#yeah theres a surgery that could help me

[thenocarts]

So fun fact my vision has an expiration date and while most people might find that terrifying I kinda made my peace with it, I can't wait to be a little weird blind man that's wise and old, and that hasn't being fired from his job at an art school (because of the wise and old thing)

[ganondoodle]

so with echoes of wisdom .. i havent watched any of the trailers beyond the very first one and the thumbnails/screenshots and what others have said about it-

but with the world inside the rift being called "Welt des Nichts" aka "world of nothing/void" in german ('still' in english, for some reason) and demises title in french being "avatar of nothing" ... yeah my anxiety is shooting through the roof again

(hopefully you can be a little more forgiving for me being anxious/weird about it bc demise is my blorbo)

i had similar worries with totk, that werent proven true thankfully, but the darn book is making it all worse again with all those weird lore things the game doesnt even so much as hint at AND potential retcons- im in for a really rough time huh, not just stress in real life (more in tags.. its alot) but now about my specific hyperfixation from two things even (AND artblock still..)

weird as it may sound, i dont want demise to get more lore, partly bc i dont believe theyd do anything with him that i would like (given their track record) but much more importantly- the fact that he has this little lore about him is precisely one of the reasons why i fell in love with him, i tend to like characters that are neglected by the narrative, and his story being both so flat and already done meant i can be very creative with what i come up with for him without necessarily contradicting anything in canon (which is ... or was a big point of how i wrote destiny's story and lore, working with canon in a way that reframes it all without straight up ignoring it ... but i suppose i urgently need to let go of that and accept i spend alot of time working things that will go to waste :( ) AND not having to worry that there will be more stuff with him that would massively change not only what im writing but also potentially how i feel about him since the game he was briefly in was the oldest chronologically and ended with his death- i didnt expect them to mess with anything that far back and thought theyd just go forward and leave the timeline behind and wouldnt mess with it again, given how botw seemed to be a sort of 'fresh start' that seemingly regarded the past as the past that needs to rest and that the timeline was finally no longer a discussion if everythings unified through botw and one thing going forward

but i suppose i was very wrong with that .__.

right now the only thing that motivates me still is the left over determination and spite to work on my zelda comic, since i have never gotten this far and really want to get something done for once, but i cant lie that im feeling like i should pause all work on it too to wait and see waht the book and the new game will do .. either to determine if i still have the will to keep working on it after those things are out (my love for tloz has been taking alot of hits lately ..) or if i have to change stuff (mostly bc of my lore problem trying to not ignore it ..)

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

Last ADHD evaluation: Had to wait about six months to get in, "doctor" was a man, he told me I'm "too smart" to have ADHD

This ADHD evaluation: Doctor is a woman, I can get in within two weeks, already a much more pleasant experience

[ablobwhowrites]

HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!

Also kinda thinking of the sad detective y/n idea I did and now I’m about to expose more angst I was hiding from you guys and adding more salt to your/n’s wound with this idea from @someone-named-adel and the original start of detective y/n’s angst arc started HERE so please enjoy my yapping session and also I promise I’m going to release a fic on this soon.

I imagine when y/n’s partner was killed. Y/n was the last one to leave the grave even when it was raining heavily, y/n didn’t wanna leave their side. Even at the hospital through the surgery and when they told him the news, it was like he was torn apart. Especially when it was New Year’s Day when he was to propose to them and how they talked about having a family. To find out later when y/n was trying to clean their, his apartment he found a letter that was neatly folded as he opened it was a letter that his partner wrote that told him that they were going to have their child and be able to have the family that y/n and them wanted for so long. They were going to give the letter to y/n when y/n was going to propose as well and this had y/n sob as he couldn’t save his love and now he lost their future, the life, the dream that him and his partner were planning. (In a alternative universe y/n saved his lover and was able to live a happy ever after with them and his child. I say as I'm dragged into rock myself back and forth in a corner)

And that sometimes in certain cases he has is when he sometimes has to be like a parental figure to some kids who have lost or need help to find their parents as some part in him tells him to protect the kid who needs help but he is still afraid that he'll have the kid die when he tries his hardest to protect them but that never happens. He it's just afraid of having kids and feeling that anyone who puts trust into him would get hurt or worse as even if he had no control of the situation, he'll always feel like he could have done something to help even when he couldn't have done anything to prevent this situation. Just for anyone he cares about, he wants to be safe especially having to see his lover die had given him more purpose to try help and protect more people even if it kills him.

But now to the silly and the brain rot

Also I was rewatching the justice league series and was the episode A better world and saw that they cared for our regular flash because the one in the other world died and I saw how panicked the other Batman was when he thought our world flash died so I was thinking. What if the opposite justice league also lost their y/n and basically went to take the y/n from our dc cause they are still alive. Just a little thought and also watched the Crisis on Two Earths: Crime Syndicate Earth. And thought of other world y/n who worked with that justice league from the crisis on two earths. I dont know, might to a more imaging part of it but yeah.

Detective y/n: "wow that was a great dinner. Well thanks for inviting me over but I gotta go back home now."

Bruce: "who said you were leaving?"

Y/n: "huh?"

Detective y/n seeing killer croc running straight at him like

Detective y/n: "good to be back at my job in gotham."

Romantic DC yanderes: "I want you."

Y/n: "what-"

Detective y/n: "well at least theres no more insane universes that try to harm this world.....what do you mean there's more universes?"

(bro is going to tweak when he realizes they get worse from here. But thats all today and if you'd guys like more than feel free to request more but right for now please stay healthy and drink lots of water and stay healthy guys!)

