#wth is lizzie doing

[hybbart]

Hi you’re also a seablings fan. are you mourning their wildlife death too

Not at all that was absolutely hilarious and exactly what was coming their way after all the chaos they caused. Joel couldn't fight his wife (sir you've sacrificed her to the wither before wth are you talking about) so Grian used his Cain instinct powered by his own grudge to do it for him lol.

Also Jimmy got his highest placement yet! Congrats to him.

I am sad Lizzie didn't win but I don't think Gem would have let her if she survived that.

Really though, they had a literal codeword, why were they announcing in chat exactly where they were going to be? They died like true seablings, doing something stupid. I love them so much.

[thecoolerliauditore]

Not only did jimmy want to kill scott, he was cheering on tangos attempts to do so too, mans just want him dead

Also in terms of interpretting joel's reaction to jimmy, that man loves violence look how he was wth etho in limited life and how he lets lizzie keep tricking him, violent bloody divorce is his love language, i think hes proud of jimmy for killing him

the ranchers dynamic has been hilarious ever since double life ended. idk how to put it into words properly but with each passing season jimmy gets more confident and tango gives less of a fuck and both get more feral and nefarious. and for some reason the person who has to pay for this is Joel.

as for Joel yeah that's true. He's just so. placid though this season I'm looking around concerned like where's he gone.. where's my joel.... where's my red joel..... it feels like he cares more about his car than his life which is kind of funny

[cozymidnights]

I'm very confused on what I'm feeling and I need to get it out aaaaaaaaa

(also the dub dropped super quick WTH)

First of all IT WAS SO SHORT!!! It could have done with at least 5 more minutes a lot of stuff felt rushed

knew the boy was going to pilot, I'm so happy

Also glad N and Uzi finally got their what are we talk haha

I really hoped Khan, Thad and Lizzy got to do more like I expected them to fight J at least a little bit

Totally knew V was alive

The inmaculate ex gfs vibes between V and J, amazing I need 200 fics please

For the longest time I wondered were the solver ended and cyn started and apparently they are one in the same???

Cyn/solver is a menace, so gross and terrifying one of my favorite villains of all the time

N with Ptsd was very real and it broke my heart

Fight was epic but I didn't expect less

Uzi's speech I'm cringe but free is everything to me I lover my girl so much

Uzi now has the solver core??? WHAT DOES IT MEAN??? WHAT DOES THAT IMPLY!?!?! ANSWERS PLEASE

Doll my beloved gone too soon cold have done more I feel robbed

N's artist journey is very important and I love that he's learning to draw Manga no less, he and Uzi are going to be the cringiest couple of dorks and I wouldn't wanted it any other way love them so much

Also cyn is on Uzi's head what does it mean???!!?!

Honestly Khan and Nori just to having that little exange, criminal

Also dub was really good again very close to the original so no notes

I just love that in Spanish Uzi is allowed to swear hahaha she deserves it

Overall I liked it but it feel awfully open ended, I really feel there's so much left, is it going to be more? Or that's it???

Up to episode 7 I felt the show was very good with the set up and reveal but episode 8 just left me wanting more

Seriously where's the rest of the show

Still I love the show very much and I'm so thankful to Liam and the Glitch team for it

[xmaruu11]

2 things

1: favorite colours or animals?

2: I love how you draw your Lizzie and pearl so much I'm crying they're so pretty wth the expressions fit them so well /gen

Ur very cool and I hope you're doing great n that your day is well!

Teal and Yellow , Dogs Axolotls and Ferrets !

Thank you!! I love drawing them!! I’m glad I’m able to make them right !

[harryfeatgaga]

okay so he needed a solo trip and your on a vacay with like your cousins or something and their husbands/boyfriends/fiances and your the only single one and on the first night you snuck away to clear your head and go to the hotel bar to be alone and you just so happen to run into harry there. you've seen him around cause you have mutual friends but you've never really talked but you both recognize each other so wth not chat at this random bar. and you get to talking allll night long about everything and you eventually both say the reason for the trip your on. he just got out of a situationship that he thought would turn into more but didn't and ended up breaking up so he needed space to think and recover. your obvi on a trip with your cousins but your single so you kinda complain about it cause idk you feel outcasted even though your cousins begged you to go. and then in the middle of the convo he's like weeelllllll 👀 maybe we can hangout so you wont be totally alone the whole time. but somehow this led you to sneaking away from your cousins everyday to go do things with harry instead. you make up lies like "not feeling well" but then youd sneak away and hang with harry all day/night long (think lizzie mcguire movie sort of). and by the end of the trip your both VERY into eachother and you end up becoming fwb the last half of trip. and noone has any idea anything is going on/happened until you get home and one of your cousins was like "where were you the entire trip I know you were lying 🧐"

OHHHHHHHH MY GODDDFNBHFCB BITCHHHH I AM OBSESSSEDDDDJFHUHFHU ARE YOU KIDDIJNGNGJIKV

[incomparable365]

10/18 - See ya later Joe

Man, Idek how to start this. Maybe I can rewind from first hearing of this until the final goodbye/see ya later. Also so I don't forget, the burial date was 10/26. When I first learned of everything that happened, it was via facebook. I was added to a group named "Pray for joe" by Kevin. I was like oh fuck wth is this, and then I read the post. That shit had me shook. After some poking around, I found some articles and with your car attached. I was fucking devastated but also glad that you were able to be rescued. It was tough to read and hear about. I knew I needed to visit at some point. Luckily, I was in VA in jan since lizzy had a work trip and I tagged along. You wont believe it, but I finally committed to my first tattoo bro. I remember asking you about yours and how u handled the parents and you encouraged me to just do it, and rip the band aid off. I did exactly that. During the trip, I planned to come up to MD with lizzy and coordinated with Adrian so we can all go see you. We visited greg, but very briefly due to covid. We didn't want to risk having it and spreading it to ya while u were in a coma. Man... When we got to the hospital, It was hard. Prepping to see ya mentally man... like no one wants to see their homie in such a bad state. We saw you man, and id like to think you knew we were there. We saw a tear drop come out and roll down your cheek. It was good to know/think that you felt our presence but at the same time it was also very hard and sad man. It hurt is a good way to put it I guess. After that, we went to Sō and met up with Bambao for dinner. ---

Eventually, you were xported to GA for treatment. We were all rooting so hard for you man, trying to keep tabs on progress as soon as your sis posted it. I had very high hopes. Nerissa and other friends would txt/FT me to see ya and say hi. I remember one time when she did, as soon as you saw me and lizzy on the cam, you immediately cried. We were glad to see that you still remember us. I eventually talked to your sis and wanted to plan on visiting you during my trip back to VA for xmas.

