ANY OF HIS FRIENDS EXCEPT CAROLINA AND DEAD DOC. AND DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE FACT THAT TUCKER BEING THE META WAS LITERALLY A PLOT POINT CATERED TO HAVE WASH BE INVOLVED. THIS IS LIKE AGENT WASHINGTON ANGST BAIT 101. YES IM A TUCKINGTON SHIPPER BUT PUT ALL SHIPPING ASIDE, THEY WERE STILL FRIENDS, THEY WERE FRIENDS THEY WERE FRIENDS.

Grimmons. I am disappointed. But really not surprised. Honestly for everything I disliked I thought Grimmons was handled ok… at this point im like….. they couldn't even throw us a bone. company was dying, final season airing, and they couldn't even throw us a solid Grimmons queerbait joke. Its whatever….I don't wanna get too upset about shipping because at the end of the day, ships becoming canon isn't what shipping is all about (says Tumblr user "RVB-Canon-Grimmons) you get what im saying.

-Donut…..where was he…..Fucking Homophobic honestly

-DOC IS DEAD?????????????????????????????? FUCKING WHY???

-Sarge's death was fine, I'm not upset by it I just didn't feel like it was emotionally satisfying. Especially after the shock of them leaving Caboose and the much better scene of tucker fighting the meta's control over him to not hurt caboose.

-PEOPLE CALLED U SIR ALL THROUGHOUT CHORUS SIMMONS WHAT THE FUCK??????????? WHY IS SIMMONS PROMOTED AND INCHARGE OF NO ONE???? WHY DID GRIF LEAVE HIM???

Im sorry………..this is so long………just remeber this is only my opinions and if u don't agree thats totally ok!!!!! I am just a critical bitch….

[spaceagesparkledust]

Random Doctor Who Hcs: Favorite Types of Touch!!

Nine loves hand holding. I feel like Nine is very closed off (emotionally) but this man grasps Rose’s hand all the time. So much. First thing he does. And he just…never stops. While dancing. While running. While walking. Probably while sleeping. Ultimate sign of trust for him. Long as he’s got Rose’s hand in his everything is okay. 

Hugs? Yeah. Loves a good congratulatory hug/clasp on the back. But again, huge fan of hand holding, him. 

Ten loves hugs. Like he and Rose also hold hands through all of time and space but he loves hugs. And he needs one constantly. In constant need of a hug. Sir was born out of love and after Rose leaves is constantly touch-starved and clingy. Loves to pick people up as he hugs them. Little spin. Totally would benefit from being compressed into a zip file.

Enjoys people (rose, Donna) messing with his hair. Just like a little scratch and he’ll melt. He’s like a cat. 

He’s very touchy with Donna who has learned to just deal with it. He’s taller than her so he’ll just lean down and put his chin on her shoulder. Or lean against her while watching movies. Just. puddle of time lord. Personal space who?

After Martha stops being his companion, he’s much more open to touch with Martha. He enjoyed hugging her before but his hugs just feel so much better afterwards. Holding hands with Martha is also pretty nice (makes him miss Rose though).

But I think also if he’s being particularly broody he won’t let himself be touched nor will he seek it out because’s always alright. (Donna’s got him though). 

Slightly touch-adverse post Midnight. If it’s a stranger and he doesn’t initiate it, he’s not going to enjoy it. If it’s someone he trusts then he’s more open to it and will likely reciprocate. But a stranger’s hands on him start to feel a little too much like the shuttle. Especially if its a harsh grab.

Tentoo gets to touch Rose all the time. Its great. Favorite type of touch is probably cuddling and kissing because he can do that now. Any time he wants without fear. 

Eleven likes subtle touches. Grabbing Amy’s arm while he’s excited. Patting Rory on the back or shoulder. Poking someone. He moves around too much for other types of touches so he’ll give little swipes of affection. 

He does still enjoy hugs though, particularly from Amy. 

I think if the Doctor’s hugged for too long he’ll like shut down or something. 

Amy discovers the head scratchy thing and it like, shuts him off. Completely slack. Amy finds it hilarious and so fascinating and 11 hates it so much. It is a good way to bring him back down to earth though. 

“Rory, come look at this.” 

“Do you feel better?” “yes. Don’t think I’m not mad at you anymore Pond.”

River also knows about this and threatens to use it for evil all the time. She and Amy have definitely chased 11 around the TARDIS, only for 11 to run into Rory’s arms thinking that Rory is safe. He’s not. Rory knows about the spot. Rory is not safe. 

I don’t think 11 really knows how to respond to kissing. Not his favorite. Could do without it/give him a warning if you’re going to kiss him. 

He’s gotten used to kissing River but sometimes he’s still ick about it.

He does love giving Amy forehead kisses though! 

Martha likes cheek kisses. She seems like that kind of girl. A little smooch to the cheek. She’ll do it with her family, they’ll do it with her. She’ll give them to her friends. She gives one to the Doctor post-companionship. She gives them to Jack. He gives them to her. Its very cute. 

Fourteen is touchy as heck. Oh my gosh. It’s different from 10 though where he was constantly touch-starved, no Fourteen just loves giving affection to his friends. 

Most affectionate with Donna. They’re like glued to each other. 

Gives Mel enthusiastic hugs too. 

Likes giving more than receiving. He very much needs to be held for a good minute but he much prefers giving hugs and other forms of physical affection TO other people rather than them to him.

[mchlgayser]

sorry that this is so vague and hardly a request but pls could you write more jealous mason if you’d enjoy writing that !!! i’m such a sucker for angsty jealous fics that have happy endings <3

JEALOUSY, JEALOUSY!

starring: mason mount x female!reader

warning: mentions of arguments and cuss words

author's note: another request coming in, I'm so FUCKING glad ppl find my stories ☠️☠️ I LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU THAT REQUEST LUV YALL SM 🤭🤭 & not proofread

song suggestion: try again by jaehyun and d.ear

There's a party going on at your and Mason's friend's house, on your defense, you weren't very much of a party person, you love going out, yes but you hate parties. You are not a big fan of alcohol either but your boyfriend was the opposite. Mason loves parties, he can socialize and sometimes even meet new mates. He was't an alcohol fan either but he drinks. You never drank a sip of alcohol, there's one time you tried it when you were eighteen and it was a disaster. You gave yourself a sip of beer and you immediately vomit after that and it is why you promised not to drink again.

It was now eleven sharp, the parties still going strong, people went in and out of the house, some leaving and some just get there. New faces each hours, you have been on the couch for some times, a glass of coke in hand. Mason was gone, again to his friend as they were discussing and talking. Your friends also left some time ago, dancing on the floor and some left.

Your eyes bore around the dimmed light hall, and your eyes caught with a certain somebody, the familiar jet black hair person caught up to you and you grin hugging him 'Oh my gosh Danielle how're you?' You beamed, he chuckle, giving your body one firm press before he lets go 'Good, God I can't believed I finally able to meet you again! At a party at that!' He jokes about and petting your shoulder

Danielle is your childhood friend from your hometown but was't just any childhood friend, you both dated back then and broke up at seventeen when his family leave for the city. It was technically a good term kind of breakup. You both kind of rebounding a friendship before he permanently moved to the city.

At a very young age, no cellphones, you both just kind of lost contacts with each other. 'And to finally meet you again, You are prettier now.'

'Have to say the same for yourself, you are taller now.' You could't help but pinpointed, he grins 'Ahh let's take a seat first and catch up!' He told you, he began telling you about his life after he moved to the city, big change in his life. New environment, new friend, he even hook ups with a few girls and tell you how right now, his current girlfriend is friend with the party-holder which is also your friend.

You also told him about your busy and hectic life, works, and your boyfriend 'You are finally able to pursue your dream..' He referred to and you smile at him 'Yes, anyway it's nice catching up with you Dan.' You both exchanged contacts and he left for his girlfriend 'We're going now.' You heard your boyfriend from behind you 'What?'

He drags you along the hall and excited the house 'Wait Mase, where are we going?'

'Home.' Is all he said, you heave a long sigh catching up to him and get inside the car 'Now what's that all about?' He scoff, starting the engine and drove without muttering a single word to you.

The whole ride was complete silence, the only sound that is made is the ac and the faint radio background. When the car finally pulled over to your residence, Mason opened the door and slammed shut completed leaving you behind, you groan in pure madness and ran after him, and if it wasn't for your fast feet he would've locked you outside

'What the hell Mason Mount?!' You exclaimed, getting angry, he had his eyes on you creating a bullet hole in you 'You dare asked me that?! When you are being a complete flirt with some random guy, chatting with each other, lost in your own world, hugging and touches around?! You dare ask me that question now?!' You turn back to him 'So that's what this is all about? He was an old friend Mason, come on, you think you can get mad at me all you want like I'm a kid? When you've been neglecting me the whole party? Talking with your friends leaving me behind at that damn couch minding my damn own business? You didn't even come at me asking me if I need anything! You brought me to that fucking party and left me behind! When I desperately don't want to fucking go, when all I want was to spend my fucking precious weekend with you at this damn house!'

