#wth happened to me this year
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** I need to reblog this because my baby just hit a thousand kudos today and I feel like crying 🥺
I can’t express what a journey it’s been to write this thing. It all started with a few words typed on my phone during a bath one day because I couldn’t get a scene out of my head (hello ch. 18 lol), and turned into so many words, so many side fics, so many bookmarks and comments and kudos ❤️
Thank you at least a thousand times 🫶
We Can Learn to Love Again
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Day 7 -> prompt: AU
₊✩‧₊˚౨ৎ˚₊✩‧₊ Author: @littedidyouknow Part 1 of I think of you when I think about forever series Starring: Feyre Archeron, Rhysand knight, Nyx Knight and Elizabeth Archeron(OC) Main couple: Feysand No. Chapters: 83 (Completed) Tropes: Alternative Universe(Modern AU), Single parents, Slow burn, Healing journey ₊✩‧₊˚౨ৎ˚₊✩‧₊
"We want to be strong for them, we think it's the best thing we can do to shield them from all the shit we're dealing with, but sometimes it's best to let the mask drop and let them come close. Work it out together." ~ Rhys ch.3
#omg i’m not okay#thank you thank you thank you#wth happened to me this year#also#had the worst evening/night and this was the best thing to wake up to#wecanlearntoloveagain#feysand#feysand fanfic#sophie's fics
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The voice in my head (besty) says to post this. Who am I to disobey
#this ot3 is so magical that it made me draw fanart for the first time and post something on tumblr#throws niche ship at you and runs back into the void for the next half a year probably#wth I never even thought that I would be in any fandom#I overdid the saturation and it will happen again#they were supposed to have clothes on idk where it went it just disappeared#the dragon prince#fanart#tdp viren#viren#aaravos#tdp aaravos#harrow#tdp harrow#tdp#virrow#viravos#idk how to call it
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This fox turned 339 today! 🎂🎉 Gonna be having a little celebration tonight so I may or may not have something to post, we'll see! I plan to have a very nice dinner, and partake in some fine (alcoholic) spirits ;3
#october#birthday#happy birthday to me!#its my birthday#birthday shenanigans#self indulgent art#I love how I use the same bg for the past 3 years#I am too lazy to make a background so why not just reuse the same one#Def plan on getting at least a little drunk tonight xD#Happy Birthday messages are welcomed uwu#Oh my god im getting so OLD WTH#WHEN DID THAT START TO HAPPEN???
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jump scare below the break
#sorry I’m having a moment#that’s ME???#I used to look like that??#I used to be so hot wth 😭😭🤚#that was 3 years ago what HAPPENED#besties we’re getting our shit together NOW 😤#Idk why I was so against smiling tho 🥴#delete later#also I miss my playboy clothes :( need to get them out of storage
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You binge one playlist and boom. Your youtube recommendations page is filled with dan and phil
#stavro has a thought#this hasn't happened to me before in such a big scale wth#they are so fun though i get the hype. i hadn't been so invested in a youtube series in years
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Time to distract myself, I have a week off!
#Also just hit me that I've been single for over 6 months now#It doesn't feel like all that happened so long ago...#Time really is soup wth#Anyways I'm probably gonna draw and (maybe) try some writing again for the first time in years?? We'll see
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it is kinda scary when you are on your period and you are about to make tea but you stop cuz suddenly you feel this ache and your body is saying to cry so you cry your heart out, slowly sinking to the floor, holding on the table and chairs, basically screaming-crying as if someone died and 2 seconds later you are getting up, continue making that tea and sit down to eat your cookie and drink tea as if nothing happened
#the way this sort of thing happened almost exactly a year later#last year it was when my mom her childhood friends she met in forever and me where supposed to go to the sea and i suddenly had intense paim#*pain#and cried like i did today#and i thought i couldnt go because it happened like 10 minutes before we were supposed to leave#but then just 2 minutes later it got a whole lot better#like wth even????#i am not enjoying this development#tp.e
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oh my fucking god i went to do sports then i was 15 mins in and got acute lower back pain. had to ask someone to lower me down from the erg bc i deadass couldn't move 💀 took an ibuprofen and had to cycle home which was straight up a test sent from hell. was planning to work on my thesis today too but ig that's not happening now christ alive. AND I CAN'T DO SPORTS THE NEXT FEW DAYS IM GOING TO FUCKING DIE FR
#it uh. schoot me in de rug. as dutch people like to say#but yeah this sucks ass dude wth#it took me almost half an hour to get home#also bc i had to stop and limp through a store for painkillers (i had none at home)#took a shower and now im preparing myself for the next hell (walking to the station and sitting on a train for 2 hours to go to my parents)#but i don't want to sit here in pain alone for the next few days so yeah#curry rambles#wtf did people even do like. 300 years ago if this happened to them.#damn if you're some random serf and you can't get up bc you bend down to pick something up and suddenly your spine feels severed
