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fast food on a second (official) date at sunset 💙🤎
my finished piece for @tohmirageandmischief !! the full zine is out and completely free to download 💜 lots of talented artists and writers contributed and i recommend checking it out!
#gustholomule#gus porter#matt tholomule#the owl house#toh fanart#augustus porter#toh mattholomule#mirage and mischief: an owl house fanzine#had to go dig up my notes on this one omg it’s been eight months since i really thought about it#gus said something stupid right before this but it made matt laugh so hard gus has no regrets#and matt gets four alarm demon sauce all over his mouth and gus desperately wants to just kiss it off him#i love them your honor. i may not be hyperfixated on them rn but i still love them dearly ❤️#steph draws#x
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nickel and balloon would be so much more interesting if people explored the way nickel became everything awful that balloon used to be but so much worse ironically all in the name of "protecting" everyone from that history repeating. and not softboy tsundere yaoi or whatever is going on in those tags rn
#meeple.txt#inanimate insanity#iii they could so easily make me hate you.#nickloon arc was the worst thing to ever come out of iii#unnecessarily long and stupid and hilariously poorly written#i actually feel insane seeing how many people just accept it at face value as The Canon#i know it Is canon but i dont care. Heart❤️#we need to bring back the fandom energy of collectively rejecting the shitty writing#nickloon arc did not happen its ok. take my hand#in my heart nickel digs himself a deeper hole of denying he did any wrong and everyone at most tolerates him#fits his character built up by s2 so much better and parallels other characters too#somewhere deep in his head i feel like he knows hes wrong. but by god it should not have been that easy to ''fix'' him#hes going to deny it until it kills him bc that means facing any regret or deeper feelings he doesnt wanna deal with#and that means admitting he made mistakes which is a huge blow to his ego#and his Cool Tough Leader personality#hes not gonna give that up so easily#and i dont think its in character for him to change within the timeframe of the show tbh . at least with the time they have left now#thats like a post canon Maybe to me#the only way ill accept it really
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I can see the show addressing the whole father and sons of it all with Ramon and Eddie and Chris especially after 8x04 and the convo he had with the cheerleaders father and that’s good that’s great if they address it well but I think the Helena of it all is going to haunt me forever if it’s not touched on with the comments “don’t drag him down with you” and the way she’s so happy to have Chris as a do-over and how she was the present parent and the role she plays in the Diaz family dynamic and just how both his parents have fucked him up and how Eddie only really sees his dad as the messed up one
#and this isn’t to excuse Ramon or say one of the Diaz parents is worse than the other or anything like that#but just that there’s such a focus in the show on Ramon and how I can see it being addressed but them skimming past Helena’s role in#Eddie’s life and how she’s had just as much impact on him etc#bc if you made me choose which of his parents I could have him confront it’s not Ramon#bc of the whole sonhusband person there taking the misplaced resentment digging comments regretting/resenting her own life and projecting#that onto Eddie and how that’s all so insidious in how it’s seeped into the shape of Eddie’s life#and how she wants Chris as a replacement for all she messed up with Eddie and how Eddie doesn’t meet the expectations she and Ramon had#and how it’s easier for Eddie to identify his issues with his dad and confront them bc of the whole fathers and sons of it all blame the#absent parent over the present one etc but ugh the Helena of it all haunts me#and just ugh maybe I need to write a fic that explores this bc I don’t see the show doing it but god do I think about it often#noah watches 9-1-1
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rover meeting caelus dsndnfndndnd
everyones yapping abt caelus here and there, i picked stelle yknow
#no hate to caelus i just liked stelles design more and dont regret my choice shes absolute garbage queen#ik theyre the same etc but like traveler they have different vibes to me. stelle jsut feels more feral and chaotic which i just dig#so yea idk why ppl bring up caelus HE DOESNT EVEN LOOK LIKE ROVER some ppl are just ugh#reply
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whenever i pull stuff from my archives for a fun little post and then ppl get on twitter and act weird about it, it reminds me why i don’t share all the stuff i have saved.
