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salarta · 6 months ago
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Havok's Inadequacy For Polaris Post-Genosha
I was just listening to I Want Love from Silent Hill (as sung by Mary Elizabeth McGlynn), and I had a very sudden revelation.
See, I've always figured that the biggest reason why Marvel pretends Lorna has no connection at all to Genosha, even though she's a survivor of the genocide and had a whole story arc dedicated to her working through the trauma, came down only to wanting to repeat the past. They don't like or respect Lorna, and they don't want her to be able to move forward as a character. They want her trapped into their nostalgia bubble for the 90s or earlier, in which they consider the sexism of it all to be a feature rather than a bug.
I realized something as I listened to that song though.
Polaris being a survivor of the Genoshan genocide requires that she have a partner capable of understanding how it affected her. It requires that whoever she's with know and respect the trauma she experienced, and how that trauma shaped and shapes her. It needs to be someone who can be emotionally available for her AND have her interests at heart, even if they themselves don't agree with all of what she's doing and where she's going.
Havok is not that man.
The weight of millions of deaths, the responsibility to act and fight for mutants, the horror of the lived experience still affecting Polaris? Those are all things Havok is not equipped to deal with.
Havok is a character who's regularly depicted with an inferiority complex. And as someone who would prefer to pretend he's a human who just so happens to have powers, rather than a mutant who is part of a culture that's discriminated against for how they get those powers.
A whole lot of his narrative is "me me me." Me, who wants to get out of the X-Men and live a civilian life. Me, who insists on not being called a mutant. Me, who will go have sex with a different woman every decade but expect Lorna to keep her vagina warm for me whenever I want her again. Me, who expects Lorna to support my desires and interests, and who I feel comfortable insisting that she believes in Xavier's dream more than Xavier cause she just has to fit my personal mental image of her.
The character as Marvel typically handles him is very selfish and dismissive of others' problems beyond how they make him look or what he won't be able to have because of them.
That's the very opposite of who Lorna was after Genosha, and where she should be with that in mind.
At the end of the day, Havok is not equipped to see Polaris as a person.
That leaves people working at Marvel with few options. Either rethink Havok and have him change as a character, set Lorna free of his bullshit, or just wipe out entire swaths of Polaris' identity just to make sure she can be forced into this mold that accommodates Havok.
Marvel doesn't want to do the first two. So they do the last one.
Cause at the end of the day, they cherish the sexism required to make their nostalgia and regression possible.
That's the hard truth. The Havok that Marvel wants is not compatible with the Polaris that SHOULD be depicted in official work. And their answer to that is ruining Polaris and wiping out everything that allows her to be her own character instead of doing the right thing.
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the-ferocious-kittyrose · 9 months ago
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Me searching the “cod x reader” tag for fics that are not misogynistic
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velvet4510 · 9 months ago
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A Rant About the Writing of Jean Grey in the Fox X-Men Movies
Is it just me or is Jean Grey’s entire characterization and storyline in the Fox films unbelievably sexist? I’m just so appalled by it. I have no idea if this is a hot take - I’m brand new to these films, and am totally unfamiliar with the comics - but I really can’t see this as anything other than misogynistic writing.
Between the idea that “woman can’t control her own power” and “woman who two guys are fighting over” … both of those are such dated and regressive concepts but for Jean Grey to embody BOTH of them … and literally NOTHING else? She has ZERO character development outside of these two traits. We don’t explore her friendships with Storm or Rogue or any of the other female mutants. We don’t explore her feelings toward humans, if she entirely agrees with Xavier or if she’s ever curious about Magneto’s view. We don’t get any understanding of her own wants and needs. She ONLY exists to cause pain to all the male characters.
We’re supposed to sob at the end of X2 because all the men are sad. But we are given no reason to care about her for who she is as an individual - only for her ability to make men sad.
Then after it turns out she’s alive in TLS, she goes full-on villain. No psychological complexity, no moral struggles. Just villain. Oh, no, too much power for woman!! Woman can’t possibly control a force like this!! Man must kill her - must kill the love of his life, oh, no, what a tragedy!!! There’s no hope for her; the only way is to kill her.
Then after her death, she is not framed by the narrative in memory as a great X-Man, or as a fallen hero. She is framed as the lost love of a man who she didn’t even love in return. The power that she couldn’t control caused her to kill the man she really did love - Scott - but all the remaining films frame her as no more than the source of Logan’s torment and manpain.
Even when she returns at the end of DOFP, the joy comes from Logan finally getting a second chance at resuming his rivalry with Scott over her.
I haven’t even seen Apocalypse or DP - and I don’t want to - but I already know that those films only make the exact same mistakes all over again!
I guess I should blame the comics for coming up with this BS in the first place, but the movies didn’t even try to improve upon it.
Jean Grey is the most poorly written female superhero film character I’ve ever seen.
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namisweatheria · 2 months ago
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I'm sick of gender and monogamy and the same tired tropes and dynamics and the same young conventionally attractive people (mostly men) being put into them I WANT SOMETHING NEWWWW. Nami can have a Yuri romance dynamic with any other East Blue Strawhat and she is the- ok i actually don't know the yaoi term- but like- the one in the dynamic that's more confident. She is literally that powerful and gender dont real. GIVE ME SOMETHING NEW!!!!!!!!!!!!
#nami#my posts#east blue polycule#GENDER DONT REAL. especially when interacting with a shounen i am soooo like. sick in the head about it. we need to get rid of this thing#or maybe it's more like. NAMI is a character who is extremely informed by sexism and womanhood and she's extremely gay#with every girl she meets.#but the ''boy'' characters (except sanji) don't have anything like that. you know.#their confidence doesn't come from social status or approval. they don't treat women differently than men.#usopp often plays the stereotypical girl role and luffy and zoro seem to have hardly any idea what gender even is.#im saying nami's gender overpowers them all easily.#i understand. that i am saying complete nonsense. but i am saying it.#and not to be the billionth person to point this out but sanji is having a bad fucking time being a man. he is extremely overly painfully#aware of gender. and struggles with it constantly.#putting him into a yaoi situation is only the first step.#i actually don't particularly like nami x transfem sanji because i think they are better as friends but i follow someone who does#and does art about it and like. EXTREMELY LOUD CORRECT DING DING DING. YES!!!! im not feeling it but i do agree with it and support it.#but the rest of them...#NAMI YURI ATTACK!!!!!!!!!#i still think about my both transfem zosan au. i was right.#sanlu and sanuso as well. zosopp... zolu.. lusopp... EAST BLUE POLYCULE ALWAYS!!!!!!!!!#but first and foremost. NAMI YURI ATTACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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wintersangelic · 6 months ago
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female character: "hey i'm a strong, well-written character."
male 'fans': "okay, you're weak and useless though because you experience human emotion."
female character: "no i mean it. i'm not only the most powerful species in my source, i'm also a goddess and the literal incarnation of life energy itself. i canonically devour entire planets like they were popcorn kernels. i can explode the universe just by thinking about it. i also have more emotional complexity in my left foot than you do in your entire body."
male 'fans': *proceeds to reduce female character to 'weak'/'useless' for having any emotions or flaws*
male 'fans': "why don't we have any strong, well-written female characters?"
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rei-ismyname · 7 months ago
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The O5 X-Men being fucking creeps
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Look at them, like the little rascals peeping through the hole in a change room. Iceman, Beast and Angel leering at Jean while Cyclops angsts about POWER BEAMS FROM HIS EYES. Unsurprisingly, this is written as normal and acceptable behaviour. I don't really truck with 'attitude of the time' BS - Stan Lee sucked at writing women.
I do wanna hear what Christian Dior thinks about that design though.
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cyclopsboxhead · 8 months ago
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Birds of Prey issue 75 has two stories and one of them has to play damage control both literally for the loss of the Clocktower but also figuratively for why the hell would Barbara Gordon do that? The answer is whoever was writing Batman at the time had her do it while Batman was fighting Black Mask in the Clock Tower. I can only imagine how infuriating the decision was, and judging by Simone's writing in this issue I'm almost certain it was made without consulting her at all. The first three pages are wordless, Oracle, Black Canary, and Huntress all have nothing to say as they watch in silent vigil the remains of the Clock Tower being contained by the Fire Department. Then the obligatory page where Simone has to explain why the character she's been writing made such a rash, out of character decision: because she was worried about Bruce.
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If it makes you upset that's cause it was meant to. It's purposefully falling into the trope of a woman character making a sacrifice to aid the leading man. Not just that, but Simone takes it a step further by having Barbara make herself the damsel in distress. It reads as "oh this is what you meant by making the character I've been writing do that. So I'm just going to say that out loud so it's clear to everyone else."
Then after the obligatory damage control flashback we get the Birds of Prey all together, Huntress and Black Canary are comforting their leader, teammate, and friend. Here's where Simone twists the knife a bit more, having Barbara talk about the things we don't see when things like this happen in comics. What the characters really lose when they make sacrifices like this: old costumes, family photos, a place to sleep. Memories that are now without their talismans for recall. Now these exist only in the mind and in the past.
And then one more page of group healing and it's back to work. Simone doesn't waste time or pages cleaning up the mess another writer made with her character. She uses exactly as much as she needs while also making those moments linger. She wants you to know how this makes her characters, and herself feel, but she isn't going to give the other writer the satisfaction of making the entire story a reaction issue.
It's really a testament to how much Gail Simone cares about the agency of women both on and off the panel.
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hollow-keys · 3 months ago
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Honestly we don't talk enough about how ridiculous it was that the X-Men movies legit had Mystique naked. The entire time. Even 90s comic books never went that far.
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salarta · 6 months ago
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I think that some people, when they see me say Polaris/Lorna Dane is being held back due to nostalgia for sexism, think I'm being hyperbolic for effect. But no. I'm 100% serious.
Marvel has a history with sexism. Which, yes, you can expect from most such companies that have existed as long as Marvel. The Marvel of today appears to be trying to make strides, but when you really get down to it, that only happens with the very visible household name characters or big events they want to promote. Dig any deeper and you still find the sexism.
How often do female characters who aren't the already established big names like Jean Grey or Emma Frost or Storm or Rogue get much attention? How often do you hear about them getting much introspection into who they are, real consideration and reckoning with their history? Dazzler has a book only because she once had a book, so it plays to nostalgia for when she had a book.
This is as compared to when Lockjaw, a dog, got a mini series. A dog. Marvel decided to make a mini for a dog. Marvel also made a mini for Chamber. I could make a list (I actually have, buried somewhere among my Tumblr posts), but you get the point. If a woman isn't a major household name already, she doesn't get minis, solos, or oneshots. Those go to cis white men and dogs.
The case of Polaris specifically vexes me for two reasons. One, because I can see so much of how great she could be if treated with respect. Two, because she started out more feminist than her female peers at the time, got essentially destroyed for daring to break the mold, and she's still treated poorly because of it.
Lorna's existed since 1968. She was the second woman to join the X-Men. When she was introduced, the X-Men feared her. They dreaded what a threat she could be if she decided to follow in her father's footsteps and become their enemy. You know the Green Ranger from Power Rangers? She was the X-Men's Green Ranger decades before Power Rangers. Tempted toward evil, ultimately deciding to join the good guys, exhibiting an independent and rough edge.
But because it was the late 60s and early 70s, and she happened to be a woman, she quickly got shackled to Havok. And then, her fate got dragged down to being a damsel for him to rescue, or his girlfriend to support him in his civilian life. Desires written for Havok quickly became assigned as if Lorna implicitly wanted those things too, even if she never outright said "Yeah I wanna be a civilian" without ambiguity. Cause, y'know, she's a woman, and women do what men tell them to do.
I've said before that I very much think that if Polaris were created as a male character, she would be a household name today and one of the X-Men franchise's major characters. Just look at Exodus during the Krakoa era. He was created in 1993, and he got a seat on the Quiet Council while Lorna... disappeared until she got assigned to X-Factor for the billionth time as a supporting character, not even its leader, and repeatedly insulted (e.g. Lorna written confronting Siryn alone so Siryn could call her stupid in actual written dialogue while mind controlling her) with her important history completely ignored (e.g. mental breakdown from witnessing death during X of Swords as if she doesn't already have decades, including the Genoshan genocide, that she witnessed firsthand). It was only after she won the X-Men fan vote that anything actually good happened for her during the Krakoa era.
