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Wait, I totally just realized that the admin team actually DID give a chance for the players to win through roleplay, investigation and puzzles like red team wanted.
We understandably all got swept up in the pure adrenaline of suddenly being in a no rules PVP hellscape, but the win condition was very very clear: the end goal is the eggs, and the only way to take eggs home is to have the cursed team not fail. (And the possible implication that if the cursed team wins, they may get to take all the eggs home)
If all the teams play to win (and it’s balanced to be an even playing field like it seems like the admins wants to do), then there’s going to be a 1/3 chance that even if your team wins, the wrong team loses and you get NOTHING but the eggs’ deaths.
The only way to guarantee that the any of the eggs come home is to figure out what the curse is, what team has it, and how to counteract it, all working together to make THAT team win (or at least not lose).
Red team was joking but actually they’re so RIGHT, the only way to play the game is to start an investigation and build up a way to support another team while controlling the bloodshed.
Team Rojo Roleplayers all the way please
#qsmp#this is going to be a VERY interesting two weeks#pretty much everyone has acknowledged and is aware of the cursed team dilemma#but I wonder how long it’ll take for them to REALLY notice
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A series of images from Nothing Butt Nightwing I have saved to use as reactions
Part One I guess I’m sure that I’ll find more as they continue the series 😂
#nightwing#nothing butt nightwing#dick grayson#Batman#dc comics#dc go#dc infinite dc go#dc infinite#these panels are so funny#they have no right to make me cackle like this#I wonder if they have any idea how funny they are#cackling#he’s so cute#he is such a drama queen#our little himbo man#he is precious your honor#obnoxiously using these images as reactions for the foreseeable future#go read nothing butt nightwing#it’s a silly lil haha comic#with good vibes#I promise it’ll make you laugh#or at least smile#it made my day to see the update#chapter 4 when?
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get pranked
#wild was also involved in this i just didn’t add him#it’s temp dye dw it’ll come out easily#don’t mess with people’s stuff though#anyways#i continue to be inconsistent with how i draw the chain#i just can’t decide all of the ways are fun#i did. the background super quick and easy in greyscale it was fun and dandy#but when i went to add the gradient maps and people i struggled forever on it idk#either way#it’s late and i’m going to bed#have a wonderful rest of your day/night#art#fanart#linked universe#linkeduniverse#linked universe fanart#lu art#LU#froggtogs
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Guys, my dad’s gonna teach me how to drive tomorrow 😀💧 *heavy breathing intensifies*
I’m so scared-
(IM ACTUALLY SO SCARED DUDE WHAT IF I ACTUALLY CRASH IT- IM TERRIFIED 😭😭😭)
#Random#He’s gonna teach me the basics but no matter how basic it is I’m actually so scared. IM GOING TO MESS UP JUST TRYING TO PARK RIGHT-#Also this is my Dad if y’all are wondering <:]#I’m showing him this legit#I mean I think it’ll be okay <:D I’m gonna hope it turns out alright BUT SERIOUSLY IM SCARED-
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Gonna make a list of queer characters that don’t outright state their queerness because a certain group of people complaining about the handling of a certain character’s arc from a certain game is pissing me off
“They didn’t make her say she was trans so that means that they’re giving us a ‘fuck you’/we need confirmation or it isn’t valid and transphobes will be transphobic/they’re queerbaiting!”