---

10 months later from the crash, (I think crash was on 12/16 or 17), I see on FB that kevin posted an update. This was an update that I did not want to see. It was heavy bro. At the time, I was in class for a cert at work. It was so so hard to stay focused bc all I could think about was the heavy news. I was in shock and disbelief that this is real and would happen. I talk to cody, adrian, and Kevin about it and mostly just in big shock across everyone. I ask for updates from Kevin and later he texts me that you're gone and no longer in pain. That fucking broke me man. The, emotions, and tears would come in waves. Eventually we were all informed of the service and burial date. We started planning to come back to see ya off. Im going to mix in some personal journal/blog/recounting of things I did leading up to the big day. Weds night, we got in and tori came to pick us up. We got cookout and then headed to bed. Next day, LIDL run, love lidl man. The cookies and pastries are crack. Worked a bit/had class, and then in evening, I went to ronnies for a workout session. Hung out with him and nikki after and caught up a bit.

Fri: Did some light work/studying in the morning, and then coffee with swag girl. We walked the boardwalk after and that was nice. We went home, got ready, and then drove to the visitation. Lizzy and I opened the wrong door so we went around and sat ourselves behind devin, and Kevin. Looking around the room, everyone had the puffy eye look from you know, crying. After some words were said, it was time for visitation and your dad went around to ask the friends to say a few words. I think he mainly looked to the homies that he saw frequently during this past 10 months. I think I would've gone up but I didn't know what to say, and most of what was being said was exactly what I would've probably said too. It was so hard to sit and listen to because no one would ever think we'd have to do this for a friend at such a young age. I think the most memorable speech was the one from your cousin. It gave me the impression that you would invite him out to things but he didn't come? All in all, the big takeaway from that that stuck with me is: say yes, accept things, and do things even if you're not up for it. He worded it better, but it kinda is like similar to what I have on my main tumblr: "Live everyday like its your last." So kind of like accept invites, do things, create memories, etc. Its funny, a lot of our friends ended the speech with "its not a good bye but see ya later." It sucks though bc the see ya later wont be until like 60-70 or so years from now. I'm sure you'll come visit in our dreams and shit, but physically... that's a bit different now. I'm glad I went to see, and hear everyone. I'm glad I got to spend a second at your casket, as I felt like Saturday I wouldn't get the chance. So many ppl came out for you on Friday bro. It was amazing to see and I was shocked too. After that, the church mass began. Lizzy and I headed back so we can meet w/ becca. We ate at sakura and then had the fire + smores going after. I had a bento box, it was good, definitely stuffed me as I couldn't finish. After, all headed to bed as the big day was early. Sat comes and we pull up. Park, and brando parks in front of us. We all walk in together. Crazy to see so many familiar faces. Its been years. So many people came out for you dude, it was amazing. You've touched so many lives bro. The whole church was packed and ppl were overflowing into the hall. After the service, we jumped into the car to head to the burial site. Everything was happening so fast. Next thing you know, we pull up, find the tent, and then it started. Mai walked around trying to find some homies to help carry ya to the site. I jumped in. I'm so grateful Mai did that bc I think it means a lot to be a part of carrying your friend to where they're laying to rest. There were words that were said by the pastor, someone sang a viet song bro, and then your dad spoke. That shit was so hard, I can hear the pain in his voice. Same with your mom and sister from the previous day. That shit hit home because I know my dad would be the same. To see, and hear, the pain their going thru, it was heartbreaking. When it was over, we were handed flowers so we can all throw one into the hole :/ This was the farewell. This was so incredibly hard and sad man. After it was done, your mom stayed a bit bawling and speaking to you. It was such a sad sight. She is hurting so much man. We all stayed around too, we watched em close it up and such.

We popped over to your sisters place after to say hi, have some food and such. Man, the last time I was there, it was for your PTA grad man. It was weird bc you weren't there this time. I had my fave, the verm joint with the nuoc mam. The slideshow was so hard to watch. Eventually, we all took pics, and did a vcu one too. At this point, we were prepping to head out. I find your parents to say the "my condolences" thing but in viet. Your dad asked where I was coming from, I told him Chicago. He was like I'm from there, you were born there! Like he was excited and happy to tell me that. It was hard. I gave him and your mom a hug, it was incredibly hard. They're in pain man. I hugged your sis goodbye too and thank her for having us. She was offering us grapes and wouldn't take no for an answer lol. She used ya and said joe would want you to have this. We couldn't turn that down lol. They were incredibly good grapes too. We drove back to Lizzy's dads place. We had to make a pit stop for some ice cream and I think just some time to breathe for a second. I forgot the name of the place, but it was delish. Prob one of the best ice creams I've had. It was a bday cake type ice cream, but man it was like stringy when I pulled the spoon out. Idk how to describe it, but fuck, it fucked. We eventually made it to her dads, hung out, had some pizza and had the fire going. After that, we headed to ronnies to celebrate you and his bday. Its kinda crazy, the celebration on both spectrums. Born day and die day. Also, the uber driver there was a viet dude lol. Super chill guy.

