#yeah idec its whatever

[hanfocus]

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[violentdevotion]

when i was 18 my friend died and no one in my family cared. literally everytime id express grief id be told that he wasn't muslim so i shouldn't care or that to die so young he must've been doing something and therefore he must've deserved it and i just accepted that my family isn't that good at handling someones grief. then when i was 19 my older brothers friend died and i was explicitly told by my mum to not say anything to him because he was grieving and i got angry and resentful that the same wasn't extended for me and then id get mad at myself for being so resentful. last week the guy that bullied me in highschool and kickstarted my eating disorder died and ive had to hear everyone talk about what a tragedy it is and i KNOW its awful to be mad at him for how everyone's reacting to his death but im more mad that they were all always capable of this empathy and no one extended it to me when i needed it. but they will now when someone who strangled me unprompted died.

[angelprincess-x]

also uhmm 18+ or whatever blogs uhmm im almost 15 (rn 14 der) So

[dutchwinter]

top 5 anthony images hehehehe

sigh. me when im in a sending the most difficult ask to answer competition and my opponent is kier franthonyofficial. get ready for THIRTY IMAGES instead of five. because im not choosing. i turned this into less of a favorite images thing and more of an essential images thing. essential to me.

july 21 2019 warped tour. beautiful smile. need i say more

apple store world. bands will walk in there and be beautiful!!!

beautiful face cheerleader moment. you know how it is

its just. it. its just so. its an image yeah.

Well

good dog. for reasons. yk how it is.

this one is some weird main character moment of anthony at a this day forward show. why is he the only one facing the camera

blond. bandana. malamute shirt. mic in his mouth. im in love with him.

um. i havent shared this one to tumblr yet! hes uh. well. its fine. actually. its totally fine.

captioned. brendans daughter giving anthony some needed love. i dont even care though so its fine

just my favorite image of this dress he is very pretty

a screenshot i had that i turned into a post that is sitting in my drafts TO THIS DAY that i will never ever post. captioned "me when i sleep like a gayboy" so basically ive just posted it but. this post is so important to me i had to include it.

the one i refer to as "die" bc i tagged this image that once bc his smile and pretty face piss me off

im in love with him

miss.... maam.....

the babygirlest image of all time. the field image

now this is from the show i became really aware of this guy and its still stuck in my head. princess... hi princess...

i spent 3 hours watching this video it was the worst night of my life this image was the first time i had ever seen anything from it. and its also just. THE woman moment of all time.

mustache moment and big fuckin jacjet moment and beautiful smile moment. idec

this image was my laptop background for a loooonggggg time i just think anthony looks really really nice idk

my show my image. he looked like that in front of my eyeballs. fucked UP.

it doesnt feel right to not include this image!!!!

this is one of the first anthony images i felt really really strongly about like i had a big Moment about this. hes so.....

the famous Eating Him image. when this dropped i went to reblog it over here and i tagged this specific one as "eating him" but this was like. before anyone was really an AnthonyGirl so i was SCARED TO POST IT. and then i never did. it sat in my drafts a while but eventually i either deleted it or got rid of the tag. eating him

puppy angel. hes pretty :^[

i also have not posted this one! lollipop/mic stand #howhedo #younglegstour. yeah

hotbar. whatever. if i SPEAK.

just fell to my knees in walmart/IM GOING TO ANTHONY WORLD. reblogged on march 28 with the tag "im goint to anthony world." and that set off the month of Anthony April and then i never left anthony world. yeah. yeah.

if you really read all of this. hi. how are you. this was a very useless post

[gu6chan]

i think aside from how "good" or "bad" an OC is in terms of its writing, design, etc. what really makes OCs adored and/or remembered in the hearts of others is seeing the creator's own love and enthusiasm for them. ive seen some absolutely AWFULLY written OCs that i would just shrug off with a certain "oh im cackling but who cares long as they're having fun" kinda wistfulness otherwise if their own CREATOR wasn't hyping them up and being so passionate about them to where I would be looking at ebony darkness dementia ravenway and treating her like my own pseudo-child. like idec that they're a mary sue or overly edgy or self-ship or cringey or whatever they're owning it and im in on the hype. hell yeah go them

[mischiiefs]

GET  TO  KNOW  THE  MUN.

WHAT  MADE  YOU  PICK  UP  THE  MUSE  YOU  HAVE  ?   It's so funny actually because when I first started Teen Wolf... Stiles was not my favorite character. I was a Stydia shipper for sure but I did not. I did not like him!!! But I don't know what happened, one day I was like No I'm A Fool and thought I could try writing him??? Just to pick apart his brain??? And he just... became so much fun.

ALSO FUN FACT: My first ever tumblr muse was Liam so the Teen Wolf rpc has always kind of been there for me???

IS  THERE  ANYTHING  YOU  DON'T  LIKE  TO  WRITE  ?  Obvi like... illegal stuff and anything that shits on a certain idea / people etc etc.

IS  THERE  ANYTHING  YOU  REALLY  ENJOY  WRITING  ?   I'm an angst hoe its true. I love writing angst and just darker things? I'm really just open to everything, I like writing silly things, fluff, etc etc but angst monster angst monster-

HOW  DO  YOU  COME  UP  WITH  YOUR  HEADCANONS  ?   I don't. They come to me through possession. The voice of Stiles takes over me and says some ancient nerdom shit and I have to decipher it thank you

DO  YOU  WRITE  IN  SILENCE  OR  LISTEN  TO  MUSIC  ?   DEPENDS. Most of the time I listen to music, just whatever shuffles on my spotify liked songs or I just have. I need it to be dead quiet at times or I'll get totally thrown off track so yeah!!

