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Guys. Guys they’re miners. They’re tiny cogless miners. Guys
I blacked out and filled the whole three canvases with sketches of them being itty bitty goobers. Figured Imma show you some haha
#maccadam#transformers#prowl#jazz#tf one#transformers one#tf one jazz#tf one prowl#jazzprowl#<- if you want it to be haha#I can’t stop thinking#like#I check ao3 very regularly and#okay bruh just. I know the movie absolutely wasnt about Jazz nor Prowl but I still feel the urge to write something about them#just like. slice of life thing but considering their life is kinda sucks because of the whole no-cog thing#Jazz talks smth like twice for the whole movie and Prowl doesn’t talk at all. That’s a lot of creative freedom to write haha#I want them to do their classic stealth missions type of shit but this time without any actual support from any kind of system#you get me#they both usually have some kind of command structure behind them. I want them to be absolutely broke low class tiny goobers#and still manage to pull their usual shady crazy stuff#idk#something like that
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house md is wild because house tells wilson that he’ll sacrifice many things but never himself and then he sacrifices himself for wilson. and then he sacrifices himself for wilson. and then he sacrifices himself for wilson. and then he
#also like. this is the guy who said that 'people dont change' for the majority of his life and then when wilson is dying hes like 'i can cha#nge' its that he doesn't talk about his feelings and he cannot bear to show weakness until it seems that he is losing wilson and then#he will literally say anything to keep him its that he is shown repeatedly to be a vicodin addict and that hes destroyed relationships over#his pain and his need for vicodin but he'll give wilson his own pills and go without to make sure wilson has enough meds its that he is#old and cynical and his beliefs about humanity have been written in stone and his walls are topped with turrets and barbed wire but the gate#s fucking open for wilson time and again and wilson is the exception to the rules time and again its. so fucked up#wilson is quite literally his anchor in humanity wilson is his achilles heel wilson is his entire support system the foundations of gregory#house's life have been built around one james evan wilson from the moment he saw that twink throw a bottle into a mirror. am i making sense#here. do these words mean anything#house#wilson#hilson#house md#hatecrimes md#house is a very very carefully constructed facade and wilson is a fucking sledgehammer.
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Social transition being seen (by some) as this super easy thing that isn't as hard as real transitioning (medical) is bullshit. Be critical of the idea that there are some trans people who just "have it easy" because they are trans or because they are trans in ways you may not be.
Social transition is just as difficult, hard, and rewarding as medical transition. Maybe it is not as hard for some, sure, but that is not the same as thinking that social transition is inherently easier or lesser. If you're socially transitioning, your voice still matters.
#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#mtf#nonbinary#not to mention that so many people DO want to medically transition but *can't*#so it can be even harder for some when they feel social transition is their only option when they don't want it to be#but social transition carries its own risks and challenges and again rewards#and i've seen this idea plenty where it's like 'oh you don't GET my struggles because you're SOCIALLY transitioning'#and while yes i am different than some trans people to say i'm struggling *more* if i'm the only one medically transitioning is??? huh????#i don't buy into this idea that social transition is never scary because you don't have the boot of the medical system on your back#(though non-med or pre-med transitioning people still face issues in medical settings so even THEN we aren't seperate)#like there's very few ways you can separate my issues as a medically-transitioning person and the issues of somebody who isn't...#...and by that i mean there's few ways you can separate our issues so that mine trumps theirs or that i'm seen as like... trans but More#does that make sense?#medical transitioning is important but that doesn't mean it is *more* important or that only *it* is important#you can support us who are medically transitioning without erasing the experiences and struggles of other trans people#and plus... so many of us who are medically transitioning NOW are the people who socially transitioned THEN#and dare i say i despised social transition more because of how hard it was? medical transition has been (more or less) easier...#...in that i can just *be* now
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More venting in the tags, again just ignore me.
I'm gonna have to do this a couple of times, tag limits exist after all.
I don't know what to do, I need to vent but I uninstalled all social media besides this hellsite app, so I'm going to vent in the tags, just ignore me if you see this.