What we're dealing with now, of course, is obsession with nostalgia. We have the X-Men animated series trying to play off the 90s cartoon's popularity, and we have the comics trying to follow suit by reverting everything to 90s ideas.
And in true nostalgia-focused fashion, that means reverting Lorna back to her "status quo" from the 90s: Havok's supporting character girlfriend.
Nostalgia is insidious. I've said this many times. The main appeal of nostalgia is one of "Hey remember when things were like this, when you were younger and had a lot more hope and excitement? Yeah those were good times huh. Feel how you felt back then."
But in the pursuit for that nostalgia high, the actual bad elements are shrugged off or more often treated like part of the appeal. Like when you look back on the 90s, we didn't have gay marriage. Gay people could be criminalized under sodomy laws. We had police brutality toward Rodney King. The 90s were not some kind of blissful heaven on earth with no faults that we need to "return to."
And yet. Nostalgia for the 90s with comics takes the tack that except for a select few very glaring issues with the most well known characters, the 90s status quo was completely fine. No need to fix a thing. Act as if nothing happened since, or like developments since were mistakes.
Which is where Polaris comes in. Because the status quo for her in the 90s was "supporting character girlfriend for Havok on X-Factor."
Fans of that period will often defend that period for some good aspects. And let's be fair: nostalgia isn't 100% bad either. There's a reason it appeals. And yes, the 90s was an improvement for Lorna over treatment before then.
But time moves forward. It's not the 90s anymore. It's 2024. We should strive to do and be better. For Lorna, that means not pretending the 90s was her peak period and she can't be anything more or better than that.
She had progress after the 90s. She had her own major experience with Genosha and its genocide, and her working through it.
If you lived through a genocide, would you seriously just forget it ever happened to you? Cause Marvel seems to think you would. Marvel thinks not just your brain, but the entire universe, would forget you were ever there. It thinks that time period of your life would be just a bunch of TV static, a blank space on your resume.
Why?
Because it's inconvenient for 90s nostalgia.
90s nostalgia that says Lorna's place is in Havok's bed, giving him some pity sex as he makes tough manly decisions.
Fans of the 90s X-Factor leave out issues with Lorna's treatment during this period. Like how Sabretooth broke her jaw. Or how Wolfsbane was conditioned to have a bestial lust for Havok and see Lorna as a rival for his attention. It's not like there aren't some positive moments, but it's not all sunshine and rainbows and puppies that fans obsessed with 90s nostalgia make them out to be.
In the here and now, that nostalgia amounts to nostalgia for sexism. Because instead of letting Lorna be her own character, with her own drives and interests and history, that nostalgia insists her purpose is in being Havok's girlfriend. That nostalgia insists that even if Lorna has a rare moment or two for herself, all of it must funnel back into serving Havok's story and promoting him.
Just consider how many of the current X-Factor's covers focus on Polaris, mostly as variant covers, yet the stories are all about Havok and co struggling to deal with matters. Watching Havok's manpain at Lorna being abducted. Or watching his manpain at being in conflict with Lorna. Lorna isn't centered. She's just a tool for his stories.
The truth is, even those obsessed with nostalgia recognize Lorna deserves better than this. They just don't care beyond paying enough lip service to claim they're not sexist. Even as they promote stories that shove Lorna into sexist roles where she has no value in and of herself, only in what she can do for Havok.
Even sadder, to me, is how ingrained the sexism is even among X-Men comics fans. My experience thus far has been one where calling out the sexism for what it is results in dismissals, claims that it's no big deal. So what if Lorna's abducted by brand new random characters and she doesn't fight back even though we know she could mop the floor with them if written properly. Fits perfectly with the 90s nostalgia.
But then Pyro doesn't know fire won't work without oxygen and suddenly it's all hands on deck complaints. They care when a man is written poorly, but not when it happens to a woman that isn't Jean, Emma, Storm or one of the other household names.
Lorna being held back for decades makes it much easier to depict her in sexist ways, and for fans of 90s nostalgia to excuse the sexism.
My bottom line is I won't take claims of Marvel trying to be better about treatment of female characters seriously until it leads to better for Polaris. I've said this many, many times over the years. If they don't make things better for her, then they don't mean it. A real effort in this vein would inevitably lead to looking at Lorna's history, recognizing both who she was supposed to be and the sexism inherent in so much treatment of her afterward, and taking steps to rectify all the accumulated damage.
I'm going to say one more thing that's going to piss off a good number of people. There's sexism in the X-Men 97 cartoon too, fueled by the same nostalgia for sexism that's affecting the comics.
The X-Men 97 cartoon decided to go into the Genoshan genocide. It centered Rogue for that storyline. But Polaris? Nowhere to be seen. Not on Genosha at all. Not even in the background. Her only appearances were a couple references to her on X-Factor, and a "what if" sequence of her as a slave in the future.
It would not have been hard at all for the X-Men 97 cartoon to make even the tiniest reference to her experience of the Genoshan genocide. She could've been in the background while others talked. Instead of the "slave in the future" clip, she could've had a similar clip for having survived the genocide.
Not doing that was a choice. Nothing in storytelling says Rogue couldn't have her storyline if Lorna had hers respected in the cartoon. There are plenty of ways to respect that part of Lorna without cutting into plans.
Sexism isn't just explicit stuff. It's also omission, like when Black Widow was excluded from Avengers toys. It's also taking events relevant to one woman and giving it to another character, even if it's another woman.
Sexism includes treating women like they're interchangeable, and female characters like their stories can be taken from one and applied to another. The act of leaving out Polaris' entire storyline as a survivor, giving every ounce of its weight and depth to Rogue, is an act of sexism. Because plainly, Rogue and Polaris are not the same just because they're both women.
It's the same basic problem as when teams have all white men except for a single token woman, or a single token black guy. You're taking all the depth and complexity that is the human experience that aren't that of white men, then condensing it into a single character you frame as "representative" of that entire population.
It's the same problem as when a certain editor insisted Polaris couldn't be Magneto's daughter, with the unstated but clear implication that there could be only one daughter of Magneto. Even though that never stopped Marvel from having both Thor and Loki as Odin's sons, and never stopped Cyclops from having two brothers in Havok and Vulcan.
Or when people insist that Polaris is "redundant" or "just Magneto with boobs" because Magneto exists, yet they have no problem with multiple telepaths, or multiple characters with claws.
"We can't have too many characters that fit the same criteria" is typically an invention to justify the isms. It's extremely rare that a story cannot be modified to be more respectful to characters that also have a stake in its telling.
I get why people like their nostalgia. But that nostalgia does not justify sexism. When nostalgia comes loaded with sexism, that sexism is not a feature. It's a bug. You don't need to act like the time period where you felt all giddy and excited by superheroics requires that you treat Polaris reduced to Havok's bed warmer slash damsel in distress as a good thing. Same as how loving yourself some Nirvana doesn't require acting like what happened to Rodney King somehow adds to the charm.
You CAN like and keep the good parts while condemning and rectifying the bad.
Before someone says I'm trivializing anything, our fiction is a reflection of society. What we do in our fiction both is informed by our real world, and has a direct impact on it. Ask everyone who went into the sciences because Star Trek excited them with possibilities. Ask everyone who felt uplifted seeing representation in movies. Poor treatment of a character is of course not on par with police brutality, and it would be absurd and insulting to say they're equally bad. My point is that the same underlying issue applies. You wouldn't glorify police brutality as "part of the flavor of the times." You likewise shouldn't do it for sexism in fiction, especially when trying to "recapture" nostalgia in new content.
Nostalgia doesn't have to be a back door for sexism to sneak in.
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abbroadott · 1 month ago
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meadow-mellow · 9 months ago
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Man. I'm too old for ship fighting/discourse. I ain't 16 anymore, dunno how these ppl manage to remain so stagnated mentally cause you'd expect they'd outgrow this kinda thing.
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slightlycomicobsessed · 7 months ago
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okay minor rant but it seriously grinds my gears the way that dani was written off/out of the original new mutants run. like i don’t think I’d be this pissed about it if anyone bothered to actually write about what she was doing in asgard instead shunting her to the side in favour of the x-force characters and then bringing her back to Earth as a double-agent working for the MLF, saying that she “fell from asgard” but also refusing to explain how????
also, dani goes and suddenly is working for SHIELD but literally no one explains how the hell that happened??
like wtf marvel get your shit together and write her a solo instead of giving wolverine or scott their 636833728 comic run. please
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salarta · 1 year ago
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Posted this elsewhere, posting here too.
There's a definite trend within official Marvel and X-Men product of liking things that Lorna's had, but feeling she doesn't deserve them and handing them off to "more deserving" characters.
At its core, the problem starts with Lorna's very first issues getting immediately undermined. She was introduced as a more feminist type of woman compared to how Jean was written at the time. Even while she was presented as Magneto's daughter, the emphasis was on how powerful and dangerous she could be in her own right. She was called things like "M-II" and Queen of Mutants specifically for that reason. As someone who was seen as capable of taking on her father's mantle.
But then editorial didn't like that. So daring to be the first powerful feminist woman character led to her being punished for it not just by severing the Magneto connection, but by gradually turning her into a clingy damsel in distress girlfriend for Havok.
She paved the way for other female characters - Jean, Storm, etc - to have more accepting treatment. And elements of how Lorna was originally introduced went to those other characters over time, while Lorna herself was treated like she was worthless and only good for the sad tropes forced on her by sexism.
Claremont had an opportunity to fix that. He didn't. Instead, doubled down on the idea of Lorna being that clingy damsel, AND in the process of trying to turn her into an entirely different character, literally had Zaladane steal her powers. In short, he didn't think Lorna was deserving of those powers, and felt Zaladane was more deserving while Lorna should be reduced to a combo of old tired powers and a hate bullseye thing that was literally just an excuse for Claremont to write everyone wanting to abuse her and Lorna nonsensically acting like she deserved it.
At one point, we had Lorna's flinging Krakoa into space from Giant-Size X-Men #1 falsely attributed to Jean. Whether it was accidental or deliberate, I don't know. Doesn't change that a big moment for Lorna was claimed to be something done by a "more deserving" character.
Then we have all the Magnus family stuff from Children's Crusade to shortly after the Magnus family retcon on the twins. We had a House of M portrait redrawn to replace Lorna with a rando character. We had Enchantress getting played up as Wanda's visual counterpart, not simply a matter of history and personalities, but in the sense of trying to make Enchantress look more like Lorna (including a variant cover that recolored her hair green). Post-Axis, we had the attempt to replace Lorna with Luminous as the twins' "sister."
And now, we had Jordan White trying to make Kitty/Kate Pryde the focus for Genosha storylines toward the end of Krakoa, while bending over backwards to act like Lorna has no connection to Genosha at all. And the X-Men 97 cartoon, where Lorna was completely left out of the whole story of the Genoshan genocide and gave all elements of it to Rogue because Beau DeMayo doesn't respect Lorna outside of being Havok's girlfriend on 90s X-Factor.
The bottom line is, Lorna getting screwed over like this isn't new. People working on Marvel stuff seem to love the idea that key elements of who she is and her history should go to other characters that they like more. When fans of X-Men 97 or other characters act like it's no big deal, what they're really saying is they also don't value Lorna, and think it's appropriate to treat her poorly and perpetuate this cycle that has its roots in sexist punishment of the first female character who stood out with a more feminist approach to her.
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fortressofserenity · 2 years ago
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Just a boy all along
When it comes to female characters not that there’s anything wrong with basing them after a male character, though the trick here is to make them stand out in a way that reduces their risk of redundancy. Something like having their own history, powers, personality and skills that make them more than a female counterpart to an existing male character, though it’s a matter of executing them well enough to stand out on their own. If Supergirl and Light Lass are any indication, if you make them too derivative it’s going to be really hard making them distinctive without turning them into somebody else.
