#will was just like did u smell me??
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I always feel so out of place even in system communities. Does anyone else relate at all??
Like, idk some system memes are cool and relatable bc obviously not everything is gonna line up, but so much of it doesn't click with us.
We've almost never been put off by the voices, we all wanna communicate, we don't think less of each other or think 1 deserves more front time than anyone else, etc. Idk, there's so many memes about denial and eating each other's food and all this distress. Which is i know, a major part of many system's lives. Part of what makes a meme is the repeatability and a lot of systemhood IS struggles in that area.
But what about systems who do everything right (in the sense that we have healthy coping and such)? What about systems who unconditionally love each other and dissociative barriers are something we work around instead of fighting? What about the systems who love the voices?
#this comes off as abilistic i know im gonna get some bs from this#but listen. listen to me. ur allowed to struggle and this post isnt about/for u if ur gonna get mad or defensive#im talking systems well on their path through purposeful recovery#systems years into studying themselves and having full comfort and understanding within. full love. full acceptance.#i want memes and content that isnt medicalized and saying the same stuff over and over and over and over#all this misery. where is the system content where we're just being plural and silly. im so tired#dont even start on syscourse like its so bad in here#smells like stinky#system babbles#osdd#actually osdd#minor vent?#system posting#memes#did#actually did#actually traumatized#actually traumagenic#endo safe#syscourse dni#positivity
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dyke!Chilaios has me understanding breeding kink all of a sudden
#chilaios#that's a lie i understand breeding kink very well lmao#HOWEVER IT MUST BE SAID#they finish up a great scene. hot lesbian sex. all going well.#and laios lies back with her eyes closed. still flushed and sweaty. she rests her naked hand on her naked lower stomach and says. 'hah....#'did you know ...that tallmen and halflings can have kids together?' Like its just another fun monster fact.#she's trailing her fingers absentmindedly over her stomach now. tracing idle patterns.#'with our lifespans being so similar it isn't even as big a deal as it is for elves and humans. they're even fertile and that's ...#that's really rare for hybrids.' her eyes are still closed. she swallows hard. She's more red now than she was when they fucked.#'you should talk about that next time you're in me. i'd like it...' and she cracks one eye open a sliver#to see chilchuck . BEET. RED.#because Chilchuck DID NOT. KNOW.#She was already fucked out and now she's dying?? she's dying. Laios still has her huge hand resting on her huge smooth stomach#miles and miles of soft skin...that she wants chilchuck to put a BABY in#she's thought about the hypothetical lifespan and safety of the hypothetical baby! is this just a sex thing? is this a for real thing?#chilchuck does not know and does not know which one she's hoping for now!! cause both sound GREAT#AND OF COURSE THERE'S ALSO#chilchuck remembering that conversaion next time Laios's huge huge fingers are inside her. Laios's hot wet breathing by her ear.#Laios's breathing going ragged even though no one is touching HER she is the one toying with Chilchuck right now. She always does that.#between the breathing and the fingers and the warmth and the smell Laios is all around her and she just thinks -#'Laios is so huge. Laios's baby would be so huge. I'd be so huge. Pregnant with it.' And she cums.#rattles her to her fucking core. Chilchuck who HAS BEEN PREGNANT BEFORE realising. holy shit.#i want this fluffy haired socially awkward 26 year old doggirl to . to fuck a baby into me. in a sexy way.#i think . I think it's hot.#enough to turn you to drink isn't it!#u may ask - hey how come chilchuck has a girlcock and has got pregnant? can laios get chilchuck pregnant?#does anyone even have a womb in this situation? I may answer - don't worry about it#a wizard did it. whatever. its a fantasy world.#whatever is sexiest in the moment i don't care#lesbiance
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hmm
