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Donât worry, your secret is safe with him, Lan Xichen!
#xiyao#jin guangyao#lan xichen#meng yao#xiyao in hiding#Meme#mdzs#mdzs fanart#HAPPY PRIDE MONTH TO LXC#shiome art
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I wrote this a month and a half ago and I just realized I never said anything here! So here you go, 17k of E rated omegaverse Xiyao in hiding (no archive warnings apply) from yours truly. I hope you like it!!
#xiyao in hiding#xiyao omegaverse#xiyao au#xiyao fic#black tulip#jin guangyao#meng yao#jgy#lan xichen#lan huan#my feral ball of issues#this is sort of introspective because it was my first time writing Meng Yao and it helped me so much to get familiarized with his POV#I hope you enjoy reading this as much as I enjoyed writing it
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Meng Yao, the raging feral ball of issues that he is, reacts by panicking a lil bit cause FUCK. What do you mean these two now know heâs pregnant? This is exactly what people have always accused him of being âa whore whose achievements are dependent on opening his legs prettily. But also, heâs pregnant??? With Lan Xichenâs pup??? The man that made him feel like he was living in pure marital bliss in the middle of war???
Heâs swooning because he knows that he canât have that child if he wants his plans to go on, but the thought of erasing the only remaining proof of what he had during those days with that perfect, heavenly alpha that treated him as if Meng Yao was the one carved out from the purest jade makes him want to rip his own scent glands off and die choking on his own blood.
Nie Mingjue is frankly very confused about the look on Meng Yaoâs face because he thinks he understands the distress that his deputy is feeling but he also knows that there must be a lot heâs missing on. And the souring of Meng Yaoâs scent in that moment doesnât help his confusion and maybe his hurt too, if you want to make this 3zun with a respectfully pining Nie Mingjue which yes, it definitely is like that, please and thank you. Confusion that stops Nie Mingjue from seeing the initial shock and elation that Lan Xichen seems to be feeling at first, after reuniting with the beautiful, strong, and incredibly smart omega that managed to make the best out of the worst moments of his life. And on top of that, it turns out that this precious man that got Lan Xichenâs heart soaring and singing at his every dimpled smile is bearing his child??? He wants to kiss him and scent him so badly and go run to wherever his uncle may be to tell him that he is marrying this man.
And then, he sees A-Yaoâs face. And suddenly, he feels like all of the air has been punched out his lungs and he wants to throw up. What if Meng Yao hadnât actually wanted to share his rut with him? What if it had all been a delusion concocted by his feverish lovesick head? He smells A-Yaoâs distress and feels guilty, dirty and has the sudden urge of ripping his robes off, and letting Meng Yao claw at his chest and rip it open, so that he can yank his heart and guts out of Lan Xichen as punishment for his heinous crimes.
A/b/o au in which Nie Mingjue detects a drastic change in MY's scent during the Sunshot Campaign. Such great changes in the scent of an omega are often indicative of their condition: and Meng Yao is revealed to be pregnant.
Not knowing what to do, Nie Mingjue request Lan Xichen's assistance in broaching the subject to Meng Yao. However he fails to tell Lan Xichen exactly who his omegan deputy is.
So, when Lan Xichen realizes it is Meng Yao - the omega that shared his rut with whilst hiding from the Wen- who is pregnant, the only thing he can say is "A-Yao is carrying my child âïž"
#this idea for an AU really got me running#Iâm sorry fish if this is way off what you were thinking#I honestly canât see this going any other way than that of a hurt/little comfor very angsty fic full of misunderstandings#like imagine if NMJ saw and smelt their horror in this scenario? knowing him he would jump to the worst of conclusions#âdid one of them took advantage of the other? MY is terrorized amd I donât eant to believe that LXC would have done thatâ#âbut I will rip his throat off if thatâs the case cause hOW DID YOU DARE DO THAT? A rut is NO EXCUSE LAN XICHEN!!â#MY would try to make things right but seeing LXCâs pained face would also make him eant to flee cause what if HE took advantage#of LXCâs rut? He doesnât want to believe that but now he NEEDS to get rid of this thing before long because he doesnât want NMJ to accuse#him of taking advantage of LXCâs state of mind and position once he learns the truth and NMJ/LXC interpret this as MY being afraid#and vulnerable and in need of a way out of this situation (which would make perfect sense for NMJ wanting to write that referral to JGS#thinking that MY wouldnât feel comfortable being LXCâs friendâs deputy)#would this scenario make for a reversal of 3zun dynamics where NMJ resents LXC and vows to protect MY from him? Possibly#the other possibility I see depending on NMJ state of mind is him seeing that those two are bright a fucking mess without really knowing#the details? he would assume that the sex was consensual but not the pregnancy and he would feel conflicted about the possibility of it#beign a ploy? but at that point he still believes in his trusted smart and efficient deputy and his distress when learning about the pregna#makes him believe in MY not having ulterior motives. So in short he decides to intercede between these two dumbasses#and maybe he falls even deeper in love in the process though he refrains from acting on it cause he knows heâll die young#meanwhile LXC and MY would be pining and yearning for each other wangxian style with their canonical soft touches and fleeting looks when i#public. LXC would constantly act like a kicked puppy and MY would feel SO guilty for deciding not to bear that pup#jin guangyao#meng yao#lan xichen#xiyao in hiding#mdzs fic ideas#potential 3zun if you like that though you can totally ignore that part and headcanon NMJ as an aro/ace autistic obsessed with his saber#againg fish sorry for turning your âLXC takes MY to Gusu and mates him and they live happily ever afterâ into this angsty mess
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our story was written between the lines of someone else's life
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cql, aka the most "use your words and be kind to children" show of all time
#mdzs shitposting#mdzs#cql#the untamed#jin guangyao#wei wuxian#lan xichen#nie huaisang#xiyao#you know what would have fixed the narrative: make shi wudu nie huaisang's brother and meng yao's superior#'ge lan-xiansheng tried to take away my canary đ„șđ„șđ„ș'#well he certainly won't try that again anytime soon#'i had to kill the jin captain let me explain--'#'it's fine grab a spade and help me hide the body'
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"Zewu-jun's hair is so smooth and soft."
