#Happy Birthday messages are welcomed uwu

[ask-october-fox]

This fox turned 339 today! 🎂🎉 Gonna be having a little celebration tonight so I may or may not have something to post, we'll see! I plan to have a very nice dinner, and partake in some fine (alcoholic) spirits ;3

[flaming-toads]

Some bathena thoughts that plague my mind that I don't know what to do with so I'm rambling about them here.

Every time i hear the song Lovely Day I think of an incredibly cheesy 911 scene with all the characters. It's mostly Bathena but if it pops on some playlist i just keep adding details to it. It's like an amv in my head i'm putting together lol

There's this hipless dress I keep getting advertised to me but if I keep freakin seeing it I'm going to draw Athena in it.

This one is based off a tiktok trend but I can't stop thinking about Athena trying to lift bobby up on the counter and Bobby absolutely losing his shit because 1. his wife is adorable and strong, 2. and he was absolutely not expecting her to do that but he's a bashful mess about it

Here are some more seasonal related ones:

There's this personalized gift video with a drinking glass that says "I ♥ your face especially when its between my legs Love, -" I keep thinking about Athena getting Bobby like a thermos or something more as a gag gift and him not realizing what it says until he takes it to work and nearly spitting out his coffee and Hen absolutely losing it at the gift

An AU kinda based on too many holiday set up movies if i'm honest lol but Hen and Chim setting Bobby and Athena up. LISTEN i don't have all the details in my head but I'm obsessed with the thought of them getting these two together around christmas time, Karen getting involved because it's a must. I need like date set ups, getting them alone. Like imagine the squad telling them they're all gonna hang out and then bail on Bobby and Athena at a lowkey romantic set up. Perhaps there's already some feelings so like they're going to be like oh well since we're here we might as well enjoy! but they just enjoy eachothers company and don't want to say no lol. Hen offered to drive Athena to a food drive but then setting up Bobby to take her place. Chim getting tickets to a show and then saying he's not feeling well but Bobby's more than welcome to the tickets and can take someone else and it's bobby so of courseeeeee he's gotta ask athena if she wants to go and oh my gosh imagine them nervously texting or calling and athena being cute and responding it's a date casually but then bobby is like omg it's a date! Them walking to Bobby's truck and him offering his jacket and he ends up confessing he wasn't sure if this was a date and Athena asks him he wants it to be. And in my mind yall, like the vulnerability of how she asks it. I cry at my own little bathena christmas movie in my head lol

The pair of them cooking/baking together. I think about this far too often. But more specifically christmas cookies and bobby writing some little messages on cookies for Athena TcT BAKING COMPETITIONS! I think they would for sure win together and their culinary genius would lead them to flawless victory! Or them against each other and Bobby and Athena are a little too bit into the rivalry dynamic lol

Athena excited to see her kids for christmas (and/or) May's birthday. Like I keep thinking about Athena just all kinds of happy cooking her babies favorites, listening to music, her kids and her husband all together uwu

Athena getting some christmas time to snuggle her man (in a home she's comfortable and happy in!!!) and enjoy hot cocoa while listening to Nate King Cole.

More thoughts but these lean a bit towards nswf-ish territory :

Bobby bringing Athena breakfast in bed and he's wearing a santa hat and his suspenders because my girl deserves her big strong fireman giving her breakfast and a show 💪

Athena wearing nothing but a red bow waiting for Bobby to get home on christmas eve. I have like three drawings of this but i can't decide what one i want to finish!

Athena saying she's cold only to snuggle and tease Bobby. She's just warming her hands in Bobby's pants she has no ulterior motives!

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when you love someone

drabble. day6 young k x reader

this is for the district nine writers' guild writers' room week#12! (confessions + featuring other group members)

genre: pure fluff, college au, best friend to lovers au, female reader

words: 2.4k

warning(s): foul language. (but not too much tho)

alexa's note:

my love for young k and the song when you love someone is overflowing i need to make this drabble. (It's rlly a good thing the guild made this idea for writer's room) If you haven't listen to this song or the band itself, pls give it a try! All their songs are great and relatable uwu

•••

"You busy again?" you tried to peek at what your friend's writing in his notebook where he writes most of his own lyrics, one that you're dying to read since last week.

"Yeah, I need to finish this soon, so go away." You pouted and glared at Younghyun while he turn his attention back to his notebook.

"Seriously, Younghyun, I know that it isn't even for a certain subject. Why you won't let me see it?" You whined and the pout never left your lips, hoping that Younghyun will give up and let you see what he's writing.

"Yeah I know, but-- Y-you don't need to read it" realizing that he really won't let you take a peek at what he's writing, you just let him much to your chagrin. After all, you never won against him.

"Right, I guess that one's really important, and confidential I think?" You said and grabbed your bag, fishing for your books instead to make yourself busy since your vacant time just started and you're not hungry (yet). But when you heard Younghyun called you after closing his notebook and fixed his bag, your stomach started to grumble.

"Let's eat? My treat." You can't help but to smile and nodded at him, fixing your bag. Of course, who wouldn't say no to food? Take note, you won't spend a dime.

___

You met Dowoon after you eat from the nearby diner. Telling each others' greetings. Dowoon was an Economics major, and he's part of Younghyun's self made band together with Sungjin, Jae and Wonpil.

"Hyung, is it done?" Dowoon asked Younghyun, while you just listened to them, not having any idea with their topic.

"Uh, oh y-yeah. Tomorrow?" Their ambiguity makes you so curious, but you were shy to ask since you were really not that close to Dowoon, so you excused yourself and waited for them to finish, grabbing your phone from your pocket to check the time.

You were a bit shock, well not really because of the time, it is because your birthday is almost next week, but truthfully speaking, it didn't excite you. You're used to being at home or just do normal things on your birthday. Your parents keep on telling you to celebrate but you just tell them you're too lazy to do so. In the end, they don't have any choice but to just visit or send you a birthday cake and greet you. You were fine with that, after all you were not a party person and you know how busy they are.

On the other hand, Younghyun just barges in to your apartment with pizzas, chicken and soda with him. A dinner with unhealthy foods and movie marathon is the best birthday celebrations for you, and also you get to spend your special day with him.

____

"Sorry, I can't walk you home. I have something to do. I'll make it up to you, hm? Really." You nod in response, while Younghyun patted your head. This is the fourth, since last week. You understand that he's busy these past few days, but you can't help but to get a bit peeved. You know you don't have the rights to because you are just his best friend for God's sake, he can do what he damn well please.

"Oh, o-okay. I'll wait for it. And- and don't worry, just take your time. You don't have to be sorry, though. See you then?" He just nod and bid your goodbyes before separating ways.

___

After taking a shower, you plopped yourself down on your bed, planning to scroll on your phone until sleepiness find its way to you. You don't have classes tomorrow, much better for a birthday rest.

You received a message from your mom, tapping the message icon to check it.

from: Mom

What are your plans tomorrow dear? Your turning 21 now.

to: Mom

what else mom? Of course laze around the whole day tomorrow. That's the best gift I'll ever receive from myself after the hell week mom.

from: Mom

Okay then. What else we can do? We know how hardheaded you are.

to: Mom

i luv u mum.

from: Mom

don't wait for me to throw a kiddie party just for you.

to: Mom

not funny mommy

from: Mom

whatever you say girl. just take your rest or do whatever you want. We'll just send a cake bcs we're gone tomorrow, for work. Love you hun. And we missed you. Happy birthday!

to: Mom

thank you mom, i miss and love u too!

After a conversation with your mom, you opened your Instagram just to see posts from everyone. Your hands never stop its duty to scroll.

After a long ass scroll, it stopped on a video posted by Wonpil. A video of Younghyun playing his guitar. You smiled while your eyes were shooting hearts as you watch him play his guitar and humming in to the music. He's so ethereal. No wonder why every girls from your major envied you. You're one hell of a lucky girl, being best friends with someone like Younghyun, the sweet, talented Younghyun. And that is the problem. Being best friends. You never want to be just best friends with him. You like him for so long. But can you blame yourself for thinking that he might not feel the same way? And you can't stomach yourself being rejected. You hate rejections, how immature of you. But isn't it too much if you'll get rejected again? You got rejected so many times already when you confessed. Maybe it's enough. No confessions, no rejections. No harsh feelings, I guess.

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You were not expecting. You really aren't. But Younghyun should be here at this time now, right? You groaned in exasperation. You really hate yourself with passion. It isn't his duty to go here and bring foods for you, stupid. You keep on convincing yourself that he is busy. But greeting you a Happy Birthday won't eat all of his time, right?

Woah, you are indeed a hopeless case now.

It's almost 7 in the evening, and you were just lazily sitting on your couch, your eyes glued on the television, but you weren't focused on what you were watching. You don't even have an idea on what's the title of the movie. You jumped when you heard your phone ring, your mind automatically registering Younghyun's name. You smiled like an idiot as you tapped the icon open. But your smile disappeared as soon as you read the message.

from: Younghyun

Where are you?

Not even a happy birthday? Wow, what an amazing friend.

to: Younghyun

apartment. why?

from: Younghyun

Can you come over? I'll send you the address.

You don't even get the chance to ask him why when you received the address. It seems so urgent, but what does it have to do with you? You checked the address and it isn't somewhere near his apartment. You just shrugged and decided to change your clothes to a decent shirt and pants, with your shabby pair of sneakers. You really need to buy new ones now.

You hailed for a cab and gave the driver the address. A half an hour of travel and you finally arrived at the place. At first, you hesitated because the driver stopped at a fine looking diner, where your attire seems off from everyone who walks inside. But the driver says that the location was right. So you apologized and gave your payment, thanking the driver before hopping out of the car. Why will Younghyun gave you this address? You grabbed your phone from your pouch and typed a message for him.

to: Younghyun

Why did you gave me this address?

You tapped your feet against the floor while waiting for him to reply. You immediately opened the message as soon as you felt the buzz.

from: Younghyun

go inside. and by the entrance, you'll see a hallway leading to the garden. go there.

to: Younghyun

Seriously Younghyun?? I'll go inside looking like a shit? bet they won't let me in!

from: Younghyun

Just go inside. They don't really give a damn.

You just groaned and put your phone inside. You faced the mirror from the diner and fixed your hair and everything to make yourself at least presentable. You just wish that they won't look at your shoes. Your oh so good looking shoes. God damn it.

"Good evening Ma'am. Welcome to Haven Diner. A seat for two, Ma'am?" A sheepish smiled crept up on your face as the lady attendant asked you.

"Uhm... Actually I have a friend here. And he said that I need to go to that hallway heading to the garden." The lady gasped and nodded enthusiastically.

"Oh, yes, yes. Please take that way, Ma'am. It'll lead you to the diner's garden." You mouthed thanks to her before heading to the said hallway. You don't know why you feel iffy about this situation. But you decided to brush it off since you don't want to have false hopes. Maybe his band have a gig and unfortunately he called you for some errands.

And you weren't wrong. The instruments are there. But what's confusing is no other people from the five boys. You turn your head to Younghyun, together with his bandmates.

"What-"

Younghyun smiled at you, and he seems so edgy.

"Just, just stay there and watch. Okay?" You just nodded slowly, the situation is still not sinking in to you. Dowoon started by beating the drums, before Jae started to sing.

It was a really hard day today

My heart aches for you

The only thing I can do for you

Is to be next to you, I’m sorry

While Jae was singing, your eyes never left Younghyun. He looks so nervous a while ago, but it seems like it all went away when he started playing his guitar. You feel like he took your breath away especially when he started singing.

You’re so pretty when you smile

So every time you lose that smile

Even if I have to give my all

I want to give it back to you

It's like he's talking to you, his eyes were sparkling as he sings, your heart never stay calmed when he looks directly at you.

