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So close… to getting all of them…
Please just give me the rest of the Gen 2 characters and all the substitutes
I am literally so close to achieving my Gen 2 ships
#it is a crime we don’t have Oifey yet#where is he#LET ME PAIR HIM WITH SHANNAN#also please Lana for Julia#cuties!#yeah I got straight ships so what#Tine and Febail make me so soft tho#🥹#that’s me everytime I think about them#just…#yeah me and my rarepairs#love that for me#yes and no#yeyarants#fire emblem#feh#fe4#fire emblem genealogy of the holy war#genealogy of the holy war#Jugdral#fe5#I know damn well I ain’t getting the substitutes yet#but give them to me so I can pair them as well#especially Laylea and Hawk#idk I got invested in them for no fucking reason#help
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I just love these idiots, your honor...
#deadpool#wolverine#wade wilson#logan howlett#deadclaws#poolverine#deadpool x wolverine#comic accurate wolverine my beloved...#I just like that he's the same height as me u_u#my art#also comic ??? deadpool??#specifically from Secret Wars#I really like how he looks in secret secret wars u_u#As someone who is 5'3 with cousins who are 6'+... yeah it does actually look like this thanks#I don't actually?? like the ship names but that's because i came up with my own years ago and... no... I shan't say it...#^u^ well fed now that the movie has convinced people to come around to this rarepair#the dinghy is now a whole sloop?? maybe even bigger...
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I have compeltely lost it🥳
#not even watermarking these i dont want to be associated with them#WHY do i always have to pull a rarepair out my ass#shokohime is a beloved classic that actually makes sense why must i rebuke it#(i dont rebuke it i just like them better for no reason)#idk i was watching a yuki edit with the 'all she eat is dick *loud correct ding*' audio#and suddenly my gut said that is NOT right#and i was like wdym gut?#and shokos face flashed through my mind with the force of one thousand suns#so yeah. i fucked myself over#not even gonna pretend other people ship this cause its crazy#like yuki and choso are CUTE i dont MIND them which is crazy for a straight ship#but something inside me screams WOMAN KISSER at yuki#i choose to listen to the voices#anyways their ship name is cute either way its either yoko or shuki#watch that mean dickpussy in japanese id laugh#but yeah ignore me#shoko ieiri#yuki tsukumo#shuki#cw suggestive#suggestive#wlw#(idk why im pretending thats a tag)#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#chiquilines draws
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My favorite rare pair ship
Do they have any romantic chemistry on the show!! None!! But I think they are the definition of doomed gay relationship. And for lesbian visibility week I bring you doomed yuri
Sobbing
#yeah lotor is like a bad person but if he wasn’t!! hear me out!!#voltron au#lance mcclain#lance my beloved#vld lotor#lotor voltron#genderbent lotor#vld genderbent#lance genderbent#fem lotor#fem lance#fuckkk what was thier ship name?.#Lancelot vld#vld Lancelot#doomed yuri#doomed love#they are low key bad for each other but ima ignore that for now hahahah#god take me away#guilty pleasure#rarepair
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uhmm guyz,,,, i cant be the only one makign kazper conten,,, 💔💔pls guys 😢 im so thirsty,,, ☹️☹️
#six of crows#soc#crooked kingdom#six of crows fanart#soc rarepair#jesper fahey#kaz brekker#kazper#jesper x kaz#kaz x jesper#this post is me telling u guys to make kazper content plzzz 💔💔💔💔#i rlly think their neat 💔#uhmm yeah gay poeple am i rite 😛😛#anywayzzzz i kinda like this one#i also forgot i was using an entirely diff brush until i was done half of it 😭#i tried to make jepser clothes more flashy n funky bcs im prth sure thats his tatse in fanshion :P#i loooveee jesper fahey sm ‼️‼️ 🥳🥳#ht makes me twirly my hwir aand gigle 🤤🤤#uhm yeah thats it gng byeee ✌️✌️#o wait i relaized its my first time drawing kaz black coat hooray 🎉
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"are people not into that?" i ask, after posting my weird niche shit to the internet, despite knowing it to be weird niche shit.