#i jus think its Funny how 🤨#y’all didn’t hate an ‘aesthetic’ until the coquette aesthetic came along#n a lot of y’all might be mad by this but i Never Gave A Fuck#once that aesthetic came along all of a sudden instead of it just letting girls be girls without bein afraid to be that way n instwad#always worried about not appearing like ‘other girls’ in order to appeal to men#the coquette aethetic is a return to womanhood if u will#its not infantalising or sexist or demoralisng#its just girls being girls#the way they wanna be#so what if i wanna wear pink bows in m’hair?#so what if i see bunnies bein’ sillie on the internet n think to m’seld#bcuz that izzz so me#if u get it u get it#if u don’t u don’t#lik .#when the earth girl aesthetic was going crazy y’all didn’t say nothing about it capitalising off of indigenous/afro indigenous cultures even#tho it did#when ‘90s model was back in#y’all didn’t assume every girl who dressed n acted in that way was doin’ hard drugs n starvin herself did u?#so why when i want to wear short skirts n pink n layers of lipgloss n i wanna smell like a faerie that suddenly means#m jus ‘trying to submit myself to men’ n ‘infantilising myself for p——s’ or not being a feminist#like no.#this was never abt men n it never will be#if a man happens to compliment me wearing this certain aesthetic thanks i guess but its not for him#never was#this was for me#this IS for me#the little girl who adored being called princess by her mummy n papi#who had a tiara collection that gathered dust and disuse as the years went on.#who felt the need to lie about her favourite colour being pink after a table of her classmates erupted in laughter at that revelation.
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im gonna buy noise cancelling earbuds and see if i can be more social that way because i find it really hard to interact with people and one of the main reasons is that i am constantly overwhelmed by noise and smells and my socks and my hair. i am so uncomfortable all the time everywhere except alone in my room.
#does anyone have advice about what to do with smells like how can i stop smelling ?????? 😭😭😭😭#noise canceling headphones#noise cancelling earbuds#help an overwhelmed bestie out#anxiety#autism#im tagging that because i think lots of people with autism would get this#so maybe u can help me ??#mental illness#neurodivergent#social interaction#socially awkward#isolation#mental health#about the hair: i want to shave my head again but i idk if its a good idea#like i was veeery comfy the 2 times i did it but the attention and peoples reactions........ i hated that so much. gave me sooo much anxiety#im.getting anxious now just thinking about it
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florist roses having no scent is actually so messed up. we bred the roses to look "perfect" and last a long time and but they have lost The thing that people have loved them for the most for thousands of years. now when u smell a boquet of roses all you can smell is the chemical scent of plant food unless they're actual garden roses. there's a metaphor in here somewhere
#roses are my favorite flower but if anyone ever wanted to buy me flowers i would hate to get roses#bc they straight up smell like chemicals#carnations at least smell nice#but if u want fragrant roses you better be buying a designer wedding boquet or something or grow them yourself lol#insane insane insane#how did we let it come to this#roses went from the most romantic flower to the most boring artificial flower and we just let it happen 😭#nobody even talks abt this but it haunts me#valentine's day always reminds me how much i hate florist roses lol#a rose by anyother name might actually smell sweet <3#anyway i see a scentless boquet of roses for an outrageous price and im ripping and killing and biting etc#why do we insist this is the pinnacle of romance lol#this has been a shitpost#anyway the reason u can get nice ones for wedding boquets is bc they only need to last a short time#but why dont we prioritize the scent of the others 😭#also im just being nitpicky but i dont like the look of technically perfect roses i think that was made up to favor a less delicate shape#i dont have a solution for this btw besides saying i would rather have roses that smell nice than last longer#and if u couldn't preserve and ship them as far that would actually benefit local growers in more regions instead of importing 99% of roses
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So fuckin tired.