I want to cry for you

I want to hurt instead of you

I don’t want any scars in your heart

Ever again

When you love someone

So much that it overflows

It’s so amazing

Because this is how it is

Younghyun sang once again, and this time, he is smiling, and your lips instantly form into a smile, too.

This is a song for you

I'm singing for you

I'll give you my everything

You clapped after their song ended, your face will almost rip at how wide your smile was. And the beatings of your heart is still not in normal state. Can you? After Younghyun sang for you? It's not that you never saw him sing with his band, but this one feels utterly different from all his gigs that you attended. It's like this one is especially for you. For you only.

"What was that for?" You can't think of anything to say when Younghyun went near you, so you asked the first thing that came to your mind. Your heart skipped a beat when he hold your hand. His hand was so cold, telling how nervous he is.

"happy birthday, Y/N. and--" he stopped mid-sentence when you hugged him.

"You're so annoying! You- you don't have to do that, you know. But really, thank you. That was so beautiful. I really liked it." You said, and squeezed him more you can already feel how his heart beat so fast.

"I-I'm glad you liked it. But I still have something to tell you." You hummed and pull away from the hug, he sighed as you cock your head, encouraging him to continue.

"I... I like you Y/N." Your eyes flutter as you register what he said. It feels like you're in a dream. This feels so surreal.

"A-are you serious?" You know how much he hates lying. But you just can't believe that this thing was happening. You don't think you deserve any of this.

"Yeah. I won't lie about it Y/N. You know how I hate lying to people. And I don't want to hurt you. I just want to see you smile. I just want to see you happy. Just like the message of the song. The song's for you. That's my gift." You pouted as you try to stop your tears from falling , but it is to no help because it automatically fell. You can hear the sincerity in his voice. Telling that he isn't really joking around. Younghyun just smiled and hugged you once again, rocking your body side by side.

"I hate you" you mumbled while smacking his arms lightly making him chuckle.

"Why tho?"

"Because I like you too, you silly." You told him making him gasp in shock.

"Did you just confessed to me?" He said making you frown. Now he's joking around.

"You confessed first." You remarked and rolled your eyes. Wiping the tear stains away from your face.

"So what are we now?" You asked even if you already know the answer. You just want him to hear from him.

"We're dating. I can see you want to hear it from me." He said and pinched your cheeks. But the grumble from your stomach made Younghyun bursts into laughter. That's surely a mood killer.

"Come on, you need to eat. The celebrant needs to eat." Younghyun said and grabbed your hand, pulling you to sit on the chair. Your eyes wander around to see if the boys are still there.

"But where are the others? I thought they're going to join us?" You said as you wait for the waiter to come.

"They're already stuffing their mouths with tons of food. Don't mind them. This is our time, okay?" He said and winked making your heart jump out.

"Whatever you say, Kang Younghyun."

___

this got me like iiiichk omg i hoped you like it! i really enjoyed writing this one🖤

[2ya2yao]

The Gift - Eunhyuk (f)

@heart-bleeding-autism-angel​ said:  Eunhyuk fluff when she showed a beautiful painting of himself as a birthday gift.

Pairing: Eunhyuk x fem!reader. Although I think it can be read as neutral!reader too.

Word count: 762

A/N: I hope it’s fluffy enough and I hope you like it! I wish you a happy birthday and hope you’re good! I love u! uwu💖

MASTERLIST

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Nervously, you sat on the table near the window on the restaurant. You waited for Hyukjae since minutes ago, and actually thought if he would come to meet you at the place.

You took your phone out of your bag and send a text. There wasn’t any call or message coming from him. He was busy, of course, and you planned this since the beginning of the year because you needed to see him after his busy schedule. And because you needed to give him something.

The waitress offered you a glass of water that you gladly accepted after waiting what it seemed like days. As you took a sip of the drink, you looked at the gift on the table. It was kind of small and wrapped carefully with some paper shopping bags that you had around and decorated them to look pretty.

Slowly, you felt that maybe he wasn’t coming to the restaurant. Your phone rang in that moment, it was him.

“Hello? Y/N?” you heard his voice on the other line.

“Hi!”

“I’m sorry I’m late, I’ll be there soon,” he said, you noticed he was ashamed. “Are you still there?”

“Yes, I am here. Don’t worry,” you smiled. “I’ll wait for you.”

“Thank you, I love you.”

You could sense his smile before he ended the call. Five minutes later you saw him walking to your table, with a smile on his face. He sat down in front of you. Tonight you couldn’t express your feelings too much though.

“Hi,” he said, rubbing his hands on his lap. “I’m sorry for the lateness-“

“It’s fine. I’m glad I can see you now,” you chuckled. He looked tired, but you hope for him to forget about everything that night.

“Thanks… for understanding,” he mumbled. “How have you been?”

“Good, better now that you’re here.”

Eunhyuk smiled. You noticed the slight blush on his cheeks. You guys been seeing each other for a good time, and you liked each other, but it was difficult to say what you actually were and you wanted to be with him as much as he did.

“Actually, I had something for you,” you whispered, handing the gift that he looked at since he came. “Happy birthday.”

Eunhyuk took the canvas on his hand, admiring the wrapping. He thought it was cute and well done, just like every single thing you did.

“The wrap is so beautiful…” he smiled, looking at it directly.

“Open it.”

Eunhyuk did as you told and gasped. It was a beautiful painting of himself.

“Wow, I don’t know what to say,” he smiled widely and chuckled slightly. “I didn’t expect this, thank you.”

“You’re welcome. I spent almost a week making it,” you laughed. “But I’m happy you like it.”

“It’s gorgeous, like everything you make,” he complimented.

After he got his gift, both of you had a proper dinner and talked and joked about random stuff. He missed these kind of dates with you, and know more than ever, he was sure that he wanted to confess how much he loved you.

When you finished your food, you accompanied him to the parking lot. While you walked, he took your hand all the time, the other one had the painting you gave to him. You stopped some steps away from his car.

“I had a good time today, Y/N…”

“Me too,” you nodded.

Instinctively, you looked at him and felt the heat on your cheeks, making you turn your gaze away.

“I really liked it,” you muttered and hugged him.

Eunhyuk was surprised, but he surrounded your body with his arms. You weren’t sure about it, but you felt the urgency to do it and certainly you enjoyed his warmth. You separated from his embrace and waved your hand to him, walking away.

“Where are you going?!” he said.

“I’ll get a taxi, don’t worry,” you smiled.

“No, let me take you home,” he said. “Please.”

You hesitated, getting closer again.

“Okay, but I don’t want to be a burden…” you whispered.

“You’re not,” Eunhyuk reassured. “I’ll just ask you something in exchange…”

You were caught by surprise.

“And what is it?”

“Can I kiss you?” he asked, biting his lip.

You nodded, a smile on your face. He slowly leaned to catch your lips, soft and smoothly. You gasped into his mouth, his hand cupping your cheek to pull you closer to his body.

“That was good,” you muttered against his lips after breaking the kiss.

“I love you,” Eunhyuk confessed, taking your hand.

“I love you too.”

[kenrik]

Because JJK canon just keeps gutting me, I’mma head back to my safe place. Which are basically my fluff pieces. UwU

Drinking Parties Excerpts below. 

The sumo wrestler shifts on his seat, turning away from his own party. And he leans closer to Utahime.

"So, you drink often, neh?" He asks Utahime. "I think you're so interesting." 

Utahime starts to smile at him. And Gojo starts to frown.

"I can tell by your eyes." He shares a gaze with Utahime. And she leans away, confused. "So deep and lovely." He smiles at her. "I can only wonder what beauty your eyes have seen."

This was one smooth-talking sumo wrestler. Gojo thought with a grimace as he sipped his beer and listened in on their conversation. 

Curses. He thinks to himself. She's seen nothing but curses. 

"And your scar," The sumo wrestler casually mentions, still with that same suave smile.

"My scar?" Utahime tilts her head.

And Gojo's eye twitches from behind his blindfold when the man grazes Utahime's scar with a careful thumb.

"You have such a beautiful face." He tells her with a playful grin. "A scar like yours must have an incredible story behind it."

Utahime beams at his friendliness. And Gojo rolls his eyes.

.

"Let me guess," She rests a thoughtful finger on her lip. "Career over men?" She smirks, her lipstick so red against her pale finger.

Utahime found herself sighing as she nods and drinks her beer.

"We career girls have it tough, neh?" The woman in the sash starts to smile. "It's difficult finding a good man since we're always so busy."

Utahime closes her eyes and lets out a frustrated breath.

"You don't know what you're saying." She tells her for the millionth time and downs another drink. And she starts to feel a daze consume her. And she welcomed the calmness slowly washing over her.

Beside her, the woman in the sash only chuckles.

"You know, you can't afford to be picky." She adds. "It'll be difficult when you're pushing forty."

Utahime pursed her lips. And she looks at the crowd around them with a dead expression on her face.

"It's good I'm just thirty-one then." She mumbles in a heated breath.

The woman just laughs at her again, in her light, condescending giggle.

"Thirty-one is old, you know."

"Is it?" Utahime raised a brow and bitterly chugs another drink. Then, she thinks of all the friends she's lost throughout the years, fellow sorcerers younger than her who's died in the line of duty, young sorcerers who never even reached their thirtieth birthday.

"I guess thirty-one is old." She mutters quietly, her eyes allured by the shimmering gold bubbles rising from her beer. Then, she downs another drink.

.

"First to ten wins." She says. And as Gojo was about to ask her, win what - she had already started chugging her drink.

And Gojo had to quickly catch up.

In the end, Utahime nods with a daze in her eyes, proud of the number of drinks Gojo consumed. She was honestly surprised. She was just pulling his leg about finishing the ten drinks. 

He couldn't be that much of a moron, could he? She wondered to herself.

"I didn't reach ten, but I beat you." He was slouched over their table. "So," He slurred. "What do I win?"

"Win?" Utahime narrowed her eyes, trying to make out the blurred image in front of her.

"My prize!" Gojo barks in a drunken stupor.

"I honestly don't know." Utahime starts to laugh at him. And he started angrily tapping on their table with his hand.

"Oi, oi, oi," He said. "That's not fair." He kept tapping in annoyance.

And Utahime just kept laughing at his stupid, red face. This guy was such a bad drunk, she thought with a smile.

"There's no prize!" She laughs at him. "You didn't reach ten!"

"I beat you!" He kept barking at her. "Give me my prize!"

"All right," Utahime chuckles. "What do you want?"

Then, he points a rocking finger at the table behind her, and she laughs when she sees the karaage dish they were served.

"All right." She turns back to him with a fond smile.

And before she knew it, she could only look on in grave horror as Gojo leaned over their table and stole a kiss from her lips.

"Wha-wha-wha-" She shook in absolute shock; her eyes as wide as saucers; her lips sputtering and gapping like a fish out of water.

And the next thing she knew, Gojo barfed all over their table.

.

"Fucking, crazy bitch." He frothed in rage as he pinched his nose, seeing red all around him. "No wonder you're all alone, drinking yourself drunk."

"No one would want you." He laughs at her dryly, thinking she'd cry; thinking he's got her.

Utahime just looks down at him. And she spits at him. "I don't give a shit what you think." Her words dripped with venom. "So, shut the fuck up."

He looks up at the tiny woman; the woman he could so easily crush in his strong, bulging arms; in utter disbelief at the passion in her eyes, at the unfaltering firmness behind her gaze.

And he seethes. And he shakes in anger where he sat. It didn't make sense to him; how she could stand so proudly before him, how she could make him feel so small when he was twice her size.

Utahime gives him a final hateful glare. And she turns and walks away before they're even asked to leave by the izakaya's staff for the commotion they caused.

"Oi," He clenched his jaw. And he stands. And it just takes him a few steps before he's caught up to her, before he's behind her; and he reaches out with a furious hand; his blood pumping through his veins in rage.

