#yall are just cowards and weak

[yukinomonshou]

legit i'm seeing people call wuk lamat shit like mary sue and shonen protagonist so i've decided i'm her stan. I already loved her but now I'm going to love her even MORE.

come on, insult her more, it will fuel my love for her. it WILL become a raging bonfire of an inferno, and yall will pay the price for it.

[shysublimecoffee]

Marinette receiving the Ladybug mantle was an absolute mistake. I watched the special, and honestly, gurl is doing the most—and for what? A guy? One dude, and she’s ready to throw her common sense out the window. Like, how has Hawkmoth/Gabriel not used his own son more often as leverage against her by now? That’s villainy 101, and he’s just sitting on it. Like for the amount of times I've seen this show rag on ChatNoir because of his weakness in romance when that Ladybug biggest weakness not CN lol.

At this point, I don’t even care about what Marinette’s going through. Whatever emotional investment I had in her? Long gone. She’s out here spinning lies on top of lies, desperately trying to hold together her crumbling Adrien-obsessed empire, and for what? She lost. Game over.

Now, if this were a story about a girl slowly getting corrupted, spiraling into villainy, and intentionally written as a downfall arc? No problem. That would’ve been a compelling narrative with a real lesson for kids about the consequences of obsession and dishonesty. But nope, instead we’re stuck with this mess where her choices make it harder and harder to root for her.

Marinette's speech at the press conference—“Ladybug holds the truth, she holds the truth” —had me scratching my head cause it sound more like a villain then a hero. Like, did the writers forget she’s supposed to have hero-like qualities? She’s meant to be the messenger, the symbol of hope, the hero. But how often does she actually display that in her own show?

Lately, it feels like being Ladybug is more of an obligatory chore for her than something that brings her real joy or fulfillment. Isn’t the whole point of magical girls to inspire, to help others, and to grow through their journey? Where’s the sense of accomplishment, the spark, the joy of making a difference? It’s like they’ve stripped her of everything that should make her role uplifting and meaningful.

I've seen here and there about how MC was never meant to come off that way or the writers are trying to make her more complex or how dare you do you dislike complex female characters or the most used it was never her intention to come off that way it was a mistake.

I want you to picture this without the music just dialogue cause i'm going to be clearcut about this.

Ladybug went to an orphaned, grieving child—one who had been locked away in solitary confinement, surrounded by nothing but white walls and being sensory deprived—and lied to him about his father being a hero. Let that sink in. Gabriel, who systematically abused his own son, was painted as a noble martyr by Ladybug.

Adrien, a kid who was finally starting to question his father’s authority, even beginning to tear down the oppressive image of the man who controlled and hurt him, is now trapped in an even tighter mental cage. After all, if Paris sees his father as a hero, a savior, how could he possibly feel justified in blaming or resenting the man? Gabriel is now a martyr in the eyes of the world, and Adrien is left to wrestle with guilt and shame for ever having cruel thoughts about someone everyone else idolizes.

Ladybug’s decision to perpetuate this lie doesn’t just protect Gabriel’s image—it messes with Adrien’s already fragile mind. Instead of helping him heal or giving him the freedom to process the truth, she’s reinforced the very chains Gabriel used to control him. It’s not heroic; it’s delusional and harmful, all in the name of preserving some twisted version of peace in her head.

You want me to feel pity for a girl who I'm sorry if I sound harsh to yall at the end of the day just want to keep the peace to fill her delusions that everything is going to work out in her part at the end when really she's just the worst type of coward there is when it comes to confrontations lmao. Accountability? She avoids them like they’re some kind of plague. It’s almost impressive how someone can masquerade as a hero while being utterly incapable of facing the hard truths. Lmao, sure, let’s all pity her.

Honestly, in the earlier seasons, at least Marinette seemed to feel bad about her mistakes. Now? She’s only gotten worse. I headcanon that receiving the Ladybug mantle or becoming the Guardian inflated her ego, giving her a power trip. With no proper mentor to hold her accountable and everyone automatically deferring to her leadership, who’s left to challenge her? Well maybe CN if he has the guts to do so but he'd rather cower into his shell lol.

In hindsight, I don’t think Marinette should’ve become Ladybug—not because she lacks the capability, but because the role itself seems to have worsened her as a person. Instead of growing into the hero I though she was meant to be, she’s devolved, losing some of the humility and self-awareness she had at the start of the series.

Let’s be real—we’re in Season 6 now, and we all know the writers aren’t going to make Marinette face any real consequences. The whole universe bends over backward to accommodate her. If you’ve seen Season 5, you know exactly what I’m talking about.

That said, I’ll give credit where it’s due: the special was fun. Yes, despite all my ranting, I actually enjoyed it because it was funny in its own way.

At this point, though, I’m only sticking around for Adrien and Lila. Honestly? I’m rooting for Lila to be the one to drop the truth bomb and expose everything. It would be chef’s kiss poetic if she ended up being the one to set things straight. Lmao.

P.s For anyone who thinks there is a dilemma to be had about the whole thing its really not lol rip the bandaid off.

