#wut hate blog

[vegaseatsass]

My Stand-In Episode 9

I have like 10min to ejaculate some emotions before I have to run again so lmfao /types hard and fast I adore that after twisted coercive action after twisted coercive action, Ming almost almost almost had his Kinn moment where he lets Joe go. He came SO close. But he couldn't stick the landing. He's going twisted coercion to the VERY END, BABY!!! And I do think in many ways that's a clue about whether he would have been able to let Joe go when he asked in the first life, before the baseball bat, if Joe hadn't gotten the call from Sol and given Ming a justification for spiralling into delululand. I really do think he was close to hearing Joe then too, and honoring his desperate requests to let go. But "close" means letting him walk across the street and then chasing him, not actually releasing his grip. Ming will always be so very Ming <3

Wut pissed me off throughout this ENTIRE episode but I am trying not to relapse to "the NARRATIVE doesn't UNDERSTAND what it's DOING" reactions to characters with his framing and actually just take what's on the screen in good faith. And what's on the screen is a man who never truly acknowledged his own role in getting Joe killed, doomed to make all the same choices and mistakes all over again. While carrying himself with so much unearned self-righteousness and avuncular "wisdom", augh I hate him but yeah. He thinks what he did wrong in Joe's first life is like not yell at him hard enough to keep him from driving off a cliff. Not push an abused, financially desperate man into further isolation with nary a moment of considering trying to support him or even just giving him companionship for the night while he recovered from being fuckin kidnapped. So yeah, it's not surprising he's consistently making the easy choices, the "it's not REALLY my problem" choices, that put Joe back in Ming's grasp again and again. Like okay thank you as a plot device Wut (yes I am a sick and twisted hypocrite lmao), but fuck you fuck you fuck you as a human being.

However! SOL THIS EPISODE! Oh my god this is why I needed to quickly post! The duality of this character! I made FUN of Ming for thinking that Soljoe as a branded pair was any kind of threat, but episode 9 Sol was like "no actually. Audience shipping is reality if we try hard enough to make it be so." The way the lines are so blurred for him between just desperately desperately wanting to be there for Joe and desperately desperately wanting Joe to see that Ming is the wrong choice and Sol is the right choice, and I have strong doubts about how fully conscious the latter is - he knows he still wants Joe, sure, but I think he sees his (nonexistent, sorry baby) romantic eligibility as an opportunity to get Joe away from Ming. If Joe had a partner who wasn't violent and dangerous, I truly believe Sol would back off while harboring his feelings more quietly. But if Joe is single or with Ming? Sol has to try with everything he's got and cannot see the ways that that compromises his support for Joe.

And yet! EVERY time he called out Wut for facilitating Mingjoe (SERIOUSLY WHAT THE FUCK WUT) I was cheering for him. Helping Joe with (Joe-on-Joe) crimes??? Being his lookout??? The crowd ROARED! And there's something to be said for Joe in the middle of the grieving process for his body and life, and Sol being the one who comes by to accompany him the next morning. Again, it's that duality: he is coming because they have a music video to promote, he is coming because he's giddy about selling them as a branded pair and maybe making Joe see him as a romantic option. But being very frank, I think it matters that Joe had someone who knew what happened and knew he was in the middle of grieving be there at his side that morning. I don't think he struggled to wake up when Ing shook him because he was sleepy. I think he was carrying something a lot heavier than that, and you need community to help you carry that burden. And there's nobody trying to or thinking of offering that for Joe except Sol. For partly selfish reasons, again, that's the juice of the character, that that duality is always present for him, but for ME it still matters as a kind of material support.

Lastly, the little glimpse of Yim being bitter and fucked up about Joe's death, and how that went over Joe's head, because he doesn't expect his CHILDHOOD FRIEND to remember him and grieve him. Delicious little detail.

[tsbs-shipfessions]

(fym i woke up after like 2 hours of sleep to learn that there are people making.. purposefully hateful confession blogs?? because they dont like how my friends and i our running ours??? wut

g. guys, everyone realizes that my friends and i are being /haha silly goofy about this, right? like, we genuinely encourage and support confessions, but everyone realizes we're going so hard on rules and making each blog a safe space to avoid making our blogs hateful?? r. right??? and that we're literally doubling as roleplay blogs bc of how hard we're goofin and gaffin???? right?????

and btw one last thing bc i have Anxiety- this is not encouragement to like.. go off and harass the more 'negative' confession blog(s). just block them and move on, or don't. literally do whatever makes you happy. let's embrace the francis way homies ...not like to the extent he does, but you get what i mean digsigqwi)

[myfandomrealitea]

saw ur post about going incognito into spaces and stuff and i wanted to add my own thoughts about my experience of basically being stuck in places where proshippers r hated (not against wut ur saying! i definitely agree that theres no benefits and honestly its not that fun)

the fandom that im currently in is.. very toxic. someone got harassed to the point of having to delete their account bc they "supported" a proshipper (it was literally just them saying that u shouldnt harass this person just bc theyre proship-). a lot of my friends were very supportive of this person and agreed that ppl shouldnt be harassed over shit like that and many of them seem to have similar viewpoints as me (anti harassment and all that) but prefer to stay away from that stuff

the fandom is basically ran by antis. theres a small corner that some ppl have made where they talk about proship stuff freely (love those ppl so much theyre genuinely so nice) but overall its. not the best place to be if ur proship. which is interesting to me bc theres actually a shocking amount of proshippers that just... dont say anything. on my side blog ive had multiple ppl interact that i thought were anti (or at least just. not proship in some way) but would literally go and like all my posts about incest ships of the characters.

and sometimes i think about it and how theres actually a bunch of proshippers but we're so heavily harassed and silenced that we just- dont say anything. but the fandom is small and we cant exactly separate ourselves from it if we really like the show. and i feel especially bad for some of the bigger blogs that ppl love and adore bc i know wut would happen if somehow ppl found out and made some big post or wutever.

i dont pretend to be antiship but i dont outright say im proship unless i really trust that person

im currently trying to make my own lil space with some friends so at least if anything goes wrong i at least have a few ppl but its a bit scary to think about honestly-

Although it can be full of snot-nosed superiority complexes, I do recommend using the AO3 Subreddit in order to find likeminded people for your fandom. The very vast majority of the AO3 Subreddit is proship or at least proship neutral. Antis are generally eviscerated on sight whenever they try to poke their nose into it.

If you have any other fandoms that you are active in or have friends within, there's also no harm in introducing them to your small fandom.

From what I understand the Marvel fandom did kind of the same thing you're describing with the Starker shippers, but they flourished and supported each other anyway.

I know its easy for me to simply say 'do it anyway' as someone who generally could not give a fuck about anyone's opinion of me, but honestly. Do it anyway. Form your little collective. Support each other. Learn how to write and draw and make GIFs so you feed your own portion of the fandom. You physically do not need those people, it just unfortunately takes a bit of effort and means potentially a bit less content until you start really generating your own.

Fandom spaces do not start out from nothing. Promote the shit out of your fandom. Draw people in. Comb through the proship tags and send asks to blogs like mine asking other proshippers to check out the source material.

People in small fandoms are easy to bully because you're so enclosed into this circle of the exact same people. They happen to be the majority in the room and they're weaponising it.

Force them into a bigger room.

[herejusttosufferalong]

Can you tell me how you can ship people, one of whom you hate? And why do you hate Nicola so much? Maybe you should take a closer look at A? And ship Luke with her? Especially since it's canon at the moment. Just my two cents, based on your answers in this blog.

wtf?

like i know this ask was from over a week ago but like

wut???

