#yeah i'm feeling sappy rn

[taegularities]

just thinking thoughts

[falloutcoys]

Huh, congrats you two! 💖

haha thank you ^^ 💖💖💖

[doodle17]

Could you maybe tell us what future Raz and Lilis relationship is like now?

*vibrating with excitement*

Putting this under a read more because it might be really long hemngh

So I'd decided to study their characters and how they interact a little more (mostly from the second game, but a little bit of the first too) and think about how their relationship would develop as they got older.

I came to the conclusion that I want to portray them as two people who have some level of affection for the other, but don't have time to focus on being sappy "boyfriend and girlfriend" because of work. The "fun" part their relationship ended waaaay back when they were 18-ish and went from Junior Agents to Official Psychonauts. It ain't exactly easy to go on dates and save the world at the same time y'know, and both of them have a lot of personal stuff going on.

Raz is almost always busy. Constantly filling out paperwork, running around in Sasha's lab, doing agent stuff, Circus stuff, the WHOLE shebang. Lili, is still trying to get over her dad's retirement, as the while thing still feels very surreal to her. Not to mention Hollis and her dad trying to push her to become the next Grand Head, much to her dismay. It's not very easy to have a social life with that much going on to be 100% honest.

Theres also taking their very different personalities into account. Lili's "Fuck around and find out" and Raz's sticking to a solid plan type of methods tend to clash quite often, and many newcomers have a hard time telling whether or not they're dating or competing with eachother.

Lili is probably the most complicated woman Raz has ever worked with, and while he finds it endearing he also finds it incredibly exhausting. Sometimes, It feels like she'll do the exact opposite of what he tells her just to get a reaction out of him, out of spite. But it's not like she can help it. She absolutely hates being told what to do, and one of her least favorite things about Raz is when he decides to become "Mr. Boss man" and order everyone around during missions. Despite all of- that- however, they do end up having very successful missions!... Most of the time.

There's also the pressure to keep up professional appearances for their fellow agents and new interns. One thing the both of them can agree on, is that they'll avoid showing any PDA in front of their coworkers. They still cringe thinking about how a little too comfortable they were as kids, and how almost EVERYONE in the Motherlobe knew about it. Luckily, most of those people are retired, quit or fired, and gives the two a better chance to be a little more professional with their relationship in front of the newcomers, because if they have to hear, "You guys are like the next Sasha and Milla!" One more time...

This isn't to say that things are always rough and gloomy for them. They still have a very special connection, and after knowing eachother for half of their lives, it's not like they're going to get rid of the other anytime soon. So might as well make the most of it, eh? She'll never admit it out loud, but there's really no other person Lili would rather be tied up and dangling over a pool of pyrokenetic sharks with than Raz (which has actually happened before btw) There's no way you won't catch them holding hands or sneaking a quick kiss at least once.

Anyways, to sum all of this shishkabable up best I can: They're WAY too close to be considered "just coworkers", but they also have way too much going on to focus on a serious relationship at this time.

Good on you if you managed to read my nonsensical ramblings all the way through! Take a prize from the prize bin you deserve it 👏 👏👏

[poerfect]

can we be aromantic and wishing we weren't? like wanting to know what love is but feeling that we can't?...

[mintaikk]

Analyzing the Symbrock kiss bcuz I've lost all sense of shame

Thinkin about that scene in 2018 Venom where Venom saved Eddie in the Forest. Imma refer to Venom as she/it in this post because they're agender, I wanna show that more, and I think that they just take on the gender and pronouns of whatever gender their host is. But please note that appearance doesnt always equal gender, and im just reffering to this rn because i like agender Venomm. Anyways!

The way she snuck in using her tentacles to kill the guys one by one. Venom was literally so excited to save her dumbass human. Look at the way it tosses the guy like a ragdoll. Look at her stance. Look at the confidence. Look at the way she looks down at Eddie. Look at the way it licks its lips. The way she's grinning more than usual and says, "Hi, Eddie." Bro is LOVING this.

We all know Venom is actually a really sappy romantic. I KNOW bro was excited for this rescue romance and how happy she was that she got to be the "knight in shining armor."

AND IT WORKED.

Look at Eddie's face when he realized that Venom was coming to save him. Pure happiness. Pure excitement. Pure, "my boyfriend's back and you're gonna get in trouble." Pure, "lmao, yall are FUCKED"

NOT TO MENTION HIS OTHER REACTION

Sadly, I can't put the clip because of tumblers "one video per post" rule. But yall remeber his little, "woahhh," right? Pure awe? Also, the fact that he was clearly into it. He saw Venom eat a guy's head and immediately after is just like "😮👉👈."He was literally just-

And of course, the kiss that made dudebros do mental backflips to explain away.