#mdzs#mo dao zu shi#the untamed#cql#xiyao#lan xichen#meng yao#zewu jun#jin guangyao#i don't know what I am doing tbh#I haven't posted here in more than 3 years#and suddenly I am back with my heart broken and a broken ship#I did not sign for this pain#but yeah so i haven't drawn anything in years so idk#i might be back with more#or maybe I'll be blessed and stop angsting over xiyao#let's pretend they are still in hiding and meng yao just has the privilege to comb zewujun hair every morning
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Rewind 2024 - Part I
WangxianFicRecs - Rewind 2024
Part one of our favourite stories published in 2024. If you also want to give a shout-out to a story, submit an ask and we will share it in an upcoming post featuring Follower Recs and Proud Author Spotlights.
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much sweeter than
by mellowflicker
T, 3k, Wangxian | Kay's Rec
Summary: Lan Wangji gets married knowing one thing: his husband is his equal.
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Day 4: Time Travel
by UseMyMuse (@museywrites)
G, 1k, Wangxian | Kay's Rec
Part of Musey's Lanuary 2024
Summary: Lan Sizhui knows his parents are happy, but he wants to fix things so they never had to suffer. Against his better judgement, he goes back in time, though he isn't sure if things will turn out the way he expected.
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old wounds, like hidden ghosts
by wordsonpage (@ronniexian)
T, 2k, Wangxian | Kay's Rec
Summary: "Wei Ying, Wei Ying, you are a menace." "Oh, yeah," Wei Wuxian plays along. "And what are you gonna do about it, Hanguang-jun?" "Perhaps I should leave you." - Lan Wangji is possessed by a vengeful spirit during a night hunt. It takes Wei Wuxian a long, painful moment to notice. (my accidental darkji threadfic, cleaned)
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my name on your lips
by kopicanai
T, 2k, Wangxian | Kay's Rec
Summary: To the mortals, he is Hanguang-jun. To the other gods, he is Lan Wangji. To Wei Wuxian, he is simply Lan Zhan. A Chinese gods AU
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Changed for the Better
by tigerlilly3224
M, 4k, Wangxian | Kay's Rec
Summary: âT-They have busy lives. Itâs hard for them to step away.â Wei Wuxian didnât usually stutter. He was tripping over his words. Trying to justify the accusations faster than his mouth can form the sounds. His brain brought up the long prepared list of why the Jiangâs did and always would come first. Lan Wangji narrowed his gaze. âYou lower your own worth for their sake. You told me you wrote wrong answers on assignments so you wouldn't get a better grade than Jiang Cheng. You are your own person Wei Ying and you live as if you take up too much space. I want -â {aka. college roommates wangxian learn to navigate their lives and heal each other along the way âšđ«¶} ** on page panic attack, past referenced/implied emotional child abuse & neglect // rating due to topics both mentioned & implied but there is no spice here just feels
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Having one soulmate in this life is enough
by secretninjagirl (@shawoloser)
M, 1k, Wangxian | Kay's Rec
Summary: âWei Ying, come to bed,â he says. His eyes are still so soft, and his voice is so warm. âYes,â Wei Wuxian says, wondering if his voice sounds as unsteady as he feels. He doesnât know what this means, but heâs powerless to resist his soulmate. He will take whatever Lan Wangji is willing to give him. ------ A "missing scene" of sorts from episode 43 of The Untamed. The pan out over the Jingshi with their song playing felt very much to me like a subtextual sex scene. So I wrote that hypothetical scene.
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đ For good
by apathyinreverie (@apathyinreverie)
M, 6k, Wangxian & Xiyao | Kay's Rec
Summary: Wangji should have seen this coming. (Kind of mafia AU. Where the Jins are their usual treacherous selves but Wei Ying is perfectly capable of getting revenge. Which they absolutely deserve. For having made his Lan Zhan so much as frown.)
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đ Bright the Day We Met
by ereshai (@ereshai)
G, 1k, Wangxian | Kay's Rec
Summary: Xichen wasnât even sure Wangji was open to finding his soulmate. The mechanism of soulmate matching was inexact and open to misinterpretation. It was very frustrating. Wangji had always preferred certainty.
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đ Lay my body down
by tawaen
M, 54k, Wangxian | Kay's Rec
Summary: One of the fragments of Wei Wuxian's soul, splintered during the first siege of the Burial Mounds, uses the energy released by the Yin Tiger Tally and flees backwards through time to another moment where Wei Wuxian was close to death â after the fall of Lotus Pier, at the hands of Jiang Wanyin. Knowing how his first life will end, Wei Wuxian decides to hide his survival, and leave the cultivation world behind.
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The White Jade Hairpin
by YilingSani (@yiling-sani)
G, 1k, Wangxian | Kay's Rec
Summary: Happy Birthday, dear Hanguang-Jun!
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Tell Me To Stay
by YilingSani (@yiling-sani)
G, 14k, Wangxian | Kay's Rec
Summary: With heavy steps, Wei Ying walks back to the living room and plops down on the sofa again. His silver eyes travel around the room for a while, mind flooded by memories of sunny mornings, meals and cosy evenings together and all the surfaces they fucked each other on. Then they stop at the door of Lan Zhan's study. If he walked out right now... If Lan Zhan walked out right now and spoke to him, Wei Ying would throw the backpack away, hold his boyfriend close and never let him go. He begs. He begs it would happen. He begs Lan Zhan to somehow feel how much on the edge Wei Ying is balancing right now. "Please," he whispers - the tightening feeling in his throat is slowly choking him while the silver eyes threaten to fill with tears. "Please, Lan Zhan."
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Heart of hearts
by apathyinreverie (@apathyinreverie)
M, WIP, Series, 40k, Wangxian | Kay's Rec
Summary: It won't be until several days later that Wangji will know to be grateful for Jiang Wanyinâs insistence to split up in their search. (Or, JC and LWJ spend those months searching separately and LWJ ends up finding Wei Ying a little earlier. Wei Ying who doesnât remember anything beyond his own name. So, LWJ takes his chance and takes Wei Ying home. To Gusu.)
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đđ your heart is mine to fortify
by sunflowersfield
G, 2k, Wangxian | Kay's Rec
Summary: A few mornings later, Wei Ying stares up at his ceiling and listens to the wind blowing through the willow tree outside his window. It is 4:15 a.m. and he is wide awake once more. For a while, the howling wind is the only sound he hears, and then, there is movement from somewhere below him. The opening and closing of cabinet doors. Light footsteps tapping on a hardwood floor. The clanging of metal against glass. Lan Zhan has arrived at the bakery. Wei Ying allows himself to be swept away by the symphony of sounds that Lan Zhan unknowingly creates as he begins his day. His breathing slows, and his body relaxes bit by bit. He imagines that he is listening to a lullaby written just for him. And just like a lullaby, the symphony guides him back to sleep. Or: Wei Ying lives in the apartment above Lan Zhan's bakery. Or part 2: Wei Ying learns how to accept Lan Zhan's help.