[lowkeyrobin]

helloo could you do mcyt's (preferably tommy, tubbo, freddie, and max but you can add whoever else!!) having to take care of the reader because they got their wisdom teeth out and their all delusional and out of it from the drugs 😭😭 have a good day!

omg YES OF CORURSE !!!! ; this sis so cute also sorry if this is like dumb cause I've never gotten wisdom teeth removed but I have gotten a cavity removed if that counts idk ; also it's 1am and I've been working on a double wattpad special project all day and I'm just like brainrotted LMFAOOOO ; anyways I'm super happy to get that like worked on and also do these reqs cause irs been like over a month atp I'm sorry

MCYT ; wisdom teeth removal

includes ; tommyinnit, ranboo, badlinu & maxggs

warnings ; language, substances (laughing gas), me not really knowing how this works ig

masterlist

TOMMYINNIT

absolutely cackling everytime you speak

"I wanna listen to gay music, tom" you whine

"what is gay music?!??!"

"CHAPPELL ROAN"

"WHY ARE WE YELLING"

offers to get you yogurt on the way home

"pretzel"

"i know the soft pretzel addiction is tough, but they're too hard for you right now"

"what the fuck, mate"

you proceed to only say mate for an hour cause it doesn't sound like a real word anymore

pain in the ass

good for content!

his first video to reach 1m views in months LMAOOOO

RANBOO

has to get the whole crew in to help you

like whole crew as in harry, molly, tommy, and jack

"stand up in 1, 2, 3-"

you crash immediately to the floor

"i don't think that's standing"

"i don't think so either, harry"

literally loads you up on milkshakes

feels so bad about how you're complaining about being uncomfortable but he can't do anything so... suffer ig

he's just nodding along to the dumb shit you say

very embarrassing to be on the public bus though

everyone's quietly giggling trying to not laugh up a storm as you mumble about harry and something about vapes

you might as well be on crack

FREDDIE BADLINU

literally like teaching an infant how to walk

baby gloves are on, asks the dental surgeon what he needs to do and writes it down

constant hugs cause you ask for them every 3 seconds

actually laughing like hell when you say something weird/dumb

just hands you your earbuds and let's you play music if it helps the woozyness at all

"listen to megan with meeeee"

"okay, well I need an earbud, pal"

"oh, yeah"

takes a picture of your swollen mouth while you're taking a nap on his shoulder on the bus

"I'm convinced this is what raising a toddler is like"

"I'm a cool toddler though, right? cause I'm awesome and cool and awesome, right?"

"yup"

MAXGGS

you actually confuse him for tubbo and it was over (he was streaming w tubbo for tubbothon)

"okay, bye. get home safe-"

"mAx-" voice cracks are insane what

was worried that they performed surgery on your vocal chords while they had you out

nah your jaw wasn't used to being so strained for so long

loads you up with milkshakes and ice cream

you're mostly only getting around on his back cause you're too woozy

like taking care of a drunk person

"i have to change the towel-"

"what towel?"

"the towel in your mouth, y/n"

"THERES A TOWEL IN MY MOUTH?'

he's literally never laughed so much in his life

made a joke about being pro getting high on laughing gas

"whatever makes you happy, gang"

[deedala]

☀️ weekly 🌴 tag 🌴 wednesday 🌊

hello it is thursday!! not wednesday, alas, we persist. big thanks to a one lil miss ✨🌟🌙 @celestialmickey ✨🌟🌙 !!!! for writing this weeks game and for tagging me!! + @gallapiech @blue-disco-lights @heymrspatel @jrooc @mmmichyyy @too-schoolforcool @lingy910y @crossmydna @energievie @palepinkgoat 💖💖💖

name: deanna 🌱

pronouns: she/her

what year did you graduate high school? lets play a game actually, what do you think? did i graduate in 1998, 2002, or 2006?

tell me where you live without *telling* me where you live: woody harrelson and i know the same amusement park like the back of our respective hands

tell me what you do for work: digital coloring book

caffeine source of choice: brew my own hot coffee in which i pour oatmilk and french vanilla dairy-free creamer

do you have a skincare routine? super sensitive skin, had to do accutane in my 20s *and* back in 2019. dermatologist has me on a very strict routine of gentle salicylic acid facewash and oil-free fragrance-free sensitive-skin formulated facial moisturizer. nothing else allowed!!

how often do you do laundry? every single fucking day of life and if i dont i will be overcome and i will suffer

favorite flower: poppies!! (iykyk) but dandelions are a close second

your go-to karaoke song: i've never gotten to do karaoake for reals but i think it would be an absolute blast (and hysterically cringey) to sing wuthering heights by kate bush!!

what kind of phone do you have? mint green iphone 12

do you wear contacts/glasses? i wear a single contact lens because i had to have a bunch of surgery in my left eye in my 20s and one of them involved replacing my lens with an implant (hi im bionic, i have a serial number) that is a corrective lens giving me 20/20 vision (apart from the blind spots where my retina is destroyed) SOOOO i literally can only wear that one contact lens in my right eye to fix my (extremely bad) vision on that side. glasses dont work when you've got 20/20 in one eyeball and -7.25 in the other.

what color is your hair right now? its a 10

you’ve just been handed $10,000 cash, what are you spending it on? theres a lot of shit in my house that needs to be fixed. or maybe we can use it as a down payment for buying a new house? (probably not the market is so insane in my city because of the university and the landlords) but i guess...in fantasy world where this happens...yeah we use it to help ourselves buy a new house lol.

how many pets do you have? none

have you ever been on a train? many many trains! some in america, most of them in europe

and finally, tell me something about yourself people might be surprised to know: god im so uninteresting... i love olives and pickles and cilantro and mint but not garlic and i cannot taste spicy things (i deeply wish i could, ive tried so many times and all i get is like bitter charcoal numb tongue)

and now i'll tag some folks under the cut who maybe?? havent played yet?? maybe want to play????? if not consider this me handing you a dandelion + poppy 💐 under the cut!!