#jsyk sylkius or anything adjacent to it does not “Do Numbers” in any way and i observed this some time ago#i assume that's the “rival ships” element at work but who knows really#that sort of thing is like femslash in that everyone approves of it but nobody actually reads or writes it#but who would have thought sylvie beating loki with a stick would not bring in droves of readers???! shocking twist there!#& i don't consider sifki a rarepair but my rarepair standards are VERY strict like if there's >5 fics a pairing is basically mainstream#chasing popularity would annoy me though & i just don't have the mental spoons to try writing stuff i wouldn't personally read#yeah i *could* put my blorbos to work in a coffee shop but what cost to my own enjoyment levels? AT WHAT COST FANGELA???#you can't please everyone so you may as well just please yourself and if anyone else likes it you've found some fellow freaks so yay#i don't mean please yourself in a wanking sense. though feel free to do that too it probably counts as a cardio workout idk.#BUT ANYWAY#fic related#ps i am v glad there's the “warning: loki” tag because i think/hope it acts as a filter for 'he did nothing wrong in his life ever' types#who are Valid & etc obviously but i write my morally grey characters to be morally grey and the tag might help avoid conflict#though tbh i write almost every character to be morally grey in some way so i can't claim to have left my comfort zone here#(i'm not joking when i say the 1987-89 run of Dr Who shaped my entire future fannish life from a young and apparently v impressionable age)
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fleetfinite posting hours, look at my goobers
#my art#shoves my fave rarepair in ur face LOOK!!! LOOK AT THEM#fleetfinite#infinite the jackal#fleetway super sonic#yeah i know super sonic isnt called fleetway shut up i just think its a cool name#sth#nobody touch me IM THINKING ABOUT THEM...#this is just a taste. i need to draw them more fucked up#bc their dynamic is a lot more imbalanced and toxic than u may think#obviously. otherwise why would i like it HAHA#the main thing to note is that fleetway is entirely more capable of killing infinite at any time than infinite is of killing fleets#but he chooses to keep infinite alive and around so he can fuck with him in every way#infinites ruby energy is also extremely intriguing and useful to fleets so he likes to use infinite as like a phone charger#hes more fixated on infinite as a tool than as a person. just like everyone else lol :)#but he does find value in infinite as an individual cuz hes really fun to mess with#fleets LOVES stepping over infs boundaries to piss him off and make him uncomfortable#especially bc he knows inf cant do much about it. its fun to watch him squirm#any time inf stands up for himself or appears to be in control its just bc fleets is allowing it to happen#and they both know it#tee hee :3
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sigh....... smallidarity crumbs.....
(I MISS THEM SO MUCH)
#was watching Jimmy's stream today and there was the off mention where Jimmy says#“wish he had all the time for me 😢 all the time for me 😭”#GET JOEL OFF THAT SERVER FOR 2 SECONDS PLEASE 😭😭😭😭 /JOKING hermitcraft is his hermitcrab shell. dont want to disturb the ecosystem yk#in my head im pacing around in circles like that one twilight sparkle scene where the ground starts eroding from her steps#MY WITHDRAWAL SYNDROMES....#/lh btw im fine i'll just work on my many wips.... making the content up myself.... yeah....#i understood that burden when i made this account... to graduate smallidarity from rarepair to semi-rarepair... with my bare hands alone..#previously being a desert duo main from twitter really spoilt me tbh 😭😭 smallidarity's barely even that rare of a rarepair#well. they are still criminally underrated compared to other ships (and duos in general actually). so i guess a rarepair in the community#but thriving in the actual content we get#tbh just like stresskall and xbralis#let best friends to lovers be more mainstream please . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
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Day 27 - comfort
#gettin close to the end of the month now.. also a sign of my holiday ehehe yeah!!!!#submas#subway master emmet#adaman x emmet#spiderware#submas au#alternate universe#rarepair#BECAUSE IT’S TRUE#i’m sick btw. i’m spreading the message because hopefully me being sick will become diluted amongst the conciousness#haveagoodday!!#brightfutureshipping
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found some custom brushes for medibang paint
#klavquill#klavier gavin#simon blackquill#ace attorney#my art#digital art#medibang paint pro#ace attorney fanart#aa fanart#fanart#rarepair#ace attorney rarepair#artists on tumblr#i actually rly like this yay yippe#best side profiles i've ever drawn (i do not draw them often)#i had to repost this because i realized i drew simon's chest wrong. yeah. you're welcome.#klaver not having his stupid rings or his stupid necklace is intentional (i did not want to draw them) (ummmm getting ready)#(he just did not put them on yet. please)#looks so diff from my last piece but also that one took me six days#and i was fighting literally every second of them#whereas this one was more laidback and only took like. one day#one thing that will stay the same tho is adding blush on simon#i love making the 6 foot ex convict who can break thru metal shackles easily flustered it is a reward
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i have to ask because i adore you and i want to know about your new blorbos- who are they and what are they and why are they always soaked in blood
JDHSJFHJFDDJFFSDFDF, oh man where do i start cassie.
they're from the anime/manga jujutsu kaisen, and they are:
gojo satoru. love of my fucking life. my fucking everything my boy my man, i am so so in LOVE with this man i cant even begin to tell u. he consumes my every waking thought, my life is dedicated to seeing him get fucked. (he's the guy in my header humping his all into the other's arm)
and (ryoumen) sukuna. beautiful sexy evil man.