DO  YOU  PLAN  YOUR  REPLIES  OR  WING  THEM  ?   Obviously if it was plotted then I'll go off that but I took several acting classes in high school, I'm an improv shithead at heart even if the idea being planned out is.... much.... much easier.

DO  YOU  ENJOY  SHIPPING  ?   I do!! I don't write just for romance however, I'd like a wide array of ships: platonic, enemies, allies etc etc! Keeps it fresh and exciting <3

WHAT'S  YOUR  ALIAS/NAME  ?   I used to just go by my full name of Makenzie but that quickly dissolved into people always saying Mak so that stuck so hard and I think like two or so years ago I really adopted Kai as well?? So Mak / Kai works, Makai if you wanna smoosh it together but I don't care which one you choose! Just don't call me late for dinner-

AGE  ?   Almost 24!

BIRTHDAY  ?  June 12! Gemini power.

FAVORITE  COLOR  ?   I'm a fan of the blues, greens, purples mainly.

FAVORITE  SONG  ?   Don't ask me that question dONT ASK ME THAT QUESTIOON

LAST  MOVIE  YOU  WATCHED  ?   ???? Probably the FNAF movie-

LAST  SHOW  YOU  WATCHED  ?   For an ACTUAL show, I think it was Shogun but if podcasts count, I've been binging The Magnus Archives-

LAST  SONG  YOU  LISTENED  TO  ?  Achilles Come Down which is literally on shuffle right now LMAO

FAVORITE  SEASON  ?   Mmmm autumn.

DO  YOU  HAVE  A  TUMBLR  BEST  FRIEND  ?   God I I don't like this question LMAO So many idec

tagged by: @selfregard @kindofuneven gucci gang gucci gang gucci gang tagging: @fablewrote @bravevolunteer @unknownths @angerdriven @hcpebled

[sunsbled-archive]

rainysoot​:

smut prompt list-

prompts from @sultrypotter

⊱ ────── {.⋅ ✯ ⋅.} ────── ⊰

“i love it when you moan my name”

“just a little harder”

“let me give you a reason to stay in bed”

“no panties?”

“i want you now”

“use your tongue”

“please don’t stop”

“i can’t sleep without you here”

“do you like that”

“you need a place to stay for the night”

“spend the night with me”

“you can get louder can’t you”

“look what you do to me”

“i want to taste you”

“open your mouth”

“if you want to come you better beg”

“that feels so good”

“don’t cum yet”

“strip. now”

“take off your clothes”

“bite me” ”if you insist”

“can you feel what your doing to me”

“this is a one time thing”

“tell me how you like it”

“get on your hands and knees, right now”

“i wanna fuck you right against the glass so everyone can see how good you take it”

“i just want to please you”

“each of my thoughts about you are improper”

“i love it when you kiss my neck”

“don’t be gentle”

“i’ve never want to fuck you more than i do now”

“you wanna have sex with me”

“you’re not going out dressed like that”

“i’m afraid i can no longer remain professional”

“make me”

“you’re mine”

“i love it when you talk dirty

“i’ll let you do anything if you just touch me now”

“i’ve never wanted anyone to fuck me this badly”

“don’t give me that look”

“like what you see”

“stay quiet”

“i told you to stay still"

“i promise I’ll be good”

“just shut up and fuck me”

“you feels so good”

“i want you inside me”

“be a good girl and spread your legs”

“don’t worry i’ll take of you”

“don’t tempt me”

“i’ve never done this before”

“don’t be afraid it’s just me”

“you’re more than just a one night stand”

“don’t forget who you belong to”

“would you just shut up and kiss me already”

“try to stay quiet understand?”

“we’re in public you know”

“don’t be so rough there can’t be any marks”

“are you sure? once i start i don’t think i’m able to stop”

“no i’m supposed to make you feel good”

“stop teasing me so much”

“bed. now”

“first one to make noises loses”

“i love the way you look with my fingers inside you”

“i guess I’ll just get off all by myself”

“these walls are pretty thick which means you and i can be as loud as we want”

“did you touch your self while i was gone”

“we can’t do that here”

“if you interrupt me one more time— so help me god”

“tell me what you want”

“y-you’re not…. w-wearing anything under that are you”

“there is no way anyone is that innocent”

“you taste like fucking candy”

“the only way you’re getting off is on my thigh”

“you make a sound it’s game over”

“i haven’t even touched you and you’re already wet"

“want help with that”

“you’re so fucking hot when you’re made”

“we’re not just friends you know that”

“what? does that feel good”

“if we get caught i’m blaming you”

“we have to be quiet”

“you have no idea how much i want you

“if we weren’t in public right now i’d have my head between your legs”

“i’m going to fuck your so hard you’re going to forget that guys name”

“i really want to kiss you right now”

“wanna fuck?”