@darlingian @spookygingerr @mybrainismelted @creepkinginc @suzy-queued

@sleepyheadgallavich @thepupperino @iansw0rld @gardenerian @ardent-fox

@catgrassplantdad @whatwouldmickeydo @gallawitchxx @wehangout @captainjowl

@the-rat-wins @loftec @spoonfulstar @callivich @sam-loves-seb

@howlinchickhowl @rereadanon @softmick @burninface @sickness-health-all-that-shit

@sleepyfacetoughguy @transmickey @lee-ow @themarchg1rl @vintagelacerosette

@xninetiestrendx @michellemisfit @steorie @samantitheos

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[velvetvexations]

Yeah, that's difficult. We've heard a lot of experiences like that.

people who prioritize what they can extract from others over helping them

Thank you, anon. <3

sorry i sent that too quickly lol. despite the fact that there are countless polls that suggest that, and its like yeah duh theres gonna be more trans mascs posting about their surgeries because there are just more trans mascs here in general and there have been forever? it also definitely seems like most of the women on this site have home grown boobs and dont want/havent had bottom surgery either so its like a fraction of a fraction of the population that even could post about this at all so

no it has to be a conspiracy to crowd transfems out

No, it's fine, I meant I wasn't sure if the points you mentioned the book asserting in that ask about men and women pushing back on eating on intellectual grounds, but like I said I'd have to read it and do additional research to actually dig into that.

Radfems gotta radfem.

Something can not make sense to me, and many years ago I was a bit of a minor bitch about the concept of queer platonic partnership, but I don't have to understand what other people want to put out there as who they are.

But only trans women are viewed as that word! Are you sure that when they say "I hate you, someone who was assigned female at birth but now identifies as a man in defiance of society's belief that you should be a woman instead" they weren't just confusing you with a trans woman?

falling off bike meme but the rider is saying "this never happens to men"

[f1a1w1n]

No, you don't

Part four of: No you don't

Summary: Poe finds out you have the force. Angst, a little dramatic chapter ngl. This fic is a slowburn, enemies to friends to lovers fic. In this part reader finds Rey and Poe tries to hide his amazement of the reader. Reader has the force.

Word count: 2.5k

Warnings: None

Authors note: Sorry I haven't updated this fic in a while, I've been in hospital and just had surgery, and on top of that recovering from the flu 😭. If its not as good as the others I'm sorry but I am still vry sick and my writers block is going nowhere. Anyway thank you for reading, liking and leaving comments, they mean the world to me and I love reading them so much!

~

“Come on, help me,” I drag one of the stormtroopers by the collar “don’t just stand there!”

Finn and the alien jolt from their shock and help drag the other two stormtroopers. Poe stands with his mouth agape and his eyebrows raised. 

We dump the stormtroopers behind the crate wall.

“Come in trooper R9-0087,” a staticy voice says from the stormtroopers belt. 

“Shit, what do we do?” I say. 

I look at them. Their shocked expressions make them look like goldfish. “Guys?!” 

“Uh- we uh…” Finn tries. 

“Trooper R9-0087, come in,” 

I look at them expectantly. The alien shrugs his shoulders. 

“Is everything alright R9-0087?” the voice pauses “do you want me to send backup? Are troopers R4-0074 and R5-0067 alive?

We glance down at the stormtroopers at our feet. 

“Sending backup-”

“Wait! Troopers, R9-0087, R4-0074 and R5-0067 are alive… radio cut out” Poe says frantically. 

“-alright cancelling backup.”

I let out a heavy sigh. My stomach stops doing loops. I look up at Poe, his face still struck with shock. 

“You-” Poe points his finger at me. 

“-later, we’ll talk about it later,” I slap his finger out of my face.

He resets his face into an infuriated one. 

“Yeah we’ll talk about it. I-” he points his other finger at me “that was dangerous and stupid. And it put the whole mission at risk.” He clenches his jaw and squares his shoulders. His once starstruck expression gone.“Why didn’t you tell us that you’re a Jedi?”

“You didn’t need to know,” 

Anger rises in his face. “You don’t think that the rebels might of benifitted from knowing that there was more than one Jedi?” 

“I’m not going around trying to get myself killed!” I speak louder. 

“That’s so selfish!” he yells. “You abandoned the rebelion! The one thing the opposes the sith, the Jedi’s enemy- you would let so many people die so you could-”

“The Jedi order is dead!” I yell. I can feel the shock bouncing around the room but my eyes stay on Poe. “It’s dead. And theres nothing I can do about it, so don’t stand there and tell me what I’ve done wrong because there is absolutely nothing I can do,” 

The shuttle is ghost-quiet. No one dares to break the silence. I feel like I want to sink away back to Jakuu but I stand my ground. I take a deep breath to wash the emotion from my face. 

“It’s dead.” I repeat. “I’ve already grieved about it, and accepted it so why don’t you put on your big boy pants and accept it so we can do what we came here to do.” I turn around to gather my thoughts. 

There's a pause.

“I thought the Jedi where supposed to be braver,” Poe says quietly.

I whip around. “What did you just say?” 

“You heard me.” Poe tilts his head up slightly so that his eyes look down on me. “You’re a coward.” 

Before I can register what I’ve done, my hand slaps across his face with a sharp crack. 

He steps back and puts a hand to where I slapped him. His eyes wide. Anger grows in his face. He steps forward to me.

Finn's hand pushes Poe by his chest. “Guys, remember what we’re here for.” 

Poe lets out a anger ridden laugh and runs his hand across his jawline while smiling wolfishly. 

“Go drink some water,” Finn points to Poe and then the cockpit. Poe rolls his head to the side. Finn points again and Poe slumps down in the cockpit, a faint angry smile on his lips. 

I sigh and pinch the bridge of my nose. 

Fin turns to me. “What were you thinking?- also very cool your a Jedi- but what were you thinking?!” 

I kneel down and take start to strip the stormtrooper of his armor, leaving the black under clothes. “I’m not a Jedi,” I sigh. “I was almost one then the Empire decided to kill my mothe- my Jedi master.” I correct myself. 

“Oh. But you still can be one right?” Finn asks. 

“Yeah I just need to finish the training,” I take off the helmet of the stromtrooper. Finn gets an idea of what I’m doing and kneels next to me and helps with the next trooper. 