[moonlit-dreamers]

Top 5 favourite TSAMS characters?

youve opened pandoras box btw i hope u know that

starting with numbah one is sun. hes so good for whump. i love torturing him hes so pathetic i wanna see him sobbing and i find so much joy in it. but i also like shipping him with everyone and putting him in sickeningly fluffy scenarios that also break him tho more emotionally and due to being flustered but eh same thing as getting ur leg ripped off ig/j

numbah 2 is eclipse. i actually used to hate him up until we saw like the "origin story" or wutever and i was like "oh shit he just like me fr" (im a fictive in a system so i FULLY understand wut its like waking up in an unknown place and being trapped and unable to go back to ur home). hes also good for whump with a nice mix of having him being the whumper and the whumpee depending on my mood. i also like shipping him tho not nearly as much as sun. but eclipse is the one i project onto THE MOST (loveless aroace eclipse beloved <3🙏) also love writing him

numbah 3 is solar obviously. i feel like they couldve done his character better but its okay bc i traumatize him in ways they never could <3 hes also good for ships but, again, not as good as sun. solars just so fun to poke and prod and put in Situations

obligatory 4 is sunvant. he’s too good for whump he’s better than everyone else. he’s just such a lil guy he’s so pathetic

if i’m allowed to do this (which i say i can bc this is my blog) then 5 would be og lunar before he died. listen man he was such a lil shit with such altruistic reasonings behind everything. he was Just there to have a good time it didn’t matter how he got it. literally the only reason y he joined sun n moon wasn’t bc he cared about hurting them (he only showed remorse later on) but bc moon let him play flappy bird. i do kinda wish he kept some of that character tbh. specifically him doing things for the “wrong reasons” bc i love that being shown in characters (it’s very me fr)

[king-magnifico-haven]

🌟 Wish: A Disaster? The Worst Disney Movie EVER? Thoughts from a Magnifico Fan 🌟

After watching almost every YouTube review, I was finally able to watch Wish because they turned it on at my office. and do I think it's an absolutely horrible movie? Do I think Asha's the worst Disney heroine ever?

No and no.

Wish isn't a 'bad' movie and Asha isn't the worst Disney heroine ever. Both were just very badly handled.

I know this is a pro Magnifico blog but let me explain. Asha's not a bad character. She's actually very pretty and has a great VA. Her character 'development' was just like crayons scribbling all over paper.

She not only opens the movie happily providing commentary on Magnifico's system, but SINGS ABOUT IT, then demonizes THE SAME SYSTEM she celebrated just MINUTES BEFORE.

Fast forward to the interview. She and Magnifico share a beautiful, heartfelt talk about her father. It's short-lived and not followed up on. Magnifico confides in her about his wish, only for her to completely ignore him and be like 'ey, so like, grant my Saba's wish yo'.

Maui and Moana had a prettier friendship.

Then of course the whole 'hey, Magnifico, I just sang about your Wish system like FIVE MINUTES AGO but I hate you, you're a MEANIE'.

I'm pro Magnifico but you can hate him for all I care. I think you have to admit there's way more heart and substance in Bolt than there was in Wish. There's way more substance in WALL-E and the two main characters BARELY TALK 😭

Then there's Magnifico. I 100% agree with everyone that said his descent into evil happened so quickly, it was rushed and he felt like a completely different character. Amaya did very little to intervene on her husband's behalf. He pretty much went into a panic attack over Star's arrival and had absolutely NO ONE assure him everything was going to be a-okay.

Magnifico made several mentions as to how everything he did was to keep Rosas safe, and prevent the past from repeating itself. Asha even told him 'that's why I want to work with you' but then they fell out because ??? I don't know? PLOT?

The whole thing about Magnifico's spell being unbreakable was BS considering the entire Disney empire was built on the foundation of true love and friendship and blah blah blah.

The people of Rosas were perfectly content before Asha took down Magnifico's system. Her grandfather said so himself right before she sang 'This Wish'. Outside of Simon, there was zero indication of the people living in torment.

Gabo said something about Asha killing her family and I was like 'wut' 😭🤣

Valentino was just there. So was Amaya for the most part, especially in comparison to Disney heroines like Pocahontas, Rapunzel, Mulan, Elena of Avalor (from a tv show), etc

Asha at one point was like 'this is all my fault, I started this', which was correct, then later on said 'this is all Magnifico's fault'

Evil Magnifico got his magic powers but then just used them to poke people. Disney doesn't really do death often but if he was supposed to be like a classic Disney villain...I mean Gaston DID stab the Beast sooo...

Honestly, the two best characters were Magnifico and Dahlia.

Am I saying all of this because I'm a 'poor widdle Magnifico' simp? No. I'm 100% pro Magnifico but I'd have the same opinions even if I hated him. Or didn't care about him. You can fight me on any of this but

Wish isn't a bad movie. Asha's not a bad character.

Both were just badly handled.

[goldenestheart]

okay, i need to tell my opinion about readings. remember, this is just my opinion!!!

i have done many many readings in the past. (on my other blog). i always used tarot cards. but I always did it just for fun and I didn't even believe in my predictions. it was just fun. i always said that people shouldn't take my readings seriously.

but long period passed since that. now i am older and i realised.

readings are bullshit!

like come on, people, do you actually believe that some random person on the other side of the world will tell you your future based on your favorite emojis? 🙄🤦‍♀️

like be smart, people, use your brain. do you really think that reader only needs your initials for your readings? wut? they just do it for fun. like everything they say in their readings, nothing will happen. they just feed your delusionals.

what i really hate is celebrity readings. like when someone wants to know their future with celebrity🙄 like: hello, i always dream about *insert celebrity name* and i truly believe they're my soulmate. could you tell me how will i meet them?

guurl, be serious, you will never meet them.

and many people who request readings are so ungrateful, they won't say thanks and please, they always want to know about their crush😁 i think they're kids.

other thing, i received many readings by the start of this year. year is slowly ending and guess what? nothing happened what readers told me will happen💁‍♀️ i even received many readings from readers whose do paid readings and it didn't happen. meh, these people offer many money for their readings, some naive girls buy from them and they'll be dissappointed cause shit happened. GUYS, WAKE UP, THEY ONLY USE YOU FOR YOUR MONEY. THEY MAKE UP THEIR READINGS, THEY TELL YOU ONLY WHAT YOU WANT HEAR AND THEY ONLY WANT YOUR MONEY!!!

readings are bullshits. readings on tumblr are bullshits. if you need to know your future, visit some fortune teller where you live, make sure to view their reviews if it did happen what they told will happen and yes, i think this is only way you can know your future. not from some random people on tumblr who tell you they can see the future.

And also, serious question for you, did it all happen what reader told you will happen? The answer is no, right? ☺️

This is just my opinion, ok? I just grew up from this embarrasing phase. I don't mean it bad, okay? And also sorry for my errors, english is not my native language.

[sophieinwonderland]

hi o/ jus wana start by saying dis is jus semi incoherent rambling of a sleeby oupy who didnt get to eat 5 borgars for dinner.

i find the anti endo point of “just doing it for attention” so weird

for one its really disconected from real life, like, attention is a basic need fir our body, its why solutary confinment is such good tourture. its like saying “theyre just doing it to get food” :l dumb argument, evyone needs and withholding food because someones starving is an evil thing to do, an so is ignoring someone who’s in need of social interaction.

and two, its blatantly wrong. like, we’ve told 0 people irl about being a system, we’ve only told like, 3 online friends, and we never talk about system stuff with them still cuz we’re scared of loosing those friends for being too weird. we pretty much never post about it on our blog an besides the blog description no one wud probably ever know. the one time someone guessed we’re a system in a discord servr i had a full anxiety attack an avoided any interaction for 2 weeks even tho they were accepting, an then when we finaly went back to talking there i made sure we had any trace of system stuff wiped from the servr profile an deleted the messages that made them ask and only just showed that all again after 2 months of keeping everything hidden. we’re terrified of people we know knowing we’re a system or getting attention cuz of tgat.

tho we’re definitly on the extreme end for that (mostly me tbh… the social isolation and abandonment issues exo-memories and the body’s trauma from similar irl stuff deff made me super scared about this) but its a pretty similar experience for a lot of systems from wut ive seen where telling ppl is pretty much an act of compleat trust an usualy very anxiety inducing.

besides, if someone really wus just after attention, they could just post a incorrect fact online or a really dumb take. thats much easier an will get a lot more attention than faking being a system ever could. like, saying something like “reading is bourgeoisie” on a semi popular post will be a thousand times better at getting u attention than being a system ever could.

theres so much more i wana say about this, like the ableism inherent to that argument point, or the way its linked to child abuse, but phone keyboard is stupid and terrible and im too hungy to think well enough to write out those points properly an do them justice.

anyways, i hope u have a great day/night depending on when u read this.