#.txt#one of our cats is newer to our household. and hisses when she smells our other cat#so we are trying to be patient and introduce them slowly but that means switching them out#so rn our boy cat is in the living room with me#ans he is screaming his head off to go into the bed room with my wife#but its his turn to be out so. idk man u wanted out in the first place#i love him and i love cats but meows are sensory hell when its constant#idk how i delt with dogs barking all the time when i was younger#i rmr when my mom would leave and gizmo would go crazy bc he was upset tho i would cry and have a meltdown but that was like. after#highschool. so idk how i did that before#all that to say. i am frustrated and i hope they get along soon#just needed to vent this LOL#.vent
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okay I severely misjudged spaghetti guy he’s actually just really cool
#okay so I came to this flat and he wasn’t here. greeted by a very dirty flat with shit all over the kitchen counters over cling film#I meet first my other flatmate who told me he stays in his room constantly bc of previous bad flatmates#has literally just a saucepan and some salt in the kitchen. so I’m like okay spaghetti guy potentially not great but could just be#how this guy is yknow#on Tuesday I get an email back saying he’s coming back from Norway tonight looking forward to seeing you feel free to use the kitchen sauces#rlly friendly message that I wasn’t expecting. I also didn’t know he’d been on a trip i just knew he wasn’t there bc his door was open#(to a REALLY nice room. multiple rlly nice plants (which he has little care labels for!!!) and it’s tidy and pretty#and he’s got a sheep teddy on the bed)#meanwhile I am in my own head bc I don’t wanna cook in the kitchen until I can clean it and I can’t clean it without moving his shit and#I haven’t seen him yet to talk abt it and I can’t bring myself to talk to him immediately bc I’m dying#and embarrassed as hell by how I’ve been cooking in my room with a microwave and air fryer (loud) and sneaking my shit out of the kitchen#but then yesterday I DO talk to him!! and he’s super friendly!! actually interested in having a conversation and Good at it.#and then he’s cooking and like. spaghetti burns but I’m not there for long and seems to be a mistake (he made the same thing for lunch today#and did Not burn the spaghetti) and is otherwise clearly competent bc the food smells Good and despite leaving a few things out it’s like#washed up stuff isn’t dirty and the sides are better despite still under cling film. more a case that he’s spread out than he’s messy#and now today we talked and i offered to hold onto some shit over summer bc complicated situation that boils down to he’s flying back home#and he cant take all his stuff and had to choose between chucking stuff/having literally nothing this weekend. like sleeping on the sofa etc#and then cleans the whole flat?? which I’m assuming a good chunk is his mess? but he did not need to do that. could’ve easily left#bc there are two people still living here who would’ve had to deal with it and he doesn’t know either at all#and THEN tonight we talk abt food which is fun bc we both ordered stuff. and he offers me some honeydew melon bc he’s been gorging himself#these past two days to finish it before it goes bad/he leaves which is also really sweet#and JUST NOW. I take my headphones out after finishing dinner and hear the sweetest fucking guitar#he plays the gentlest like dreamy sounding acoustic guitar I’ve heard in my life in his room (door closed by the time I leave)#this is actually just a really cool dude#now that the kitchens clear I’m gonna cook tomorrow and will probably offer him some bc otherwise he’s gonna be eating out all weekend#he has extra takeout for tomorrow night but might want smth Sunday#regardless I am just. huh??? left a bit stunned bc of the u turn my opinion of this guy has taken. bc my opinion of him was a reflection#of my discomfort moving to this weird dirty basement flat with two people I didn’t know#well. idk where to go from here. I think I’ll start by talking to him more this weekend. bc holy fucking shit.#luke.txt
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What does distilled sea water taste like
aww man you had to ask the most difficult question huh
i feel like, maybe it's not the same for everyone
and maybe it's different if you are not on a boat, or on a boat that is not the boat i was on, but like
to me it
okay to start, the thing with the water, right, is that all our fresh water came from the ocean. like it was not hauled on board, there was no fresh water to start, it is all pulled up and boiled and then that water vapor is put into the tank and used for showers, sinks, toilets, and, obviously, drinking and cooking etc
right so it's just plain H2O, no electrolytes, no fluoride, no whatever the fuck right it's just. water molecules lol
but it's water that came from the ocean right so like
it tastes like water, at first (if u have ever ingested clean river water i would say even that might give u an idea), but there is an aftertaste that's like
the way that standing on a beach in the northern pacific smells. cannot be clearer than that, i'm afraid.
there's like, eau de seaweed but no but yes but no
drinking water when i got back was very strange and i am now hyper aware of how all water tastes (and i was already a picky water drinker so this is a problem lol) and sometimes i miss it. it's weird.
