#yea fuck anxiety
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funnygeets · 2 years ago
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why-the-heck-not · 3 months ago
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me, a responsible being, working on the coding project as I should vs. me, a dysfunctional shithead, getting distracted by reading about brains (once aGAIN damnit (it's my favorite "I need to study my field but bc I should do that it's an impossible unthinkable feat now, so I'm reading about something else to fool my brain I'm still being productive"-topic))
#but after my thesis me & brains have been on a break bc got tired reading abt them during that (bc I had a topic that sorta allowed me to#sidetrack to brain stuff also) but seems I'm over the brain overload now#yay? i guess#also no one who actually studies medicine/brains/etc. yell at me abt wikipedia and like ''why are u studying that like that''#I'm just going through the wikipedia & reading article abstracts path; nothing serious#also my procrastination has reached inhuman levels like it's a full-time job now#bc I have like a chill week's worth of work to do and then I've done the courses for my bachelor's degree#but sending in that ''heyy i'm done with the courses let me graduate''-thing fills me up with sO MUCH anxiety & dread I'm working so slow#now (even tho couldn't send that in for like a month bc gotta first wait the courses to be graded and stuff so in actuality I should#not be slowing down even a bit bc I need to finally be done with this damn degree asap; gotta move on and should've ages ago (it's actually#super bad how late I'm with it (1.5 mf years jesus christ; I'm not even like a little bit proud abt getting a degree anymore like I'm sorta#just embarrassed if I have to tell ppl like ''yea I graduated'' bc dude ?? only now?? u were supposed to be done with that 1.5year#ago what have u been doing (fuck if I know) so I'm keeping it like ''if anyone asks'' basis)))#(the tags and parantheses started a life of their own lol sorry abt that)#studyblr#studyspo#bookblr#booklr#study#november 2024#2024
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greenswing · 1 year ago
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Been on a rayman nostalgia trip with @lynnbutlertron and they insisted that I should post these here!!!! Shout out to the 6 rayman x globox fans on the entire internet
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martyrbat · 1 year ago
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batman #333
[ID: three panels of Bruce Wayne and Talia al Ghul over the course of a day. In the first one, Bruce has his cowl on but is sitting shirtless on their bed in the early dawn hours after getting severely injured on patrol the night before. Talia rushed to help him with his injuries as he started to talk about the burdens and trials of tomorrow—which caused Talia to caress his face and promise, “There will be time to worry of the future soon enough. But for now you must relax... You need comforting. I can give you all you need... And more.” Bruce admits, “Talia, you tempt me...”
In the second panel, it's the same day but they're dressed to go outside the ski resort they're taking refuge in. Talia is holding onto his arm as he was talking about the mission before he tells her, “But that's tomorrow. Tonight, well... First, dinner.” Talia smiles softly and prompts, “And then...?” Bruce responds, “Then we'll discuss that comforting you mentioned earlier.”
In the third panel, it's that night. They had dinner and dodged an assassination attempt, which caused Bruce to start to talk about the even bigger dangers that awaits them tomorrow. Talia gently tells him, “The moon is so beautiful, Bruce. Too beautiful to be wasted worrying.” They kiss in front of the moonlight and Talia reminds him, “We talked about comforting...” END ID]
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catboy-jupiter · 1 month ago
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i'll be like "i'm a god of writing" and then an hour passes after i post or submit something and i'll be like "i'm so dumb there's so much i could've done better if only i'd waited a bit and looked at it with fresh eyes i would've noticed how much it sucks & what i could've improved that looks so much like first draft material there's so many revisions i could make why i am i so impulsive and overconfident" and then i'll start writing something else and be like "i'm a god of writing" again
#the woes of having both a superiority and inferiority complex#also i think this might be similar to how i only get performance anxiety AFTER the performance is done. i'm always like this#i'll be super chill before a play & during it but then the play ends and i'm like “fuck they must've hated my acting” or whatever#or i'll be super chill while singing but then it ends and i go “man i sung way too quietly & i think i was out of pitch i suck”#and once again as soon as i go back to doing it again i go “wow im super great at this im amazing”#on related news i applied to a zine with 2 out of 3 snippets being ones i started writing as soon as i decided i was actually gonna apply#& i decided i wanted to apply 5hrs before i sent the application#so uh. i wrote ~2.7k words within 5 hrs & didnt give myself time to edit it bc im a dumbass w/ no concept of time#(“the applications close jan 2nd so i need to get this done asap” dude there's like a week til then why the rush- oh youve already sent it)#tbf they're more like 2nd drafts? one is a scene i'd kind of written b4 but w/ the intent of no one seeing it so i completely rewrote it#& the other is a very VERY loose eng translation of like the first quarter of one of my one-shots. when u compare its more of a rewrite rly#but still i'm looking at them now & im getting 2nd thoughts i shouldve waited eughhh#if you're a mod of that zine pls look away hahahaha.....#unless you liked those last 2 snippets & r impressed with the fact they were rushed. if so then yea im a god of writing ik ik#but to be fr tho i actually think snippet 2 is pretty strong but i think the 3rd one is... very weak. there's not much cohesion#like i def could've added more connective tissue. i was just a bit over half the wc limit so that was def smth i couldve done. ugh
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vilelittlecritter · 4 months ago
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Ha ha I don't know what I want to do with my life and I feel unsatisfied with my current condition!