Venom's still super excited. Look at how happy it is to pick Eddie up! Look at its tongue waving in the air! Also, another thing to note is that this is the first time Venom closes its eyes. In the first two movies, Venom never blinks or closes its eyes at all. But, the first time she closed her eyes was to express emotion when kissing Eddie.

This is as much as I'm going to in the gif show bcuz as much as I love the scene, I also kind of found it gross (I kept imagining the spit everywhere and it looked like Eddie was eating Anne when we saw her and the liquidy noises grossed me out) but still. Look at Venom's face.

I actually think this is the first and only time as of now that we saw Venom look so peaceful. Eddie is Venom's home, and it feels safe with him. It could've bonded with him any other way, but she chose to bond with Eddie by shoving her tongue down his throat because she wanted to. And also, probably to complete the, "we make out under the Moonlight after I rescue you," thing because again, Venom is a giant romantic sap.

Also, she literally wrapped her tentacles around him his neck and shoulders. While you could argue that it was just symbiosis through skin contact, like we've seen before in the movie, I still find it very sweet.

Oh, yeah, Eddie's reaction. Eddie had absolutely no idea that Anne was the host. Even when she appeared, his eyes were closed so he couldn't tell. All he knew was that his not alien bf that he thought was killing him came to his rescue, picked him up, and started French kissing him. And he just went, "yeah okay." Didn't even try to fight back. Didn't pull away from the kiss, in fact, even leaning into it, all while moaning.

Another thing: while the host can communicate with the symbiote, the Symbiote cannot conteol their own body, so all of this was Venom. Anne even admits later in the movie that the kiss was Venom's idea. And in a deleted scene, Anne says that the kiss was "mostly her," but Venom pipes up and yells, "Well actually it was mostly me!" While cut content shouldn't be considered canon, I find it funny that Venom wanted Eddie to know that the kiss was his idea. Yes, his ass is weirdly flirting with Eddie, lol. (He/him cuz at that point, his host was Eddie).

[smolcinnamonchipmunk]

It's well past the timeframe that I saw this trend (like one, maybe two months? My memory is shit), but whatever. I have a headache from not eating today, barely been able to force myself to eat, and overall feel like shit so I'm gonna ramble. Or be self-indulgent, depending on how this is interpreted, I guess

Everything I see about people liking vore for comfort, or protection, or yada yada yada, sappy stuff. Which, like, don't get me wrong, I love that shit too

But for me it's about the ISOLATION

I don't know how to describe it exactly, and I don't know if my attempt will get the point across, but I'm just fucking tired

Like 'Say I'm fine then thousand yard stare for the entire work day, oops, now it's three months later' kind of tired, the 'Just gotta make it one more day' kind of tired, the 'I find joy in nothing I do but I'm too stubborn and exhausted to do anything about it so I sit in it' kind of tired

Coupled with work to being called lazy and irresponsible by older family members, again, and just thing after thing after thing after thing after Thing After THING

I ain't special, I know this. Everyone deals with these kind of things, especially as adults, but I've always been easily overwhelmed. It just wasn't an issue growing up cause I'm a Shutdown rather than someone who maybe cries or gets frustrated enough to lash out first. Now I'm an adult, have been for over half a decade, and you're just kind of expected to know how to handle things even if you weren't taught them, expected to roll with the punches and live with the stress

Point is, I see vore as an escape above all, seeking comfort in the isolation and alone of it. Yeah, I'm surrounded by someone or something, but I like to think of it as more of a reprieve. No one can touch me, or talk to me, or fucking bother me if I'm literally placed away from existence (basically I want my own sensory deprivation chamber lmao)

I definitely won't say no to the trope of the prey being liked by the pred though. I'm not gonna say admired cause that feels narcissistic and I can't think of other words rn (loved doesn't quite fit either in my brain), but, like, kind of the happiness I feel when looking at my cats. They just exist and I'm happy about them

Idk why someone would feel the same way about me, but considering I feel like a worthless, unproductive piece of shit who can't even exist right half the time, being eaten kind of feels like a decent trade off to a pred (yes I think about friendships kind of like transactions, yes I know it's unhealthy, but if my friend just wants me to sit with them quietly like a Creature or play games in return for their fantastic company I'm down, I just want to do more for them but am tired and broke lol)

Like, I'm not good at working many things, or organizing, or being productive, or good at conversation/comforting, or even existing, but the thought of being eaten kind of gives a sense of purpose, in a way