#I've never really felt like i belonged anywhere#people only help me cause they pity me#i know that#they pity me because I'm never getting out of here#if i was doing well for myself nobody would care#and they'll tell me they'd care#and I'd try so hard to believe them#but it's just not true#no matter how much help I'm given or love I'm told about#it just isn't true#i have no irls#they all dropped me when i left highschool#i can't get through college and my family only uses me to fix their things#my parents fought over having me for years because i was their little money maker#it's all about money#my existence has only ever been about money#i get my parents money and that's all I'm good for#but i don't do that anymore#and i don't think I'll survive without a purpose#without a support system#i have one online in a sense but i need that irl#i need people willing to take me in when i have a fight with my mom#i need people willing to take me out for the day when I'm lonely and want to have fun#i need people to hang out with that i can support and who will support me#I'm alone all day every day#the only person i see on a daily basis is my mother#she's not a support system#my sister doesn't love me#i just fix her stuff and be a stand in when none of her friends will hang out with her#my father is a white supremacist who loves trump and hates everyone except for straight white Christians
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Jimmy killing himself because he knows he is incapable of living an life without Curly and knows that in the miracle chance they were found and saved they would not let him have contact with Curly and he hates the idea he'd actually have to take responsibility.
Even if he lied, its only a matter of time before Curly is capable of showing or telling what a monster he really is, no matter what delusions tell Jimmy Curly would never do that to him.
He understands that he was the monster in everyone's worse moments but refused to accept that at the end. So he made sure that he died without the possibility of it being actualized as he's the only one that saw death as an escape rather than a release. Jimmy truly didn't believe Curly had anything to escape from even after everything and let him have what he perceived as glory as the sole survivor and thus Captain of the Tulpar.
#like he goes from knowing the the system in place ergo Curly will protect him from consequence even if unitentionally at first which#motivates him to take the measures he does but when that system also loses the ability to effectively stop him he drags the corpse around#like a memento of what he's achieved that slowly warps into a worship as he realizes how much it actually did and that even he struggles#without it cause i believe in light of the crash that the thought of losing Curly's unwavering support because he'd eventually protect Anya#over him when Curly's head was yanked from the clouds at either the baby's birth or just the way he was slowly putting things together as#the big picture became less appealing to look at like Curly was slowly realizing it and i think he knew at the crash scene but it was too#late if he stopped Jimmy or the crash their relationship would've forever been changed by the revalation and part of me wants like a dlc#spin off that deals with some psychological metaphorical horror dealing with that but also like I need jimmy dead.#then again none of this is new or even unique ive seen this explained but i also dont think its addressed that Jimmy's refusal to take#responsibility with Anya avoiding it A N D his envious codependency of Curly made him crash the Tulpar as there was not a way he could fix#the what he did to Anya in his mind without getting rid of her and or the pregnancy in a way that Curly wouldn't leave him and thats so#important like he only viewed Anya through his relationship with Curly and hed rather die than acknowledge her as a person and his assult#on her as something that could realistically get in the way of their relationship and taking advantage of it.#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#jimmy mouthwashing#i hate talking about this dick fuck but he also is like being fascinated by a venomous spider like stay away but i will study you
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“Believe victims” =/= “immediately pursue punitive justice against an accused perpetrator”
#I can believe that an assault Happened without believing that the justice system is the best way to address the problem#it certainly (in the vast majority of cases) isn’t the best way to support the victims
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For UNEND, I'm very excited both for more general Un lore (places! people! creatures!) and to see if perhaps there will be echoes, decades on, of what happened to the Trust after it collapsed. Will there be the occasional person who still wears valor beads, a little chipped and worn with age? Do they wear them with nostalgia? Longing? Bitterness? Stubbornness? Has the valor and caenum tree on Midst developed any particular cultural significance? What has become of the Highest Light? Did the people there adapt and reform a new society with different rules? Is there an offshoot cult that tried to keep going and got even weirder? Do people keep their or their family's old abacuses in a box like heirloom jewelry that is no longer fashionable? I am gnashing my teeth in a calm and collected manner.