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Brand New Moves
by tawaen
T, 7k, Wangxian | Kay's Rec
Summary: In the most ambitious heist ever planned, Team Rocket attempts to steal two legendary PokĂ©mon â one from the Burial Mounds Gym Leader, Wei Ying; and one from the Snow White Pavilion Gym Leader, Lan Zhan. These two former rivals are paired up to battle against one another for the first time since becoming Gym Leaders! Will they be able to defeat Team Rocket? Or will they loose their composure and their PokĂ©mon? (Just joking, Wei Ying and Lan Zhan never even notice Team Rocket. They only have eyes for each other!)
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marital customs
by shijieswife
M, WIP, 2k, Wangxian | Kay's Rec
Summary: Cangse, with the growing up on a mountain under the hand of an immortal cultivator who had not descended in several hundred years, often has not a clue, about a single one of the customs down the mountain. She has very little idea of customs, or respect for them, despite her decades living down from the mountain. And this, unlike other things, is something Changze has no experience in either - the art of dealing with suitors for your first born childâs hand.
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#wangxian fic rec#wangxianficrecs#rewind 2024#the untamed#wangxian#fandom event#long post#Kay's Rec#Kay's Favorite#The Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation#MDZS#Mo Dao Zu Shi#December 2024
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Daily reminder that when the Cloud Recesses got attacked, and LXC went on the run and JGY saved him and helped him hide, the Wens were in full power. They were the undisputed ruling clan. So much so that they could demand the other sects to send their heirs to them as hostages, and nearly kill the said heirs, fearing no consequences. And no sect had decided to try anything against them yet. They didn't think that ALL THE OTHER SECTS TOGETHER could do anything against the Wens. (And they truly couldn't if it weren't for Meng Yao.)
A little insignificant outcast like Meng Yao was FUCKED if he was caught hiding away THE Zewu-Jun.
And yet he did it! He didn't like...drag LXC to a doctor and said "I found this mysterious wounded man with an unknown identity. He's your problem now. Ciao. :)" No! He fully took care of him and hid him away and helped him rebuild the Cloud Recesses! (And listen, the Xiyao agenda of the show when Meng Yao specifically thinks of "Zewu-Jun" when he hears about the fall of the cloud recesses while he himself is bleeding on the ground and goes to save LXC after his banishment is very beautiful, especially for LXC. Imagine seeing this cute guy that you developed a crush on with one look and a total of 5 minutes of interaction before the guy left. And then suddenly in your worst & most desperate situation, the guy suddenly appears like an angel like you've manifested him and saves you and nurses you back to health and takes your hand in rebuilding your sect every step of the way. BUT! Book!Meng Yao didn't even know LXC! There has never been a tender hand touch and LXC gracefully saving him from an awkward and cruel social situation! He just saw a man and saved him out of the kindness of his heart regardless of the risks for himself!)
And LXC wasn't even the only person he saved individually. He saved Qin Su, too. if he's saved these two individually who knows if he had saved more people. Daily reminder that JGY is the kind of person who will go out of his way to help people when he can.
#mdzs#cql#despite his weak footing in Jinlintai & him slowly falling out of favor with JGS he still insisted on building the watchtowers#the untamed#mo dao zu shi#chen qing ling#jin guangyao#jgy#meng yao#lan xichen#lan huan#zewu jun#xiyao#qin su#my two cents
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ok listen when trying to work from the novel timeline via the mdzs wiki I roughly estimated about 4-6 weeks for xiyao's time on the run from the wens. and I realize the donghua makes some. uh. decisions. but I was looking for a different scene and found this tiny thing instead
...........MONTHS
months
MONTHS!!!
I'm screaming no wonder I had "xiyao cottagecore era" firmly in my mind for when they first met. (Although it helps that the donghua also shows them hiding in what does look like a very cute cottage)
#despite watching the donghua one (1) time and reading the novel multiple times. it was also my first introduction to mdzs.#so some things have firmly lodged themselves in my skull#anyway I'm transporting my brain back to cottagecore xiyao for the rest of this work week#god bless u mdzs donghua#fandom#ziggy.txt
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#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#yanyan polls#lan sizhui does canonically bring up âwhat wwx taught [him as a-yuan] to say when he saw a pretty womanâ but he never finishes the thought#wei wuxian. king. you are not dodging the âquestionable gender opinionsâ allegations
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What is below the cut is a list of some extra headcanons (+ Relationship Dynamic Headcanons) for MDZS.
FOREWARNING! I do not ship bash, nor do I tolerate it. If your opinions on ships and their relating dynamics differ from mine, that's okay! I may have ships of my own that I prefer to be romantic, while you may think the opposite, and vise versa. THAT IS PERFECTLY NORMAL. Just, for the love of the gods, do not bash the ships. They are fictional characters, who cares that much?
It is rather short as of now, but hopefully that will be rectified! if you have any ideas or headcanons of your own that you wish to add, please feel free to say them!
Extra Headcanons
The stronger your cultivation level, the more you are able to do that others may not realize is possible. For Example, if a cultivatorâs spiritual power is high enough, they can make their spiritual weapon turn into a tattoo somewhere on their body.
The Sect Leader outfits are like those of the game version, or at least more intricate than how they are perceived in canon.
Cultivators are known to have very long lifespans, long enough to where someone in their 90s would be considered young. The longest a cultivator (who wasnât immortal) lived was recorded to be 328 years old.
Relationships (Romantic/Platonic)
Wangxian (One-sided(?) â Romantic)
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Xicheng (Platonic â Romantic)
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Zhuiling (Romantic)
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SangCheng (Romantic â Platonic)
They had developed a crush on each other during their time at the Cloud Recesses but only acted on those feelings in a moment of shared grief after Wei Yingâs death. They dated for a few years but ended up ending things when Huaisang became too distant after his brotherâs death. They still ended up staying friends, though, and later became sworn brothers.
Being sworn brothers was not intended to be a secret, but they also never said anything about it (but they also didnât hide it either, people were just either completely blind to it, or thought they started dating again).
Xiyao (Romantic(?) â Enemies(?))