“You know he’s a commander right?” Finn says. 

“Yeah, I know.” I rip of a chest plate. 

“Then, what, where, you, thinking?” 

“I don’t know” I sigh. “He was being a dick,”

“Yeah he was wasn’t he?” Finn agrees.

I smile. 

“... do you have a lightsaber?” He asks, boyishly. 

“Yes I do-”

“-What are you doing?” Poe interupts. He leans on the doorway. 

“Do you think we can just walk through there and find Rey, unnoticed?” I quip. 

A sense of realisation washes over his face. “So we’re wearing that?” he points to the disheveld piles of armor. 

“Yes” I turn around and roll my eyes. 

Poe turns and talks to the alien. “Yeah you will have to stay with the ship- no I don’t think we can cut a hole for your tail- I’m sorry- yeah sure,” 

He turns to us. My back still facing him. “Borg will stay with the ship.” 

~

Finn helps us put on our armor adjusting it in odd places. “Alright, how does that feel?” 

I wiggle in the armor. “Weird, it smells to,” 

“Yeah, it does doesn’t it,” Finn shifts back and forth on the balls of his feet. 

“Alright. Let’s go.” Poe says, putting his helmet on. He presses the button to open the door.

We jog out. Sometimes Poe would cut in front of me and then Finn would overtake. We march uncoordinatedly.

Finn grabs our arms and pushes into a empty hallway. “Guys! Your going to get us killed!” Finn says as he takes of his helmet.

“Why?” I ask.

“Stormtroopers don’t overtake and elbow eachother.” Finn gestures between Poe and I. 

I roll my eyes. “He’s running in zig-zags.” I feel his glare on me.

“No. You’re running like a drunk person.” Poe spits. 

“Stop it!” Finn whisper-shouts. “I will walk infront and you guys walk behind me. Organised” Finn draws out the last word. 

I nod and put on my helmet. We march behind Finn robotically for ages until we stop in another empty hallway. We take of our helmets, our hair disheveled. “I have no idea where she is,” Finn confesses. 

“Ugh!” I thump my head against the cold metal wall.  

“I’m sorry!” Finn says. “Look I was a janitor, okay? I don’t know anything about prisoners!” 

Poe crouches down and rolls his helmet side to side with the tips of his fingers. “Leia was right. We shouldn’t of gone this soon without intel,” 

“And then what? Leave Rey?” Finn argues. 

Poe stands up. “Whatever I don’t feel like getting slapped again.” 

I felt shame wash over me. I turned away to hide my guilt. How am I going to find you Rey? I think… The force? A little voice in the back of my mind says. Of course! How could I be so stupid? 

I dump my helmet down and sit croslegged. “Cover me,” I say before closing my eyes. I can feel their confusion, and from my closed eyes I can almost see Poe rolling his eyes at me. I ought to slap him again. 

I take a deep breath, I feel the force. I can feel how resistant and unfamiliar the force is to my presence, it’s almost saying ‘what are you doing here? Oh it’s you again. Long time no see’. I feel my self floating slightly of off the cold floor. I reach out through the force, its cold like ice-ocean water. I feel the unbalance in the force, I’m reaching out through sharp static, until I feel something warm, comforting, familiar. Its Rey. 

I open my eyes and fall back on the floor with a thump. “I know where she is.” I stand up, greeted with again goldfish-like expressions. “Guys” 

“Right, uh- okay show us where,” Finn says. He puts his helmet on. 

I faintly hear Poe cough ‘show off’. I roll my eyes. I run around hallways, chasing Reys presence, we run around for a while nodding to other soldiers that march pass. We’re running down a hallway when I see Rey pop out from a intersecting hallway, I run to her. 

“Stop!” she raises her hand towards me. Her face glistens with sweat and her face is painted with fear. 

I take off my helmet. “Rey!” I say. Her face molds into relief and she drops her arm. We run to eachother and I tackle her with a hug. I break away and hold her face in my hands, looking for injury. 

“I- you-” she tries to say. 

“It’s okay.” I say. She smiles and wraps her arms around me again. 

“Rey!” Rey lets go and hugs Finn.

“As sweet as this is we have to go!” Poe says and drags Finn away from Rey. I grab her arm and let Finn guide us back to the shuttle. 

We burst into the ship hangar just to greeted by Kylo Ren and what looked like a hundred stormtroopers. 

“Shit,” Poe says. We step back. I can see our shuttle, it sits at the other end of the hangar. “What do we do?”

“Rey, join me,” Kylo Ren says through his helmet. His hand outstretched. “I sense the unbalance in you Rey, our destinies are intertwined.” 

Kylo Ren turns his gaze towards me in a way that makes me feel vulnerable, naked. 

Rey steps forward. 

“Rey no-” I begin. She holds up her hand.

“Ah,” Kylo Ren turns to me. “I sense the force in you- the turmoil.”

 Rey turns. “Run.” 

Finn and Poe bolt for the shuttle. “Come on what are you doing?!” 

Rey stands still in front of Kylo Ren, unwavering. “What are you doing?” I yell. 

“Go!” Rey yells. I run forward and grab her arm. 

“No you idiot, I’m not leaving you!” 

Stormtroopers begin to march forward. “Rey join me!” Kylo Ren yells.

“Go!” Rey pushes me.

The stormtroopers open fire, sending waves of red light at us. I dive behind a ship and fire back before snapping my body behind the ship to avoid their shots. I look back at Rey, who walks towards Kylo Ren calmly. “What are you doing?” I yell. She doesn’t respond. I dive behind another ship making my way towards the shuttle. Suddenly a group of three stormtroopers jump out from the ship. I shoot one and he falls down with a clunk. I dodge the other stormtroopers' shots and I kick their guns out of their hands. One kicks me in the stomach and I topple over. They take turns kicking me, their hard white boots bludgeoning me. Suddenly I push force energy away from me. I see the stormtroopers fly back hitting the linoleum floor. I feel someone grip my shoulders. 

