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So yes I have OF COURSE read @naffeclipse new fic Apex Polarity and yes, I AM OBSESSED!
So I decided to make a little comic of how I think their "first encounter" might have looked like from Eclipse's perspective.
I can't help but think about how alien and scary we most look to him (especially if there is a history of fasco hunting polar sirens in the past). With all that gear we look like emotionless beings, just observing and uncaring of this ice world. But then when y/n shows up and probably exudes this joy and wonder for his world + shows respect for the creatures and the environment??? Mmh yeah, I can see Eclipse falling for y/n, especially considering how alone he might be...
So yes, that's what I have for today! If you want to read the fic I'll link it right here. I can't recommend it enough, but as always, read the tags so you know what you're getting into! And lastly I also want to @themeeplord beacuse Eclipse's design is basically their design in my style (god I love their design so much, their character/creature designs are the BEST) so all the credit goes to them! Polar!Y/N is my design thou! ;P
Now if you'll excuse me, I'm going to go read the two latest chapters-
YIPPEE!!!
#apex polarity#orca!eclipse#polar y/n#dca#dca fandom#I am once again plagued by the terrible ramble disease#but I got thoughts and I wanna share them >:/#so here are some more:#when I say the humans look alien I mean Grey alien level alien#Emotionless face? Check. Big empty eyes? Check. Studying and probing the inhabitants? Check. Possibly abducts inhabitants? Check#or mad scientist vibe#imagine professor Membrane from Invader Zim while he's saying 'I know better know' <- that kind of vibe#ok- one last thought!#as you can see- I decided to go full out and try coloring and stuff!#and one of the reasons why I decided to do that is because I'm not well practised in those departments- but I want to get better at them!#so if you think this looks like a hot mess- it's because they are XD#but with all this considered- I think I did pretty well!#So I hope you enjoyed it! XD#Now I'm giving all of you who's read ALL OF THIS a giant gold star#because wow- you're dedication and focus is absolutely INSANE and I appreciate you taking the time to read this#NOW GO AND BE FREE MY FRIEND!!!
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Here's that, as a kind reminder for people to BE GENTLE TO KAIDAN.
I saw the ''Wolverine or Kaidan ; who's the best canadian'' poll on tumblr, and had the SHITTIEST idea to go trough the reblogs tags and HOLY SHIT PEOPLE NEED TO FUCKING CHILL ???
Like basically, people voting for Kaidan were like ''sorry Logan, but Kaidan is my sweet baby boy </3'' while people voting for Wolverine were literally shitting on Kaidan and his fans and MAN ?? I DID NOT LIKE SEEING THAT.
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And in the middle of drawing this I thought that I absolutely had to make that second part.
Shepard is in his ''emotional battery'' recharge phase.
#my poor guys#let the virmire survivors in peace ffs#I've had too much hurt/comfort in my fics lately I needed this to be FULL COMFORT.#still my poor guy's destroyed hands... ; - ;#marcus shepard#mass effect#commander shepard#mass effect fanart#mass effect 3#kaidan alenko#mshenko#kaidan x shepard#mass effect kaidan#art#give them a rest#people are mean and I don't like that#it's 2023 ffs I'm done arguing#I bite (aggressively) the next person who messes with my boy#why is my art style so frickin incosistent#like wow#shenko
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I'd thought I remembered, in the Knights of Requital planning, someone mentioning the gala being moved, because it gave the Nein an extra day to prep, and Dolan did specify that it had been unexpectedly pushed back a day, but doesn't suggest he knows why. (It's not clear to me based on the conversation when this change happened—it's possible Dolan has simply heard this update recently, but it also might've been a last minute change.) I was wondering because the timing of the Zauberspire attack coinciding with the gala seemed odd.
It is very narratively convenient, of course, and certainly the Kryn spies could've been using it for the same reason that the Knights of Requital were—important figures of the city were distracted and otherwise occupied, and Thuron does give an indication that Ulog was feeding them information as well, so he certainly could've suggested that timing to both.
But two things about the attack struck me: first, that the Zauberspire does not seem to be very far from where the gala is held, which makes it less of a distraction and more of a liability for covert military operations; and second, the Assembly reacts instantly. Moreover, Trent is already there, though he normally resides in Rexxentrum. He doesn't exactly seem the type to show up for annual holiday festivities, given he doesn't stand to gain much if anything from hobnobbing with a bunch of regional socialites, and Ludinus later suggests he is not exactly being dispatched to events as a diplomatic entity. Of course he can be in another city quite quickly, but this all happens so quickly that I find it unlikely that there would've been time to inform someone in another city prior to apprehending the infiltrators, given the immediacy with which the mages respond.