(can u tell who's my fave)
so in this world, we have jujutsu sorcerers, who are people with special powers that they use to defeat/exorcise curses, which are basically evil spirits born of negative human emotions
gojo is the strongest jujutsu sorcerer alive. he is insanely strong, not a single person can go against him. his powers make it so that u literally physically cannot touch him. he controls "infinity" and can warp space, and he also has pretty special eyes that let him perceive things at a much deeper level than a regular person. those two things combined make him quite literally untouchable. and insanely powerful.
as for sukuna, he used to be a human who lived thousands of years ago, who used to be the strongest sorcerer of his time, and is considered to be the strongest sorcerer in history. he is the King of Curses, no one could ever defeat him, or destroy his soul, which he divided into his 20 preserved fingers so it would survive through time, even after dying.
so itadori yuuji
this lil baby boy (literally the babiest sweetest boy to exist btw) (he's actually the main character haha)
due to some stuff, he ends up eating one of sukuna's mummified fingers and sukuna reincarnates inside him. yuuji becomes a vessel for sukuna, who lives inside yuuji's mind now and sometimes takes over his body (reason why they look the same)
and now, yuuji is sentenced to be executed bc he holds the most evil sorcerer in history inside him, but gojo goes nope! wait a minute, let's not do that. and manages to convince the people in charge to postpone yuuji's execution, saying that they'll get yuuji to find and eat all of sukuna's fingers and then execute him, getting rid of sukuna all in one go.
ok so that's the context (that's actually what the anime's about haha), but as to gojo and sukuna.
THEY ARE IN LOVE
well, they're there. sdkkhfkjdkfdf
ok no, so like they do their things right. gojo is a teacher (tho we never actually see him do any teaching lmao) and sukuna lives inside yuuji and causes trouble sometimes. they don't really ever interact in the story (they literally meet and have a lil confrontation, decide to kill each other and never talk again djshjfdasdadfd) (until they actually have their Fight, more on that later)
BUT!!!!!!!! they may not interact, but they are completely tied together narratively.
as u can see, they're both the strongest from their respective times, so they have a lot of links when it comes to their characters themselves and what they are referred to in the story. specifically that, in being the strongest, they exist in a plane above everyone else, literally untouchable.
now, in the story, this position of strongest is coupled with solitude, being the strongest meaning u're alone and no one else understands you bc of this
and SO they have their fight. bc plot reasons right. this is obv what it was all gonna lead to. fight of the two strongest.
and the fight, consequently, revolves around that idea of solitude, and understanding each other.
which like. ok. yeah we saw that coming. ofc. no big deal.
EXCEPT, to make reference to their relationship and that idea of understanding each other, the term that is used is, and i kid u not, love.
there's a very specific phrase that is used multiple times between them. which is actually used originally with a character who shows romantic feelings towards sukuna.
she challenges sukuna to a fight and sukuna promises to marry her if she wins. her goal in this fight is to share in sukuna's solitude and show him love (read R→L)
but she says this to sukuna and this. this is his reaction.
SUKUNA KNOWS LOVE ALREADY
to which she gets super pissed bc that's not!!! love!!!!!!!
sukuna defeats/kills her. and u know when the next time that exact fucking phrase is used? when sukuna and gojo finally meet again and set up the date to have their Fight, where sukuna remembers her words
which tells us that.
sukuna was.
thinking about gojo when she said that.
*screams into hands*
BUT IT DOESN'T STOP THERE. this phrase is then repeated. multiple times.