Then, before he could grab her, a man steps in front of him; his gaze cold and threatening. And, the stranger stops him with a simple raise of his hand.

"It's done." Gojo tells him coolly, as Utahime walked out behind him. "She won." He said with a smirk, with a disappointed expression on his face.

"Maybe, try being a better man next time." He shakes his head with a condescending laugh. "Men like you give men like me a bad name, you know."

And he tauntingly pats the side of the fuming, humiliated man's face.

"Have a good life, neh?" Gojo sneers at him and pushes his face away in a disgust.

And he turns and smiles when he sees Utahime's nose raised at the air in pride, waiting for him by the bar's entrance. And with a laugh, he slings an arm over her shoulders.

Then, together, they look back at the seething man and mockingly hold out their tongues at him. Utahime gave him the finger.

.

"Good evening," Mei Mei casually walks up to their table. "I just saw your message." She tells Utahime.

And everyone cries in excitement and makes room for her.

"This is an intimate restaurant." Mei Mei chuckles behind her hand. "Why are we having the party here?"

"It was Gojo's turn to pick the bar." Utahime's head pops out from beside Shoko.

And Mei Mei turns to Gojo with the same chuckle. "This isn't a bar, Satoru."

She laughs. "Did you know?"

When Gojo doesn't speak, Utahime answers for him, "This place has really good beer!"

"That's why we went here."

"Neh, Gojo?"

Everyone turns to look at him.

And for a second, he turns to meet Utahime's waiting eyes.

And with a sigh, he starts to chuckle.

"They have really good beer." He repeats in concession.

And everyone just laughs at him and Utahime.

"You don't need to go some place fancy just for beer!" Yaga laughs and smacks Gojo's back. Much to the latter's annoyance.

"That's what I said!" Utahime cried. "But the beer really is so smooth!" She turns to Shoko with a wide grin.

Nanami raises his thumb at her, already on his third mug of beer. And she beams in delight.

Then, she turns to Gojo with a happy flush on her cheeks, with a wide grin on her lips. "Finally, a successful drinking party, neh?" She laughs at him.

And Gojo just raises his brows at her. And he starts to smile, defeated by the laughter escaping her lips.

"Hm." He nods and looks down at his drink.

Then, he's elbowed by Yaga, asking why he was being so quiet. And when everyone looks at him, Gojo sighs. And with a tilt of his head, closing his eyes, he starts yapping about himself and his mission from earlier.

Those Special Grade curses were so weak. He'd tell them. He didn't even break a sweat. He'd tell them.

And everyone would start shutting up. And start getting pissed. And start yelling at him for being too full of it.

.

"What?" Utahime suddenly butted in, laughing and teasing. "Gojo could never tie down a woman even if he tried!" She shook in laughter, grinning to her ears as she fell against Gojo's arm.

"Oh, really?" Gojo smirks, reaching out to wrap his arms around the drunken woman; when he accidentally swipes his hand on something soft.

"What-"

Gojo blinks in surprise.

And he sees an old woman next to them, a waitress trying to get their empty plates and beer cans.

"Just what-"

Gojo looked up at the old woman's vermillion face.

"Just what do you think you're holding?!!!!!"

Gojo's eyes open as wide as saucers. And Utahime wakes from her stupor in shock. And everyone in their table, everyone within earshot, turned to Gojo and the old waitress in horror.

"Uh-" Gojo laughs awkwardly and slowly pulls his hand away from the old woman's backside. "It's not what you think-"

"You sick perverted man???!!!!" The old woman flared, absolutely enraged and humiliated that some drunken fool thought he could get with her. And she starts swatting Gojo's head with a dirty rag; much to the latter's horror. And Utahime ducked away and nearly fell on her seat.

What the hell did Gojo do now?! She cried in alarm as she held her dizzy head.

"You'd lay your perverted hands on a frail, harmless woman?!!!"

"WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOUR HEAD?!!!!"

She kept swatting him. Hitting him. Cursing him.

And Gojo, absolutely mortified, just wanted to disappear. He couldn't take it. Women were just beyond reason, insanely, absolutely, horrifyingly crazy!

Then, his eyes light up.

And he raises a hand, about to gesture for his infinity; when Utahime suddenly cries out, "Don't, Gojo!"

He relents that same instant, annoyed that he had to hide his abilities, that he had to hold back, once again, for the sake of the weak. 

He just really wanted the gross, wet rag to stop hitting him!

In front of him, the old woman's eye glints in a dangerous red at the sight of Gojo's raised hand. That same second that Gojo decided to relent, the old lady starts to shake, absolutely and utterly livid; thinking the drunken pervert was about to punch her.

"You dare raise your fist against a frail, harmless old woman????!!!!!!"

Gojo paled.

"I wasn't!!" He yelled at her in horror. But before he could explain himself, the woman was already shrieking at him in deliria and hitting him even harder and harder with her rag, with a tray, with everything. Everything! within reach.

"Respect your elders, you horny pervert!!!" She hit him and hit him and hit him again, to kingdom come.

Beside them, looking on, Utahime covered her mouth with a hand, utterly sorry for her poor friend who could do nothing but bite back every snide comment and surrender to the old woman's hits and curses.

They eventually leave soon after. And when they're out of sight, Gojo pulls Utahime to him and they jump straight to Jujutsu Tech, where she was lodging for the night.

"That old woman." He hissed in annoyance, still not over it.

"I know." She chuckled. "She was pretty scary."

"What a way to end the night." He seethed, looking away from Utahime's laugh, still seeing the banshee from earlier and trying to think of ways he could've gotten back at her.

"The night's not over yet, you know." He turns to Utahime, about to raise a brow at her; when she suddenly reaches up to him and kisses him on his lips.

And she laughs at the stunned expression on his face when she pulls away.

"It is Valentine's Day, after all." She laughs; thinking that even this idiot could be rendered speechless. And she walks away with her hands behind her, smiling, and leaving him for the dorms. 

[plutoswrath]

I meant to send this before but🥲🥲 work… okay do first of all HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY🥳. You are a June cancer🤩💗! That means your sun is in my 4th uwu. so let me picture you how our synastry look like cause I’m-👀. Mercury in 10th, AC square sun are placements we have in common but then again you got cancer mercury and mine is in cap. our angles are opposites😂 your mc is my ic and dc is your ac (I’m really curious if they conjunct or not + my own descendant is tightly conjunct to mars😵‍💫). do we have moon-venus? because they’re the same sign🥰. I’m a sag sun and I’m sorry for your bad experiences with any of them, tbh I struggle with vibing with it because cap moon and saturn in 1st squaring it🙃 (there’s probably more reasons why but i don’t even know akdjskj). Whatever, I myself struggle to get along with them 🤡. I would have never guessed you had leo placements, I’m surprised let me tell you haha🤍. Right, I also live in Sweden and you’re welcome anytime hon💝. as always I wish you the outmost bessst and your my fav🎁✨

<333333333 asdfghjk thank you so much dear!! 💗💕

ASDFG I never had someone try to calculate synastry with me before, and before I get into the rest of the message i want to clarify that i l o v e Sagittarius people asdfghkl I have Pisces in my 7th and Sagittarius in my 4th (as you know hehe) and I kinda attract them all the time! The only really really negative observations and personal experience I had with them was in regards to dating, but as friends they are (usually) just 💘💘💘 💘💘

You know what's funny, I always got major Pisces vibes from you, which with your AC being Pisces makes sense, but you being a Sagittarius as well just doubles the energy! And I have my AC-DC axis in 25°, what about you? Ohhh, and if my Sun is in your 4th then your Moon and Mercury is in my 4th! (I have intercepted 4th/10th in my chart!) And chances are your Sun could be conjunct my IC or is in my 4th as well! Sagittarius and Capricorn placements...,my beloved <333333 We could have Moon-Venus, and your Venus could be in my 2nd or 3rd house! Now I'm interested, if you want to feel free to tell me about your signs placements in more detail! x

And you live in Sweden?????? I guess we're country neighbors then asdfghjkl 🤠🤠🤠🤠

Thank you so so much for the sweet words, I feeld flattered being called a 'fav' asdfghjkl <333 Wish you only the best and feel hugged!🌈💞

[fangirlthings7]

BANGTAN SONYOENDAN 

BTS SHOWS IN CHRONOLOGICAL ORDER

A beginner's guide to the fandom. Get to know BTS on a deeper level with their performances, guestings and variety/reality shows starting from their debut up to present. I myself is new to the fandom. So, I did some research myself and also with the help of my ARMY friends on what I should watch so I can relate to them. I hope this can help you get to know them as well. Let's take this beautiful journey together! - From your fellow baby ARMY Borahae! 보라해!

2013

061313 BTS DEBUT

Sukira/Kiss The Radio 130629 Sukira/Kiss The Radio 131005 (A/N: Their radio guestings is also a must. Date is in year/month/date format.) After School Club Episode 24 Rookie King: Channel BTS (8 Episodes)

2014

American Hustle Life (8 Episodes) (A/N: You should watch this first in reference on their other guestings because they mentioned it there. MUST WATCH!!! LOL.) Sukira/Kiss The Radio 140301 True Color Radio 140614 Volume Up 140912 BTS on Beatles Code 3D 140401 BTS on Weekly Idol 140430 MNet 4 Things Show 140513 (A/N: The legendary hidden cam of RM.) After School Club Episode 46 After School Club Episode 95 A Song For You 3 Episode 12 BTS at Yinyuetai (3 Episodes)  (A/N: Personal favorite. I like how they were treated and welcomed in China.) A Little Dangerous Chuseok Hope Delivery at Love Food Bank Go! BTS (A/N: Their first Kcon in LA. Actual performances are on Youtube, KCON 2014. Jungkook's "International Playboy" line can be seen here.) BTS Festa 2014 (1st Anniv) BTS Now in Thailand Seasons Greetings 2015 Skool Luv Affair DVD Showcase Memories of 2014 (A/N: Includes ARMY 1st Muster, other overseas fan meetings and BTS Live Trilogy II: The Red Bullet)

2015

True Color Radio 150307 Sukira/Kiss The Radio 150505 Changnim's Gayo Plaza 150510 Kim Sungjoo Music Plaza 150521 Love Game Radio 150629 Sukira/Kiss The Radio 150702 Changnim's Gayo Plaza 151220 Hello Counselor (RM&V) After School Club Episode 158 Weekly Idol 150617 After School Club Episode 191 Weekly Idol 151216 BTS on Idol Show My Pet Clinic ( Jimin, V, JHope) BTS: Bokbulbok (5 Episodes) (A/N: This is only short, like 10 mins. per episode. It's available on V Live if you want to watch it with better quality and subs.) BTS Gayo Season 1 (9 Episodes) (A/N: This one is also available on V Live. Episodes are also about 10-20 mins. only. You can finish it right away.) Run  BTS! (Episodes 1-10) (A/N: First season aired 2015 so I added it up here. Season 2 was aired later on 2017. This is also on V Live.) BTS Now 2 (Europe and America) Summer Package 2015 in Kota Kinabalu BTS Festa 2015 (2nd Anniv) BTS Undercover Mission: Volume 2 (A/N: BTS Japan Official Fan Meeting like Jap version of Muster.) BTS Wake Up: Open Your Eyes (1st Japan Tour) BTS LIVE HYYH ON STAGE BTS LIVE HYYH ON STAGE JAPAN EDITION At YOKOHAMA ARENA Seasons Greetings 2016 Memories of 2015 (A/N: I suggest to always watch this last because it's long. This one consists of 4 disc. Includes BTS Live Trilogy I: BTS Begins)