“how do i look”

“if you don’t like my teasing why are you moaning”

“don’t fucking touch what is not yours”

“we’re…. just friends”

“friends don’t do this kind of shit”

“how quickly can you cum”

“think you can warm me up”

“touch me and you lose”

“there’s people here”

“i don’t care what you do just fuck me”

“guess i’ll have to cum inside you then”

“i don’t know what to do” “then let me teach you”

“we’ve been at it like rabbits and you’re still horny”

“use your mouth”

“show me”

“come and sit on my face and i’ll show you how much i missed you”

“i forgot my towel”

“you’re naked aren’t you”

“take it off slowly”

“your wish is my command”

“come to my room there’s this thing i wanna try”

“no one can ever find out about this”

“for your safety i’ll be gentle”

“are these handcuffs”

“i don’t feel like sleeping”

“what are you going to do about it”

“you won’t be getting any sleep tonight”

“why so shy?”

“don’t worry i’ll make you feel really good”

“you’re the one who aroused me so let’s have some fun”

“why don’t we move this to the bed”

“would you like to go somewhere a little private”

“these are so wet aren’t you going to remove them?”

“i was just about to wash up care to join”

“this feels dirty” “that’s because it is”

“you feel amazing”

“don’t pretend to be so innocent”

“i want you to touch yourself”

“what has you so excited”

“i want you….here…. right now”

“bend over and spread your legs”

“i can’t hold back anymore”

“it’s been along day why don’t we help each other unwind”

“oh don’t mind me I’m just enjoying the view”

“your lips make me wonder what you taste like”

“i don’t like being told what to do unless i’m naked”

“you’re so sexy when you’re hot and bothered”

“i’ve been thinking about this night”

“don’t cover you’re face, i want to see you”

“you’re so beautiful all spread out like this… just for me”

“lay back”

“i bought a few pieces of lingerie. want me to model for you?”

“i can’t believe how wet you are already”

⊱ ────── {.⋅ ✯ ⋅.} ────── ⊰

[elidoesntbreathwee]

It all started in a bathroom stall. Steve and Robin had been drugged by Russians, and were high off their minds, a little less now though.

"But Tammy Thompson's a girl..."

"Steve"

"Oh... Holy shit."

Robin, his best friend, his crush at one point, like girls. He knew that if he had been who he was in high school, he would have walked away from her forever, and thank fuck that he isn't. It finally, REALLY clicked for him; girls can like girls, and boys can like boys, and it isnt weird, or of the devil, or whatever people are saying.

Now he understood one of his kids more, and thats always a plus. Will probably would have never said anything explicitly to Steve. Will liked Steve, he thought he was cool, but Will could barely work up the guts to tell Dustin, Lucas and Mike (though Mike sort of always knew) But Steve also kind of knew, so he didn't make Will come out or anything, just pulled him aside and told him that he could be who he was, and that Steve wouldn't judge.

Then Steve thought. He thought back on high school, about the weird feeling he had about Tommy H. Steve thought he just loved him as a friend would. He was wrong about that feeling. He realized he didn't have the "close friends" feeling about Tommy H. after being taken to the police station after getting into one heck of a fight with Johnathan Byers. Yeah, so those close friend feelings weren't close friend feelings. "King Steve" had once had a *crush* on Tommy H. of all people.

This didnt make any sense to Steve.

"But i like girls, i always have. How could i have like Tommy H. in that way, and still like girls" he thought

He didn't know what to do, so he asked the closes one to him, his Platonic (with a capital P) other half, his best friend, who also happened to be a lot more knowledgeable about this topic. He asked Robin.

"Hey Rob, what if someone, let's call them, Mark. What if Mark had always like girls, but one day he realized he liked a guy. What would Mark do?"

"Well, I don't know "Mark", but i assume that he would panic a bit, then go to his best friend and tell her about it, and then she would say ' Well, Mark, you can be bisexual. That means you like girls AND boys' and then she would hug Mark"

Robin hugged Steve.

"Its ok", she started, "that you're still figuring out who you are, Steve. And im always here if 'Mark' has anymore questions"

They laughed and went back to whatever they were doing on that particular night.

Then the world needed saving again, and one Eddie Munson was a suspect for murder. Dustin knew Eddie, and knew that he would never do that, so Steve had to help Dustin (and Eddie) by 1) getting rid of Vecna (a.n. getting rid of the B, iykyk) and 2) clear Eddie's name

It did not go according to plan, of course. First Steve comes closer to death than he would like, (which is nowhere near it) then Death looks Eddie in the eyes, but Eddie, being himself, looked Death straight back and told him, 'No, fuck off'. At least they finished Vecna. (as far as they know)

But the biggest thing that didn't go according to plan was Steve's new big fat crush on Eddie-fucking-Munson. Of course, because Steve needs more drama in his life, so why doesn't Life through a crush on a drama queen like Eddie (a.n. get it, cuz he's a theater kid. idec if its cannon, its just flat out true) into his life.

The worst part of it is that now Stee knows what he's feeling and has to worry about if Eddie's straight or not, and knowing his luck, Eddie was about 99.99% likely to be straight. But Steve held on to that 00.01% chance that *maybe* Eddie liked guys. But Steve? Why would someone like Eddie Munson, goofball, metalhead, and 'dragon game narrator thing', like boring old, ex-king, Steve Harrington.

But Eddie keeps looking at him in a way, a way that makes Steve feel like he might have a decent chance with Eddie. He keeps pressing up to Steve. To be fair though, Eddie does that with everyone, y'know, getting up in their faces, leaning on people. But with other people, it's only for a few seconds, with Steve, though, he lingers, like he wants to be near Steve all the time. Steve wouldn't mind that though, not at all.

Guess who Steve tells first. If you guessed Eddie, then you're wrong. If you guessed Robin, then you win! He didn't really want advice, he just wanted to tell someone; to get it off his chest.