They had feelings for one another, but unlike Sangcheng, they never fully acted on them, as Lan Huan was a sect leader and Meng Yao was (for a little while) only classified as the âson of a prostituteâ by others. The way their relationship was shown to others only became closer when Meng Yao was publicly/formerly accepted into the Jin Clan and became Jin Guangyao.
There was a time when they were in a âsituationshipâ of some sort, but it never got any further than that as Jin Guangyao was quick to put an end to anything since he was set to marry Qin Su (his sister đ€ą) in the coming months.
During the following years, Lan Huan never completely lost feeling for the other until the events at Guanyin Temple happened and Jin Guangyaoâs masterplan was revealed in front of all of them.
Jin Guangyao has a hard time determining his exact feelings for Lan Huan. He canât entirely say that he was in love with him, but he can admit that he did have feelings for him, even if it was only a small amount and lasted for not even a year
Jin Guangyao knew of Lan Huanâs feelings for him and used them for his benefit.
Zhancheng (Rivals(?) â Familial/Platonic)
While they were younger in the Cloud Recesses, they felt as if they had to compete against each other for the attention of Wei Ying, so in consequence, they didnât like each other too much.
During the three months that Wei Ying was gone and they went on all of those search missions together for him, they began to get closer.Â
When Lan Zhan was out of his (forced) seclusion, he asked Jiang Cheng for help in order to raise a child (Lan Huan bugged him about asking the Sect Leader since they were both single parents and similar in age). He was reluctant about it at first because of the falling out they had during the Burial Siege, but they started to get closer after a few months.
Jiang Cheng knew immediately that âLan Yuanâ was actually Wen Yuan, but he didnât say anything about it.Â
During the times when both Lan Huan and Lan Zhan would be away on official business, Jiang Cheng would be the one to take care of Lan Yuan if the boy couldnât go with the Twin Jades. While the boy was at Lotus Pier, he was taught to swim and had small playdates with Jin Ling (as well as following Jiang Cheng like a little duckling all around YunmengJiang).
#ao3 writer#my headcanons#headcanons#no ship bashing#mxtx mdzs#mdzs#mo dao zu shi#grandmaster of demonic cultivation#wangxian#xicheng#zhuiling#sangcheng#xiyao#zhancheng#extra headcanons
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I know xiyao did not literally meet in Yunping (it's likely that meng yao worked somewhere else as a bookkeeper after his mom died, etc.) but let's use Yunping as shorthand for "xiyao in hiding somewhere in yunmeng", anyway.
Point is: oh my god, the xiyao cottagecore period has all of the best tropes. a secret time away from the world, just the two of them, societal differences suspended while in hiding, there was only one bed, wound tending, secret identities, prince thrown among commoners, nicknames, first times, first love, etc.
for months
Look at this whole wartime romance blossoming quietly in a single flashback, a period of time that we only heard about from other people in the previous versions of the story, that we never saw until the donghua, but that apparently changed both of their lives so completely that lxc came out of it with pretty enlightened takes on grey morality and the nickname "a-yao" on his lips. Incredible. unparalleled. blessed content. whenever I think about it I want to bite my fist.
#conclusion: they should fuck and be each other's firsts#thanks for coming to my ted talk#xiyao#it's 1am and I've had an exciting day ok
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Looks like young master Lan got mauled (and not only by the Wen troops while he was running away) đ
XiYao on the run is my ultimate weak spot đ„č I love to think about what the time they spent hiding could have been like. This little bubble tenderness during the war đ€§
#hashtag release the yunping tapes#xiyao#nebulathunderdraws#mdzs fanart#nothing in the anatomy works or makes sense and I take full responsibility for it. won't stop tho
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Fic Finder
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1. WangXian story where wen Cho crashes the wedding (unsure if this was actually an Itmf, if it is, please tell me and I will move it. - Mod C)
FOUND? Perfectly arranged by Anonymous (E, 2k, WangXian, Rule 63, Arranged Marriage, Canon Divergence, Cunnilingus, Vaginal Sex, First Time, Loss of Virginity)
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2. Hi mods, trying to find this is driving me mad: I recall a post-CQL, pre-get together fic where Lan Wangji was unwittingly cursed to express his worst impulses and became increasingly possessive/controlling, isolating the two of them. The fic ended with Wei Wuxian transferring the curse onto himself and Lan Wangji cleansing it.
FOUND? Clouded by diamondbruise (M, 15k, WangXian, Canon Divergence, Getting Together, Case Ficish, Curses, Dark LWJ, It's a curse, Dubcon Kissing, Jealousy, Sharing a Bed, Angst with a Happy Ending, Dubious Consent, no sex in this fic just in general)
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3. hellooo i need help looking for a fic. it was modern zombie apocalypse au (i dont remember if it was tagged as such). wangxian is established and married, they live in the cloud recesses with lans and wens. first scene opens with wwx getting stuck while scouting and lwj having to look for help where he meets jc and his group(jyl, jzx, jl, fairy, mxy). they later went to the cloud recesses separately. other significant details i remember is that jl was born on the date the apocalypse happened, jyl met meng shi, jc named his.. gun? zidian. i remember it was incomplete but i couldnt find it, if anyone happened to know the fic help would be appreciated!
NOT FOUND! So Faithful, So Few (So Pardon, and Done) by azri (M, 3k, wangxian, canon divergence, post-siege of burial mounds, revenge, zombies, horror, blood & gore, not JC friendly, not cultivation world friendly)
FOUND! Sad and Sober, Sunday Afternoon by Iamsweden (M, 36k, WIP, WangXian, XuanLi, Zombie Apocalypse, Blood and Gore, Unreliable Narrator, Minor Character Death, Major Character Undeath, Major character death, Suicidal Thoughts, Graphic Description of Corpses, Flashbacks)
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4. there was a fic where JC managed to wish WWX out of existence - and the resulting world is worse and JC is the only one who remembers WWX because he erased him. And then somehow WWX comes back and fixes things (again)
NOT FOUND! Ad Oblivione by Baph, HikariNoHimeWriter (M, 70k, WangXian, Time Travel Fix-It, Temporary Character Death, POV Multiple, Hurt/Comfort, Grief/Mourning, Identity Reveal, Golden Core Reveal, Cultivation World Critical, Not JC Friendly, Abusive YZY, Angst with a Happy Ending)
NOT FOUND! Lynchpin by ShanaStoryteller (Not Rated, 103k, WangXian, JC & WWX, Time Travel, Fix-It, Lynchpin [PODFIC] by Opalsong, [PODFIC] Lynchpin by Gwogobo)
FOUND! The Way It Wasn't by KouriArashi (T, 72k, WangXian, XiYao, Canon Divergence, Angst with a Happy Ending, Fix-It, (eventually haha), Slow Build, Family Feels, Moral Ambiguity, Eventual Happy Ending)
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5. Help finding a fic? WWX comes back but instead of the canon story he goes first to find Jiang Cheng. Jiang Cheng hides him by dressing him as a woman, and the jianghu thinks they are engaged (so LWJ is very concerned about his growing feelings for this "taken" lady). I think it was a very lighthearted and fun fic.