The point being, I think they were warned.
#hmmmm who could've possibly done such a thing wow i guess we'll never know#god i would KILL for the whole background on this attack in particular @ m9 animated gimmeeeee#hilariously if I'm right that would mean essek is doubly responsible for the war lmao#“i carry a lot of sins like you do”/“not anywhere like i do”/“don't be so sure”/“I'm pretty sure young man” YEAH LOL WELL HE WAS NOT LYING#I'm laughing. my fave is the worst (affectionate) and I'm laughing#let it never be said that i do not acknowledge his crimes#I am very aware of them and in fact am super happy to ascribe more to him#i am merely whooping and cheering the whole time. because it's fun#love fictional mess in sociopolitics hate it irl#cr meta#megs rewatches c2
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Wait... Dream was born on August 12, 1999 and Dream was arrested in the Disc Finale on January 20, 2021 soo... wait, wait, wait, that means he was only 21 when he was imprisoned for life in a small lava covered box!... Did I do that math right? 21?! Man was barely able to drink legally in the United States and they gave him a life sentence in a boiling cell with nothing but lava, raw potatoes, a clock, and some books?!... oh my god...
#sorry.... I just... give me a minute to process... I mean I knew we were close in age but I guess I never really thought about it#sometimes I forget it happened all the way back in 2021 and just... wow.#and Tommy would have been 16 so getting his driver's license in most states... The age gap is like that of my siblings and huh...#my brother can be a real prick... its a weird thought to imagine him getting through in prison just for messing with us... damn...#dreblr#c!dream#this is fine#don't mind me researching for my lastest maddening project..... i can't stop thinking about Dream being Sam's project.......#I'd blame my job but... let's be honest the prison arc lives rent free in my brain lol XD#dsmp#dsmp dream#dream smp#dreamwastaken#no one does it like c!dream#prison arc#pandora's vault#dishing up lore#kinda? I guess...#lore thoughts#ouch... I'm older than c!dream was in prison now... poor baby... :'(
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durge: now let’s seal this alliance with a blood pact
gortash being polite: okay…
durge post blood pact licking their hand clean: your blood tastes like power
gortash: thank you?
gortash: *offers a hand to durge to help them up from their chair*
durge: *looks at him confused*
durge: *licks the blood the blood off of gortash’s hand*
durge: *gets up on their own* thank you.
gortash: *is hard*
durge, placing hand on gortash’s shoulder: you’re hard *leaves*
#dark urge#durgetash#durge#enver gortash#i'm sorry but also i hope you see my vision#enver: they're playing crazy mind games... seducing me to mess with my brain... they're a mastermind#durge: *is autistic and hungry*#durge completely misses that it had anything to do with them and is just like 'wow blood must turn him on too.'
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Bungou Stray Dogs: Dead Apple and how “ability users” (opposite to “normal people”) learning to accept themselves through the acceptance of their own abilities is a queer metaphor of acceptance of own's sexual orientation and gender: an essay by me
#bsd#bungou stray dogs#About: Dead Apple. Watched this a while ago with a friend and it was a lot of fun!!!#If you're reading this: thank you so much for hanging out with me I had such a good time (ㅅ´ ˘ )♡#Next to general considerations: wow they were right that Bungou Stray Dogs movie sure can Bungou Stray Dogs#It's always nice to see the detailed animation and elaborate backgrounds of movies. The animation quality compared to the manga is–#definitely noticeable and it's nice to see. That said... I still like the season 2 art style more? And I'm speaking strictly of art style.#The s2 one looks more soft and smooth while the da one is so much more rough.#The plot is... Very bsd-esque I don't think there's anything to add.#In my opinion Kyouka's arc is the one that turned out best tbh. I really like her narrative development and personal growth in this movie.#I like the complexity of her state of mind. how full of contradiction she is. I especially appreciate the recurring small changes of–#expression that indicate how she thinks differently from Atsushi even if she doesn't voice them. The fight between her cynicism and her–#kind nature. It's all very interesting.#Atsushi's development is interesting too. Although all the open questions about his ability we still have kind of leave me frustrated#I don't feel very strongly about Akutagawa in this movie? I mean‚ he's there. The ss/kk scenes are always great and in character and a joy–#to witness no matter what they do. He just doesn't shine particularly? Or at least personally I dont find the “proving my strength against–#myself” narrative arc to be particularly interesting. Imo it was a lot better flashed out in the da stage play! With the complexity that–#the dialogues with Chuuya added to the character. Dazai attacking him. And especially Aktgw understanding that Rashomon wasn't testing Aktg#but rather only expressing that unstoppable rage that is also Aktgw's own. About that I checked out the play and I really liked it!!