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screams-for-three-hours-straight · 9 days ago

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*smacks my brain with a stick* BE NICE *bonk* UR FRIENDS CARE ABOUT U *bonk* ITS OKAY IF UR A LITTLE ANNOYING *bonk* PPL WHO TRULY CARE ABT U STILL LOVE U IF UR ANNOYING *bonk* YOU HAVE HEALTHY RELATIONSHIPS NOW *bonk* IF SOMETHING WAS WRONG THEY'D TELL U *bonk* NOBODY IS LEAVING U OR PULLING AWAY FROM U *bonk* U ARE JUST PARANOID BC UR A TRAUMATIZED MEOWMEOW *bonk* U ARE NOT LESS VALUABLE THAN OTHERS *bonk* U ARE WORTHY OF THE LOVE AND KINDNESS UR FRIENDS GIVE U *bonk* U DONT HAVE TO EARN LOVE *bonk* U DONT HAVE TO BE PERFECT FOR PPL TO VALUE U *bonk* U DONT HAVE TO PRETEND TO BE PERFECT AND OKAY WITH UR OWN SUFFERING *bonk* ITS NOT WEAKNESS TO LET PPL IN *bonk* THERE IS NO PIN U MUST WAIT ON TO DROP, UR FRIENDS DONT SECRETLY HATE U *bonk* U ARE VALUED AND LOVED U DUMB BITCH *bonk* U JUST NEED A SNACK AND SOME SLEEP *bonk bonk bonk* SMOKE SOME WEED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#sys: zeit🧿#this is like an anti-vent #Brain is being a dick :(((((#write out the affirmations yesyesyesyesyes #why must i be like this >:((((#No zeit !!! nobody secretly hates u and u didnt unknowingly obliterate ur relationships by existing !#sometimes ppl are just tired or hungry or dont feel well and thats okay !!!!#just bc u expect urself to socially perform when ur at ur lowest doesnt mean that other ppl hate u when they dont do the same #thats just the NPD/BPD comborino talking ho #not that I expect others to socially perform when theyre not doing well ofc #my brain just takes anything and everything and runs out of control with it like a dog with a crack-covered steak #this is why i do Substances™#actually bpd #bpd #bpd things #npd safe #actually npd #whaaaaat zeit acknowledging her own npd symptoms ?????? damn didn't know that could happen LMAO #slowly coming to terms with the fact that I have NPD as much as anyone else in the system #just less symptomatic than say like Onyx or Jay or Moses but ITS THE SAME BRAIN duh #ALSO 4 other ppl who will see this: ppl love and value u #me @ me: LET PEOPLE CARE ABOUT U ZEIT STOP QUESTIONING IT AND LET IT HAPPEN #idk im just silly and miss my friends and my brain for some reason thinks convincing me they hate me will fix that ??????#affirmations #teehee #any anti-NPD bullshit on my post will face my wrath (blocked lmao)

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