Kind of, like, when I pet a stray cat or feed it and it's happy. Like, someone else maybe would have reached out and made them happy, but maybe they wouldn't have and how lucky am I to be making them this happy, you know? Maybe I feel like shit and don't necessarily want to see tomorrow, but I can keep making them happy

I don't fucking know if I made any sense and the phantom smells are kicking in, so I'm gonna go lay down or whatever. Fucking, isolation and purpose, I guess

[pbpsbff]

happy 1 year of r&r :)

i know it's a lil cringe to like. celebrate the birthday of a series on ao3 but r&r is literally my child. my baby. i birthed this series. and you all signed up for this when u started reading my fics thank u

soooooooo thank u guys for all the support i've received over r&r i know it's hard to stay a consistent reader when my posting schedule is entirely non existent but i am so grateful for everyone who's stuck around this long and been with me for this journey (calling it a journey because a year ago i did not have any sort of overarching plot in mind and now we're 17? 18? fics deep and so many things have happened and i'm usually just as surprised as my readers) it's rlly u guys that have kept me going this long

ANYWAY. i rewrote this like 500 times cause i hate being like. overly sappy on this account because it's way funnier to act like a celebrity with a huge ego, but real talk i am so proud of everything i've done w this series & what it's become in the past year

i've been posting my writing online since i was like 10, so we're going on almost 9 years now and i don't think i've ever ever ever received as much support for something as i have for r&r and something about that is soooo special to me??? idk it's just so nice to see a completely self indulgent series become so loved by others, especially since the only other fics i had up before gmm&m were a little more on the "i'm gonna write what seems popular right now" side???

like shoutout to everyone who was here before/around when i started the series because my account was so empty like. 2 fics and one gets updated every 6 months. r&r pulled me out of the trench i fear. it also cured me of my very horrible disease that makes me delete all my fics after 9 months and then completely disappear from a fandom so everyone say thank you r&r

but yeah idk where i'm going with this i'm very grateful for r&r and all the friends i've made and people i've met through it because i was very lonely before i rejoined tumblr and r&r was like. 90% of the reason i made my account

AND SPEAKING OF FRIENDS. thank u to

@spidergrotto & @sapoteylx for being the first ppl i met on here to openly talk about and support r&r which i thought was so so cool even if you guys have become my haters in the past few months i've known you :/ thank u r&r nation u keep me humble and miserable (and i am very thankful for our friendship i think some aspects of r&r would be very different if we'd never met)

& ao3 user classactical because you've been here since like. a month or two into the series i think and i always always always look forward to your comments because i feel like if you comment, i did a good job on the fic LOL thank u for sticking around for so long, even if ao3 has been actively working against you for a whiiiiile

there's a lot more i want to say and a lot of people i want to mention but that would take a very long time and i always feel weird tagging a lot of people in posts so just know if u read r&r we are kissing rn. or high fiving idk whatever floats ur boat i guess

but yeah anyway tl:dr happy birthday r&r i'm very proud of this series & very thankful for everyone who has read any part of it ever u guys are so cool and hot and have amazing taste and i'm taking your kudos and bookmarks etc. as you swearing your allegiance to me and promising me your undying support no matter what (legally binding btw) thank u guys

[kushami-hime]

CW: Alcohol use, alcohol consumption, drunk/tipsy! B/akugo, sick & sneezy B/akugo, wedding setting, I/zuochaco mentions, background music, crowd noises, B/akugo embarrassing himself, B/akugo airing out his feelings for everyone and being sappy while under the influence, mother hen K/irishima if you squint, also K/iribaku if you squint, D/enki being a jerk but he's still there to help regardless, K/iri and K/ami getting sneezed on at least once each, mentions of mess/messy sneezes, noseblowing, K/acchan being difficult, chaos overall basically

The big day has arrived...I/zuku and O/chaco's wedding is here! And B/akugo, being the inner softy that he is, wouldn't miss it for the world...even if he's just caught the worst cold bug he's ever dealt with. Now it's up to K/irishima and K/aminari to make sure he stays out of trouble, but that's easier said than done when the usually collected K/atsuki has already accessed the open bar...

Wow. It's very much past my bedtime guys but I FINISHED IT I hope this can help some of you get through this week in one peace. I'll start recording again on a normal basis very soon, just need to try and upkeep the house cause it's a mess rn and I'm sorta house sitting atm while peeps are on vacation ouo; But yeah! this wav was like 2 years in the making. Nonny who asked for this, if you're still here, I hope you like the end result! Editing this was quite fun considering I had my own wedding rather recently lol

Enjoy guys! I'm goin to bed-

[unorcadox]

UNORCADOX

howdy, i'm mabel! it's the 3 year anniversary of unorcadox today, so i've prepared a decent bit of surprises. (and yes that means i started this blog in 2020, which is terrifying to think about.) i'll go into those new things under the cut, but first... check out the carrd linked in the header text of this post :3c

sooo soo so so so where on earth do i begin. uhh honestly let me just break down the new stuff first since i can talk about that more easily.