At ronnies, it was jessie, katrina, sarah, luke, andy, danica, nikki, lizzy and I. It was the perfect amount of people. Not too overwhelming, and not like a college rager we use to throw. It was nice to catch up with everyone. We all sat around a table, telling stories, talking, drinking, and eating. Eventually, we did some karaoke-ing. Also, before we went to ronnies, lizzys dad sent us off w/ a box of sparklers and saying everyone would enjoy it. I was like psssh in my head cause tf we gonna do with sparklers lol. Turns out, everyone loved it and we went thru the whole box. At a point when it all died down, we all circled around the fire pit, just looking at the flames. It was quiet. It was weird. But I think we were all on the same page. The reality of it all settling in. We all headed back inside after ronnie extinguished it, and said hi to momo. Called an uber back since it was about that time to go. It was fun, great to see em, and this would've been exactly what you would've wanted and probably have done too.

Sun: Wake up, got ready for brunch, and then went to have brunch at this place on the water. It was nice but yeah idk.. too much after everything. Went home and got ready for a hike. Hiked a bit at first landing and then went home to pack and help lizzy cook dinner. On the menu was gumbo. We used okra that her dad grew, tori came over, it was chill. Her dad was hovering a bit, but what can ya do. Hes gonna do what he does I guess lol. After food, lizzy was ready to knock but her dad wouldn't take no for an answer so we stayed up a bit playing pictionary. Was fun but I was definitely ready to just knock and be in a bubble.

Mon: we flew home back to chicago, and then had some la boulangerie for lunch.

Just like that, the few days in VA and the big day was over.. Its weird, our lives will physically go on, but you wont be with us physically. I guess with that, that concludes my I guess recap of the days. Now to my thoughts and shit.. Yeah, its just weird. All of us will just continue and get back into the groove of things. Its weird bc I look around, and everyone's going about their shit, Halloween, trick or treating, etc. atm, Im mad, sad, and angry. It all comes in waves, and I guess that's just the process of grieving? Im happy/relieved that you are no longer in pain and suffering. I think from some pics in Atlanta, it felt like you were kinda saying, yo get me outta here. but you couldn't, you were stuck, trapped, in a body that was basically not yours or your home like that anymore. I know vickie shared with me that when it came to it, you'd want DNR and I'm glad that there is no longer any pain and suffering. Im angry bc of no closure and not knowing what really happened. If what happened happened, it makes me mad and sad at the same time. I understand, but yeah, idk. Its hard to process. Like why you, why those choices, why are you robbed of so many years that were ahead of you? But yeah I think that's it on the feelings that I'm feeling at this moment. Now, I want to say thanks.

Thanks for all the great memories. We go way back, and my earliest memory with ya is us making fun of the girlie possie, and we had a little theta hand symbol we'd throw up in pics lol. We went thru a lot of shit together man and honestly, when the time came to marriage. I definitely wanted ya as my best man bro. Over the years, I felt as if it was hard to decide on who bc being so far away, we didn't keep in touch like that. I was thinking maybe everyone would be a best man lmao. Its just so much to have it all fall on one person (speaking from experience).

Also, I always knew u care about the homies, but to hear lizzy and my sister tell me that u threw down or were ready to throw down bail money for me when I was at my lowest, that shit meant a lot to me. I don't think I ever had a chance to properly say thanks. I think so much was running thru my head after getting out that it was hard to take a step back and do so. Im glad we all went on the Chicago trip together. I don't think id be here today without that trip. Im glad you were open to trying new things, seeing new things, experiencing new things. I know you were mainly a hip hop head but you opened up to EDM, my interests, our friends interests, and you fucking went to moonrise with us man. Like its hard to do things like that and be out of your comfort zone, but you did it bro. You opened up to the idea of mushies and taking it on our hike with me. Things like that, I think is what I will try to carry with me and have your legacy live on. Being open to new things, kind to everyone, and just being an overall great person. Theres like no one I can think of that embodies that the way you do.

Also, you know whats crazy? When I look thru my photos, id say out of all the homies, I have pics and vids with you the most. Thats nuts. Lifes not going to be the same without you here man but I know you're around watching over us. Hell, we saw a ladybug during apple picking, and a bunch of times before and after the trip back home. I'll take that as a sign that you're around and were visiting us. But yeah man, I'm glad I had the honor of crossing paths with you in this lifetime, being homies, living together, and all of the experiences we shared. Everything id say are like core memories that I will carry with me forever. Thanks again, I'll have to catch ya up on everything when I see you next time. Until then, please watch over us. Enjoy some great food for us and we'll try to do the same too.

Love you brother. Summmmaaaaah!

Ps. crazy to think, idt ill be hearing swagboi as much anymore as you were the one that still calls me that out of our friend group. The others do, but not as much as you do lol

[dalek-101]

Ok so today while I was off school I learned about the Mountain Chicken. I was infodumping on the groupchat but most of them completely ignored me. So today, if you choose to read on, you will also learn about the Mountain Chicken. To warn you I’m not a great researcher and some articles weren’t dated so some things may be slightly out of date and some of information slightly conflicts with each other but the story is pretty much the same so it doesn’t much matter

Starting off strong, the Mountain Chicken is not a chicken at all, but a frog. It looks like this;

Pretty cool, right?

Have some cool facts:

It’s other names are: the ‘Giant Ditch Frog’ and the ’Dominican White-Lipped Frog’.

The Latin name is ‘Leptodactylus Fallax’

It is native to Dominica and Montserrat in the Caribbean

They are carnivores and like to eat tarantulas, insects, spiders,snakes, land snails and pretty much whatever else they can find.

They can weigh over 900 grams, reach over 20 cm in length and live for up to 16 years.

It is one of the world’s largest frogs

Their name comes from their call sounding chicken-like and their size. And some people also say that they taste a bit like chicken.

It was also Dominica’s national dish

Using a trilling call. the male entices the female to a nesting burrow. They mate and a foam nest is produced where the female lays her eggs.

She lays infertile eggs for the tadpoles to feed on. When tadpoles metamorphise into juvenile frogs they leave the nest.

The males are very territorial and will wrestle to protect their territory

They have very powerful hind legs that enable them to be able to jump over 2 metres

Also check out this guys grinch feet

But the thing is, they are critically endangered.