And then there’s the sort of female character that could easily be male, sometimes not in a good way but that involves realising something. I feel when it comes to characters like Marvel Comics’s Kate Pryde/Shadowkat, she’s supposed to be an everyperson/everywoman type character. But compare her to an actual everywoman like Cathy from the namesake newspaper cartoons, she’s anything but an everywoman in every other way. Not that women can’t get into reptiles, computers/technology, martial arts and be ruthless, but the way Kate is written seems like a guy’s idea of a powerful woman.
Especially as time goes on that she starts to become more of a man’s idea of a powerful woman, given she starts to have less in common with actual women in later stories. Though admittedly turning her into a ruthless ninja is a more realistic path than what Betsy Braddock got, if because she has the training for it and has at other times exhibited a vicious, angry streak from time to time. Not to mention she could use her power to lethally dispatch somebody in a way Betsy shouldn’t be doing, which was eventually done and has actually worked to her advantage.
That’s not to say there can’t be female killers and assassins of sorts, I do know one female serial killer and her name was Elizabeth Bathory. But Kate Pryde is for most of the time a man’s idea of a powerful woman, if because as time passed she grew to have less in common with most women in the real world. If Cathy is any indication, most women own rather pedestrian (basic, if you will) pets. The one woman I know who’s into technology tends to write doomsday prophecies a lot, not that women who play and practise sports (or at least interested in those) necessarily become men either.
But I don’t think Kate Pryde comes off as an everywoman in every way, so much so that it would be more realistic to let go of the everywoman shtick as it’s just a pretense. A mask that never really fit her in any way that’s comfortable, the cage that confined her potential to be somebody else and do something else until recently. Perhaps it’s the right time to let go of Kate Pryde the everywoman because as days go by, she became less of one since it never really suited her well that it’s her Achilles heel. She might not be the only character to fall into this, since there’s another writer who has recreated this character type.
Her name is Isis and she’s supposed to be the black girl next door type, but the problem is she comes off as a rather unattainable goddess who does things no woman would unashamedly do. Why on earth does she have to strip in art class to catch a criminal? Jemima Shore has her faults every now and then, but there’s no way her author (Antonia Fraser) would have her do the same thing. It’s as if she exists to be leered at, sometimes she’s even made into a pawn of Dracula. Again she doesn’t come off as an actually strong woman, perhaps she never was one to begin with. She is never relatable and believable either.
If Isis fails at being both strong and relatable, perhaps she is really a straight man’s fantasy. A straight man’s idea of a strong woman, if you will rather than somebody who’s actually strong and female. Another female character who could easily be male would be Arrow’s Felicity Smoak, perhaps in ways you wouldn’t realise nor understand immediately. She has a habit of leering at Oliver Queen whenever he exercises half-naked, I feel if the genders were switched you’d get where I’m coming from. She only seems like a strong female character to certain women who are kind of horny for any hot man and don’t want any other woman falling for him, witness how much they hate Laurel Lance so much for stealing Oliver.
Though the original comics Black Canary has her faults every now and then, she never really came off as a man with breasts and a clitoris (pardon if it sounds transphobic). Her day job is very pink collar, she even works as a florist. Felicity Smoak on the other hand seems like somebody wrote a male character and made him female, not that women can’t work in male-dominant jobs and stuff. But when you pair a stereotypical male job with a stereotypical male personality trait of being horny, she does come off as she would’ve been written male.
Don’t blame me for writing her off as this, I don’t really watch much Arrow. But the way Felicity Smoak is portrayed seems like they just switched genders, rather than making her a woman who gets the most of it when working in a male-heavy field. If I were to compare Kate Pryde and Felicity Smoak to Ginger Foutley and her friends, the latter and her posse are unmistakably young girls. The former two seem like a combination of stereotypical male things, then painted all of them pink and called it a day. Kate Pryde, as far as I remember, has a hot temper, into martial arts, killing and computers.
Felicity Smoak is horny and into computers, one wonders if she enjoys thirsting at any compromising media featuring her favourite men. Not that women can’t be into masculine things and not be female, but I feel with Kate and Felicity they all come off as male characters who get rewritten as female. It becomes even more evident if you compare them to actual everywomen characters like Cathy, where the latter faces things many women undergo and confront. That these two aren’t everywomen makes their status as relatable all the more questionable.
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future problems — coriolanus snow x fem!wife!reader
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hi everyone :) jumping on the bandwagon
this man is so fine i couldn’t help myself. i hope everyone had an amazing holiday if they celebrate — i celebrate christmas, so here is my almost 10k word christmas gift to all of you xoxo love u all v much thank you for reading !!
as always, warnings: corio-lame-o is a fucking warning holy fuck, smuuuuut, arranged marriage (i think this counts?), coriolanus is a distrustful evil fuck (but he’s super hot), fem!reader, reader is married to this dickhead (i say as if i wouldn’t want to be lmao), angst, sexism and misogyny is def in here, p in v penetration, m receiving oral, choking, dom!corio, asshole!corio, sub!reader, subspace kinda
informal warnings: bro what the fuck was i on this is literally 10.2k words and i refuse to edit because im super lazy anyway we die like men you've been warned
anyways… here is future problems:
he never wanted to get married.
he saw it as a potential problem, one that would most definitely lead to loose ends — and he hated loose ends.
despised them.
however, his innate need to maintain an image was far more important to him. he weighed the costs and benefits in his head like an algorithm — check, check, check. coriolanus’ mind left no stone unturned, especially when future problems were to be squashed before they could ever be wiped from memory. in the end… he decided he would marry.
and it would be you.
he never allowed himself to be naive — so he would never allow himself to marry someone he already loved. lucy gray? a child’s want for something they can’t have, and something they wouldn’t realize until later that it was a walking regret. no — he could never marry someone that would harm him. absolutely not. out of the question. therefore, it had to be you.
it had to be you because what harm would you cause him? you were shy, quiet, of satisfactory social standing, and uncontroversial. everything a patriarch of the snow family would want. deserved. be entitled to.
he needed someone that wouldn’t be a problem — a loose end in the future. he had conquered so much — he refused to let anything else, especially as irrelevant as a significant other, stand in his way.
however… it did not aid him in his stone-cold lack of a love affair conquest that you were absolutely breathtaking.
at first, it was just an ego boost. he simply couldn’t stop his thoughts from voicing, of course she’s perfect. the snow legacy can only have perfect.
but then… oh, then…
then he saw your smile.
oh, your smile.
your fucking smile.
the first time he caught himself enjoying it — he scolded himself. he refused to see you for a week. a punishment of sorts. more so for him than for you. after, he refused to let his eyes wander on the pretty features of your face for him to witness a reaction to something someone had said or done. he didn’t want to be reminded of what it was like to experience joy or peace because someone else was experiencing it — that was what almost costed him everything he had built.
no one would ever tear that down. not again, not ever.
no one.
when the day of your marriage came, it was business as usual. he refused to meet eye contact, and did not partake in more conversations with you than he had to. he could tell you felt uncomfortable — but he forced himself not to care. he drove it down, down, down like a miner drilling for more coal — hoping, one day, it would be worth it.
and it was… until he was sick.
it was a minor ailment — nothing major, but he was on bedrest for about a week or two. he had employed enough adequate members to his staff to feel that things would at least be taken care of until then. he also found comfort in the fact that two weeks was not long enough for something irreversible to occur. if a problem had taken placed, he would be able to rectify it once he was well and able and… set aside the responsible party.
however, he did not expect one problem.
and that would be you.
he knew you were asking to see him. he knew, he knew, he knew, but he refused to let you in. you were not disrespectful — you had only asked once a day, which happened to be every day in the afternoon. he had picked you specifically because you were too quiet to be annoying. however, his own perfect, pristine, and proper plan had stabbed him in the back. he had never considered that the perfect, pristine, and proper wife would be this dutiful to him, checking in once a day on his condition and to speak with him. despite his illness, he laughed at himself — leave it to him to not expect the expected: the hand-selected dutiful wife would, in fact, be dutiful.
he had to put an end to it. he couldn’t keep saying no for another week. how was he expected to get better if you kept bothering him?
so he let you in. this once. just this once. he reasoned that if he let you in this once, you would be less persistent. just this once — and another problem would cease to plague his mind.
just this once, he chanted in his head. just this once.
he sat up straighter, and attempted to shape his hair so it wasn’t terribly unkept. he reasoned that if you saw him appearing to be healthy, you wouldn’t feel the need to come back. he thought —
but he couldn’t finish the thought.
because you walked in.
smelling like fucking lilacs.
lilacs, of all things. lilacs! not roses, not anything else — lilacs. he did not hate lilacs, but he despised the actual flower. only beautiful for so long before it died and the stench was intolerable. an inconvenience. a nuisance. a guaranteed future problem.
however, when you gifted him with a small smile — you realized why small shows of beauty were so valuable in this world. no one else saw your smile — except for those closest to you. people he hand selected to be around you to prevent future problems. he realized then — he had more control and ownership over your smile than either of you thought.
he was so stunned by your smile he didn’t even notice the tray of tea and cakes in your hand. you took a few steps towards him and he shifted in place.
“i brought your favorites,” you spoke softly. “i know you should rest — i just wanted to ask if there was anything i could do to make your recovery easier.”
“no, thank you,” he replied, voice raspy. “i should be well in a few days.”
you nodded and offered an uneasy smile. his eyes flickered over to how once you had set down the tray on his beside, you slowly wiped the palm of your hands down the front of your dress. your eyes were cast absentmindedly in front of you, on the wall — and he could tell something was plaguing your thoughts.
he then also realized there was a book on the tray, much to his dismay.
“someone had mentioned that this was your favorite author. this was published a few days ago,” you began. “i understand that you have been experiencing headaches, and may find it difficult to read… so i wanted to offer to read aloud for you, in case you found these walls dull.”
you smiled — it was an attempt at a joke. he smiled back, but only to be polite. “today i find myself wanting to sleep. i appreciate your offer.”
you smoothed your hands over your dress once more before nodding and forcing a smile. “i’ll leave you to it, then.”
you did not bid him farewell — and he found himself wondering if he was annoyed or grateful. you simply exited the room, and let the door shut softly behind you.
he scrunched his eyes at the door, swallowing hard.
however, he didn’t understand why.
he had wanted this. the perfect wife — knowing when to take a hint and frankly, fuck off. you had done that, perfectly well — so why was he pissed?
he then found himself glaring angrily at his favorite tea cakes. the swap of sugar for honey, another one of his favorites. his favorite author, a book he was excited to read when he was better. he knew that you hadn’t asked about him — he employed people with the requirement to let him know when you were asking questions. he knew your every outward thought and concern, and sometimes even the ones that weren’t shared aloud because they were so evident on your face.
and then he realized: you noticed things like he noticed things.
however, he knew why he went out of his way to notice things, but why did you?
his jaw clenched as he glared angrily at the wall in front of him. he picked up a tea cake and chewed it aggressively, swallowing it half-intact. he coughed at the barely there food, anger rising further to his flushed cheeks.
he needed to understand how, and he most certainly needed to understand why.
he never went out of his way to get to know you, because he thought he already did. he thought he had you boiled down to one thing, and one thing only: passive. incapable of proving to be any sort of roadblock that was capable of getting in his way. now that he knew you shared something with him, what else was shared? was there something he had to look out for? was there something he missed? was he wrong about you?!
he had to know. he had to.
to do that… he called you back that evening. it was two hours before midnight, and he knew you were awake. despite having separate chambers, he knew your daily schedule. you would be reading at this moment, and he would ask you to read for him.
as if on cue, he heard a soft rapping on the wood of the door. he beckoned you in, and you entered the room. you were clad in a night dress with a matching robe over it, all pink silk. this time, he returned your smile.
"i apologize for the late hour," he spoke. "i hope you had not retired for the night."
you shook your head, your tendrils of perfect hair shaking slightly. "i was reading. i am glad you sent for me — can i get you anything?"