2016

Cultwo Show 160512 Cultwo Show 161013 (A/N: This is where fans sent in messages of encounters/seeing BTS in random places. BTS also shared their conception dreams.) Running Man Episode 300 (7vs300) The Boss Is Watching 160202 Star Show 360° 161107 Celebrity Bromance (V&Minjae) (A/N: You can watch it on V Live or Youtube) Celebrity Bromance (Jungkook&Minwoo) (A/N: Jungkook doll. "House was smaller but had more memories." uwu) King of Mask Singer Episode 72 (Jungkook) BTS Now 3 Chicago Bon Voyage Season 1 (Northern Europe) Summer Package in Dubai BTS Festa 2016 (Youtube) BTS Festa Birthday Party (VLive) BTS 3rd Muster ARMY.Zip+ BTS Japan Official Fan Meeting: Reaching You BTS Live HYYH Epilogue on Stage BTS Live HYYH Epiloge Japan Edition (Kayo Nenka on Stage: Epilogue) Seasons Greetings 2017 (A/N: If you're looking for the clip where JK is fighting with a chicken. You can find it here. You're welcome.) Memories of 2016

2017

Cultwo Show 170921 Law of Jungle in Kota Manado (Jin) King of Masked Singer Episode 93 (Jimin) Hello Counselor (Jin&Jimin) Let's Eat Dinner Together Episode 50 (Jin&JK) New Yang Nam Show Episode 1 Idol Party Ep. 11 Please Take Care of my Refrigerator (Jin&Jimin) Knowing Brothers Epidode 94 BTS Gayo Season 2 Bon Voyage Season 2 (Hawaii) Summer Package in Palawan Run BTS! Season 2 BTS Festa 2017 (Youtube) BTS Festa Home Party (VLive) The Wings Tour in Seoul BTS Live Trilogy Episode III: The Wings Tour - Japan Edition BTS Live Trilogy Episode III: The Wings Tour -  In Japan Special Edition at Kyocera Dome Seasons Greetings 2018 Memories of 2017

2018

Summer Package in Saipan Bon Voyage Season 3 (Malta) BTS Festa 2018 (Youtube) BTS Festa (VLive) BTS 4th Muster Happy Ever After BTS Japan Official Fan Meeting Volume 4: Happy Ever After Wings Finale (VLive/Weverse) Burn The Stage Burn The Stage Documentary Seasons Greetings 2019 Memories of 2018

2019

Run BTS Season 3 (Episode 57 - Present) Bon Voyage Season 4 (New Zealand) Summer Package in Korea BTS Festa (Youtube) 5th Muster in Korea: Magic Shop 5th Muster in Japan: Magic Shop Love Yourself Tour in Seoul (DVD) Love Yourself Tour New York (Citifield) Love Yourself Tour Europe Love Yourself - Japan Edition Love Yourself: Speak Yourself in Wembley (VLive/Weverse) Love Yourself: Speak Yourself in Saudi Arabia (VLive/Weverse) Love Yourself The Final in Seoul (VLive/Weverse) Love Yourself: Speak Yourself in Sao Paolo Love Yourself: Speak Yourself - Japan Edition Bring the Soul Bring the Soul Documentary Seasons Greetings 2020 Memories of 2019

2020

I-Land Episode 7 Winter Package in Helsinki BTS In The Soop Bangbang Con The Live BTS Festa 2020 (Youtube) Map of the Soul: ON:E Break the Silence Break the Silence Documentary Seasons Greetings 2021

2021

Winter Package in Korea Excluding V Lives and Youtube channel contents. I suggest you also watch their performances at award shows.  

[currywaifu]

← want something else? “hello again, my lovely regular! thank you for your continuous support!” ╰──➢ my anonnie family. i love all of you very much!!! 

╰──➢ links don’t work on mobile, but can be viewed thru the tags~ 

╰──➢ sorted by first to most recent! last update: august 07, 2020

꒰꒰ 🍀 clover ˊˎ - ⤷ first visit: 12:06 am, may 14, 2020 ⤷ note: i remember tearing up over the fact that i got my first emoji anonnie! i keep the four leaf clovers you gave me close to my heart. clover, you’re easily one of the kindest and most supportive anonnies~ thank you for supporting me and the A3! content creator community

꒰꒰ ⭐ star ˊˎ - ⤷ first visit: 08:35 pm, may 22, 2020 ⤷ note: i’m not sure at what point i became your mom, but you’re my child now and i love you a lot! seeing you pop in my asks always makes me smile- you seem so pure and adorable!!! makes sense, since you share a birthday with sakuya! also, a barbie stan therefore i stan star too!

꒰꒰ 🌸 sakuranon ˊˎ - ⤷ first visit: 12:15 am, may 29, 2020 ⤷ note: the cheerleader aunt of our family! another very pure and sweet anonnie~ i was really touched to learn i was the first person you sent an ask to :’< i’m so proud you were able to muster up the courage to do that!

꒰꒰ 🍯 honey ˊˎ - ⤷ first visit: 02:18 am, may 29, 2020 ⤷ note: someone i ended up choosing an emoji for! it was an unexpected but fun request! as the emoji implies, an incredibly sweet anonnie! the youngest sibling everyone dotes on in our family~ oikawa simp, very valid!

꒰꒰ 🌙 moonie ˊˎ - ⤷ first visit: 11:59 am, may 29, 2020 ⤷ note: moon “i came from rou” anonnie~ our vodka aunt who’s a bit of a chaotic mess, but we love them anyway~~ a fellow sweet tooth AND barbie movie stan- absolutely iconic.

꒰꒰ ☁️ cloud-chan ˊˎ - ⤷ first visit: 05:00 pm, may 29, 2020 ⤷ note: a hisoka stan~ thus, a cloud emoji was bestowed unto them because it’s the closest thing we have to a marshmallow~ our social media addicted sister who gives good advice! barbie, monster/ever after high, and theatre stan? actually a legend??? i love you???

꒰꒰ 🍍 anonnie ˊˎ - ⤷ first visit: 10:11 pm, may 29, 2020 ⤷ note: our troublemaker sister! honest? the fact that you like the bratz movies gives me the impression that you’re a baddie and i stan you now

꒰꒰ 🍒 anonnie ˊˎ - ⤷ first visit: 10:16 pm, may 29, 2020 ⤷ note: our playful older sister who likes to tease everyone and make lame puns! has never seen a barbie movie, but honestly still valid~ especially because they’re a fruit emoji and i love fruits~

꒰꒰ 💛 sunny anonnie ˊˎ  ⤷ first visit: 10:25 pm, may 29, 2020 ⤷ note: hypothesis: a cute and pure anonnie. proof: used to dance to 12 dancing princesses. very sweet, you make the darker days a lot sunnier! 

꒰꒰ 🐣 anonnie ˊˎ - ⤷ first visit: 11:54 pm, may 29, 2020 ⤷ note: whenever you call me “friend” i get very uwu soft TT when you said you got interested in editing bc of me i got even more uwu for you. i love you a lot!

꒰꒰ 🍡 dangonnie ˊˎ - ⤷ first visit: 03:53 pm, may 30, 2020 ⤷ note: our so, so, so adorable and excitable middle child! the cookies you gave me and the rest of the family was absolutely delicious! thank you for always making sure every new anonnie got one!!! 

꒰꒰ 🔺 sankakunnie ˊˎ - ⤷ first visit: 12:15 am, may 31, 2020 ⤷ note: apparently i follow them? uwu may or may not know who they are but i think they’re a funny anonnie! kins misumi and a sakyo simp? so valid omg. we platonically love each other~ also, gave everyone milk! calcium is important!!!!

꒰꒰ 🌷 tullie ˊˎ - ⤷ first visit: 06:46 pm, june 01, 2020 ⤷ note: the one who helped me start a whole ask saga about barbie movies hehe~ also a musical stan? and a design student? i may not know a lot about their OC, but she’s a ballerina who did a Swan Lake play and I super stan that.

꒰꒰ 🐧 anonnie ˊˎ - ⤷ first visit: 11:54 pm, june 02, 2020 ⤷ note: cute!!! uses really cute kaomojis~ don’t worry about not visiting often, you’ll always be welcome any time!

꒰꒰ 🐝 bee, bb, beeb, bbee, beebee, ... ˊˎ - ⤷ first visit: 11:54 pm, june 02, 2020 ⤷ note: the anonnie with a multitude of bee nicknames~ very sweet and cute, remember to not stress yourself out! take a deep breath and take care of yourself, okay?

꒰꒰ 💌💐 mizunonnie ˊˎ - ⤷ first visit: 02:42 pm, june 05, 2020 ⤷ note: apparently i’m the tsuzuru to your mizuno? fufufu~ another one who’s a barbie + theatre stan!!! i always enjoy seeing you~ the combi of emojis in my asks? cute~ TT i adored talking about theatre with you!!

꒰꒰ 🦊 kitsunnie ˊˎ - ⤷ first visit: 12:05 pm, june 07, 2020 ⤷ note: hi i have a platonic crush on you too~ i really like foxes, too! 

꒰꒰ 🍞 anonnie ˊˎ - ⤷ first visit: 01:41 pm, june 08, 2020 ⤷ note: you’re very sweet~ even if you’re not active on my blog, i look forward to when i see you next!

꒰꒰ uwu annonie ˊˎ - ⤷ first visit: 12:00 am, june 11, 2020 ⤷ note: my first non emoji anonnie! immediately cute because of the name alone! super memorable bc of that triangle pick up line, pffft~

꒰꒰ ❄️ annonie ˊˎ - ⤷ first visit: 08:31 pm, june 11, 2020 ⤷ note: gave me ice cream & chocolate, therefore i love them! very sweet, with good taste in music (looking at you, the contract)... has a dozen nicknames, and more to come. so far my personal favorites are elsa and yule log cake

꒰꒰ 🥬 annonie ˊˎ - ⤷ first visit: 02:35 am, june 14, 2020 ⤷ note: fufu i know who you are~ and i love and support you a lot! thank you for being there for me since almost the beginning! and thank you for lending me your braincell ehehe~

꒰꒰ 🍄 mushroomie ˊˎ - ⤷ first visit: 09:07 pm, june 13, 2020 ⤷ note: i remember crying about your first emoji ask eye TT i just want to let you know that you brighten up my day too!

꒰꒰ 🌻 annonie ˊˎ - ⤷ first visit: 01:39 amm, june 14, 2020 ⤷ note: thank you for the sunflowers! i have 3 from you rn! they remind me of the sunflowers outside my high school~ sunflowers always make me happy!

꒰꒰ 🐠 annonie ˊˎ - ⤷ first visit: 01:12 pm, june 14, 2020 ⤷ note: we haven’t interacted much, but i hope you’re enjoying A3! so far!

꒰꒰ 🧀 annonie ˊˎ - ⤷ first visit: 02:34 am, june 25, 2020 ⤷ note: a quiet sleepy bb like hisoka~ i like cheese, therefore i like cheese anonnie a lot too!

꒰꒰ 🧸 teddy ˊˎ - ⤷ first visit: 05:17 pm, june 25, 2020 ⤷ note: i don’t know much about you yet, but you’re a fwuffy person!

꒰꒰ 🎈 annonie ˊˎ - ⤷ first visit: 12:52 am, july 29, 2020 ⤷ note: i think i know who you are, aND I WANT YOU TO KNOW I GOT REALLY SENTI AND UWU CRYING OVER YOU

꒰꒰ 🥭 annonie ˊˎ - ⤷ first visit: 10:40 pm, july 31, 2020 ⤷ note: fewwo fiwipino! (nagcrave ako ng mangga dahil sayo) ur so sweet, ur first message had me uwu-ing~!

꒰꒰ 🏐 annonie ˊˎ - ⤷ first visit: 11:02 pm, july 31, 2020 ⤷ note: haikyuu stan! gr8 taste!!! i mean, best boyos are noya, yaku, suga, kenma, and akaashi? *chef’s kiss* we can cry about haikyuu together!