1. right after gojo punches the fuck out of sukuna:
2. said in reference to gojo, when he realizes there's a chance of him losing:
3. gojo reminiscing about their fight:
so, as u can see, they were going to teach each other love. their fight is. canonically. about teaching each other love. what the FUCK.
but ENOUGH love talk (or else i'm at risk of going crazy insane)
LET'S TALK ABOUT HOW THEY'RE LOADED WITH SEXUAL TENSION
this was in their first meeting where they fought (for quite literally 10 seconds)
like... why he do dat.... .......... . ....
next day sukuna goes "hey im gonna kill u first <3" and gojo just goes "teehee omg really? *hair twirl* <3"
they also decide to have their final battle on dec 24 which is like a super romantic date in japan (explicitly said so by another character)
and their FIGHT. it is LITERALLY just them flirting and touching each other
LOOK AT THIS SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i fucking lost it. i still haven't recovered. that is the hottest thing i've ever seen in my life. gojo wants that dick so fucking bad
not to mention thigh grabs and hand touchies
and the entirety of the fight is just them having fun 😭😭 they're supposed "enemies" on opposite sides and the fate of the world is at stake here, but they actually don't give a fuck about that.
they're literally smiling and having a great fucking time. this fight for them is just play. their fight is just for them to have fun as the strongest and to connect with each other. they're enemies but they don't hate each other or anything, they only search for that sense of fulfillment in each other OTL
AND ABOUT THAT, oh my GOD
sukuna wins. he defeats gojo. and at the end, this. is what sukuna says to gojo at the end of the fight:
FUCKING. I'LL NEVER FORGET YOU. SCREAAAAM THAT'S ROMANCEEEEEE.
and the soft smile? the fucking petals falling all over them? oh GOD they're trying to kill me
but that's on sukuna's side, what about for gojo? well
HE GENUINELY TRIED TO REACH SUKUNA, GAVE IT HIS ALL TO CONNECT WITH HIM. TO TEACH HIM LOVE AGFKDHSKFHFKJFHDF (BUT HE FAILED HE COULDN'T GIVE SUKUNA WHAT SUKUNA GAVE HIM 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭)
HHRRRRGJFHSJDFHDSJFSDFA KJHDKFJSFKASLDKS ADKJKFHEWRKJEKRKTRELRW
and if i start crying OTL
but alas *deep breaths*
even without all that they're just very fucking sexy. two insane powerful men going at it? come on. how could u NOT want them together. they both hold the same title of the strongest, might as fucking well fuck nasty about it.
and oh god, when i tell u gojo is a fucking brat and he's so strong and untouchable, but then sukuna is capable of putting him down which is. insanely sexy. and i need it. i need gojo obliterated. and i know sukuna won't let me down (AND HE DID NOT. HE OBLITERATED THAT MAN) can he now obliterate his holes too
agdkhfhdkhdhs, anyways.... yeah.. that is the situation.........
im just gonna end this by saying
SUKUGO MY LOVES
#f.ask#jjk#sukugo#i fr laughed so much at 'why are they always soaked in blood' sajhdkashfkjasflaf bc yeah yeah they are#and it's bc the fight's the only proper interaction they've had that was longer than a few seconds jhashdksafjk 😭😭😭#they're actually not new blorbos haha. i've had them for over three years since the anime first came out and i got obsessed#then i got into other stuff as u know. but right now my obsession has reawakened :D#but yes they're my otp yeah they're a fucking rarepair#jk tho. honestly honestly they arent a rarepair. not anymore#it just feel like it here on tumblr dfksdjfkdsj 😭😔#they used to be tho. it was so bad back then that i was literally the one who had to create the ship tag ajfhjasgfajhkahf#which like..i mean yeah. bc before it was ONLY their first meeting 10 sec confrontation and that 5 sec 'ill kill u' 'im honored'#that was IT for 3 years. their actual fight is recent#and it fucking killed me bc it was SO SO SO GAY. my starved lil heart was given so MUCH#IN CONCLUSION#i just want sukuna to fuck gojo that is all thank u for coming to my ted talk sukugo my beloveds <3#i feel like ive rambled too much hdasgdisfhkjafdkjdasds SO SORRY for making u read all that 🙈🙈🙈#i hope all this makes sense#and that it makes my posts a bit more comprehensible hahaha#giving u the biggest KISS <333333#and idk if u're interested in it but if u are then i'd def def recommend jujutsu kaisen!! it's really good its super fun!!!#full of Pain and Suffering too but like. shhh. it's super cool.