Right! And if they're claiming people are wanting positive attention, I don't see that as being that hard either.

Like, if someone wants to talk to people on the internet about stuff, there are spaces out there for literally anything and anyone. You're not going to get more attention for being a system than you would for being outspoken in a fandom or a religion or any other social group you're a part of.

People who want attention... don't need to pretend to have people in their head to get it. And the attention you would get for that is often going to be negative because a lot of people are sanist and pluralphobic. But as you mention, it's not even the best way to get negative attention when there are so many actual troll-y things you can do.

You can find hundreds of communities online with people who will support you and give you attention for your takes on various topics! Or you can find hundreds more who will hate you if you push the right buttons!

There's just... no logical reason to fake being plural for attention.

And isn't this, again, the very same claims that have always been made against the LGBTQ community?

It's actually kind of funny how that happens, isn't it?

The people who are getting attention are generally the ones who most conform to society. It's not plural or trans people. It's the ones who do their best to fit in and be like everyone else in their group. Meanwhile, people who have identities that diverge from the norm are often left outcasts and shunned by peers.

And yet it's the latter group that's accused of attention seeking?

It makes no sense. 🤷‍♀️

[vegaseatsass]

My Stand-in Ep 4 spoilers

Now for a happy post! My Stand-In doing intimate partner violence and toxicity correctly, and by correctly I mean so so sexily <3 Loving this series a lot and recommending it to all my friends lmao. Certainly did not expect it to escalate to this level. My inner Vegas bitch is purring. Just a few notes I wanted to touch on before I get to read what everyone else is saying!

This is now a Wut hate blog! Wowie! Imagine hearing your mentee friend sweetiepie nong was knocked out and chained up in a basement by his deranged (a-affectionate) ex, and reacting like whew! Thank GOD you didn't stand me up on purpose! Lol ya know, I suspected your abusive partner was maybe abusing you, it feels so good to be vindicated in this :') I knew you were a good egg! Anyyyyyyway, no I CAN'T do a thing for you, I staunchly point blank refuse to do anything to support you now that you're isolated, blacklisted, vulnerable, financially desperate and alone. FIND YOUR OWN MEANS OF FINANCIAL SECURITY BUDDY oh but if you do something risky just know I'll be very mad at you and reject you as my nong and isolate you even harder <3 hope this helps!

Don't get me wrong I love Joe's abusive partner though <3 what a man <3 LOVE that his first line of defense is negging. You? Break up with me? Loser! I'm better than you! Lmao like the reason Joe can't believe Ming loves him even when he does start trying to tell him that he loves him isn't just that their whole relationship started as a proxyfucker situation and a lie. It's because Ming spent their whole relationship telling Joe he didn't love him!! :') :') :') They literally both just want someone to be nice to them for five seconds and Joe is able to be nice for five thousand seconds but Ming can't pull it off for more than a minute at a time before trying to get control of the situation again by being a dick. Until his boyfriend is presumed dead. LOVE THAT FOR HIM <3333333

Ming and Sol pulling each other's hair and like having a full-on cat fight was honestly hilarious, 10/10 no notes every show about trained buff men should have slap fights. for ME

Lastly!! the real reason I wanted to post is just how fascinating I find Joe's swing from "we're in love and we're going to get married" the first time Ming smiles at him into "you're full of shit Ming! Don't lie and tell me you actually care about me, I KNOW I was just a sex doll to you and you always loved Tong only!" Like I said, I think Ming playing it cool their entire relationship did not do him any favors re: convincing Joe at this late and chained-up stage that he was actually cared about lmaooooo but I am also torn between thinking that if Ming HAD been able to convince Joe he loved him in that moment, Joe would have sincerely fucked him with the chains on, and let Ming keep him there indefinitely as his basement boyfriend... and between thinking Joe's all-or-nothing reaction to Ming's affections was self-protective survival instinct, getting him the fuck out of there even if a small part of him not only wanted to believe Ming but did believe Ming in that moment. Like he couldn't LET himself believe Ming BECAUSE he needed to not give into the unhinged toxicity, rather than because he actually doesn't think it's possible for Ming to have started out using him but come to love him. Or maybe it's his broken heart and hurt pride that make it impossible to allow that his honeymoon period with Ming was fake but what came after it was real on Ming's end. Does any of that sense? What do u think?

I know nothing about what happens in the novel and that's making this an incredibly incredibly wild and fun ride but also may mean my interpretations are missing very obvious-to-the-readers context. Alas! But I am truly having a ball.

[mossadspypigeon]

Why is it so many people who leave antisemitic bullshit/atrocity denial on posts almost always seem to have a cutesy icon? baby animal, Pokémon or animal girl. If the opinion is rancid they will likely have one of those. Or their blog will be filled with light hearted things and blorbo posts and then you'll stumble across neo nazi/Marjorie Taylor Green like shit. Or they'll be whining about how anxious they are and can't make a phone call then they'll reblog a post stanning terrorists and saying how they'll join them. Or my personal favorite they will claim to be a beacon of human rights then they'll say women and girls deserve gang rape if they're Israeli and that millions of Jews need to be punished and suffer inhumanely. Then if you call them out on it they'll go "Don't twist my words!" Those are your words. I can't take leftists seriously since October 7th and I'm not even Jewish I can't imagine what it's like to deal with racist morons constantly giving their unwanted opinions or harassing you 24/7. They even do this shit on videos about bagels or family guy cut aways that were uploaded like 6 years ago! They are incapable of shutting up and have shot themselves in the foot so many times they have no body left

FAM for real. it's always the twee weeaboos.

like you have anxiety but you can handle telling other people to kill themselves? the irony. we've also seen how they react when they go to protests and get arrested for being twats. "oh noooo the cop was too rough with me and hurt my hezbollah flag"

it's like the anime and kids' tv show fandoms being jew hating cesspools. what is it with cute shit attracting the biggest weirdos?

you are so right!! jews breathe and it's a problem lmao. i've seen so many WUT ABT PALESTINE comments over the years on jewish content (since 2006) and i really just wish people would realize israel IS jewish. stop saying "this was on a post about judaism." they're synonymous!! "zionist" is just code for jew!

everything has to be about palestine. like the entire goal of the movement is to coopt and erase jewish history and culture and murder jews and these dumbasses are truly perpetuating that.

[phdmama]

Hello there, so what would you advise a newbie like me that is up for anything to do here on this site lol 👀😎

Hello hello hello, pal!

Okay so first, take this FWIW, which is, you know. Possibly not a lot!

I think of tumblr as kind of like a mosaic where the borders bleed into each other, so fandoms overlap. There are many different tumblrs.

Probably the most important thing to remember (IMO) is that you are 1000% in control of your own experience here, so curate the fuck out of it.

I think it depends a bit on what you're looking to get. If you're looking for community (fandom based, I guess I'm assuming), it's important to interact. Reblog stuff, that's how we get a rich ecosystem. I personally LOVE when people reblog with tag commentary! Don't forget that unless you're a girlie porn bot, there are real people on the other end of these URLs.

Here's how I do it. When I get something stuck in my head, I tend to search out some blogs to follow. My bar to following is exceedingly low but, and this is key, so is my bar to unfollowing (and blocking). I'll mass follow and start weeding out as I go. I also make VERY VERY liberal use of filtering both tags and content (on desktop, click the lil person top right, then settings and scroll down and it will have a list of what you've got filtered and you can add things there - just know that it's very literal. So for example. I've filtered the word 'cum' but that ends up filtering every post that talks about, say, a documentary - there's probably a fix for that? I just haven't bothered to work it out).