꒰꒰ OwO-chan~ ˊˎ - ⤷ first visit: 04:03 pm, august 03, 2020 ⤷ note: ICONIC taste like barbie? danganronpa? this is true duality and i stan so hard

꒰꒰ 🐁 anonnie ˊˎ - ⤷ first visit: 05:01 pm, august 04, 2020 ⤷ note: obey me writer! is slowly but surely building up intimacy points w/ me... what is mouse-chan planning to do with them, tho :O

꒰꒰ 🐏 ram-chan ˊˎ - ⤷ first visit: 05:17 pm, august 04, 2020 ⤷ note: ENABLED MY EVER AFTER HIGH SELF AND I AM SCREAMING- briar beauty stans solidarity- briar beauty sUPREMACY

[kuratoki]

Changes 11

Heads up, this part is HELLA long with dialogue but it’s also Y/N telling Jeno EVERYTHING about her past in Europe but there was so much fluff in here that I had to UWU

Changes Masterlist

Do you agree that things change in time? Well four years abroad would tell wouldn’t it?

Pairing: Reader x Jeno ft. NCT`

Words: 3744

Warning: Swearing, Mentions of torment and death, this is just an angstyish chapter with a tiny bit of fluff

Two hours later, Jeno pulled into an underground parking garage and with both your bags in one arm, he carried you bridal style to the elevator and up to his penthouse that his parents had gifted him for his 18th birthday. He was happy that the elevator went straight to his floor and that he didn’t need to open any doors. The last time he was here was when he needed to escape from everyone for a while but that was almost two year ago before the place was actually his. It still looked lived in, the people his family hired kept it in tip top shape for spontaneous visits like this one.

Placing you on the bed in his room, he decided to go take a shower and thought about what to order for food. There was a chance you’d wake up and be hungry and outside of the standard bottled water and juice, the fridge was pretty much empty.

 He walked out a few minutes later, fresh, dressed in sweats and a  muscle shirt, contacts out and glasses perched on his face. Deciding to call for Jjangmyeon and a few other things, he made his way back to his bedroom where he heard your voice talking quietly. Turning the corner, the sight before him took his breath away. 

The lights were off but the room was fully illuminated thanks to the moon shining bright through the floor to ceiling windows. You must’ve gotten hot at some point because his hoodie you wore was now beside you and you were left in your pink  tank top that accentuated just the right features. You were looking out the window, your phone attached to one ear and the glow from the moon made you look almost ethereal to him. 

“I’m sorry that happened.” you said quietly, unaware of Jenos presence, “He’s such a jerk and then what happened?” your eyes widened, “Seriously? 

Jeno decided to wait till you were finished your conversation and decided to text Doyoung. He could trust that his favorite Hyung would keep their location a secret.

[11:02pm] JeNo - Hey Hyung, I’m with Y/N right now. She’s fine. I decided to take her to the city for the weekend to get away from things ...please don’t tell anyone where we are...she needs some time to breath

[11:05pm]KDyoung - Oh thank goodness. We were so worried after the two of you ran out. Johnny and Mark went looking for you after you guys didn’t come back for an hour. WHY DIDN’T YOU ANSWER YOUR PHONE YOU DISOBEDIENT CHILD!?? AND WHERE THE HECK ARE YOU GUYS?!? SICHENG IS HAVING A PANIC ATTACK, HE’S SUPPOSED TO BE THE CALMEST ONE OF THE CLUB BUT HE LITERALLY HAD A MELT DOWN WHEN THEY COULDN’T FIND YOU. WHEN I GET MY HANDS YOU LEE JENO!

Jeno’s eyes widened as the tone in the text message escalated.

[11:06pm] JeNo - I was driving and uh...she was holding my hand and she fell asleep and you know, I really shouldn’t text and drive anyways… I took her to my place in Gangnam, we’ll probably stay the whole weekend and come back late Sunday...You can tell Sicheng and the rest of the leaders but NO one else. I don't want Y/N to get stressed out if people start showing up.

[11:07pm] KDyoung - So you want to confess...got it.

[11:08pm] JeNo - Wait no Hyung- 

[11:09pm] KDyoung - I’ll tell Sicheng that you guys are safe, come back Tuesday, I’ll make up an excuse for you two. Renjun, Yukhei and Y/N are going to be granted time off because of the death of a loved one and I can get Tae to use the emotional support reasoning for your absence.  Take care of her, that’s all I ask.

[11:10pm] JeNo - Thank you so so so so so much Hyung. Thank you...We’ll see you back at the house Tuesday night.

Jeno put away his phone as he heard you saying your goodbyes to Renjun.

“Take care of yourself.” you said, “Don’t worry about me...I will… I can’t believe you got caught, you were doing so well too...oh well..but yea I’ll talk to him. You guys are welcome to crash at my place tonight and the weekend or whatever...I’ll let you know when I know., Goodnight my dear prince.” 

After hanging up your phone, you let out a soft sigh, looking up when you felt someones presence at the door, making eye contact with Jeno.

Silently patting the spot next to you, he took it as an invitation that you were ready to talk and judging by the look on your face, it had seemed that you processed quite a few things in the short amount of time.

You curled into him the moment the bed dipped and he leaned back against the headboard, pulling the blanket cover the two over you before he wrapped his arms around you in an embrace. This sensation was familiar for the two of you as you spent many weeks of your childhood here watching thunderstorms through this very same window. 

“So Yukhei and Renjun got into a fight..” you said breaking the silence that consumed the two of you. 

“Shit seriously? What happened?” Jeno asked surprised, knowing that Renjun had started yelling at Yukhei when you ran out of the house.

“Renjun came to my defence, threw the facts in Yukheis face and I guess he couldn’t take the  truth.” you said, your voice coming out as a sigh, “Yuta, Johnny and Jae broke it up after Yukhei threw the first punch, got Renjun in the eye. Yukheis back on probation and they’ve assigned Kun to look out for him and to keep him in check. ”

“Finally, I’ve been trying to get Taeyong to do that for weeks. He didn’t even show up to practice at all this week. Also, is Renjun okay?” Jeno asked as he felt you shrug.

“He says it’s just a small bruise but Renjun’s also tough. He told me that in exchange for taking a hit for me...I had to do something for him…” you said and laid your head on Jenos shoulder inhaling the scent of his shower gel and realized that it hadn’t changed all these years.

“It would’ve been worse if I stayed behind...after hearing those things leave Yukheis mouth, Jaemin and Jisung had to hold me back from punching that asshole in the face.” Jeno said and felt you shift in his arms so you could look at him.

“Thank you for coming after me..” you said quietly, leaning up to kiss him on the cheek and he leaned down to kiss your temple, the two of you savoring the small moment your foreheads touched briefly, this was how he always calmed you down when you were upset, he was the only one who could. Like all the other times, you were able to feel yourself breath properly for the first time since you left home. The shock from the news wearing off slowly and the heavy sadness you felt was no longer present, “I guess you want to know what happened.” 

“Only if you want to tell me.” Jeno said as the two of you looked outside the window once more, “Like I said, I don’t want to push you.” 

“I want you to know…” you said, faintly playing with the ring on his index finger, the ring he was sure he’d give you one day, “You deserve to...but are you ready to hear it?“

“I’m open ears.” Jeno nodded, resting his head on your shoulder, letting out a huff, the hot air dancing across your neck, ticking you slightly “I just don’t want you to be hurting...I know how well you bottle things up and it’s so unhealthy.”

You smiled at the sound of concern from his voice and intertwined your fingers with his, feeling him hum in contentment, “What do you want to know?”

“You” Jeno responded simply, “I want to know about the girl who left town to pursue her own dreams only to come back a different person. The girl who stole my heart then…” he stopped himself for a moment when he heard you suck in a breath and realized he had nothing to lose now it wasn’t like either of you could run away, “The girl who still has my heart now.” he whispered softly but because he was next to your ear, it was loud and clear. When you didn’t say anything, clearly deep in your own thoughts, only to feel you shift deeper in his arms and he tightened his embrace, “How about you tell me about what happened tonight and we can go from there?” he suggested.

You nodded your head and cleared your throat, you couldn’t tell if it was the feeling of Jeno’s bare arms against your skin or the fact that he practically just confessed to you but the butterflies in your stomach were going crazy and you were afraid you’d explode if they didn’t stop soon.

“You remember earlier tonight when Renjun and I told everyone we were invited back to the Selects Performance team right?” you asked and felt him nod against your shoulder, “Anne-Marie...the backbone of this whole operation...her son, Xander passed away today. Only a few hours ago actually...but they suspect that he went sometime in the night. He was…” you paused, biting your lip and wiped a stray tear, “He was someone special to a lot of people. He was a mentor, a friend and a brother...he was the glue that kept everyone together.” you sniffled, feeling the urge to cry once more and you had to take a small moment to yourself.

Jeno stayed silent, his head resting between your neck and shoulder. His thumb ran comforting circles on the bare skin between your tank top and leggings while he whispered words of comfort. Urging you to continue only when you were ready. 

“He was also one of the few Select Competition Team members that Renjun and I actually went to school with. But even though he was one of the best in his year, he still treated everyone as an equal. The same way his mother taught him. He was the one who told us to audition for the Selects performance team our second year after seeing the progress we made.” you paused and choked back a sob, “He was the one who encouraged me to continue dancing even after my accident…” 

“Were you guys close?” Jeno asked curiously, wondering of the impact this person made in your life, at first you didn’t seem so upset but now you were trying not to have a breakdown. 

“We got closer when Renjun and I got the roles...he was once again assigned as our mentor...along with his partner who was another Junior, Wong Yuwen.” you muttered and Jeno stiffened.

“Yukheis sister..” Jeno muttered and felt you nod and heard your chuckle.

“She HATED my guts.” you said shaking your head, “She went to school with us too and had it out for me the moment I walked into the room.” 

“Seriously? But she didn’t even know you.” Jeno said, scrunching his nose and felt you shrug.

“It was her way of showing her dominance. Apparently she was a potential recruit for the same China club that Renjun is part of. When Renjun got accepted and she didn’t, she cut off all ties with him, even though her brother and Renjun were apparently good friends. When we met at the Selects training camp, hell broke loose.” you said thinking back to your first and only year with the Selects Team, “Because Xander, Renjun and I were already close from school, it was easy to joke around with each other during practice and he introduced us to his sister Mia, aka Renjuns current girlfriend. But on the day they met...Renjun...” you let out a sigh, “was an embarrassment to mankind and I almost regretted introducing him as my dance partner.” 

“Yikes.” Jeno said chuckling slightly, “What’s the story.”

“Mia is the one girl Renjun made a fool of himself by introducing himself as Reggie.” you deadpanned and Jeno had to laugh.

“She must’ve loved that.” Jeno said still shaking with laughter as you joined him with giggles, the heaviness of your heart lifting slightly.

“She did cause they were an item by closing night.” you said smiling slightly, “But during training and rehearsal, things were tense and this is kind of where it gets twisted, let me know if you need me to reiterate anything okay?” 

Jeno nodded and you took a breath.

“The Select Dance Company has ONE golden rule and it is a rule to be followed by everyone with no exceptions." you started.

“ You aren’t allowed to be romantically involved with your partners.” the two of you said at the same time and Jeno chuckled.

“Renjun explained it to me after I caught him talking to his girlfriend.” he explained when you gave him a look of curiosity, “But that’s another story, go on.”

“There were three known partner pairings within the dance company. Renjun and I represented the Juniors all around, Jongin and Mia were known for their strong stage presence and both incorporated Hiphop into a lot of their styles while Xander and Yuwen danced beautifully together but during rehearsal, it was an eyesore because Yuwen constantly threw herself at Xander and it was painfully obvious. I always found him hiding out in one of the practice rooms during our breaks when he needed to get away from her and I wanted to leave Renjun and Mia alone.” you smiled thinking of the short twenty minute breaks the two of you spent in the small practice room, talking about life, his battle with cancer which you only found out about by mistake and your transition from home to a new school.