#like i saw multiple tweets about ppl wanting to print out that pic and show it to quinn and it’s like . ok so now i regret posting that 👍#the more u shove stuff like this in their faces the LESS content we get. WHY DONT YOU PEOPLE UNDERSTAND THIS 😭😭😭😭#i have way more halloween pics that are never getting posted now#blame the clout chasers of hockey twitter#i know ppl accuse me of being a huge asshole who loves to gatekeep but i would LOVE to share more stuff#i just am stuck in this bind where i am very aware that a lot of what i dig up ends up blowing up on hockey twitter#and so i try to be so careful and thoughtful but like . idk what to do u guys. i guess the only solution is just keep stuff to myself?#i really do want to share goodies w u all but i don’t feel like i can when this happens every time 😖😖😖
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I wasn't on here when it happened but how funny was it when the news came out that Luca went to Honda while Alex had been banned from Yamaha
well first of all i’m pretty sure i remember MARC being the one who basically confirmed the news to the press. and part of me thought he was JOKING
#love and light to luca we were all like. okay why the hell would you do that my guy. to what end.#i don’t remember digging into the alex yamaha of it all but that is bananas#though you gotta remember vale won with honda too and the marc/honda camp hasn’t been as keen on the theatricality of their feud#in terms of carrying it on…#motogp#callie speaks#asks#woke up at like 4 am for thunderstorm i’m heading back to sleeeeeeep. smooch.#the entire vr46/marc thing was so unserious at the end of last year it was so funny.#towing. the kiss of valentino gate with pecco VISIBLY psyching himself up. marc leaking that info like who gaf he’s gonna regret that lol.#BEZZ.
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you know i was able to hold myself down quite calmly until you reminded me the website is updating, and now i'm struggling with myself it feels like i put myself in a straight jacket of sorts. BWAH
(i say thing jokingly, BUT I AM THERE WITH YOU I FEEL PHYSICALLY ILL FROM THE EXCITEMENT IM JUST. AUGH) god save us all for when it drops
im so normal.... im so sane.... auahhhhhahh
we're going to collectively lose our absolute marbles ouagh. actual image of us all rn:
#NO DUDE IK IK IK#i regret going to sleep so early last night bc it'll probably be hours yet#im holding off from pulling up the site on a tab until clown makes a post saying Hey Its Up#it feels... it feels like a horse race#we are all the horses stomping behind the gates waiting for our keeper to open them#personally i am going to charge out of my gate and then promptly break all of my flimsy horse legs#TODAY TODAY TODAY SOON SOON SOON!!!!!!#sorry for reminding you but also im lying. No Im Not Sorry At All <3#we all lose our minds Together here!!!!!#if one of us is consumed by the unwellness! we all will be!!!#rambles from the bog#im quickly running out of distractions#i finished hannibal yesterday. i cant crochet bc that frees up Thinking Space#i watched the new puppet history. what else is there#cant read rn.....#i guess ill just sit here and atrophy until the Green Light is Given!#also hi!!!! your art is very cute!!! i dig your greaser au!!!
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Okay this is the *actual* last comment, for real, but I just found out Spider is now smearing me as a convert and accusing me of being involved with drama I was not involved with because he mistakenly attributed my apologies for his public temper tantrum as being about something unrelated.
THIS IS A FALSE ACCUSATION and I do not appreciate having yet another bit of fake malicious intent falsely ascribed to my actions and* attributing a completely unrelated attack to me.
Also, it's very sad and disappointing whenever a Jew gets mad at a convert because something else is going on in the Jew's life and the convert happens to be in the splash zone and the Jew falls over backwards to smear the convert and invalidate her faith.
Just....the childish aggression is making me so, so sad and disappointed, from someone I used to think very highly of, who is now lying about me and publicly smearing me with false accusations based on a conflict he started because he misinterpreted something I said and I went out of my way to give him the benefit of the doubt when trying to clear up the mistake HE MADE that led him to decide bullying and attacking me for three fucking days was appropriate and okay and that I'm the bad guy for saying it's wildly unprofessional to behave like this in public to a former customer face.