#something as large and well-established as the Trust would not vanish without a trace#there would be an impact of its existence for a long time one way or another#especially in central areas like the Highest Light as opposed to more rural communities where the Trust/valor system were sort of incidenta#see: the valorous farmer comic where a sense of mutually supportive community was more important than tallying valor#midst#midst podcast#unend#op
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'he wasn't sorry but he didn't know how to live without kevin'
that's so fucking interesting you don't understand. kevin did not have a good time in his first few months at psu, or throughout the entire year actually, but he latched onto andrew and then neil so hard, even if the foxes weren't particularly nice to him they still probably helped keep him afloat mentally.
jean became riko's official partner after but he had a longer leash than kevin and he still slept in his own room. riko left kevin's side of the room untouched. riko slept alone the entire year. when was the last time he slept alone, woke up alone, did anything at all without kevin by his side. a decade ago?
but he wasn't sorry, because in that moment he saw kevin as a threat and this is what happens when you defy a moriyama. and the ravens turned on kevin instead, because of course they did. so he wasn't sorry but he still wanted kevin to come back, he wanted kevin to watch from the sidelines as riko lived out their dreams because he still couldn't imagine a future without kevin there in some capacity. he very nearly destroyed kevin to keep his status as 'number 1' (because who is he when he's not number 1) but at the same time he couldn't give up on kevin. and that ended up being his downfall, because between his obsession with riko and his need to be the best, kevin chose the latter, somehow.
#my posts#my aftg posts#aftg#kevin day#riko moriyama#the foxhole court#all for the game#kevriko#i wonder why bc based on their respective numbers and roles in the nest#you'd think riko would have been the one to make that choice#going out on a limb i'd say it's precisely bc they had different roles. but also because of support systems#riko maybe wasn't afraid for his life and he had the ravens on his side but kevin was unique and riko did not replace him#kevin also didn't quite replace riko. he couldn't have#but he did have other things to focus on. he did have people teaching him that life is more than what he saw in the nest#he was still someone even without riko and the ravens#does that make sense? idk#idk i just think they're endlessly fascinating and i love thinking about this
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I read the last three light novels for So I'm a Spider, So What? the other day after taking a break from it for awhile and now I'm sad about Ariel and Shiraori.
So I drew this, Ariel with one of Shiraori's mini-mes that were left behind.
#so i'm a spider so what#kumo desu ga nani ka#ariel#shiraori#art#fan art#my art#The puppet sisters' bodies were destroyed and Shiraori was spirited away before she could replace them#The damage to Ariel's soul and her health complications without the System's support means that she doesn't have long to live#and will likely be dead before Shiraori regains enough power to escape. They'll never see each other again.#Shiraori started out as a pet spider in a classroom and ended up as a pet god to D. The inescapable fate of being stuck in a terrarium.#Curse you D. How could you tear this spider family apart.
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Finally introducing my inquisitor Myrella Lavellan (she/they) 🫶
also some facts about her:
ex-clan member of the lavellan clan (got exiled for arson and attempted murder lol)
sore loser
not herald of andraste
that mage who’s surprisingly great as a spy
elfroot enthusiast
the elf that always has a surprise dagger hidden somewhere
a bit vain and prideful
is out there dreadwolf-hunting with varric and cassandra
always scares the fuck out of their keeper (her sister scolds her for it)
may or may not have tried blood magic before
the template for the first pic is here:
#dragon age#dragon age inquisition#inquisitor lavellan#lavellan#dragon age oc#adding more lore here but she acts all silly and nice bc she really is but just don’t piss her off bc she’s vengeful and an ass underneath#she’s like vivienne and wynne but without the circle trauma and has a healthy support system lol#she’s mother#she really loves solas but she’s a bit sick in the head#she’s like a villain stuck in a heroic role#if she has a leitmotif it probably sounds like ludwig the holy blade
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Yeah, you can face this You're on your own, kid You always have been
#ezranedit#tdpedit#tdp ezran#ezran#my edits#graphics#music#taylor swift#i always thought if i edited a solo ezran amv to anything it'd be 'uneven odds'#and i still think it might be but#maybe a trio amv to this song tbh#idk i think a lot about how Alone even within the trio ezran probably feels#he's king he can't up and leave without consequence whenever he wants#he's not part of the couple he's been picking up callum's pieces and running his kingdom#ez being lonely growing up as a kid. ezran being lonely growing up as a king#but also loving his family. and having his council and a support system#and eventually things will get easier#it'll just never be Childhood again in the same way
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@FCBfemeni ‼️ [MEDICAL COMMUNICATION].