“Come on, let's go!” 

I look up. It’s him, his hair is dishevelled and his brown eyes search my face frantically, looking for some response. He puts his hand on the side of my face and for a moment I think he’s going to slap me. Instead he just places his hand on the side of my cheek and gently says. “Come on, let’s go.”

Poe pulls me to my feet and pulls me towards the shuttle by his hand. I let him tug me around stormtroopers and dodge blaster shots. We duck behind a ship. “The shuttle is right there,” Poe says. 

I clutch my side. “What about Rey?” 

“Finn went to get her,” Poe answers, looking at the shuttle. “Damn it, stormtroopers,”

I look at where Poe is. Five stormtroopers stand guard at the shuttle entrance. “I’ll distract them and you go around and sneak on.” 

I nod. We crouch as we sneak our way towards the shuttle.  “Go that way.” Poe says. 

Poe stands up and reveals himself. “Hey fellas!” He walks towards them. They stiffen and aim their blasters at Poe. “Whoa, chill,” Poe drops his blaster to the ground and holds his hands in the air. “We’re chill?” 

“On your knees!” One of the stormtroopers yells. 

“Look-” Poe starts. 

“-now!” The stormtrooper motions to the ground with his gun. 

“Okay okay,” Poe gets on his knees. 

I sneak behind the stormtroopers. “Fellas, let’s not be brash,” Poe smirks.

“We’ve got 'em, the rebels.” the stormtrooper speaks into his radio. No response. “Hello?” 

“Hello.” I respond before wacking a crate on his head. He topples down.  

The stormtroopers turn their guns on me. Then Poe slides down snatches his blaster and shoots two of the troopers. The remaining two each face their blasters towards us, then two more stormtroopers come marching out of the shuttle, each carrying/dragging Borg the alien by his scaly arms. 

“Drop your weapons!” The stormtrooper on the right of Borg yells. 

Poe tries to up his ‘charm’. “Fellas-” 

I reach thrust my arm out and the stormtroopers holding Borg fly backwards. The remaining stormtroopers unleash their blasters. I bawl my hand into a fist and the blaster shots stop mid air. I pause. I spin my hand around and shove the shots back towards the troopers.  

My arm drops to my side.

“Wow, couldn’t of done that earlier?” Poe rolls his eyes. The expression on his face is a mix of irritation and utter annoyance, and if I had a mirror I guess my expression would look the same. He tore his hands through his dark curls. They looked so soft… 

I let out a annoyed sigh, which ended up sounding more like a grunt. 

From a distance I can see Rey and Finn sprinting, full speed towards us, screaming ‘go’.

I hop on my toes. “Come on let’s go!” I grab Poe’s arm and yank him towards the shuttle. “What are you doing? Go!”

“Aw you care about me sweetheart?” Poe jogs backwards towards the cockpit where Borg waits. 

“All I care about is smacking the ugly of off your self-obsorbed face!” 

He isn’t ugly I think.

Poe calls me some curse word in some alien language, which I’m sure was extremely vulgar judging by the look on Borgs face. 

Stormtroopers march closely behind Rey and Finn. I close my eyes and send out a jolt of energy, exploding of the pipes underneath the stormtroopers feet, toppling them down in waves of pressurised steam. I can hear Kylo Ren yelling. 

The shuttle lifts of the ground. I turn and jump onto the ramp. The shuttle is slowly lifting of off the ground. “Come on!” I yell waving my hand towards the shuttle. The shuttle is about a meter of the ground.

Rey jumps on first. I grab her arm to stablize her. “Finn, come on!” Finn jumps, he lands on the edge of the ramp swaying backand forth. I pull him forward. 

The ramp closes. I can hear the hull of the shuttle being rained with blaster fire. 

“Go!” I yell.

We shoot out into hyperspace. The flashing lights surrounding the windows.

Poe steps out of the cockpit. “God you’re in deep shit.”    

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[lazaruspiss]

Ok I’m gonna shoot my question here while you are in a analysis red hood mode (??): what do you think about his mommy issues (and fandom’s making it a trope)?

ooooo oh ok ok. this ones touchy. while i dont think its that present in canon i do think its there and worth the however many fics there are about it. like obvi theres probably a lot of boring and/or bad takes about it but the concept itself isnt running contradictory to canon or anything. i reread aditf a bit for this and had some tangents ill put in another post, but back to mommy issues.

jason had very little parental presence in his life at all. dads in prison, moms sick, he has no one looking out for him. probably why he and bruce seem to have bonded fairly quickly and jason accepted him as a father figure faster than any of the others. jasons bar for what makes a decent parent was nonexistent bc hed never really had someone dedicated to taking care of him. (even damian was hesitant, bc bruce being his dad would create distance between him and dick bc dick would no longer be his mentor, and hed gotten a bit attached)

jason accepted bruce as a father, but still missed his parents. he loved and grieved for both of them and most likely missed the idea of having normal parents in general in addition to missing his parents themselves. his love for his mom is still there when he realizes shes his step-mom instead, but it's accompanied by the hope that he still has living family out there.

the fact that jason went on a mom hunt in the first place is already enough that im like, yeah, i see where the mommy issues talk comes from. but i think you can go a few different directions with it

so theres catherine todd, who we only really know as being sick and a substance user throughout jasons childhood up until her death. iirc she died while willis was either already dead or in prison and so theres a period of time where jason (10-12ish?) would be taking care of his mother alone. being your mother's caretaker when you're still in elementary school does not make for a normal relationship.

and sheila haywood was uh. an illegal surgeon of sorts who fled the country and started a new life. apparently had an existing connection to the joker when she lived in gotham. he knows who she is and he knows how to blackmail her. while sheila describes it to jason as an operation gone wrong, joker calls it an "illegal surgery that killed a teenage girl" and sheila didnt seem to dispute that. probably watered down a lot of details in her explanation to jason. (the combination of 'illegal' and 'teenage girl' feels like it could imply an abortion? but it's left vague) and THEN it turns out she was stealing money meant to be used to save starving refugees before the joker even showed up. she sure is something. she still tries to help jason after he helps her, but don't skip over the part where she helps him after he helps her. she is still a person, but she is a fundamentally selfish person in every way. her final words include her commenting on how jason was a good kid who loved his mother. ive seen people take her final moments as a show that she still loved him, but i don't see it. one of those "a person doing a fraction of a good thing doesnt absolve them of everything else" kind of deals.