There was roughly a 90% population decline after an epidemic of Chytridiomcyosis (Chytrid) in Dominica in 2002 and an epidemic in Montserrat in 2009. Batrochochytrium Dendrobatidis (BD) is a fungus that causes Chytridiomcyosis in amphibians. The arrival of BD to Dominica is what caused the population to decline. Bd is one of the most destructive animal epidemics. It is assumed that the international amphibian trade was a key factor in the spread as infected amphibians may have been transported around the world for consumption and laboratory use. BD was discovered in 98 but by then it had already spread. Within 18 months of the first confirmed case the Mountain Chicken Frog population had shrunk by about 85%. The disease attacks the outer layers of the amphibians skin which affects the ability to regulate water and electrolytes. It also seriously affects tadpoles mouthparts. Some of the symptoms are lethargy, redness of the belly and legs, and muscle tremors. Some amphibians are more resistant so act like vectors, transporting the disease. About 40% of amphibians are at risk of extinction.

After the population decline, there would be loads of dead frogs in streams. Forests used to be filled with the sound of their call but the forest have fallen silent from the loss. Before the epidemic, the population was in the tens of thousands. The disease affecte dover 90 other amphibian species and we could lose another 600 species in 20 years.

In 1997 there was a large volcanic eruption on Montserrat that affected lots of wildlife and their habitats. For instance some bats lost their fur and some fruit-eating bats lost their teeth due to the abrasive action of the ash that covered the fruit. Although the ash was rich in minerals and the forest that survived the explosion began to thrive. The silt from the explosion also almost completely killed the coral reefs but 20 years on the reefs have recovered. The pyroclastic flows and ash destroyed many populations and habitats so the species were restricted to a small place in the island’s Centre Hills Reserve.

However things are looking up due to conservation efforts. The Mountain Chicken Recovery Programme was set up; coordinated by the Durrell Wildlife Conservation Trust,in partnership with the government of Montserrat’s Department of Environment. When the disease hit Montserrat in 2009, 50 Mountain Chicken Frogs were rescued so as to establish a captive population. They established a bio-secure safety net population in 3 zoos across Europe. These have been successful so the frogs have bread many have been microchipped and released back into the wild. An antifungal drug, called Itraconzale, was established and it was used to treat amphibians in the wild in periods of risk. Frogs were washed for 5 minutes in a bag containg the antifungal bath; even if it didn’t actually stop them dying, it showed potential in extending the time till extinction so it was still a success. Over 20 frogs were reintroduced from ex situ breeding programs into a fenced-off area. The area was specifically tailored to the frogs needs with artificially heated ponds to escape the disease as Chrytid can’t survive over 30°C but the frogs can. There is also a live food facility where they breed crickets and cockroaches for the frogs to eat. There used to be one in Dominica too but the captive breeding programme was shut down after Hurricane Maria hit. In Dominica in 2008, the island’s population was assumed dead but in 2011 there were reports of the frog’s call being heard at night.The future is looking good for these guys

Anyway I hope you enjoyed this because I certainly did. I got genuinely quite sad while researching. Sorry if it’s a bit all over the place. I’m writing this from my incoherent messages to the group chat that only acted like they cared when I made a fuss about them not caring. Anyway I feel like I should mention that I did all this after watching a six of crows tiktok.

In case anyone can’t be bothered to read this; 

The Mountain Chicken Frog, that resides in Dominica and Montserrat, hit a hard population decline in outbreaks of the fungal disease Chytridiomcyosis. But conservation efforts mean things are looking up for them.

[crescentfool]

thinking abt minato becoming sone sort of musician post canon makes me soft and squishy inside, so hc time: while i dont think minato is Quite soft enough to directly write a song for ryoji, i'd like to imagine a good portion of them are at least inspired by him. whenever he's in a creative block ryojis Everything is always enough to get something stirring, because music is his outlet and his feelings for ryoji never fail to have more than enough to pull from. there's no sappy romantic lyrics (hes probably makes more lyricless pieces? in my head) but there's such a strong and vivid swell of admiration, love, and understanding (and, sometimes, even subtle grief) whenever he takes inspiration from his other half. though he'll usually keep these half written pieces to himself, he'll occasionally let ryoji listen to samples of them here and there!! definitely not telling him the mindset behind it, because that's Embarrassing, but he has a feeling ryoji has a hint anyway.

(bonus: minato isn't a complete sappy romantic, but ryoji IS, so he most definitely has a notebook filled with sloppy, unfinished poetry somewhere, because he could talk forever trying to describe his complete adoration for minato in his entirety and it would still never be enough)

hey there anon!!! thank you SOO much for the post canon brainworms, holy heck! i am honest to gosh on the same wavelength with literally EVERYTHING you're saying here. me literally finding this in my inbox was just, "OH HECK YEAH!!" (nods along very intensely). but anyway! for some actual cohesive thoughts to add on to what you were saying:

it's practically canon in my own brain that minato would pursue some sort of music-related career! the manga has shown that he's good at rapping, but i do think minato would be open to a variety of music genres! i also agree that minato would have a preference toward creating instrumental pieces- but i think he can work with vocals for stuff like being a DJ or something like that? i simply think of music as minato's way of vocalizing and expressing his thoughts, since he doesn't find that words capture the same effect.

and you're right- minato definitely pulls a lot of inspiration from ryoji! one of my favorite part of the ryomina dynamic is ryoji's love for life rubbing off on minato- and helping him see the world in a new, fresh perspective! i think the same principle can be applied to music, and i think it's beautiful that ryoji can be a creative muse in that regard!

the way i see it, if minato were to capture ryoji's "vibe" in music, it'd be through the pace of the music and instrument choice? and i think there'd be a lot of diversity in how he approaches his ryoji-inspired music since there’s just so many facets that make ryoji mochizuki the person he is! i can’t really find minato constraining himself to one genre, just because there’s so many ways one can approach music (+ creative tasks in general)!