It reeks of a megalomaniac in the making, making her come off like a gaslighting psychopath. Ironically, it reminds me of Gabriel—especially with the way he used similar wording. Honestly, are we sure Marinette isn’t Gabriel’s true daughter? Because the parallels are man.

I’m genuinely angry that she is the one everyone feels sorry for, and it’s only because the show is stuck in her perspective. If we spent even a fraction of the screen time on Adrien’s pain, it would make for a far more compelling story. It’s infuriating. Marinette isn’t some helpless sheep/damsel victim here—no one forced her into this role at gunpoint. She made her choices, knowingly and willingly. How dare she act like the weight of the world was thrust upon her without her consent? When she very much messed with a grieving kid here?

And yet, Adrien’s pain—real, tangible, and far more tragic—is constantly sidelined. He’s an orphan, being lied to by nearly everyone around him, adults and teens alike, and his suffering is treated as a subplot to Marinette’s endless drama. Why should the audience feel more for her than for the boy who’s lost everything? Why is his pain has to be centered to her??

This isn't a small mistake this has far reaching consequences if the show had the balls to do it to lie to the entire world over a man who terrorized on people fear.

If Adrien ever became a villain, I wouldn’t blame him. In fact, I’d understand and give him the free ticket to go ahead and cataclysm and burned the world .

[honeybunchesobees]

the thing abt harry potter fans is that they are all pathetic. morals aside, the fact that just abt every cent jkr gets off of hp is going direct to making trans lives worse, the fact that the books are just straight up racist in so many ways, it's just pathetic that you are what, late 20s? 30s? and you cant put down a book from when you were 12.

i never read hp as a kid (my parents were religious and didnt want me round witchcraft) but i skimmed it as a teen because i wondered what i was missing out on and... not much at all? THIS is the series yall are fighting so hard for????? this???

harry potter fans, you are all weak, pathetic cowards. 'writing trans harry as an act of resistance' RESIST BY NOT READING THE BOOK YOU UTTER FUCKING DIPSHIT, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU.

and dont get me fucking started on marauders fans. who are fans of a thing that doesnt exist, just created it wholecloth from nothing and then they invest every fucking image or video of a group of people being silly. 'oooh this is soooo wimblebobble jhonnyblossom and chauncy giggleshits!!!!'

and then wimblebobble and chauncy are mentioned one time in one book offhandledly.

[r1nnyhuhh]

I’m cracking out of the ice.

get it? Cause emerald secret was in a cold area… nvm… guys, welcome back to my seasonal yap session of each season! I would love to loop back to other season in the future again but right now I’m just doing what I want ><

‼️ this might be long so I’ll put it into sections read what you’d like!! Or read it all, even better :3 ‼️

THIS CONTAINS SPOILERS! IF YOUR A WEAK BABY AND HAVENT WATCHED ES GET OUTT !!! Also I’m being a mega yapper this time around, AND I’m going to cuss a little bit, SORRY. (not defending this damn freak)

Start of es/forever potion casted on ein!::

so for one, my girl killed some wolves, and turned a wolf into a human. Uh huh. See I think Micheal told him to but I just know people are so fed up with “the snake eyed man didn’t control every aspect of his life!!” BBZZZZZTTT BOOO for one he kinda did?? Because yeah I’m one of *those* who think ein was under a forever potion of ANY SORT in emerald secret, no way Micheal just dropped Ein’s cunt ass off and said “have fun at daycare honey!” NO. Dude judging on how manipulative that man is I wouldn’t be surprised if most of the popele he works with are under his control or when they loose some of his trust he just gives them a potion. This was kinda canon in waf I’ll say smth about that if yall want. Ugh.

His stupid emotions, and a parallel theory with him and Micheal!!:

okay guys… pity the twink!!: ein was lowkey scared, and just overall EVERYWHERE with his emotions, acting out when Aaron spoke “out of turn” when he was giving his evil ass monologue. Running away when he gets caught by a big beefy man. Punching /slapping Tatiana when she “interrupts him” and slapping/punching Aphmau when she fails! Interesting… but most interesting of all to me was probably one of the most ofer looked things I think would be when he literally threw a wolf against a wall and saying it should be left out to die because it failed? Cute. Cute you could say… because why was there a parallel in the like s6 trailer??? When he was lying bloody and torn up on the ground Micheal said smth along the lines of “the only reason I’m letting you live is because Aaron’s not dead” (i don’t remember I don’t like hearing Micheal even breathe much less talk in a freak language.) WAITT SO YOU WERE CONSIDERING LEAVING HIM FOR DEAD BECAUSE HE FAILED YOU? Interesting interesting. It’s cute because after ein left the wolf for dead in the episode Aaron came in to save it and make it “feel better”. I might be reading into I know but Micheal is really Eins only ‘family’… and typically when your under this influence with someone like a friend or the DW (demon warlock) (in his case) you tend to think more highly of them because they’re all you’ve known, OR you’ve come to depend on them so you think more of the,,, and i believe that Micheal basically leaving him for DEAD like the wolf like ein did while also “healing him” like Aaron he’s trying to keep ein in his disposal use which is really hurtful to me.