in both cases jasons mother(s) were relying on him. he never had an opportunity to be cared for and treated like a child. i don't think jason would have specific "mommy issues" about either of them, i think that he'd have some heavy feelings about the concept of a mother itself. what's it like to have a mom? does he still have a chance to be cared for and nurtured? his childhood was over before he had even met batman. becoming robin and being murdered is just tripling the issues he would've already had about his childhood regardless.

this is starting to veer off topic but

yes im finding a way to make this about Brothers in Blood. bite me. but even the first time i read this something that really stuck out is how jasons imaginary version of dick refers to him as a kid. dick doesnt really... do that. he did back when jason really was a kid, but this page says a lot about jasons self perception. he still wants to be taken care of, even if its not specifically "mommy issues" he definitely yearns for a chance to be treated like a kid again, after having rarely gotten that kind of care when he was a kid. (this page in particular is the first page of nightwing (1996) #121, which is one that i have a physical copy of <3)

[aroacesafeplaceforall]

Vent time

It’s going to be… a really long time until I can get top surgery. Probably 5+ years. And given that I only recently realized how much I want it, and I recently started binding, this will feel really long. And it’s making me pretty sad because at first I was so so excited because I could think about the future and be like, yeah, I’ll look and feel how I want to then, but now that’s so far away and feels so out of reach.

Hey asker, hang in there. It won't be easy but it will be worth it! I'm not sure how old you are but if its money troubles there are a bunch of fundraisers and organisations out there that could help you! If you're a minor, there isn't much i can help with I'm afraid.

But Imma leave a list of resources here, just in case and just a random bunch i got in half an hour of googling and checking: (do lemme know if any of these are bad-)

Genderkit - a UK based site; a guide to ways of changing any aspect of your identity to make you more comfortable. Things like pronouns, titles, clothes, voice, muscles. Theres advice for social transition as well as medical.

Gender dysphoria fyi - a good resource on all things gender dysphoria

Transhealthcareirelandnow - an Instagram page that shares up to date statements and news about the way trans healthcare is at the moment.(irish)

Translifeline - Transgender suicide hotline running in the USA number is 877-565-8860

Link to a really good post about binding by @raincloudmayhem

[opal16trash]

Lil Mario Movie hc:

The life savings that Mario and Luigi used for the commercial was Luigis savings for Marios top surgery.

Here's a "small" fic on how I imagine it went down (warning my writing isn't the best but I tried):

Luigi went out to get some lunch at Punch Out Pizzeria to celebrate the start of his and his brothers own plumbing business. He's getting the usual, their favorite, one half with red pepper and the other with green pepper. While Luigi is out, Mario decided to stay home and clean up their room. He sorta got carried away and made it messy from working on stuff for their business. Mario tided up his side of the room, then he went for Luigis side. He tided up his bed a bit, cleaned up near his bed, and then looked under his bed. He moved his hand around so he could feel around and see if theres anything he missed. He then touched something. It felt metallic and round. He thought it was something he missed, like a pipe or some sort of tool. He reached for it, grabbed it, and it was a lot heavier then expected. He dragged it out from under the green bed. There he held a big jar of dollars and coins. The money and jar glimmered like rare diamonds in a dark cave. He put the jar on Luigis bed and put himself on there. Mario grabbed the shiny, heavy jar and sorta spun it around, looking around for something. "Mario, I got us food!" a voice yelled. Mario could hear loud footsteps from afar coming closer and closer. He didn't have time to hide the jar nor go to his bed as the bedroom door swung open by a very thrilled Luigi. "I got us our-" he stopped. His eyes widened and what went from a very happy face to a very shocked face, like he got caught. "Why the face? It's just some saved money, right?" Mario asked. He got up from the bed and walked over to Luigi with the jar in his hands. "Yeah but-" "We could use this for a commercial!", Mario interrupted, "We can get word around of our business!!" Luigi did a little worried smile, a smile that only Mario can understand. "Why the smile? What's wrong?" Mario asked. Luigi started twiddling his fingers. "Well, I started saving the money during our time in Wrecking Crew. I started saving,, for you." Luigi said with a low voice. "What do you mean? I got everything I want! We finally got our business started and we ain't working for that ass any-" "It's for your,, chest area." Luigi interrupted. "I remember you talking about how much the binder isn't the best for you or how much it hurts your chest during our time at Wrecking Crew or,, how much your chest didn't feel right,, on you. I felt bad, considering that I didn't know how to help or what to do. So I did some research and saw some folks talk about getting their chest completely removed, making it flat! And I thought about how happy that would make you." Luigi then made a big smile as he went on, "no more aching chest or no more feeling uncomfortable! No more wearing that binder!.." He sorta trailed off as he looked at Marios eyes. They were very shiny. Shiny like the sun reflecting off of an ocean. Suddenly, water. Luigi got startled when he saw tears flow from Marios eyes. "Ah! I'm so sorry! I didn't know if this was a touchy subject or not! I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to make you cry!" He started to wipe the tears away as he started to tear up a little. He didn't like to see his big brother cry. Once the tears were gone, a smile appeared. Mario took a small deep breath. He reached his arms out and gave Luigi a hug. With his head against Luigi's chest, he could hear his heart racing. He started to pat and rub Luigis back to calm him down. Luigi hugged him back. "I promise that one day I, no we, will get what's right for me." Mario said. "Let's use what we have to get our business widespread. I'm sure we'll be rich and famous and rule the world one day with our business." Mario said with a smile. Luigi gave a soft smile in response. A few days go by, filled with planning their commercial and counting the saved money. They had nearly $500 for the commercial and they were very wise with their spending.