Shut the fuck up
The fact that we’re even at this point is a miracle in itself and needing every character to explicitly say their orientation and/or gender identity shows how ignorant you are, not just regarding media literacy, but also on queer history
By your myopic lens you’re discrediting a lot of queer characters that didn’t and/or couldn’t outright say that they’re queer
Characters shouldn’t have to outright say their orientation and/or gender identity for you to consider them “good rep”
That perspective is ridiculously narrow minded and downplays the importance of previous queer characters that helped pave the way to where we are now
#*add in obligatory “I AM TRANS” here*#I’m so fucking tired#for fuck's sake as I'm writing this japan STILL doesn't allow same sex marriages! this shit is very much still progressive!#and I KNOW it’s a bunch of kids saying these things due to how popular the game is with kids#(and because these people are always talking about school)#which makes me even more annoyed. these kids aren't fully grasping what they're talking about.#this is just in general but: YOU DON’T KNOW EVERYTHING. I DON’T KNOW EVERYTHING. YOU NEED TO ACCEPT THAT#‘let’s downplay the important things that these characters did for our community because they didn’t outright state what they were 😃’#it feels like I’m stuck with a bunch of lily orchards 😭#god if she ever finds out about this game and this character’s arc…#I am going to make the list but I’ll have to scan through a lot of transcripts and such to do so. so it’ll take a while 😅#I wonder what these guys would think about the cops from [POPULAR DISNEY CARTOON WITH THE TRIANGLE TUMBLR SEXYMAN]#lgbtq#queer#queer representation#fandom discourse#(… I guess!)#rant#personal#mint mumbles
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work hard, whale harder…?
#(is joke on concon sorry toxic twt girlie ily <333)#one month till vol 2!!!!!! who else is scared for ch 7 and 8~~~~~?#i wonder how manga chizuchan’s gonna find out about lxl though…#will it be via the shampoo commercial like kawaiinoni? or will it be through that pocky commercial as seem in everywhere else#but i do hope we get to see why she latched on to aizo for her copium™️ instead of yujiro#it’d be so funny if she preferred the yellow one bc yujiro’s too cute#but… i think anime/manga/kawaigomen mv-onlys who picked up vol 1 for the funnies are gonna get a rude shock in vol 2…#but hmmmmmmm~~~~~~~ maybe vol 2 will be from ch 5-7… or maybe they’re just on a short hiatus of ch 8… esp since it’ll prolly be a short ch…#going by the page counts… if vol 2 is ~160 pages but chs 5 and 6 are 40-odd pages long… plus the content pages that’d be like 90-95 pages?#and ch 7 seems to be around the same length as those two judging from the no. of parts in the line release…#…so… that leaves enough pages for a short ch 8…? maybe? or maybe there’ll be a ton of extras~~~~~~~~#pls give us an extra of heroika from chizuchan pov plsppslspslspspspsps nagisa cameo plspspspspspspspsssss#o. ok… insanity over; i hope lxl’s meoto dance flops; i hope last stage is an interpretive dance of a divorce that’s all byeeeeee#chizuutan chizpost
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goood morning and happy monday my friendz ! it’s the start of a brand new week yipeee ! i am waving around my lil wand i hopes that we all have a good one 🪄✨ in the meantime, please remember to hydrate + unclench your jaws ノ relax your shoulders ( ྀི∩˃ ᵕ ˂∩) 💋 ❤︎
this song fits the sleepy cozy monday vibe to meeee so i wanted to share hehe :3 please be extra gentle with yourselves today !! ^_^
#going to catch up on dash after work and i’m v excited (ㅅ´ ˘ `)#+ my messages sobz#needed to full rot as soon as i got home yesterday hehe i was soooo very sleepy ! !#i am working on this mihawk fic rn and wah :( i must put it aside to focus on yakuza kuroo teehee#needed a palette cleanser bc i fear i was a little Burnt Out#and next month !! it’s tetzoro month teehee i have some things im cooking up but im not sure how i wanna do it yet#taps chin#i need to brainstorm#all i know is that zoro is the first half of the month + tetsu is the second ! 🤍#i hope i can deliver something 😓 been feelin a little x.x about toombz + my writing lately i fear .#i feel like i have nothing to offer atm T^T !#but it’ll pass 💪#i hope u all have a wonderful day iluuu !! sm !!#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims#ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞ — ✩ daily yap.