You burst, and a few tears managed to reach down your cheek but you rapidly wipe it away and exhales 'You know what, I'm tired. I'm gonna go to bed.'

Mason was left behind on the hall, reflecting back to his actions the past hours, indeed he had left you behind to yourself, he would just occasionally waved at you from far over and continued chatting with his friends. He was tired, at himself.

He sat on the couch waiting for you to cooled down and talk it out with you, and apologized too. It's been more than fifteen minutes, Mason get up from the couch and tread upstairs to you both shared bedroom but he found you nowhere, not in the bathroom neither. He heard noises coming from the guest room and strutted his way there, the door wasn't entirely closed some was able to peep in to see you curled up like a ball with a duvet covering your figure. He heard sniffling presuming you are crying. The door is open creakily as he tiptoed to your other side. His hand hesitantly presses against your side temple, you shudder at the sudden touch and stiff around like a rock. He started up 'Look, I'm sorry about what I did earlier. It was very wrong of me to do that, especially to you. I didn't know that guy was someone you knew either so I guess I can't help but be jealous. I'm sorry I hurt your feelings, I didn't mean to so I hope you can forgive me.' He caress your hair and leave a kiss before getting up

You jumped on him and hug him as firm as you could 'It was uncomfortable sleeping here...' You pouted, he smile picking you in bridal style and brought you to your shared bedroom 'Let's spend our time just like you wanted.' Peppering your face with kisses, you and him spend your whole night until dawn talking and ranting to each other. With his arms all around you.

[redrandomposts]

That previous ask was from me (🎀) and I also had a second thought!!

which is what if till doesn’t understand he’s the kids dad until the kid is way older (like 5 or 6) and the kid starts showing off bits of his own personality or traits that aren’t present when the kid is little (Till assumes the kids light hair will darken with age but when it says grey some wheels might start turning)

also do u think they would have a girl or or a boy? (I’m thinking girl cause I think Till has big girl dad energy)

and for the sake of the thought experiment Till has started being referred to as “uncle till “ while helping take care of the kid (for additional pain on Ivan’s part- because they are kind of a family now! But not in the way he wants + complete brother zone for his relationship with till from his perspective) because he’s always around and taking care of her so he’s basically her family

and since in this concept they aren’t mated so till might start- oh I dunno going back on tour to help make money to give his favorite “niece “ everything she could ever want which means both their poor emotional systems are gonna be losing it being so far away from their almost mate :(

And also- since their set up is mostly sorted and longer term “platonic” in this timeline I think till might (in a bid to get his weird unidentifiable feelings out of his system ) starts up a consistent friends with benefits situation (which only serves to make their moments of separation worse)

and I dunno maybe a few years into the set up maybe Ivan could be faced with yet another kid on the way and till being home when he finds out (and will be for at least the next 6 months) so he has to figure out whether to break the news now- at a point so deep in he’s unsure if his relationship with Till could ever recover, fake another random father for the kid- or terminate it to prevent till from ever having to deal with it. (And I think like- Till kinda wants to get Ivan pregnant subconsciously so he keeps asking to have unsafe sex and Ivan can never refuse him anything)

I’m not sure what choice Ivan would make but they are all really interesting to think about!!

i give you an easy way out and you give me angst

this is why people say alien stage fans are allergic to happiness. (/pos? /hj)

anyways i think the best course of action is to give ivan pain because thats what you do to characters you love.

SIKE! I AM NOT LIKE THAT! i wanna give ivan the universe, made of love and sugar and fluff

so, yes, this could happen, but also:

->sua would absolutely beat up till if he was an in-and-out pseudo-parent, especially since the moment she saw the child she probably knew it was till's

->luka would...give till the side-eye of his life. he'd manipulate till by staying at ivan's whenever he can, forming an equally-close relationship with their child, and getting their child to call him father. yeah, he may be an omega, but hes alpha-ing better than till

->mizi would be the therapist mother friend and intervene

->hyuna... roundhouse kicks and a diss track should do it.

anyways till is going to learn how bad of an idea it is to do that before he can make it a solid routine. i believe in the rest of the alnst cast!

let me embrace ivan in a nice, warm, loving hug, you cruel monster (/hj)

if you really want that, though... (tw: miscarriage)

ivan gets into a weird rejected-omega state and is unsuitable to continue work, barely hanging on due to his little princess. he'd constantly be in his nest, mostly built with till's clothes, wondering where he went wrong. again and again, he'd wonder, each day till was away, each month till was on tour. till's songs would repeat on the speakers, and before long his pheromones would wane and disappear.

if ivan got pregnant in that state... well, his body wouldn't be able to handle it. till goes on a world tour before the bump shows, and ivan...he'd be worn out, desperately trying to keep the child, but he doesn't hear the wails he did with his first when he does give birth a month early.

it destroys him. he calls till as soon as he can, gasping breath after breath, tears running down his cheeks; "our baby's gone, till, they're gone, i couldn't give birth again. im sorry, im sorry, im so sorry, alpha."

their little princess is at their friend's house, waiting to hear if she got a little sibling.

till hurries to the hospital, sitting in an airplane for agonizing hours, and when he gets there he's informed that ivan will have extreme difficulty getting pregnant again, let alone giving birth.

i hope you're happy, 🎀. i hope youre crying so much because you just cant take the fluff i willingly give out!! (/j /hl)

fml what am i doing why am i so petty

[kamiko1234]

So, the same friends who got me to read the Percy Jackson have (against my will) spoiled me by showing me this image :

Telling me his name was Jason and that he's gonna get important later on.

Now ngl, I will admit, for a hot second I though that was Luke. They look alike as fuck, and I now have developed a problem of switching up their names 'cause I accidentally clocked them under the same person. Fuck. But also, they really look alike. So, in a burst of inspiration and excitment I shall present to thee my theory :

THAT'S LUKE'S LONG LOST TWIN BROTHER

NOW HEAR ME OUT; I KNOW a first name and pic isn't MUCH to go off on, BUT LIKE- I feel I might have gotten something there. Because- this sort of resemblance HAS to be on purpose. Like, they HAVE to be related in some way and physically speaking they ARE around the same age. SO LIKE; IMAGINE THIS : what if, when Luke/Jason were in the whomb, only one of them got their father's power ? While for the other one it stayed dormant to the point where Jason could basically pass as a normal human, unlike his brother ? With Annabeth we have seen that it can be dangerous for a mortal family to have a demigod child with them due to the threat monsters pose. WE ALSO KNOW LUKE RAN AWAY FROM HOME. SO MY THEORY !?

Basically, Jason/Luke are twin brothers. Luke inherited the largest and most obvious godly part from their father. Jason on the other hand inherited next to nothing, allowing him to pass as normal human. (As far as I know there's no point where it's mentioned that it isn't possible for this to happen) As the twins grow up and Luke attracts more monsters, it get#s progressively more dangerous for the seemingly human Jason. Shit hit's the fan when during a monster attack, jason get's severely injured (that#s where he got that weird scar on his lip). His twin, Luke, horrified at what happened and under the believe his twin is dead decided to run away and get to Camp Halfblood. That's where me meets up with Annabeth and Thalia ect. HOWEVER, Jason wasn't dead. Heavily injured, yes. But NOT dead. He did however have a nasty case of amnesia. A complete clean slate, he remembered NOTHING. Their mother, not rly having been the biggest fan of Jason bc of how he endangered basically everyone around him, just straight up lied to Jason abt his twin. SO NOW I DID NOTICE THAT JASON HAS THAT NECKLACE FROM CAMP HALLFBLOOD WITH ONE BEAD SO MY IDEA FOR THAT !? He's a late bloomer. It only seemed like he got little to no powers from his father, but as he grew older the powers slowly started to surface. That meant he too started to get demigod powers as well as him starting to attract monsters.

Which is why he too has to come to camp. HIM COMMING SO LATE IS ALSO WHY HE HAS THAT WACKY ASS PURPLE SHIRT. (I'll be real I have no idea what to make of that. Looks like a spelling mistake or someone just smashing random keys on a keyboard. It isn't looking like a band to me either. Maybe it's just smth in-universe) I also have no idea what that wacky tattoo is that he has. HOWEVER; I could possibly see a future Luke centric plot where it's him going out to get his long lost twin brother back ! Possibly the plot for the 2nd book maybe ? Another theory of mine is that, should either Annabeth or Grover be the one to betray Percy and switch sides, Luke would be the one to fill in their spot in the trio. So that could possibly play into my theory, would also allow for some nice backstory exploring. But also the heartbreak of Luke finding out his twin brother who he thought DIED is alive, BUT ALSO DOESN'T EVEN REMEMBER HIM !?