❌ Alexia Putellas has an injury to her right triceps muscle in the right side of her leg. She will be out for approximately three weeks.
#futfem#Alexia Putellas#she really said I’m not going with the national team without my support system lol
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LU healthcare has been stuck in my brain. I adore our boys working hard to help people feel better! But Im also thinking about who may help them feel better? Healthcare is a draining field after all.
Malon and Time leaning on each other when one or both of them are having a time of it, making a point to hang out together at home doing absolutely nothing. Maybe watching a movie, ordering food in, but taking a break from being on their feet all the time. Twilight becoming part of their veg sessions.
The group checking in on Sky every so often, dropping by to hand off food or just hanging out with him in the same space. Just in case he's getting bad again.
Shadow ordering enough take out to feed four people for him and Four when he's had a hard shift, letting him rant about whatever bullshit happened and nodding along. Even if he doesn't quite get all the terms used.
Just... Gah!! Support systems!! Love them
Malon and Time have a little water fountain in their house and some days when they're both fresh off work stretches they'll just put it on, sit on the couch, and say nothing and do nothing. They'll just cuddle and be close to each other <3
I can also see them having movie veg sessions with Twilight, as well as Wild <3
fjdksljafieowajkfdsl yes the group checking in on Sky like that is TJEIWAOJFEWAKF T-T <3 <3
Four finds solace in playing video games and going to bakeries and cafes to read. He also does hobby blacksmithing :D Usually, he'll run into his friends while going out - Hyrule in particular loves pastries, so they'll run into each other a lot at the bakery. Twilight will go shopping for tools with Four, and they'll spend the whole day hanging out.
#you ask skye answers#lovely anon#lu in healthcare#support systems my beloved#healthcare workers would definitely not last without them#lu malon#lu time#lu twilight#lu wild#lu four#lu sky#does shadow even really feature in four's games or is he just a manga thing#because I just look to the games for lore and info since the mangas aren't canon anyway
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I know a lot of people are talking about Barcode's growth between Kinnporsche and DFF; I'd also like to point out while Barcode has grown it's not so much the acting skills that have changed. He is in a different role here. And not just that but imagine being exposed to that level of fame at 18. Imagine hearing people sing along with him, fans fawning over him. It can do a lot of thing but one thing it's certain to do is give someone a lot of confidence. And that's the biggest change that I see. He's gotten a lot more confident in his skills, in his support system. In DFF he is among people his own age and he is the most famous one there. That's gotta make you feel a certain way. And it shows.
#barcode tinnasit#kinnporsche#dead friend forever#wuju bakery#like of course he is growing as an artist#but talent is of little use without the confidence and support system to back it up
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my fear about them not using the keep for datv (along with the fact that it allows for less variance in worldstate, but i do buy the excuse that a lot of that stuff won’t be relevant in a wider story set years later) is that the keep is going to be abandoned and/or deactivated, making it impossible to play any type of custom world state in inquisition
#mine#dragon age#i’m sure if they’re worried about server space it could be streamlined#like respectfully. no one cares about cammen and gheyna or slim couldry#some of that stuff is to be a user journal and if they really don’t want to maintain it. some of it could be eliminated ig#but there are still things that need to be there for inquisition. and i also don’t know if they could touch ANY of it without breaking it#i’m just a little paranoid because they just discontinued support for the xbox 360 store (where i first played inq) last month#and like i know that was at the end of that console’s run but still#the keep goes down often enough. i get a little worried#BUT ALSO I WANT TO SEE FEYNRIEL AND THAT FEELS LIKE SUCH A SPECIFIC PULL THAT IT WOULDNT BE ON THE LIST FOR DATV’S CARD SYSTEM
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Rossi at this point shouldn't ask, just put a pill of happiness (Ramelteon) on Spencer's coffee and wait.
#don't worry about dependence if bro can hop off heroine without an actual support system this would be easy#or he would die#either way he would rest#criminal minds#spencer reid#david rossi
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