#write out the affirmations yesyesyesyesyes

[screams-for-three-hours-straight]

*smacks my brain with a stick* BE NICE *bonk* UR FRIENDS CARE ABOUT U *bonk* ITS OKAY IF UR A LITTLE ANNOYING *bonk* PPL WHO TRULY CARE ABT U STILL LOVE U IF UR ANNOYING *bonk* YOU HAVE HEALTHY RELATIONSHIPS NOW *bonk* IF SOMETHING WAS WRONG THEY'D TELL U *bonk* NOBODY IS LEAVING U OR PULLING AWAY FROM U *bonk* U ARE JUST PARANOID BC UR A TRAUMATIZED MEOWMEOW *bonk* U ARE NOT LESS VALUABLE THAN OTHERS *bonk* U ARE WORTHY OF THE LOVE AND KINDNESS UR FRIENDS GIVE U *bonk* U DONT HAVE TO EARN LOVE *bonk* U DONT HAVE TO BE PERFECT FOR PPL TO VALUE U *bonk* U DONT HAVE TO PRETEND TO BE PERFECT AND OKAY WITH UR OWN SUFFERING *bonk* ITS NOT WEAKNESS TO LET PPL IN *bonk* THERE IS NO PIN U MUST WAIT ON TO DROP, UR FRIENDS DONT SECRETLY HATE U *bonk* U ARE VALUED AND LOVED U DUMB BITCH *bonk* U JUST NEED A SNACK AND SOME SLEEP *bonk bonk bonk* SMOKE SOME WEED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[stopmyhearts]

Mindbomb live blog an actually mind-blowing experience and definitely one of my favourites

yay Gallifrey time! (this is the first thing I write down every time but it's true)

I love that the way Valyes addresses them as ex-presidents, the political situation is just so messed up

god I love the way Narvin explains this to Leela

I was joking Leela and Narvin autism moment

I love the way this just ends up being legal spats

oh Morbius interesting nice mention

I hate Darkel so much

oh the fuck is she doing now

oh that is amazing

they are the high council that is so weird I love it

on a technicality I love it, this is all just technicalities

well that's bad

this politicking is so cool

I wonder how Romana was right at the beginning of her presidency

Matthias is so fucking manipulative, I did not guess this before last episode

yes Leela!

Narvin stop it with the fucking law, you had it all figured out last episode, you are Romana's man just accept it

even I don't what side I'm on it's so compelling, his identity, what he's loyal too

I adore how protective Leela is

they really need to stop imprisoning Romana

that is so mean

good grief Narvin 😆

oh they're using K9

I love that

oh that's good of him

the stupidity clause 😆

calling her naive, he's not wrong in regards to politics but this is again so interesting

there is no one else 🥺

Leela and Romana both seem very sad

it's so interesting how Romana too has now been isolated from all her allies

so they really only have each other and Narvin

and Leela has lost so much!!

I love the way they talk about him, with contempt and appreciation at the same time

a metaphorical knife I adore her

Romana is really a rare honest politician

I love how Leela is so loyal to her

oh he is good

Darkel is so fucking evil

affirmative by Leela 😆

oh that's odd

K9 please mention your conclusions

like things on Gallifrey constantly don't make sense so don't dismiss anything as illogical

he did that with Wynter too

Edit: this is the point where I thought it might be Brax for the first time but I didn't want to jinx it by writing it down

I hope Narvin's trying to make her incriminate herself

I feel like Narvin really shows his sides in opposition only

like he figures out what is important to him when it's threatened only

which is why he was so completely on Romana's side the last three chapters

I hope Brax comes back soon

I miss him yeah me too Leela

Gallifrey's type of government is very interesting

I like seeing someone in a bit more normal position and what they think about this

Darkel is a bitch but a very good politician

what's happening

oh I bet she arranged this

she's totally the type to do it

thank you Narvin she sounds so surprised 🥺

and Narvin defending her>>>>>>

I love how Leela does that, it's how I react to sarcasm

K9 being pedantic I love it

apart from everyone who's met her so true

I want to shoot her

yes Leela do violence

oh yeah this is precisely what Darkel wants

whether or not she organized it she's so going to be using this

it's someone else

I feel like it could be Brax

I hope it is

I did not look at the character list btw, I genuinely don't know if he's in this one

ha I love Annos

who says it's a man

I love that Romana still calls the shots even in so bad situations

yeah Narvin gets it

I love their discussions

they are so full of tension and layers *please please

please tell me it is him

yes

yesyesyesyesyes

I love him he's back

oh shit that's bad stuff

no she already said it, Romana listen Leela!

yes

I'm so happy he's back

yay I love it

it explains perfectly why they wanted it removed

oh her plan is backfiring I love it

I did not expect this at all

oh fuck her

oh shit what's happening to him

wtf

this is bad

Is it Pandora

oh she really cannot stop can she

now what will Narvin do to that

oh that was the Doctor I remember, in Invasion of Time

I hate Darkel so fucking much

she's so fucking evil

oh now to examine Narvin's brain

oh very good

I love this

it's incredible that Darkel still expects Narvin to follow her orders

yes she needs to get her fucking due

oh it's left him

it's gone elsewhere

Darkel?

please tell me it's her

oh yes

yes

fucking finally

that's precisely what she deserved

that is what I meant Leela I love you

no Brax stay please

oh what the fuck