FOUND! By Any Other Name by ShanaStoryteller (Not Rated, 31k, Wangxian, Canon Divergence, Crossdressing, Misunderstandings, Identity Porn, Identity reveal)
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6. Hi, there's two fics with single parent wei ying that I'm looking for. Both aren't abo i think.
A) WWX and wen chao gets married after WWX gets pregnant after a one night stand with wen chao. A-yuan is the baby. WWX don't love wen chao. The jiangs kicked him out before this. Wen chao tells wwx that the wens kicked him out too. After a few years the situation is this - wen chao leaves wwx and a yuan alone in their house multiple times in the name of business trips. I don't remember the details but wen chao dies one day and on the death bed he says "I'm sorry" to wwx.
On wen chao's funeral WWX learns that wen chao had another wife -wang lingjiao and that wen zhuliu was aware of wen chao's double life. Neither wang lingjiao nor wwx knew of each other's existence, wen chao cheated them both. Wen chao was bankrupt and all the burden of debts came to wwx shoulders, so he along with a yuan had to leave their home.
Wwx gets a job as a club/hotel host with mianmian as his superior.
Enter lan wangji. The lans and the jins came for a business meeting at the hotel wwx was working at and mianmian assigns him to their table. LZ is ofc shocked to learn of his childhood crush wei ying's situation and tries to helps him along the way. In the end after some trials and tribulation, obviously wangxian and ayuan becomes a family.
B) Wei ying is a single parent. mpreg and the nameless dad left them both giving away his rights over ayuan. Wei ying is fashionable.
Wei ying was walking through the streets when a motorbike racer passes him. The racer then comes back to take a double look at wei ying. The racer is ofc lan wangji who is also a racing champion, who also happens to be baby yuan's idol. Wei ying doesn't recognise him at first but agrees to a coffee date. There he recognises him. Wei ying tells lwj about ayuan. They get close from then on.
Lwj asks wei ying and ayuan out to watch his race. Lwj gets them a ticket in the area reserved for family, lan xichen meets them there and obviously likes the people his brother loves.
Everything's going good but lwj's manager doesn't like that lwj is spending time with wy and ayuan.
Wei ying gets pregnant again and lwj tells him he is going to retire from racing soon. The manager doesn't like it and tries to berate wy when he gets him alone. Wy goes to lxc to clear misunderstandings and lxc tells him lwj made the decision to quit because lwj wanted to.
The final race day is also close to wy's delivery date. Well, wy's water broke when lwj is in the race course and he had to be rushed to the hospital. Wen qing told the manager to inform lwj. The manager doesn't and lwj wins the race. Then lwj learns of the delivery and rushes to the hospital.
Please help me find these two fics
6A)
FOUND! please give me the time it takes a tear to fall (so i can be by your side) by prettyxianxian (E, 48k, wangxian, LWJ & LSZ & WWX, minor WWX/WC, modern, LSZ is WC&WWXâs child, implied/referenced alcoholism, friends to lovers, mpreg, angst w/ happy ending, pining LWJ, smut)
6B)
FOUND! My Heart is the Finish Line by UseMyMuse (E, 29k, WangXian, Bikerji, dadxian, Mpreg)
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7. Hello! Iâm really struggling to find this fic I read some time ago and would like some help. In it, lan zhan is a dragon that gets hurt and stuck in his small dragon form. Wei ying finds him and takes him back to the jiang sect to take care of him while heâs healing (tho he doesnât know itâs lan zhan). I remember itâs not jiang cheng friendly, i think the sun shot campaign is still a thing thatâs happening in the fic, and by the end of it, Wei ying ascends (?) and becomes a dragon himself with like the ability to purify resentful energy. I remember really enjoying it and would love to read it again, thank you!
FOUND! fell by you by Vrishchika (E, 44k, WangXian, Dragon LWJ, Fantasy, Explicit Smut in Last Chapter, Pining, POV LWJ, Canon Divergence, Immortals, Deities, Dragon WWX, Angst with a Happy Ending)
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8. Hello :) Iâm looking for a nielan fic where itâs an arranged marriage between LXC and NMJ. The details I remember are that in the beginning itâs supposed to be the elders talking and the marriage being arranged. NMJ sets up a separate room for LXC so that he comfortable but LXC takes that as NMJ not liking him or smth. And during the war LXC gets taken by the Wens. Thank you! @plzloveme
Hi, I was 8 on the last fic finder. That unfortunately was not the fic I was looking for, but I will give it a try :)
NOT FOUND! soaring, carried aloft on the wind by Skadiseven (E, 68k, NieLan, WangXian, Canon Divergence, Arranged Marriage, Horses, Swordfights, hunting hawks, and braids of course, Romance, Friendship, Twin Jades of LĂĄn Dynamics, Light Angst) this almost sounds like 8, except lxc doesn't get taken by the wens, not sure if it's correct but I thought it was worth mentioning, also the asker might enjoy reading it as it seems to have a similar plot?
FOUND! How To Communicate With Your Husband: A Narrative in Many Frustrating Parts by Lan XiChen and Nie MingJue by Vanja (E, 38k, NieLan, Canon Divergence, Arranged Marriage, Misunderstandings, Mutual Pining, Canon-Typical Violence, Minor Character Death, Minor Original Character(s), Fluff and Smut, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Slow Burn, Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies, Happy Ending)
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9. Hi, um so, I have been searching for wangxian fic travel-fix-it I think for a weeks. But sadly I forgot to note it. I think it's Lan Wangji that have been time travel, he also make nie huaisang working together to make sure wei wuxian leaves the Jiang Sect. Also that the Jiang bashing and turns out that Madam Yu are actually the second madam of Jin Guangshan and both Jiang Yanli and Jiang Wanyin are the Jin. Also Wei Wuxian become Sect Leader and Chief Cultivator.