#I only watched highlights (aka: ss/kk and chuu/aku scenes) but there's some stuff I really like. I like the conflict between Aktgw and–#Chuuya and how Chuuya messes up with Aktgw at first maliciously and then amiably. It's interesting how Atsushi himself observes that Kyouka#and Akutagawa get along. And especially the sskk almost-handholding and Atsushi saying Akutagawa has a nice profile were cute akjdhbsawhjb#Next. Da really is shipping paradise (╥﹏╥) Sorry but... It is. oda/zai. daz/atsu. ss/kk. s/kk. fuku/mori. chuu/aku. It really has everythin#and the moments are so good!!!! What else. Wish we'd see more of Tsujimura. And Christie. And women in general tbh.#Also‚‚‚‚‚ Atsushi's tiger form in this movie is ATROCIOUS. I've said it before but it's crazy how a franchises that relies so heavily on–#fanservice came up with something this hideous. Man the movie overall was pretty but Atsushi sure wasn't. Firmly stand by the belief–#that only Akutagawa would find that form attractive.#Oh last note. honestly if we're ready to accept a movie where an antidote has effect AFTER the person has effectively died then we really–#can't complain about any kind of insanity the manga brings up#random rambles
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Silly guys return now with me accidentally making a comic of how it took isat one month to get some characters to the special room
I'm not risking reloading of the page but there's a continuing thing of the couch characters progress
#fanart#sketch#my art#isat siffrin#isat loop#Siffrin#Loop#shigaraki tomura#tenko shimura#scaramouche#wanderer#flowey#bill cipher#otto apocalypse#two hats spoilers#isat spoilers#comic#comic sketch#isat#bnha#undertale#gravity falls#honkai impact 3rd#genshin impact#I'm even adding fandoms this time wow#Anyway that's basically how my head tried to figure out what to do#I *wanted* to add those two to the couch group and I think they're almost ready but at the beginning it was a mess#This entire comic is mostly just me imagining whatever bc why not#I wanted those two to interact with Flowey so bad but I imagine seeing a talking flower might be shocking even if Loop is... Loop#And anyway no matter the loop they're both still morally good especially comparing to the group on the couch
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timcassie is so compelling to me. they were not into each other even a little bit. it was such a messy coping mechanism fuelled entirely by grief. they were making out with each other because they were both substituting each other for kon. cassie was far more aware she was doing this than tim was. unironically, dating a girl here is one of the gayest things tim has done
#rimi talks#it is SO messy and its so fun. i don't think geoff even realized the implications but they sure are there when you read it#god... you know its BAD when modern comics have me missing tt03 of all Fucking comics#but like. todays ''tell don't show'' writers would N E V E R do something this interesting#tom taylor would be all. oh! tim we shouldn't kiss. i'm just substituting you for kon because i miss him and you were his best friend!#and then he'd have tim go oh wow cassie you're right i didn't realize that! my bad. all forgiven? yay!!! :)#GOD YOU KNOW ITS BAD OUT HERE WHEN I THINK *GEOFF* DID SOMETHING RIGHT. GOD. GOD#GEOFF MY MORTAL ENEMY GEOFF. grits teeth yeah geoffrey i have to give you this one............#its just such a deliciously unhealthy coping mechanism. theyre a MESS. theyre using each other. theyre only able to go on bc of each other#its not a romance but it IS a codependency#bart isn't even dead yet when this happens. like. he's just off being the flash.#bart (extremely depressed bc he couldnt stop sbp and hold him in the speed force forever): :| ok#not his circus. not his monkeys.#well it is his monkeys even if he left the circus. but he's too depressed to deal with it#but its so fun. this relationship is haunted. there's a ghost in the middle. they both want to kiss him instead of each other.#tim#cassie#timcassie
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get yourself a man that hates everyone but mostly himself, that's powered by shame and spite, that would do anything for you, that would murder you
#the radiant emperor#she who became the sun#swbts#general ouyang#my art#I've spent a long time in les mis fandom not to get a kneejerk reaction when i look at this fuckin mess that's like#haha 60k of reincarnation au when?#imagine a world where the feelings of servitude are absent and ouyang can squint at esen suspiciously and tell him#'wow you're a fucking brat' or sth??#i am SICKENED by them you understand I'm inconsolable
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"What do you remember of being human, Echo?" The question is out of the blue and unexpected. But Sora offers a patient smile and tilts her head in curiosity, just enough that one of her ears flops over. It's endearing, if anything.