Aaand idk how to end this, hope you enjoyed :) again I ain't the best but it was worth a shot

[intotheelliwoods]

Ouughhh the best way I can put those 10 years is really just, little moments. Thats really all it was, 10 years of just peace and everyone could actually relax..? Shredder was gone, aside from maybe fixing/cleaning the city the Krang were gone. The foot outside New York have not bothered regrouping just yet. There was no one to fight, just moments to live

Memories included in those 10 years off the top of my head:

-The time Medium Leo tried to put on one of his socks/leg wraps really fast only for it to rip

-Big and Medium going to the hidden city and shopping around for Medium Leos new look

-At some point or another Medium Leo had to undergo another port surgery due to his growth, and the old port no longer being his size, but he didnt mind much

-Donnie got to build a new arm, Medium Leos current arm is definitely one of his favorite creations

-Casey got to go to the zoo with Cassandra :) Those two sooo spent lots of time getting to know eachother, not really as mother son, but still as family

-Medium Leo being strong enough to pick up Big Leo! Ha that was a day

-Mikey learned to float! With help of Big Leo ofc

Some of this I would love to draw but mannn, my plate of things I need to draw is getting scarily big haha

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Yeah.. :( With BIg Leo we knew, sorta nothing about him, just a vague idea that was never really plot important so it was not brought up often. We all knew him as just, the strong guy with good advice yeah? Someone you could depend on and who would always be there.

With Medium Leo, you know what happened. Each time he gives solid line of advice, or any line in general, you know exactly where its coming from and you can figure out exactly what happened in his past that made him say that you know? (I know hes had like, no lines after the whole time travel ordeal but give me some time to work on later updates haha!)

This was definitely a big risk for me ough! I didnt even think I would get this far a while back! I am sooo happy theres people still invested in the story after all this! :) Thanks for sticking around waa!

@alltheyearsblog

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Oh you are so not alone, autodesk was kinda a trip for me too after I swapped computers a while back! I have a weird story with autodesk-

Listen, I got autodesk for free, years ago, and to this day I have no clue how I even managed that! On top of that I have some special imported brushes that I dont even think you can find online anymore????

Because when I switched computers, 1. I could no longer find a free version of autodesk, so I had to just transfer the program file from my old to my new computer, and 2. I could no longer find the free online brush packs! I had to transfer those files too!

But yeah hello! Autodesk be wack but thats why I love it <3

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Not paying for your therapy bills o7 @justletmereadmycomics

[deliciousmicroplastics]

This is a post abt surviving suicide, read w caution

One thing they dont rlly talk abt in meds world is how you can try to die for realz from downing whatever your bottles of flexeril and klonopin had in them but if you do it across the country from where you end up working at a pharmacy again you can just.

Start getting those meds again sometimes. After carpal and cubital tunnel surgery i got painkillers and flexeril. Prescribers have since my od offered me klonopin. I think looking more like a white woman than anything else these drs have encountered has helped too, but seriously medical records and information do NOT get transferred as consistently or at a level as ppl seem to think

Also like for what it's worth, i DONT try to overdose anymore! Flexeril is mych more value to me if i take one pill when im super stiff before bed. It could screw up my job to od on an rx. It could screw up future access to medications. It could give me a health complication that makes my life all that much more difficult — and YEAH, i could die if i overdosed on the right thing. But ive tried it w tylenol way more times than w the prescription meds, and my liver seems to have just shrugged it off, so i take that as a sign that i cannot take pills my way out of this bitch of an earth

Anyway teah its crazy to me that my surgeon just offered more norco lmao like my workplace makes it sooo uncomfortable and theres this massive attitude in pharmacy that any med you could sell on the street never has a legit excuse for being dispensed

[birb--birb]

2, 3, 9, and 44 for Violet? <3 (hopefully that's not too much lol)

Ohohoh absolutely thank you for asking!🥰

2. Something about character creator that just couldn't quite capture Violet:

I wish there was more freedom to move and position scars/tattoos. And to have more than just one or two. Violet has the sword neck tattoo and I really would have liked to have been able to size the tattoo up and move it further down so the pomel starts at the hollow of their neck and the blade goes down to their sternum. Give us more body scar options!! Give me top surgery scars!!!! (Theres a good mod for them on nexus if anyones interested!)

I also had a bit of an annoying time finding a body and face structure I liked together. I wish all face presets were available on every body type, I liked a masc face preset in body 2 but wanted to use body 3. And like....the character creator is nice but JUST GIVE ME SLIDERS!!!! Body sliders, facial structures sliders, ear length sliders like !!!!! I want options!!!! Let me make an abomination of a character if I so choose😂😂

I used a mod for more tiefling horns bc I wanted horns that went further back along the head (its really funny seeing them clip through the bedroll during long rest animations lols). The base horns arent bad, again I wanted sliders so they could be the length/in the position I wanted.

3. Using illithid powers?

Oh yeah, I took full advantage of charm and psionic backlash during combat. I took concentrated blast and used it...maybe once? It was kinda lackluster to me.

Survival instinct (the ability you get for helping omeluum) and favourable beginnings got me out of a couple of rough spots, so i really liked those:)

9. Fave member of the tiefling refugees? Is it the same as your Tavs?

Personally I *adoooore* Alfira (yes I was crushed when [redacted] happened during my durge run). I defs spent too much time fighting my mods to give Violet musical proficiency so they could stand roof of the elfsong and play music with together�� Arabella and Roland both really grew on me, and of course best boi Dammon is always a fave!

Violets got a soft spot for Mol and Lia, theyre both so feisty! I headcannon Dammon and Violet being pals, Violets a Hexblade so I feel like they'd have some interesting weapon chats and Dammon is the only one who they trust to take care of their pact weapon when it needs repair. They respect Zevlor for having to make the hard calls, and thinks Alfira and her girlfriend are really sweet (theyd get drinks together 100%).