I wanna see that angst. PS; ok while tagging I noticed there's no Jason Castellan tag. Which, okay may be a problem. But dw Jason props just changed last names post amnesia. Maybe his mother simply got married to someone and Jason took the man's lastname. My theory can still work. (Unfortunatly @mrfandomwars said that, when I asked abt Jason's current lastname, it would invlove revealing more canon which I don't want. So Jason ain#t gonna be tagged....)

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❝And we're gonna get high-igh-igh, when we're low, low, low. The fire burns from better days. And she screamed, "Why, oh, why?" I said, "I don't know" The catastrophic hymns from yesterday... Of misery❞

Hey! I'm Warren Taylor, I got tumblr because I was told it was a way to get my art out there, I've been lurking on the site for a while now but I've never really gotten the time to make an account. I am here now though. I'm a self proclaimed artist, I like to paint and sketch, I also love many forms of music, metal being my preferred genre, I don't play an instrument just yet but I'd love to learn how to play the drums, I think that'd be fun. I'm an absolute piercing maniac, with over 20 and counting, I'm moving onto tattoos pretty soon.. I'm a big motorbike fan and own a Harley of my own.. But! Moving on before I start rambling.

Enough about my interests, more about me. I'm 21, pansexual and go by he/him.. Though to be completely honest? Call me whatever, I do not mind. They/them? Go for it. ?! I'm chill with almost anything, though, I am a dude. Just don't try any funny stuff on here. Anyway! My blog is open for asks and discussion, I love to talk to others so just drop me an ask whenever.

Hey hey! Back at it again with another blog! This time an oc rp blog because I love Warren with all of my heart. If you don't know me, hi I'm Richie, I own @riotsnrebellion and @nintndo64, my main blog is @1nervegas1. I'm an 18 yr old gay trans man with a love of horror movies, video games and anything related to em!

This blog will have sexual themes, violence and gore spoken about on it, if that's not your thing? This blog isn't for you.

I am totally okay with shipping, that includes crackships, rarepairs and oc x canon, just dm me first or shoot me an ask to discuss everything.

Enough about me though, More about Warren! Warren is a jigsaw trap survivor, he struggles with both self harm, suicidal thoughts and a hard drug addiction, currently, he is attending a clinic to get over his addiction, attending the jigsaw survivors group and getting therapy. He works two jobs, one being a cashier at an old record store ran by a family friend, and the other as a server at a not so fancy restaurant. He lives in a shitty apartment with his dog, Mallow, and enjoys to watch local rock shows.

there will be more info to come! I'll be putting it in other posts though however to avoid making this one too long!

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[geeky92]

Top 20 WORST Sailor Moon Episodes

Anyone who follows me knows that I LOVE Sailor Moon, and after rewatching all 5 seasons of the 90s anime, I can honestly say that it holds up…mostly well. However, with a 200-episode long anime like this, there’s bound to be a few stinkers in there, and here are my Top 20 picks for the worst episodes.

“Dishonorable” Mentions:

Usagi’s Confusion/Usagi’s Bizarre Training/The Snow, the Mountains, Friendship and Monsters/Mako, the Ice Skating Queen (Episodes 36-39)

These four filler episodes, which take place after the Princess Reveal, all essentially have the same plot, with Kunzite coming up with a lame scheme to expose the Moon Princess through some convoluted scam or contest. Even more baffling is how Usagi and her friends all manage to fall for the same trick four times in a row! And yet…I still find them genuinely enjoyable. They’re all objectively stupid episodes, but they’re so much fun at the same time! There’s a so-bad-it’s-good kind of charm to them. 20. Become a Prima: Usagi’s Ballet (Episode 145)

Honestly, I have no idea what kind of message this episode was going for. Its conflict was so forced because of a ballet instructor’s unprofessional nepotism! Seriously though, Fish Eye had every right to be angry at that ballet instructor because the latter basically used him, and yet we’re somehow supposed to feel bad for the ginger ballerina, just because she has a crush on the instructor (even when Fish Eye was objectively the better dancer)? Oh, and Mamoru fatshaming Usagi at the end was totally unnecessary!

19. Learn How to be Skinny From Usagi (Episode 04)

Kind of an obvious choice, because almost everyone hates this episode, and rightfully so. It’s got a very harmful and misleading message about how women should exercise to stay “beautiful” rather than to stay healthy, and it has a mean-spirited undercurrent of everyone deciding to body shame Usagi for no reason (including her own family)! The only reason I have this one at #19 is because it was only the 4th episode of the very first season, and the writers were still trying to find their footing. So yes, this episode is awful, but I can at least understand why it turned out so awful.

18. A Guardian’s Realization: Strength Lies Within a Pure Heart (Episode 127)

It’s no secret that S is my favorite season of the 90s anime, but even I can admit that it isn’t perfect. Case in point: this episode right here! Now, I know episode 126 has a very polarized reputation amongst fans, but I felt it was a perfectly serviceable way to wrap up the anime’s Infinity Arc. This however, feels like a tumor that got added on at the last second! Sure, the Sailor Team throwing a farewell party for Chibi-Usa was really sweet, but it proved to be pointless in the end, considering that the very next season would heavily focus on her! Seriously, if you skip this episode entirely, you wouldn’t miss a thing! That’s how pointless it is.

17. Making New Friends: Chibi Moon’s Adventure (Episode 104)

Yeah, unfortunately we’ve got another S episode on the list, except this one’s probably even more irritating than the last one. Usagi and Chibi-Usa both get invited to a tea ceremony, where they make complete asses of themselves and spend most of the episode screaming and yelling at each other. This episode’s also notable for having a scene of a random little boy sexually harassing Chibi-Usa. Look, Toei, if you wanted to show us how gross and immature little boys can be, there’s much better ways to do that! Also, you really shouldn’t be playing up sexual harassment as comedy, especially if the sexual harassment is aimed at a 9-year old child!

16. Umino’s Resolve: I’ll Protect Naru (Episode 32)

Umino might just as well be one of the most polarizing characters in the entire 90s anime, and…well, with episodes like this, you can see why. His entire behavior in this episode is toxic and downright creepy, from following Naru home from school to waiting outside her apartment past midnight! It doesn’t help that Usagi actively encourages Umino to pursue Naru, after Naru made it very clear that she only likes him as a friend. What’s even worse, is that Umino never gets punished for his behavior! Yeah, despite everything he does in this episode, Umino gets rewarded by becoming Naru’s boyfriend. Personally, I thought the ending of episode 26 was good enough confirmation of UmiNaru, because this one just makes it really hard for me to ship them.

15. Awaken the Sleeping Beauty: Mamoru’s Distress (Episode 69)

Now, I’m not as bothered by the “breakup arc” in R as so many other fans are, since most of the episodes in that arc either don’t dwell on it too much, or are just inoffensive at best. This one, however, infuriates me because it has Mamoru using poor Unazuki to get Usagi to hate him! I know that he was haunted by terrifying visions of Usagi’s death, but that’s still no excuse to toy with another girl’s feelings in order to get your ex to stop pursuing you. That’s just skeevy and cruel! The thing is, I don’t even hate the 90s anime version of Mamoru, but this is by far one of his worst episodes.

14. Magic of Darkness: Esmeraude’s Invasion (Episode 76)

With a foreboding and sinister-sounding title like Magic of Darkness, you’d think this would be a more mature and serious kind of episode (like episodes 70-75 all were). Well, sorry to be that person, but this title is a lie! It’s okay to have a more comedic and lighthearted episode as levity from the more serious stuff once in a while, but using a character like Esmeraude for that type of episode feels incredibly jarring. Especially since Esmeraude in the 90s anime was first introduced to us as a darker, more sinister version of the Specter Sisters. Worst of all, is that the Monster-of-the-Day in this episode has both powers and a design that can only be described as: The Writers’ Poorly Disguised Fetish.

13. Artemis’ Adventure: The Monster Animal Kingdom (Episode 79)

Ever wondered what Luna’s Worst Day Ever would be like if it were less funny and more mean-spirited? That’s this episode in a nutshell. Moving on!

12. Luna’s Discovery: The True Face of Yaten (Episode 178)

Whew, boy! This one was bad. I think this post sums it up best.

11. Usagi and the Girls’ Resolve: Prelude to a New Battle (Episode 89)

Many Sailor Moon fans seem to forget this episode even exists, and you wanna know what the plot of this one is? Well, I can’t exactly say, because the truth is, it has no plot. It’s literally just a 20-minute clip show and a glorified preview of Sailor Moon S. Though, the good thing about this episode is that it comes at the very tail end of R (right after the real season finale). So you could easily skip this one, and move right ahead into S.

10. I Want a Boyfriend: The Luxury Cruise Ship is a Trap/Dream of a White Dress: Usagi Becomes a Bride (Episodes 12 and 16)

Now, the reason why I have these 2 share the #10 spot is unfortunately because of one single character: Rei Hino.