Robin listened, as a good friend does, and they moved on from it, Steve not wanting to linger on the subject.

Then, one evening, the whole gang had come over to Steve's for a movie night. They were 2 movies in, when Eddie left to go smoke outside. Robin encouraged Steve to go with him, even though Robin didn't like that Steve still occasionally smoked, she could let it rest for a bit in the name of love.

Outside, Eddie was leaning against the railing of the back porch. Steve walked up to the railing as well, silently.

"Nice sky. Pretty stars" Eddie said, in between puffs, breaking the silence

"Yeah, it is. You happen to have an extra?"

Eddie handed Steve a spare cigarette and handed him his lighter as well. The two smoked in silence for about 10 minutes.

"Didn't know you smoked, Steve"

"Surprised?"

"Yeah, i guess. I don't really know. I've been thinking, y'know. Before a few months ago, the only way i knew you was by how you were in high school. Dustin had told me you changed, and i guess i believed him, but I never knew how much you'd changed. I've said it before and i'll say it again, you're a good guy, Steve. Hell, you're a great guy, and i guess I'm still jealous of-"

"Of what?" Steve interpreted him. "Of my stupid hair? Of how i can't win a fight? Of my stupid fucking polo shirts? What's there to be jealous of?" Steve said the last sentence quietly, looking down at the ground below the porch.

"Steve..."

"Hm?" Steve said without looking up. He had already gotten through his whole cigarette and Eddie was just about done with his when he said:

"You know how much Dustin talks about you? The kid sees all the good in you, which, to be fair, is most of you. You're funny, and smart, and you may not win fights, but you sure as hell give it your all." Steve looked up at him, eyes tearing up.

Steve bit his lip to try and keep himself from crying, but it was no use, the tears had already started streaming down his face. Eddie ashed his cigarette and hugged Steve, giving him a shoulder to cry on. They swayed ever so slightly, which was comforting to Steve, even though he felt bad about crying in front of someone, much less in front of Eddie.

Steve cried for a few minutes, and when he had gotten most of his tears out, Eddie leaned back and wiped the tears off of Steve's face, cradling his cheek. Steve rested his forehead on Eddie's and before he knew it, Steve was kissing Eddie Munson.

When the two walked back into Steve's house, instead of going back to their original seats (Eddie next to Dustin on one couch and Steve next to Robin on the other) Steve and Eddie squeezed next to Robin (who was next to Nancy YIPPEE) and cuddled. Robin scooted closer to Nancy to give the two more room on the couch (and to be closer to Nancy) and Mike sat where Eddie had been sitting, and Will scooting closer to the couch Mike was on, but still sitting on the floor. Lucas, El and Max were already halfway asleep, so they didn't really realize anyone had moved, and Erica couldn't have cared less, because she had her ice cream and that was all that mattered.

And the rest if up to you and your imagination cuz i dont wanna keep writing :D Hope u liked :)

[plague-of-insomnia]

I feel you with Spy X Family, and maybe its partly the bleed through that the lead creator doesn't really care about it? (From what i hear Spy X Family was made mostly so he can just get money for stuff he really wants to work on)

Spy X Family is most peoples brain popcorn. The characters are cute enough, no high stakes, The Assassin lady is pretty, it brain popcorn

And i happen to like it cause i like the character designs, and sometimes its nice to have brain popcorn then something like Madoka magica where you wait for shit to get fucked up, yknow?

Everybody got their tastes :3 your ambivalence or dislike is okie dokie ✨

That’s interesting. That makes a lot of sense then why it’s so meh. The creator doesn’t care so he’s just phoning it in. I mean it does feel like he wanted to do something else (domestic fluff found family) but was pressured into the whole spy/assassin/mind reader thing by his publisher, bc ultimately that whole concept is almost forgotten while they just… have a school manga/anime that’s boring as can be.

I mean I tend to not like 99% of popular things. Like I can enjoy it enough to watch once or whatever but that’s it I’m done no need to ever think about it ever again.

Like I still can’t get why people went sooo apeshit over Good Omens. It was an entertaining watch but definitely did nothing for me. (But as much as I respect Gaiman and admire his success, I tend to feel that way about most of his work, so it could be me.)

🤷🏻

I’ve always been like this. It’s not even a snob thing, like I don’t think there’s anything wrong with liking something that’s popular at all. I just…. Usually don’t.

Like I need characters that really speak to me, that I can see develop, otherwise I get bored really fast. Action scenes bore me to tears if there’s too many or that’s all there is. I want characters. I want emotions. I want to see them struggle and learn and grow and develop.

On the surface I get why people might like Spy x Family, but there’s just nothing compelling there to me. The characters are all paper thin and so is the plot. There’s literally nothing to come back for?

Meanwhile, only two episodes of Buddy Daddies and I already felt connected to the three main characters. Hell, one episode hooked me. There’s been so much more character development there (and not just with the main 3) in only 7 episodes than Spy x F did with 24. By an order of magnitude.

Like it’s fine if you like Spy x F, but idk why anyone would want to do more than just watch it once or twice to pass the time…. I just…. Do not. Like the more of Buddy Daddies I watch the more and more I realize how disappointed I was with spy x f as a whole.

Idec if that’s an unpopular opinion. If I watch season 2 when it comes out, it’ll be to pass the time and I have nothing else to watch, but honestly idk if I will bother as I’m pretty done with it. I think if I hadn’t been so desperate for something that was dubbed to watch I wouldn’t have even finished it.