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I’ve been on tumblr for 3 years since friday… are you kidding
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big tragedy
#ok so a couple friends that ive known for. 8. 8!!!! years now (sorry thats insane wth) are on their minor abroad#and generally being in separate uni's we RARELY see eachother#so were going to do a powerpoint presentation catchup thingy. you know the tiktok ones.#fucknig fine whatever thats cute ig.#except i am boring as hell and have nothing to talk about. yes miku expo was a big thing for me so i can talk about that yadayada#BUT THEN.#i realised that a. huge fucking part of me. (<- TRANNY) has never been officially addressed.#ok! fun ill officially come out and mention my other names and pronouns yippeee thats good!!#sillyposting#but now. the horrors are hitting.#otherwise known as: girlypop wants to loop her birthday together with this get-together.#and thats awesome i fucking love her shes great but now.#NOW IT FEELS SO BAD TO MAKE THIS MY SPECIAL DAYY T-T#and i KNOW i shouldnt bc. were all coming together as friends and shes just being efficient but. you get it.#i will officially come out. im ready.#and that alone feels great.#it should already be pretty clear im a faggot transgender etc but. itll be nice to really say it. i hope theyre not surprised.#like. ive said it. in my opinion. but who knows if they remember or care or believe.#most of them are already gay n. itll be FINEE im excited.#=w=bb#anyway yeagh feels bad to do it on her bday ig but i get itt this is something i HAVE to do o7#its a shame other girlypop fell off she was the first one i EVER came out to. looking back its weird to come out as ace to someone but.#it was nice. i was a newly queer teen. i wish she could be here but. as soon as highschool ended she dipped. good for her.#oh to be 15 years old again. i didnt even know what the fuck would happen to me.
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I feel it again even if it will only be for a brief time... the pure desperation to draw. My brain is telling me I want to make something, I HAVE to make something. I have not felt this way since early college.
#my brain wants me to sacrifice food and sleep to draw. i will not#i dont know of this is a good or bad thing but if it leaves me again i think i would rather die.#what happened why did i ever stop#im being dramatic i wont die if my inspiration goes away but like i have not felt so inspired in years wth???
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eughhhh just went to wash my face and tasted the darn thing . BLEGH-
wHY is it saltyyy???????? im mildly concerned and just banking on my immune system helping me out by now hahahshajash, best case scenario is theyre drawing saltwater from the sea again (happened a couple years ago lmao), worst case? i dont even wanna know hahaha
pro tip btw: its so very convenient to store rain water; highly advise to get a big (unused lol) trash can or something and fill it up when ya can; water can be used to clean off lots of outsoors stuff and for plants :) , also it´ll help to have a way to store tap water if yall ever end up with water cutoffs, people panic and start bulk buying stuff like that; prices start skyrocketing etc etc...
#*me voice* girl when is that gonna help anyone ever lmaooo#hopefully never tbh#but its happened twice in the last couple years over here >:(!!!!#still insane to me its illegal to collect rain water in some places; wth?????#shut up sheo#also happy to report it drizzled the tiniest bit like 2 days ago :D!#we´ll need many of those for things to stabilize but at least people can maybe calm down haha
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#vent#i hate having parents that shit talk my friends#no info about my friends in unweaponisable#idk why the fuck i still say anything#i mean... for the most part. if theres a friend i feel is particularly vulnerable i wont utter A WORD of their existence#but then... a friend's parents were supportive of them taking a gap year because they saw her hardwork and exhaustion in school#meanwhile my parents were just..... shit talking her decision........#and im breaking down on the daily. and im fucking TERRIFIED of taking a break#because if i so much as stay at home for more than a month#my parents would just...... idk. take the opportunity to ruin my self esteem#it wouldnt even be a proper break#i dont think i can ever take a break in my life and sometimes i think the only way i can do that is by dying#which is...... hm. not great.#can u tell im slowly slowly sliding back into dark places?#its 5.30am at my side of the world. im srsly not okay. my sleep schedule is awful bc idk wth to do other than break down at night#i feel like i want tobjust destroy myself#i think the only thing stopping me is the fact that i want to complete school#what happens after? idk. maybe if i dun get a job....#sometimes i get the feeling like if i actually attempted. maybe then. people will finally see how distressed i am#maybe then ppl will take me seriously#negativity#suicide tw
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B- BO- BOKUAKA ?????????????????