THE NEW LOOK! ok so like truth be told, i've been a faceless blog on purpose up until now. it wasn't until this summer where i actually liked how i looked or had any solid sense of my own aesthetic or what i wanted to look like. it also made it easier to protect against dysphoria and transphobes in the same breath, as no one could ever comment on any aspect of my appearance, or even the mere suggestion i even had one to begin with! but that all changes now, i'm going to actually have a presence on this blog, as it is MY blog and tbh i'm tired of being so faceless on here. that's why i've been doing more asks and non-edit posts recently, and those will increase in frequency. check out the carrd for more info, my sona's ref, and art credits for assets on here <3

mondays -> MUSIC MONDAYS! so it might come as a shock i'm actually a musician in addition to making stuff on here! i've promoted my music a couple of times by now, but nothing all that substantial. sooo, considering that, i'm going to be replacing monday oc posts with a music post! just a link to a song on my bandcamp and a little description about it. i don't really care if these perform particularly well, but i want to give people a chance to actually hear it without having to deep dive through my entire internet history to get it. i also will be releasing more soon-- whether via compilations of older work or new stuff altogether :3

MORE IN THE FUTURE! i have a couple other ideas up my sleeve, we'll see how they pan out but i wanna keep trying new possibilities on here. i think at this point i've proven my consistency, and it's about time i let myself have a little fun and explore my options. these will be announced individually but probably added here over time as this is the new pinned post lol.

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ok so anyways, i do wanna have the mandatory sappy segment because of course i do. i want to say a couple of things but i'll split them into bullet points again bc yeah i do that.

this year has been really good for me and the blog, in most ways it's been the straight up best year of my life uncontested. not everything has gone perfectly, i had other plans that fell through, but hey that's just how life goes huh. at one point, i was easily projected to hit 20k by the end of the year, and now i'll be happy if i hit 17k lol. tumblr has not been that kind to my blog's growth this year and it's making me consider other options in the future, but everything's so scary rn i don't wanna commit to anything.

as for the blog itself, i've kinda been in a weird spot with it for a while. i've been scraping by on here intermittently for the entire year on and off, and i might have some ways to help keep me on top of the ball during the next year, but i also do wonder how long i can really keep doing this, and how long people will still like weirdcore and my work in particular. i've been considering branching out in terms of my presentation, or format, or style, but i feel incredibly weird about doing so.

in my personal life, this is the year i finally started transitioning and seeking treatment for my most pressing issues. i've finally started dating the love of my life, my best friend of 10 years, and despite some interpersonal turmoil all around me, i think i'm finally finding safe ground and knowing what i wanna do next. i don't really talk about it on here because i'm very private about it, but i've been kinda slowly becoming like a Real Adult Person this year. i didn't really have much of a chance to prior and i still am struggling a lot, but hey i know what i want now!

it's really silly to say but this blog still means a lot to me! it's seen me through the craziest times in my entire life, it's brought me so much perspective and knowledge and opportunities i wouldn't've had otherwise. i wake up every day and go on here and never stop feeling starstruck that people chose to follow me. i know tumblr success means nothing but to me it's the only community i've ever actually belonged to, so thank you all.

ok so like i really just don't have much else to say anymore, so i think i'll end it there! thank you all again, i can't wait for year 4 as it's going to definitely be a crazy one lol. let's hope it's a good one too!

[project-sekai-facts]

Ik I don’t usually respond to Q&A Friday but 2 things:

1. It’s really cool that you’re in film school! I’m doing a game dev degree and I can confirm that my team also slacks off by playing smash bros.

2. Another potential issue with the WxS event is how their audio is just good. I took a game sound course and we looked at some film sound design too. The main thing I learned in terms of filming is most sounds are added in post since recording is optimized for dialogue. Also I just feel it’s a missed opportunity to have Emu play around in a sound booth. I love recording raw sounds to turn into effects. It’s a lot of messing around with stuff and trying to think of what will sound cool. I just think that suits her perfectly. Also just the characters talking about spending time looking for sound/music/editing effects online would have been nice.

Anyway that’s all. I hope any upcoming filming goes well too!