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asking for help always makes things worse
#I need to just accept that I’m never going to be given any understanding or actual help#I may never escape these worlds it seems it doesn’t matter how hard I try I can’t get anyone to listen to me#this feels traumatizing I feel entirely beaten and ground down into something small and helpless#I have no control at all I keep trying and trying and trying and trying and for what#I need somebody to just listen to me atp not being dismissed is better than nothing but everyone’s a curation anyway no real thoughts or#feelings but it doesn’t matter I don’t even care please just listen to me somebody listen to me I’m so confused do curations have some#autonomy I don’t think so maybe I don’t fucking know they said yes on the clock so perhaps yes so please just listen please pls pls pls pls#I can’t be traumatized I’m not human right but I’m having everything stripped from me every last ounce of control the shadow ppl have all#the control which is funny I’m fairly certain I’m one of them but they still can strip me of control I was bred for this#please somebody help me I keep begging like it’ll do anything can you at least help with the ppl and cameras in the vents#are ppl from the real world watching through them I believe so can anything be done something has to be done escape the impostors something#just something please just listening would help actual listening not dismissal you can think whatever you want about me but listen#maybe some have autonomy and some don’t ?#please understand that I’ve tried very hard I’ve tried very very hard suicidality and homicidality have dug their claws into me even further#I don’t know what else to do I’m at a loss and no one will listen to me at all I’ve tried asking offline I’ve tried asking online it doesn’t#matter what I do where I ask no one will listen even the ones who do somewhat say they don’t know what to do I’m suspicious do they really#not know what to do or are they lying that may be more an impostor thing but everyone and everything is suspicious to me uh uh uh just#listen and help please idk what to do it’s all in the mirrors and clocks and such but I need to find a way to enter the mirrors but I’m#scared what I’ll find who is looking back I’m scared what world I’ll end up in it may be their world I’ll be punished they said yes I’m#terrified can someone go in with me if I manage to find out how that’s pathetic but damn I don’t think I can anyway they’ve been crawling on#the ceilings today hahah doing some weird and wacky shit sometimes they’re a little funky and just there and other times I’m having a heart#attack no in between I know pleading with curations is likely going to be classified as annoying but for the love of god do you know what#else I am supposed to do ??? at the very least just listen to me please it is 02:14:46 how synchronous ! I can’t stop having what I think#are dreams about the mental hospital too haha they send me to dreamworlds sometimes trap me in them waking dreamworlds see I’ve been reduced#down into something tiny I’ve resorted to begging once again do I even want to beg am I lying to myself my words aren’t my own my thoughts#aren’t my own so is this not my own can’t ever speak none of it’s my own it feels unsafe especially to speak of anything that isn’t this#it isn’t safe it isn’t my own it’s not the focus idk idk idk should I ask to talk to someone again I wonder I want understanding for my#situation please listen to me the joints hurt aaaa#my life is a playyy is a playyy is a playyyyyy anyone like marina that song appeared in the head I wonder where that spider went it better#not be inside of the body ok ok ok anyone yes help wanted help needed 02:22:22
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You know the saddest thing abt Mhin is that they keep their distance from everyone bc they’re scared they’ll get hurt but given all of the others are monsters both literally and metaphorically they’re technically dodging like a ton of bullets
#mhin touchstarved#touchstarved#touchstarved game#MHIN MY BELOVED#Hate how their wariness of everyone (even themselves!!!) is low-key validated by the narrative#and by hate I mean love it on a story level since you can squeeze SO MUCH angst/dramatic irony on their route out of it#but at the same time feel so bad for them#Love how tragic every character is set up to be#tbh gonna go Mhin>Kuras>Leander>Vere>Ais at this point maybe#also hate to say it but they’re right about Ais and Vere even tho I love those two#Ais does do terrible things!! Mhin just doesn’t realize Kuras and Leander don’t judge bc they have crazy skeletons in their own closet lmao#I wonder if on Mhin’s route they come to see what terrible things Kuras has done and lose a bit of that admiration for him hmmm#since Mhin despite also being a terrible person at least seems to have a code? I think it’ll really really depend on#what Kuras’s Crime Against Humanity (and Monsters) ends up being
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Kit having to tell the shadowhunters about autism is one of my favourite parts of this book
#julian: stfu!!!🤬Ty is NOT weird!!😠#Kit: Okay maybe cool it there with the defensiveness bud?🤨#secondly..😐he literally isn’t weird he’s just autistic dude#its probably the most normal thing about any of you blackthorns😉#Julian: huh?😧#Kit: Google autism diagnosis babes it’ll do wonders for your boy’s mental health🥰#and also maybe go outside😮and interact with the rest of the world for once🙄#Julian: 🫨#tell me thats not how that conversation went#shadowhunters#the shadowhunter chronicles#the dark artifices#lord of shadows#julian blackthorn#kit herondale#ty blackthorn#kate's post
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Great googley moogley it’s all going to shit! Every day becomes exponentially more terrifying!
