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the mice are offering you a slice of cake….
do you accept their tribute
#i just woke up . disoriented#pdjdkdj#THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE BDAY WISHES 🥹🥹🥹#will probably be inactive all day#but i’ll make sure to respond to them all later <333#i love all of you so so much#ALSO . i just realized that the final chapter will probably be leaked today or tmrw so im gonna be staying off social media entirely 💀#until . friday / saturday#that doesnt matter though THE MICE HAVE GRADUATED TO TWENTYHOOD ………#their power is only growing ………..#i’m so thankful to be here with you all :’))#ari noises ✩
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(shaking hands, functioning on three iced coffees, not beta read we just die) (LIL BRO TREATING THIS LIKE AO3Anyways yeah i did not read anything i typed here a second time so my wording might Suck Major Kuss)
Hey chat! sorry my holiday depression unfortunately kicked in, i had a ,, relatively decent Eid (cuz i dont celebrate christmas) ...? so i hope everyone had a relatively better holiday than i did… 💦
My friends often tell me i look like my art and i kinda see it. Hooray! Meeting the artist! Except i took matters into my own hands of making my own collage because I Do Not Have Enough Storage Space For Any Other Editing App
Additional shitpost ❤️ the art I've been most proud of are not actually in here, really! I'm mainly proud of the fanart i made for the few smiling critters AU's aaaall the way back feb-march but. I guess the stuff i liked the most i did this year was probably for the one who wilts? Im trying to think of stuff earlier than that. I noticed i definitely had an improvement in art, and i learned i do have a preference of drawing certain ways now too lmao- the fun of art! I hope to improve more in 2025 :-)
Herm,, all jokes aside, im glad people like my art...?? I am not a very Secure artist myself (already taking me five minutes to type that out and consider myself as an artist) so im SHOCKED when people Actually like my things. My doodles. The sometimes rare occasion of real art i put out there. Like! Wow! Thats crazy
Id have to say the same for youtube- im currently at 456 subscribers 🥺❤️ that is huge to me,, i wouldnt have expected me posting for the first time in years on youtube would result to me getting this many subscribers? ? .???
Im very, VERY thankful for the people ive met this year through fandom and generally. Unfortunately—for the past few months—Ive hit a really low stump in my mental health that limits me from talking to people without getting super drained, even on social media i kinda struggle with being active again. I am thankful for the people that continue to stick around and know im the way that i am,, one day ill be mentally stronger and everyone is gonna see my growth as soon as i can ,, Actually leave my own home and hopefully start a new. I didnt really consider that until one of my friends shared its experiences with me and i GENUINELY realized i can run away and get better one day,, there is a light at the end of the tunnel,, there IS,, but not now. Not today. Not in a few months. Itll take me years to heal but 2025 and ongoing years as i get more freedom to do so,,
UHHHH UHHH. ASIDE FROM CHEESY RANTING OF HAVING HOPES FOR THE FUTURE, YAPYAPYAP- i got a drawing tablet (again another thing my friend inspired me for- technically two major things in a row it inspired me for- hope in the future and drawing BWAHAHA-) and uhhh. HmMMOOHHH YEAH I REUNITED MY MEOWMEOWS! HOORA🎊🎊🎊🎊
my 2025 goals are not just improvement in art,, but in hopes of getting a full time job (since my last full time UMM. did NOT work out well! How am i gonna learn to pay my taxes on my own dawg,) and trying to get a place of my own since i missed out on that two years ago (or one? One year ago? I DUNNO..!!!!) , therapy and trying to heal better compared to my terrible stumps of 2022-2024,, i dunno what else but. Maybe working on my social skills at some point 🗿🗿 a far fetched goal is moving out of state completely and also going on testosterone but that is farrrr from now </33
Thank you lot for following and keeping up with my goofiness i gen did not think an animanga nerd with a passion of indie and mascot horror games could reach 510 followers within one year HELPPP thats crazy
On less serious goals though i hope on watching more animes than reading manga in 2025 BWAHAHAGAHSAJD i read manga more and anime is Extremely Rare for me to watch but both jjk and Beastars have all ive been watching as of recent lol- trust i will be such a geek (girl Please that is NAWT something to look forward to) (YES IT IS. HAVE YOU NO WHIMSY?)