Sorry, but facts, reality, linear time and the truth of what I actually said and did are on my side here, and I will not stand for being smeared and attacked and shat all over because I had the gall to try to kindly resolve his uncalled for, unjustified temper tantrum.
I am also not sorry that I left a side note in the tags that it was also unacceptable for HIM to drag his daughter into a stupid internet slapfight based on his own reading comprehension failure. Because it was and is unacceptable, and she needs to hear that message from someone.
End of story. Keep digging that hole as long as you like, Spider. It's not helping your case and is continuing to make you look progressively worse and more unreasonable, and the only person you have to blame is yourself.
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#don't buy from nerdykeppie#all receipts are under this tag#if you're so offended because my reporting on the things you say and do makes you look bad maybe the problem is you#this whole thing was completely needless#and yet he is continuing to DARVO me because he's pissed that his usual method of smugly lashing out at people over their poor reading#comprehension doesn't work when it's him who failed to comprehend what I wrote in the first place#also REAL FUCKING INCHRESTING that he's lying about me being involved in the jewvestigation of him so he responds by......jewvestigating me#lol#lashon hara. maybe he should study it sometime.#and maybe he'll learn warning others about poor behavior from a business so they don't waste their money there is not lashon hara#but honestly I doubt it because he's never going to let go of his desperate complex about always being the smartest raddest dude in the roo#it looks pathetic and I think he realizes that or he wouldn't have had such a dramatic extended meltdown over the things *he* said to *me*#I also still find it funny that he has conveniently forgotten to address the whole “hey bud your timeline doesn't add up” part#and I think that's because he knows if he were to address the proof that he didn't remember it correctly he would be forced to admit that h#threw a massive shitfit at someone for no reason because his memory got mixed up#so so funny that he can't come up with an answer for that#almost like! he knows he fucked up bigtime and is scrambling to make himself the victim!#also funny that “worrying about someone who was dragged into a fight by a bully” got twisted into sneakily scheming to turn her against him#I'm not a scheming plotter I'm worried because the behavior you showed your child in public was wildly inappropriate TO HER.#it's sad! It's fucking sad and embarrassing and hypocritical and immature and SAD!#but the pretend me other people are attacking because they made shit up is none of my business#if he wants to keep writing fanfic about me he can go right ahead#because again#the more he talks the worse he looks#the more he digs this hole the deeper he gets mired in his own muck#and it's not my job to bend over backwards to keep him from experiencing the natural consequences of his actions.#I really should learn the lesson that people who are snide assholes in one situation are usually snide assholes across the board#really the worst part is knowing I defended him when he threw tantrums like this before#that's what I regret and feel guilty about: that I backed up his shitty behavior and gave it legitimacuy#that was wrong of me and I'm sorry for every time I jumped in as one of his flying monkeys
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don’t let jason todd ever find out about batjokes, he’d actually try to bury himself alive in his own grave
#dc comics#dc universe#dcu#batman#red hood#jason todd#jason peter todd#jason was never the angry robin#don’t worry he won’t be alone because the rest of the batfamily will join him! (batman himself included btw!)#jason while digging his grave: this second life isn’t worth this bs#babs is wiping every mention of it off the internet forever#tim is building memory-wipers in the batcave#this is the last straw#dick is ready to beat the joker up again#damian is calling his mother to tell her all about it#cass and duke have already tracked the joker down and beat him up#bruce has decided to never leave the house again#steph was the one who showed it to them via the groupchat because she thought it was hillarious but she is now regretting telling them
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It's so important that Lucy Gray Baird was NOT erased, not the way Snow wanted. Echoes of her voice lived on and on and on, rising to a crescendo to haunt him from the 74th hunger games to the end of his days. Her songs comforted a little girl in the Seam at night. Her songs laid a little girl from District 11 to rest in the arena. Her songs fanned the flames of a revolution.