"i was hoping the offer to read for me was still on the table," he rasped. "i find myself unable to sleep."
you blinked once, staring at him. in an instant, a small smile was threatening to overtake your face into a large one. you cast your eyes down to a blushing manner, but his eyes narrowed slightly on your face. what would you get out of reading for him? what we he not seeing? what did he miss?
"of course," you responded. "i have not had a chance to read anything by this author. i am glad i have the chance now."
why. why. why.
he did not show his discontent. he simply rested back against the pillows as you reached for the book on his bedside table. you sat down on a chair on his side, and you crossed your legs. he eyed the small portion of the exposed, soft skin of your legs and wondered if your new ploy would be to try and seduce him. however, you quickly covered your skin with the extra material over your robe and placed the book in your lap. once opened, you read for him.
he was not listening to what you were saying, but he was listening to how you said it. the tone, the enunciation, the pauses, and the speed. he wanted to find some clue as to why you had made it a point to be at his beck and call, and he wanted to see how long the act would last until it dropped.
the act would drop. it always did.
the hour would approach midnight before he found that he could not discern anything from how you were reading aloud. his plan did not yield the results intended, as you had not broken from fulfilling his task for two hours. two hours. you had not stopped out of boredom or exhaustion, nor to talk to him. you were poised, soft, and he hated to admit it... but sweet. he found your voice sweet, and he hated it.
and he fucking hated himself for it.
he needed this to end so he could plan further. out of necessity, he yawned. if you were to apt at picking up clues, then hopefully you would believe that he was finally tired. you had succeeded in his given task, and you were free to go.
but you had kept reading for him.
he grew angry.
when you had paused to breathe, he spoke up. "I think i am able to sleep now. thank you, sweetheart, for indulging me."
your eyeline raised with your eyebrows, almost out of surprise. you either were not expecting him to ask you to stop, or you did not want to stop. he wondered which, and if that would answer his ultimate question.
"my apologies, i should've inquired sooner," you replied. "he is a very talented writer... i found myself enjoying his perspective."
you grabbed a piece or scrap paper from his bedside table, and tucked it in between the pages where you left off.
"most people would fold the corner," he remarked, eyes drifting closed — a show.
you smiled. "i didn't want to ruin the integrity of your book. goodnight, coriolanus."
she left with another smile — and all he was left with was confusion, and rage.
the next morning, he found himself wanting to call you back in for a further rouse interview. he would have if he had a plan in place.
that was the second thing about you that annoyed him: you annoyed him to the point where he wanted to act without a plan in place. a loss of control —which he was highly against.
that would have to be righted immediately.
he spent the morning reading the pages that you had already read to brief himself as if he was listening last night. he reasoned with himself that the best course of action would be to ask you to read to him again to see if you had grown comfortable enough to let a few of your true colors slip.
they always slip.
the sudden task that was presented to him gave him a new bout of energy that he needed to inch closer to recovery. it gave him the push he needed to be closer to walking out of this room and continue to run panem, and he was lost grateful to you for giving it to him — almost. at the moment, you were a problem — and that needed to be corrected. immediately.
he found comfort in control, so he was very content with routines. he had grown accustomed to bracing himself for your check-in in the afternoon. however, it did not come until the approaching hours of the evening had almost descended upon the capitol. he waited, and waited, and waited — so long that he considered asking you to come for himself. the hour would approach dinnertime when you had finally asked about his well-being, and he sent for you.
how dare you ask so late in the day, as if you didn't care? he allowed you access to his life that he had denied you for so long, and you return his kindness with carelessness? this would not do. this most certainly would not do.
you had knocked on his door, and he had to stop himself from sounding to eager. he permitted you entry, and you entered with the same soft smile.
"good evening," you greeted.
"hello," he replied, voice still raspy from his sickness.
"I wanted to ask if you need anything," you announced.
he offered a small smile. "i enjoyed our time last night. perhaps you would read for me, again?"
your eyes fell to the floor in a blush. "of course. I was hoping to read more of the book eventually. i found it intriguing."
you sat down in the chair and pulled the book in your lap. as you were opening it, he spoke, "i thought when you had not checked-in in the early afternoon you found the book dull — afraid i would ask for you to read it for me again."
you shook your head as you smiled. "i like his writing very much — i was concerned as to whether i had prevented you from sleeping the night prior, and didn't want to disturb you further."
he swallowed. "why would you have disturbed me?"
your eyes glanced upwards from the pages to rest on his face. coriolanus stared back as slight concern washed over your features, making your lips part and your eyes widen. your tongue darted out from between your lips, and smoothed over the skin of your bottom lip. you responded, "before you fell ill, we hadn't spent much time together and i understand that is because of your position — but, to be frank, i wanted to respect your space.”
your answer perplexed coriolanus. he wanted to find out what type of person you were — and your answers were not yielding the expected results. there was no obvious form of manipulation in your words, which then worried him. were you smarter than he believed you to be? were you as cunning as him? more so?
so he went with what was natural: manipulation.
“i apologize my station has not granted us the freedom to get to know each other further,” he replied, holding your gaze. “it is a regret of mine.”
you smiled in an affirmative manner, like you didn’t believe him but accepted his answer anyway. this expression arose the same feelings he now detested your presence for: he acted without calculating his actions and the outcome they would produce.
“what troubles you?” he asked.
your lips parted and slightly quivered. you were not expecting him to ask.
“i-i was worried that i may not… please you,” you admitted. “that… you may regret our union.”
“you have been a kind and dutiful wife,” coriolanus spoke, eyes holding yours. “there is no regret.”
there was that affirmative smile again. he found himself hating it — wishing it would be replaced by the warm, soft one.
“i guess i was hoping that, when i was married, the marriage would be more than… a union.”
your candor shocked coriolanus. he would never have expected you to say something… so out of turn.
“please, forgive me,” you spoke, slightly laughing and waving your hand in the air. “the hour is almost late and i was hoping to read more. do you still wish me to?”
“please,” he answered and nodded.
you gave him a quick, thankful smile, and began reading.
this would be the second night coriolanus had not listened to a word you had said.
he had gotten his answer, and it was possibly as bad as the one he was actually afraid for.
you were good. pure, innocent, and your outlook on the world untainted. you were not striving to find a loose screw and let the empire fall. you wanted… to support the man who built and kept the empire together. it was worse than anything he could’ve ever imagined — you actually cared for him.
you cared for him, and now coriolanus snow was fucking terrified.
and yet... he had asked you to return to his chambers every night after that.
for research purposes, of course. only research purposes,
to read to him, but his goal was to learn more about you rather than the text.
you would sit there and read until he asked you to stop. when he did, you would close the book, smile at him, place it back on his nightstand, and bid him goodnight.
after, he would wrestle with the blankets and pillows in order to find out how to deal with this.
how had he not expected this?
his only fault was that he neglected to realize how far your shyness would go. you had grown comfortable with him — and you admitted that you wanted something more, something he always felt he could not give. you weren’t shy — you just weren’t open with people you weren’t comfortable with.
he should’ve known. he should’ve. fucking. known.
he didn’t know how to deal with this, if he was being honest with himself.
he told himself that he asked for you every evening to get to know you better, for his own sanity and safety; but then he began to realize he had found out everything he needed to know.
good and honest. how fucking unfortunate.
he saw a part of you, but now he needed to know more.
so what did he do? he sent you flowers. flowers. an arrangement of red roses and lilacs.
he hated himself for the lilacs.
he got somewhere with you when he had made the first move before — maybe this would yield more promising results.
however, it didn’t.
all he received in return was an extra tray of food that had arrived in the afternoon. his favorite tea cakes, and a handwritten thank-you note detailed in your appreciation for the beautiful flowers. you signed your name, and that was it.
she doesn’t make first moves, he thought. she responds to them.
he knew what he had to do.
he found himself feeling better that day — well enough to end his sick leave and return to his matters. dinner was approaching, and he sent for you to join him for a private dinner this evening.
he was washed, dressed, and coiffed within the hour.
he found you in the dining parlor waiting for him, inspecting his large bookcase. you were trying to reach a book a bit above where your height would allow, extending yourself onto your toes. coriolanus walked up behind you, towering over you, and retrieved the book for you.
you glanced up at him with wide eyes. “thank you, coriolanus.”
“what intrigued you?” he asked, grinning softly.
“first one i couldn’t reach. i was working my way up.” you smiled at him, and then the book. “please — you must be hungry. let us eat.”
you sat down at the table across from him. dinner manners were rather stiff and uncomfortable, but your upbringing that was similar to coriolanus’ prevented you from straying from them. you ate in silence for a few moments before you spoke.
“how do you like his new book?” you asked.
coriolanus cleared his throat. “i find it riveting. i wouldn’t have been able to read it for some time if it hadn’t been for you.”
you smiled at your plate, blushing. “his points are very interesting. i was never very interested in politics — so the insight of someone so heavily involved with them is very informative. do you find that your opinions align with his? or does he not share your perspective?”
he appreciated your willingness to engage with him about topics you weren’t very fond of. an underrated trait, not found very often — he had to admit.
“a bit of both,” he responded. “the one thing he does not discuss is how important it is to have a certain type of person or persons in your regime that allows the flow of success to continue.”
you nodded. “you have built a strong administration — i’m sure he would admire what you have to say.”
“what do you believe?” he asked. “about partnerships?”
you swallowed, contemplating your answer. “i think… a successful partnership is where everyone is complimented by another. for instance, someone is better at briefing documents rather than the presentation of them, and another is the opposite.”
“which one are you?” coriolanus inquired.
you paused once more, folding your lip under. he realized that was a sign you were uncomfortable — unaware of how to proceed. after a moment, you answered, “i feel the most confident under a strong leader. i prefer to be behind the scenes. minute details are easier to be taken care of that way. while you and i are different, i respect you for being the strong leader panem needed. i am sure the majority would agree with me.”
now was the time.
“it is easy to be strong when one’s wife makes sure they are well,” he replied, eyes resting on your face. “i hope you know i appreciate your willingness to accept change and make sure needs are met.”
you smiled at him once more, then turned back to your food.
damn, he thought. didnt bite.
“and for being the companion i… didn’t think i would come to enjoy the company of,” he added.
you glanced up at him then, astonishment written in your eyes as plain as the words on the paper you read for him every night. “may i ask you… a question?”
he nodded.
“did you believe you wouldn’t enjoy my company before, or after you had first met me?”
“i don’t understand.”
you swallowed, clearing your throat. “were you… wary of the idea of marriage, or wary of me?”
your gaze did not break from his. you were braver than he thought.
“marriage,” he answered honestly, hoping to witness your reaction.
there was the affirmative smile — the one he hated. “thank you for — for being honest.”
your eyes didn’t wait for a response. you turned back to your food, and left him dumbstruck.
“i hope i have not displeased you,” he stated.
“no, coriolanus,” you spoke. “if i am being honest… i was wary i would not be suitable for you. if i have not displeased you, then i am well.”
“but you stated you wanted more,” he countered, tone even.
“i hoped we would… spend time together,” you answered. “and we have.”
it was coriolanus’ turn to be at a loss for words. what would this admission relay? it only solidified what he was afraid of — you wanted a marriage filled of love, and he was not prepared for that. ever.
“the flowers were beautiful,” you spoke, interrupting his thoughts. “thank you for sending them.”
“your lilac perfume is a wonderful addition to the capitol,” he spoke, unsure where this had come from. “i wanted you to know that.”
you weren't supposed to say that you weren't supposed to tell the truth you weren't supposed
you smiled at him appreciatively, that accompanied a slight twinkle in your eye. you were quick to return to eating, but coriolanus couldn’t stop staring at your face. he realized then that was his new favorite smile.
there was a moment, a small moment, where he wondered whether it would be such a crime if he did allow himself to enjoy your company more than he had. in that moment, he couldn’t think of how it would go wrong. for that moment, you were a simple, low-maintenance, beautiful woman on the other side of the table with him that just liked spending time with him — and he enjoyed that you weren’t a problem. would it so bad if he entertained the idea?
he immediately cut himself off. of course it was a bad idea.
once dinner has finished, he had requested to walk you back your chambers. if time spent together was what kept you at bay, he could manage that. he most certainly could.
when the pair of you had approached the door, you stopped for a moment and paused reaching for the handle. you spoke, “would you… like to come in?”