Learning to let shitty takes scroll by is an important skill here. I cannot tell you how many things I see that make me roll my eyes. But, I also do not engage with content that I don't like, which is a personal philosophy as I do not have time, like on the cosmic scale, to hate-read and hate-interact. If I see things I really don't like or make me uncomfortable, I unfollow, and maybe block. Filter the word or tag. I'm all about letting people follow their hearts, this isn't about judgement, but it's my job to take care of myself

tumblr search sucks horribly, but you can directly search for things tagged in a specific way. So like, say I want to find posts tagged as "my writing" - I put in this URL (on desktop): https://www.tumblr.com/tagged/my%20writing (you can just type the tag with a space and tumblr will put the space formatting in) and then you can sort by latest or top. I've never had luck clicking on a tag - like I've literally posted something, clicked on a tag and tumblr's been, like, WUT NEVER HEARD OF THAT BRO TOO BAD SO SAD.

At the end of the day, for me anyway, this is about having fun and choosing where I spend my recreational time. Not to say it's not real life, I've learned a ton here and made some of my closest friends in the world here, but also. Fandoms are just that, fandoms. You're in control of your experience here!

Good luck and happy tumbling! xox

[renegadeknight]

One thing about me is that if you send anonymous hate calling me a baby for expression my opinion on my own damn blog I will just laugh while I block you because there is nothing funnier to me than coming into MY space to complain about ME like bro wut??? you were not obligated to stop in just keep walking bestie

[mostlymarvelsstuff]

https://www.tumblr.com/mostlymarvelsstuff/767852671648628736/wut-do-u-do-for-a-living?source=share

I was gonna say being a cutie but u know but, fuck u!

Then I suggest including that in the same ask in the future for others because most people on here, such as myself, are going to think you're serious, and like me they aren't going to want to answer anything that personal.

Especially if like me they have been getting tons of hate regarding what little information about themselves is already on their blog.

[feuqueerfire]

My Stand-In Eps 1 - 10 Live Blogging

Whelp, I have succumbed to curiosity and am also afraid of being spoiled for the ending (idek if there are supposed to be "spoilers" but yknow), so I'm starting a second on-air show even though I'm already watching Wandee. I'm watching it because everybody's seemingly obsessed with it but am also sooo nervous that this show will stumble in the last quarter the way so many shows/BLs tend to. Please let them stick the landing.

Seems like it's about somebody dying and the mother resurrecting him only he came back Wrong (because the wrong person came back in the body)? I know people hate Ming for taking advantage of Joe but also are annoyed with Joe for not standing up to Ming and also something about sneezing... Also it's adapted from a Chinese novel I think? Interesting how many Chineve BL novels are being adapted in other countries now

Ep 1 (June 25/26)

Watched a bunch of intense shows in a row (A Shop for Killers, The Worst of Evil, Infernal Affairs) and was gonna do a sweeter show with Lovely Runner but I'm gonna save that for my train rides, so I decided to start this instead.

omg wait I saw a post that said in the book apparently Ming's supposed to early 20s and Joe was late 20s (well I think the post was smth like Joe how are you a 29(?) year old getting manipulated by a 21 (?) year old lol) but because Up's older, I thought they aged him up. However, they at least kept the younger-older correct because Ming calls Joe P'Joe... <3

I Know Joe dies but that was still like... oh.

oh WAIT! I misunderstood... I thought a different guy took over Joe's body and I was like hm, I wonder if we'll ever see this original Joe again but our Joe went into a different man's body okayyyyy that makes sense. It also makes the sneezing during sex alerting Ming of Joe (or something??? idk) make more sense bc i was like huh?

and the other guy's name is Joe too

Wut - a guy who Joe knows kinda

omg Joe's original body is still not found after falling off that mountain, it's been 2 years for him too

seems like Wut knows Ming too but does Not like him

Wut says Joe reminds him of Joe (the one he knows. whom Joe really is.)

Ah, Joe's real mother died long time ago, so he's making the best of having the other Joe's mother with him

Joe decides to be a stand-in in the other Joe's life ahh. Joe is so used to being a stand-in that he will not just exist that way in the life he leads

ah, mention of Tong who I think people really hate? He's a superstar and Joe used to stand-in for him

lol, Joe accidentally mentioning liking P'Jojo's wife chicken feet cooking.

Joe and Ming first meeting in an elevator despite Joe trying to avoid Ming

oh, Ming held onto Joe and asked if they'd met before and Joe says he must've mistook him for somebody else which is funny because the first time they met, Ming mistook Joe for Tong and backhugged him or whatever, it seems like

also they'd met 3 years ago = a year before Joe's accident ig

3 years ago - OG Joe and Ming

yknow what I should go to sleep rn

okay i am back

lol Ming thinking Joe (Tong's stand-in) was Tong. but also that means Ming and Tong were a thing? or smth like that?

oh Mek plays P'Tong

Ming just came back from studying abroad

Tong shooting down Ming even though Ming came just to see him

is May Ming's older sister that he was thinking of seeing? and why'd he get mad hmm are Tong and May a thing/going to be a thing?

Ming ignoring Joe and giving curt responses until he's even more mad/upset at Tong and then he's like "let's go to your place" lol

fumbling Joe lmfao

lol I'd seen the jokes about Ming and Joe both wanting to top. I didn't realize it was original guys though I don't think. I'd thought 1) it was in the present timeline 2) a different Joe is in OG Joe's body and that's why 3) Joe and Ming are in a relationship, thus having sex, and their sexual dynamics/positions was already established and the new Joe didn't know.

but no, it's Our Joe during their first night together

"Wait, you're a top?" *THUNDER* *SUSPENSEFUL AND EVIL MUSIC*

this is so funny, they fr stopped having sex and put their clothes back on instead of just doing handjobs/blowjobs/other possibilities if neither wanted to bottom lmfaoo

owghh, I think Joe and Ming are cute, which is bad because I know Ming's gonna be a pos later and people also get frustrated with Joe

"Even if you're not fucked, you're full" about Ming eating plss

y'all were about to fuck but can't even just sleep in the same bed?

WAIT he just learned Ming's name lmfao I couldn't figure out which 2nd person pronouns he's using for Ming but he's been using Phi as 1st person pronoun

he's never tried bottoming or tried having sex?

does Ming want to get serious with Tong?

oh they fr don't have sex that night

did Ming wash the dishes and disappear?

big empty house. Ming rich as fuck

right, so Tong and May are indeed together. now Ming you gotta get over your sister's boyfriend lol i can't believe he's playing pretend dates with his sister's bf. does Ming hate his sister or smth

ah, Tong and Joe look similar from the back

drunk Ming calling Joe to come for dinner (after Tong had left) and also not telling Joe where he got his number

oh, Joe cannot win against this man

I was nervous for a sec that drunk Ming thought Joe was Tong but nah, he knows that it's Joe and that he's a virgin lol

damn, they really had sex? idk how drunk af Ming did it

"Then, I felt like I was in a dream. Not knowing that it was a nightmare" aw Joe

Ming caused Joe to die...??? is this about the phone call where Ming was maybe crying that Joe received right before his stunt or what

also ep 9 recently came out and I think Ming confesses to Joe or something because I keep seeing glimpses of a clip/gif and saw a little bit of the subs on it but keep scrolling quick

What an intriguing first episode, I'm looking forward to the rest. I didn't know half the episode would be in the 3 years ago timeline, is that how it is for most episodes or just this one to set the scene and next eps have fewer flashbacks.

Joe being a stand-in for Tong physically in acting and emotionally as Ming's boyfriend/lover/whatever they become. Also, isn't it insane that Joe just went back to work at the company that killed him lol

Ep 2 (June 26)

Ming was so drunk that he can’t even remember?!

loll this where the recognized by sneezing during sex thing comes in ig?

ah, Ming wants to tag along to the set to see Tong. I wonder how much Joe realizes Ming’s feelings for acting like after all the first time they met, Ming mistakenly hugged him thinking he’s Tong…

oof, Ming saying and emphasizing that he wants last night to be hidden

Tong is irritating

Does Ming feel jealous/irritated seeing Joe with the female costar?