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hello, it's me again. so i saw you mention on my prompt how jason would be jealous of rose's healing factor when it comes to fucking kara and the jaycass you wrote and i thought why not combine them? in young justice jason and kara are part of the light and cass was in the shadows before defecting and joining the bats. what if she doesn't? childhood friends/lovers jaykara but kara becomes a red lantern after jason's death. after a while jason heals and goes on a mission with kara and they recognise each other. they cry, fight, fuck, all of that before breaking free of the light and run into cass. maybe cass and jason fucked a couple of times in the league to release some stress, and kara would be attracted to cass, so all three of them have a threesome inside a lazarus pit. just a cycle of fucking and breaking and dying and soul breaking healing. you can get really kinky with this too, like kara could ride jason to death, jason could fist cass until she needs the pit, cass could ride jason's face until he chokes on her juices, could even have kara bring a strap and her and jay could fuck cass at the same time (regular dp or anal dp) or peg jason until he can't walk. maybe they force kara to take a kryptonite shard up her pussy while jason fucks her and cass rides her face. technically the lazarus pit would boost their stamina every time they dip, and kara's a kryptonian, so they'd fuck for actual days or weeks. maybe they fuck so long they don't realise it until a team associated with the justice league walk in on them on a mission to rescue cass or something
HELLO YOU. YOU GET ME. it's my favorite thing EVER when the Laz Pit is utilized for a vicious cycle of fucking, dying, and fucking again. the altered mental state, the violent levels the sex can be taken to when dying no longer matter and longterm injuries aren't an issue... it lives in my brain.
i'll be honest, i don't know or care much about the Young Justice tv show so you'll have to forgive me for this being divorced from that world bc it's just. foreign as fuck to me so my apologies for that but as for the porn. (decided to put this headcanon/concept under a cut bc i feel like what could be considered snuff is probably a jumpscare for most ppl so. click at your own warning)
i just. i adore brutal dead dove sex that is destructive. like the whole "i want to crawl inside your chest" but it's *literal* and no one takes advantage of Laz Pits enough to do just that. like sex where you just physically can't hold yourself back from tearing open the flesh of the person you love bc you need to see their blood, you need to hold their heart in your greedy fist type shit. and if this is an AU where Jason and Kara were close but got separated by Jason ended up with the League, i do think their reunion could bring about just that. for once Kara isn't holding herself back and she's clawing at Jason's skin until he's bloody. i think it's fun if sometimes she just fucks him *in* the water bc it's quicker that way and Jason is constantly on this edge of death and rebirth at the same time. and with Cass in the mix too. JayCass you get me anon <3 Jason loves Kara still but it's clear he and Cass are a sort of package deal now and Kara might not know Cass well but if Jason loves her, she can trust that. so she gets to know Cass in the only way she cares about at the moment, pinning Cass down and fucking her. with a strap, with her own fist, anything that she can get inside of Cass to feel her body. maybe she pushes in too far and fucks Cass bloody until Csss needs the Pit sooner than even Jason did. and for Cass, who has no benchmark for real love but this dizzying feeling of being revived over and over, this is all she can ask for. devotion.
them suffocating on each other is so good- Kara doesn't care if Jason or Cass need to breathe, she cares about getting off and feeling whole again. she holds them down until their body gives out and forces them into the Pit again. maybe at some point she gets curious and holds one of them down facedown in the waters just to see if it's even possible to drown in the Lazarus Pit or not. she breaks bones just because she can and she wants to see what level of pain it takes for Cass to actually react to. how long it takes for a human body to bleed out. exploring their bodies means memorizing the limitations of them. it means she learns what them getting close to death looks like the same as getting close to an orgasm and whispers filthy dirty talk about how she can hear Jason's heart about to go out as he's trying desperately to come before he dies again. she counts how many minutes it takes before they die from lack of oxygen and compares who can last longer.
the Kryptonite shard is also enlightened- eventually Cass and Jason want to be the ones in control bc fair is fair and they deserve to do the same to Kara so they find some stash of Kryptonite and hold Kara down until it's deep inside of her and she's weak and in pain but still getting fucked. and she gets to taste the Lazarus Pit too, which i think would make her absolutely feral. Kara deserves some Pit rage for fun, i think even if she only gets to taste it while Cass is holding her down so Jason can fuck the Kryptonite deeper inside of her. every now and then Kara actually manages to strike one of them hard enough to injure them and it doesn't matter bc the Pit is right there.
all of it lasting for Days is just. good. like the haze the Pit has on the mind, being used over and over? almost like a spell none of them can break. they'd live the rest of their lives like this if they could and there would never even be a realistic end. it takes someone else walking in and managing to separate them before they actually calm down. and days before all the Lazarus Pit wears off and it finally sinks in just how fucked up what they did together was. and how fucked up it is that they don't even regret it. they're already trying to figure out where another Lazarus Pit is and how they can get control of it. i think it's fun if they spring it on each other too. like Jason will fall asleep in his bed but wake up to Cass and Kara holding his head under the green waters as he thrashes on instinct. Cass will be minding her business until Kara literally grabs her at superspeed and just flies her off to the waters to spread her legs and fuck her at superspeed until she's a bloody mess. they never know peace with each other and they irreparably damage their psyches over this. ty and gn.