“not tonight,” he rasped. he gave you a polite smile. “another time.”
he watched as you blinked your eyes a few times and your lips quivered. you didn’t meet his gaze, for it fell — in what appeared to be embarrassment.
oh.
you invited him in to… to…
that he had not expected.
before you had the chance to leave, he swooped down and grabbed your chin in his thumb and forefinger. he pressed his lips to yours ever so softly, holding it there. the moment your breath caught in your throat, there was a strange feeling inside his chest that made him feel like he’d like to quell your worries by catching you off guard another time. and another. and another. and another. he couldn’t have you feeling rejected, no — not when he didn’t want to reject you. he needed heirs, sure — but they could wait. he would contemplate how long later.
once he pulled back, you smiled. inside you were bursting, and you wanted to hurry behind a closed door so he could not see your reaction. he continued to hold your chin and gaze at your face. feeling brave, you looked him in the eye as you bid him goodnight and went into your room.
you left him standing outside your door, facing its wood paneling.
what was he to do?
he wanted to keep you as emotionally far away as possible to avoid anything like this occurring. he was prepared for people who had an ulterior motive… not a young woman who only wanted to be good to her husband.
the worst part was… not every part of him wanted him to keep you away.
would it be so bad, if he had actually courted you?
you were not anyone from his past, no. you were not irresponsible and impulsive, and you could be trusted to remain within a designated role and space. you were rarely outspoken — you never strayed from your cue cards, nor did you get smart in private. you never spoke out of turn, which coriolanus always knew — this was just the first time he was more turned on than he was just grateful.
he reasoned a reward was in order.
he found his knuckles wrapping on the door before he could stop himself.
the small movements inside your apartments stalled for a moment, pulled taut like a string in an instrument. he could picture you — standing still and silent, waiting for an explanation.
then he heard footsteps approaching the door before the door handle turned. when you opened the door, the first thing he saw was your eyes.
those big, beautiful eyes that looked at him with surprise — and the slightest bit of hope. coriolanus would most likely try to convince himself that he stayed completely still to exercise a form of control over you — but deep down, he would never be able to believe that completely.
however… when you reached out with your soft, delicate hand, and pulled at his own — it didn’t matter why he did it, because he won.
he shut the door behind him, keeping your gaze.
“i would be coy and ask if we could spend time together in a... different way than usual…” you began, sighing. “but up until this moment i was convinced we would never…”
coriolanus was in no mood to quell insecurities and anxieties. he understood that words could not compare to actions, and so he would do just that.
coriolanus stepped forward, and pressed his large hands against the sides of your face. for a split moment — you almost looked terrified. he usually relished in that look from others, but with you it only made him concerned — angry, even.
“i don’t know what it is about you.” his voice was shaky. it was the first moment in your entire marriage that coriolanus had shown even a shred of weakness. “you smile, you obey, you take my transgressions like they’re fucking sweets. why?! tell me!”
your big, round eyes were blown wide as your brow was knitted together. your lips were parted in an innocent manner, and it only fueled his anger. one of your hands came up to gently lay across the back of his. “coriolanus — have you ever considered that i just wanted to get to know you?”
his eyes searched yours like they were an important document and he couldn’t believe what bullshit he was reading. his lips pursed in a manner that suggested a sour taste, and you felt your joy slipping, slipping, and slipping.
“coriolanus — if you want to go, then go.” your voice was breaking. you knew he was a cool, hard man — but this? this? it was almost too much. “you don’t have to stay if you don’t —“
he couldn’t take your nonsense anymore. he shut you up with a kiss.
he smashed your lips together like it was the first thing he should’ve done when he walked back into the room. a squeal died in your throat at the contact, but coriolanus held you there and upright. both of your hands found the firmness of his chest for balance. when he pulled away — he barely did. he kept his lips an inch away from yours as little tuffs of air pushed past. he leaned his forehead against yours, almost bonding the two of you.
“my greatest displeasure will be making you regret this,” he rasped, eyes screwed shut.
your breathing began to hasten as you contemplated your next words. you began to stroke coriolanus’ hands with your thumbs, hoping to coax him. “you say that like it’s inevitable.”
“it is not far from,” he choked through anger and sadness.
you couldn’t help but stare back at him as he almost glared at you — but then you realized that wasn’t the case. he wasn’t glaring at you — he was glaring through you. whatever traumatized him, whatever made him so distrustful of the world around him and the people in it… you realized then that you represented all of that to him. you had to be different. you had to show him that you were different than all of that.
“i’ve trusted you,” you whispered, almost pleading. “i would like for you to try and trust me. please, coriolanus… i’ve never asked you for anything — just this once —“
coriolanus shook his head, dismissing you. “it’s corio.”
he slammed his lips to yours. his kiss was that of a fight; burning with every cut of anger, frustration, desperation, and sadness in his soul. you weren’t sure if he accounted for your inexperience, but you let him lead as you swallowed all of his suffering. you knew you may never be everything you wanted to be for him — but for this moment, or for whatever he would allow — you could be his escape, and he could be yours.
just this once, you both thought. just this once.
his hands were on both sides of your face, caging you in as you were at the mercy of his bittersweet affection. you tried to keep up with him, almost afraid that you wouldn’t be enough for him — but corio didn’t care. he couldn’t have cared less as he backed you into the foot of the bed. he didn’t stop kissing you as the back of your legs hit your soft mattress, and you were forced to sit down.
with his tongue tangling with yours, you managed to lift your hands to the top buttons of his shirt. he batted your hands away and went to work on his own buttons. you reached behind for your zipper to your dress and attempted to undue it.
corio then pushed your hands away with that too — ripping the zipper down its track and pushing the sleeves down your shoulders.
“corio —“ you gasped through the kiss, struggling to keep up with him.
he pulled away for a short moment, staring into your eyes. “i have denied myself being with you for so long — nothing is stopping me now.”
he held the glare, and you could only stare back at him in fright. however, that was when you realized that he had felt the same way, or at least similar — you both wanted each other, and had been scared to approach the other. your heart filled with warmth, threatening to explode, but all you could do was nod.
he seemed to calm down then, glancing down towards your lips where he prodded your bottom lip with the tip of his numb. “i have wondered for so long what it would be like to kiss my perfect wife — and now that i know, i don’t think i’ll ever give it up.”
you smiled at that. “can i tell you what i have been wondering?”
his eyes met yours once more, almost a warning. you didn’t falter, though. he replied, “yes?”
“i’ve wondered what it would be like to please you,” you spoke softly, a pink hue rising to your cheeks.
his flat look broke then, softening. a smirk greeted his features and you could see his confidence in himself rise. “my lovely wife wants to please me?”
“yes,” you spoke, holding your breath. “if you’ll let me.”
bright and striking, flames of mischief came to light in his irises. emotions of excitement and fear rose within you, and you weren’t sure which was stronger. all you could do was watch as your strong, powerful, larger than life husband stood over you, chin raised, looking down his nose at you, as he unbuckled his belt. his pants and briefs, once around his ankles, were discarded — but you didn’t see that. you couldn’t look away from his eyes — holding you, and your gaze, in place.
it was like you were an enemy he was testing. you didn’t know what he expected, let alone what would make him happy — but you hoped his expectations were slightly lower in light of your inexperience. you swallowed the hard rock of nervousness in your throat, stood up, and gestured for him to sit down on the edge of the bed. he raised an eyebrow at you, but complied. you sat down on your knees in between his, and waited patiently for direction.
“can you…” you began. “can you teach me?”
he smirked once more. “take me in your hand.”
you bent your head lower, and grabbed him by the base. he was hard and warm in your hand as you saw him trying to fight the twitching feeling in his limbs. his muscles were tight, afraid to show weakness. you grew uncomfortable — you didn’t want him weak, but you did want him to feel comfortable enough with you to enjoy a fucking blowjob.
holding his muscle upright, you stuck your tongue out and licked around the tip of his cock. he was salty, but smelled so masculine after a long day. his scent infiltrated all of your senses and had captured your attention. it made you hungry, greedy — so much so that you closed your lips around his cock and began to suck.
he jumped then. “teeth,” he spat.
you paled in embarrassment and fright — but didn’t allow your fear to show for long. you adjusted your tongue and lips — so that your top lip was folded under your top set, and your outstretched tongue covered your bottom set. hollowing out your cheeks, you took him into your mouth once more.
a low hum filled his chest.
you couldn’t see him, and could barely hear him — corio was being a selfish lover and not letting you know whether or not he was enjoying himself. he told you once before you were doing something wrong, so you tried to trust that he would tell you.
that was easier said than done, frankly. with your free hand, you reached up and began to massage his sack in the soft skin of your palm. the hum in his chest turned deeper and louder, and you felt his hips twitch once.
maybe it shouldn't have mattered that he wasn't vocal — but it wasn't like he was shy. you would not fault him for not doing something he didn't want to do, but it was like he was denying you that. if you were making him feel good, and he was fighting the volume of his moans — how fucking dare he deny you of that! there you were, constantly at his beck and call, and he couldn't even freely moan with you? you were obedient, quiet, grateful, everything he wanted — but this? this? too much. absolutely too much of an ask.
you had to do something.
"mr. president," you cooed, twisting your soft tongue around the tip of his cock. "you're awfully quiet above me."
he let out a laugh as he struggled to keep his composure. one of hands found the back of your head as his fingers struggled to tangle themselves in between your strands. they were tugging and pulling, but there was no strength in his grip. his grip — wouldn't catch. couldn't catch. corio, you husband — struggled day in and day out to keep the control in the capital and inside his castle. there was a part of you that believed he just needed to let go, let someone else be in control — but you were his pretty little wife after all. you had until death to try everything. losing control could wait, because tonight... tonight was about making corio the grateful one for once.
you let your loose grip run circles up and down the length of his cock. his shaft was wet and thick, begging the attention of the light from above so the skin was able to glisten. the tip of his cock, red and angry, almost neglected — never had you seen something so delicious, nor deserving of affection. your lips, swollen, wrapped themselves around the tip of his cock as you sucked. notes of salt and sweat mixed together on your tongue, and you hummed at the taste.
"taste sweet, mrs. snow?" you heard from above you. your eyes glanced up to find corio's eyes glazed over with pleasure. his eyelids were drooping over, and all you could think about how badly you wanted to make him close his eyes in bliss. your eyes watched his eyes, but his eyes watched the way your mouth sucked him in. "being so good for me. let your husband see what else you can do."
your ears perked in interest. you didn't know what he meant, but you were intrigued to see if he would teach you.
"please... show me what you like," you spoke, extending your neck as he lowered his face to yours.
"so eager to please..." he spoke, staring down at you in awe. his hand slid down for your scalp to cup your cheek. he looked into your eyes like he was studying you — searching for something surface level. a flaw, or something good... you weren't sure. "i suppose some would say i'm lucky."
you didn't like the sound of that... but you didn't let it show. you gave him a hint of a smile. "i don't think it matters what anyone else thinks. i think what matters is you telling me what you like... so you can decide if you're lucky or not."
he chuckled at that, but his laugh was reserved. always holding back, your husband. "you really want to be a good little wife for me... don't you?"
you fell into the strength behind the hand on your face and keened into his touch. his hand was warm against your skin. "please, corio... please let me."
he stood then, and your gaze raised with his body. you gazed up at him as he stared down at you. there his eyes went again — searching yours. he stood closer to you then, bending down slightly. "it would please me if, at any point, you told me to stop because of the pain. i don't want to hurt you." his voice was low and soft then, immediately striking you. "can i trust you to do that? hmm?"
"i'll tell you," you replied, nodding your head. "i promise."
"never break a promise you make to me," he warned.
you nodded your head once more, unsure how to proceed. he led you over to the side of the bed where he gestured for your to lie down. with the passing of time, you became more and more aware of how bare you both were in front of each other. you were ready to let down every fence of insecurity for the man before you... but there were still walls of his that threatened to come down. he was hot and cold every other moment, it seemed... and you weren’t even sure where to begin.