FOUND! I'm like 90% sure that the number 9 is "OOC!" in which lan wangji is ooc, but I don't remember the author (and I think the fic was moved to wattpad?)
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10. Hello I want to find a fic where xicheng is the main ship and wangxian is the background ship
It's a JC centric fic where he gets reincarnated over and over again he also retains his memories (canon memories)
Throughout all his reincarnations he loved LXC but never did he express those feelings
He also believed LXC loved JGY (which isn't true)
In one of those reincarnations LXC actually killed JC by mistake (actually manipulated by JGY)
JGY was an evil person in all the reincarnations except the last one
FOUND! Running Our Hands Through Embers by MarvelousMar (E, 136k, XiCheng, WangXian, Modern AU, Reincarnation, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Slow Burn, Masturbation, Angst with a Happy Ending, Eventual Happy Ending, But With A Lot of Suffering in Between)
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11. Hello ^_^ Can you help me find the ao3 fic where wwx grew up in Cloud Recesses together with lwj? They were very close and handsy to easch other. There's a specific scene that wwx and lwj cuddles in the cold pond while meditating, that its normal for them to do that. There's also a scene that guest disciples, especially nhs, noticed it and asked lxc about wwx and lwj's closeness.
Hello! no. 11 here. Its not soft hearted :( the cold pond scene that im talking about, i know that lan qiren and lan xichen(?) saw them but they didnt disturbed them. About the time nie huaisang(?) asked lxc about them being clingy, lxc simply answered them that they grew up close to each other esp when madam lan died. thank you! (oh! Oh! I know this fic! I've read this fic! Oh man, I wish I could remember the name đ
- Mod C)
NOT FOUND! soft-hearted by sarahyyy (G, 6k, wangxian, alternate universe, childhood friends, hurt/comfort, getting together, first kiss, wedding fluff)
for #11, there is an alpha/alpha wangxian fic where Wei ying grew up in the CR, and when the visiting disciples comes they're surprised at how close/tactile wangxian are cause they're handsy for friends, and also both alphas and ppl comment on it. This sounds like it but the requester didnt mention abo.
FOUND? The Demonic Cultivator by Cat_Noir (T, 202k, WIP, WangXian, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Fluff and Hurt/Comfort, Major Character Injury, Angst, Implied/Referenced Abuse, Implied Sexual Content, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, Implied/Referenced Torture, Implied/Referenced Homophobia, Psychological Trauma, Attempt at Humor, Crack, Canon Divergence, Mentions of Blood Blood, Injury, Minor Character Death) has a scene where Jiang Cheng finds them in the cold springs cuddling. Also has Nie Huaisang talking to LXC about it - Mod C
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12. Hi, first of all thank you for your amazing work! This is not a WX request so feel free to ignore it but I have been looking for this fic for so long that I thought I take a chance here. I read it quite some time ago and I think it was Meng Yao/ LXC but it might also have been JWY/ LXC. MY or JWY (whoever became LXC's partner) was a succubus who had been together with one of the Wens. He was used for his magic but also starved because because never got enough affection etc. to fill his succubus magic reservoir. He only realizes this when he gets together with LXC and recovers. WX are together in the background. I also remember a scene in which Su She comes to bother LXC after having established his own small sect at the edge of Gusu Lan territory. MY (or JWY) encourage LXC to be more assertive towards Su She by telling him to remain half-dressed and talking to Su She at the kitchen table. If I remember correctly there was also a second part in which MY or WWX used their power to make their enemies kneel in a showdown. Might have been ABO on top of succubus magic. This fic has haunted me for a long time now and I would be super grateful if anyone remembered it!
Hi! Thanks for trying to find my fic (no.12)! Unfortunately, it is not the suggested one. Maybe the author deleted it because god knows I have searched high and low for it...
not FOUND i could whet your appetite by beizhaan (E, 20k, XiCheng, Modern AU, Alpha LXC, Oral Sex, Anal Fingering, Anal Sex, JC is a Mess, Bottom JC, PWP, Bukkake, Come Swallowing, Comeplay, JC Needs a Hug, JC Gets Railed, Omegaverse, Supernatural Elements, Light Angst, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Urban Fantasy, Incubus JC, Top LXC)
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13. Hi! Do you know a fic where lwj texts wy and adds kaomojis at the end because lxc told him it breaks ice/it's a hit thing among his peers?
FOUND! we'll get him falling for a stranger (or a catfish) by sweetlolixo (T, 38k, WangXian, Modern AU, College AU, Catfish AU, Eventual Happy Ending, Crossdressing WWX, Pining LWJ, Fluff, Humor, lwj is a grade A+ SIMP, Identity Porn)
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14. Hello! There was a 20 part (or more?) series that was recommended in one "in the mood for"s here recently. It was a royalty au, lqr or lxc pressures lwj to take a wife or a concubine. Lwj takes wy as a concubine and thus upends his predicament which turns hilariously troublesome for everyone except wangxian. @imstillthinkingaboutithmm
FOUND! The one where WWX is not LWJ's concubine AU Series by Lookingkindofdumb (Varied, 89k, WIP, WangXian, Non-Cultivator AU, Emperor LXC, Concubine AU, Rumors, Humor, Politics, Extended family chaos)
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15. wei ying was cursed with obedience by madam yu and, when that makes his family suspicious, is forced to harm himself to skirt the edges of the curse just enough so that he seems more like himself. set in the cloud recesses study arc, i believe! thank you!
FOUND? obey with true endeavour, lest the wound loses its savior by bogliasco (M, 60k, WIP, WangXian, Curse of Obedience, Self-Harm, Canon Divergence, WWX-centric, Fix-It of Sorts, Consent Issues, Torture)
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16. Hi! I'm trying to find a fic where on post-canon Lwj and Wwx are going through Lwj's mother's things and find out a letter (or a diary, I don't remember what it was) where she reveals that she loved Lxc, but actually hated Lwj, and it absolutely breaks Lwj's heart, since he loved her so much.