Joe watching Ming and Tong and the shots/directing for it is so good, the way he's watching them through a mirror + him blurred in the foreground while we focus on their convo in the background.

Did Ming just pointedly look at Joe to see his reaction to him feeding Tong

why is Ming jealous and confronting Joe about it, I'm dead. Ming's the one who wanted to keep this a secret and it's not like they're dating or exclusive

lol Ming acting like it's Ridiculous to suggest he'd like Tong

also Tong must know that Ming likes him right? And he indulges him occasionally just to keep stringing him along? Is he using May as a beard and actually likes men/Ming specifically or does he just like the attention and actually likes May?

oh, Ming's mother is in the picture, so the house is not empty

the girl talking about their parents arranging marriages

pls Joe trying out the "send them funny messages" to flirt but it's a joke about him being a stand-in lol

this girl is so real (even as she fakes with the adults lol)

Ming appearing made Joe lose concentration and fall when he was talking about how focus is important for their job...

so much mirror stuff

Ming really just want Jor turned around all the time, facing his back that apparently looks like Tong's... ah...

How are they having sudden penetrative sex in a gym bathroom with no condoms, no lube, nothing omg

the sneeze lol

"Ming, do you like doing it from behind?" I can only sigh

Joe being touched by Ming's little actions but it's like girl... he's gonna end up skewering you

Joe being nice while interacting with the gym goes today bc he's in a good mood and got laid lmfao

I've heard about Sol and something about offering Joe money that he didn't take because he took up Ming's offer instead or something

Ming's jealousy and possessiveness

Drunk Joe getting excited and hugging Ming in front of Sol

Ming keeping up the "I'll take good care of him" pretense only to have Joe sleep on the floor in a pile is so

"What's in your to make me jealous?" oh, let's kill Ming

"Don't be so full of yourself. You are just a stand-in" ohhh we actually have to kill Ming what the hell

and yet after all those cruel words, Ming's eating ramen the way Joe cooked it and even turned down his sister May's offer to invite Tong to hang out with them.

what does that mean? What's May like right now? and what does Ming almost drowning as a child have to do with anything? or actually is that the reason she's apparently always ill or smth?

Joe's turning down Sol which is fair enough if he doesn't like him (I like them together though lol) but Joe's talking about how he now knows what love reall is and it's like... from where did you learn this? How do you know that? Certainly not from the few days you've spent with that fucker Ming

ah Joe how can you be in love with Ming omgggg

And Ming overhearing all this like aghh

poor fucking Joe, he's been alone since he was a kid and wants somebody so bad so that he's not lonely anymore. alas, he has fallen for Ming who can apparently do such touching stuff but...

okay, Joe can't mess around with other people... what about Ming?

well this time Ming begrudgingly admitted his jealousy

they are so cute when they're having fun together

Joe kinda reminds me of Tol from Triage and Cha Yeo Woon from Love for Love's Sake (those two also remind me of each other) because they're so tall and big/buff but so wide-eyed and vulnerable

Ep 3 (June 26)

these voiceovers are always so ominous lol

"Who says I'm your faen?"

Joe is always sooooo kicked puppy like he gets so excited and smiley -> Ming treats him bad -> smile drops but he doesn't defend himself, looks away with a sad expression

Ming finds Joe cute and endearing but makes himself stop smiling... girl if you like him, just like him!!!

damn, what's this Akkroyata (?) group that sells houses. is it his family related?

Joe please don't get into fucking crypto

foreign production film that needs a stuntman but the guy warns that it's unlicensed + money laundering scheme + nobody's responsible if a stuntman dies... right before this Joe was talking about needing extra money... and in the ep 1 incident scene, the crew were speaking in English... whelp.

let's just let Joe be the male lead at this rate bc wtf is this. fuckass Tong

ah, lose-lose situation if he does badly, they'll hate him. if he does too well, they'll hate him. once again fuck Tong

I guess Joe's been alone for so long that it doesn't occur to him to know where Ming's from/who his family is

ah, Joe's stand-in dance scene isn't gonna be used because it looks very bad to have him replace Tong in a scene like this

I hate to see it because they really are so cute when they're cute...

Joe gets so excited when Ming is nice to him lmfao it's pitiful

literally everybody leaves the table and abandons Joe when Tong comes... this is literally Tong's own fucking fault bruh

"Ming and I are together now." Does Ming know that?

Sol why didn't you come back just a month earlier?!?!?!? we could've had a whole different story right now

the mess just grows. Ming sees Tong and Joe hugging -> drags him to the bathroom to aggressively makeout -> Tong sees them making out

Joe as a side character. Sol's right-hand-man... hope Ming won't lose his shit

let's kill Tong

Joe knows nothing about Ming's crush on Tong, his rich family

Joe now knows Ming's background but doesn't wanna ask him directly

this watch... the box is similar to that watch box from ep 1. is the watch similar too?

Ming's approval literally makes Joe so happy, it's truly so .

Sol to save the day lol

May clocked Ming and Joe and seems supportive

Tong's gonna propose

that big screen of Ming staring at Tong looking cool in the movie but uh, it's his back in an action scene, isn't it likely it was Joe?

Ming crying omg

first movie, so it probably was Tong and not Joe stand-in cuz idk if he was there from the very start

so weird to see Ming seemingly more innocent and uh not necessarily evil in these flashbacks when he first met Tong

ouch, being the reason you meet your favourite actor and bring your sister along but then see them hitting it off and kissing and such.

the name-engraved couple mugs were Ming's gift for Joe. so cute

"This is the best Christman in my life." despite the little spectacle in the middle ig

excited Joe because Ming back-hugged him only TO CALL HIM P'TONG ahh

Joe realizing everything all at once about him looking like Tong from the back, Ming mistaking him for Tong, only having sex facing backward, the fact that he's Tong's stand-in even to Ming...

Whelp, there go the cups

Ep 4 (June 27)

This is supposed to be the last full-flashback episode I think? I think I'm okay with the multiple episodes of the flashbacks because I'm binging it but I might've been wanting the current timeline more and more if I was watching it weekly

oof, cold Joe but not yet bringing up last night because he needs to get to work

this Director Pao is such a pain too. he keeps hiring Tong because of his followers despite knowing he doesn't do his damn job and keeps using Joe as leverage, not caring that it puts Joe in a terrible position. let's kick Pao too

Joe please... you cannot show or persuade P'Tong's fanclub in any way. just keep being a side character and move up to main role later on, especially because you literally have Wut supporting you and kinda looking out for you. don't take Tong's role because you can't stand that Ming's using you as Tong's replacement. eughh

JOE SAY NO. how can you suddenly have so much conviction when you're a doormat with Ming, goddamn. like you know the guy literally didn't actually want to give you the role and wanted you to say no and if you now take the role and fuck up, you're cooked

at least Joe told Ming to get out of his house but it's not like Ming's gonna just let it go like this... Joe didn't give any reason

aw fuck, confrontation.

Ming being like you can't order me around. i however will order you around

what is this Sol and Ming fight, please

and Joe also hurt his back omg... how are those two the one trying to fight but he's the one who keeps being hit

Ming being teary-eyed during their convo at home.

Joe saying he still has his dignity... well glad you're acting like it

and immediately Ming is on Tong's side... what the hell is wrong with this guy

Ming truly just hit Joe at the back of the head with a bat. oh

unconscious and in-chains?!?!

Ming saying he's gonna keep Joe here with him forever... ah, toxic tops in BL manhwa/danmei/etc, I see you now. because usually in Thai live-action BLs, even the red flag characters don't usually do this (VegasPete are an exception that proves the rule)

wow, how interesting that Tong shows up at the exact right time, almost like he orchestrated this. At least Wut questioned it

Ming's so possessive over Joe

Ming coaxing Joe + them having a heart-to-heart and getting it on while we can literally hear Joe's chain jangling lmfaooo

Joe wants to be behind Ming? Girl, will you guys never have sex facing each other? this better be a trick to handcuff Ming and run away because having sex at a time like this after everything that just happened is wild. but also does this mean Ming was gonna bottom?

okay good

what a wild scene that was, like truly

you don't know if Tong was involved? girl he did this right after Tong called Ming, so you could at least mention that

Joe's now black-listed, fuck

aw man, Joe really feels like he has no choice but the unsafe international production stuntman

Ming and Wut fighting about where Joe is because they don't know his location...

the title of the scene or whatever on the board being Dead Cliff...