“husband,” you spoke, unsteadily, as he found his place between his legs. “you seem so… distrustful of me. what can i do? please, corio, i just want this moment to be special for us — for you.”
there his eyes went — searching yours again. it was like he was rereading a page in a book over and over, hoping to find the hidden message in the black and white scripture. his eyes, going back and forth, appeared to be looking over unclear smudges and scribbles as his lips began to purse. you almost said something — stopped him from withdrawing into himself, but he moved before you could.
he sat back against the pillows, which faced a mirror across your bed. you rose curiously, hoping that he would finally give you some direction. he simply took your hand in his, and gestured for you to come closer. “come,” he spoke.
in his lap, maybe? you thought curiously. you went to throw your leg over his, before he stopped you. with a furrowed brow, you watched as he adjusted you so your back laid against his chest.
“do as i say,” he whispered against your ear, sending shivers up and down your spine.
your eyes were cast to the side, his outline in your peripheral vision. you nodded, letting your lips fall apart. you felt one of his hands on the soft skin of your thigh, grazing upwards towards your hips. you almost let your eyes fall closed, hoping to lose yourself in the sensations, before corio stopped you.
with that same hand, he reached upwards and grasped your chin between his fingers. your eyes shot open as he moved your head to now face the mirror, and the pair of you in it.
shallow breaths were pushing past your lips as you stared into the mirror. your cheeks were flushed, your hair in a slight disarray, and your lips were swollen. with a flutter of your eyelashes, your gaze flickered towards corio’s reflection. your husband was always perfect — so even the slight persuasion from tidiness was a remarkable sight to you. his eyes were focused — unable to remain cool, calm, and collected as usual.
his eyes, you thought. his eyes will always tell me.
“you will watch,” corio spoke suddenly, voice hard. “you will keep your eyes on my hands. you stray, and i leave. understand?”
you nodded, looking into his eyes through the mirror.
he cocked an eyebrow.
“yes,” you spoke, almost breathless. “i understand.”
corio’s hand then found its way to your center. the tips of his finger tips, soft and hot, lightly drew a line up and down your slit. your eyes wouldn’t leave the mirror — focused on his fingertips. it was like your skin knew every correct button to tap, tap, tap. every part of you was so sensitive, so keen to his touch that you were embarrassed. you felt so pathetic against his chest, bent to his will — but you wouldn’t have had it any other way. the voice in your head was whining and hoping you would give in, just give in, let down your guard, give in, forget manners. you wanted to keep your composure as long as possible, but when corio’s middle finger found your clit…
oh… you were done for.
one of your hands immediately snapped up to find corio’s bicep and clutch onto whatever foundation he could give. you didn’t dare let your eyes meet his, even in the mirror — what if he stopped? what, huh? what then? when you were the closest you had been ever? you couldn’t allow yourself to be greedy, not when he was being oh, so selfless.
the circles he was drawing taunted your ability remain calm. he rolled your tiny clit underneath the weight of the tip of his finger and pressed down with every circle. it pushed, and pulled, and fucking pried at every fiber of your being. you could only force yourself up and back against corio, whining like a pathetic mess.
“running away from me, my sweet?” he whispered in your ear. “when i’m being so kind?”
his words bit at your ear, reminding you of your position in his world. your eyes were threatening to drift closed, hoping, praying, that corio would let you slip this once from your responsibilities. naive, you were, to believe that.
“remember our deal, wife,” he darkly cooed in your ear. “one request was all i had. i refuse to be denied it.”
“i know, i know…” you whined, rolling your hips with his hand. “it just feels so good, corio… i’ve never… no one’s ever…”
“i can tell you never knew how bad your body would crave it,” he spoke, nipping at your earlobe. “even your pussy obeys me, drenching my fingers. too sweet for this world, aren’t you?”
“just wanna be sweet for you, corio,” you whined as your vision began to blur.
the approaching orgasm was anything but a warm and fuzzy feeling around you. it was hot and jagged — making your muscles jerk, yet force your hips to roll into every movement of corio’s. the cloud over your brain felt like a warm haze of the finest whisky or tobacco the capital could offer. you were numb, drunk, and unable to process the world around you unless it was corio. his touch, his taste, his scent, his look, his orders… everything was setting you off and keeping you in place all at once. your body was hot to the touch, feverish as it tried to fight your sophistication and just fucking —
“that’s it, sweetheart. so focused on the mirror you can’t even find the strength to let go for me,” he spat, pressing a kiss to your cheek and breathing in your scent. “ride my hand like the good girl you are. you wanted to show me, remember?”
tears were brimming your eyes and blurring your vision. your teeth were gritted and bared for him. one of his hands came up to loosely grasp your throat as your hips began to spasm. it was so much, too much, so much —
“corio, please —“ you cried. “please let me look away. i can’t — i have to cry, i can’t —“
there was no softness in his movements against your aching clit. corio had now employed two fingers to dip into your core, collect your slick, and rub it along your sensitive bud in harsh circles. it sent your mind through a suffocating tube and gasping for air. you were begging, pleading — unsure what would happen if you were denied the ability to finish in peace. you began to cry in frustration and fear, so sensitive to the touch and his approval.
“corio…” you whimpered. “please, please let me…”
“do it,” he spat, holding your throat and kissing your face. “show your husband how fucking messy you can be for him.”
you grasped onto him and threw yourself back.
it was like a rollercoaster. twists and turns, yanking your body every which way. corio’s body rocked with yours as the sensations climbed and fit into every single one of your limbs. your lungs, burning, were screaming for air as you tried to fight for consciousness. the world was white, milky, foggy — unable to navigate, let alone exist in. all you could feel was corio’s body moving with yours and coaxing you through the most insane moment of your entire life.
tears fell down your face, and you struggled to conceal it. corio refused to let you hide from him. he bent his face low to yours and pressed the side of his face against the side of yours.
his breaths were heavy, similar to yours.
“corio…” you whimpered, almost whining.
“i know, sweetheart,” he cooed. “so good for me, weren’t you? asking so obediently and politely.”
you nodded, pressing your forehead against his. “i’m sorry that i was —“
“what’re you sorry for?” he demanded.
you clenched your jaw. “i was — i am — i’m worried i was too much — i was so — out of control —“
he shut you up with a kiss. coriolanus snow refused to allow you to continue, or else he knew he would be offended if he had let you finished.
“i wanted that,” he stated. “every bit of that. what, you don’t find it agonizing to be prim and fucking proper every day?”
you laughed uneasily, a bit spooked by his outburst of aggression. “i thought you — i thought that was what you wanted from me.”
he shook his head. “out there — it’s necessary. in here, when it’s only the two of us? don’t ever hide yourself from me. you must promise.”
you swallowed as your haze began to disappear. “only if you promise the same."
you saw his jaw pulse from the corner of your eye. “i promise.”
“i promise,” you returned.
you quickly reconnected your lips. you couldn't let the moment slip away. you needed to seize him while he was there — trusting you for the first time in your entire relationship. you found both of your hands on the side of his face and held him to you. corio fought for control, but you gave in immediately. the need for him to need you was stronger and more satisfying that anything else you could've experienced in that moment. you turned around, straddling his lap and pushing him down to the bed.
everything you were doing was improper: grabbing your husband, forcibly kissing him, sitting in his lap, pushing him down... you almost stopped. you almost gave into the insecurity and made friends with with meekness and shyness once more. however, you made a promise — and you intended to keep it.
"i want you inside me, corio," you whispered against his lips. "please, i want to feel you —"
"again, sweetheart?" he ripped himself from your lips to grunt out his teasing. "one taste, and you're addicted?"
you hummed approval against his lips, tangling your tongue with his. with one hand on the back of your head, holding your face to his, corio's other hand fished between the pair of you and grasped his leaking cock in his hand. the tip was red and swollen, aching for some stimulation or attention. he spread his precum over his tip and with a firm hand, corio slid his cock inside of you.
you arched your back away from corio. the feeling of him being fully sheathed inside of you bent your attention in every which was. both of your hands cradled the back of his head into your chest, where he found himself nestled between your breasts. his breaths were hot and heavy, moist against your skin. his swollen lips found one of your perky nipples and sucked it into his mouth, caving to his primal urges. coriolanus snow wanted every part of you for himself, and needed to place that claim on every part of your body. he wanted your thighs to shake and ache from being locked around him, your fingers to tremble from your hard grip, and he wanted your lips to be bruised from how hard he made you bite them. and, most of all, he wanted every loud moan to rip itself from your aching throat and fill the perfectly painted walls of this damned room.
he cursed you when you threw a hand over your mouth, and he immediately ripped it away. "don't you fucking dare," he spat.
you ignored him. he was your husband, and he was the scariest man you would ever meet, and yet you ignored him. most of all, your hips ignored him. they began to roll against his own the best they could for their inexperience. up, down, and grinding down was the best they could manage before corio grabbed you by the flesh of your hips and moved you to his liking. and when your mouth parted and a loud cry made your throat shake when he twisted your hips forward, he knew he found the spot.
"do not ever deny me what i am owed," he spat, fucking into that spot that wrapped a tight band around your abdomen. "i want to hear how good i am making you feel, and i will. i get to hear. those are mine. i am owed those."
again, you ignored him. what did he expect when your eyes began to roll back into your head and you began to match his pace? you were close, you were so, so close...
that was when corio grabbed you by the chin, refusing to let up his pace. his eyes were full of darkness, yet focus. like he had found his prey. you tried to focus, tried to give him the respect the deserved... but you couldn't. your mind was swimming, and your arching cunt was dripping down his length and onto the skin of his pelvis. you were lost. so fucking lost.
"yours, corio!" you whined. "all yours. only yours."
his voice was gruff against your lips as his thrust became rougher. "say it again."
your eyes began to drift closed as you leaned your head into the crook of his neck, rolling your hips against his. his cock had found its way to the most sensitive and purest part of you and ripped down every wall you had. you sobbed, "yours, corio. only yours."
corio threw you off of him and your back hit the bed. he was on top of you in an instant. he threw your legs up and pressed them against your chest. with your ankles on his shoulders, he pushed himself inside of you and began to relentlessly punish your perfect fucking pussy.
"mine, you got that?" he spat against your ear. "i have watched you, day after day, put on this fucking act! perfect and proper — but i made a proper whore out of the most desirable woman in the capital, didn't i? and now she's mine — forever warming my bed."
"forever, corio," you whined. your sobs were music to his ears, going straight to his cock. your cunt was raw from the friction and slick, unsure if corio should stop or keep going — but you didn't let him guess. "inside me, corio, please... want it to bad. been so good for you..."
his hand was around your throat and demanding your attention. "as if i'd waste a drop when every man in the capital would be able to see you round with my child. you want that wife? my seed, my child? you want to be fully claimed by me?"
"yes," you cried, tears falling down your cheeks. "give it to me, husband, please —"
corio reached down in between your hips and rubbed your clit with whatever energy he had left. his thrust were growing sloppy, but his movements against your swollen bud were worse. he was hissing in your ear as he continued the assault against you. your moans were loud as they escaped your lips and filled the room, setting corio's skin on fire. sweat dripped down from his brow and down his neck to mingle with yours as your second orgasm of the evening began to approach. it snapped the rubber band in your lower belly and you immediately sobbed into corio's neck. his hips continued to rut in you, forcing you down onto the bed as he swallowed all of your sobs for himself. your nails dug into his back and down his spine, hoping to rip parts from him that he had taken from you.
when corio came, you were in a stupor. cock drunk with your mouth hanging open, dazed. when corio came, one of his hands grabbed your messy pile of hair, wrenching at the roots. he pulled you to the side to suck on the sensitive skin of your neck as he pumped your cunt full of his cum. your walls were hot and sticky, full of him, but it only caused the most sickeningly warm feeling to spread throughout you. every primal need of yours was satisfied, and corio could see every bit of it on your face. the pride that welled within your husband... shameful. no man should be in possession of such an ego boost like making the prettiest, more desired woman in all of panem break from all bounds of social etiquette. you were warm, and wet, and craving every bit of his touch, so he couldn't deny you... not anymore. not when he felt the same. with each sob that left your mouth, he felt a kick in the pit of his stomach as his balls throbbed. never in his life had a woman ripped from him what he had taken from her, cheeks hot and muscles worn out.
he would regret it in the morning, maybe, but not now. no — not now.