So yeah. 🤷🏻

[seriouslysam8]

if you post that scene I think it'll help me decide if I want it or not, completely no pressure tho, but idec if its a rough copy

Okay, here's the unedited and not at all final scene I wrote.

“Can we talk about something?” Ron asked, his fingers picking at the label on the beer bottle.

“Yeah, of course,” Harry replied, although panic instantly rose in his chest at the very thought of having to give any sort of advice. He wondered if he should grab Ginny.

“Can we pretend for a moment that you’re not married to my sister?” Ron asked, glancing over at him. “Let’s pretend you’re married to someone named Margaret, all right?”

“Margaret?” Harry asked, his brows furrowing. “Sure, all right, Margaret and I are married.”

Ron sucked in a breath. “You and Margaret are obviously still happily married, right? I mean, you two are always sneaking off to snog or whatever and you’re happy, right?”

Harry frowned. “I am very happy with… with Margaret, yes.”

“Was there ever a time when you weren’t happy being with Margaret?” Ron asked, his eyes glancing down at the floor.

Harry squinted, trying to think of a time when he hadn’t been happy with Ginny and came up empty. There had certainly been some hard times over the years. They had been through a few rough patches. But he loved her more than he loved anything else in the entire world. He couldn’t imagine his life without Ginny by his side, without her laughing in his ear, without her touches sending tingles down his spine, without her being his shoulder to lean on. Life wasn’t life without Ginny. There would be no point in living if Ginny wasn’t by his side.

“Honestly… no,” Harry answered honestly. “The past several months has been harder than I could have ever imagined. There were certainly times G-Margaret and I have fought. But I wouldn’t have been able to survive without her by my side. She’s my rock.”

“Hugo moved out about a month ago. Got a flat with Louis,” Ron whispered. “I realized just how… lonely it is at home now without any of the kids.”

“Going through a bit of an empty nest situation?” Harry inquired, confusion settling in. “I mean, I didn’t handle it very well either.”

“It’s not that, Harry, it’s the fact that I come home to nothing now,” Ron admitted. “Hermione is… always working or reading when I get home. We have dinners in silence now that Hugo isn’t there to carry the conversation.”

“Oh,” Harry replied.

He couldn’t imagine not coming home to Ginny chatting his ear off about work, not kissing her goodnight every night before bed, not laughing with her every single day, not just being together. Even when they did their own thing at home, they sat together with her legs plopped in his lap as they read or listened to the wireless.

“You and Margaret have gone through, you know, dry spells, right?” Ron asked, his neck pinking.

Harry blinked. Dry spells. Well, the longest they had gone without sex had been six weeks after each one of their kids’ births. It had been the hardest six weeks of his life each time and he felt like a teenager wanking again in secret. As soon as Ginny was given the green light, they were right back at it again like they hadn’t even skipped a beat. Not counting giving birth, he tried to think of their longest dry spell they had.

“Uh, I mean, I’m sure we’ve gone a week without having sex before,” Harry replied before he took a large swing of beer. “You know, just busy with work or kids never giving us a moment’s peace when they were younger or something.”

“A week?” Ron repeated, snapping his attention towards Harry with his mouth open. “Just a week? How many times do you normally have sex in a week?”

Harry stilled, his eyes narrowing as he tried to determine if Ron really wanted him to answer that question. “I don’t know? Several?”

Ron’s eyes widened. “Several times a week? You have sex several times a week?”

“Uh… I guess, yeah. Why? Is that too little?”

“Too little?” Ron exclaimed, his eyes wide and crazed. “I’m lucky if I get sex once in six months, Harry!”

Harry couldn’t help it. He laughed. There was no way that Ron only had sex once every six months! That was ludicrous! He and Ginny had sex nearly every night. Ever since things had calmed down, sometimes twice in a day on a weekend! He would die, literally die, if he couldn’t touch Ginny as often as he did.

“It’s not funny!” Ron hissed.

“You’re joking, right?” Harry asked. “I mean, I’m laughing because you’re joking. You have to be!”

“No, I’m not,” Ron spoke in a soft tone. “Harry, I don’t… I don’t think Hermione and I are in love anymore. We’re nothing more than just roommates. It took Hugo moving out to make me realize that…”

“Ron…” Harry trailed off, the laughter gone from his face.

“I think I want a divorce,” Ron admitted, realization ringing in his voice as he took a long swing of his beer.

[the-greendalehumanbeings]

I don't consider the plot of season 3 to be similar to season 1's plot at all, either. On the surface, it may sound similar, but the specifics of both characters plus why Penelope is trying to find a husband are incredibly different, not to mention how Simon and Daphne fell in love despite not knowing each other before their scheme and their feelings putting a wrench in their original plans and first impressions of each other. Penelope on the other hand wanted Colin, but feels rejected by him, and Colin wants to win her favor back by helping her out. In this situation I'd even say that Colin is in a more similar position to Daphne than Simon if you wanted to compare both plotlines. And idec about the s3 ship or storyline lol, but it's really not s*phne 2.0 or why season 2 had such a different plotline. Even season 1 had many different takes on its original material, even Simon's vow was actually not as poorly handled in the book /until/ that specific scene, whereas the show meshed all of it together in one scene and made it look awful all within that episode's ending.