Ming calling and saying if Joe comes back he won't be a stand-in anymore etc and the battery running out aghhh I know he's literally about to fall off this damn cliff and I'm still like... well maybe he can escape somehow

2 years later, Ming is working as a model (under Wut/in Wut's team?)

everybody going up and up in their careers while Joe is dead and it's pushed under the rug...

also that watch that Ming is advertising... is it similar to the one Joe had given him?

Google -> Googoo

Joe trying to sneak into his (original) home but suddenly all the lights are on and Ming is cooking inside and eating out of the bowl that Joe had bought him... just like Joe's wishes. and also Joe was like everybody's gonna forget about me soon but I guess Ming will not

oh Ming is insane. he's recreating the "I'll cook and wait for you every day" promise and thinks his P'Joe has returned to him when he hears a creek outside. tbf it is indeed P'Joe (in a different body) but whelp

So did Ming and Joe legit date for a whole year before the accident? I thought it was like... a month lmao

What does the show want us to feel right now? like Ming literally was responsible for getting Joe black-listed in the industry which led him to take the unlicensed stuntman job which led to his death. and he did so by kidnapping and handcuffing Joe. how horrid, how can this be our endgame. But they still show us how Ming has seemingly realized his feelings for Joe for real and holds on to his thoughts and is maybe becoming a reformed person maybeee (idk, he might continue being a pos in the next episodes) and like the last part of the episode is just sad. Also, even for the kidnapping stuff, it was like Ming was more mad that Joe might be leaving him for Sol and the possessive/insecurity/jealousy was because of that, not Only because he was doing Tong's bidding. Anyway, I'm open to getting more mad and hating Ming more, I'm open to a path to redemption even though he's trash

Also, are we ever gonna get Joe's original body back? Because they've Got to have sex face-to-face and Ming seeing Joe's original face, right???

Ep 5 (June 27)

debt collectors for Joe's new fake-mother... this is where the money thing comes in I guess because I remember people being mad at Joe for borrowing money from Ming

girl's gonna get into doing stunts again in this new body that has never done stunts and just woke up from a 2-year coma?

me too, I'm shocked that our Joe who hadn't moved a muscle for 2 years until a month ago is now doing stunts with ease

but why couldn't Joe just go into modelling since new Joe used to do it apparently? easier on the body and I don't assume stunt money is more than modelling?

Ming going to see a fortune teller who has been telling him that Joe is neither alive nor dead...

how can this new body of this random-ass Joe also look like Tong from the back lmfaoo they're never gonna let Joe escape being Tong's stand-in

Joe keeps putting his foot in this mouth around Wut by revealing too much. Ming's onto him but I wonder if Wut would also wonder...

Wut was an asshole for how he kept being mad at Joe last ep (even being like you're no longer my bro if you take that job instead of helping him some other way) but he has quite good instincts, first with being like Tong probably has a hand in Joe not getting to the press conference + now being like ...what are you hiding new-Joe?

Ming wants Joe for an ad and I guess Joe wants access to his debit card at his own house where Ming lives

idk what to make of Ming's assistant

all of Joe's poses being fighting poses loll

Joe still being taken by Ming's beauty and being like ig some feelings passed onto this body as well but overhearing that Ming literally only smiles when he's shooting movies with his BIL Tong

girl I'm so mad, Joe's modelling but we're the ones who are getting to see this face and body, in actuality it's not even this original body that's being captured aghhhh what a beauty and they don't even get to see it

I've seen this gif of Ming begging Joe lol "what's wrong? you're not as good as earlier"

Ming's hobby is putting Joe in Situations

seeing the body of new Joe in the mirror made me mad again T.T not to say he's not attractive or whatever but the original Joe is too good, why wasn't he a fucking model back then man

not this fucking trombone-looking jug again

lol, Joe's getting Ming and Jim drunk

oh. "watch your mouth when you talk about P'Joe. Other people like you because of that name, remember that." On the one hand, it's like okay Joe now knows that Ming was looking for Joe in this new body but on the other hand, Joe is truly a stand-in for himself now. Joe in new-body where everybody looks for the Joe old-body

also i guess maybe Joe purposefully was behaving in a way that Ming wouldn't like? like being so eager and serving them drinks etc

Joe stole Jim's phone (well, borrowed) and is gonna break in to his own old house lol

Sol came back again

Joe's reminiscing over their shared past that Ming has kept around but it's making me nervous that he's gonna get caught, esp cuz we're nearing the end of the episode - perfect cliffhanger

Sol is here?!

I think people who were more into the body-snatching aspect nad how that'd affect the story would be disappointed because they kinda ignore it but I'd pretty much only heard about the relationship drama and toxic Ming, so I didn't expect there to be too much anyway.

Ep 6 (June 28)

good he managed to use his stunt skills to escape

is the mother not gonna make it

Sol and Ming arguing about the thief in Joe’s home

Ming truly the only one who believes Joe is still alive and will return. he sounds crazy and seems pitiful maybe if you can still pity him

oughhh medical bills

man, I've Got to let Joe's ability to do hard stunts in this new body go because they're not gonna address it and it's gonna continuously come up

Joe's plan is always to just get the people drunk lmfao

oof, drunk ming mistaking joe for uh joe

idk why joe thinks ming only likes tong. the real thing he should be telling himself is it doesn't matter if ming loves him or not, he still shouldn't go back to ming

anybody could find the key lol

Sol older than new joe

and Sol is offering Joe money too bt I know he'll turn it down here too

Ming suddenly kissing Joe to remember why he did it last night

bruh, Ming wants Joe to move in/stay with him? Joe standing in for Joe fr, Ming what the hell is wrong with you

girl, Joe thinks Ming's asking him to stand in for Tong as the person he likes?

what am I supposed to think of Ming's assistant fr

5 million baht and a house for his mother for staying with Ming for 1 year. well at least Joe's making the most of this deal

damn, this is lowkey prostitution

People were upset and done with Joe for going back to Ming and taking that money instead of P'Wut or Sol's but like... I kinda get him lmfao like he needs A Lot of money and like... kinda forever now because of not only his own 3 million hospital bills but also his mother's weekly dialysis. He cannot rely on people he likes and respects who are good people for that, especially because P'Wut's like not Super Rich and has his own family and while Sol's rich and doesn't seem to have a family to take care of, Sol doesn't even know that this new Joe is old Joe. So I get why he'd be like Ming, you're one rich motherfucker and also not a good person, I don't feel guilty taking money from you. and idk maybe he just likes being treated like shit or keeps consistently going back to it because of familiarity. Also it's kinda like Ming owes his anyway; although it's not like Ming's giving him the money for free.

Ep 7 (June 28)

fuck i wanna watch the ep but i’m going outside and also underground so i can’t watch it during my commute either agh. whelp im gonna try to watch justttt a bit before leaving bc i gotta charge my phone anyway. And actually instead of starting the next ep I should be reblogging ep 6 posts but i went to nap instead of doing that and now I wanna watch the next ep, not go through archives.

Who is Tharn?

gonna mourn that the people aren't seeing Poon's face one more time

i'm watching this aghast

and baffled

i don't even know what to write

Ming is actually so fucked up I cant believe he's trying to play house with replacement Joee. I'm into it

this kpop idol doing an MV where he has a bf lol seems like it's a thai release but still

not Sol apparently remembering Joe's back in the darkness and correctly deducing it's Joe's from the music video shot

not Sol and Ming having a dick measuring contest over old-Joe-in-new-Joe's-body-who-they-don't-know-is-actually-old-Joe

controlling ass Ming, chill outttt

"A new life... but why do I feel like everything is going back to the way it was?" I too want to ask this

girl, this is the sequel to the movie that caused everything?