A lot of people already give Anime Rei unnecessary amounts of hate for dating Mamoru between episodes 15-35, when 1.) It didn’t even get that much focus, and 2.) Usagi and Mamoru weren’t even a couple yet at that point! These episodes however, don’t do her character any favors, because they exaggerate her negative traits to an absurd degree. This is especially painful for me, because Rei happens to be my favorite character in both the manga and the 90s anime. So yeah, fuck these episodes for making my fave look bad.

9. Aim for an Idol: Minako’s Ambition (Episode 175)

So, according to this episode, it’s perfectly okay for a toxic fan to stalk and harass their favorite celebrity as long as they have the excuse of being very passionate about photography. Great message, am I right?

8. Artemis is Cheating? Enter the Mysterious Kitten (Episode 133)

Oh, boy, this one. Where to even begin? This episode just sucks because it feels like a long, ongoing joke where everyone is unrealistically stupid for the sake of the plot! Not only that, but it has one of the worst lines ever in the entire show.

Artemis: I can’t believe Luna’s acting this way!

Mamoru: Well, if you’re gonna stare at other women, don’t do it in front of the one you’re in love with.

MAMORU WOULD NEVER FUCKING SAY THAT! I mean, I know he has his flaws in the 90s anime, but even there he would never encourage that kind of behavior behind Usagi’s back! Again, this is wildly out of character for him even in the 90s anime, especially after everything he and Usagi have been through together. Also, why did you have to introduce Diana so late into the show, Toei? We could’ve avoided so many bad sitcom cliches if you had just introduced her in the Black Moon arc, like the manga did!

7. Protect Mamoru: Ninja Usagi’s Jealousy/The Secret Mansion: A Menu of Love for You (Episodes 136 and 142)

Alright, so I’ve already mentioned episodes that show Mamoru at his worst, and I’ve mentioned episodes that show Rei at her worst. Ever wondered what Usagi’s like at her worst? Well, look no further than these two duds! These episodes take Usagi’s jealousy to very toxic extremes, from slutshaming her friend for letting Mamo stay at her grandfather’s shrine, to trying to pick a fight with an old lady! Who even thought these episodes were a good idea anyway?!

6. Clash of Dreams: Minako and Makoto’s Broken Friendship (Episode 154)

What a lazy and ill-conceived episode this was! It was already bad enough that these Inner Senshi power-up episodes happened way too late during the Amazoness Quartet portion of SuperS, instead of the Amazon Trio portion like they should have! However, unlike Ami and Rei, who both ended up with really good SuperS power-up episodes (despite their poor timing), Mako and Minako were not so lucky. They don’t even go through an arc where they awaken their new powers on their own, Artemis just flat out tells them to awaken them! Worst of all, is that so much chaos could’ve been avoided if Chibi-Usa had just told them that the hot preschool teacher they’ve been fighting over was already married!

5. Pegasus Disappears: Wavering Friendship (Episode 157)

This episode had SO much potential to be interesting, and yet it falls completely flat, mostly because of the way Pegasus and Chibi-Usa’s relationship is written in SuperS. See, in the manga, Pegasus doesn’t spend most of the Dream arc hiding his soul away in the confines of Chibi-Usa’s bedroom. He was trapped and needed the Senshis’ help right away; but because Sailor Moon had its manga chapters released monthly (at the time the 90s anime was airing in Japan), Toei of course had to write in a bunch of fillers for the anime to kill time. However, this resulted in a major problem for the SuperS season as a whole: The fact that Pegasus would constantly keep his life a secret from Chibi-Usa to the point where it got ridiculous! Again, this post really sums it up best.

4. Aiming for the Top: The Pretty Swordswoman’s Dilemma/Believe in Pegasus: The Four Guardians’ Super Transformation (Episodes 139 and 143)

I promise you all, these are going to be the last SuperS episodes on this list, so bear with me. Now, these 2 episodes share the #4 spot for both different and similar reasons. The different reasons are that one’s about excusing child abuse, and the other one pretty much highlights how helpless the Inner Senshi in this season are without Pegasus. The similar reasons? Well, because the former involves Tiger’s Eye trying to seduce a little girl, and the latter involves Fish Eye trying to seduce a 10-year old boy. Worst of all, those moments are actually played for laughs, which is…a really big yikes, especially for an anime primarily aimed at children! I mean, I like Fish Eye, but his actions in episode 143 can make it very difficult to sympathize with him afterwards.

3. Seiya and Usagi’s Heart-Pounding Date/Invitation to Terror: Usagi’s Night Flight (Episodes 181 and 188)

For me, these two episodes really show how much the 90s anime dropped the ball with the Shadow Galactica villains. In the manga, they were serious threats to our heroes and didn’t mess around when it came to taking the star seed of every Sailor Senshi they could find. The 90s anime however, had them bumble around for 98% of the 5th season, taking star seeds from random human victims instead of just focusing on taking star seeds from actual sailor senshi!

Worst of all, is that despite coming close to achieving their goal, Iron Mouse and Aluminum Siren never seize the opportunity to actually extract the star seeds of all the senshi they’ve successfully trapped! Instead, they use all that time to gloat and taunt the senshi until it’s too late. Worse still, is that in episode 181, Galaxia can apparently appear in the human realm at any time, but it takes her until the last 7 episodes of the season for her to actually do anything!

2. Chibi-Chibi’s Mystery: The Big Noisy Chase (Episode 186)

Much like Esmeraude’s Invasion, the title of this episode is a deceptively interesting one. Obviously, a title like Chibi-Chibi’s Mystery would have you think that the episode might add something to the lore and reveal something important about Chibi-Chibi, but alas, that is not the case. Again, I don’t mind it when an anime uses light-hearted fillers as levity from the more serious stuff, but the problem is, NOTHING HAPPENS IN THIS EPISODE! I mean, episode 89 didn’t have a lot going on either, but at least that one got fans excited for Sailor Moon S. This one just has no reason to exist at all! In fact, I think Big Noisy Chase is a very appropriate subtitle, because this whole episode’s nothing but pointless noise!

The Shining Power of a Star: Chibi-Chibi’s Transformation (Episode 187)

So, when I think of “bad episodes” from a TV show, I usually think of episodes that are: badly written, poorly paced, too mean-spirited, or just really annoying in general. This episode ticks off ALL those boxes for me! Seiya basically forces Usagi to join the annual softball tournament at her school, her friends act like major jerks to her, the Holy Moon Chalice being introduced to us this late in the series made no sense, and Chibi-Chibi’s big reveal as a Sailor Senshi was very underwhelming compared to how the manga did it. How this episode even managed to be the 2nd Top-Rated Sailor Moon episode on IMDb is way beyond me!

[avengerscompound]

The Recruit - 17. Clint

The Recruit - An Avengers Fanfiction

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Buy me a ☕ Character Pairing: Clint Barton x Bucky Barnes x Sharon Carter x Steve Rogers x Natasha Romanoff x Sam Wilson x F!Reader

Word Count: 3131

Warnings: Smut (FFM bisexual threesome, oral sex, vaginal sex, tribbing, edging)

Synopsis:  When Sam Wilson is set up on a blind date, he doesn’t expect anything to come from it.  He is already in a relationship after all, and not just with one other person, but a whole group of them. You never expected to end up working for the Avengers let alone be dating six of them at the same time.  Now you’re balancing a new job, a new romance, new friends, and a secret that could destroy a lot of lives if it got out.  It’s a tricky balance to get right at the best of times, but when something happens to Steve Rogers it’s up to the people who love him most to get him back.

17. Clint

Clint was a big fan of being in a relationship.  He often led with his heart, making calls about people on the fly, running headlong into marriages, and trusting his instincts.  There was so much he enjoyed about being with another person.  He loved the close bond you formed when you were in love with another person, how they were your best friend and closest confidant.  He loved PDA - there was nothing he liked better than cuddling and holding hands, and making out with people whenever they were within reach of him.  He loved the sex.  Yes, it could be amazing having a random hookup, but he really did love how silly and experimental sex could get when you had the right long-term partner.  He loved having company.  He loved the potential that romance could be family.  He loved the idea of one day being a dad.  He loved the act of falling in love.

 Unfortunately, relationships didn’t always end up well for him.  He loved being in relationships, but he wasn’t always sure he was the best partner.  He had been judgemental in the past, to the point it ruined his marriage.  He’d cheated on someone he cared about.  He doubted himself constantly.  Partially because he had made stupid mistakes with people he loved, but also because he didn’t have great examples of healthy relationships and unconditional love in his life.  His father had been violently abusive right up until he’d died and taken his mother’s life as well.  His brother had ended up turning on him and trying to kill him.  Every foster home had been violent, and the circus only provided conditional care.  If he made money they took care of him, if not, he was out.  Within the circus, he even picked up two more father figures, both of whom tried to kill him at least once.