But Echo wishes she hadn't asked.
"Not much. Distinct memories are cloudy." A tired tone says softly, a pained recollection in her eyes and an acrid haze in her soul that endures, endures, and endures, "But I remember the discomfort more than anything. My body always did feel wrong back then. Misshapen. Condensed. Like it was too small for everything buried underneath, and that ache went so deeply some days that it would make my skin crawl. I hated that part the most."
At that, Sora's expression falls. She looks inexplicably sad, as if she'd hoped for a different response, a gentler one despite knowing the harsh truth about the dark future and the struggles Echo must have suffered. "But you had Grovyle, right? I'm sure he took care of you."
"He did, Sora, of course he did." A sigh, a flick of an ear and claws clenched tightly into the churned earth pressed under her paws. "I doubt I deserved his attention, though. I was too busy being angry at the world to give any care back."
In my lore, Echo does not look fully human during their time in the dark future. Since they were Darkrai before becoming human, and as a result of Palkia's reckless shattering of the Dimensional Portal which distorted both time and space, Echo's transformation was broken and accidental. They ended up looking pretty messed up and definitely (not) human. A lot of their characteristics as Darkrai carried over but rather morphed into something else.
And Grovyle, growing up in a world where humans have been extinct for longer than any living pokémon has been alive, has no concept of what a "true" human looks like. The only thing he knows is descriptions of humans from glyphs and texts in old ruins. Thus, he mistakes Echo for an actual human. And Echo, not knowing what a human looks like themselves due to amnesia, accepts this identification with nothing better to use.
#Grovyle: Hmm. Bipedal and powerless. Five-fingered hands. Wears clothing. Has... hair?? This thing must be a human like from the old texts!!#Echo: Sure I guess. Let's go with that.#Frankly I'm much more interested in Echo being some sort of pokemon cryptid than a plain ol' human tbh gimme claws and a spiteful aura#Gimme a severely messed up creature with amnesia and unhinged monster vibes and SO MUCH APATHY#Just the idea of Darkrai being shoved into a pseudo-human body and not remembering who they are but feeling SUPER dysphoric about it#And Echo basically being the most unpleasant person in the universe during their time as a pseudo-human; literally the worst vibes#But despite that a little Treecko stumbles upon Echo and thinks they're cool and awesome cause “wow you're a human!!”#Like cmon you're telling me glyph reading; ruin exploring; treasure stealing; world-fixing idealist Grovyle wouldn't be a fanboy about it#Thus begins their Found Family Arc(TM) and Echo is trapped#Does Grovyle's optimism eventually rub off onto Echo? Yes.#Anyway do you guys want any lore on Echo? Pls lemme know cause I could start sharing it a bit#I have some notes I could post or maybe more art?#kudos to Scribz for causing me to hyperfixate on my emo girl so much (this is your fault)#echo/human#echo/umbreon#pmd ocs#pmd2#pmd eos#explorers of sky#my art
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sometimes you just gotta cover your guy in blood, you know how it is
#dnd#dungeons and dragons#sketchbook#character art#illustration#watercolor#gnome#rogue#I went ahead and messaged these DIRECTLY to limerick's player who I knew would appreciate them the most#'limerick is dead. dying. Let me....um....ahem....Felix. I'm gonna...heal you' mmhm thought so 😏#UM ALSO this kinda process of sketching VERY roughly in red pencil-- inking directly on top of that-- and then painting without erasing#I only just did a few times last night and then this today but wow I love it haha#takes tremendous courage tbqh lmao but it feels good and I like the rough loose feel of the finished results#honestly the trick is to not over-detail and over-perfect on the pencil stage because then I end up something too nice to risk messing up#it's more fun to ink and paint! gotta figure out more ways to let myself do it#my OCs#felix#dungeons and doodles#emberstead
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Scavenger Hunt Item #30
Well, it looks more like a well than a tower, but still, as indicated in scavenger hunt #30, I killed some time and tidied up my desk.. sorting out my gel and fountain pens..