I can't tell if Tharn himself will be a problem (like he seems arrogant kinda but noting a dangerous way like Tong or Ming) but Ming will probably cause problems if he finds out lol

did Tharn have anything to do with what caused Joe's coma?

Joe's mother also doesn't like Tharn hm

okay, I was like wtf Joe's asking if he used to date a man but he doesn't know if old-Joe was even out to his mother (I didn't even know if he liked men until this episode lol) and then was like uh i guess we're assuming she's okay with it but turns out she actually wasn't okay with it when she found out 2 years ago

Joe and other Joe both have shitty taste in men, whelp

wow, who would have guessed that the Joes had accidents on the same day

Ming believing in the connection between the 2 Joes and being like did you dream about anybody during the coma lol girl you are correct but it's not something you can ask directly

Ming kept the watch close to him, as expected

okay I have GOT to go but ahh I wish I could watch more.

I'm back and there were guests at home as well, so I couldn't watch it until now, at 11:22pm.

fucking Tong stop meddlingggg. wanting Tharn to mess with Joe so that Ming's not occupied with Joe. Tong wants Ming to invest in a movie and instead Ming's attention is on Joe? not under Tong's watch

Ming's so spoiled and entitled. yeah spend the night with me even though we're all at this place for work and you don't what the other cast and crew to find out; i don't care, so it doesn't matter

oh waitttttt this movie isn't the sequel to the movie that Tong kicked Joe out of? It's the original first movie where Ming fell in love with Tong's back (which was stand-in Joe)? because Joe knows where the crane is supposed to be...

okay, I rewatched the scene (18mins in) where they discussed what the movie would be and it clearly said it's the sequel to Tong's first movie lmfao idk why I missed some parts in this convo, I was distracted rip. and Wut had come in with the stand-in (our original Joe) back then too. makes more sense too because I've seen people from ep 6 mention that in the preview for ep 7, ming finds out about it being joe's back - that makes more sense if we're doing sequel to the original movie

Joe can't catch a break fr. Tharn get off this man

There was no way Ming wasn't gonna end up coming into the room and seeing them. At least it seems like he saw that Joe wasn't the one initiating anything or even reciprocating

not that it helps anything with Ming, he's too much of an asshole

bro Ming is scary as fuck sometimes

the dog comparisons T.T not even in a fun way T.T

MING GET OFF OF JOE

yess okay joe going apeshit and letting anger get the best of him

Ming standing up to Tong and telling him to never talk about Joe again and saying Joe ended up that way because of the 2 of them. never seen this before. hope it doesn't make Tong mad and take even more drastic action

Ming trying to act normally the next day and even saying thank you (not "sorry" though) like. the audacity

ah, Joe was not credited as the stuntman for the first movie but they're giving new Joe credit for this second movie

okay tbh the background for this is nice because I didn't even think that there was a secret that Tong didn't play the scene, I just thought maybe people knew but Ming specifically was dumb lol or just didn't think to check that it might not be Tong. but nah, they had Joe give up the credit to be the fulltime stuntman

Ming in tears while thinking about Joe's conflict as being the stand-in (and the times Ming himself negged him) smh it's so hard to like this man when he's sooooo shitty

not Ming going into the scene randomly in front of all these people

ough, Ming backhugging Joe thinking he's Tong in ep 1 and now hugging new-Joe as he apologizes to old-Joe (who is in new-Joe's body)

the entire cast and crew being confused is killing me, I can't even enjoy this scene of Ming crying and apologizing and begging Joe to come back

I want to go straight into ep 8 (well it's 1:30am so I can't) but I gotta first go through the ep 6 and 7 posts on tumblr.

Ep 8 (June 29)

3 episodes left before I'm all caught up T.T then I'll have to wait for eps 11 and 12 rip.

okay we're not seeing the aftermath of last week's scene which is good for me because I would not be able to withstand the embarrassment

Tong making Joe do these tough scenes again and again let's kill him

"I have (again) become the emotional garbage dump of the two people who made me die" fucking hell

Ming being like oh? Joe's been like a whole new, different person since he woke up from his coma?

Sol knowing that the guy in the video is the thief + it reminds him of new-Joe's back but saying this guy isn't the guy... hm

Joe told Wut that he's Khun Ming's dek

Wut confronting Joe about why he knows and acts so much like original Joe. Joe's second confrontation in just a few hours lmfao

but also I think Wut's acting here maybe was lacking and idk how he should've played it but it felt a bit stiff? cartoony? idk

oh, Sol and Wut believe the thief was new Joe

I was wondering when we'd get the instant noodles making test

Ming stresses me out so much in terms of like what he's gonna do. i know they're gonna have sex and Joe's gonna sneeze though lmfao but I suspect that'll be like the very last scene

Joe going to see his original parents' graves with his new, unrecognizable body is so sad

omg i was wondering if somebody was gonna see Joe but I was thinking oh what if Ming's assistant sees him but Sol and Wut straight up caught him red-handed

was having lunch, so didn't type much but I did have thoughts lol

oh, that guy is Mike - Ming's brother. I saw a meme that had like Ming's brother and father texing him to kill himself (based on ep 10 i think lol) so i guess he's gonna continue being trouble

what's up with the car? is it original Joe's or something?

Ming is recreating his first night with original Joe

bruh, Joe is eager as hell too. haven't seen him be this reciprocative to Ming's advances since he woke up

Ming was so dumb for having Joe's original body with Poon's face and not looking at him while having sex like you foooool. what a face

this is going on for so long

The Sneeze

damn, they found Joe's body? i wonder if the dormant joe is in our original joe body

the orgasm sneeze coming back tohelp Ming truly solidify his belief about new Joe is really and truly incredible

Ep 9 (June 29)

I'm so nervous that I only have 2 episodes left and then I'll have to watch it weekly T.T and omg I won't even be able to watch it as it airs on the last Friday because I'll be at work in person. At least these last few eps are like 55-1h long rather than 48 mins like som of the earlier eps, I'll take the 10 minute increase

how horrid and tragic

does Wut think Ming loves Joe? ah, yea

man, this is so sad. how horrifying must it be to be stuck in a different body and have your original one be dead and decomposed and bones?

Joe attending his own funeral mannnn this is so fucked up

ohh Joe getting mad and physically trying to fight Ming at the funeral like "why are you crying now?" this is so saddd (even though this is suchhh a giveaway)

Joe: "I'll never forgive him, ever." I wish I could believe you joe

Isn't Ming being audacious and saying he's gonna burn all of Joe's belongings so that no memories are left... a bait to get Joe to get angry and prove that he cares too much because he's indeed old Joe?

why does Ming seem so insincere during this trap meeting

Sol's too brave, he overreaches too much. I liked him earlier on but after he and Ming fought while Joe was being hurt (in Joe's original body) I started being more critical of him and now it's not that I think he's bad or anything but I don't want Joe to end up with him

but nobody has more audacity than Ming, my god. get outtt

public stuff is soooooooo

the MC is crazy good at her job for recovering from that, woah

Ming already back to lowkey threatening Joe

this Sol and Ming public fight god shut upppp

what the hell, why is the boss man basically pimping Joe out to Ming.

okay also it's so silly that Ming loves Tong's back from that 1 movie and was angsty about it for like 4-5 years and used Joe as a replacement like lmfao who does that, how are you falling for somebody from their back and then not forming more opinions about them

ah, the back hug makes another appearence

This show ending last episode on the orgasm sneeze (+ phone call) to literally tragedy of Joe's body and funeral this ep is just so T.T

Ep 10 (June 30)

One last ep before I gotta wait T.T We're in the last quarter of the show too. I could watch it now (June 29 night) but hmmm I think I'll save it for tomorrow, just so that I have 1 day less of waiting for ep 11.