yeah, i agree. i'm actually surprised this is one of the complaints for s3. this season was always going to be different to the book despite whatever the show claimed. other than the duel, quick marriage and the sexual assault scene, season 1 was very different from the original story. i think people just didn’t notice because TDAI isn’t a fan favourite for obvious reasons. and romancing mr bridgerton didn’t have much of a plot going on. colin and penelope already know each other and are pretty good friends. the only significant plot point was lady whistledown (maybe colin’s writing aspirations, but i didn’t really care about that). ofcourse they needed to add things and change the story a bit. i can’t imagine the execution of the s3 storyline being any good but its pretty different from s1. for starters they won’t even be fake courting; colin will just be helping penelope. the plotline is more like the D.U.F.F, or she’s all that rather than s1. plus, daphne and penelope’s situations are very different.

also, regarding simon’s vow, the show did handle it poorly. i remember when i first watched the epilogue, i felt like i was watching daphne’s happily ever after rather than simon and daphne’s hea. like the entire thing was framed as daphne finally getting the family she ever wanted (even carrying on the bridgerton naming tradition). too many people think that because they gave him flashbacks, the show did a good job fleshing him out. when simon deserved better and more time spent on his character and issues. like after episode 2, his vow and trauma were painted as something he needed to get over so daphne could get her HEA.

[keichanz]

alright. okay.

rin is in the damn tree. fine, whatever idec anymore. but y'all, I gotta ask....

why the FUCK are sessrinners like "ITS CANON OMG ITS CONFIRMED" when its literally not?? y'all where tf you see that its confirmed?? newsflash guys, rin being in the tree confirms literally nothing. it doesn't mean she's the mom. it doesn't mean she's married to sess. fuck for all you know she could still just be his fucking ward/daughter or what-thefuck-ever. maybe she has another purpose. maybe its her goddamn ghost or something for all you know. which is n o t h i n g.

stop jumping the fucking gun and wait for the goddamn episode to air before you go around screaming your ship is canon when you don't know shit. its annoying as fuck and idec if you come at me for being rude, im fucking done with this already. you're making something that i genuinely enjoy lose its appeal and frankly it's pissing me off.

yeah i fucking said it. die mad about it.

[noorengels]

Part 1. Okay I’m really skinny (like extremely skinny) but I have both hip dips and stretch marks (idk why tbh) but I had no idea that stretch marks were considered “ugly” or idk that they looked like scars and I really liked them cause of the purple colors and everything idk I just liked the way they looked and I also liked my hip dips cause idk again I just liked them but yeah... in high school I saw people’s comments on some famous girls’ posts saying that those hip dips looked weird

Part 2. and that they should more and stuff and I was like WHAT I HAD NO IDEA but at some point I started following feminist accounts etc and I started being positive ig about my body. My mum stills tells me to wear clothes that don’t show my hip dips too much but idec high wasted (or whatever they’re called) swimsuits (the ones they were wearing in baywatch) make me look really hot and every girl I’ve seen with hip dips... so don’t worry I’m sure you look amazing 💗

ur literally so cute i love you but ur so right most people i’ve talked to didn’t realise that hip dips and stretch marks were something you’re supposed to be insecure about until people post about it like ?? those “normalise x” posts make it seem like these things aren’t normal even tho they are ??? sorry ur mum makes u wear that juSt to hide them but if you look hot then its a win !!

[wintersoldeer]

ok here's some totally incoherent thoughts about endgame that i just have to write down or i might explode spoilers: i loved it also actual spoilers spoilers very spoilery spoilers

1. Steve and the goddddamn mjölnir!!!!! FINALLY!!!!!! when thor, iron man and cap were like 'aw yeahhh we're gonna fight thanos' i was like what the heckie is steve even doing there, supersoldier or not he's just a human. then thor drops his hammer and i’m like oh my gods please literally crossing my fingers. then thor’s fight is not going so well and oh no he definitely needs someone to save him! i’m like ohhhhhmygooddss. and THEN IT FINALLY HAPPENS I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS FOR YEARS HELL YEAHHHHH

2. steve & peggy dance. yes. just yes. fucking finally. i love it. it was perfect i cried

3. clint should’ve died. (finally haha) he was my fave since before the avengers and i was so sure he was going to die back then, but then he didn’t and look what’s became of him since.......... i had a violent flashback to watching age of ultron for the first time and for the first time just hoping that my fave character (that would be clint) would just die, bc they’re screwing his character over so badly........ and most definitely it. should.  not. have. been. natasha. who. died.  that was such a bullshit i mean WHAT THE FUCK????  i mean maybe clint and natasha were the only remaining avengers that actually loved each other (?¿¿????¿¿¿?¿ tho that’s just flimsy, i’m just trying to....idek) and that’s why it had to be them on that stupid fuckin death cliff, but why did natasha have to die?? just because clint had a family (still with no actual characterization, not that i even care, or maybe i would if the movies had given me any reason to...) to return to and she didn’t??that fucking sucks and what sucks even more is that not only was natasha the only character that died (i’m not even counting tony, bc that was very Different) but she’s the only original female avenger AND it’s the same stupd fucking rock that the only original female gotg gamora died in such a bullshit way just last movie??? goddddd i hated that so much like maybe if she hadn’t been the first one to die and all the original avengers would’ve died as was i kinda hoping (tho i love happy endings so i didn’t actually hope that it would happen..), maybe then i would be okay with her being dead. now i am very much not okay, and that means very much not okay in a angry way, not in a sad way