#Welcome back to “sydneys yapfest.” Today i bawl my eyes out for 20 minutes and then go back to hide into the catacombs! Oh how fun#And well i guess OFF + DW + STP have been on my mind too lmao- OUH YEAH. I GOT $100 IN ROBUX. Made a looey skin. Teehee!#Uhh i lost a lot of people this year but. Yknow. Most of them were really shitasses! So! Hey! Positivity wins again#<- Like it genuinely does- being around people who are more positive than self depreciative has helped me a lot more in recovering#UMMMM. YEAH. YUH. MMHM. THATS ALL I GOT. Im scared of new years! so ill see you guys next year probably? (LIKE IN JAN)#Thanks for making this year so silly and wonderful ❤️🩹❤️🩹💟💟 ill probably post if i get any asks but therell be more inactivity due -#- to seasonal depression TvT... but ill be better in six months time! June! We got this chat we will NOT let depression kick our asses 🤺🤺#Ok yeah thats all for now- YAHOO! Someone hold my hand for the next few days im Deeply Terrified Of New Years Countdowns#sydneys thoughts
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hello friends i wanted to ask for help from those with a better memory for lore/details from the games than i have. a friend of mine is doing a presentation party soon, and i want to do mine on da2 - why my favorite game kind of sucks and how i’d fix it lmao i’ve got a lot of ideas and have been replaying it to find extra details, but my memory isn’t great and i know there’s a lot of great meta posts about it on here, so i wanted to give y’all a chance to chime in! what are some things you think i should include? what are your favorite or least favorite aspects of the game? what parts are really cool and what parts do you hate? specific examples of scenes/quests/dialogue would help - also, if you know of any posts or anything else that have this type of info, send them my way! i love da2 and i’m very excited to talk about the game that it is and also the game that it could have been, so i want to be sure i have enough for it to make sense!
#da2#dragon age#dragon age 2#da#she speaks#ty to anyone who sends me anything!!#my memory/cognition in general is Garbage these days lol#also i apologize for being so so inactive on here for so long#da4 news has driven me back to the brink i fear#so far i plan to focus a lot on the anders/fenris rivalry and their lack of late-game development#plus the weirdness of having to fight both the first enchanter and meredith at the end#and i’ll probably also mention the fun theory that all caves/buildings are the same#and other little details are weird/inconsistent#bc the whole thing is just varric telling a story#i will also be starting with an acknowledgment that considering how rushed it was the game is FANTASTIC
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hey
#so i've been dealing with some irl stuff recently#nothing too bad. it was just really frustrating and exhausting for me. and really putting a damper on my mood and my art#and i'm sorry if i've been acting a little weird or not saying too much or anything#or if i've been kinda inactive for the past few days#but i'll be okay!#i just wanted to let you guys know what's been kinda going on#i'm slowly working on something really sweet involving Hugo and Noa. so that's been making me feel better#i need something happy and soft between them lol#also! I've been playing The Quarry recently!#the writing is kinda stupid and almost all of the characters act like they don't have a brain. but that's what makes it so fun!#and i'm pretty sure the devs did that intentionally. to make it seem more like a campy monster flick#i'm really enjoying it so far! the werewolves are really cool!#also it's really funny to me how they just pop like balloons whenever they're transforming#i thought it was gonna be a slow transformation. but no. their skin just immediately explodes off#and then they somehow get it all back when they turn back into humans? idk how that works but it's pretty rad#also also! the thing with the tarot cards is really cool!#i missed a lot in the beginning because i didn't know what i was looking for#and the fortune teller lady in between chapters kept getting mad at me for not finding any#but i eventually started to get it! when the game decided to really put one in my face in chapter 3 lol#and the thing with the tarot cards representing the different characters in the game got me thinking about what card Noa would probably be#i think Seven of Swords would be right up her alley#because it's associated with deception. dishonesty. betrayal. and acting strategically#and it could also signify self-deception and confessions. which is all very true for her character#aaahh now i wanna make a tarot card design for her!#but that's an idea for another day#anyway sorry for sorta rambling a bit#i hope you all are doing okay
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AI Junko with these nails would go so hard
#scarposts#Inactive all day wow#But that's because I'm spiraling lmao#tw eyestrain#tw glitch#It is a bit trippy#AI Junko gaining her own sense of style and self separate from og Junko#It's so strange that unlike Chiaki and Chihiro#AI Junko doesn't consider herself a separate entity#She is#Because Junko is dead and she is just code replicating her#Which is probably why her end goal contradicts what og Junko wanted#She's just a Monaca Tsumugi 50 odd whatever the fuck#She's not Junko#Just like how Chiaki is not Chiaki#She died awhile ago and that pile of code will never truly be her#It's just a pile of things about Junko and its spitting out things that seem like something shed do or say#But alter ego also is detached from Chihiro#The called themselves their son#So maybe ai Junko would do the same#This is literally just raiden shogun vs ei huh#Anyway
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#meg talks#just venting#im in so much pain it’s not even funny#im sorry for being inactive for so long i really was not anticipating this#the good news is ive made a lot of progress on compiling the spreadsheet for vetted gaza funds#so that once ive cleared out the dms i can add additional mods and get the ball rolling properly again#the bad news is that my insomnia is back and my pain is getting so bad i can barely get out of bed or eat#i don’t think it’s related to the fundraising work so much as… everything else -_-#i didn’t want to be out of a job for this long#and having to send so many applications and make so many fucking unhelpful phone calls a day to doctors and help centers…#idk. this isn’t me complaining abt the fundraiser work if anything it’s the only rewarding thing im doing rn#but im frustrated w myself and with my body and with. everything#it’s not just my own family relying on me anymore#and that makes it hard to deal with all this. like i could be using my time and energy way better than this.#but instead im playing phone tag to try and prove that im disabled and need to feed my brothers.#im just cjdhxgxjcncj sigh. whatever if i can just get over this hump then the rest will be downhill#and my friend is going to help me w cooking this weekend so that me and my bros can eat better#so hopefully that will give me a boost too#idr where i was going w this. probably nowhere jdgdjdnxnc im just miserable rn bc i can’t sleep and my leg hurts
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So I got a phone call from my mom this afternoon letting me know that my family’s dog, Takaya, is being put to sleep tomorrow afternoon.