"husband, forgive me, but..." you spoke. "my mind is a mess. i don't think i can read to you this evening."
corio rolled his eyes and laughed. "that good?"
you pressed a kiss to his lips as you hummed in approval. "never wait that long to bed your wife again."
he chuckled darkly. "watch it, sweetheart."
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Dark Room | Javier Peña x F!Reader | ~4.9k wc | Explicit. Minors DNI.
Summary: Accidentally getting locked in the photo developing room with Javier.
Tags: reader really doesn't like javi, co-worker vibes, era typical sexism/misogyny, he's kind of a smug dick but isn't he always?, smut, oral (f & m), reader has never had her pussy ate so javi changes that, unprotected p in v sex, quick blowjob, no use of y/n, reader is afab and able-bodied, little to no physical descriptions, any typos/grammar mistakes are of my own doing and i apologize in advance, if i missed any other tags pls let me know okay, thanks!
A/N: another javi one shot, what's new?! lol this is a follow up to this ask/prompt i got a few months ago and i just thought this would be very fitting for these two 🖤 thank you to my prima @ovaryacted for reading over this 🖤 hope you enjoy and as always, let me know what you think!
“We need some photos pulled from the photo lab…” Carillo’s voice drones on, his explanation fading into the background as the weight of Javier’s stare settles over you, dragging over your body unabashedly.
He’s slouched over a desk that’s cluttered with maps and reports, an overfilled ashtray perched precariously on the corner, its contents spilling over as evidence of long hours and bad habits.
The sleeves of his shirt are rolled up just enough to show off those strong, brown forearms, veins subtly bulging as he drums his fingers against the surface.
The air is perfumed with cigarette smoke, the stale scent clinging to everything. It’s honestly a wonder you haven’t choked on it yet.
Weeks have passed since your lapse in judgment in the parking garage—letting Javier fucking Peña slide between your thighs to take the edge off this godforsaken sexist job that you still haven’t quit.
Nothing’s changed, obviously. The men in the office are still assholes, continuing to treat you like an afterthought, but you just tune them out because at the end of the day; you know you’re better than all of them combined.
Except it’s hard to ignore Javier. Harder than usual when he’s flashing you those round and soft brown eyes that should be illegal for a man like him to possess. 
He’s tried cornering you—more than once. The break room, after meetings, even the damn staircase when you were in a rush to head home.
Each time, you shut him down. Telling him to fuck off and take whatever cocky, insufferable game he’s playing and shove it where the sun doesn’t shine.
You’re actually kind of proud of yourself for pushing back more than usual, even if you do get hit with a wave of horny nostalgia for the way he’d taken you that day. Quick, ruthless, licentious.
You keep your expression neutral as Carillo wraps up his instructions. Nodding politely, you don’t spare a glance at the other agent before turning on your heel and making your way down to the lab.
The room is lit by a red bulb, casting everything in a hazy, bloody glow. You’re sifting through the folders, squinting at the labels, when you hear it—the soft click of the door shutting.
You spin around, and there he fucking is.
Javier leans against the doorframe, the silver watch on his wrist catching the light, his tie loosened around his neck and the first few buttons of his shirt habitually undone.
With his arms crossed and broad frame filling the space of the doorway, he’s the picture of amusement—of quiet, dangerous persistence.
You hate the way your pulse downstairs stutters at the sight of him.
“What are you doing here?”
He doesn’t answer right away. Instead, his jaw shifts, a muscle ticking as he weighs his words, like he’s carefully considering how much trouble he wants to get himself into.
It annoys the ever-loving shit out of you.
When he doesn’t reply, you just huff out breath. “I don’t have time for this. Carillo needs these photos,” you snap, as if he doesn’t already know that. As if that’s why he’s really here.
Your fingers tighten around the folder you managed to locate, flipping through the contents to confirm it’s the right one. It is. Thank goodness. Now all you have to do is get the hell out of here—away from him.
“You’ve been doing okay?” He finally speaks, tone deceptively casual. “Your car’s fine?”
You bark out a laugh, loud and incredulous, because really? That’s what he’s opening with?
“What is it that you want, Javier?” You slam the filing cabinet shut, the sound echoing in the small lab.
And of-fucking-course—he’s closer now. The ruby luminescence of the room carves sharper angles into his face, deepening the contours, making his already unfairly handsome features look even more severe.
“What do you think?” he asks with a tilt of his head, tongue dragging slowly over his bottom lip.
“I think you just want to get your dick wet,” you accuse in a quip. “But I’m really confused as to why you’re so adamant about coming to me for that. Don’t you have a list of whores you can call? I’ve got about a dozen of their numbers written down at my desk. Just for you.”
Javier smirks—slow, lazy, irritatingly attractive. “S’not as fun. Not the same.” He shrugs. “I like to work for it sometimes.”
Your brows lift in disbelief. “Work for it? Wow, this really is just a game to you. To all of you.” Immature, arrogant, government assholes. You can feel yourself getting worked up, reminiscent of the last time you were this close to him. 
You don’t give him the chance to reply, instead brushing past him toward the door, reaching for the handle and twisting—nothing. 
You try again. And again. It doesn’t budge.
You exhale sharply, pressing your forehead against the door for half a second before pulling back. 
Right, so this door has been busted for as long as you can remember, locking from the inside at the worst possible moments, clearly.
You should have snagged the spare key, just in case. This is on you.
And since you’ve got unwanted company, the space feels a lot smaller.
“Please tell me you have your stupid phone on you,” you’re still facing the door, voice tight, manilla folder clenched in your hands.
The sound of dress shoes sliding over the floor, measured, deliberate, breaks the momentary silence.
Your body lights up, tensing as warmth ghosts over the back of your neck, sending a shiver racing down your spine.
“I don’t,” Javier murmurs, too fucking smoothly.
And then his hands—those beautifully large hands—press against the door on either side of you, arms caging you in.
You turn slowly, back pressed to the door, looking up at him as your breath catches somewhere in your throat.
He smells like cologne and Marlboros, an intoxicating combination that does something dangerous to your resolve, sinking its talons into whatever shred of control you thought you had left.
You can already feel the telltale weakness creeping into your knees as he stares down at you, the red hue truly making him look sinful in all the right ways.
This is exactly why you’ve been dodging him, shutting him down at every turn.
Because he makes it so easy to give in if just given a second to lay it on thick, no pun intended. Not only have you experienced his sexual bravado first hand, you’ve also seen the way he works his personality and charm with everyone else.
You wanted to be different, you really did. To not be another person to fall for him. Not after the way he treats you in the office, like you’re barely worth acknowledging unless you’re useful to him. Not after the way he just lets the other agents walk all over you.
It’s really not fair that he looks the way he does or that he fucks like he knows exactly what his partner needs. Like he’s got some weird, kinky sixth sense. 
It’s definitely not fucking fair that your pussy is flexing at the memory of him cuffing your wrists behind your back, growling filth into your ear as he took you against the side of his Jeep.
You inhale sharply, attempting to shove the thoughts away.
“I think there’s a landline in here somewhere,” you tell him, grasping at something—anything—to keep your wits about you. “We need to call someone to get us out.”
You try to step away, but Javier moves faster.
He blocks your path effortlessly, stepping into your space like he belongs there, his chest brushing against yours, the heat of him seeping through your clothes.
“Not yet, baby,” he murmurs, tone laced with that familiar, knowing drawl. It’s so rich that a little bit of his Texan accent slips through. “Let’s have some fun.”
You let out another laugh, except this time it’s thinner, shakier than you want it to be.
“Fucking someone you don’t like isn’t really my idea of fun,” you bite out, but it doesn’t come out as bitchy as you intended.
“Didn’t stop you last time…” He says smugly and you grit your teeth. “It just makes it that much better,” he sounds so indulgent. Like he’s already won.
You open your mouth to argue, but he doesn’t give you the chance.
“C’mon,” Javi coaxes like he’s the devil himself. “You’re always so tense. You work so damn hard, dealing with assholes like me all day. Let me make it worth your while.”
“I thought I told you last time that good dick wasn’t the solution to my problems.” 
“I’m not trying to solve your problems.” 
He ducks his head, the tip of his nose dragging up the side of your neck, a featherlight touch that sets your skin on fire.
You should push him away and slap him. But instead, you just… let him. Frozen, paralyzed by your own traitorous lust.
His soft pouty lips find your jaw, pressing kisses, each one getting you wetter. 
His tongue traces a languid stripe up to your ear, the wet heat of it making you gasp and your thighs press together. When his teeth graze your lobe, you can’t suppress the way your breath stutters.
“Javi—” His name escapes before you can catch it, barely more than a whisper.
You feel his grin against your skin.
“Say it again.”
You shake your head, eyes squeezing shut, as if that will somehow lessen the ache beating at your cunt. As if you can pretend you’re still in control of the situation. Like you ever were.
His hands find your waist, thumbs brushing slow, teasing circles over your ribs. The heat of his palms sears through the fabric of your top, burning away the resistance you were clinging to.
“Tell me you don’t want this,” he breathes, lips dragging along the shell of your ear. “Tell me, and I’ll stop.”
You should. But you can’t.
Your fingers fidget with the folder, aching to grab hold of him and pull him closer. You let out a shaky sigh, your resolve finally crumbling to dust.
You really are a weak bitch.
Javier pulls back just enough to look at you, his expression knowing—victorious.
The folder falls from your hands and to the floor as you grab him by the tie, yanking him down, crushing your mouth to his in a kiss that is nothing short of desperate, full of frustration, hunger and irritation.
Javier groans into it, gratified, his grip tightening on you as he presses you harder against the door, molding his body against yours. His tongue sweeps into your mouth, claiming and demanding, and you let him, moaning into the kiss, your nails scraping against the back of his neck as his hands start to wander.
You were always going to give in and you both knew it.
You don’t even remember when his hands started working at the buttons of your shirt, but you feel the fabric coming undone, feel the cool air chilling you as he exposes your chest. His lips chase the newly exposed skin, pressing open-mouthed kisses down the slope of your neck, trailing lower… lower…
You gasp when he undoes your bra’s front clasp, his fingers ghosting over the swells of your breasts before he palms them fully, kneading, teasing, thumbing at your nipples then tugging them until you’re pathetically whimpering
“Mmmm,” you utter, your head tipping back against the door when his lips wrap around the aching peak and he sucks.
Javier chuckles against your skin.“Told you I’d make you feel good.”
Your fingers tangle into his hair, yanking his mouth back to yours, swallowing any other egotistic remark he was about to make. 
You feel the hard line of his thick cock straining in his slacks as he grinds against you like a rutting dog, his hips rolling in slow, instinctive motions that have your pussy clenching around nothing.
Maybe resisting him was always a losing game. 
It’s not like you’re drowning in offers elsewhere, and hell, you should own the fact that a man like Javier Peña—arrogant, infuriating, dangerously handsome—wants you more than any of the easy lays he could get with a single phone call.
Your confidence grows, even if it’s for all the wrong reasons.
One hand slips from the back of his head, trailing down between your bodies, fingers pressing against the rigid length of him through his pants. You squeeze, applying just enough pressure to make him hiss against your lips before he retaliates, biting your lower lip.
The pain blooms deliciously, sparking something even darker inside you. You reward him with another slow stroke, palming him, feeling his dick throb under your touch.
He flips you around quickly after that, pressing you hard against the door, your cheek and tits flattened against the cool surface.
A startled whimper escapes you, but he doesn’t give a damn, too lost in his own haze of desire as he works the button and zipper of your pants.
You quit dressing in cute skirts and delicate blouses to work. You weren’t about to continue to be an office fantasy or easy target for sexist bullshit.
But even in your practical wear and stoic demeanor, you knew damn well these men would find any way to sexualize you regardless. And they’ve proved your point plenty of times.
However, all of your carefully constructed defenses and feminist arguments about power and autonomy crumble the moment Javier Peña drops to his fucking knees behind you.