- R.Q anon

Yeah I'm currently doing film in college after I did media in high school! My main focus is actually in animation rn but I'm switching to writing/theory for next year when i start uni because i realised i liked that side of things more (side eyes the akito essay i just dropped. i'm actually thankful for this account and prsk itself in some ways because it allowed me to realise what i like doing. that sounds really sappy actually akdjkajk ignore that). Game dev sounds really cool actually, it was something i looked into when i was looking through degrees but i can't code for shit lol. I hope you're enjoying it though ^^

Ooh yeah I agree! Obviously theatre sound production is slightly different to foley for films and they don't usually have someone to spare for backstage, but we've still seen Rui make multiple audio-based devices. It'd be cool if they made one for sound effects that weren't voice-based sometime. Honestly this could be something cool to put into their upcoming arc considering it sounds like they're making a movie. And agree I bet Emu (and maybe Rui) would love messing around recording foley and other sounds.

Thank you anon!

[its-all-papaya]

17,22 🥰

-> ask me about my 2024!

17. what were your go-to writing snacks?

i really go in snack phases.... like rn it's the bucket of halloween candy i inherited from my home-owner friends who had trick-or-treaters. at earlier points in the year it was ritz crackers, various potato chips... i'm also a big bevvy gal, so it was a lot of gatorade and energy drinks (red bull, celsius, etc) in addition to coffee, hot chocolate, and tea lattes. whatever was handy!

22. share an excerpt from your favorite scene.

uhhhh. are we going dad lando? because i have kind of a lot of favorite scenes from that. but i do generally like a lot of the scenes IN that better than scenes i've written. anybody, nowhere is rlly solid imo, but less bc of its scenes and more bc of the product as a whole. i'll give you dad lando, why not:

They watch the end of free practice on his television that way, her little snuffling breaths puffing against his collarbone as she tracks the cars lazily around track and he traces his knuckles up and down her spine, over and over. It’s just past ten when Oscar calls. Emma still hasn’t nodded off at all, but she’s worn-out enough that she doesn’t react other than an extra-deep inhale when Lando’s phone vibrates against the quilt. “Hey,” Lando answers the video with his free hand, the other still on Emma’s back, “I’ve got this koala here, heads up.” He tilts the screen down enough for Oscar to see. Emma sighs into his chest and her fingers twitch where they’re curled against his bare side. “Aw,” Oscar’s voice is soft, “what’s up?” “Don’t feel good,” Emma repeats like she had an hour back, only this time it’s muffled enough that Lando’s not sure Oscar’s caught any of it. “Stuffed-up nose,” Lando clarifies, lifting his hand from her back to tuck her hair back away from her face, “she’s just having a bit of a hard time sleeping, yeah?”

this might be recency bias bc i just wrote that scene last week and looooove its sappy soft vibes but uh. the other option was just MORE nortrell and it feels like that's all i've shared from dad lando so :,)

[shieldofiron]

Hey so I know that I've been kinda gone but I do have something started for part whatever of HTFTD but I'm dying rn. Just imagine for a second Trans!Jason x Eddie and Jason getting his period and Eddie cuddling him and all that sappy shit. Please please I need it rn.

Actually I mentioned something like this is But I’m A Cheerleader, why is it so cute??? Anyway, let’s do this.

Eddie can usually tell when it's about to happen. He tries not to be weird about it, but a few days before he surprises Jason with an extra basket of fries at lunch.

Jason's nothing if not a creature of habit, though, so Eddie knows when Jason shows up looking vaguely pissed off, in the faded blue hoodie he only wears when he isn't feeling well. He doesn't act any differently, just has a sort of pinched expression on his face.

Eddie shoots him a text to meet him in the van at lunch, and it's a 50/50 shot whether he shows up. Jason has a whole complex about pain, and being the "strong" guy. But he does show up, hands tucked into his hoodie, and Eddie just smiles, trying not to be weird about it.

"Hey, Tiger," Eddie smiles, "You wanna cuddle?"

Jason scoffs, "This is why we're skipping lunch?"

"Yeah," Eddie just smiles wider, "I missed you."

It's not a line, and Eddie can tell Jason knows that he means it.

"'Kay," Jason frowns, but there's nothing sharp in his eyes. "Weirdo."

Eddie tosses a few drumsticks and some books off of the beanbag chair and waits for Jason to come so they can fold themselves into it.

"You gonna go to practice later?" Eddie asks softly when Jason flinches as they settle in.

"I was thinking of skipping, maybe," Jason frowns and cuddles close to Eddie's chest, tangling their legs together. When they're finally as close as can be, he sort of melts, going soft and clingy.