Yes, Clint loved relationships, but it wasn’t until his current one that he really felt secure in it.  There was something about polyamory that just clicked for him.  It was weird, in a way, because where some people might find dating six people to be difficult to juggle, Clint just found he got more of the good stuff and less of the bad.  There were more people to make out with, and more people he considered his best friends, the sex was way more varied and regular, and when he started getting all up in his head about things he had a whole bunch of people to help him think about things more reasonably.  Even this week, when Steve had been particularly short with him since returning from his mission, the others had reminded him Steve had just gone through something big so that Clint didn’t end up spiraling.

Plus he’d fallen in love five times, completely guilt-free.

Now he was falling in love all over again.  He loved training with you and felt personal pride when you aced a lesson.  He loved when you came to dinner with the group and the little buzz of excitement that wasn’t there before.  The buzz that came when you were starting to realize that what you were feeling for someone was real, and there might be a future there.  He loved the one-on-one time he got to spend with you, as rare as it was still, when it did happen he felt this instant connection, the way he had with Natasha all those years ago.

It was date night tonight and you’d agreed to spend time with him and Natasha.  He was practically thrumming with excitement.  He had plans - or ideas that could be plans if you were up for them.  He thought you would be up for them.  He felt like he was getting to know you well now, and he was sure you’d be just as excited as he was.

“You know I haven’t had sex with her yet?” Natasha said as she watched him get everything ready.

“Well, obviously we don’t have to have sex,” he said.  “Twister doesn’t mean sex.”

She laughed. “You’re such an idiot.”

The affection was clear in her voice.  Like the word idiot, was a synonym for I love you.

He grinned and kissed her cheek.  “Look,” he said.  “You said it yourself, it’s hard to date someone when you can’t take them out on dates.  I want to make sure we do something fun that’s not just watching TV while we eat pizza.  She’s moving into the building which will mean it’s easier for her just to come up and see us and do that more chilled hang out, but this is date night, so I want it to stand out.

“And Twister is your way of doing that?” she asked skeptically.

“There’s not just Twister,” he said.  “I borrowed Bucky and Sam’s Switches so we can play Mario Kart or Mario Party, and I’ve got tasting platters for dinner.  It’s going to be fun.” 

She went to look over the food options when there was a knock on the door.  Clint was so excited he practically skipped over to open it.

Your face lit up when he pulled the door open and his heart skipped a beat.  You looked amazing in the red A-line dress you picked out for the date.  Clint thought you always looked great though.  Even in sweats with a huge sweat patch on the back, he thought you looked hot as fuck, but he loved seeing the choices you made when there was a date.  It told him more about you.

“Hello,” he said, with a hint of playfulness in his voice.  “You look amazing.”  He leaned in and kissed your cheek. “Come in.”

“Thank you,” you said, following him inside.  You approached Natasha and she kissed you in greeting.  “This is the first two-person date I’ve done.”

“We tend to spend most of our time in twos or threes,” Natasha explained.  “I know that must sound strange given we’re all together, but it means we all get to focus on each other as individuals rather than just a hive mind.”

“I guess that makes sense,” you said.  “Plus I bet it’s hard to find a bed that fits you all.”

“You’re telling me,” Clint said.  “Need to contact Hugh Hefner and ask who makes his furniture.”

You burst out laughing and Natasha gave him a playful push.

“Do you want a drink?” Natasha asked as she went to the fridge.  “Clint’s a heathen, but he might have some red wine.  He definitely has beer.”

“Beer is fine,” you said.  “Thank you.”

She went and got three beers from the fridge.  “So how’s moving going?” she asked as she handed your bottle over.

“Slow.  I’ve given notice, but I need to get my things moved over here and money’s tight,” you explained.  “I’d ask my boyfriends and girlfriends for help, but they aren’t allowed to be seen doing that.”

The tone you had used was so light and playful, it was impossible to confuse it for anything other than a joke, but it still made Clint frown.  The secrecy was something he wasn’t a big fan of either.  Not that he wanted the whole world to know his business, but he also didn’t like having to pretend he wasn’t in a relationship any time he stepped out the door.

“You know there’s money available for moving costs for employees?” Natasha said.  “If you book a removalist and take the bill to accounting, they’ll cover it.  I don’t remember what the amount is, but I think it’s pretty high.  It’s to help entice people to make the move from around the world.”

“Are you sure it would be okay?  I mean - I’m only moving across the river,” you asked. 

Natasha shrugged.  “I think so,” she said.  “I mean, you can ask accounting, but we hire the best of the best, and part of that is making sure it’s easy for them to work here.  Anyway - speak to accounting.  Ask for Lillian.  She’ll sort it out.”

“Thank you,” you said.

“Sorry we can’t help,” Clint said.  “I’d do it if there was a way to make sure no one saw.”

“Hey,” you said, rubbing his arm. “It’s okay.  I get it.  I mean, it sucks we can’t just be like other people, but I wouldn’t want to put the rest of you at risk.”

“We’ll work it out one day,” Natasha said. “I’m sure we will.  Eventually, we have just to say; screw it, you can accept us or not, but this is us.  But not until you’ve finished your training, and probably not until you feel like this is it for you.  Or we all feel like that, I guess.”

You nodded.  “I understand,” you said. “Don’t worry, I get to have pretty great date nights, even if we can’t go out.  Which brings us to now.  What have we got in mind?”

“Oh god, you’re going to love this,” Natasha said, stifling laughter and shaking her head.

“Well, it depends where you want to start,” he said.  “I have the stuff to do a fondue sampler and then a desert sampler,” he said.  “I’ve got some switches and we can play Mario Party.  And I’ve got Twister!”

“Twister?!” you exclaimed.

“Yes!” he said, grabbing your hand.  He had thought you’d be excited about it, but when Natasha had questioned the idea, it had made him doubt himself.  The fact you seemed genuinely excited made him almost vibrate with excitement.

He dragged you over to the living room where he made space for the game and picked up the box and held it out to you. “You wanna play?”

You laughed and nodded.  “Set it up.”

It wasn’t long before you, Clint, and Natasha were tangled up together trying to spin the wheel without fully toppling everyone over.  He knew he and Natasha would be good.  Natasha was a trained ballerina, and he had been trained in acrobatics.  He was surprised by how well you were keeping up given your training was more strength based than flexibility.

Your legs were trembling now as you reached out to spin the wheel.  Clint was face up with one leg somehow under Natasha while both his arms were over you.  Natasha was basically a pretzel, weaved in and out of both you and Clint.  Clint was loving it.  Not just how close everyone was, or how he loved to show off his skills, but even Natasha had started laughing not long into the game.  He loved seeing her drop her walls.

You reached over and flicked the wheel.  “Clint can you see that?” you asked.

“Left foot, yellow,” he said.

“Fuck,” you cursed and slowly started trying to move your foot.

Natasha started giggling.  Actually giggling.  Clint wasn’t even sure he’d ever heard her make that sound before.  It was like music to his ears.

“Come on, you can do it,” Natasha teased.  “You just have to get past Clint.”

“I’m trying,” you cackled.  “I might have to dislocate my hip.”

“No pain, no gain,” Natasha teased.

It made you laugh louder and that was enough for you to lose your balance, you went toppling over, taking Clint with you, and then Natasha, so that the three of you fell into a pile on the ground together, all laughing hysterically.

“I don’t even know how to get untangled from this,” you laughed.

“Why would you want to?” Clint said, pulling both you and Natasha into his arms.

“Clint!” Natasha yelped.  Despite her protest, she wrapped her arms around both you and Clint and nuzzled into his neck.

Clint grinned and kissed her, then turned to you, capturing your lips.  One of your hands went to his hair, tugging on it gently, it sent a little shiver down his spine, that only grew when Natasha began to kiss his neck.”

You broke the kiss with him and Clint watched with lust-blown eyes as you leaned over and kissed Natasha.  Clint had a whole host of emotions swirling inside him, and they were all good.  He was delighted by how much fun everyone had just had, especially Natasha who usually held herself back from really giving in to her silly side.  He felt the deep strong love that he’d nurtured over so long with Natasha, and the exciting new love he was developing with you.  He felt excited about what seemed to be happening right now, even if it stopped just at the making out.  All those emotions mixed and fed his desire and his cock twitched in his pants.

He ran one hand up under your skirt, running his palm over your ass, while the other hand slid up under Natasha’s shirt.

That simple action seemed to switch something on inside Natasha.  The kiss intensified, and she guided you onto your back and pushed your skirt up.  You lifted your hips and she grabbed the waistband of your panties and pulled them down.  When she’d tossed them aside you spread your legs for her, exposing your cunt.

Clint’s cock was only getting harder as he watched Natasha drop her head down and begin to suck on your pussy.  You moaned, bucking your hips up.  Your hands went to your breasts and you massaged them as you writhed under Natasha’s attention.  Clint moved up behind Natasha and pulled her pants down to her knees.  Natasha spread her legs as much as she could, and when Clint saw the glisten of her pussy lips he plunged in and began to eat her out from behind.