ALSO!! thank you for the bonus thought with ryoji- he really is such a poet. i always think that ryoji has a way with words- he knows many languages, but at the same time, all the words in his dictionary couldn’t adequately cover his love for minato! 😂 i would like to also add that it could be fun for ryoji’s notebook to have photos attached to the pages (i am an advocate for the ryoji loves photography hc). he could write poetry inspired by the photo- and i think it’d be a great way for both minato and ryoji to look back at their memories!

anyways, this is getting really long, lol. thank you for the long detailed headcanon, anon! i honestly love everything about this- i am head over heels for ryomina concepts that involve them doing creative activities! it’s simply my weak spot. thanks for dropping by my inbox- i hope that your week is absolutely fabulous!! 💛💙

[amongwriters-archive]

I have written three sentences for the outline of chapter xiv and I am already crying

[hippolotamus]

Fragment Friday

Rules: Pick five fragments from your unfinished WIPs and then tag five people to keep it going. Let’s have fun with it and help each other shape those fragments into published fics!

Tagged by @apothecarose and @lizzie-bennetdarcy Thank You, loves 💙

Only five fragments? Does this game know how many WIPs I have lurking around???

Patrick almost doesn't hear David when he finally asks, “Why did you do that?”

“You mean hit Andy?”

David nods as if to ask 'shouldn’t it be obvious?'

*****

“Hi.” David greets him softly, with a touch of nerves, similar to the morning after their first kiss. Nearly the same and yet completely different. The reserved salutation isn’t the coy variety from the first boy Patrick kissed, rather the tentative kind from the man he inflicted heartbreak on.

*****

Agent Brewer was supposed to be a personal conquest, a challenge. There was no room for a next time. David took one look at the cocky sonofabitch and wanted to take him apart, ruin him. Just once. The flaw in his plan, the critical piece he chose to ignore, is that things so rarely go the way David wants.

*****

I never wished to revisit these moments, nor transcribe them. However, it is at Lucy’s insistence that I am reluctantly doing so. She seems to have this notion that it will help quell the ache, and perhaps ease the nightmares. Both the result of losing my beloved, the other half of my heart and soul. 

It is of little consequence to you as the reader, I suppose, but I still feel it necessary to explain the arrangement Lucy and I have agreed upon. The conditions we choose to live with because of the circumstances we could not.

*****

“I mean, I guess it depends on the person.” Buck fidgets with the cuffs on his hoodie, adding more quietly, “I thought it was romantic actually.”

Eddie can sort of understand that, but it’s still an image of two skeletons. How could it be perceived as anything other than mildly grotesque?

It's now technically Saturday but WTH... tagging @stereopticons @shortsighted-owl @blackandwhiteandrose @vanillahigh00 @alysiswriting

[cedarw00div]

ok so we are about to have session five so here are all all the session wrap-ups from the roleplay in my last post up to session 4

Session one(done by Bird/our doc roleplayerer):

Doc is on his arc of being threatening

Everyone is getting adjusted to being in the deep dark

Soulmates are being found

Grian has a breakdown

An alliance is formed called the tnt alliance(Doc giving people tnt in exchange for gold)

More breakdown as soulmates (lizzie and pearl) are going over flashbacks

Jimmy and Shurb being wholesome

Ren accidentally broke apart skizz and doc

Doc adopted a warden he named Tod

Life count as of session 1:

Lizzie and Pearl: 3

Grian and Scar: 3

False and Martyn:3

Skizz and Doc:3

Etho and Joel:3

Ren and Cleo:3

Bdubs and Impulse:3

Mumbo and Scott:3

Jimmy and Shubble:3

Session 2(Done by me/ren roleplayer):

Ren finally figured out that Cleo is his soulmate after they both almost died

Doc tried to manipulate Grian and Scar but Grian killed him

Pearl and Lizzie met Ren and then Ren killed Pearl

Joel tried to swoon Scott

Grian and Scar allied with Lizzie and Pearl

Impulse may join Doc's side hoes thing

Jimmy and Shubble were wholesome

RenDoc is canon

Life count as of session 2:

Lizzie and Pearl: 2

Grian and Scar: 3

False and Martyn:3

Skizz and Doc:2

Etho and Joel:3

Ren and Cleo:3

Bdubs and Impulse:3

Mumbo and Scott:3

Jimmy and Shubble:3

Session 3 wrap up(Done by Me):

My pinned message of me not being the main character aged very poorly

Doc killed Grian in front of mumbo and then stole jellie

Oh yeah about this ^^ DOC STOLE GRIAN'S WINGS.

Shubble and Jimmy, and Impulse and Bdubs were delightfully wholesome

Impulse and Bdubs are trying to start and alliance wth Shub and Jim

Doc showed Ren what he was doing in the ancient city

Grian, Scar, Pearl, and Lizzie all team to get jellie back

Doc is a red life now and has become the Goat King

Ren somehow evaded everyone until the end of the session where he died to dripstone

Scar and Grian got jellie back

*Claps hands* Rain lore.

Oh yeah doc also stole lizzie's arm lol

Life count as of session 3:

Lizzie and Pearl: 2

Grian and Scar: 2

False and Martyn:3

Skizz and Doc:1

Etho and Joel:3

Ren and Cleo:2

Bdubs and Impulse:3

Mumbo and Scott:3

Jimmy and Shubble:3

Session 4 wrap up!!(Done by Me)(It was 2am when i did this):

*Cough* Rain lore

Bdubs and Impulse Broke up(?)

Grian lost his fucking ear wings and is DEAF

Lizzie and Pearl are wholesome with Joel

Ren finds a blue axolotl he named fucking Pastry

Doc is taking on the form as the goat king a little too seriously

He is also making the red king look like a puppy

Doc fucking killed Joel

Jimmy died to a warden???