#i'm sure that if i had been in the atlantic it would have been different but#i'm very familiar with a specific smell like u know when ur on a beach and there is seaweed or dense algae content in the water#gives u a lil bit of that#and like there's so much shit in the ocean i did not even post all the plankton we caught bc it would have taken a hundred years but#the ocean is just lousy with stuff u know#god my kingdom for a giant diatom colony right now i miss them#that's unrelated just a passing thought#anyway i hope this helps lol#also thinking about it because if i was dirk i would probably have an aversion to water if this was all i knew#and not because it's terrible because i guzzled the stuff don't get me wrong but#because he had other things to drink right so why the fuck would u not drink the other things when the alternative is literally#waves hand#and who knows what was running through those pipes man#anyway just some thoughts i suppose#sorry i'm still rambling sorry
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my room smells like cat pee and i’m deciding between ending it all and burning the house down. maybe both tbh
#one of the cats in this house just kinda pees. wherever. and it makes me actually want to die#they figured out she had a uti many years ago and it’s like. ok did it go away? is it still with us?#bc this needs to Stop#i don’t even let her in my room so idk why tf it smells in here. that’s why i’m fucking mad#my window has been open the whole time i’ve been gone too so. this is just cruel and unusual#someone kidnap me pls i’m begging u i can’t take it anymore#the smells of this house poison my soul every day and i’m losing my will to go on
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I go through a quarter-life (actually probably mid-life considering climate change) crisis like every day of my life and it really kills my vibe i cannot lie
#I have to work a really long event today and idk if I can even do it but I need money so I have toooooo#at least I finally did my dishes this morning after I walked into my room and I realized it smelled like a fucking landfill LMAO#FUCK idk how I will make it another semester of this evil place#this place is seriously bad it feels like my soul is rotting not to be dramatic#actually since I’ve set foot here in 2019 my mental health took a steep decline#but ummm idk I guess I didn’t have any guts to drop cuz I thought I was just being a baby#ACTUALLY ITS FIIINEE#I am NO LONGER above crying on the bus (joke)(not joke)#I wanted to go home this weekend but today was the only day they’ve scheduled me in forever and so I have to stay and work so I can like#buy food#I hate u…….
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me when im. m . mac the stampede
#THE GLOVES ARE TOO BIG I NEED TO SHRINK THEM. BUT HOLY SHIT. HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE#im like the worlds worst combination between vash the stampede and cwilbur#im like if vash had wilbur hair#HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEE#BEST PURCHASE IVE MADE IN SOOOOO LONG. HEHE#its got that weird plastic smell but like thats fine#ALSO IT CAME WITH PANTS BUT THEY WRRE SO FUCKING BIG I DIDNT EVEN ATTEMPT TO PUT THOSE ON LMAO. SO U GET SWEATPANTS.#blahblahblah#uh. did i have a selfie tag. i dont think i did. anyway. hi. thas me#🐟 girl thats just me 🐟
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life would truly be one of the most magnificent experiences if I could just smell the smell of roses all the time. I've grown to be OBSESSED with the smell, after performing for so long, because it's the flower everyone gives an actor, but I've always had an odd little collection to them. They were my grandmother's favorite, before she passed, and I don't think there's ever been a time where I didn't think of her when I thought of roses. The smell reminds me of everything good in life. man I love roses.