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17. Hii, i was searching for this modern au wangxian fic that i read a while ago and couldn't find again. all i remember about it is that it atleast in part focused on the lan family dynamic and lwj and lxc finding out their mother had had a sister who had been in foster care/ adopted in america. in the fic lwj was autistic and his aunt was also autistic. i remember there being a lan family gathering at some point in the middle of the fic and baoshan sanren was married to lan yi. thank you so muchđ
FOUND! together, weâre just enough by lulu_kitty (E, 134k, wangxian, past WWX/OFC, modern, younger LWJ, bartender LWJ, older WWX, rich WWX, fluff, yearning, smut, bottom LWJ, LWJ has scoliosis, slow burn)
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18. Hi I love this blog and I really need help finding a fic. It was a nsfw fic on AO3 where I think WWX was like an explorer or something and finds a snake(?) Or at least a creature of some kind which bites him and infects his with like some close to sex pollen. But the creature turns into LWJ who I think was a naga. I can't find it at all and none of the searches I've done seem to bring up either. Thank you for the help (I just home Tumblr doesn't eat this ask )
18 on the fic finder. Yea the one described sounds exactly like it! Slither pleasure didn't look the same but I'm happy to read it anyway. It's suck if the one I'm looking for got deleted so fast. Thanks y'all for the help!
NOT FOUND! Slithering Pleasure by sweetdeadlykittypaws (E, 8k, WWX/Other(s), WangXian, PWP, Size Difference, Anal Sex, Double Anal Penetration, Oral Sex, Mind/Mood Altering Substances, Post-Canon, Huge dicks, Monster sex, Bestiality, a bit, Oviposition, Egg Laying, Urethral Play, Shameless Smut, Male Lactation, Choose Your Own Ending, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat, Underage Sex, Incest, Nipple Fuck, wwx gets fucked by his small nagas, Gangbang, Come Eating, Stomach Bulge, Come Inflation, wangxian in third chapter, A Bit of Fluff, Plot Twist, Somnophilia, Pregnancy Kink, Dirty Talk, lwj is a pervert, Everyday means everyday)
know that I've read #18 on the latest fic finder before and it's not Slithering Pleasure but think it may have been deleted because I can't find it anywhere đ lwj was the snake and kind of intersex. Wwx was a certified monster fucker and thought a lot about past sexual encounters he'd had with other creatures. It ended with lwj declaring wwx as his mate and wwx more than happy to be so. I really can't find it anywhere so hopefully someone else can!
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19. Hi can you help me find a fic abouts mdzs characters see wei ying past and memory.. .I know they alot of chapters to the story @sadritsuka12 (hi! Can you be a little more specific? There's a few fics I can think of that this could be ^^ - Mod C)
FOUND? Misunderstood by Silver_Flame_2724 (M, 250k, WIP, WangXian, Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Heavy Angst, Suicidal Thoughts, Canon-Typical Violence, Self-Worth Issues)
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20. Hello! can you help me finding this fic? There are two scene that i remember vaguely of:
Scene one is wwx went to gusu when the burning of cloud recesses happen. And because lxc is missing, lwj is taken, and lqr is heavely injured, he take control of situasion. After lqr knows about that, he reluctantly compliment wwx
Scene two is when they already married and wwx went to get purified of resentment energy. He didnt tell anyone the effect of purification and he let lwj and lxc to do it. In the middle of the process wwx start bleeding and loss consciousness. Not long after wwx wake up, lwj divorced him because wwx didn't trust lwj enough to tell him the consequent of purifying ritual and let lwj kills him (wwx)
If i remember correctly, it was an arranged marriage. I don't remember if it was in one fic or two different fic.
That's all i can remember of. Thank you @idontknowwhattowriteforusername
Hi! i'm requester number 20. Unfortunately, its not "decay". The fic that im searching is a long fic. When i'm reading that (around a year or two ago) its around 20-ish (or less) chapters and still on going. Thank you for your help
NOT FOUND! 𧥠decay by antebunny (G, 15k, WangXian, Canon Divergence, Angst, Misunderstandings, Miscommunication, Fix-It, Angst with a Happy Ending, the fluffiest ending, Hurt/Comfort) Scene 2 of #20 sounds a lot like decay by antebunny, but WWX and LWJ aren't married? / #20 b) sounds like decay by antebunny but there's no arranged marriage involved
FOUND? 20 sounds like A Price to Pay by wangxianist which was sadly deleted Although only the second scene described for 20 fits A Price to Pay, I'm don't think the first one does
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It's my birthday today so i decided to be super self-indulgent and to design and name all Xiyao babies for the Jiaoren AU UvU
You might recognize name from other chinese novel bc i suck at naming.
Anyways i blame the insomnia earlier this week for the absurd number of babies and all that follow :
-1st baby is Jingyi of course, very proud, like chicken the most, his tail is white and blue but his skin has a yellowish glow. You know Jingyi he is pretty much like in canon.
-2nd Baby will be Rusong, who is very long (longer than Jingyi) and has A-Yao's hair floof. He is a lot like his uncle Wangji, (come on king give us nothing!!) probably a bit on the autistic spectrum. He likes to bite and chew on people and float on the pond.
-3rd baby is Haojun (name is Meng Shi 's chinese voice actor) She is very much like her grandmother and her tail color has pink/purple hue like Meng Shi's (but you see more the yellow and the blue). She likes her fathers the most and when A-Yao tried to make her float like a baby otter she cried when he disappeared and LXC had to swim and get her back
-4th baby is Haikuan (name of LXC's actor in CQL), he is a lot like LXC but with A-Yao's colors (yellow for the tails and brown hair) He seems always happy enthusiastic / kind and encouraging. He can be a bit exhausting sometimes because he gives everything his 100% Picture Drunk LXC. He also has the longest tail of all the guppies.
-5th baby is Zanjin (Name of JGY's actor in CQL) he is a lot like his father (A-Yao) but with black Lan hair, he likes shiny things and tiny animals, peace and quiet. He keeps gifting the people he loves with pearls and shells.
-6th baby is Lingwen (name from TGCF, Ling Wen, i hope the contraction is okay) - She is a quiet child, looks a lot like her Lan grandma. Her tail is blue and greenish. She looks super composed but she is the one that can hisses and bites you without a warning.
-7th and 8th are twins Yueyan and Qiyan (Qiyan is from a girl's love chinese novel) their tail are yellow and blue. Yueyan is very much like Lan Xichen and Qiyan a lot like JGY, very close they speak a language only they understand sometimes.