With his vision now gone and his hearing already muted, he was overwhelmed by the other three.  The scent and taste of Natasha’s cunt made his cock strain against his jeans almost painfully.  Even with his damaged hearing, he could hear the moans both you and Natasha made and it only added to his own need.

He lapped over Natasha’s cunt, pushing his tongue inside her to taste as much of her tart sex as he could before he started focusing on her clit.  Her thigh muscles tightened under his hands and he felt her start to tremble.  Your sounds were getting louder and louder and all at once you cried out and seemed to pull Natasha toward you.  Natasha moaned and her pussy clenched, drenching his tongue as she came.  He sat back and even as you and Natasha panted and rode your orgasm highs, you both stripped off your remaining clothes.  Clint followed your lead, shedding his clothing and tossing it aside.  As soon as his jeans were unfastened, his cock sprung out and he let out a sigh of relief.  By the time he had wiggled out of them, Natasha was on top of you, grinding her bare pussy on yours.

Clint had always been the kind of guy who was super into spontaneous sex.  For that reason, just as Natasha had guns and knives hidden everywhere, he had condoms and lube.  He opened one of the drawers on his coffee table and pulled out a condom, rolling it on as he watched you and Natasha writhe on the Twister mat.  He moved up behind you and grabbed Natasha’s hips, and slid inside her.  They moaned in unison as the heat and wetness of Natasha’s cunt enclosed Clint’s cock.  When he’d pushed in as far as he could he began to thrust.  As he did you ground up against Natasha, your pussy stimulating her clit and making her clench and flutter around his cock.  Natasha’s moans got louder and louder as Clint brought her closer and closer to the edge and just when she was there, about to tip over he pulled out and plunged into your cunt.

You let out a gasp at the surprise intrusion, and you arched your back up under her.  Natasha ground down on you as Clint started to fuck you hard. Each time he thrust into you, your bodies connected with a wet crack.  Natasha wrapped her fingers around your jaw and looked down into your eyes, watching you closely, as she and Clint brought you to the edge.

Just as your cunt began to flutter, Clint pulled out and thrust into Natasha again.

Again and again, he brought you and Natasha to the edge, only to pull out and switch.  He was barely keeping it together himself and each time he pulled out of either of you, the whine of frustration that accompanied it made his cock throb.

The fourth time he pulled out of Natasha she looked back at him with her eyes narrowed.  “I swear to god, Barton, if you don’t let me come…”

He smirked and leaned down and kissed her shoulder.  “What will you do?”

She slapped his hip as he thrust into you again.  His apartment reeked of sex.  Sweat was clinging to his skin, and your pussy dripped as he fucked you, creating a small pool on the plastic Twister mat.

He pulled out again and thrust into Natasha again.  He was right on the edge and he gritted his teeth as he plunged into her again and again.  Natasha’s legs trembled and she moaned loudly into your neck, babbling the word please over and over, something he’d never gotten Natasha to do before.  He didn’t let up and with a loud cry, she came, gushing over his cock.

He pulled out and slammed back into you, unsure if he’d make it to your release before coming himself.  Thankfully, it wasn’t long until you were a squirming mess under him and you arched up, crying out loudly as your cunt clamped down around his shaft, drawing him in deeper.  He finally relaxed and let his own orgasm happen.  He shoved deep into you as your cunt squeezed around him and came with a deep moan.

As his cock stilled, he sat back, breathing heavily.

“Holy shit,” Natahsa panted as she rolled off you, her arm covering her face.  “It’s never been like that before.  Not with anyone.”

“Pretty fucking good, huh?” he sighed.

“Mm-hmm,” you hummed in agreement.  “I forgot what else you said we were going to do tonight.”

“I can beat that,” Natasha joked.  “I can’t even remember my name.”

The three of you laughed breathlessly, and you forced yourself into sitting.  “You wanna have a shower?” Clint asked.

“Yeah.  Then I definitely want to eat,” you agreed.

“For sure,” Clint said.  “Gonna need to carbo load if I’m going to go again.”

Natasha hit him weakly.  “Who said you’d get to go again.”

“The night’s early, Nat,” he said, getting up and pulling her to her feet. He offered you his hand and you took it, letting him pull you up too.  “We still have plenty of time for more shenanigans.”

// NEXT

[its-ashley-95baybe]

Some thoughts on these new pap pics.

1. Again they know the pics are happening. They can choose what to do and what to show. None of these pics look happy and there’s no pdf. Again yes not every couple looks happy the whole time. But these are the best pics?

2. These pics are chosen for a reason. Either because it’s the only best ones they got or it’s because they are to show something. Remember the last pap pics of them in London the article title was that zendaya couldn’t bring a smile to Tom’s face.

3. Due to all the fans waiting for Tom each night we know these pics are from Wednesday. You can tell these were planned because they were held. Why held? They could have been posted right away on Wednesday. But they weren’t. It’s because it’s planned by the team.

4. There’s two articles out and both state zdndayas name first meaning it’s from her team.

5. When things come out on a Friday it’s meant to be buried. When news comes out on Monday or Tuesday it’s meant to be talked about.

6. I find it interesting that we hadn’t seen zendaya EXCEPT for pap pics. We got the pap pics of them eating. We barely saw her at opening night. And now these. There’s no sightings of her anywhere. No fan pics. No tweets. Not even sightings on dm. And she’s not going to his shows when she could. People report who they see each night, and she’s not there.

7. Last year we famously had the fact that she wasn’t with him for his bday. And his bday is tomorrow. I think these pics came out to show her in London for his bday. BUT all these prove is she was there Wednesday. Unless we see her again, we have no idea where she is and if she is even in London still.

8. Completely random- but when will shippers acknowledge that it’s weird Darnell goes with her. Shouldn’t it just be her?

9. Also when she’s in London why do we never see her with his family and friends?

I swear I didn’t write this but this post is 100% the truth!!!! Love this so much💙

[stormbreaker101]

HI I'm so sorry if this is vague but please, I am begging, tell me everything about Mark Moonfisher. I have such an unholy love for anything inspired by that particular oc, I am holding out my hands.

HI yes I remember your designs for the Schism Boi TM were so scrumptious.

So, Mark is a sharkperson from Skull Island because I really wanted to make a nonhuman character, and when I was spamming the random name button in the wiz creator, I got names featuring "Shark-" and "Sea-" and "Moon-" a bunch. Specifically, I've based him off the spiny dogfish shark, since they're both small and are mildly venomous (and I love venomous and poisonous animals)

He was very much a "runt of the litter" kind of guy, small and weak and living in a very large and overwhelming world overrun with international politics and chaos. Also he kinda sucked at making friends, since he was so desperate to prove himself as cool and strong that he came off as an annoying prick.

Socially vulnerable, he was perfect fodder for the Schismists. I headcanon the Order of the Watchers that showed up in the P101 Tenth Anniversary to be a branch of the Schismists (because like, hello, a secretive society that spies on the Player Character and that we're introduced to as being niceys by a character that Blind Mew voice acts? too many parallels IMO), so they were able to step in as his first "real friends" and stoke his ego and desire to belong somewhere so that he'd be willing to do more than just spy. He could be a soldier, strong and powerful. Nobody would call him weak anymore! All he had to do was leave his family behind, and obey the higher ups.

A small price to pay, for him.

I've talked at length about how Karamelle goes down, and have definitely put those posts under his tag as well, so I'll give a short summary. Shit hits the fan, the Wizard kinda throws the entire Spiral into magical disasters before Arc 4 can properly begin, the Schism Summit in Karamelle is cancelled, Karamelle is a mess, and after waiting years for a miracle that never came & watching his boss and peers die in front of him,,, Mark is kinda a mess. Very much just in an "Objective: survive" state. He and some of the remaining Karamellians who couldn't flee the disasters beforehand (and one other Schismist, the Quizzler) are able to evacuate to Grizzleheim.

And it's in Grizzleheim where Mark gets to get... deradicalized, for lack of a better word. There's no real Schism anymore, just him and the Quizzler. Instead, Mark has to navigate an actual noncult community, and learn how to interact with others normally. With help, he does manage to find his place in the new settlement of Drostein and get to be a normal, dumb teenager. He quotes vines that he learned from the Nordic Champion, Emma Titansong (one of my Player OCs). He hangs out in the rivers of Savarstaad Pass for hours on end, and catches fish by hand and by mouth sometimes. He joined the local fight club. He's a fan of former Nibbelung popstar Mauria Kutscherzo, and ABBA and Queen (Emma introduced him to the Earth bands). He gets to be just some guy, completely free from his canon fate.

[ohm-myy-god]

Hello Edna and Harvey fans & all interested parties, here I present to you my made up fan-lore for Edna’s mom (and her dynamics with other characters and all that). Also featuring some supplemental artwork.

Warning in advance it’s very long, but it’s split into sections and has pictures so hopefully it’s bearable. Have fun…

Sketch page from May 2022

So this is my character for Edna’s mom, her name is Ana. 