And all perfectly timed to just right at the start of what’s supposed to be my adult life where I get my shit together and be useful and productive!
#we’re cooked#we’re doomed#idk the end is nigh or whatever god damn#I just wanna be able to live in my own house and draw a guy sometimes without the ever present threat of the horrors is that too much#apparently yeah cause houses aren’t achievable anymore but man#m a n#especially if you didn’t/couldn’t go to college and aren’t capable of working most jobs#doesn’t help there’s the chance some part of my existence might be suddenly illegal or extremely dangerous yippie!#the options are literally 1. people die 2. people die what the hell do you even do man#how the fuck is this the election I’m gonna get forced to be a part of we’re living in hell#and nobody around me believes it’ll get bad yay great oh so wonderful#I can’t wait to lose rights and cause millions of deaths regardless of who gets chosen#I think one of these days I’m literally just gonna die of stress#it’ll either be a stroke or a heart attack or cancer or uh well ya know#we’re fucked#we’re screwed#I wanna have some kind of an actually visible break down but ive suppressed everything so much that I don’t outwardly emote much anymore :)#and the constantly dissociating thing too I guess#if you ever think ‘oh yeah I can just think of guy in a situation that’s so cool’ don’t it’s a trap—#although tbh this would be significantly worse without it so uh law of equivalent exchange I guess#fuck fuck fuck anyway#not putting this in the main tags#definitely deleting this later#if anyone in my house got any hints that I may or may not have different opinions than them well uh I’m financially dependent on them so um#literally wouldn’t have anywhere to go if anything happened#oh we’re really in it now Simon#hell world#there’s like what 7 genocides going on too I hate everything I hate everything I hate everything#I can’t do anything to help anyone either cause I don’t have a job and I could get kicked out or treated badly at home for it#not that anyone thinks very highly of me at home anyway I am kinda family disappointment number 2 I pretty sure
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Hi, hello
I’m so happy to have discovered your work. did i just read TGWCM instead of sleeping? definitely yes. and i have no regrets. it was an amazing journey. from smiling, to holding my breath, to blushing and tears. (only sad that there is one chapter left to go because I really liked these two, and it will be hard to say goodbye to them). 🥺 i felt like i was reading a truly favorite book. I wish my memory could be erased, because I would love to read it again. I'm glad there was a place for Price and I was very interested in his story of how he won Hunger Games years ago.
Dad, I send lots of digital hugs. 💜🫂 May the battery in your laptop be charged to the max and may you always have access to the Internet and be able to post anything your creative mind can come up with. 💜
hi kiddo <3 🩷💕💖🩷🩷💖🩷💕🥺
thank you for taking the time to send this your words mean the absolute world to me. it blows my little walnut that you guys are connecting with this story abbahshzb. the fact y’all are enjoying it and seeing it how i see it is just -
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KONIG X READER HUNGER GAMES AU
#i think the last chapter is going to be really wonderful#it already means so much to me#and i hope it means a lot to y’all too#and PRICE i did actually cut a line from the Victor II about the kids wondering how he did it#It’ll be in THE AFTERMATH#thank you anon baby i love you dearly#<3🩷💕💖🩷🥺#also go to bed!!!#uhohask
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I’ve been trying not to think about it and get my hopes too high up but I realized that it’s been over a week since I’ve like, felt that “the world is caving in on itself” hurt, anxiety, and sadness. Tbh I’ve felt more…. Stable? Steady? Don’t feel like I’m wildly swinging between extreme moods every couple hours to couple minutes and I’ve been like huh that’s cool but also waiting for the other shoe to drop and for it to come back but then I realized this started a bit after all my med dosages got doubled and now I’m like. Holy god….. are they working???? Do meds actually fucking work???????
