books i read in 2023
Sayaka Murata, Convenience store woman
Kurt Vonnegut, Slaughterhouse-five
Maryam Hassouni, Wat de fak
Margaret Atwood, Oryx and Crake
Juan Rulfo, Pedro Páramo
Margaret Atwood, The year of the flood
Isabel Allende, The house of the spirits
María Gainza, Optic nerve
Piet Paaltjens, Snikken en grimlachjes
Arthur Miller, Death of a salesman
Anja Meulenbelt, Feminisme: terug van nooit weggeweest
Feminism: en antologi
Jean Rhys, Wide Sargasso Sea
Caroline Knapp, Appetites: Why women want
Jean Rhys, Voyage in the dark
Euripides, Electra
Euripides, The Phoenician women
Euripides, The Bacchae
Jean Rhys, La grosse Fifi
Odysseas Elytis, The axion esti
Hilda Newman & Tim Tate, Diamonds at dinner
Julie Orringer, How to breathe underwater
Richard Brautigan, Revenge of the lawn
Jane Campion, The piano (screenplay)
Jean Rhys, Quartet
Emma Cline, The girls
Arnon Grunberg, Tirza
Karen Blixen, Ehrengard
Alain de Botton, Religion for atheists
Arthur Japin, De overgave
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was relistening to 'in case I make it' because 2 year anniversary today yaaay!!! and oh my god I forgot how well becoming the lastnames fits kazui. ESPECIALLY this bit
"But what do I know about forever, when so far I've been so fleeting?
Babe, my frontal lobe's done growing this might just be how I'm wired.
But now we're kissing before brushing, smile with our whole faces. If you want a hyphen last name I guess, I don't mind the cadence
I've seen home videos, I was there back in the '80s and if I'm just them, and they back then could do it, why cant I?
Just like my parents in due time. Imagine me, just like my parents? Yeah right!
Cause I've made more mistakes than simple empty moments. Each one is out of character, as you know I tend to be.
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mae u know why I’m here. give me The Big Rei Guy and the colour yellow!!!
eeee mar (although coming two months too late) i am ready to deliver
Reiner Braun
Funny you should ask because yellow is one of Reiner's "official" colors (the runner-up being orange) and I also tend to color code Reiner with yellow so let's work from from that.
Just like I've mention while discussing Zeke, yellow can be charged with both positive and negatives connotations which represent Reiner's development as a character. The virtues being the positivity, amusement and humor it represents - much like Reiner's outer facade when he was a Cadet, always cheering his comrades up and taking on a role of an older brother for everyone (not to mention the jokes he was making about asses and stuff). Meanwhile, the negative aspects of the color being deception and falsehood - again, resonating strongly with Reiner's experience of hiding his real identity and lying to his comrades about him being the Armoured Titan. This whole duplicity of color yellow perfectly describes Reiner's whole identity, the paragon of a perfect soldier he was trying to portray to the other and how it turned out to be a lie after all.
Another interesting duplicity that the color yellow includes is the fear/bravery dichotomy. The fear being the more popular interpretation of the either (hence the adjective "yellow-bellied"), it plays into Reiner's initial terror-inducing experience on the Island of discovering the unsettling truth about his unjustified instalment as a warrior followed by witnessing Marcel's death and then running away in fear without attempting to help. And yet - yellow was thought to be a color of courage in the Empire of Japan. It is the color of warriors, the very person Reiner has strived to be his whole life and eventually become by the end of the story as he helps in stopping the Rumbling.
One of the main ways that this color can influence people is its ability to cheer, instill optimistic thoughts. And even though it's not really representative in Reiner's personality but it is evident in the way he influences the people around him - first, it was Scouts, then the kids of the Warrior Unit.
All in all, yellow is a very fitting color for Reiner. Not only does it encompass his positive traits, but simultaneously cover the negative aspects of his personality as well, creating the ambigious portrayal that Reiner is known for, tragic yet also poetic in a sense
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