#necrotic answerings#jaykaracass#jaycass#karacass#jaykara#dead dove do not eat#darkfic#anon it's like your connected to my brain bc i've been thinking about this concept for months#I might write this fic. I'm so serious#or just a fic with some ship with this concept.#anyway this one is so dark i've had the “can I even post this” question hit me#which of course means it's a favorite of mine#this is a reminder that I take the necrotic in my username seriously. it's not an aesthetic it's a promise.#I just adore Kara being so disgustingly feral in sex#and having a laz pit that lets her stop holding back. god bless.#I don't pick favorites but if I had a favorite anon. I think you'd be in the running I won't lie#bc yea. just. yeah. also your rarepairs are ELITE thoughts#does it count as snuff if the death isn't permanent and all characters understand that? unclear.#I feel it needs it's own word atp.#ALSO you could add cannibalism to this concept#Kara literally biting chunks off of both of them.#just bc she can.#or Jason and Cass eating at each other as she watches.#good thoughts all around#Jesus I need therapy.
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If you are still taking art requests, could you possibly do one of V x Thad? Its a ship I really like that isnt really that popular.
So what if you're a ghost of yourself?
You can haunt me.
[Requests are closed!]
#the caption is a reference to a post by notquiteaghost!!! I would link it but I don't want to go digging for it XP#they make me physically ill (positive)#I had to go full analysis mode on these two to figure out what i wanted to draw for this request and AUGH I love them!!!!!#the tender. soft. violence. as a flame is both dangerous and warm.#“I don't need you to be the antonym of violence. If I did I wouldn't be here. I wouldn't ask that of you”#vhad is about loving someone broken and loving them as they are!!!! not who they were before or who they could be but who they are now!!!#if i was a fic writer id be dangerous#anyway yeah these two got me into rarepairs. thanks for the request (sorry its completely self indulgent for me sdkjfsf)#murder drones#murder drones thad#serial designation v#vhad#killingblonde#<-- love that shipname it sounds like a horror movie lol#also if you want a real good vhad fic “They Came From Copper 9!” by doodlingNutjob is one of my faves#theres not alotta fics but yknow
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Untitled 5 — Aleix/Max
Max’s heart raced as he lay beside Aleix, their bodies entangled in the quiet aftermath of another night spent together. The room was bathed in soft, early-morning light, casting long shadows across the bed.
Everything was still, except for their breathing, the only sound breaking the silence. For months, this had become their routine — stolen moments of passion, whispers in the dark, where they could pretend, for just a little while, that nothing else existed beyond the walls of the room. They found solace in each other’s arms, the outside world falling away each time their bodies met. But it was never enough, not for Max.
As Max gazed at Aleix, still catching his breath, he felt the familiar ache return, the one that always followed. It settled deep in his chest, a gnawing emptiness that grew each time he had to walk away. The ache of wanting more, of wanting Aleix to himself. It was a painful contradiction — the closeness they shared, the intimacy of their touch, only served to remind Max of what he couldn’t have. He wanted all of Aleix, not just the fragments he was allowed to hold onto in these fleeting moments.
Max had fallen hard, and he’d fallen fast. He knew it the moment they first touched, the moment Aleix’s steady hands had drawn him in, fingers brushing against skin that felt too warm, too electric to resist. It wasn’t just lust — though the chemistry between them was undeniable, an almost magnetic pull that kept bringing them back together, no matter how hard either tried to resist. It was everything Aleix was: older, confident, grounded in ways that Max wasn’t. A father, someone who had a family with Laura, even if that family was just a cover for the truth they both shared.
Max couldn’t deny the pang of envy he felt every time he watched Aleix with Mia and Maxie. The way his face softened, the way his arms enveloped them in hugs that seemed to protect them from the world. Maxie and Mia might have been part of the facade, but the love Aleix showed them was real, and Max envied that tenderness. He wanted that love for himself, more than anything in the world. He wanted to be the one Aleix came home to, the one he held onto in the quiet moments of life. But every time he let himself dream of that possibility, the reality came crashing back.