#again trying not to be tooooo hopeful this could be a coincidence and it’ll come back with a vengeance#but also I’m like. very odd that all of a sudden this stopped happening then#and I highly doubt I just magically got myself under control that quickly#like I mean yeah obviously I still get upset and sad and angry sometimes#but it doesn’t feel like I need to go fucking kill myself or like my insides are coming undone#and little things don’t send me spiraling like they were#on the one hand omg yay it would be so wonderful if the meds are actually helping now and I’m glad they might be#but also I feel a bit frustrated and sad because if I had been able to be on reliable medication before now….#maybe things wouldn’t have gotten so bad and certain things wouldn’t have happened#but…. no point in dwelling on that so I’m trying not to#just trying to be hopeful that some of the meds are actually doing what they’re supposed to#like not only just feeling better#I don’t come home and just sit in silence and stew in my own misery and make myself feel bad#I do things I actually like and I’m having fun doing them#I mentioned last night it felt weird how much I was writing and like huh I wonder if this is part of it#been playing lots of games too which has been fun#haven’t really been drawing cuz I already packed most art supplies but that’s fine#idk it would be nice if that’s part of what this is and it keeps up….#kaz rambles
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Me when The Walten Files:
#it’s so good I can’t stop gushing about this series#I’m always on the edge of my seat wondering what will happen next#I love how the creator clearly puts thought and care into each episode#the hype for episode 4 is REALL#I’ll make more posts about this series definitely soon#it made me appreciate analog horror because holy shit it REALLY can be scary#findjackwalten.com#Martin walls#I bet episode 4 will be a masterpiece since Martin is going a different direction for the show now#it’ll be more cinematic and have a slow burn#the characters are all so interesting and we barley know them at the same time#this is better than fnaf I’m saying it now#I’m so invested in the story#I love how it’s all a mystery and there are things to figure out and things yet to see#the Walten files#analog horror#unrelated
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#god this is soooooooooOOOOOO pathetic but I really don’t wanna be alone next Wednesday night#I hate that I will be#I hate that I’m already feeling sad about it and I still have almost a week to go#I just. eughhhhhhhhhh! I hate this#literally sitting here about to cry about it which is so weird and pathetic and it’s making me wonder if my period is coming early#whatever I’ll just order a slice of cake and hang out with Lettie and it’ll be fine and I’ll get stoned and ignore how I’m feeling#(I am feeling alone. not lonely but alone. I can’t stand feeling this way and best friend Abby asked if we should get everyone together#but I said I didn’t feel like I deserve it and she hasn’t pressed the issue thankfully and I just feel!!! insane about it)#November can absolutely go fuck itself#my stuff#molly rambles#please ignore this
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Been trying to have more conversations with the boy but it’s hard. I’m bad at it and he’s even worse. It just feels like we aren’t always very good at talking to each other both about small things and big things and it’s like if we don’t have that what we do we have?
And like sometimes the conversation is easy, but then it’s almost always about frisbee. And it’s like I do not want to either be carrying the whole conversation or talking about frisbee for the rest of my life (and yes that’s a hyperbole and I’m being dramatic but like still)
And then when I finally talk to him about how it feels like he gives me all these one word answers it’s always that he’s just tired and if he doesn’t think the answer is important he’s not gonna put his energy into it. And like he’s being apologetic but it’s not like if talking to me isn’t worth your energy what is? And like we only see each twice a week and sometimes only once a week.
And partly it’s because with the holidays I’ve been gone for two weeks and then had a Covid exposure and now he’s gone so we’ve barely seen each other. And I’m an abysmal texted so it’s hard to maintain connection when we don’t see other (and yes I really am the problem here and yes I’m working on it (although he was always says it’s fine)
I just feel sometimes like I just don’t understand him very well especially considering we’ve been dating almost a year.
And when I brought up doing something for our year, that is when he mentioned that his grandmother had died earlier this week and so he’d be leaving for her funeral. And I had asked him about various aspects of week like seven times at this point and he had yet to mention it. And I have no idea how to be there for him or if he even needs or wants that because he just never shares.
And then because he never shares I feel like I’m being over emotional and needy whenever I share. And then we just talk about anything ever.