4. speaking of death: to me tony’s was perfect. i might not be the biggest fan of how he always got the most screentime and a bigger role than other characters, but i can’t deny that he definitely is the heart of the whole mcu and it had to be him who saves the day in the end and what else could it have been that a very tony-like self-sacrifice..... god i cried. i loved that he got a funeral (even tho natasha didn’t...) and i loved his funeral with all the people and fricking harley and then the kid saying how much she likes cheeseburgers and the frickin ‘proof that tony stark has a heart’ and sfghkklkghhhh

5. i gasped audibly when i noticed that natasha was wearing the arrow necklace

6. i kinda forgot that vision ever even existed..... in the end i first thought that wanda was talking about pietro and then i was like ok well maybe not maybe she’s talking about tony or something WHICH MAKES NO SENSE LOL i don’t even remember what she actually said, but as was pointed out to me, she was probably talking about vision. who was a thing that existed... whoops

7. ugh i hate brucenat, i really thought we were over that shit already. i also very much disliked that they actually decided to go with professor hulk, but idk w/e i don’t care that much. but natasha’s death sucked tho and the one thing i do not want to see is bruce’s pain or whatever when the movie didn’t even give me the time or reason to actually grieve for her goddd that whole thing was such a bullshit

8. i did not like that thor was treated as a joke most of his screentime........

9. that stevepeggy dance tho. love it. it’ll probably take me at least another seven years to get over it

10. i fricking adored the whole going back in time thing, especially the 2012. the callbacks and the humor really worked for me, the elevator scene straight from cap2 but reversed and hail hydra and steve fighting steve and loki’s expressions when things go wrong and goddhhh i loved it all aaaaaaa, that was the moment when i was like ok i need to see this movie again immediately.... also the fact that their time travel rules were that they were just creating new paths or w/e i guess, and not actually changing what happened to them specifically... good. so many aus

11. that final battle was so perfectly epic

12. tho shouldn’t valkyrie’s (who really just doesn’t have a real name, now does she..) horse have died after being shot haha

13. i loved that clint had the gauntlet for so long, like he’s definitely the Least Qualified Person to keep it safe, why would that be his job, it was amazing

14. i hated natasha’s death with burning passion, but i loved how she and clint fought each other over who gets to throw themselves off that cliff. tho i really hoped that their ‘yeahh we know what we have to do’ would’ve rather meant that they decided to just throw red skull down bc who even knows if it even actually needs love sacrifice or w/e, a soul is a soul is a soul

15. i loved the human jarvis whatever-his-first-name-was cameo and i really need to finally watch/rewatch agent carter

16. i really liked the tony howard scene even if i thought it felt a bit iffy, bc i feel like there’s so much more to unpack w/ those daddy issues.... but maybe that scene means that there is that one universe where howard was actually a good dad. i want to believe that. yeah. (maybe not but let me dream)

17. i like how they totally forgot that sharon carter ever even existed

18. damn that moment when black panther comes through that portal

19. damn that moment when gi ant-man is giant

20. damn that final battle was so epic

21. damn that steve with mjölnir

22. this movie was SO GOOD when it was good and so mehhh when it was bad, and i’m really glad that it was just good enough that i can forgive overlook all of its flaws. (tho i will not forgive what they did to natasha, even if i can mostly ignore it when thinking about how good most of the rest of the movie was) but idk if it would’ve been perfect, maybe i wouldn’t have survived like there’s this One Huge Thing (natasha) that really brings down the movie that otherwise would’ve been just Amazing

23. i don’t know if my heart has ever beaten as fast as when steve finally picks up the hammer. never while watching a movie, at least

24. i love that carol has her short haircut, bc it bothered me so much in cpn marvel that she should not have been able to see anything when her hair was just constantly on her face haha

25. i feel nothing but seething resentment towards clint’s stupid family and that stupid family man role he is stuck with

26. why was natasha’s hair so weird and ugly. why can’t it just be red??

27. clint’s hair was weird and ugly too and i think i have finally kinda given up on mcu!clint (tho he has those small Very Good moments and i cry for what could’ve been.....we could’ve have it aaaaaalllll.... i think i’m going to watch swat (2003) again and still pretend it’s the clint backstory movie i deserve haha, it’s been ages since i’ve seen it idk if it would still work for me, i’m gonna try)

28. i love nebula tho

29. i loved the trip down memory lane! frigga!!!! the way the continuation of the avengers capturing loki just felt so natural and like it probably happened just like that! nebula and rhodey judging quill’s singing and dancing haha yes! everything! just as i was hoping it would be!

30. doesn’t really have anything to do with this movie but: i still firmly believe that coulson never died. i still firmly believe that pietro never died. 

31. falcon cap helll yeah!!

32. i guess i’ll never get my strike team delta movie with clintasha best friends soulmates and with buckynat and the red room.........  goddd there really should’ve been a black widow movie after cap2. like that was The Perfect Spot for a black widow movie, it’s really a crime that there isn’t one, and even if they make a black widow movie now, it’ll definitely be too little too late.

33. like..... a for effort..... for that female heroes girl power.... ughhhh.... scene, i guess, but that. does. not. cut. it. when you have just killed natasha

34. things i really wished they would say in some perfect moments: “hail hydra” “avengers assemble!” “i am iron man”. things they did say in those moments: “hail hydra” “avengers assemble” “i am iron man”, gogssgddd that was perfect (ok i also really did wish steve would’ve said the “i could do this all day” in the fight but couldn’t say bc the movie had just made fun of that.. i’m kinda sad but haha it’s not that big of a deal, maybe if he hadnt said it in civil war which i dont like but well...)