You explained to Jeno that with Xander, it was like you and him. The practice room was your haven where you forgot about dance and were just yourselves even for a short period of time. 

“Did you...did you ever have feelings for him?” Jeno asked hesitantly, it wasn’t like it mattered anymore but he was just curious. 

“I asked myself that a lot during my time with him. Honestly, I don’t really know.” you answered honestly, “He was everything a girl could want, he was kind, smart, good looking...more princely than Renjun for sure..But I could never think of him that way and I made it clear the day he confessed.” 

“Wait, he confessed?” Jeno asked shocked and you nodded once more.

“Right after the semi-finals of our first year.” you said, “It was short and sweet, I like you more than a friend and it was the reason why I never asked to dance with you was all he told me. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t find it in my heart to accept him…” you whispered looking down, “I couldn’t accept him knowing that I left my heart back here with you. It wouldn’t be fair to either of us…So I told him that I couldn’t be with him knowing that deep down, my heart belonged to someone else and that he would always be an older brother to me. He took the rejection a lot better than I expected and I was glad our relationship didn’t change from that. If anything, it got better for everyone for a while.” 

Jeno listened intently as you told your story, he was glad to know that you always kept a part of him with you. It wasn’t like he didn’t know that already, the little reminders he saw around your bedroom ranging from pictures to gifts he’d given you, displayed for everyone to see were enough to tell him that you never stopped thinking of him. He still had one question though, how did Yukhei play into all this? “So Yuwen hated you and Yukhei wanted you...but Yukhei and Xander were best friends so technically, Yukhei broke the bro code by pursuing you in the first place.” 

“Pretty much…” you confirmed, “Xander wasn’t an idiot. He knew what Yukhei and Yuwen were doing. He didn’t know they were behind my accident till much later though and that was after we finished performing Swan Lake for the first time. After that…” you frowned and your hand tightened around his, “he started getting sick again...right around competition season our second year...we were hanging one day and he collapsed and I rushed him to the hospital. Renjun was with Mia and her mom on a trip to Paris that weekend so I stayed with Xander till they got back. I was with him when he got his test results back...he made me promise not to tell anyone. I didn’t out of respect, as much as it bothered me...I kept it to myself.” you sniffled, “I didn’t compete that season...I wanted to be there for Xander...when Renjun, his sister and mom got back...we had to break the news to them that his cancer returned and was growing at an aggressive pace..he had to start treatment immediately.” you smiled thinking about how much your friend fought for his life.

“What about Yukhei and Yuwen?” Jeno asked, “How did they react to it all?” 

“Xander cut all ties with Yukhei once he realized that he was behind my accident and he pulled out of the competition team when he got sick, leaving Yuwen to go solo once more.” you explained, “When it was announced that Xander would withdraw, she had a freak out. She blamed me for it all. Cornered me in the hall and pretty much yelled at me...She lost it when Xander came to my defense...she tried to slap me but Renjun and Jongin were able to hold her back while Xander and Mia took me somewhere else.” you chuckled to yourself, “I think she was more shocked that Xander actually yelled at her as opposed to him coming to my defense...She was dismissed from the Selects team that year by Anne-Marie herself. When we got back to school the following year, it was also Renjun’s last year before he went to train with the Chinese Ballet Association so he and Mia spent as much time together as they could and I took care of Xander up until I left. He and Jongin were the ones who encouraged me to attend SMAA.” you finished and let out a big sigh, “The last time I talked to him was two days ago and he said he was doing fine…” you said with a frown, “But he always didn’t want us to worry...I figured he lied.” 

“He probably did it for a good reason…” Jeno reasoned, running his hand through your hair in a comforting manner, “From what you told me, the two of you seemed to care for each other a lot... I would’ve loved to meet him.” 

“He said the exact same thing two days ago when I was telling him about you.” you said with a tearful smile, “He knew all about you, our past, everything. I think if it weren’t for him, Mia and Renjun, I would’ve lost my mind back there.” you chuckled and wiped more tears, accepting the tissue Jeno offered you and leaned into him so there was literally no space between you, “Thank you for letting me explain...for letting me get this off my chest.” 

“Thank you for letting me in. For letting me get to know the new you.” he whispered, placing a kiss on top of your head before resting his face in your hair, inhaling the scent of your shampoo that he knew all too well, surprised it hasn’t changed all these years.

Everything was sinking in for Jeno, he was glad you opened up about your past. The pain you went through, the person you became, he couldn’t believe you went through so much alone. You were a fairly private person to begin with and he knew that back in the day, he was the only one you would confide in, the only one you could trust. Now, you had Renjun, Jisung and Hana, three people who he saw as the keys that unlocked the door you called a heart. 

Hana was the female presence you needed. You didn’t really get along with the other girls when you were growing up and mainly depended on him and Jaemin from time to time. Hana on the other hand understood you and you shared the same sense of humor which was probably why she and Jaemin were going so strong. 

Jisung was essentially you in male form. You both had a lot in common from video games to your favorite foods and you were both extremely talented dancers. Your sense of humor, like Hana was the same and Jisung would often push boundaries with the two of you more than he would with Jeno and Jaemin. He also knew that Jisung cared deeply for you, to fly to another continent to be with you in your time of need was one thing, but the fact that he actually carried your iron supplements around showed that the memory of you collapsing was still fresh on his mind and despite reassurance, he still wasn’t sure what his friends feelings towards you were.

With Renjun, Jeno couldn’t figure it out yet. With Renjun, he saw sides of you he had never seen before. He saw your violent aggressive side that you unleashed on a daily basis towards your Chinese friend who did not hesitate to unleash his wrath right back, he also saw your serious, focused side when you and Renjun would review choreography, often harshly critiquing the other but the critiques made you both better right away. He got to see a new you, the real you. So many sides of you he was unfamiliar with yet, they were all qualities that made him fall deeper.

“So...I know this is sudden..” Jeno said breaking the silence and you shifted in his arms to look up at him, “Do you want to go on a date tomorrow?”

[excusemin]

GET TO KNOW ME TAG GAME

tagged by @katobobato , this was really interesting to do :)

1. What do you prefer to be called name wise?

-I honestly don’t mind, I go by Sammy or Minnie. I get Sammy from my middle name and Minnie from my art account and well here too hehe.

2. When is your birthday?

-June 30th 

3. Where do you live?

-In Cali :)))

4. Three things you are doing right now?

-Currently listening to D-2 for the thousandth time, writing the second part to my mini series if I can call it that??? and well writing this small little thing :)

5. Four fandoms that have piqued your interest right now?

- Welp, I’ve followed some of these bands before and I just officially considered myself a part of their fandoms: Carat (Seventeen) and Moa (txt).2 new fandoms that have caught my eye have been Stay (Stray Kids) and NCTzens (NCT 127). If anyone wants to show me more kpop bands to get into, by all means go ahead. I’d rather fall in love with another kpop boy than get my heartbroken by any other guy. 

6. How is the pandemic treating you?

-I’m safe and sound but my anxiety has gotten way worse than the usual. I’m working on that though. My job has become a bit hectic since I have to do it all online but it’s not impossible :)

7. A song you can’t stop listening to right now?

- I have a couple on a loop hehe. Set me free by Agust D(it helps my insomnia) and God’s Menu by Stray Kids( lort this song got me du du du du du du )

8. Recommend a movie?

- I have not been watching any movies recently. All anime hehe I’m a weakling for Attack on Titans but a movie that I actually liked was The Forest. 

9. How old are you?

-22 

10. School, university, occupation, other?

-College student, I would’ve graduated this year but the pandemic happened. 

11. Do you prefer hot or cold?

-I adore the cold so much because fluffy sweaters, fluffy socks, fluffy blankets... the list can go on but I’ll spare y’all from that 😅

12. Name one fact others may not know about you.

-I have a stutter. I stutter when I’m nervous or excited. I just stutter alot hehe it’s so embarrassing.  

13. Are you shy?

-I guess so, but I have always been that person that wont sit around and wait for people to come up to them. I still get really nervous when I’m talking to someone in person or online, it’s nerve wracking but hey new friends are welcome uwu

14. Do you have any preferred pronouns?

She/her

15. Any pet peeves?

-negative talk about someone, it just doesn’t sit well with me. When people belittle me overall, it makes me feel useless and weak. 

16. What’s your favorite “dere” type?

-Hands down tsundere, it’s the cutest thing ever uwu

17. Rate your life 1-10. 1 being really crappy and 10 being the best you could ever be.

-6/10? I’m just really bad at rating my life. Like I wish in a better mental space and just overall better. I’m not super happy about where I am now but it is better than where I was before and I suppose that is enough for me to keep on going. I’ll always work to be better and happier. 

18. What’s your main blog?

- This is my main blog uwu

19. List your side blogs and what they are used for.

- On here, this is my only blog. On instagram and tik tok, it’s excuseminnie (both art blogs where I post fanart or art in general that I create.)

20. Is there anything you think people need to know about you before becoming friends with you?

- Well, I am a really shy and anxious so I tend to say sorry alot in the beginning. Also, I have barely started talking to people online more. I struggle with it because it’s something I am not used to because my ex boyfriend was really manipulative and made me distance myself from everyone. So there might be times where I’ll take a while because I’m freaking out of what I should message back (also sorry for bringing that up). Also I “uwu” alot. 

Tagging: @dontaskshhhhh, @papillonsgf , @sketchguk , @sweetpeajeon and anyone else who wants to do this :)

[parisakamali]

Could I please be added to your birthday list as Di and I am born on the 24th of October! and also a ♡? Thank you and congrats again!!

di! hello again, and thank you again! 💖💗💘 you’re lovely, im glad you joined!! ✨

♡ : your blog is so much fun! i love the colours on the mobile theme, the blue (teal? im bad at colours) looks very fresh, if that makes sense. also, your header is gorgeous!! im not that big into multiple column themes, but i like yours a lot! i appreciate the posts being big so i dont have to squint every time im trying to read something lmao and i think the “welcome” message is fun (im pretty sure you changed it, but i like this too, very in character so to say lol) you put so much cursed content on my dash, oh my god!!! but everything is hilarious so i cant complain 😌 you’re very funny and have a cool kid vibe, i really enjoy seeing you on my dash! i havent gotten the chance to read any of your stuff yet, but im really planning to, especially the trc youtube au cause i like the concept a lot!!! im really glad we’re mutuals and i get very happy whenever i see you in my notifs <3 

hope you’re having a beautiful day!!! 💛

join my celebration uwu

[a-trainers-tale]

Nyz paid request

:: nyz ::  Hello!! I would like to request for a paid pokemon trainer description!! I'm sorry in advance for the long messages that are about to ensue but I hope they can give you a clear depiction of who I am and will make your decisions easier and more precise!! uwu  I'm a 20yo Leo girl who's studying Biomedical Engineering and Arts (with an English major!!) in Syd. I used to be a guitarist in a high school band and am in general more of an independent individual than a leader/follower.   1/8

I'm a shy person but some of my friends say I exude a quiet confidence HAHAHHAH. Other ways my friends/family have described me include: smart, kind, awkward, cute, determined, hardworking, creative and being a happy virus. I generally do well in my studies and am particularly good in Physics and English! However my flaws include: being too playful at times till it accidentally gets someone hurt, usually running late, having terrible mood swings and being a lil too competitive at times   2/?

(esp towards my younger siblings unfortunately) and being extremely indecisive!  I love writing but I have a problem of keeping within word limits. I love spending time with my dogs, being up early and generally don't mind waking up early but I like my mornings quiet and calm as I enjoy my breakfast hahahhah. I tend to work out quite a lot and particularly love cycling! I generally spend a lot of time in my room but I love fun social events like parties and weddings (I'm not sure why??).  3/?