#today was a very weird day for me emotionally#saw some old friends (who i am convinced truly hate every fibre of my being and yet i still hopelessly idealize them)#did a show#had to go home and do homework 🙄#still have math homework to do#did amazing on some tests#got my script rejected#etc. etc.#so it's just been a very weird day emotions wise. 5.5/10#however I would not like to do it again.#Rose (the human) if you see this u also smell good. sometimes... 😬#SLASH J SLASH J#gonna go watch bones and do math homework byee
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reading scientific articles on human scent glands to write one scene of a fic. sigh. guess what fic this is for.........
#human pheromones arent real. but also people do like have a smell. underneath their perfumes and colognes and detergents and stuff.#like individual people have their own smell. you know?#anyway i just wanted to find out if there were areas where it was more concentrated or not lol#the answer is: it depends on what kind of gland ur talkin abt bc theres 3 kinds that science generally considers to b human scent glands#very fascinating and did not help me#lots of like scientific journal articles available online for free on this tho lmao#its bc its the evolutionary pop psychology schtick that pickup artists and other shitty men love#if u cant tell i dont think very highly of evopsych#bc theres no way to actually prove it experimentally in a way that u can generalize to any population in modern day#anyway thats enough of my former psych student tangent lol#talk#text#mine#and if u got this far and hadnt already guessed this was for#f: changer#au: strawberry sunday
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what i really like so far abt 2 is that they put in a lot more little details. the sprites still have the paper doll thing where sometimes you need to approximate an action thats too complicated to animate but way more stuff DOES have custom animations like particio pulling out a bag or throné doing the little knife flip at the end of battles, and also it seems like the protagonists you havent picked up yet have different dialogue depending on the party leader who talks to them which is great. most importantly though i really like that they have dialogue that react to each other in combat though, like giving them all lines for when specific party members do a good job or are in danger is really sweet
#c.paradisi#octoposting#octo1's weakest point to me was that the party members just did not interact with each other enough#the travel banters were good(i mean. the good ones were.)#but having them talk to each other in battle which you do a lot more of does a much better job selling that these ppl are like. friends#hopefully in octopath 3 they have onscreen gay sex but for now ill take all the girls taking turns telling throné she smells nice#also i dont wanna praise the game too much before i see the clerics route#but hopefully this game wont have the problem where like#if in-character a lot of the ot1 protagonists shouldve fucking hated each other. but theyre not actually allowed to fight#like primrose and alfyn shouldve been at each others' throats.#<- like if u do have characters who have mutually exclusive moral codes thats not bad . but in that case i want to see blood and biting#either i want the characters to make sense as buddies OR i want them to have clashing personalities that actually clash#the best im hoping for from the cleric is that he will be blandly inoffensive#idk if youve picked up on the incredibly subtle undertones but i was not a fan of ophilia#ideally he would be actively terrible and so a bunch of characters would have interesting conflicts with him#BUT i will settle for him just being There and not much else
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the reason why i like mindy x mandy so much is that their relationship has so much potential to grow. ppl dont realize that they can get along and have so much in common
#🌈fun dip.exe🎸#ppl on twitter were giving me smh for liking them itz crazy#it doesnt bother me I just think itz funny and gives me more motivation >:3#sum dood said theyre not even old enough like wut did u mean by that#i smell homophobia O.O
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IN TEARS RN LAUGHING
#SEE THE THING ABT ME STAYING AWAY FROM 'PROMARE FANDOM' WHEN IT WAS BIG AND I /KNEW/ IT WAS GONNA BE A SHITSHOW#IS THAT I HEAR THINGS YEARS LATER AND IM LIKE NO FUCKING WAY#all u can ever say is 'oh of COURSE she did' referring 2 whatever woman obsessed w fictional gay men fucking that#was popular at the time (w other ppl just like her anyway not w gay guys lmao) that any faggot could smell from a fucking Mile away#that she was RANK and we were ALWAYS RIGHT#f slur
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