Also Ming has just never gotten to see Poon-Joe’s face during sex and now literally never will???? fuckkkkk dumbass Ming you fool

Watching a bit in bed before going to sleep and in the dark, on my small screen, it’s so intimate, it makes me feel even more connected to the characters and the narrative, more so than on my laptop at my desk

And by a bit, I meant 30 minutes. I like watching shows on my laptop and then my iPad and usually not so much my phone because the screen is so small but it made me feel their closeness somehow.

Anyway, I'm nervous to watch the rest of the episode because I think some shit goes down

Ming is so cute in the burrito blanket, you'd never guess all the criminal and horrid shit he's done

Joe's mom not letting up with the teasing lol but also valid questions, even if uncomfortable

1 week for Tong to get hundreds of millions of baht?

are there no movies in existence where Tong doesn't have the lead role? Joe shouldn't need to kick out Tong to get his footing. In fact, he should start as a side character indeed but in a movie without fuckass Tong bruh

the movie they want Joe to lead is called My Stand-In?

Joe's name isn't here AGAIN?! we gotta kill some people (Tong)

and Tong specifically out here saying he did all the action scenes himself

lmfao Tong explicitly said in the interviews that he did those scenes and the fire one was the hardest, if he brought the name back, he'd have to admit he lied, right?

not surprised that Tong brought in Ming's mother. also, does she know that Tong's like hundreds of millions of baht in debt?

I actually will not be able to rest unless Tong gets his comeuppance

Ming seems so pathetic now since he can't fight his family/parents. i wonder if he can't somehow try to at least turn his mom against Tong so that he can't try to whisper in their ear while Ming tries to figure the Joe thing out

omg Ming's just straight up coming out to his father

I skimmed through the ep 11 preview and it seems so dramatic, goddamn.

Now I have to wait for like 5 more days for the next ep but the worse part is that I'll have to wait 7 days after ep 11 for ep 12 and then I'll be at in-person work, so won't even get to watch it until many hours after the finale is released.

Y'know ep 9 of Wandee was released yesterday and I haven't watched it but what I've heard about the treatment of SA irritated me, and I'm really hoping this show doesn't disappoint in its last 2 episodes. We're in the final home stretch and I've enjoyed what the show has to offer so far.

I wrote this in the middle of episode 7 and I think my thoughts are still similar: Seeing people say they want revenge is so interesting because I didn’t expect that from this drama, so I’m not disappointed. I’m treating it like Vegas/Pete where Vegas is Extremely Shitty and the show knows he’s Extremely Shitty (as is Ming). However, they give him some stuff that makes him pitiful (hedgehog and abuse from his father. For Ming, it’s missing Joe and playing house while hoping he comes back ig and whatever backstory they'll give him) and while Pete or Joe want to leave and resist, they can’t for long. Vegas doesn’t really get his comeuppance for the stuff he did to Pete (the random guy shooting him doesn't count for me because Pete didn't do it and it wasn't because of what Vegas did to Pete) but in the end, Pete goes back to him anyway and even takes care of him in the hospital. I expect that something similar will happen with Joe; he’s seriously soooo like soft and wants family and doesn’t seem to want revenge, he’ll probably just try to resist Ming but obviously won't be able to, both because he loves him and because Ming's persistent. I hope Ming does Some graveling though; I enjoyed Vegas begging. I know that most people want the before-relationship to be the intense/dramatic part and when they get together, things are solved and, often I’m also in that boat like don’t get with somebody who majorly fucked up before discussing and fixing the fuck up but in the Vegas-Pete and Ming-Joe case, these relationships are way too fucked and unhealthy to neatly patch things up and just Be Good from then on. What I enjoy for VegasPete is Post-canon fics where Vegas fucks up again or we see the toll that Vegas’ treatment has taken on Pete or how they try to figure out their relationship (and their sex life). I think maybe I’ll also be into post-canon MingJoe where Ming’s treatment has fucked Joe up and how they try to fix it or have a relationship because even if Ming changes, it's not like you can just... Forget.

Addition from ep 9: I literally need Tong fucked up so bad though omgggg I cannot STAND that man but I've heard that he doesn't really have anything happen to him in the novel + Mek said the director told him to think of Tong as a good person who is ambitious, so they probably won't give him the villain comeuppence treatment agh.

There are people who still dislike Ming and don't want Joe to end up with him but for me, I feel like me liking or not liking Ming doesn't have any bearing on whether I want Joe to end up with him. Joe fully knows what sort of man Ming is, the show and the audience also know - it's not like some other shows where the love interest is a creep, but we pretend it's romantic or that he's a green flag through and through (forever side-eyeing Prapai in the first few eps of the PaiSky arc and people's reaction to Prapai even though I'm a PaiSky fan). So if Joe wants to stay with Ming even after that, I'll be curious to see how it goes, you know.

I had liked Sol and Joe for a few episodes earlier on but stopped once I saw him fight Ming and not stop even as Joe kept getting hurt while trying to stop the two of them. Ming I know is shitty but if Sol also hurts Joe without caring (and also he's just way too pushy for me - another trait he shares with Ming), then why would I root for Joe to get with him (esp when he doesn't like him romantically) while Joe knows how shitty Ming is but still loves him? It's kind of like Love Mechanics where the characters and some of the audience were talking about how Nuea's a better match. I didn't think Nuea was as much of a stand-up guy as people were saying because he seemed a bit skeezy and very pushy to me (though I can't actually remember much because it's been like 2 years since I watched it). So, I didn't want Mark to choose Nuea or Joe to choose Sol because I don’t think these people are like Good even though they’re better people than Vee and Ming. Might as well get with the toxic man you love and give me a compelling story if the other man is also unlikeable.

Also, I want Joe to top Ming just once. I loved Ming being willing (after kidnapping Joe) and I don't need all my fictional gay relationships to be vers (and I don't necessarily think they would suddenly become vers if Joe tops once lol) but I think it could be interesting.

[zombie-jed]

I think I'm trans and I'm so scared I love and support but I don't want to be trans, is that bad?

I know a lot of my family will hate

me.

I feel like a guy but how did I not know sooner,Idk wut to do, I'm so confused.

Like I've never felt wrong in till this year, idk if it's because maybe I was in Denial, but I feel I wad still know to some extent.

And wut if I'm just going crazy and lieing to my self I don't have a reason to but still.

You probably can answer, because your not me but if you think you can help pleas do.

Thx for your time :>

Hey anon, I'm sorry to hear that you're going through this. I think it’s a good thing you’re reaching out to someone about this.

It's not uncommon for trans people to feel scared and confused when they first realise that they're trans. It can be a huge change in your sense of self.

You’re not a bad person to not want to be trans either. Your own feelings are not something that you're doing wrong, and they don't reflect negatively on you in any way. It's entirely understandable that you're feeling scared and confused right now, especially if you’re not in a supportive environment.

It took me ages to find some sort of love for my own transness - being trans can be scary as hell - but what helped me is seeing other trans people love their own transness or normalize transness, mostly online.

If you find people that can support you irl that you can talk to about this that would be a great, but if not then there are many people online that can support you and feel/have felt the same way. And I support you too! Even just looking over certain blogs on here can help, even if you don’t want to interact with them or anything.

Just reaching out to me right now is a good thing for yourself.

A lot of trans people sometimes feel as though they are lying to themselves at a point - It’s also ok if don't have to have all of the answers right now, god knows I still don’t have all the answers about my own identity, I just go through the motions of what I can understand I’m feeling about myself at the time.

Just because you didn't realize you were trans until recently, doesn't mean you're going crazy or anything like that. It's normal to not realize something about yourself until you get the chance to put some thought into it and explore that part of your identity. It’s super important to be patient with yourself!

I hope this helps you in any way, anon. Feel free to message me privately too :)

If anyone else wants to add something to this, feel free to.

[deprivedreality]

I just binged read the entirety of your blogs and i just reread your pinned and youre fourteen??? I swear the last time i saw u you were like thirteen

How the hell are you just fourteen and your stories finna make me feel things wut

well, irl i really hate still being fourteen cus thats what got me rejected in a exchange program so

anw thank youu i wish you didn't sign yourself anonymous but i appreciate you still!! 🫶