False joined DOC OF ALL PEOPLE-

Cleo finally figures out that Ren is her soulmate

there are 3 green pairs left???

oh also Mumbo and Scott had angst

Life count as of session 4:

Lizzie and Pearl: 2

Grian and Scar: 2

False and Martyn:3

Skizz and Doc:1

Etho and Joel:2

Ren and Cleo:2

Bdubs and Impulse:3

Mumbo and Scott:3

Jimmy and Shubble:2

sobbing rn what the fuck is wrong with these people. Also rain is my oc that haunts ren btw

[aquariusshadow]

Live!Blogging Legacies s4x9

so...i have a feeling this will be a big episode???

less gooo

~

uhhhh

okay dragon!kaleb....

so is kaleb finally getting a plot now with legit character growth in the end or something???

also that poor dude...

its weird cuz aurora!hope is so much like no humanity!hope so it's hard to see the difference

ajdhlfaksdjfhalsdjfhs gdiiiii of course we get the hizzie reunion when its not really hope

pain

"you two have defined yours with lizzie" hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

who tf is this

are we actually bringing in classes back???

ooooooooh headmaster, that could be interesting...?

nevermind, no headmaster of this school should faint at that

so josie is leaving...does this mean kaylee is leaving the show  or are we getting a different arc for josie

poor finch though

its gonna hurt so much more that josie's keeping this from her

...well that was quick

nooooooooooooo

ethan go wth mg

okay im vibing with the lizzie/aurora!hope scenes

its just interesting

ooooooooooh is this the coffin thing that silas trapped stefan in (or something similar due to the whole drowning thing)???

eternity of torture vs killing hope

i guess this is how lizzie comes down from her hope-hunt?

honestly while i dont mind kaleb/cleo i think they've missed out on some serious relationship development screentime

so is hope's humanity back on now from being put in aurora's body?

i really hope not cuz that'd be a shitty cop out

awwwwwww she got a ticket for finch

so wtf is up wih burnt dude

the hizzie agnstashfljdahsfkdjaslfjalsdfhlasdfhlasdjhgljdhgas

"and for making me love you Hope Mikaelson"

SHE SAID IT YALL SHE SAID IT

IDC IF THE CONTEXT WAS MORE FAMILY BASED

uh

theres

theres no way that lizzie actually turned on her humanity

i mean that'd be very interesting for their dynamic

but

that almost feels too easy especially considering why her humanity is off in the first place

man if hope is lying right now it says a lot that lizzie believed it so quickly and easily ehehehe

........panda promise

HAH

I KNEW IT

I KNEW SHE WAS LYING

holy shit

she actually did it

she actually killed lizzie

kaleb and cleo do have their cute moments

i really like this scene

i feel like theres a methan/hizzie parallel here somewhere...

oh

i guess she didnt wipe his memory

nooooooooooooooooooooooooo

mg noooooo

methan angst gdi why

and over lizzie?

hgnnnnnn

i mean if mg was in ethan's position...would he have done the same?

i'm honestly not sure due to how much that was influenced on how they feel about lizzie romantically

yall lizzie is not worth ruining your beautiful friendship

maaaaaaaan poor finch

i think she's doing the right thing staying with the pack

finsie were cute

oh shit the sphynx dude!!! thats such a callback omg

okay who tf is this

sorry am i missing something?

okay im going back

yea im still not putting it together

oops

so does this mean we got heretic lizzie??

yup

holy shit

its actually happening

daaaaaaaaaaamn

--

Hizzie angst and Methan angst plus heretic!Lizzie????? Ngl I am content! I do almost feel like too much was happening in his episode to really give the Lizzie/Hope build up it deserves? But then again I was particularly tired today.

I still don’t really care about the Landon/Alaric/Ted scenes...idk I’m still bored.

Poor Finsie, they had a really cute run and their breakup scene was very well done and bittersweet. I saw a few things here and there about Kaylee leaving the show??? Is that true?

All and all, interesting episode!!! I do hope we get an episode dedicated to Lizzie and her transition without too many subplots though.

[craziigamerchick]

I would like to hear your unpopular opinion about them. I think he likes her but I don't think he loves her. This thing about he loving her but not being in love don't make to much sence and even tho she's with him since day one it doesn't mean much

I don't feel like he loves her either! The way he treats her is terrible. He pretty much called her a dumb whore in their conversation (ep2). That's definitely not love.

That is just how my opinion about it. SK could decide to make it where he does love her so that when/if she betrays him, it will be another case of 'love' made him blind. Now, even if they go that route I don't think it would be romantic love because there is definitely none of that. Nor do I believe there will be. It's already been 4 years since Ruby was born and if he isn't already in love with her. It's not going to happen.

For my other unpopular opinions about them.. I don't believe she's good for him at all. Maybe on paper she is but not in actuality. She doesn't bring him happiness. She does understand him(knows why he wants to take down Mosley) except when it comes to his trauma. An example of that is when he opens up to her a bit about his ptsd she decides it's the time to talk about what's going to be left for her. Not saying she has no right to do that but it wasn't exactly the right time. Another example is after he shoots the three guys and she drops the baby bomb on him. You can tell she is upset he is still talking about the dead men after she says 'a little you and me'. He was longing for comfort right then (that's why it showed him looking at Grace's picture before hand) and she tried to give it in her way and it just didn't hit the mark for him.

Why do you think he takes the opium to see Grace? Like he told her in the first episode of s5 it's for the 'warmth'. He just wants some comfort. Has Lizzie ever even asked him if he was okay? I don't think so but I could be wrong.

I also don't think they are going to be endgame. I think she is going to betray him or be against him sometime in the next season.

I also didn't like the whole point the gun at Tommy during that scene when JD and Aberama roll up. She did save Tommy from Aberama and that was awesome but the rest...wth? I just didn't find it badass(pointing the gun at Tommy part) like everyone else seemed to.

One other thing hate, it's more about the fandom than her, is that people think since she's been loyal to Tommy for a long time then she deserves his love. I'm sorry but no. It doesn't work like that. I'm sure if the genders were reversed people would be calling that Niceguy behavior. I've been here for you so I deserve a chance...nope, nope, nope.

There are probably other unpopular opinions I have of them but that's all I can think of at the moment.

Thanks for the ask!

[thatpunkmaximoff]

Thoughts on Legacies 1X11

It’s a freakin’ unicorn!!!