#lucy gray#lucy gray baird#tbosbas#also you just know snow remembers katniss was the excuse lucy used to escape him#she claimed she was going to dig up some katniss root#katniss everdeen is like a nightmare tailor made to remind him of all his mistakes and regrets
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insane rabbit hole of the night. chasing down rumors of a 1999 revolutionary girl utena musical where it gets hijacked by a zombie apocalypse
can't fully tell if it's the most buckwild fan lie i've seen in a while (found a 2007 forum archive with the posts and all the links are broken. so i'm still not fully convinced)
or a piece of lost media i would sell my soul for (utena archive twitter managed to turn up some pictures of it 8 months ago)
#did I stay up too late digging into this? yes#do I regret it? no#Utena as gory experimental theater is incredibly my bullshit#rgu
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#man idk why i share anything ever anymore#i just immediately regret it#and end up feeling anxious about it#doesn't matter what it is it will go unacknowledged and i remember that i'm playing alone on the playground#idk what happened if its a general fandom thing or if its just specific to me but i remember when ocs were cared about and people liked them#it seems like less and less people care as a whole#idk maybe it's nothing#it's just felt bad sharing any oc content for a long time now#delete later#not a dig or targeted or pointed i'm just thinking out loud
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ok i am actually so very angry and there's literally nothing i can do to fix it. life keeps going on. she might even be happy. and fuck dude, i'll make sure im happy too, i was a fully developed person before she was in my life and i'll continue to be one without her. but God Damn, the fact that she can just do something so blatantly awful and unfair to me and then run off without any actual repercussions is just so fucking rankling to me.
like perhaps she feels guilty. she said she did when it was all going down. but it was just something she "needed to do". so obviously she didn't feel guilty enough or she wouldnt have done it like that lmaoooo
i really did deserve to have a good solid yell at her. but unfortunately, by the time i did see her in person i just wanted her out of my fucking life. so. no yelling was done, unfortunately.
#speculation nation#the duality of being a deeply resentful and angry person. and being a person that Tries to be mature and peaceful.#like im not gonna actually Do shit even tho i keep wanting to message her just to yell at her some more again#it's like there's a beast in me that keeps yelling for retribution. she wronged me in such a disrespectful and humiliating way#and yet she just gets to walk away like it was nothing? live her life like it was nothing?#be in 'love' with her new 'soulmate' after cutting me off like a rotten limb?#i feel so DEEPLY angry. i want to spit vitriol and fire. i want to dig my claws into her bones. make her really FEEL how i feel.#i want to wander into her dreams and make her experience what i felt. every miserable second of silence.#the humiliation of admitting you might be falling in love only to be told you were never loved at all.#and i want to knee her in the gut and spit in her face and really make her regret ever fucking wronging me#but unfortunately im a stupid fucking pacifist so all the aggression and anger and violence has no FUCKING outlet#ive been. trying to not think about it too much. ive been trying to just live my life. because i dont want her to run my life.#but the anger keeps catching up to me. filtering in when i dont expect it. endless constant fucking thoughts coming back to me#on and on and on and on i live and i eat and i read and i game and i hate and i hate and i hate and i hate and i hate and i HATE AND I HATE#the greatest injustice is that i cannot make her truly feel every single ounce of my resentment and anger#it's so overwhelming i think i could choke on it. and she gets to live her FUCKING happy little life with her stupid fucking 'soulmate'#i hope it collapses around her and she loses her too so she's single and alone and miserable and regretting all of her fucking impulsivenes#she deserves to have it fail after what she did to me. and all i can really do is hope that karma has its fucking kiss for her.#if only curses were real. what i wouldnt give to put some energy into that karmic payback lmfao.#ok . ok ok ok ok love and peace on planet earth. i am shifting out of vitriolic little shit mode.#just had to let some of the steam out. im still angry but i am going to go back to not thinking about it.#i think i should go on a nice long bike ride tomorrow. to decompress and work some of the steam out.#it's something that she can never take from me. something that is so wholly mine. fuck that stupid bitch and fuck her new girlfriend too#...............................ok NOW im shifting out of vitriolic mode. lol#negative/#WAHOOOOOO i am certainly not taking this breakup well. but i dont think anyone would be lmfao.#all things considered i think im doing a pretty great job at handling this breakup.#bc at least im only recounting unrealistic threats and fantasies on my tumblr dot com instead of messaging Any of this to her.#i may kinda want her to read it so that she knows anyways. but i wont message her directly. bc i am Trying to be at least a little mature.#complaining on my tumblr dot com so i dont message my ex with more vitriol. gotta cope Somehow.