I love cartoons/animated films a lot idk why but they give me a sense of relief from all my stress and they just make me feel good after watching them?? I also love creating random customized stuff like designing a birthday cake for my brother or creating a specialty dish for Mother's Day. Things I don't like include: loud noises, inconsiderate people, snails, being looked down upon, judgemental and close-minded people, presentations in front of large crowds and chocolate (sorry!!).  4/?

Some aesthetics of mine include: the colors of fall, the smell of freshly brewed coffee and freshly baked bread, glass/transparency, deep ideas, hugging a dog (most furry animals), being in the middle of a bustling city, the serenity at dawn, wrapped up in your blanket watching your favorite tv show at night, getting work done at a cafe, hugs, nyc apartments and theme parks.  5/?

My favorite food include pumpkins, Marie biscuits, cereal, artisan bread, almond milk, eggs with runny yolks, tomatoes, brocolli, mushrooms, bibimbap, sashimi salads, deli sandwiches, bruschetta, prawn dumplings, tiramisu, tangerines and flat rice noodle soups. My favorite books include Looking For Alaska by John Green and the Fire and Flood series by Victoria Scott. My favorite movies are Pitch Perfect (1&2 were good but 3 was kinda disappointing),   6/?

The Devil Wears Prada, Wreck-It-Ralph, Inception, Enchanted, Kiki's Delivery Service, the new Jumanji movies and Little Women. Fandom life is a big part of who I am hahhahah. My favorite TV Show is Friends (cliche ik) but also some animated series ahahhahh.  The reason I love Pokemon is probably bc it was a significant part of my childhood and the nostalgia just brings me back to those times when life was simpler(?). Also I ADORE the creativity and thought behind each Pokemon/character and  7/8

how it has created such a vivid, imaginative and yet not so farfetched world for the audience! The fact that it still has such a large and active following also makes me feel connected to a lot of people somehow :) Being a Pokemon trainer has always been a dream of mine for sure!! :')  Thank you so much for taking your time to go through this! I apologize in advance for the length and hope u know you're making one of my childhood dreams come true in a way uwu  Have an amazing day!!  8/8

Trainer class: Fairy tale girl

You walk to the beat of your own drum, but in a somewhat subdued way most of the time. Onlookers might think you to be a bit eccentric but also a bit quiet. In battle, you can be ferocious and emotional but also playful and excitable. You love inserting creativity into your daily life and you love being able to see the best in all pokemon. You have a lot of energy and can come across as being somewhat childish when you are in a playful mood, but when you are feeling more studious you can be an intimidating level of intelligence. Your quiet and playful nature can seem contradictory to some who don’t know you, but your pokemon have come to be able to read your moods quite easily and adjust their own behavior accordingly. You have a very fun relationship with other trainers you have bonded with and you have a very fun life with your pokemon who support you in everything you do. You cook with your pokemon often and you explore new hobbies and interests with them on the regular. You also love to escape into worlds that aren’t your own, so you consume a lot of creative media and chase after intellectual pursuits that suit your interests quite often. Your pokemon love you as a trainer but their also love you as family and would do anything to protect your playful smile and inquisitive mind. 


Starter: Eevee

Your starter pokemon is Eevee. Eeevee is a very unique pokemon and a notoriously indecisive pokemon in the ways that it can evolve. Eeevee is inquisitive and a perfect fit for your excitability. You and eevee are a wonderful match for exploring and learning new things together. Eeevee will never judge you and will always stand by your side when you need it and when you want to have fun. Eevee has a lot of energy, so you might end up spending a lot of your own energy calming it down enough to go to bed at night. Eevee has many different ways of evolving, so it will be a challenge to get it to land on one, but earn its trust and it will love you forever.


Partner: Mareep

Mareep is a very soft pokemon, both in the emotional sense and in the physical sense. You will want to wear gloves of some kind before rubbing Mareep's fur too much, but regular snuggling is welcome and safe. Mareep is a very kindly and considerate pokemon and, if treated well, will grow into Ampharos who is able to act as a guiding light for travelers and lost people and pokemon. Mareep acts as a comfort for you, though it does not participate in any battling that you do since it is somewhat faint of heart. Keep it close to you and it will help you keep calm and support you in return. 

Team: Sylveon (starter), Celesteela, Zebstrika, Exploud, Phanpy

Hometown: Circhester, Galar

Your hometown is Circhester in the Galar region. Circhester is a somewhat large town that a lot of tourists move through. It is a historical town full of statues and buildings that have been around for a long time, but it has also kept up with recent trends enough to not seem old. Circhester is home to the Hero’s Bath, which is the pride of the town. From growing up here, you learned a lot of history and you have learned a lot about all of the people who have lived and moved around in Circhester. This gave you a natural curiosity and an interest in learning more about other people and about what it means for pokemon to be strong and for a trainer to be brave. Circhester gave your interest in bonding with people and also gave you your warm aesthetic sense. 


Battle style: Playful and intimidating

You are quite a rambunctious trainer and tend to go your own way. You prefer the paths that look less traveled, quite literally. You will find yourself lost sometimes, looking for places to find interesting pokemon you haven’t met before or interesting people. You are the kind of trainer that one would run into deep in the corner of a forest lifting rocks to try and find something interesting. Your inquisitive mind and high level of playfulness makes you a very fun person to battle, as long as you aren’t in a competitive mood in which case you can be a fierce and emotional opponent. You have been known to yell and get very into battles, which spurs on your own pokemon and tends to act as an intimidation factor for your opponent’s. You are a strong and independent rival to many other trainers who started at the same time as you, and you compete with them not only in battle but also intellectually and in terms of the knowledge you have accumulated in your travels. You want to find new things to learn but you also dive deeply into new things that interest you, so you have a lot of knowledge about a lot of things pertaining to pokemon and the people around you. You connect with trainers who you battle with, and so you have a large amount of numbers in your phone for people who want rematches or who want to tell you new things they learned. Your energy spurs your pokemon on during battle and brings you new connections with pokemon and with people, never lose your passion and always allow yourself to let lose during battle so that you and your pokemon can have as much fun as possible.

[venividavici]

⌠ DANNA PAOLA, 25, CIS FEMALE, SHE/HER ⌡ welcome back to gallagher academy, VIDA TORRES! according to their records, they’re a GRADUATE FOURTH year, specializing in SEDUCTION AND FLIRTATION + ADVANCED ENCRYPTION; and they DID go to a spy prep high school. when i see them walking around in the halls, i usually see a flash of (glittering accessories, perfect nails clacking on a keyboard, high-end perfume you can only smell once you’re just close enough). when it’s the cancer’s birthday on 06/23/95, they always request their TINGA MEXICANA from the school’s chefs. looks like they’re well on their way to graduation.

                                         𝕘𝕠𝕝𝕕𝕖𝕟 𝕘𝕚𝕣𝕝

ACCESS: GRANTED FILE NAME: TORRES, V.; 25; MEXICAN-AMERICAN

Vida Torres was raised by a legacy family. Sergio Torres and Nadia Bautista both came from legacy families as well-- Sergio’s mother and Nadia, as well as Nadia’s mother, both graduated form Gallagher Academy itself. Growing up alongside her twin brother, Hale, she only ever knew a deep love for her family. She was at a young age, and after a careful and respectable upbringing, told about their family secret: she was actually apart of a family of spies. More so, if she chose it, she could follow in their footsteps and become one too. Vida couldn’t say yes fast enough.

She had always been ambitious and quick-witted, a fact she could tell her parents were proud of. Bringing home the best grades and growing into stunning looks was Vida’s way of making sure they always loved her and were happy to call her their own. Maybe that was a bit unhealthy, but the love was there nonetheless, so what did it really matter?

After excelling in school, she was enrolled into a great preparatory school for spies for her high school career. Vida thrived there. She learned how to command a room with the bat of an eye, and wield a gun with the delicacy of a paintbrush. Even though her family’s legacy blood ran through her veins, it was obvious this is what she was born to do regardless.

After graduation, she and her family decided it would be best to take a few years off and develop her skills privately before applying for Gallagher Academy. Though Vida agreed to it, because it was what her parents told her to do, she couldn’t deny it killed her inside a bit. Gallagher was the golden standard, the place she had been working all her life to get into to follow in her mother’s footsteps. The fact that she couldn’t yet enroll only sparked the growing fear that she wasn’t yet good enough. So, in the next years, she spent every waking moment working on her skills and training to become the best she could be.

Perhaps her family had made the right call after all. By the time she turned 21, ready to apply for Gallagher, Vida was as sharp as a snake, and just as deadly, earning her the nickname ‘the Viper’. She was in her element now, finally walking the halls of the prestigious school she had always dreamed of going to among peers she cared for and respected. Vida was living the dream.

That was, until Gallagher decided to allow boys in. It’s not like she hates men, she just believes the school endured so much and established so much in its years, all while being unapologetically female. It was something she was so proud to be a part of-- plus the girls were so used to their regular dynamics, why throw boys into the mix? It doesn’t help that some boys are just so... ugh. You can catch Vida being very vocal about her distaste for their presence here.

The only boy she could never truly fault for anything, and is actually so excited to have at school, is of course her darling brother, Hale. The two practically raised each other, and Vida knew that no matter what they argued over or got themselves into, she loved her brother unconditionally.

In any case, Vida is determined to finish her final year in the best standing possible, ready to take on the world with her family name and her own fire.

TL;DR - THE FACTS

Vida is a legacy student of the Torres (and Bautista) family, and is twin sister to Hale

she’s super ambitious and (mostly) sure of herself, which can either be admirable or a bit of a pain

she’s extroverted, but can be known to be a bit much from time to time

went to a spy prep school, and then took three years of extra training before going to Gallagher at age 21

loves the school, including the female camaraderie, and is very annoyed that boys are now accepted

will do anything for her brother-- if you cross him, you cross her

SENIOR YEAR, BABEY; Vida is trying to graduate as the best possible version of herself

CONNECTIONS

Emmett Blackthorne

Jude Park

Aylin Kaleli, Noah Ward, Naz Farhi, Briar Escarra

Amelia Taylor

Claire Walsh

Grayson Berkshire

this has again been strud, i’m slowly coming out of my shell, pls message me here on tumblr or on discord so we can plot uwu!!

[kamino-ink]

Romeo | Lee Felix

genre ⌁ friends-to-lovers, [ sort of,,, not exactly lover status but it is implied ] minor angst but also fluff uwu

summary ⌁ Ever since the boy you called your best friend left on the day of his sixteenth birthday with no goodbye or warning, you’ve been determined to grow past the pain he left with you; but of course, not everything works out that way - especially when two years later you end up in South Korea as an up and coming variety show host.

word count ⌁ 2.8k

warning ⌁ this is bad and technically just a long drabble tbh,,, sorry

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 Lee Felix was born on September fifteenth of the year 2000, and you were born just three months later on Christmas day; call it fate or anything of that matter, but on the very day you were born, your dad had run into Felix’s - probably because your dad was having a mild panic attack and the other nurses around were busy, you know, helping you be born. Simple enough, really - both of your dads bonded over the fact that yours was about to be a dad and his was, well, still struggling to being a new dad. Boom, instant friendship.

 Along with that came the fact that you and Felix instantly were destined to be childhood friends. Turns out that his family also lived just down the street from your house, too, which made it even easier to stay close with the slightly older boy after all those years. Not that... you were complaining.

 See, here’s the thing; Lee Felix was a ray of sunshine to not just the people around him, but you as well. His warm smile was enough to make your heart pound in your chest, and his charismatic attitude certainly helped your lesser days become just a bit, or a lot, brighter. It was as if he was, for lack of a better term, your own guardian angel. On your darkest days he would be there to cheer you up with homemade cookies and milk, and on his darkest days you would do the same for him.