MOVING ON

The ein content bank was robbed.::

I think we were robbed of ein content that season just saying his actual face and voice was only in like… three episodes or smth which is upsetting considering he IS the main antagonist or rager I say the shield so Micheal can stay hidden!! Ein was played so hard this season.

AARON AND EIN SE… I MEAN FIGHT SCENE AND STUFF!!::

ooh you really thought I wasn’t going to talk about this. LMAO. Okay chat… first of all they were balding. Now onto the not so funny part… why was eins tail wagging? LIKE HELLO? “Ooh this guy almost killed me!” *my tail flicks so casually* no. Hold it right there… like his tail wagged/curled/flicked MULTIPLE TIMES “maybe it was just the force of his body moving” HE WAS STANDING STILL. He also lands on all fours which I found… cute? Idk tbh ein gets upset when Aaron says he’s not going to kill him saying “pfft… coward.” Aaron then picks him up by the throat ein grabs his wrist with both hand and squints his pathetic eyes at him then Arron said “I DIDNT SAY I WAS FINISHED. You’ll know what true suffering is!” As he says this Ein’s face softens and he lets go of Aaron’s wrist not trying to fright back anymore. Then he turns human and crashes out then starts PLEADING for Aaron to kill him “finish me!” And so on. “No one deserves to die…” hey yeah, no one deserves to be psychologically and physically tortured? Just saying… ALSO. A quick thing to point out when they first started throwing cheeks… I mean throwing hands Aaron punched a tree and it BROKE IN HALF. I cannot make this up. You were clearly trying to kill him but now that he wants to die you say “teehee I’m gonna be the hero now!” To who? Genuinely to who?

anyways guys thanks for reading… feel free to add on!! Or state your own opinions !! Sorry if I didn’t cover all of it.., I feel like some of it has been mentioned already or smth? But oh well, I might talk about him again!! Ty for reading <33 (SORRY FOR ANY MISSPELLINGS!!!) and how random this is what.

[thatweirdtranny]

https://www.tumblr.com/thatweirdtranny/786100380118482944/why-are-yall-acting-like-dont-turn-protests And they're obnoxiously ignoring the point that this isn't just about "peacefulness", but for strategic reasons.

"We must be peaceful in our protests in order to show to the public that our oppressors are the true villains, because the public is easily swayed and prone to not paying attention", not "we are weak cowards and are peaceful to avoid getting hurt".

What they're suggesting isn't even violence out of necessity, but violence in order to indulge in their idiotic revenge fantasies, while refusing to acknowledge how they're just pouring gasoline onto a fire and making it even easier for their enemies to "justifiably" crush them in retaliation.

I also note the sheer hypocrisy of wanting violence while these kinds of people are often the LAST people to actually do anything or fight, while expecting certain groups of people who are already at greater risk to die in their place. and the hypocrisy of whining about the optics of peaceful behavior, while refusing to recognize the terrible optics of doing exactly what the Trump administration WANTS them to do.

And for that MLK comment: I saw a person whining about how we all need to be like Malcolm X, but the fucking thing is that:

A) X and MLK respected each other, and their strategies were complimentary to each other because they actually HAD a strategy.

B) Even X's Black Panthers' primary staying power was rooted in him using the group to build meaningful COMMUNITY between black people and give them the necessary protection and goods that the racist society wouldn't provide them, and in return receiving strong support that he could use to advance his own goals.

I never see ANYTHING remotely comparable in these "revolutionary" groups by comparison. You (not you the answerer specifically, in general) don't act like Malcolm X or King, because you're not using any shred of strategy or tactics or discipline.

You act like a left wing version of how TRUMP views the world; a mindless, sadistic performative mob of violence for the sake of satiating your own bloodthirsty ego, while caring nothing about how bad it looks until it inevitably blows up in your face, and you try to backpedal and run away from the consequences of your actions.

Do you actually WANT to build a meaningful resistance, or do you just want a self-indulgent power fantasy with no risk to yourself, or only hurting the people you view as cannon fodder?

There's a reason why black people's efforts against Target yielded so much fruit and backpedaling from them, while every so called "revolutionary" group has just been doing nothing except walking into nearly every rake the Trump administration accidentally dumps out from behind him. There's a reason blacks and jews are so pissed off at you for the sheer amount of damage you caused to your own movement and theirs.

Because THEY did the work; YOU, random asshole online, didn't and refuse to, while still demanding and lecturing anyone who sees through your facade.

excellent ask, no comment from me i just think you really hit the nail on the head

[harley-michaels-main]

Time for the mid-year Webtoon recommendation list!!

This is gonna be the top 5 list and as yall know, these are my personal recommendations based on what I read.

Honorable mentions:

Float

I Thought My Time Was Up!

Here U Are

5: The D!ckheads

This is a coming of age story centered around three high schoolers. A new kid, an outcast, and a jock. Everything is not what it seems with our main characters and let's hope they're all able to find solace in each other before they tear each other apart.

This is a new series on Webtoon and I absolutely love it. It explores some darker themes that are present in some everyday lives while also having some of the best comedy I have seen on webtoon in awhile. The art style is fun and color it never fails to catch my attention. This is a good new read if you're just getting into webcomics and still a bit hesitant on what you like.