Aleix was conflicted. He always had been. Max could see it in his eyes, could feel it in the way Aleix sometimes hesitated before their lips met, or how he would pull away just a fraction too soon. He saw the way Aleix looked at him, with wide eyes full of an intensity that both thrilled and terrified him. It wasn’t just lust between them, but something more. Max could feel it every time Aleix touched him, every time they shared a lingering glance across a crowded room. But something held Aleix back, something that always seemed just out of Max’s reach.
Max had been through so much already, more than most people ever should. He’d spoken to Aleix in quiet moments about his father, about the abuse he endured. Aleix had listened, his face unreadable but his hands always gentle, as if he was afraid to break Max even further. And then there was Kelly — the woman who had once been everything to Max. She had used him, too, just like his father had. The scars from that relationship ran deep, leaving Max raw and vulnerable in ways that Aleix feared to touch. Max was still so young, only 21, and Aleix couldn’t shake the feeling that he was treading on dangerous ground. He didn’t want to take advantage of Max’s vulnerability, no matter how much they both wanted each other.
Yet here they were again, tangled in each other’s arms. The air around them was thick with unspoken words, words Aleix had been avoiding for months. He knew what Max wanted, could see it every time they were together. But he wasn’t sure he could give it to him. Aleix’s life was a complicated web of lies and half-truths, carefully constructed to protect himself and his family. And Max, with his openness and his intensity, threatened to unravel everything.
Max shifted beside him, his head resting on Aleix’s chest, his fingers tracing absent patterns over Aleix’s skin. The silence between them was heavy, pregnant with the weight of all the things they weren’t saying. Max’s touch was soft, but there was a tension in the way he moved, a hesitancy that Aleix recognized all too well. He could feel Max’s heart pounding against his ribs, could feel the way Max was holding back, as if waiting for Aleix to say something, anything, to make this easier.
But Aleix couldn’t. He didn’t have the words. All he had was the crushing sense that, no matter what he did, he was going to hurt Max.
“Why won’t you leave her?” Max’s voice was soft, but Aleix could hear the edge of desperation. This was always how their nights ended. The weight of the question lingered in the air like a storm threatening to break, and Aleix could feel it coming, just like every other time. He hated this moment, hated the inevitable confrontation that followed the passion.
Aleix sighed, running a hand through his hair, already exhausted from the conversation he knew was coming. He could still feel the warmth of Max’s body beside him, but it wasn’t comforting now. “Sweetheart, it’s not that simple.”
“It is,” Max insisted, sitting up fully now, his bare chest rising and falling with the remnants of frustration bubbling beneath the surface. His eyes searched Aleix’s face, pleading for some sign that this time, things would be different. “You don’t even love her, not like this.” Max’s voice dropped, quieter now, his fingers tracing delicate patterns over the Spaniard's chest. Each touch was soft, intimate, but it carried the weight of everything Max was holding back. “You said it yourself.”
Aleix turned away, unable to meet Max’s gaze. He hated the way Max’s words cut right to the heart of things, exposing the truth Aleix had been avoiding. He didn’t love Laura, not like this. Their marriage was built on lies, a carefully constructed facade to keep up appearances, to shield Aleix from the world that would never understand him. But it wasn’t about love — at least, that’s what he kept telling himself. “It’s not about love. It’s about—"
“About what?” Max cut in, his voice rising in frustration, spilling over the edges of the calm he had been trying so hard to maintain. “The twins? They don’t even know, Aleix. I can be there for them, we can be happy.” His voice cracked, and Aleix felt it like a knife twisting in his chest. Max’s vulnerability was laid bare, his heart exposed in a way that made Aleix want to pull him close and never let go. “But you’re choosing to stay in a lie, with her, when you could have this.” His hand pressed against Aleix’s chest, right over his heart. “You could have me.”
Aleix’s chest tightened. The air around them felt suffocating, like the walls were closing in, and all he could see was the pain in Max’s eyes. He had told himself a thousand times that this was just a fling, something temporary, a way to forget about the complications of his life for a few stolen hours. But seeing Max like this, so open, so hopeful, made his heart twist. He wanted to give Max what he was asking for. He wanted to say yes, to let everything else fall away and hold onto Max as tightly as he could.
But every time he looked at him, he saw the boy who had been broken by his father, the boy who was still healing from someone the same age as Aleix. He remembered the nights Max had confided in him, sharing pieces of his past that still haunted him, the scars left by people who had taken advantage of his vulnerability. Aleix couldn’t bear the thought of being the one to hurt him more.