 You and Felix were practically made for each other, as everyone put it. Whether they meant it as something more than platonic care or something more, it was up for the two of you to decide. Except... you never got to figure that part of the whole mystery between the two of you out. All because he left before you could tell him how you truly felt.

 Being able to vividly recall every individual detail of the day you lost Felix wasn’t exactly something you cared for. And the fact that this haunting nightmare kept coming out of nowhere to attack your thoughts out of thin air wasn’t the most pleasant of reminders.

 It had been Felix’s sixteenth birthday when he left so suddenly, and it had also been an otherwise normal day; except, whenever his birthday came around, you would always wake up a couple hours early to bake him chocolate chip cookies. He never asked for anything else from you, always stating that having you as his other half was enough to last a lifetime of birthdays. So you obliged each passing year, handing him the platter of cookies at lunch during school with pink tinted cheeks and a wildly beating heart.

 But that particular day, something felt... off. Felix hadn’t shown up to any of his classes or even lunch, plus he didn’t answer any of your texts throughout the day. To say you were worried was quite the understatement.

 So naturally you booked it to his house after classes had ended, anxiously chewing on your nails during the bus ride to your house and the short walk to his down the street. When you arrived at the front door, it was like everything else was a blur to you.

 “Oh Y/N, we thought that he told you,”

 “Sweetheart... Felix had his party last night and flew out to South Korea this morning. He’s going to be a trainee-”

 No goodbye, no note, nothing - all Felix had taken with him was his luggage and your heart.

 Even now, almost two full years later, you found yourself reminiscing on the older boy; of course you knew he was doing well, growing into quite the young charmer as a member of a Korean pop group called Stray Kids. In fact, you had watched their survival show after getting a message about it from his mom back in Australia. You could also vividly remember nearly throwing your phone across the small bedroom of your apartment when he initially was eliminated - and when he was included in the final lineup you just about cried; oh who are you kidding, you did cry. Like a baby.

 He’d always been cute, even as a kid and growing teenager, but god almighty he had become so handsome and utterly stunning at the ripe age of eighteen; it was as if he’d stolen all the good genes of your generation and used them himself, in all honesty. But it was so much more than just that - he grew up as a person, too. Seeing the boy you were so proud to once call your best friend so happy and well... kind of hurt, at times.

 You’d always grown up making silly promises of moving in together after school, going to the same university, and being together forever; in what context it was never specified, but it was pure all the same. Yet here you were, just having turned eighteen not even four months ago. You live a solitary life in a small yet cozy apartment in the heart of Jeju, having been brought in by a decent internship at a radio station a few months back.

 Then when you had to host the show for the regular broadcaster when she called in sick for a solid week and a half, you found a new love in the entertainment industry. Since then you’ve been doing small gigs, like guest hosting other radio shows or acting as a temporary host for variety shows; and then one day, you got a call from the producers of Idol Room - it was still somewhat fresh since Doni and Coni had left Weekly Idol, and they were on the hunt for occasional guest hosts and the like.

 To put it in lighter terms, you got a temporary opportunity to help host Idol Room. You were kind of already making a name for yourself in the variety business, being able to make guests comfortable with light humor and adapting to their personalities with ease; with such a big opportunity like this, you were simply ecstatic to see what the outcome would be.

 And then came the day you were going to be on Idol Room.

 Most of the staff were pretty relaxed, helping you rehearse the lines you needed help with (as Korean was not your native language) and encouraging you to do well on the show. What didn’t help calm your bundling nerves, however, was the knowledge in knowing that Stray Kids would be today’s guests. Of all the idol groups out there, you just had to host the popular show on the day your once best friend was going to be there.

 “Remember, you come in and introduce yourself when Coni calls for you,” one of the female staff reminds you calmly, noticing how you’ve started to chew on the tips of your nails with growing anxiety, “you will do wonderful, Y/N, and I’m sure the boys will adore you as well.”

 You were so not ready for this.

 “- today the rookie monsters, Stray Kids, will be joining us!”

 Was it too late to back out?

 “Ah, but that’s not all - we have an intern with us today too! Welcome, Intern Y/N!”

 That was your cue.

 “H-hello,” shit, “I’m Intern Y/N, it’s nice to meet you!” You quickly introduced yourself after having stepped out from the crowd behind the cameras, feeling the curious stares of the idol group burning holes into the back of your head. Doni and Coni supportively pat your shoulders, making some oddball joke before telling you to get on with your ‘job.’

 That was how most of the show went; you’d be smiling in the corner of the shot at their silly antics and games, occasionally sending the two main hosts glares whenever they said something a bit too harsh, and introducing small segments. Until, that is, they’d started poking a bit of fun at Felix for having done theater in school - particularly bringing up old recordings of him playing as Romeo during freshman year.

 It was silly at first, just a quick joke about how he was a theater nerd, but then Doni started to take it a bit too far for your liking.

 “Oh, I think that your Juliet was hesitant to kiss you! Even her lines are shaky!” The older man insisted with a chuckle, though you could just tell from Felix’s awkward laugh that it wasn’t all too appreciated. You also just knew that it had to hurt the boy, especially since theater had been his life in school - he’d even dragged you into it.

 You would know, because you had been playing his Juliet.

 “Actually, my lines were really shaky because we were performing in front of the entire student body.” You utter quietly, only to feel your cheeks heat up to a degree you didn’t even know was possible because your mic had increased the volume - meaning everyone heard your words. Not one ear fell short of perking up at your words; especially not Doni and Coni���s.

 “Your - your lines?” Coni said in awe, quickly coming over to your little spot at the side of the room and pulling you closer to the center just a few inches in front of the boys. “So... that little girl is you, Intern Y/N?”

 With a nervous laugh escaping your lips, you rub the back of your neck - a sort of nervous habit you’d picked up over the years. “Erm, yeah. Lix - I mean, Felix and I went to the same school.” You admit, knowing full well when the episode aired that the information would easily be found by fans anyway. The two men hum in understanding, but wicked smiles slowly find their way onto their lips.

 Doni gently pushes you closer to where Felix is standing, teasingly patting the top of your head while Coni does the same for a baffled Felix. “Say some of your lines, they don’t have to be in order! Let’s see if it was really the stage fright that made Intern Y/N so nervous.” One of them cooed, though you were too focused on catching your breath after meeting the taller boy’s nervous gaze.

 No - he had no right to be nervous. He left you hanging, not the other way around.

 “But, soft, what light through yonder window breaks? It is the east, and Juliet is the sun.” The freckled boy utters without a single stutter or break of his words, reciting the line perfectly with no hesitation whatsoever. Your lips part in surprise, to which you swear he chuckles softly at.

 You weren’t too sure of what the following line was, in all honesty, so you quoted the first one that you could think of. “O Romeo, R - Romeo, wherefore art thou Romeo? Deny thy... thy father and refuse thy name; or if thou wilt not, be but sworn my love and I’ll no longer be a C - Capulet.” Curse your stupid nervous heart for having you stutter in front of Felix, curse his intoxicating smile for making your heart feel as if it was beating out of your chest.

 You faintly hear Doni and Coni giggling like little school girls in the back, clearly milking the scene to garner to their viewers watching at home. But you were entirely focused on the freckled idol in front of you, his gaze flickering all over your flushed face even though he knew that there were a dozen cameras filming his every move - his every reaction.

 “... It’s been a while, Y/N.” He speaks up softly, finding solace in staring at your eyes after he’s analyzed the rest of your heated expression.

 “Since you left without even saying goodbye?” The sharp jab spills from your lips almost inaudibly, but by the falling features of his speckled face you can tell he’s heard you loud and clear. “Yeah, it’s been two years. Two years of not having my best friend with me.”

 He winces, but doesn’t make an effort to argue against it. For a moment it looks as if he wants to say more, to keep talking to you, but by then Doni and Coni are moving the show onto another segment; meaning you had to walk away first. Of course, you could feel Felix’s sad gaze following your back as you turned away from him to face the cameras, and as much as you hated it; you felt a twinge of longing tugging at your heartstrings.

“Good job today, intern!” Coni praises you lightheartedly after the shoot is finally over, playfully ruffling your hair much to your slight distaste. “You’re a natural at this sort of thing, so don’t be surprised if we give you another call soon.”

 “Ah, thank you - that means so much coming from someone like you-”

 You’re suddenly interrupted by a hand going to hover over your shoulder, as if the person behind you was too scared to touch you with no warning. “Y/N, can I talk to you?”

 Oh no, it was Felix - you could recognize that deep yet soothing voice from just about anywhere. You stiffen up slightly, pouting when Coni immediately obliges and heads off to wander somewhere else in the aftermath of the shooting.

 “Y-yeah, sure thing.” You give in easily with a small sigh, knowing you couldn’t exactly escape the situation at hand. Felix lets out a cute noise of relief, akin to a sigh but a bit too high pitched.

 Said idol leads you to an empty corner of the otherwise crowded studio, letting his hand fall off of your shoulder and down in front of him to wring with his other free hand. “Okay I don’t - really know how to go about this,” he breathes out quietly, playing with the hems of his sleeves as he tried to get the words he wanted to say out, “I just... wanted to say that I’m so unbelievably sorry for leaving you behind like that, back home. It’s a shit excuse, but - I didn’t want to say goodbye because saying goodbye means that we weren’t going to see each other again.”

 “You’re kind of right - it is a pretty bad excuse,” you utter after an awkward moment of silence, quick to cover up your tracks when his lips purse into a sad pout, “but - I’m over it, freckles. Seriously, it was in the past.”

 You weren’t lying, truly; for almost two years you’d been moving on not from Felix himself, as that was a task you deemed quite impossible, but from the day he left home. Erasing that single day simply brightened the memories you held dear to your heart, which was practically every waking moment you had spent with the boy.

 Sure, it hurt how he left you so suddenly - how he hadn’t bothered to at least fight for you two to remain in communication. That’s just how life worked out, and you were strangely alright with it; especially since you were here, right now, seeing the boy who’d been by your side your entire life after two years of watching his blossoming success on a screen.

 “No, you shouldn’t forgive me so easily,” he insisted, much to your surprise, “I want to make it all up to you, even if it takes me months or years. I just... I just want to be able to call you my best friend again, my other half, my - my soulmate.”

 “Felix, you don’t have to do all that... though if it might make you feel better, I won’t stop you.”

 The boy with little constellations dotting his dark cheeks blinks; once, twice, and a third time before his lips crack open to reveal a tiny, hopeful smile. “Great! I mean - good, yeah! Can I um... have your number, then?” He asks you almost timidly, making you giggle softly under your breath as you nod slowly at him. “I don’t have my phone on me, can I just put my number into yours for now?”

 When you nod again and hand him your phone, the smile on his face seems to brighten even more - if it was possible to be blinded by a smile, you were sure that Felix’s would’ve made you unable to see long ago.

 “Okay, here-”

 “Felix, we gotta go!” One of the other boys calls out to the younger, waving for him to join the waiting group. Frantically, he hands you your phone back, neglecting to lock it before he starts to head off.

 “Just text me whenever you can, Y/N! I’ll be waiting for you!” He states in a rush, catching up with his friends soon after. With a slight shake of your head in quiet amusement, your gaze flickers down to the screen of your phone where Felix had put his contact name in. A warm, bubbly smile twitches onto your lips from the name, and you’re sure it’ll only continue to appear in the near future whenever you get to texting the boy back.

 Contacts:

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 Romeo <3

[flarekaneko]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

To the most wonderful human being ( 👀 or are they just a bunch of toads in a human skin? Who knows) UWU I ever got to meet! I love you very much and wish you the happiest of birth UWU I’m glad you exist! Though we don’t talk very often, I know I can always message you and be warmly welcomed though 👀 I’m scared of the memes you may hold so Thats UWU something but anyways love you AND WISH THIS GOOD BEAN A HAPPY BIRTH LOVE YOU @tangelojack