4: Boy-friend's Rule

High school is tricky. Having a crush on your best friend in high school is trickier. Trying to move on from having a crush on your best friend after he tells you he likes someone and then thinks that you have a crush on another friend of his is probably the hardest thing imaginable.

I absolutely love this Webtoon. It gives me Odd Girl Out vibes that I love. The art style is amazing and the characters are absolutely adorable. The story is so cheesey but also so good it makes it an easy read. The characters are also incredibly relatable and make it easy to fall in love with them.

3: Villain With A Crush

Being a fan of someone or something is one of those little pleasures in life. Until that little pleasure turns you into a cop and a terrorist at the same time.

This is such a fun story and idea I'm obsessed with it. The MC is so fun and I will fight the world for her she's so cute. A bit of a longer series but still amazing and an easy read. The story flows nicely and I can't remember how many times I got stuck in binge reading this one it's so good.

2: The Mafia Nanny

The mafia has taken everything from her. Her home, her family, her childhood. She vows to take down the family that did this to her. Yet what is she to do when the family that ruined her life is now the one that she has to protect?

Another newer story on Webtoon but still an amazing read. It definitely dives into darker topics so please be aware of that when reading it. However, this story is still so cute and amazing. If you like Spy x Family then you will love this.

1: Viral Hit

Even if I'm weak... Even if I'm a coward... Even if the world has it out against me... I will fight these bullies!

This is such a good story. It's by the same creator of Lookism but honestly, this story is so much better to me. The characters feel more fleshed out and the story doesn't drag on. It actually just recently ended and is now getting an anime adaptation. Honestly this story has some of the best characters I have seen in awhile. Even the side characters get such fleshed out stories without feeling like the story is dragging out. This story is definitely darker and explores a lot of different themes so beware while reading. Thus is a very good binge read tho so please check it out!

[phantomakiren]

Yall want random world building writing lore for a story i wanna write and havent talked about on tumblr? OF COURSE YA DO- here's a one shot about some of the gods. It's old writing so if you've seen it, nooooo

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It was 1847, and even he could not process the amount of suffering that his followers had endured. His sister was flooded by new souls by the minute: what once was a trickle was now an unending hurricane. While years were something that they had come to realize are short, these last few were certainly longer than most of the ones that have lived through. And there was nothing they could really do about it. Tuathas were closing their veils, shutting other fae and trade out for fear that their ways of life would be affected. Wrath boiled in those of the sick and starving, as food that was grown was now being torn from their hands and exported across the sea. "We told you this would happen!" "You called us paranoid!" "We can not let you in, they will follow." These sayings echoed across the hills to those fae who still tried to have a connection to the outside, to those who were now stuck. What once used to be a connected community and otherworld was now shattered, and no one could do anything about it.

It wasn't often that he stood amoung mortals and fae, but this man's pleas were just....it wasn't often that he got a prayer that asked for him to burn the one speaking the prayer. To burn the field and house that he now called a temporary home. It didn't take long for the diety to disguise himself as a fellow man, offer a drink and bread, and let the other spill his sorrows.

"We go out fer one week. One. All I wanted was fer my son to see his seanmháthair. To witness the ports she lived by. See another person that he looked like." The man muttered. "And now, we are stuck. Years, its been. Men I fought alongside with now refusing to let us back into our home for fears of that queen and her men finding the realm. I say let them find us but they are all cowards who claim we would be destroyed."

"Cowardice and following orders isn't the same." He paused. "But I understand the need of that revenge."

A mumble. A guttural growl. The man's rough, scarred hands pulling at the unfortunate cut strands of his hair.

"What I want most is for my wife and son to live. I give them my portions, I try to steal from the trash of those soldiers without gettin' fined, and they are still much skinner than I. Exhausted, frail, sick-" A cough. "As much as I am grateful for that old man to claim I was he son, I want to burn this sorry excuse of a farm just to spite them all and bring them back to the tuatha. Get them food, treatment- but we can't. I am going to die watching them go to Báal first."

The diety hummed, soon to get up and leave before a thought went through his mind. He could empathize with this man. As could many. But for some reason, he saw a spark that could be kindled. While he didn't wish this offer on anyone, it could provide justice.

"I understand. It is painful to lose a child. I lost my daughter recently. She put up a wonderful fight, but she didn't make it in the end." He took a drink. "The summers are now too cold. Moist. An unfortunate reaction to the unbalance her death caused."

"What was her name?"

"L̶̑͠o̴͌̔s̶̓̕t̵͖̕"

A halfhearted chuckle came from the man, soon bouts of laughter before staring back at the other. Anarwn's face was still, his eyes refusing to leave the man.

"I must be losin' my mind."

"Unfortunately, yer not." The diety hummed, "I can not assist much in terms of helping your family. There is an agreement amongst us that involves that weak barrier. It is something mortals made, and it is something they control. However, burdened are not apart of that agreement. Not at first, anyhow. We tend to leave them alone for the first few decades as their bodies adjust."

"...I don't see how that would help my situation."

"If a burdened came up to you demanding to be let in, would you refuse?"