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averagemrfox · 3 months ago
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Whyyyyyyyy did I decide to go to Florida on fucking Election Day I hate it here
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lighthouseshepard · 6 months ago
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ryderdire · 1 year ago
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I have a friend without anxiety and honestly their kinda whack. Like what do you MEAN you don’t think over every interaction ever after it’s over and over anylize it in your head because you think you bonked it what the fuck sounds fake
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metaltea · 1 year ago
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Time to do that thing where when I can't make myself feel better I try to help other ppl again here we gooo
. You're not an annoyance . You're not a burden . You're more than what you create . No, everything you make is not terrible . The spark of creativity will come again . You will one day feel proud of what you create again . You're not alone in your pain . You're not "faking it" . People don't think you complain 24/7 just bc you're going through it . Fuck it even if you do complain a lot you're allowed to . Keeping everything to yourself and bottling shit up is not strength . You do not have to be quiet about what hurts you . You're allowed to feel bad . You're allowed to make mistakes . You're allowed to take up space . You're allowed to speak and be loud . You're allowed to make things for yourself and nobody else . Healing is not linear . Other peoples' hardships are not more valid than your own . If it hurts you, it means something . If something small hurt you, it means something . If someone close or even a stranger hurt you, it means something . If you're sad for no reason, it's ok . If you're scared for no reason, it's ok . It's ok to sleep with the lights on . It's ok to reach out for help . It's okay to cry . It's okay to struggle with eating/sleeping/getting out of bed . You're enough . This will pass
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yxkanna · 8 months ago
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having to take a course that’s literally just listening to the brutal ways people died in car accidents really doesn’t make me wanna get behind the wheel of a car i’ll be real with you
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npdkondraki · 17 days ago
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screams. whatever it doesnt even matter
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uwooyoungs · 1 month ago
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#hate acknowledging that ppl are right abt simply leaving the house helping ur mental health#today's the best i've felt in like. god knows how long#and literally its just bc i left my house nd followed my plan of getting a free hot choco#grabbing some quick stuff from the asian market#and getting my nails done#there was nothing special#in fact the shopping nd hot choco part was quite anxiety inducing#id never been tothe hot choco place; had a hard time finding it; and then had a very typical for me Blind As Fuck moment going into the#cafe and being utterly confused#nearly wiped out bc there were stairs up (couldn't see them)#couldnt figure out where the register was to order#nearly crashed through half the cafe tables (couldnt see them & couldnt find the path)#when i DID figure out where the register was there were more stairs down for me to Almost fall down#(could! not! see! them!) thank god for railings.? banisters? whatever#also then i was confused abt the counter. DEADASS could not figure out where the person was who greeted me for like a full min and a half#then couldnt figure out which side of the counter to pay on for a sec#played it off as tho i was looking at the menu lmao#in reality i was just getting hot coco bc i had a coupon to get it free#fuckin ridiculous actually to realize how utterly incompetent i am in new places#esp going into somewhere dim from bright snowy outside.... not good for my eyes bro#anyway i made it through and the asian market was easier but crowded w/ narrow aisles#but yea for w/e reason all that nd getting my nails done resulted in me feeling GREAT in a way i havent felt in ages#long story short: go outside even if its absolutely fucking freezing and snowing
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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 years ago
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House MD, my beloved 🖤
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buysomecheese · 3 months ago
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I'm going insane. Since when do anxiety attack states of being last ALL DAY.
#my heartbeat has been over 100 most of today#my resting usually sits at like 65-80 depending on how fast I'm walking#I was sitting in lecture at 112! insane.#I have 62 active minutes on my FitBit lmao I have done in fact less physical activity than usual (no gym about usual walking for Wednesdays#(maybe a bit less)#and my stomach has been fucked up all day!#I have a normal amount of mental clarity I'm only a little bit having mental/psychological anxiety#it's like primarily physical. I can't focus because of it this is so uncomfortable#lmao I mentioned to one of my friends (? maybe?) they were like 'how are you today' while in chem lab#I was like 'I'm evil today but it's ok it happens' they were like 'huh what does that mean'#I was struggling to figure out what I wanted to tell him lol we are not very close#so I settled on 'yea I've been having some sort of anxiety attack all day'#told him about my 112 bpm in chem lecture wooo#they were like '??? is that normal???' I was like 'no lmao but it's fine it just usually isn't this Long'#it's like fine because I can still do like lab and get to classes I just can't think very well#I can follow directions and it's best if I can keep moving y'know#alas. anyways#I'm giggling about this because my Mind is fine my Self is normal my body just feels like shit#I have a doctor's appointment next Thursday and I have parties this weekend so I'll be fine I think#I might have to lighten up on my SGA duties though which SUCKS but I need to pass my classes#anyways
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feral-ass-raccoon · 1 year ago
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hc that after skybound jay never uses the phrase "i wish"
like, at all. he'll go "i hope" n such but he never says "i wish"
and if someone asks him "don't you wish ___" he will kinda tense up and only ever respond without saying it
also he still kinda hurts from when the others were being mean during skybound (though it was sometimes deserved)
i mean its not like they ever apologize either i dont think
he has to suffer alone in his trauma and i think thats important
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