"Yeah?" Eddie presses his lips against Jason's forehead, "Wanna come over? Wayne's making pot roast so there will be tons of extras."

Jason's fingers dig in tightly to Eddie's sides, "He won't mind?"

"Fuck no," Eddie snorts, ruffling Jason's hair with a puff of air, "Are you kidding? He'd prefer it if I didn't come home to dinner."

Jason makes a grumbling little huff, "That's not true."

Eddie curls around him and rubs his back, "It's a little true."

Jason shakes his head, "Don't be jealous because me and Wayne are bros."

Eddie rolls his eyes, "I have never been a bro to anyone, I promise I'm not."

Jason buries his face in Eddie's chest, "Can we have the blanket?"

Eddie nudges Jason a little so that he can kiss Jason's temple, "Yeah of course. Is it... is it bad today?"

Jason hesitates, and then nods just a little.

So they curl up under the musty blanket in the afternoon sun streaming through the van windows.

Eddie kisses Jason's temple again, then his forehead, and when Jason finally turns his face up towards Eddie, his nose. Jason laughs a little, ending on a wince.

Eddie kisses his lips softly, "When it hurts, just squeeze me tighter."

Jason smirks, "I'll hurt you."

Eddie grins, "Don't threaten me with a good time, Tiger."

Jason squeezes and Eddie relaxes into it, kisses Jason's cheeks and holds him back.

"I don't break so easily, and neither do you," Eddie kisses his nose again because it's just so cute.

Jason huffs, but he's still smiling, and snuggling impossibly closer to Eddie and practically purring as a sunbeam hit them. They ended up being late to their next class, but it was worth it. It was always worth it.

[explorevenus]

LOVE LOVE LOVED DOLL PARTS !!!

but 😭😭😭 MAKES ME SO DAMN SAD LIKE ... i cannot, for the life of me, deny that i do like getting taken care of BUT???? WHENEVER IT'S ID LEON OR DI LEON OR HONESTLY JUST WHENEVER IT MENTIONS THE SHIT HE GOES THROUGH I JUST GET SO DAMN SAPPY

"even when im not the most perfect daddy" LET ME SUCK UR DICK 😭😭😭 LIKE. HE DESERVES THE WHOLE WORLD LIKE I JUST WANNA TAKE CARE OF HIM LIKE IT MAKES ME SO DAMN SADDD BECAUSE??? like... WHO AM I TO DESERVE TO BE TREATED LIKE THAT????? TO BE PAMPERED AND TAKEN CARE OF??? IF ANYTHING, *HE'S* THE ONE WHO DESERVES IT !!!

like oh my god i cant even articulate how i feel about him oh my god he literally like... LIKE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 OMG IM SO DRAMATIC RN UR FIC GOT ME EMOTIONAL I SWEAR U EAT EVERYTIME (thats what she said aha)

honestly im atheist but if it would help id probably pray for his sake every single day idk man im so crazy for him

WAAAAHHH I'M SO HAPPY U LIKED IT ;n; <33333

also i am FLOORED by the number of people who seemed quite taken with the "even when i'm not the most perfect daddy" line like yeah sorry but I COOKED WITH THAT bc that is some shit his self-deprecating ass would say to you and it makes me want to FROW UP

he is SO SAD and SO EMOTIONALLY REPRESSED BUT HE LOVES YOU SO MUCH I CAN'T DO THISSSSS

him coping by pouring himself into taking care of you instead of taking care of himself makes my chest hurt bc it is so aggressively something he would do .

anyway i so happy u loved it and thank u for sharing ur thoughts cus i loved reading them ;w; <33

[secretsecretbunny]

Wait wait wait, fav roommate told you to take your time and he'll wait? Is that basically a confession?

oh I mean yeah we've both admitted we like each other I guess? it was basically him being like "I know you know I like you and I know you like me but please don't feel obligated to jump into anything until you're ready" because he knows about my past relationship trauma. also we're both the type of person who loves the chasing stage and he's a huuuge hopeless romantic so he loves courting lmao like he's literally taking his time winning my parents over and everything

basically at this point it's like.. all on me. like all I have to do is give him a subtle "ok" or "I'm ready" but y'know.. I am scared lmao but I know when I do give him that okay, shit's gonna get soooooo sappy and mushy, more so than it already is lmfao

but like.. lately it feels like he's planning something and I'm NERVOUS because he's been giving me those HEART EYES adgsfghjklfjl okay I gotta shut up because I'm literally in the car with him rn and I'm getting flustered

[olliegolliegee]

1. ideal date location?

2. favorite mlm song?

3. what makes you feel loved?

4. are you single or taken?