Anarwn didn't expect to hear from that burdened for a century. He knew that there might be a possibility of worship due to the open nature of the agreement, but the man understood what he was walking into. Anarwn gave him all the details, the pains, the responsibilities, the knowledge. It was more than what his peers often did.

But then a flame caught his attention. Heat radiating across a building, any liquid quickly evaporating into the air as soon as it left a bottle, and the earth itself becoming scorched due to the extreme heat and light that beamed in multiple directions. All at the center of a healer's hut.

Damn. I thought they would have lived. A sigh. Perhaps he would have to grab Ailgus early.

[deans-baby-momma]

Law & Love Chapter 20

A/N: Well, guys.....looks like this is the end. NOT!! HAHA I know last time I said there was only one more chapter to this but my muse woke up and after talking over some ideas with my beta @kazsrm67, there are about 3-5 more chapters of this now.

THEN:

Beau gently lays it out for her. How Emily was invited back up to Montana to help with Sunny Day Excursions, how he wants to be honest and truthful with her. 

"I've come to realize that I'm not happy here anymore, Car. I miss the mountains and the fresh air."

"You're going back for her, aren't you?" Carla says, sitting back in her chair, crossing her arms and glaring at him.

NOW:

"It's not like that," Beau objects as he stares at the woman in front of him. "I told you, Em got that letter and it just made me realize, I miss it up there."

"Beau, babe," Carla stands up and walks around the desk. "Can I be honest with you?"

"Of course."

"I've been selfish-" she begins. "-and weak."

Beau watches his ex-wife in perplexity. ‘What is she talking about?’ he thinks and opens his mouth to voice the words, but Carla holds up her hand, silencing him.

“Listen Beau, when I asked you to come back home-” she sighs before continuing. "-I wasn’t completely honest. After Avery’s death, I was afraid to be alone. I haven’t been alone since….well, ever. We got together in our freshman year of college, married a year after graduation; had Em and then after our divorce I met Avery and in a whirlwind got remarried. And then I found myself being a widow with an ex. So I took the coward’s way out. I asked you to try again.

“I knew you had moved on. I met Y/N, remember. Hell, yall were living together for fuck’s sake! I saw that and it reminded me of us when we first got together."

Beau sits there unmoving, flabbergasted over Carla's admission. He keeps his eyes on her as she begins pacing back and forth, between his spot and her desk. 

"I realized that I was about to come back to Texas, alone, as a widow and I was scared. I haven't been a single woman since before college and I was terrified of what that meant."

Beau's heart breaks at her confession. It's true though. From the moment they met in the financial aid line their freshman year of college, he and Carla had been inseparable,  spending every free minute with one another. It was love at first sight for both of them and even back then he thought he'd spend the rest of his life with her.

They'd graduated college and had both entered the workforce with promising careers before taking that next big step of getting married. The first few years were bliss and they felt indestructible.  Even with the unexpected arrival of Emily, they were invincible but by the time Em turned 5, that armor had been chipped and by their daughter's tenth birthday, their relationship was nothing but a shell. 

And then Beau received the final blow when he was served with divorce papers; Carla had filed for divorce, claiming irreconcilable differences. The difference was she had become captivated by a friend of a friend of an acquaintance,  Avery McCallister. And less than a year after the divorce papers were signed, Carla was no longer an Arlen.

"So," he finally spoke. "Once again, you duped me? You pretended to still feel something for me to make me do your bidding. Did you ever love me, Carla?"

Standing up, Beau towers over the brunette,  his chest heaving. "I'm just a pawn in your game of life huh? Well, guess what. I'm done. It's over. We're over. Emily and I are headed to Helena soon, and after her stint as camp staff is finished she can come back to you, if she wants. But I will not be returning. This is goodbye, Carla."

With that he turns and walks toward the door. As his hand wears around the knob, Carla defends herself. 

"I do love you Beauford! You were my one true love for almost my whole twenties. But I let outside factors cloud my judgment. I am truly sorry, honey. I moved on but I guess I didn't expect you to. I'm sorry. "

"I'm sorry too," Beau replies before turning around and looking at his ex-wife. "I'm sorry for not being enough. I'm sorry that I let you down. But I will not apologize for continuing my life. And if she'll have me back, I plan to continue living my life in Montana with Y/N."

He gives a small smile toward Carla and turns the knob and walks out of her office, passing by the receptionist desk and to the elevator.

On the way to the bottom floor, Beau closes his eyes and pinches his nose. 'God, please don't have let me have fucked it up with Y/N. I'll beg if she wants!' he thinks to himself. 

Beau: Hey Y/N. It's Beau. Looks like I'm going to be coming back to Helena. Could we meet up and talk about some things?

Beau wasn't expecting his phone to ring so when it did, he almost dropped the device in the floor.

"Y/N?"

"It's me," she answers and her voice washes over him like a warm breeze. God, how he missed her!

"How you been, sweetheart?"

Beau closes his eyes and just basks in the cadence of her voice until she says something that causes him to pause. His eyes shoot open. What did she mean by that?!

"Wait, what do you mean taking me back?! Don't you still live there? Please don't tell me you've moved back East," he begs. 