(and realizing that I actually have about 12 different pens with different tones of purple ink and five with green ink...and also that there are only two regular blue pens💀)
#007 fest 2024#007 fest#scavenger hunt#station pacific#mi6 cafe#ignore the mess on my desk..#now i have a bloody big tower of pens that I scare to take apart 'cause damn..#everything might fall apart and I'll be collecting pens all over the place..💀#but also it looks cool..🤭#i even found two markers for writing on SD or DVD discs.. like wow.. i don't even have them..#I'm struggling with my Real Life stuff almost all this week.. i try to be more active in Fest next week..#also i think that sticky notes with kittens looks like something that Q can have in his office supplies.. maybe..just random headcannon :>
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Where is the wolverpool fanfic Sci
What did the little hairy man do to the tall topical map man that was so good
fact is i'm too terrified to write it (the wider implications keep me awake at night)
#sci speaks#i don't want to go there. i'm not ready. and you'll all walk out of it saying “wow. that's messed up actually.”#but i think because it was so freaky that is why wade liked it so much. because he knew. out there. god was frowning at him.#i think wade only ever wants to make god frown. that's why he wakes up in the morning.
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i finished yokai gakuen
#jinpei jiba#yokai gakuen#yokai watch jam#y gakuen#DO I THINK JINPEI IS GENUINELY QUEER-CODED?#NO.#AM I CONVINCED HE IS THOUGH?#YES#can't believe i went 'jinpei's thing with older ladies is because he has mommy issues. he's actually gay'#AND THEN THE#THE HEALING THING WITH LANA HAPPENED...#then there's the third opening it's. so funny#it's talking about mysteries UNTIL jinpei and raimu are together#then it switches to romance#then it switches to mysteries again#AND THEN ROMANCE WHEN JINPEI AND RAIMU ARE TOGETHER AGAIN#OH ALSO THE THIRD OP IS NAMED ANCIENT ROMANTIC. LANA SAYS SHE'S AN ANCIENT. THEREFORE RAIMU IS TOO. HOW IS THAT NOT ON PURPOSE#also i'm very sure he has a crush on matarou too like come on#which is really sad because raimu left and then matarou left. the poor guy gjrhbgrg#anyways my review is that wow that was a mess. i mess i'm attached to sadly#also i need to edit the post on haus-mom where i got some things wrong#the way of the alma is that i get into a popular-ish franchise and instead of staying on my lane#i get into the weird spin off nobody has ever heard off. why does it keep happening#it's really funny because i kept calling jinpei my cat son (my stupid cat son to be more specific)#and there are two (2) characters i currently call my children (i do not call myself hau's mom even though it's still my url fjebhgher)#and those are jinpei and yuuichi mizuoka. which is really funny. because yuuichi would kill him on sight i'm sure. or they'd be besties#no inbetween#hold on... isn't that the true spirit of brother-ness?#anyways i will maybe post my liveblogging to my liveblogging blog it has been. a trip jebgher
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don't wanna feel anything for anyone ever again
#ok so the thought process was kinda bonkers and it started with i wanted to Make a Piece#and so i went to look at my pile of refs and there's this song and specifically insta reel and it's#'you ruined love for me' song which i bookmarked as khoward vibe#and also the artist has this stunning short pink hair do you get where i'm getting at!!#go check out the song perhaps.. bethmaymccarthy..#sjdhhdfhhfhfh anyways! howard angst ig! this is such a contentious subject matter bc i assume everyone is attached to her ponytail:OOO#but consider.. short hair khoward with a tiny high ponytail yknow! eventually i'll draw it to prove my point take this as a part one#wow the style on this is a mess. it's ok. i'm remembering slowly how to put effort into this. pretend the mess is an artistic choice or smt#six the musical#six the musical fanart#katherine howard#self indulgent as ever i suppose :>
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sam. do you realize how messed up and unfair it is for dean to have to condemn himself to an eternity of torture. do you realize how messed up and unfair it is for dean to have to do this to fix a situation you had no small part in creating. do you realize how messed up and unfair it is for you to make this about you? do you realize how messed up and unfair it is for you to make dean deal with YOUR feelings when you won't deign to even consider his?
#wow this must be really hard for you. so messed up and unfair.#jesus fucking christ#i'm trying to be less mean to sam but i cannot be nice or even neutral about this#spn#spn rewatch#14x11 damaged goods
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