5. how many crushes have you had?

6. what's your type?

7. do you develop crushes quickly?

8. best show or movie for a date night at home?

9. what are your favorite flowers?

10. what would you give as a gift on an anniversary?

11. what's your favorite album?

12. what's your love language?

13. what are some pet names that make you blush?

14. do you read fanfiction?

15. any fictional crushes?

16. loud boys or quiet boys?

17. any characters you headcanon as mlm?

18. what's your comfort food?

19. last song you listened to?

20. best compliment you ever received?

21. kiss on the lips, cheek or forehead?

22. scalp massage or back massage?

23. any celebrity crushes?

24. what's your guilty pleasure?

25. do you like PDA?

26. how do you prefer to be comforted?

27. favorite way to express affection?

28. big spoon or little spoon?

29. fav love language?

this one spot on a trail in my area. a bunch of rocks on an cliffy thing next to the trail. that sounds perfect. laying down or sitting on or hopping across the rocks, under the open sky, hiking up and down and putting flowers in your hair

not sure if it's aaaaaactually an mlm song but "good old fashioned lover boy" by queen. my goofy answer is "lookin good" by dixon dallas

being sought out. that's how i feel i know that i'm actually valued

single

idk man i don't count

i don't even know if i have one. i always end up crushing on friends tho

really depends. sometimes it's an "OH SHIT THEY'RE REALLY COOL UHM wait shit this is a crush" and sometimes it's a really, really slow realization with a hell of a lot of denial

something fun that we both love. OOH maybe princess bride!! quote at each other, smile, laugh

any and all flowers are amazing. i will also take a bouquet of random branches and leaves and shit (honestly that's better)

something small that's really something they'd like. searching the local little antique store for cute little things would be pretty great. also deeeeefinitely a cheesy date night

ARGHHHHH uhhhhhm i've gotta say, stadium arcadium by red hot chili peppers has a really special place in my heart

quality time and physical touch, i think

god, i really don't know yet. gonna have to find out

yeah. im on tumblr ofc i do

luka couffaine. AAAAAAAAA HE'S SO SWEET. a relationship with him would be the absolute healthiest relationship ever and i am HERE FOR IT. and he wants to be a luthier. MY STRINGY LITTLE HEART IS SCREEECHING RN

both are great, but usually loud boys. like damn, ask for what you need. make them goofy ass comments with me. YELL WITH ME

saying this because a new kotlc book came out but. cmon bro ravioli is canon. alvar is the gayest. also entirely ship fedex (we got the best ship names)

annie's mac n cheese

gonna guess "ophelia" by the lumineers? don't remember what songs were playing on the radio or in the cvs

having someone who i thought didn't like me send me a card in residential saying she thought i was really cool and wanted to be friends with me. she even printed out and sent pictures of goat statues she found and thought of me. for my birthday she gave me a trip to house of bagels, which is where we had our first real conversation. all the little things she do make me feel so valued, she's amazing and thoughtful. still gotta figure out how to actually text her, my computer's acting up

lips :)

BOTH PLEASE

i mean. does stravinsky count. THE FUCKING SWEETEST DUDE WITH THE BEST MUSIC

watching american housewife. it's like one of those shitty tv shows but it's actually really good. it's awesome. dude why is it so good it makes me smile and it has a happy loving marriage it nearly makes me wanna cry

some. hand holding, arm around shoulders, all of that is amazing. kind of uncomfortable with anything long and overly intimate. most i'd be comfortable with is a quick kiss towards the sides of wherever we are

cuddled.

saying happy, sappy, genuine things and seeing them starting to actually believe what i say

both. either. both

physical touch and quality time

[dutifullyshamelessearthquake]

holy shit IM LOSING MY MIND??? I’m done it’s over and

I- I’m running out of ways to express my obsession with your Sickfics… I need to invent new words? Or new ways to scream in text form because I need you to understand how fucking AMAZING this new fic is 😭😭😭😭

It’s so damn good???? It’s SO SATISFYING????? HELLO?? oh my word cyno cyno cyno what an absolute mess you are.🥺 poor poor thing!! I love everything in this fic. I love their relationship and how comfy they are together - how much Cyno loved spoiling nari (and tighnari deserves it let’s be real) I love the use of implied both ends!! I feel like it works really well in this case and it’s subtle but I love the implication that maybe Cyno was coming down with a bug before hand since he wasn’t feeling hungry? But then it’s like the heavy food expedited that process. I love the descriptions of fullness and how he just- very quickly - is NOT okay anymore. UHG HIS ANXIETY??? you captured the thought process perfectly of just being seen and being seen too much and the constant what ifs. Idk if Tighnari knew cyno hated being sick in public but he ABSOLUTELY gets the picture now.