She laughs and it brings a smile to his lips and he breathes easier. She explains that she still lives in Helena but isn't there and once again, Beau holds his breath. Had she already met someone and is off visiting her new man? Oh god, please don't let that be it!

"Ohhh," Beau breathes out before asking "where are you?"

As soon as her answer hits his ears, he smiles. She is so close. But why is she in Texas? What brought her to the Lonestar State?

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[pekopaiko]

Imma take a break yall

I got my hands on a drawing tablet and I need some time to get used to it. You should follow my twitter account because just in case I forget that Tumblr doesn't only support posting images, which is likely going to happen lmao.

Thanks everyone, for everything. See you soon with newly cooked stuff!

Whole lotta text below about my drawings and myself. Reading is free if you want :)

Whew, the last few months have been truly something, specially for my artistic skills. Pixel art was my first approach to color in drawing, my first public posts were also pixel art; it has an aesthetic I quite like, very charming and easy to understand (not as easy to produce!). I'm going on a hiatus to practice digital art now that I got my hands on a drawing tablet, I don't know how long it will take for me to be confident enough about my drawings with it to post them, but I don't think it's gonna be very long before I post again. Digital has been my dream even before I knew how to draw, so I'll be dedicating to it from now on (or until the tablet dies or something lol), that said, it's unlikely I will post pixel art again, unlikely, not impossible.

Making this post means more than what I like to acknowledge, posting online was esentially one of my first steps towards "coming out of my emotional bunker" as I like to call it. I still remember how my hands trembled when I first showed one of my doodles drawn on my sketchbook to my sister, I always hoped to be nonchalant about these things but no, that was probably the first time I found out I was an enormous coward, and it was bittersweet at first, it took me a while to accept it. Shame has always been a part of me, so has been fear and doubt; I'm very secretive about anything that has to do with me, with who I am, with what I think and what I feel, and art was a way to put all that crap onto a canvas and, hopefully, understand it better. I still can't, but that's part of the fun. Showing my drawings was, in a way, breaking some of the chains that kept my interior """"safe"""". I'm still weak in many aspects, I'm quick to undermine my progress and beat my own ass for no reason at all, and I don't think that's gonna change any time soon, but showing my art is the perfect painkiller for that.

Even if my posts are just some gurls and occasional criptic nonsense, it's part of me, a very big one actually. My OCs are stupidly important to me, they hold stories that mean a lot more than they seem (I hope), I shaped them, and they shaped me back, that's why I so proudly parade them around... Buuut I'm not a writer so yeah, pain :D. Every media I consumed, every movie I watched, every song I listened to; I can only hope I can properly portray the effects they had on me on my future illustrations.

Thanks to everyone who interacted with my posts, if you are reading this, YOU, random fella in the other side of the screen, thank you, and thank you for reading all this about a stranger on the internet. I know I made this sound pretty much like a "goodbye" but nah, I just wanted to share something more about myself, it's a glimpse of the honest me, not the liar.

Stay around and you'll start to catch some WIPs and rkgks and all that bunch of terms artists on twitter say. Once I'm done practicing with the tablet I'll start sharing the good stuff right away!

Be right back!

[thegoopershome]

To people who are planning to kill themselves:

fuck you, if I’m pulling myself through by the skin off my teeth then you can’t just give up, why should you take the cowards way out, fuck you seriously, not only are you taking the easy fast way out, you are hurting everyone you love everyone you care about and now your saying “oooo but no one cares about me” GUESS WHAT! YOURE WRONG AND ALSO A MORON BECAUSE THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE WHO WILL LIKE YOU IF YOU JUST TRY TO NOT BE AN ASSHOLE AND EVEN IF YOU ARE THERE PROBABLY SOMEONE WHO CARES ABOUT UOU ANYWAY, FUUUUCKKK YOU, ITS YOUR FAULT THAT YOU ARE MISSING OUT ON THE BEAUIES OF LIFE BECAUSE YOU CANT DRAG YOURSELF THEOUGH THE HARDSHIPS BECAUSE YOU ARE A WEAK WEAKLING! AND TO EVERYONE WHO SAYS YOUVE LOST ALL MEANING IN YOUR LIFE, FUCK YOU TOO, MAKE YPUR OWN MEANING, THATS WHAT I DO! ALL YALL MOTHERFUCKERS ARE WEAK COWARD MORONS, IF YOU WANNA GO AHEAD AND PROVE ME WRONG JUST DONT FUCKING KILL YOURSELF! DM ME IF YOUD LIKE TO PROVE ME WRONG AND SJOW ME YOU ARENT A TRASH MAGGOT!

Sincerely someone who wants to inspire your spite for me and transform it to a new will to live, fuck you.

[hamspamandjamsandwich]

pinky promise #3 #11 #13

#3: What’s your favorite line of narration?

God so far all I’ve picked out are Hiei narrative bits lmao

Okay first I’m gonna answer with what feels like a total cop out: the very first one. I thought of it pretty immediately and I’m very happy with that scene. Sometimes I think the first chapter is my favorite one.

“He’s weak—the worst thing a person can be.”

Not a cop out and funny (to me anyway):

“This explanation is strange enough that Hiei wouldn’t believe it unless he could see it with his own eyes—yet here he is, having seen it with three eyes, in disbelief.”