Ohh.. it’s a gross unicorn. I’m getting flashbacks to that movie The Faculty.

Oh gross. Oh no. It went up her nose.

Perky!Hope is already annoying.

Why did Lizzie get zapped? Lol. Wait.. what?

Josie’s a cute little puppy. Hiding behind Hope at the sight of her ex.

Oh gross. The perky slug has now been transferred to Josie. This is going to go so bad. And I have a feeling it’s going to hurt Penelope in the end.

But the unicorn is so pretty.

Oh. Caroline gave Lizzie and anti-bitch bracelet. Lmfao.

Ugh. I feel so bad for Rafael. Being in love with your “brother’s” girl must suck.

Aww.. perky!Hope is still weirding me out.

Perky!Kaleb is even more weird.

Oohhh.. and now the perkiness is wearing off. It’s leading them to want to get the next key.

And now the pretty, creepy unicorn is done-zo?

Damn, Kaleb and Vamps. Get it!

That vamp dance was pretty legit.

Oh Josie, that’s a bad idea. Don’t lead Penelope on.

Lol. Landon gets it. Even he thought of The Faculty.

Lmfao. The black light showing the worm’s entrance on Hope. Omg.

Couldn’t they have just left Ric out of this episode? His scenes are boring as fuck. 

Oof. That rejection tho. 

Jesus.. how many slugs did that unicorn release?

“Oh no. He promised he wouldn’t do this again.”- Landon about Rafael’s spoken word poetry.

Oh, Raf. No.

Damn. That’s a lot of infected kids.

Dang, school counselor lady. Get it.

Oh, Ric. No.

Lmao. And Ric’s not infected. That’s really awkward.

Lizzie’s not infected! She has that zapping bracelet. I’m calling it right now.

Lol. Thrift store hobbit.

Ohh.. so Caroline didn’t give her the bracelet. Lizzie spelled it all on her own. Good for her.

Oh shit. Dorian and school counselor lady. I did not see that coming.

It’s a mass slug slaughter. Lol. Gross.

Lizzie and Hope teaming up. I’m here for it. We need more of it.

Lizzie’s fast thinking with putting the bracelet on Josie.. love it.

A sit-in protest. Lol. Way to go, vamps.

Poor Josie. Haha.

Does everyone have the secret ability to sing? wth.

Omg. I’m so proud of my bb. Go Josie!

Kudos for trying to sing, Landon. You’re adorable.

Aww.. she’s crying.

Sorry to burst your bubble, Lizzie, but you’ve always been a bitch. Haha.

Oh gross. He’s going to swallow a slug!

HE SWALLOWED IT!

And now Ric’s done given up the second key. *sighs*

[katableposts-blog]

Friends

heyyy I'm back, im still not sure how often I will be posting it may be once a week or more I'm not sure.

I wanted to pst about friends today because I feel like there such an important thing in everyones life and really have an impact on your actions and words.

with me I used to be in a group of 7 people (who are all girls because I go to an all girls school) who's names imma change just for this blog

Zakhia- lovely girl who is a faithful Muslim which abides by her religion very seriously and with great devotion. I know she's had issues with depression but she has another girls she talks to abut them. She's a hard worker at school and obsessed with Kpop. zakhia is straight but still believes in LGBTQ+ rights

Lizzy-is kind of my knight in shining armour. I would consider her my best friend and she's helped me through majority of my issues. she's had issues with depression mainly last year when her mum got breast cancer but is doing much better now. she's very smart and an extremely hard worker at school and has the ability know lyrics if almost every song. lazy says she's straight but I think she bends a little.

Eliza- she is also my best friend and is sooooo sweet and seems so innocent (even tho I know she's not). we have had our issues a year or so ago and its all okay now even tho we've drifted over the past month I still tell her everything. she is kinda the opposite to me as she tall wth tanned skin and brown hair and she doesn't like drugs or alchol and doesn't go to parties due to her severe anxiety of people being sick/ill. she's straight.

Nina-me and Nina had massive issues in the past and it got very horrible and nasty but its all okay now and honestly she is the sweetest girl I know. she does horse riding and is the youngest with the rest of her siblings not living at home for years now. she is straight and smart and love horse riding 

becky- she is a sweet girl but I do have my issues about her. she makes a problem out of everything and is very petty and will never admit she's in the wrong and laughs at every situation. some of the teachers don't like her either because she's very rude and tends not to care at all about what they say or Put inane effort. however she is a nice girl who doesn't mean to be any of this she just is.

Maggie-she was one of my closest friends in class. she is an amazing girl with an unfortunate homeife coz her parents are dickheads.however she moved to swindon which is a few hours from where we live so I haven't seen her in about 2 months. we have grown apart as she's not very gd at keeping contact and tends to air me on snapchat randomly (which she does to everyone tp be honest) but she's still an amazing girl that inhale has an amazing future.

we used to just be a group of 7 with a few friends in the form room but we joined another group last year so now there's around 15 of us. I didn't write about the rest of them because although I am very close with a few more of them they won't be mentioned that much in the blog and these are the main .

thank you for reading all this and next blog im probably going to do an about just so u know some things about me before I start writing about my life and issues 

GOODBYE FOR NOW 

KITTYYYY KATTTT

[americaswritings]

Tell me you love me

Summary: You're at Comic con along with the cast of Infinity War . A fan asks if you and Tom are dating, which leads to not only one heart breaking that afternoon.

Words:  1.3k

Warnings: heartbreak, fluff

Pairing: Tom Holland x reader

A/N: Just a quick little one-shot I wrote a while ago but never posted.. I hope you enjoy!

This is inspired by the Lili and Cole panel, but it takes a different turn. Also this gif is so adorable!! Tom is so CUTE wth 💗💗 Requests are open btw :)

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"So I have a question", a young girl stepped to the microphone giggling with her friend.

You were currently at a Q&A session at ace comic con, along with your cast mates from Infinity War.

"Go on", Tom encouraged her and they all patiently waited for her to calm down so she could ask her question.