“I’m too old for you, Max,” Aleix said finally, his voice low, as if the words were being dragged out of him against his will. “You don’t know what you’re asking.”
Max shook his head, his eyes welling up with tears that he fought to keep from falling. His voice trembled with the effort to hold himself together. “Don’t do that. Don’t act like I’m some stupid kid who doesn’t know what he wants.” His voice cracked, raw emotion spilling over. “I’ve known for months, Aleix. I want you.”
“I don’t want to take advantage of you.” Aleix’s voice was pained, and Max could hear it, but it didn’t make the words hurt any less. He could feel the weight of everything Aleix wasn’t saying, the fear hiding behind his careful facade, but it didn’t change the way it tore at Max’s heart.
Max’s hands balled into fists, frustration and pain bubbling to the surface. “Then stop sleeping with me!” His voice was louder now, the vulnerability replaced by a sharp edge, hurt spilling over into anger. He pulled away entirely, sitting up and yanking the sheets closer to himself. “If you don’t want me, if this is just... if I’m just too young, then stop. But don’t sit here and pretend like this isn’t what you want too.” His voice trembled, a mix of heartbreak and anger, and Aleix felt his stomach twist with guilt.
Aleix closed his eyes, feeling the weight of Max’s words settle over him like a suffocating blanket. He wanted Max. He wanted him in ways he couldn’t even explain, in ways that went beyond their physical connection. But every time they got close, that guilt clawed at him, reminding him of everything Max had been through, telling him that he was no better than the people who had hurt Max before.
“I’m sorry,” Aleix whispered, his voice barely audible. It was all he could manage, the only words that felt safe to say in the face of everything he wanted to say but couldn’t.
Max stood, grabbing his clothes with shaky hands, each movement sharp and filled with frustration. “No, you’re not,” he said, his voice cold and distant now, a stark contrast to the warmth they’d shared just minutes ago. “You’re just afraid. Afraid of being with me because it would mean leaving your perfect little life behind.” His words were harsh, each one a dagger aimed at Aleix’s heart. “You’d rather keep pretending, keep hurting me, than face the truth.”
Aleix opened his mouth to argue, to say something, anything, but the words wouldn’t come. He could feel Max slipping away from him, and yet he couldn’t bring himself to reach out, to stop him. The door closed behind Max with a soft click, and Aleix was left alone in the quiet, the air heavy with the weight of everything unsaid.
His heart ached, the pain settling deep in his chest as he realized that in trying to protect Max, he had only pushed him further away.
#sage told me he'd handle the angst but#its been too long since i made my blorbos sad...#also this was rotting in my notes app (for like 6 hours)#kats chattin shit#f1#formula 1#motogp#moto gp#max verstappen#mv1#mv33#aleix espargaro#ae41#rarepair#crack ship#idk#hurt/no comfort#angst#ermmmm#yeah#kats motogp blurbs!
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revenge of the rarepairs
yes, i know i forgot a lot of ships but this is too chaotic idk gimme opinions 🫂
also, i got the idea from @pama-saga :ppp
#uh yeah i forgor jetra but meh#also some explanations:#i don't like maya x aiden because they are cousins to me huhh#warden is aromantic for me but the ship of romeo and he is funny asf so platonically i like it#i also like his rarepair with hadrian because they are enemies in my au 🫂#i don't have much interest in oots ships#mcsm#minecraft story mode#mcsm rarepair
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Based off this post...<3
#changed the text a little bit because i love you masc presenting lesbians i love you sm#however#it's Reggie.#ANYWAYS#i don't draw him much because a friend was looking through my sketchbook and said that he looked like a “Dilf-y Mario”#and I haven't fucking recovered#also im not sure hat to do with his hair#hair doesnt make sense to me though tbf#i can't draw it the way i draw fur so it's just. strange to me#alas#anyways bringing starstuck content to the fandom is also my solem duty shoutout to those two who only exist in a very specific au to me#the rarepair ever dear lord#[agent moose's art]#ieytd#i expect you to die#john juniper#agent phoenix#reginald crane#the handler#OH YEAH BSL FOR PHOENIX!! YEAH!#i want to improve my own BSL since im english and it's the only other language I've been able to pick up#and so im practicing with phoenix#do i think phoenix is british? no absolutely not#where do i think they're from? they spawned in /j#anyways#ENOUGH RAMBLING IN TAGS#sorry it's like a safe space for me#boring ass caption then all the fun stuff is in the tags#starstruck
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