Bonus so there’s some Kurama rep here:

“A coward. Spineless. A fox hiding in his foxhole. It doesn’t matter which words he uses. For Kurama, they’re all the same, and to a degree they’re all correct.

No sane entity in existence would want what awaits him when he does inevitably die: Yama’s wrath, suffering of the highest caliber, and a countless number of lifetimes spent in Jigoku-kai. Unfortunate that there’s a reason people use “go to Hell” as a slight.

When it comes to fears, “unfathomable suffering” is a reasonable one—although that begs the question of why he’s never admitted it and would almost prefer to die than let a single soul know.

Youko Kurama is scared to die. How unbelievably pitiful.”

#11: What do you like best about this fic?

Other than it being essentially my passion project and love letter to my OTP, it also lowkey serves the role of a fix-it fic, but not too expressly. The eventual someday sequel will tackle that part of it more.

A less lame answer is that I just love the character studies. I love how much I like to write Hiei, I love my own interpretation of Kurama and his character. Both of them seem like they would have rich inner worlds, both private with a lot on their minds all the time. I find that this allows me to have them express a wider range of emotions and reactions than we see in the outside.

And I’ll say, I’m quite fond of how it reads/the prose. But I suppose I’m biased XD

13: What music did you listen to, if any, to get in the mood for writing this story? Or if you didn’t listen to anything, what do you think readers should listen to to accompany us while reading?

Omg dream question to answer ty anon

My Kurahi playlist is often what I choose for this fic, since originally it was going to be my one and only. It’s the story that follows the canon in a divergent way that should feel like “deleted scenes” ideally. All that to say, the playlist was built around this story.

I listen to playlists on shuffle but as I understand it a lot of people like a narrative order to vibe:

1. ***Yu Yu Hakusho Romantic Theme (Remix) - Blue Bunny

2. Desert Rose - Sting

3. Animal Instinct - The Cranberries

4. Human Behavior - Björk

5. Eyes on Fire - Blue Foundation

6. Teardrop- Massive Attack

7. When You Die - MGMT

8. New Person, Same Old Mistakes - Tame Impala

9. #1 Crush - Garbage

10. Everywhere - Yellowcard

11. Tame - Pixies

12. Perhaps, Perhaps, Perhaps - Cake

13. I Will Possess Your Heart - Death Cab for Cutie

14. Can I Call You Rose? - Thee Sacred Souls

15. Necessary Evil - Unknown Mortal Orchestra

***god if you’re like me you will listen to this 10000000000 times it is addictive

My entire Kurahi playlist is 90 songs💀so only 15 here for now. May I also suggest literally any tool song. Just cos tool is awesome. Yall should listen to more tool. On this playlist is their cover of Peach’s song “You Lied” and it’s way better and it’s on YouTube go listen to it it also fits these blorbos

[justaholeinmysoul]

Sometimes I think about those who took their lives because they were too tired of how society is just cruel and ugly and we're too sensitive for this world. Most say:"I wished they stayed to see x, they would've liked y" nah man, as a person who's only here because is a coward they would've still said fuck off a few years later. When other than depression u are also extremely sensitive and live in thus world a fucking sunset may be not enough. I always feel sorry for those who had children or someone that said was I not enough? Bur the ugly truth is that,no, you weren't. It hurt too much. Imagine some terrible physical pain that makes you pass out to protect you. That's what they did. They stopped the pain. Coming back, resist in this rotten humanity would not fix them. I understand them and I don't blame them. They were never supposed to toughen up it was us that needs to become softer and be sure that there are less sharp edges around. Is this infantilising? Will it make us weak and less manly? I don't think so. People are so prone to suffer to show strength and high morals but those are bs. Did calculators emasculate u when u used them instead of using pen and papers? Soften society is like simplify it which doesn't mean becoming stupid or never face struggles again since yall like em so much. I'd love to be forever a 5 yo happy and loved privileged rich kid or fat puppy if I could choose what to be in my next life.

[winderlylandchime]