And his family’s going to Italy in may and when I saw his family over thanksgiving she invited me but he has never even hinted if he’d like me to go with them (I probably can’t regardless but like I would like to be asked)
And even when his family was here for thanksgiving he only invited me to see for actual thanksgiving even though they were here for like a week and he did lots of other stuff with them. And I had to be the one to ask if he even wanted me to meet them when they came and to let me know what he wanted me to join them for. And turns out the answer was very little.
And it just sucks that it feels so hard to build an emotional connection because he’s so great in other ways. Like he’s so sweet and kind and thoughtful. And he remembers all the things I like and is always seeking them out or trying to do things to make me happy. And whenever I do manage to try and talk to him about the things I feel he’s always really nice about it and never makes me feel like my feelings are stupid. (He sometimes get hung up the logistics (it almost always twice a week and only rarely once a week) )but also always ask what he could do make me feel better. But like how do you tell someone to just be a more emotional human?
And like I hate that it’s always me telling him things. Like I know I can be annoying and I’m far from perfect but like he just never has any complaints, often even when asked point blank. And even when I did ask him what he would change about the relationship he one made me answer first and two just said he’d like it if I texted him back a little quicker. Which while fair I had just told you five minutes ago how was feeling disconnected probably in part to me being a terrible texter so is that really what you want or just what you think I want? It’s also annoying because when we first started dating I told him I was bad at texting and he said he actually preferred to not text that much. And like it could be that it’s a spectrum and also things evolved but it makes me worried that he’ll just tell me what I want to hear and then just deal with it even if it’s not really what he wants. And then I worry that he’ll end up resenting me for that and then just break up with me out of no where.
And this fully me just being anxious but I can’t help but feeling sometimes likes he’s just waiting for a good time to end things because he’s too nice to do it at an inconvenient time.
And I guess a lot of it just circles back to the thought I’ve been having since this summer that while he’s a really good boyfriend, he’s just doing the things that a boyfriend should do because he likes having a girlfriend and not that he likes me in particular. It’s like I check all the boxes so he’s committed to make it work and emotions are irrelevant. I like I want to have that deep emotional connection and it feels like that’s not enough. But then I go to describe what is that doesn’t feel like “enough” and it feels like I am describing a really good relationship.
And I don’t know if I’m just getting caught up in the holiwood or social media fantasy of relationships where people jump into each other everyday and talk endlessly for hours and no every last detail of the other persons psyche, because that’s not what we have.
He’s pleasant to hang out with, even if sometimes I feel like I want to shake him until more words fall out. He’s like the least annoying person I’ve ever met, he’s super easy to travel with. He’s considerate of me and my feelings. He puts effort into the relationship. He can be silly and we can have goofy moments together. He checks all the lifestyle “boxes” and my ideal life and being with him work perfectly together. He’s never dismissive of me. He’ll do things just to make me happy even if they aren’t his favorite. He feels safe.
And I don’t know how to balance all the wonderful against the intangible lackluster emotional connection. Especially when I am the other half of the emotional connection.
Like is the reason I have more deep feeling conversations with my girls friends just because THEY are good at it? And does it feel hard with Anthony because I am actually bad at it or because he is? (I mean probably both). And at the end of the day does it matter? Even if I’m the problem if I can’t figure how to make it better, it’s still not really working. And we all know the answer to every relationship question is just to talk to the other person. I just wish that didn’t feel so hard
#word vomit#am overthinking?#yes absolutely#but I’m still sad#and still confused#and don’t really know how to feel better#I’ve been spending way to much time by myself on the couch lately which doesn’t help#what also doesn’t help is comparing what I would do if I wasn’t dating Anthony#and wondering if that would be better#sigh#and he’s at a conference all week and then going for his gm funeral#so I won’t see him for another week#and then it’ll be past our year anniversary#and that feels bad somehow#but also it’s his grandmas funeral so I don’t want to be really considerate of that#even if he’s not talking about it it’s hard#and he’ll want to be there for his dad#so want to let him be#and not be like whyyyy aren’t you paying more attention to me#so anyway#the giant tumblr over share diary continues
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