My main idea for her was that, in contrast to Mattis’s sort of helpless attitude about parenting, she was the more assertive parent. Not necessarily mean or strict, but she had more self confidence and experience working with children, and overall gave the impression that she “knew what she was doing”, at least from her husband's perspective. 

This leads into her passing being not only a major blow for her family for obvious reasons, but also because Mattis wasn’t ready to be a single parent and never really adapted to the role. He was very stressed all the time and part of that came from feeling extremely inferior in his capabilities of being a father, with pressure from his neighbor/friend who seemed to have the most perfectly behaved kid(s) (ah yes the perfect family nothing to see here), and from his belief that his wife would’ve made a better single parent than him. That’s not necessarily the truth, as it would’ve been hard for anyone, but that was his perception of it. 

I’ll now go into outlining her individual personality and her relationship with her family:

Physical description:

Appearance Timeline:

(Note on her Birth Year: My whole e&h timeline is based around the assumption that Brich Aus takes place in 2008; so Edna was born in ~1990 and Mattis was born in ~1957, give or take a year. This also therefore means Mattis and anyone his age is a boomer (heartbreaking).) 

Name- Ana is a name I picked for no specific reason. I don’t know why I used that spelling instead of Anna but I did, and I’m used to it now, but if you prefer Anna it also works. 

I didn’t pick a maiden name yet, so for now she only exists as Ana Konrad. DOCTOR Konrad actually but we’ll get to that. 

Appearance- Ana looks very much like her daughter; they have the same eyes and complexion and hair (albeit different styles). I think the more “realistic” you try to make Edna and Harvey the more confusing it gets, so yeah their purple hair is genetic and natural and not specific to Edna (I mean it’s not like she could dye it in the hospital anyway). I just think of it as regular dark hair in their universe. 

Personality:

In terms of personality, Ana was very goal-oriented. She was calmer and more collected than Edna, but just as determined to do whatever she set her mind to. She liked reading and writing more than Edna, but much like Edna she was always rather lonely no matter how outgoing she was. Their circumstances were different, but both Edna and her mom were kind of socially outcast growing up.

I’ll go more into her time at school in a later section, but when going to Uni her choice was to study psychology, and eventually be a child psychiatrist. Which might seem random but LISTEN… I think the idea of her being a psychiatrist with a completely different mindset from Marcel’s is a fun one, and it sorta adds to the tragedy of “man, if only someone could’ve stopped this” when it comes to how Mattis bought into Marcel’s ideology. And it adds another layer as to why Mattis trusts in unstable hypothetical science so much more than himself or his own daughter. And overall, I think she is a “strong-headed professional” just by personality, and being a doctor makes her seem far more impressive or competent than Mattis (especially from his perspective). 

As a kid, Ana loved climbing trees. She and Mattis spent a lot of time there as kids. She also loved to sing and dance, things she probably did less and less as she got older. 

Being that they lived next to a church in a small town, it seems to be that the Konrads were at least a bit religious (and in the audio book they mention Edna threw a Bible in the basement fireplace). I haven’t really thought about how that might play into their lives, but I like the angle that Mattis became more religious / started going to church after his wife died. (Edna meanwhile is not religious—too many arbitrary rules for her.)

Relationship with neighbors:

Ana was definitely more suspicious of Marcel when they first moved next to him than her husband was. Not that she assumed he was evil or anything, but she was a bit worried about how he was parenting his kids. Ana found the kids’ behavior more concerning than “exemplary”. But she chalked it up to Marcel having a hard time adjusting after his wife left and didn’t really investigate; she wasn’t around for the whole “we should brainwash kids to make them behave better” era, that happened later. She probably just vaguely distrusted him. 

I like to imagine she hung out with Ruben if the neighbors came over too. Kind of like how Mattis would end up “babysitting” Edna and Alfred later on a lot, maybe she’d play cards with him or something and inadvertently create a more positive experience than anything Marcel ever did. Ruben needs someone in his life looking out for him…unfortunately this arrangement didn’t last long. 

Relationship with Edna’s dad:

Ana and Mattis were childhood sweethearts; I imagine they met in high school and started dating near the end of it, so maybe the final year before university. But they were friends before that too. 

Basically, their dynamic as kids was “trouble maker” and “kid who gets good grades but is also a trouble maker”. I like the idea that in contrast to his adult personality, Mattis was a lot more like Edna as a kid; he was still always a bit timid, but he had a rebellious phase where he wanted to stick it to the authorities and lash out more. At this point in his adolescence, he got into trouble a lot, and it wasn’t until Uni that he really changed himself around. (However, ironically, instead of being able to sympathize with his daughter when she started acting out later, he could only envision all the bad things that might happen to her as a consequence of her behavior and it made him all the more stressed to find a way to “fix” her.) 

Ana, however, wasn’t quite so rebellious and did well at school. She felt the same way on the inside, though, and the two found kinship in wanting to “run away from it all” and escape pressure from family/peers. They would hang out on tree branches and throw rocks at people they didn’t like, but Ana still avoided anything that might get her in serious trouble. 

But basically, dumb kids doing shenanigans. Ana didn’t think Mattis was particularly smart for vandalizing property and getting detention, but she also didn’t think less of him for it. Perhaps she had the “oh I can fix him” mindset, but mostly she was admiring his dedication. 

But when it was time to go to university they decided to break up, since they’d be moving apart. They were sad about it, but they both moved along and figured they’d never see eachother again.

…That was, until they met again sort of randomly as adults years later.

This was probably 4 or more years after they’d started Uni; Ana was still in school and was a bit too busy for a serious relationship but they stuck together anyway and ended up dating again. This ended up working out, and they eventually got married. (Apparently it isn’t that uncommon to marry even while pursuing a doctorate, but I haven’t picked what year they got married. Shrug)

(Note about psychiatric education lmao- from what I can tell, it takes at least 6 years of medical school and an additional 5 years of full-time employment to become board-certified psychiatrist. Assuming Ana started university when she was 18, she was at least 30 when she got her doctor's degree.) 

(Also, I can imagine being a woman pursuing a doctorate in the 80s wasn’t that common or easy, and I thought about her just being a psychologist instead since that takes half the amount of time. However have you considered the THEMATIC PARALLELS the IRONY of it all… Edna’s mom was a doctor and it’s funnier that way.) 

Mattis and his wife would definitely be at odds sometimes because of the difference in their personalities. I think the dynamic would provide interesting conflict & they’d work it out. 

Parenting:

So I suppose the big question is, how would Ana have affected Edna’s life had she lived longer?

I think the loss of her mother contributed heavily to Edna’s childhood rebelliousness. Not that she wouldn’t have had behavioral issues or struggled with making friends anyway, but I think she became so dependent on her own subconscious / on Harvey as a result of loneliness; evidence from the comic can back this up. In the comic, Edna is very withdrawn and more timid pre-Harvey, and Harvey’s eventual personality seems to be highly influenced by Freya - Edna’s close friend who coped with her own struggles by rebelling instead of following all the rules. Seeing as both girls also had a missing mother figure (again, WHO DOESN'T IN THIS SERIES), I don’t think it’s a stretch to imagine Edna started feeling alone in the world when her mother passed. 

But tangent aside, I don’t think Ana would’ve necessarily had an easier time with Edna than Mattis, but with the crucial difference that she wouldn't have been so easily influenced by others opinion on her parenting (eg Marcel). Anyone has insecurities, but listening to someone else basically say “your kid should get brainwashed” and thinking “mmmm maybe” is a very concerning state of mind. 

Ana would have been frustrated and would have got impatient. She would have wanted Edna to “act normal” but she might have been more adept at figuring out WHY she was acting out. But meanwhile, I also think that being a doctor, there would have been tension in the fact that Ana saw “patients” and her daughter as entirely separate; thinking, Edna couldn’t be as mentally ill as the people she worked with…there must be a different answer…

But as a little kid, Edna got along just fine with her mom. They played together and did puzzles and ran in the sprinklers and mud and everything like that. Maybe even played with stuffed animals pretending that they could talk. 

Rip 💀

So: death. For the record I think the trope of “main character’s mom died” isn’t very intriguing or creative (and I mean. Do you know any e&h characters with a mom? any of them? Exactly.) However, it isn’t even brought up by Edna in the game at all, and the “show not tell” aspect is a bit cool at least. (It isn’t even until the “yo mama” joke in the 2nd game that Edna is pointed out as an orphan. Her memory got washed and all so she didn’t even think of her mom when looking through her old house.) And if we were to ignore poki’s character profile website, yes, it’s also equally as plausible that Edna’s mom left rather than died. BUT personally I prefer this version because I already wrote this whole thing lol (and anyway, I think Marcel’s wife for sure left him, and we don’t want to get too repetitive). 

But how did she die??…I haven’t really picked an answer to that. 

If we’re looking for story parallels, medical malpractice or even being MURDERED might work, but I just don’t really know. Maybe it’s a let-down, but I’m indecisive, sorry  🤷 

Ana became sort of idolized in death by Mattis especially, since Edna couldn't properly remember her as time went on. 