if i'm ever staring off into the distance it's because i'm thinking about this
#yoooo happy one year to me crying over them after that one shower#tf are the chances i randomly stumble upon my bkak thoughts again exactly a year later wth⁇??????#what is happening anymore help#had to draw my own reaction img are you proud of me
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When it comes to getting and receiving help for my mental health, it's always one step closer and two steps back. But those two steps back feel like hell
#listened#normal#dear no one#my appointment has been postponed again. not really again again but similar things has happened#byt hey at least im not turned down again#mental health#wth does it keep happening when its about my mental health#people have to my problems but nothing else happened. i have been turned down by different facilities a couple times.#they told me they could only help me for something small#but most of all they all told me that i would get help with in 3 months unfortunately i have been waiting for a year now#now its like to wait a year because so many need help but there are not enough professionals#but im my case the que was max 3 months and not 1+year#idk how much of this i can take
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Scandal!┃CL16-MV1
I just want to say I love w all my heart charlotte so I'm not trying to hate on her, she looks very friendly but I just used her for her pics with charles
Also I had this idea on kylie and timmy's ''relationship rules rumours'' she put on him, poor timmy😭😭
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f1_gossip According to reports, there is drama in the paddock! It all started when rumors came out of testimonies close to the couple where Aurora (Charles' new girlfriend) has imposed ''rules'' in her relationship with the driver!
"First, Aurora wanted him to cut ties with all of his exes, especially with the female driver, with whom he is still very close", Let's remember that Leclerc and Y/LN dated for almost 3 and a half years but they separated and they remained on friendly terms, before this they had been friends since childhood and the model ''did not like that'', they tell us.
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username girl what the fuck??
username stop, pls you're literally a ''model'' bc your mommy knew people and got u a job, on the other hand, Y/N has trained her entire life for that sport and she is super talented and has achieved all that by herself, stop embarrassing yourself.
username IF SHE MAKES SURE WE NO LONGER HAVE MOMENTS BETWEEN CHARLES AND Y/N, SHE WON'T LIVE TO TELL ABOUT IT FRRRR
ynln
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ynln Made some great memories in Miami, had dinner w friends, and podium celebration this weekend, see u on Imola <3
lewishamilton fun night!
username I miss charles' comments on her posts 😭
maxverstappen1 🤘!!!
landonorris why wasn't I invited?
ynln bc I hate u
landonorris lol wth? I literally apologized 5 times for laughing at your pic,pls :(
redbullracing 👏👏
charles_leclerc
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charles_leclerc A little bit of blue and leo 😘👑Miami, thank you
aurora.official SO PROUD OF YOU BABY!!!😍😍
username girl okey we got it, now stop.pls
username PLS- THE WAY HE CROPPED HER FROM THE PHOTOS 🤣🤣🤣
scuderiaferrari blue suits you 🩵
username you look so good on blue cha 😭💗
cha_yn
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cha_yn I miss my parents, pls they were so in love 😭😭💔
username the way charlie looked at her
username my man was so deeply in love....
username she used to shine more when she was with him :(
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username Ok max having a crush on yn wasn't on my bingo card this year
username ok but what a great and hot couple they would both be
username I SEE IT 👀
rebullracing
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redbullracing P1 and P2!!! What an amazing race for our team, very proud of max and yn!
ynln ❤️🩹
maxverstappen yes baby!
username did anyone saw charles' face when yn and max celebrated together??? no?? okey
f1_gossip
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f1_gossip Apparently after the great victory of both Redbulls, both went out to celebrate at a bar and sources claim that both were "very comfortable around each other", what do we think of this?
username nooo, I was still hoping charles and yn came back :(
username I'm here for their reputation era
username Idk if I want to be yn or max
aurora.official
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aurora.official My baby got P3!! I'm so proud of him❤️❤️
username girl,do you at least know something about the sport?
aurora.official duh
username :/
maxverstappen1 has posted a story!
caption: yn send me this pic earlier today and thought I needed to show u, do we look alike?
charles_leclerc has posted a story!
music: I bet you think about me-Taylor Swift
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f1_gossip
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f1_gossip What the hell happened between these two?? In the first practice of the weekend both drivers fought! According to some fans who came today, Charles approached Max furiously while he was yelling at him and Max wasn't far behind! What could have happened between these two?
username STOP WHAT IF IT'S FOR YN!!?!??!?!
username WHAT IS HAPPENING
username what the fuck 😭😭😭
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#f1 fanfic#formula one fic#formula one fanfiction#formula 1 fic#formula 1 fanfic#charles leclerc x reader#charles leclerc imagines#charles leclerc imagine#charles leclerc x you#charles leclerc x female reader#charles leclerc#f1 fluff#f1#f1 fic#f1 fanfiction#f1 fandom#f1 instagram au#f1 imagine#f1 one shot#f1 x you#formula 1 x reader#formula one x reader#formula 1 imagine#formula 1 angst#formula 1 x you#formula 1 fluff#formula one#formula one x you#f1 x reader#max verstappen x you
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