My choice of a question!

41: used to adventuring before events of the game?

Absolutely. Violet wasnt originally from Baulders Gate, they grew up a ways away in a place that was always in conflict with their neighbouring kingdom. As such, they were trained in a militia, they had fought before and were fairly competent in taking care of themselves on the battlefield. But one day everything went wrong, their home fell, and they found themselves close to death on the battlefield, weapon broken and missing an eye. They made their pact that day, a shadowy sword being the only thing to save them from oncoming monsters and soldiers.

Once recovered, they began traveling, searching for items or people their patron required. This is what lead them to Baulders Gate. They'd join with other bands of travelers and mercs every now and then, but was very much used to roughing it on their own. Having such a lively camp was a big change for Violet, it took a while for them to trust others to take watch overnight and they still fight Gale over cooking rights some nights (tho they will admit, hes a much better cook than they are).

[sunrayretriever]

hey do you guys like cool merch?? do u wanna buy some and have ALL the proceeds go towards helping those impacted by severe weather AND ALSO POSSIBLY WHILE YOU KEEP YOUR OWN SELF SAFE AT THE SAME TIME??

hi :] it's me. your local weatherdog.

so theres this non-profit called the Y'all Squad, and basically what they do is after severe storms, they drive to communities (remember rolling fork, mississippi that got hit back in march this year? or perryton, texas?) that have been impacted and literally go around asking ANYONE if they need ANYTHING. they've given people used cars after theirs have been destroyed, they buy clean up equipment and give people warm meals, toilet paper, and even gave $10,000 to an animal shelter to help support someone in the community who was doing surgeries for free.

the guy who started this is Ryan Hall, a professional meteorologist and he has his own channel on youtube where he streams during these weather events so he can help keep people safe! during the livestreams, he explains whats going on in the storm, what to expect if you're in the path of it, notifies people watching of when warnings pop up, WHERE it's impacting (down to the EXACT STREET) and how you can keep yourself and your loved ones safe.

AND HERE WE COME TO WHERE YOU CAN HELP! so on his merch website, you can buy all sorts of goodies like NOAA weather radios, cool shirts, mugs, hats, SNOW MEASURING STICK, also comes in hail form, AND EVEN WEATHER STATIONS!!!! and proceeds made from those sales GO DIRECTLY TO THEIR FUND TO HELP PEOPLE WHO HAVE BEEN AFFECTED BY THESE DEVASTATING STORMS!!! you can also donate DIRECTLY on the y'all squad website!

the people that really hurt during these storms are those who live in low income housing. not only are trailer houses/mobile homes EXTREMELY dangerous to be in at that time, when stuff goes really wrong they have a MUCH harder time cleaning up... as someone who lives in a mobile home, it's easy for me to put myself in their shoes. what would happen if we got hit by a devastating storm? if my trailers gone, who's gonna help me clean up? and um yeah it's nice knowing that there's some good people out there, so if you wanna help while also getting cool stuff at the same time, or just plain wanna help folks, here's a great way! <3

remember everyone, don't be scared be prepared! and be weather aware, no matter what!

[ also if you guys could go ahead and spread this around please that would be ggggreeattt thank u <3 ]

[zorbik-guligan]

This just made me think of something theres usually different type of immortality and i think i figured out one that would suck and not suck so things like death right if you spend too much time around it you usually can go numb but if your immortality just prevented trauma like yeah you could be stabbed but it will heal that but mental like yeah you wouldn't have ptsd or any other bad things but each death you see would suck a lot and you could never go numb to be fair tho that would also mean that you can just keep getting back up so like it wouldn't be too bad but damn in those small moments it would probably be torture also imagine getting lost in a forest right before the industrial revolution than you come back like 200 years later imagine how weird that would hold on i think thought of something

How to avoid the problems of immortality

Stay around people this should help with sense of time and staying up to date

Dont just go around flashing the immortal stuff gonna attract the wrong kind of attention

Probably stay out of major historical events or at least stay in the shadows dont want people to start making connections

Also probably shouldn't just keep artifacts around they might be normal to you but would probably annoy archeological people

Avoid caves volcanoes and pretty much anything that could trap you for centuries or decades stuff moves fast

Probably invest in making fake IDs cause handing a ID that says birth year 1654 july 18th would probably cause problems

Pick up a few trade jobs might not need to eat but sleeping in the rain can only get so comfy plus doing stuff with bare hands kinda sucks

Dont get into politics cause if you get "assassinated" and just dont die thats also going to cause problems

Dont donate blood or organs good chance your a carrier for disease living that long

Get shots regularly not all diseases will kill you but they can kill others

Probably avoid graves wouldn't really do much of anything besides make you really sad since you'd never get to see them again even if afterlifes are real

Don't start a cult its tempting to label your self as a god or whatever because of immortality but yout probably gonna get a lot of people killed tho considering everything you might technically be some sort of entity

Avoid doing jobs for science unless you want to skew their data

If you regenerate crazy fast do not get surgery properly would scare the doctors either do it your self or if possible just chop off like half of whatever and hope it grows back correctly

Avoid anything addictive such as nicotine alcohol essentially all the drugs

Starting a company could go very well considering the power you could get but theres also a chance that once again you get discovered tho if your a filthy billionaire not likely that anyone dies probably just you

Things that probably wouldn't have any major consequences

That cult thing might actually go smoothly if you do it right just dont be violent unless provoked and stick to your thing dont go mettiling in politics just gonna cause problems

Being a farmer or shepherd would give you plenty of work and depending on the area assuming your a nice person if you are found out probably nothing bad happens probably

Travel just explore the world could do alot of things other people cant also would just be fun

Help take care of the environment considering that you dont need to rest or anything assuming its that kind you could probably help some company or whatever their called work

“All those centuries, and you haven’t learned how to use a cell phone?” “I am 800 years old! Unless you know how to work a 15th century printing press, you can stop laughing and show me how to do the Twitter.”