And last ones are 9th and 10th, twins Fengxi and Fuyao. The first human pregnancy JGY got and he was like "finally a human baby !! and he got somehow a dragon baby first. It wasn't a fun time in the labor room. Then he got Fuyao and Fuyao looked very much human and while JGY tried to get his dragon baby undercontrol LXC tended to Fuyao and Fuyao opened his mouth and showed VERY NIT HUMAN FANG (like picture the dragon in how i met your dragon, toothless and then suddenly POOF SHARP TEETH AND CHOMP)
LXC : ...Hm...I'm afraid this one is not completely human like you wanted A-Yao.
JGY : *looks at Fuyao as Fengxi decided he was going to live inside his father's collar robe* they're human enough. No more children.
(they will have more children maybe in 20 years or so but for now it's enough)
Fengxi does not like human, he only tolerates family and hides in his fathers' robe and sleeve all the time. He attacks people who harm his siblings. He likes to steal things that belongs to his family and hoard them all like it's treasure. He probably shifted into his human form the lastest among the guppies, probably near adulthood.
PS : they all have dimples and LXC is the happiest about it.
I also decided for the epilogues children of all the others ship and let me tell you...insomnia was strong.
Wangxian is definitely competing to have as many babies as Xiyao but for now they just say they're competing against ChengQingSang so they can say they're winning (JC's competitive strike is calmed down by his spouses)
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Tags/Warnings: Past Mutual Non-Con, underage prostitution, Fem!Meng Yao, Xiyao
Kidnapping whump anon, this is for you. Out of curiosity, could you tell me why you prompted me this? Iâve never written xiyao, mostly because I donât care for this ship tbh, so Iâd love to know what made you think of me for this. Anyway, here you go!
The awful, horrible truth is this: Meng Yao thinks Lan Xichen might be more broken hearted about their forced union than her. It is a consequence of their lives and all the torment Lan Xichen was never forced to endure. He is a sweet boy and has given Men Yao little inclination to believe all the worldâs fortune wasnât fed to him by a silver spoon.
He is kind to her when they live together, insists she takes the pitiful attempts of a bed as he sleeps on the ground, injured. He asks to be shown how to launder and to cook and while most of his attempts only make Meng Yaoâs job more difficult, itâs endearing that he asks.
His kind smiles, his worries for her position in life â unmarried, without any family to care for her â are that of a sheltered boy. She thought heâd turn out like all the other sheltered boys that are ushered into brothels by their peers, sweet and shy until they learn that the right amount of coin gains them all the might they want, the closest they come to the taste of the Emperorâs power. But he remains sweet even when they are discovered by the Wen soldiers, defends her honor when the Wen jeer, when their eyes darken and they get the look of men who learned to use their power.
Lan Xichen is kind, defending a honor Meng Yao has lost a while ago.
Her mother sent her away afterward. Removed from the brothel, no amount of coin could sway the madam to sell Meng Yao one more time, and Meng Yao didnât have to watch her mother die.
She was young enough then, is young still, that Meng Shi had believed Jin Guangshan might believe any lie told to him.
Lan Xichen is kind and sweet and utterly naĂŻve. He begs for forgiveness when Meng Yao takes the lead in their performance, hides his face so the Wen wonât see him crying, acts more like a tarnished maiden than Meng Yao. She knows how to fake it, growing up in a brothel means watching the same pretty young woman lose her virginity at least five times before it grows unbelievable.
Itâs just sex, the most common power-play since the birth of the world, and Meng Yaoâs never been the kind of girl who dreams of being swept off her feet by a gentleman, who loves her kind and true enough to resist until the wedding night.
Lan Xichen, she considers, might have been. But the Wen robbed him of that chance and Meng Yao regrets that. It makes it easier to sink her knife in the neck of the captain when they are done.
The Wen wouldâve done worse once they got bored. Like this, Meng Yao and Lan Xichen could keep this a secretâ
âIâll marry you,â Lan Xichen says in the dead of night. He has his ribbon wrapped around his wrist and keeps wrapping and unwrapping it, likely to keep his hands from shaking. Shuoyue is wrapped in bandages at Meng Yaoâs back. She cannot wield it longer than a second, but he cannot wield it at all after being raped at its sword point. His own weapon used against him like that â it must feel like betrayal.
âYou donât have to,â says Meng Yao, surprising herself. She should be demanding he marry her, play up the robbed virginity, ensure that she will be safe and sound after the war andâah. Is this her own guilt?
âHow can you say that?â Lan Xichen very nearly cries. âAfter what I didâI have to do right by you.â
âYou did, you killed the soldiers.â Meng Yao lacks the words, a situation that comes to her so seldom, she startles. âLan Xichen, this was done to us, you did nothing to me.â Not the truth, not entirely, but it is the best she can tell him. âBesides, what will your uncle say to you bringing the daughter of a prostitute to be your wife, the spouse of the Sect Leader? He will not agree.â
âHe will,â Lan Xichen insists. âIf he knowsââ
âAnd do you want to tell him what was done to us? Lan Xichen, it is best if we stay quiet. BesidesâŠâ
Menh Yao looks like her mother, she knows she does. Everyone commented on it, even Jin Guangshan, who cast her aside as a hysteric for claiming to be blood.
âWhat do I know about being anyoneâs wife? And my father, he will insist on reparations. Jin Guangshan will rob the Cloud Recesses in the middle of a war he refuses to engage in.â
Heâd care about Meng Yao then. How strange to thing she wanted his acceptance now, the security that would come with the station. Surely, surely, no one would attempt to take from a sect leaderâs daughter as they would from a whoreâs.
But Jin Guangshan is just like every other man, all he does is take.
âWould it be so bad to marry me?â Lan Xichen finally asks. âWe wouldnât even have toâyou could live separated from me. You wouldnât need to share a home with me.â
Lan Xichen is kind and sweet and so very dear. He doesnât love her, doesnât think beyond the brutality that rests between them and the amends he thinks he owes. There are implications he isnât considering, acknowledgments to be made and Meng Yaoâ
She tried to protest, didnât she? She could do worse than Lan Xichen, who will look at her with guilt for the rest of their lives.
âAlright,â she agrees. âIf we make it to the Cloud Recesses, Iâll marry you.â
Lan Xichen smiles, soft and small, and Meng Yao resigns herself to becoming his sweet and kind wife.
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This probably only hits one of the beats you expected anon but look, I just think that a fem!Meng Yao would outwardly handle this so much better than Lan Xichen, even when repressing a lot. Sheâs grown up with the concept of rape being pretty much a given standard expectation, so this wasnât the worst her imagination could do. Lan Xichen, meanwhile, at best, never thought of himself in this situation beyond some vague fear/context of becoming his father.
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