Hello, so after we finished 2x18, it started to pour like crazy and we ended up losing power in our neighborhood for well over a day. Which means this man ended the day at like 5 pm with Justin cheating and he was miserable. I forgot how horrible it is to experience this storyline for the first time. Anyway i am now here with 2x19(1/2) and the meltdown of it all: ‘awww Ted calls him Bri just like me! Look how cute he is, god damn it Justin!’ The groan he just let out at the sight of Ethan and Justin. He immediately paused it and went to get himself candy and he is so angry that he can’t drink alcohol. ‘I’m actually about to puke out the burger I just ate. This is actually making me nauseous and also making me pissed at Justin’ *mocks Ethan in a childish voice* his instrument? He’s his instrument? Id say he can shove it up his ass but he already did. CHEATER! I am begging you to fast forward it (oh how I wish i could) this is hideous! HIDEOUS! Justin, do you not feel gross with yourself?’ *mocks Ethan again* big plans tonight? YEAH BRIAN! BIGGER! BETTER! Bitch!’ He now paused the tv cause he got frustrated, it paused on Ethan and he yelled out FUCK NO and started the ep again until he could pause it on something that wasn’t Ethan. ‘That’s nice? Being a starving artist is nice? If someone said that to me I’d throw a punch! I DESERVE TO EAT EVERY NIGHT! Oh look at him, he it just itching to ask about Brian..HA HA YOU ARE NOTHING BUT A SIDE DICK and not even a good one at that! *mocks him again* oh if he stayed sometime you could wake up together? I hate both of you. I hope every coffee you drink burns your tongue! You know, Brian can be A LOT but even he doesn’t deserve to be cheated on’ He got so relieved when Ethan went off screen only for Carl to pop up. He is already done with this ep. ‘……oh but they aren’t homophobic?..Debbie. fuck you. THEYRE GONNA BOWL TOGETHER? TIME FOR BRIAN TO SHINE!!!’ ‘This sounds really weird but I like it when Brian is working. Oh look what the cat dragged in. A CHEATER! Oh you were studying? Let me guess, classical music? Oh, you’re gonna shower are you? I wonder why?! oh Brian is a little suspicious. I need him to get caught. I hate this because I love Blondie so much but this? This isn’t it. So right now, he is on my shit list! THEY GOT FUCKING BOWIE ON THE SOUNDTRACK! I mean i know he was on in s1 BUT FUCK SHIT FUCK! BOWIE!!!!! I love Bowie!…*pauses tv* do you have any clue what this song is about? LOOK IT UP! *starts ep again* ….is he gonna tell him? What WAS JUSTIN GONNA SAY?! Oh you coward!’ ‘Okay, my dear lesbians. I am an *makes a weak fist* ally but I’m gonna need yall to fuck off because i have other stuff to worry about’ ‘oh look it’s Mikey and Cheat- WHY IS THERE VIOLIN MUSIC?! HE WAS NOWHERE TO BE SEEN FOR TWO SEASONS AND NOW HE’S ON EVERY FUCKING CORNER?!?! MAKE IT MAKE SENSE MY MAN. JUSTIN! NO! ENOUGH..oh fuck you’ He is so pissed off at Ethan right now that he is fake criticizing his violin playing as if he knows what he’s talking about ‘CHEATER! Yes. RAGE! Which is about his BOYFRIEND! DUDE HE HAS A BOYFRIEND BACK THE FUCK OFF! Why would you want to go watch a oui oui movie? Justin, you literally don’t like half of what this dude is talking about or offering so why are you acting so fucking smitten? MIKEY, GET HIS ASS! Oh boohoo the french movie is a parallel to Justin and Brian and this fucker, isn’t it? WHY ARE THEY KISSING! NO KISSING RULE FOR FUCKS SAKE JUSTIN YOU FUCKING SHITHEAD! No offense, my man..actually scratch that, full offense but you two suck at kissing each other. WHERE IS MICHAEL THE ONE TIME I WANT HIM- THERE HE IS MICHAEL!! GO TO BRIAN TELL BRIAN! PLEASE DO IT PLEASEEEEEE!’ He is so stressed out, he had to take his sweater off because he was getting so heated. I swear this is the only thing that makes it worth watching Ethan.. ‘TED AND BRI! I like these two, i feel so bad for Brian. Poor guy. Ted, my man, when you do porn, you become desensitized to it. It’s true I watched a video about it. Oh look at that, two besties talking about sex fantasies’

YOU LOST POWER AFTER 218??? Oh my god. I'm surprised your brother survived. I would have diedddddd.

Groaning at the sight of Ethan. YEP

Loving Bowie on the soundtrack. YEP

MAKE IT MAKE SENSE. YEP

Screaming at Justin. YEP

Your brother is breaking down but for all the right reasons.

[face-palming-fox]

are yall fucking serious? calling people cowards or getting mad that tumblr changed the fucking scary ass clown is some weak ass behavior. people literally have severe fear of clowns and yall are assholes just cos u liked the little heeheehoohoo joke of a clown on dash. good for you that u weren't affected but holy shit. sounding a bit ableist. fear of clowns is such a common thing this shouldn't have even cleared as an okay thing to be done by tumblr staff.

i don't have a severe fear or phobia but i didn't like it and i have an overactive and dissociative/hallucinary brain that if i were to have focused or had to look at that clown for too long im sure it would have negatively affected me further as my stupid ass brain would've turned it into something more than just a random clown png on my dash. especially since i have not been doing great in the brain department lately and keep having episodes while awake and weird/bad dreams while asleep so.

sorry you can't sit there and laugh at everyone badly affected by clowns. fuck off.

[whrrlwind-a]

        BITES INTO HIS ICE CREAM. just to assert dominance.

[maitlands-protection-squad]

So we’re all in agreement that either of the Maitlands can play the ukulele and/or banjo, right?

Like my theory is that musical Beej only really knows how to play the guitar and just found the banjo in the Maitlands’ place, figured he’d take and use it bc who’s really gonna stop him right?

Meanwhile Adam’s like “hey honeybee have you seen the banjo?”

Lydia finds their ukulele in the attic and asks Barbara about it. 5 secs later Barbara’s teaching her how to play and even tho they have very different tastes in music, Lydia’s clinging onto EVERY WORD.