"It's for Tom and (y/n)", she continued while breaking into another fit of nervous laughter.

You and Tom exchanged a small smile while the rest of the cast leaned back a little.

"Many fans were wondering if you guys are dating", the girl stated and a wave of cheers and whistling were heard from the audience.

"So are you dating?"

You felt your heart beat rapidly in your chest while your cheeks turned a deep shade of red.

You gazed to the ground, trying to come up with a funny answer, but your mind was blank.

Tom and you spend a lot time together, which had attracted the fans attention a lot, even more recently.

But both of you had ignored all the rumors and headlines, mainly because you hadn’t labeled your relationship yourself as well and none of you wanted to get hurt or hurt the other. 

The audience’s laughs gave you some time to process the question, but no one said anything, all gazes lingering on you and Tom.

"What an inappropriate question", you heared Lizzy mumble and you turned to see her giving you a sympathetic smile.

"(Y/n) and I are not dating", you suddenly heard Tom’s voice, calm and sweet, like usual.

You peeked into his direction, relieved that he would do the talking for this one, but also shocked about his clear words.

There was no room for interpretation.

"We're just friends", he added, stabbing your heart once again.

You gazed towards the audience, seeing some people shake their head over the question of the girl and some, who were clearly disappointed of Tom’s answer.

But you also heard cheers.

"He can be with Zendaya then", you heard a girl whisper to her friend, a little too loud.

"She just got friend zoned", another one stated, giggling with a group of teenage girls.

"Look at her face, how embarrassing!"

"Post that!"

You felt your cheeks heat up even more, ignoring the sudden urge to flee from the stage.

Instead you put on a fake smile, nodding along with Tom’s statement.

The girl, who had asked the question, seemed more than pleased before she returned to her seat in the front row.

While new questions were asked, this time about the movie more than their personal lives, you felt Tom glancing at you. But you couldn't look at him or else you would have broken down into tears.

And that was something you couldn't allow to happen, at all costs.

So you ignored him for the rest of the panel, messing around with Lizzy a little to distract yourself from his words.

"And that was the last question for today!"

You exhaled in relief, grabbing your water bottle in front of you before waving once again towards the audience.

When you left the stage you felt tears enter your eyes and you quickly excused yourself from the others, making your way over to the elevators.

"(Y/n) wait!", you heard Tom call after you, which made you hurry up even more.

"I don't want to talk right now", you announced, waiting impatiently for the elevator to arrive.

Maybe you should have taken the stairs, but the hotel was enormous and Tom would have caught up to you easily anyways.

"Please!” Tom grabbed your wrist, turning you to him.

"I'm sorry.” His eyes met yours, searching for any indication on what to say.

"You don't need to apologize", you muttered.

"We didn't clear up what exactly our relationship is.” Now I know your side of it, you added in your head.

Tom scanned your face, his eyes taking in every little detail of your expression.

"You're mad at me", he stated then.

"I am not mad at you!" Tears streamed down your cheeks now.

"I am mad at myself. That I have let all of this get to me."

You could see Tom’s confusion, a deep frown covering his face while his lips were a thin line.

You were a riddle to him and he wanted to figure it out.

You let out a silent sob and Tom’s hand reached out for yours, intertwining your fingers in an attempt to comfort you.

But his actions had the exact opposite effect.

"Don't!", you hissed while pulling your hand away.

"Friends don't do that shit! And that's what we are, just friends!"

A pling- sound rung out and the doors to the elevator opened.

You stepped inside, turning around to watch the doors close behind you, leaving a confused and heartbroken Tom behind.

The moment the doors had closed you let yourself fall apart; breaking into loud sobs and cries.

-

You ordered another drink and downed it in one swift move.

Usually you didn't think much of drinking, but this time you welcomed the numb feeling, silencing all the million thoughts running through your head.

The liquid left a burning sensation in your throat and you smiled bittersweet at the disgusting taste.

A person slid into the seat next to you and without having to turn your head you knew it was no one other than Tom.

"You really are everywhere, aren't you, Holland?", you sighed, reaching for another shot.

"We need to talk", was all he said and you realized that he wasn't in the mood for jokes.

"I spend the last hours trying to figure out what you meant", Tom told you and for the first time you turned your head to look at him.

His curls were falling messy down his forehead, a look which normally would make Tom’s features appear softer. 

But this time it didn’t. His jaw was clenched and his lips pressed into a thin line.

"I can't remember when all of this has become so damn complicated", he continued, running his fingers through his hair in frustration.

"But I want to make it simple to you. I am in love with you, have been since I first saw you!"

Your mouth opened and closed, a wave of shock spreading through your body, waking it up slowly.

"I love everything about you, even the things I don’t like", Tom confessed, searching for something in your eyes.

"It's as simple as that. If you want to be more than friends I am up for that. If you want to stay friends I will respect that too. Just- we can't continue like this- hurting each other."

You blinked a few times in irritation, now cursing the numb feeling that made your mind work so much slower.

"But earlier?", was all you brought out, completely forgetting about the drink in your hands or that someone could listen to the conversation you had.

"I thought that's what you wanted- to be just friends. We have never talked about what is going on between us and I didn't want to do it on stage", he explained and slowly you seemed to understand.

“I panicked and didn’t know what else to say or do”, he added and you couldn’t relate more. After all you hadn’t done anything except froze.

"I don't want to be just friends.” A small smile formed on your lips when the feeling of hope flooded you.

“Me neither”, Tom smiled, leaning forward to brush a strand of hair out of your face.

His fingers ran down your cheek, cupping it gently before he leaned forward.

When his lips met yours you felt a wave of relief wash over you. The kiss was innocent, simple and pure, but you didn’t mind.

Tom’s hands ran up and down your back and you smiled against his lips before breaking apart slowly.

“We can make this work, can we?”, Tom muttered and you nodded confidently.

This was the best thing that had happened to you and you were certain that whatever it was, Tom and you could make it work.

As long as Tom was with you, everything else didn’t matter.

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