Bit of a tangent, but I think a lot of self doubt and insecurity and general depression contributed to Mattis being lost about parenting—with the fact that Edna was intentionally acting out, fighting against something she saw as intrinsically opposed to her. In the 1st tempomorph Edna “sees” through Harvey that her dad is betraying her and eating ice cream with Alfred- this is her imagination, but it shows her perception of her father as a kid, that he wasn’t looking out for her. I think it’s clear Mattis cared about his daughter but he was just unable to rise above his own insecurities and be there for her. (I also think he went a teensy bit off-the-rails when the Murder happened and that’s partially why he pleaded guilty. Guy broke down). After all, his wife wouldn’t have ever let Edna act so uncontrollably if she were alive, would she?  

That’s it

Thanks for reading all that if you did!! Hope reading about shit I made up was entertaining. I might do this again with other characters for funsies at some point in the distant future, we’ll see. 

She isn’t even a character I spend too much time thinking about, so I figured this would be a good way to practice organizing my thoughts. And draw her some more since it’d been a while. It was fun.

Let me know your thoughts/impressions of her…

& goodbye 👋 

Bonus- sketches from May 2022

[millylotus]

Mesmerized By A Banshee’s Screams

Rock Star AU

No Memes this time but ✨I MADE A PLAYLIST✨

EXTRA AUS

Full Ghost Danny AU, ie: Danny is possessing his body and the ectoplasm is working as a preservative, he still ages though

Banshee Danny: Spirits that predict misfortune & death with their screams or songs, sometimes causing it, birdlike often beings, Irish in origin

Siren Ember: Spirits that lure sailors to the rocks they perch on, not actually fish or mermaids but bird and or harpy like beings, Greek in origin

Johnny’s just straight up bad luck

Danny's parents aren't all that excepting of the whole ya know being dead thing

They aren't horrible! It like they acknowledge that he's dead and they just decided to act like he isn't

Basically gaslighting themselves and him in an attempt for something normal

This all around a bad thing for Danny, the amount of stress and anxiety it puts him under is just bad

So he makes the first move and moves into the Ghost Zone permanently

Dropping out of school and only keeping in contact with Jazz, Tucker and Sam

During this his haunt just so happens to have naturally placed itself by Ember, Johnny and Kitty's haunts so he ends up hanging out with them more casually.

Eventually it’s like they’re siblings/found family

Ember teaches Danny the bass and they like to sing together

Johnny and Danny bond over bikes, what with Danny’s initially limited knowledge, and Johnny ends up teaching Danny how to ride a motorcycle

Kitty and Danny are absolute fashion geeks together, Kitty was the one to help Danny completely overhaul his wardrobe to fit him

At some point Ember suggests they start a band, Johnny and Danny are on board but Kitty isn’t about being on stage but she does agree to help with other things

The go through a random portal and pop out in Gotham, they set up base in a warehouse and get to working on how get a gig in this city

Dax Chill [Duke’s friend and actually the kid of Joe Chill who killed the Waynes, yes this is cannon] found this new band that’s going to debut as an introduction it Gotham on Saturday

The Flock [We are Robin] like to go out to shows sometimes so they all agree to take a day off and go see the new band “Embers & Dead Kids”

The shows amazing and the WaR are having so much fun just dancing and hanging out

The rest of the party also liked the show

But Duke’s eyes were only on the bassist of the band, and the youngest one who’s the The Flock’s age

The Flock ends up going to a lot of the shows the Dead Kids are in, quickly becoming fans of the band

DEADLIGHTS MASTERPOST, GENERAL NOTES, AO3

[sprnklersplashes]

oh my god literally forgot to do this anyway

jd & heather duke for the character ask game <3

under the cut bc long

jd

favorite thing about them: god he is my favourite type of villain. I am obsessed with when love turns to devotion and it turns to obsession and it turns to "I will burn the world just to dig you out of it". fuck yeeaaaah. and he's also hilarious

least favorite thing about them: the fact that he hurts veronica.

favorite line: "but the sky's gonna hurt when it falls, so you better start building some walls" bc I listened to freeze your brain for the first time in ages yesterday

brOTP: am I allowed to say claire? is that self-centered? but also jd+martha, writing them was one of my favourite parts of nbr. in another life they are 110% the best of friends.

OTP: jdronica. do I want them to be happy and hhealthy and completely in love? yes. do I want to watch them burn the world down? yes. and yes, that is the same joke I made when I did veronica. I'm unoriginal like that.

nOTP: don't have one

random headcanon: I feel I mostly have headcanons for nbr!verse jd but he and claire jokingly watch hallmark movies for the sole purpose of making fun of them

unpopular opinion: idk if this counts as unpopular but I feel like heathers fans have a tendency to erase his complexities by making him a "whiny emo asshole" with no bite. he is fundamentally a character driven by the emotions he's repressed for so long (rage at his dad, intense passion for the first person who makes him feel something ie. veronica) and that's why he is so dangerous.

song i associate with them: i mean, if we're talking nbr!jd then dear parents and family line. canon!jd... hoax by taylor swift.

heather duke

favorite thing about them: how post-chandler's death she takes zero shit. and yes, her talking down to jd because it's hilarious.

least favorite thing about them: less about 'her' and more about the writing but damn the musical short-changed her and I wish they'd shown more of her need for control and just overall made her more sympathetic.

favorite line: "This little twat, trying to steal my spot as third from the top of my high school!" and yes its from the la run from 11 years ago what about it. (she call veronica pretty in the same verse btw

brOTP: I like the idea of her building a more healthy friendship with mac post-canon. and also veronica.

OTP: don't massively ship her with anyone but..... dukesaw? dukesaw.

nOTP:

random headcanon: aromantic! aromantic! also-while this is primarily based on inez herself-kpop stan.

unpopular opinion: I don't think I have one.

song i associate with them: anti-hero by taylor swift

favourite picture of them:

wasn't gonna do the picture bc I thought I didn't have any but then I remembered this and omg! women! inez budd! also inez is probably my favourite duke and during nsua when I saw it she honestly felt joyful and it was a take I honestly love!

[thisisyourprincipalspeaking]

I think they did a lot of stuff on purpose. Think about it. If he would've been showing love from the beginning how long would people have talked about them. With the up and down act it lasted longer in attention. Example we're still talking about them now. If he didn't act off we wouldn't be. ///

Umm are you serious, if this is real they wasted a golden opportunity because she actually had a fandom thanks to her Netflix show, but due to her and her friends she ruined her intro to this fandom way before November 2022, that was foolish.

No ……had he been with a unproblematic woman and if he was actually with her, we’d get some pap shots maybe but depending if she was famous or not he’d be hidden or we’d just hear about his work related stuff. One thing no one would be questioning was if he cared or loved her because he would show it. He doesn’t and that’s eye opening.

Do people really not understand that if Chris was with a woman who no one had anything on, who didn’t show her ass and tits, who didn’t troll, basically who minded her own and he showed he genuinely loved her, people would be STANNING them both. Look at some of the other Hollywood heartthrobs, yes a few fans hate they got married but most are just happy they are happy and follow their families. I keep saying if this were legit and there had been no trolling and if Chris actually liked her, there’d be no one here questioning anything but the age gap, but most would have gotten over that.

This mess was doomed the day it premiered on the day her show premiered. That NYC pap walk was shown from various angles and screamed pr and for two people in love, why all the forced photos, like I’m not rehashing this, go to @anneslibrary and do a deep dive. (This blog is just a reference blog to EVERYTHING that’s occurred so far in this shitshow, mod, it’s ran by another blog and they are cool so I’m not pushing anything negative. No principal office for me I hope 😅)

Also this man has a history of dating women who seem problematic and all in the spotlight too so people use that to assume this is real as well.

I honestly believe if he and his team were aware of his status and adoration and if this were a legit union, things would have been presented way differently.

Jenny was married WHILE her and Chris were dating and only the fans knew of a possible affair, yet Chris and team had that shit cleaned up with the quickness, why because he cared about his image but also he cared about Jenny and wanted people to see that they were legit. We never got random articles and what not, Jenny did troll from what I’ve heard, but no one ever questioned if they were really together or pr. Yet this man supposedly finds the love of his life and it’s the complete opposite, yeah ……okay. 😒

In this current drama, it seems his and her team did things for both of their gain in the beginning but throughout time, there have been various times where it seems both sides were going against the other which of course leads to questioning the validity of what they tried to sale, that NEVER happened with any of his exes, so yes I think this situation is bs. Too much back and forth, too many holes in the cheese. 😂

conditions are littered even in this ask...

if this, then that if she, then we if he, then everyone

i agree with you, anon. had any number of things been only slightly different, this whole thing would have gone a very different direction. but we don't know what direction that would have been because the reality of the situation we're in is as it has unfolded. so we must deal with the hand we've been dealt.