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These delivered today too. The top one, HELIOGENOMS A◦D (2001), features Order Sol and Holy Order-era Ky. I think the first few pages were done by someone in the Zanzibar circle that wasn't Denki Akiba, the style is a bit different.
The horizontal one (which is normal vertical format inside), HELIOGENOMS IRREGULAR BOUND (2003), starts with a page from someone else in the Zanzibar circle with the rest of it being entirely by Denki Akiba. It's got a little bit of everyone (GGX/XX Raven and That Man..!) with a general focus on Sol.
I'm very grateful for the postscript notes in these doujinshi; Akiba has made it refreshingly easy to figure out the publishing chronology of these books haha
These were the last of the HELIOGENOMS books on Otaku Republic that were in stock so I'm not going to get any more doujinshi to scan for a long while.
#photopost#There's a Sol/Johnny BL HELIOGENOMS book I couldn't find in stock anywhere that I want so bad lol#Regret not writing down the name the one time I found pictures of it... Need to dig around for it again#There are a lot of these books!!! Big win for me haha Love this art style so much#It's a LOOOOONG way off yet because I still have so much to do but I'd like to try cleaning up the ABOUT HIM & HER doujinshi pages-#-after I get these last 3 HELIOGENOMS books and the 4koma volume scanned and cleaned
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I’m charGINg my switch so I can say hi to my villagers
#animal crossing#they must miss me#oh#I bet my town is messy and full of weeds again 💀#I made half of it into a farm and regret it because I want to not do that anymore#but I have to dig up all my crops 💀
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hate that you can have possibly the most horrific realisation of your life and your body completely freaks out and starts fighting itself and you are just expected to keep going with your day like normal. i feel like maybe i should get a month away from any and all responsibilities at the very least to recover and adjust to having this knowledge
#my god!!! my god!!! the horrors do not end!!!#in fact old horrors will come back to haunt you again!!!#i wish i had not gone digging and prodding but oops i am so stupid and also i cannot stop my brain from putting pieces together!!#i have a counseling appt tomorrow but i honestly dont think i can bring this up. how do u bring up such a thing! esp when u have no proof!#i do not think the pieces would all fit together so perfectly and the body and brain would not react so violently if it were not true thoug#i do not want it to be true dear fucking god can this not be true please. can i be mistaken maybe. can it be just a series of coincidences.#i do not know how to cope with this if it is true. and the most awful thing is i'll likely never know for sure#i do not have memory of any of those times. i will never know unless another part comes forward w memories#and maybe its better to not know? but i feel sick. i feel so very sick!! i cannot deal w this!!#Chase took over for half the day and he's sooo pissed at me for digging but i sincerely could not stop putting things together#everyone in the brain is so mad at me i think fsdjkl i feel so awful and sick and the body is so fucked up now#i want to bring it up w counselor but i'd have to bring up a lot of other things and she's about to go on pregnancy/maternity leave#i dont want to be... burdensome. and idk who will be replacing her#idk !!! i wish i could just undo all of that thinking this morning!! i fucked up!! i shouldnt have thought about it!!#i regret it but i also cannot stop wanting to know the truth!! and i hate this!! i dont want this to be real!! please i hope its not!!#pippen needs 2nd breakfast
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