Your breath stutters, eyes widening as you try to push back against the door, a weak attempt at stopping him—but his grip is firm, fingers digging into the flesh of your thighs as he tugs your pants down, his fingers skimming the sensitive skin behind your knees, making your back arch.
His calloused palms knead into the soft flesh of your thighs, gripping handfuls of your ass like he can’t decide whether he wants to spread you wider or keep you all to himself.
He does both—squeezing, parting you open just enough to make your pussy feel completely exposed, heat licking at her like a slow burn, anticipation curling around your clit.
“Javi—” His name barely leaves your lips before you suck in a sharp breath, body jolting as the wet heat of his mouth presses against the thin fabric of your panties.
Oh shit.
The damp lace does little to shield you from the deliberate drag of his tongue as he licks a slow stripe over the barrier, teasing, tasting, promising you things that make your head spin.
A moan slithers its way up your throat before you can stop it, your fingers twitching against the door as your knees threaten to buckle.
It’s such a foreign feeling.
“Nervous?” he asks, his voice dark, amused, but also curious.
You swallow hard, blinking rapidly against the overwhelming sensation of it all. No one’s ever done this to you before. No one’s ever wanted to. And yet, here’s Javier, on his knees in this dingy basement like this is what he was made to do.
“Just—” You suck in a breath. Fucking hell this is so embarrassing. “No one’s ever…” Your cheeks get hot, making you want to crawl inside yourself.
He stills for a moment, as if letting your words sink in, your panties now pulled down around your ankles. 
“Fuck,” he mutters, almost to himself, at the realization that he’d be the first to eat your pussy. His fingers flex, digging into the plush curve of your ass. “That just makes me want to ruin you even more.”
And then he does.
His mouth is everywhere all at once—tongue eagerly dragging through your folds, circling your clit dexterously and it’s a miracle you don’t melt entirely then and there.
His aquiline nose notches between your cheeks and the pressure makes you yelp in surprise.
Your fingers claw at the door like a rabid animal, trying to find something to hold onto, something to ground you as Javier devours your cunt.
He works you open by lapping thirstily and sucking on your wet flesh, groaning against you like he can’t get enough.
It’s otherworldly, a kind of pleasure so overwhelming that frustration bubbles up inside you. Why the fuck has no man ever done this for you before?
Your hips jerk when his tongue slides inside your hole, his mustache scraping against your soaked skin, his nose pressing against your asshole.
The contrast of soft and rough, teasing and taking, has you whining loudly, your forehead pressing against the cool wood as your eyes close tight.
The tension in your stomach twists tighter, hotter, tears spilling from your waterline as he sucks your clit into his mouth, flicking it with his tongue until your knees finally do give out but he holds you steady, keeping you from falling as you hit the wall of your orgasm. 
“Oh my god!” The words spill from you in a breathless, wrecked moan, your body pulsing, shuddering, before slumping as pleasure melts into boneless relief.
He takes his time with you, his mouth slowing to match your come down, his tongue kitten licking at your oversensitive sex like he relishes the taste of you.
He presses one last, open-mouthed kiss to your clit before pulling away.
His whispers are hushed, sweet words murmured against your trembling thighs until he stands, rising up behind you, his broad frame looming over yours.
You feel him—his chest, his shoulders—so solid and manly, pressing against your back. You’re still panting, skin heated, body humming, when you finally turn your head to look at him.
Javier Peña has never looked hotter in his goddamn life.
“Hard to believe no one’s ever tasted you, baby. Sabes tan dulce.” The praise sends a violent shudder straight to your freshly ate cunt.
He’s quickly working his belt open, the soft clink of metal making your thighs quiver in anticipation.
He fists his cock, stroking himself languidly, dragging his palm over the thick, velvety skin before his fingers dip between your legs, gathering the slick arousal dripping from your pussy.
Thankfully the door is thick enough to muffle the desperate, broken moans spilling from your lips, and that this basement is hardly ever visited—because the last thing you need is an audience for this shameful, filthy indulgence.
Yet once the lust settles, that same isolation won’t feel so convenient. You’ll be more than eager to get the fuck away from him.
He smears your sticky wetness over his shaft with a groan, eyes hooded and hungry as he watches your body react to him.
All you can do is continue to writhe, legs shaking as you kick your pants and panties off completely, giving yourself room to spread and bend over for him, expecting him to take you as he did last time.
But before you can brace yourself against the door again, Javi moves fast, flipping you to face him, his large hands cupping the backs of your thighs.
It’s instinct to wrap your legs around his waist, your ankles locking behind him as he hoists you up, pinning you against the door.
His lips crash into yours, hot and urgent, teeth clashing, tongues tangling as you flick off his tie and work open the last of his buttons.
His shirt hangs open, exposing his warm, taut chest to your greedy fingers, and you run your hands down the hard planes of his torso, reveling in the contrast of smooth skin and how human he feels despite the sex god aura he emits so effortlessly. 
But it’s his neck that has you dizzy. That sharp jawline, his defined Adam’s apple, how his pulse pounds just beneath the thick muscle.
You make eye contact for a brief, charged second before your mouth latches onto his neck, tongue dragging over salt and cologne, teeth nipping at the tendon.
The way the red light paints him—his bronzed skin darkened by shadow, eyes heavy-lidded with hunger for you, lips slick from your kisses and pussy—it all makes you dizzy with need.
Javi growls low in his throat, shifting his hold to steady you against the door, angling himself just right before pressing the thick head of his cock against your entrance.
The stretch is immediate, slow and torturous as he sinks into you inch by inch, your walls fluttering around the intrusion of his dick, the burn mixing beautifully with pleasure.
Your jaw falls open, but no sound comes out, only ragged breaths and a strangled whimper as your cunt struggles to accommodate around his girthy cock.
His gaze is locked onto yours, dark and molten, his lips curling at the way you tremble in his hold.
You’d slap the smirk right off his face if your hands weren’t too occupied with digging into his shoulders to keep you sane.
“That’s it, puta madre,” he groans, voice wrecked. “Your pussy feels so fuckin’ good.”
“S-Stop talking and just fuck me,” you breathe as you yank him closer, pressing your tits against his bare chest.
Javier doesn’t need to be told twice.
With a sharp thrust, he buries himself to the hilt, slamming you back against the door, the impact rattling through your bones and knocking the air from your lungs.
The obscene sound of wet skin slapping against skin echoes through the cramped room as he sets an unforgiving yet utterly satisfying pace.
Every stroke of his cock against your walls, every graze of his pelvis against your swollen clit, sends you spiraling higher.
The heat of the red light, the scent of sweat and sex thick in the air, the filthy sounds between you—it’s all too much, too good.
His hands grip your thighs tighter, keeping you right where he wants you as he fucks you hard and deep.
He plants one hand next to your head while the other slides between your bodies, fingers finding your clit and rubbing tight, teasing circles, you break.
Your body seizes, nails raking down his back as your orgasm slams into you, pleasure blinding and unbearable.
Javier groans, hips stuttering as he chases his own release, as he fucks you through your climax. “That’s it. Fuckin’ come for me—mierda, so fuckin’ pretty pinned up on the door like this, fallin’ apart all over this dick—”
“D-Don’t finish inside.” The words spill from your lips between gasps, your foggy mind barely catching up to the reality of what you’re doing.
You thank whatever shred of sanity is left in you for speaking up before it’s too late—because fuck, you almost forgot.
A part of you chastises yourself for even letting it get this far, for not making him wear a condom either time he’s had you.
You know better. You know Javier gets around, that his reputation in bed is just as legendary as his skill with a badge and gun.
He groans, a deep sound of both pleasure and frustration. He wanted to finish inside you. You can tell by the way his thrusts falter, how his fingers dig into your hips a little harder.
The idea of filling you up, of making you take all of him, has him on the edge, his control hanging by a thread.
“Fuck,” he grits out, and suddenly, he’s pulling out of you, his cock slipping free with a wet, lewd squelch that makes your empty walls clench around nothing. Before you can catch your breath, he’s pushing you onto your knees, the roughness making your head spin, your lips parting in surprise.
He takes full advantage.
Javier’s hand grips the back of your neck as he guides himself between your lips, pushing his thick cock into the heat of your mouth with a sharp hiss.
You barely have time to react before he’s thrusting in deep, the heavy weight of him stretching your jaw, his scent overwhelming your senses.
Your hands fly to his thighs, nails digging in as he fucks your mouth the same way he just fucked your pussy: relentless, desperate, filthy.
Your tongue flattens beneath him, taking him as best as you can while he pants above you, his breath ragged, his curses slipping into Spanish as he chases his release.
And then you feel it how he stiffens, the pulse of his cock against your tongue before his salty release spills hot and thick down your throat. Javier groans as he holds you there, making sure you swallow every drop.
“Goddamn baby,” he rasps hoarsely, his fingers easing from your hair as he strokes your cheek, his softening cock still twitching between your lips.
When he finally pulls out, you’re left breathless, your mouth swollen, your body still thrumming with pleasure and exhaustion.
You look up at him, and the sight alone makes your stomach flip—his chest rising and falling, his shirt completely undone, his tie hanging loosely around his neck,  hair falling in front of his face and gaze hooded and dark as he stares down at you.
He looks wrecked and you’re the reason why.
The fog of lust dissipates all at once, replaced by a feeling akin to cold water washing over you. Your lips are swollen, your knees ache from the hard floor, the unmistakable taste of him lingers on your tongue, and your pussy is sticky with the remnants of his pleasure.
You rise quickly with a sharp breath, ignoring the way your thighs still tremble. He offers a hand, fingers curled in that lazy, confident way that suggests he thinks you’ll take it.
You don’t.
Instead, you swat it away, reaching for your discarded clothes with sharp, jerky movements, yanking your panties up, stepping into your pants, and shoving your feet into your shoes without grace.
Every button fastened, every piece of fabric back in place feels like reclaiming a part of yourself, like stitching together the resolve that had crumbled the second he put his mouth on you.
You allow yourself moments of weakness—you’re only human, and he’s too good of a fuck to deny. But moving forward, you’ll have to be more resolute.
This? This was a mistake you can’t afford to keep making. The last thing you want is for him to think he has an in with you just because he’s made you see stars with his dick… and tongue… and fingers. Goddamnit. 
“You gonna keep this little act up,” he drawls, redressed himself, half ass fixing his belt, “or am I gonna have to chase you down just to get you to fuck me again?”
You snort, shaking your head as you adjust your bra and start buttoning your blouse. “You do realize how predatory that sounds, right?”
He just smirks, unfazed, and leans against the desk nearby as if he’s lounging. “And that whole thing about no one ever going down on you… That true, or were you just trying to get a reaction out of me?”
You ignore him, not about to stroke his already inflated ego by admitting he’s the first and only person to ever taste you so intimately.
Instead, you snatch up the forgotten folder from the floor, shooting him a glare through the red lighting of the room. “Help me find the landline so we can call someone to let us out.”
Javier just chuckles, shaking his head as he finishes tying his tie. “Won’t need to.”
Your eyes narrow. “What?”
He reaches into his pocket and pulls out the spare key.
Your jaw drops. “You had that with you the entire time?”
His only response is a shrug, like it’s no big deal. Which, truth be told, it isn’t. But the realization that this was all orchestrated is enough to make your blood boil. You wonder if Carillo was in on it too. 
Your teeth clench, fingers curling into a fist at your side as he pushes off the nearby table and steps forward, unlocking the door with an infuriating lack of urgency.
He swings it open, then leans against the frame, motioning for you to go first with an exaggerated flourish.
“After you.”
You consider punching him, it had felt so damn good doing it last time. You don’t, however, instead storming past him, ignoring the way your skin still hums where he touched you, ignoring the smug chuckle that follows you out into the hallway.
You’ll let this go, you have to if not it’ll prick at you until you snap. You really don’t know how many more crash outs you have left in you before you do something more reckless than fucking the DEA agent.
Though one thing becomes sparkling clear in this moment—you’re going to have to find a way to resist Javier Peña. Even if he’s dead set on making that impossible.
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