OMG and Cyno just refusing to be sick in the public restroom sent me. I was genuinely shocked he managed to not lol 😂😅 like you know you just KNOW that’s so much worse feeling in that situation. Tighnari must have been so concerned and absolutely not buying it at all. Cynos little “I’m fines” when he sounds like he’s close to tears STOP. AH!! And the weakness??? OML his faintness was just so good and I’m feral over all the little details with nari being like “ok if he doesn’t sit he’s going to collapse it’s time for mom mode” and how he takes command in those moments. So damn GOOD. don’t even get me started when Cynos finally sick I can’t. My heart. Just all the worst things he wants to lay down his stomach feels so sick and now there is puke everywhere and- It was such a perfectly written scene 🥺🥺🥺 and the little FOX TOY THAT HE CUDDLES??? I’m gonna DIE?? IM TRULY DEAD?? I LOVE how attentive Tighnari is with his fussing and then very tactful more subtle support, just giving him the toy so Cyno can hug something on the way home cuz even if Tighnari knows cyno would never in public he knows him and knows he wants to be held rn and i -

I believe it’s 100% a tummy bug and not the food and that the ‘heat’ he was feeling was for sure fever and nausea and that maybe it wouldn’t have been this bad but anything he ate that day was going to more or less rot inside him. I have no doubts he was not done with the restroom for a number of reasons after getting home but I absolutely know he was 1000% times more at peace. Except for him replaying the events in his head for all eternity.

I’m truly never going to recover.

amazing fucking work. I’ve already re read this and I will re read again and again and yeah. That’s it. I’m just. Simply. Deceased. 😭😭😭

Thank you for this gift 😭🩷

I AM SCREAMING, I WOKE UP TO THIS IN MY INBOX THIS MORNING AND I WASN'T ABLE TO STOP SMILING AS I READ THROUGH IT 😭 You have no idea how much these comments mean to me, you made my whole day with this!

I am SO HAPPY you enjoyed it this much!! Allow me to get sappy for a moment, it already makes me so happy that people are actually reading what I'm creating, but knowing people enjoy it so much?? It makes me feel all warm and fuzzy and it makes me so happy. I enjoy writing sickfics so much, it's just a fun, self-indulgent hobby that I also happen to post online. And just knowing something I created, purely by having fun, is being enjoyed this much?? All the happy emotions!!

Alright, happy sappy earthquake out, let's scream about Cyno!

HE IS, he is such a mess, this poor boy ��� I definitely had it in my head that he was beginning to come down with something before the date even started, but having a heavy restaurant meal just made things go south so much faster. I'm really glad to hear I was able to pull off the implied both ends without it seeming too out of place!! It definitely felt like if I was going to have it anywhere, this was the fic for it, Cyno had a very unhappy stomach. He went from "i can handle this" to "i am NOT okay" in the blink of an eye and I feel so bad for doing that to him. THE ANXIETY! THE VULNERABILITY!! He can't stand that other people might just THINK of him as vulnerable, the smallest sign of weakness and he wants no eyes on him immediately. I definitely think Tighnari knew he didn't like being sick in public, but he didn't know it was this bad. He definitely hadn't expected Cyno's anxiety to go through the roof like that.

He BARELY held it together in the bathroom, I think Tighnari was just as surprised that he didn't throw up. Oh Cyno baby, I know you didn't want to get sick in a public bathroom, but you could've spared yourself getting sick in the parking lot. You just know he's going to replay this event in his head a million times thinking where he should've done something differently to make the day somewhat less mortifying.

THE LITTLE FOX!! PLEASE THAT WAS SUCH A FUN LITTLE DETAIL TO ADD. I have a feeling that little thing is going to become a big comfort item for Cyno. Only private because you know he would NEVER let anybody outside of Tighnari know that he even has a stuffed animal, but it'll become a massive comfort for him. We love Tighnari just knowing. He's so good at handling these situations and we adore him for it. He's giving Cyno so many hugs when they're home.

I definitely agree with you there, boy was feverish. His body temperature was all over the place, first the hot flashes and sweating, and then he was feeling shivery?? He's definitely sick sick 🥺 He's definitely not going to be done with the bathroom for a while. In my head I imagine even the drive home is going to be hell, I mean can you imagine being in a moving car on the road when your stomach is feeling as bad as his was? Yeah they definitely pulled over more than once.

ARGH THANK YOU SO SO MUCH! I'm genuinely happy you enjoyed it as much as you did!! Again, thank you so much!!