35. haha people are already complaining about the steve going back thing and how it’s definitely not moving on and erasing character development or whatever and HA. i finally got my stevepeggy dance i don’t care about anything else i am so happy!!!!!

36. i am so glad i managed to avoid any spoilers bc i hear that there was some pretty massive ones going around??¿?¿?

37. also: ok from here on out i am not here for any of you negative nancys complaining (probably very reasonable complaints idec) about the movie, god i really wish it was 2012 again

38. in final thoughts: i absolutely loved it and i love that it turns out that i’m apparently still very much marvel trash........ if natasha hadn’t died, especially in such a bullshit way, i would’ve been able to overlook everything else that was kinda meh about the movie and just purely and blindly loved it. i still did love it, a lot, but now there’s that bitter aftertaste.....

ok now, maybe that’s enough rambling and repeating myself....... i’m going to need to see it again asap

//EDIT

39. I FORGOT TO MENTION IT BC I FORGOT ABOUT IT but goooooooooodddd i loved nebula and tony playing that game in the beginning and tony letting nebula win ääääää

[depression-stays-but-you-dont]

for my next act.... I get engaged to someone with an actual brain.

a functioning brain. not a half of a peanut jumbling around in his mom’s fucking purse. hahahahaha whatever mom says go, and his mom never missed a chance to make sure everyone knows that I’m a lazy worthless piece of shit pig hahaaa she said that to him on the phone not knowing I was right there and I happened to be drunk so at least I told her off once. 

but seriously for the most part this fucking bitch abused me, blackmailed me, stalked me and i never gave her a piece of my mind. I ever see her walking around in town and she comes at me with “ooooh honey sweetheart I know you hate me but just know I love you!” i swear to fucking godddd I wanna tell this bitch off soo badly i might just fuckin go over there and yell at her idec. arrest me. try. wouldnt be the first fucking time. 

anyways im so pissed off and so paranoid I still check out every single car i see i count which types of cars i see, i constantly scan for them its fucking ridiculous my ex is 1000 miles away and i am STILL looking over my shoulder CONSTANTLY. 

and it’s also hilarious of course because now everyone who knows my ex in this town which is pretty much everyone all hate me and will not hesitate to scream at me on the streets or call the cops on me for no fucking reason and yeah i cant leave my house without his bullshit following me around so idk i really dont know but ik i really dont wanna fucking get a job in this town lmao i fucking hate this place i fucking hate that he gets to go start a new life away from here and he gets to be happy and everyone cheers him on and says “yay you finally did better than your last one” when HE FUCKING GAVE ME PTSD AND PERMANENTLY BOOTED MY PARANOIA TO TEN  jfc im so angry he gets a fresh start and im still trying to heal even the earliest wounds he gave me

no one even fucking cared he’s a hero for joining the army now so i will never get closure and nobody will ever care to see my side of the story where he broke me down emotionally every fucking day with his mind games nd then told me i was being too much because of it andeven tho i gave him... every single thing i had so that he could succeed... it was still never enough and now im so fucking empty. :)

[thatssosadstuck]

i dont know where to begin i guess just by laying this shit out hey i dont really have a concrete name for myself yet but i know it starts with d yknow for big dick haha anyway im just trying to build up uh not the confidence but like just motivation to actually lay everything out. ive been feeling jealous about something with my amazing gf love her to death and shit like i dont know she makes me feel appreciated and loved like no other has i feel like she really truly gets me she knows how i feel just by reading my words and yeah anyway ill gush about her in a minute i just want to get what im jealous about and she didnt even do anything wrong im just insecure while in a relationship given my past and i guess i feel possessive??? idec about typos right now anyway i know i shouldnt feel possessive im king kong giant ape simp surpreme and shes the anne or whatever the blonde chicks name was anyway were on this discord server and shes been there for a while way before me and like a year or so before i met her she like posted nudes or whatever and i was bored one night recently and i was like damn what will i find i know i should have just been like ok i might see something and this would happen but i was kinda drunk so i just go and i find them and i sort just had a reaction just like locally nothing violent or anything just like getting really upset anyway like i know i dont have a right to be upset at all shes independant from me and thats really great and i respect that im not gonna ask her to do anything about it because this was way before she met me and i know shes loyal shes really fucking loyal and i admire that about her and also other things ofc but like i cant help but feeling jealous i guess lol i know i should like shes with me and she loves me and i know shes like just for me but i dont know its like really shit to see other people oogling her even though this was a year(s) or so ago and hasnt even done anything like even remotely recent i know im being dumb and insecure haha i realise this jealousy doesnt holds up and im holding her against what others have done to me and i shouldnt do that im just not very good with my own feelings and emotions i guess realising all of this does help make me yknow realize that im being stupid by getting upset but that the jealousy is not a the truth and is in fact a false belief a belief that if she did that then shes doing shit or whatever i know thats not true i know were happy together and we have talked about this and everything is good i love her shes so smart and funny and really just understands me and accepts me for who i am even if i can be annoying i talk a lot and im very like lovey dovey when im in a real relationship and i know that thats not for everyone but it doesnt excuse like going behind my back and perpetually emotionally and every once and a while physically abusing me anyway shes great im so lucky i found her shes like a diamond in the rough and shes always shining in my eye ill always cherish her and not let these negative thoughts ruin anything for me with her i have more on my mind but ill make a seperate post for that