This has been a long time coming for sure; I found out her health was in decline from my dad a month ago when he came to visit, but I’d hoped she might be able to make it into the new year.
I did a facetime with my mom tonight to say goodbye to her face to face before she gets put down, and to put it lightly I feel pretty miserable. She’s been a part of our family for a long time; I think we estimated that she was about 15 years old. She’s been such a good dog and was always so energetic and I’m going to miss her deeply. It feels even worse that I can’t be there in person to say goodbye, as I’m in a city a twelve hour drive away.
So’untë & nenyusten’, Takaya. Misiyh for all the memories and happiness you brought to our life.
#cw pet loss#cw pet death#cw animal death#I’m. probably gonna be a bit more inactive even more now.#finals are already hard but now I’m just trying to figure out how I’m gonna find the energy to go to class at all.#edit: as of rn it's 5:15 the next day and she's been put to sleep about 45 minutes ago.#my parents were both there and said it was peaceful#i wish i could've been there too
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its pride month
#ash xander#ash morris#doodles#yea sorry ive been inactive#i dont got a real excuse but i do think about these idiots all the time still#one day ill be back#probably#for now take my silly doodles and memes
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How did I miss that my JJBA blog's birthday was on Jonathan's birthday?
Happy b(elated)-day!
#i don't think this is a coincidence#pretty sure i made this side-blog to avoid spamming my followers on my main with jojo references#and therefore a day when there's even more jojo art than usual might have been the reason i chose to be merciful#to all of my 40-ish followers#(probably even less back then)#(and half of them inactive or of questionable humanity)
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working on the gojo fic …. and also the sugu fic……… gonna hopefully read the chapter today and make a long ranty post abt it too. BUT i’m probably gonna focus on fic writing for a bit, so it might take me some time to get back to answering asks and reading fics!!!! :’3
#just a heads up !!!!!#in case you’ve sent any asks#i really do need to take a day to just. answer All of them at once 😭 i’m sorry for being so slow!!! i’m very excited to reply to them!!!!!!#i’m still working on building up my queue lmao#so i’m planning to throw a bunch of fics and fanart and asks in there so i can just. let it run its course afterwards#which i think is prob the best option#BUT it does mean that i’ll probably be a little inactive here mayb :’3#anyway anyway . i’m gonna try to get the gojo fic out this weekend :33 and then next week the sugu fic!!!#ari noises ✩
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i never remember to explain shit anymore i just vaguepost and expect people to catch up but i finally have good news, we've made a lot of progress with my parents' estate (they both ran their own businesses and you know those images of nightmare cable management? well imagine that with bank accounts) and i actually have money now - im taking a trip to Aotearoa NZ with my mate Jules next week (dark sky reserve! lotr filming locations! snow! FOOD!) and then in august i will be moving to nyc to pursue a 2 year masters degree in library science with a focus on rare materials archival studies!! shits happening in my life!! im not just sitting in my house doing nothing all day!! and like i said i have money!! if you're taking commissions lmk bc while im focused on my getaway for the next few weeks i wanna support my friends and their art and when i get back i wanna throw u cash to draw my ocs!!
#fred says a thing#personal#i havent slept (its 8am) but not for sad reasons! i was reading a good book and then i just had a lot of thoughts!#invariably i will be sad again - probably soon! i will definitely see stuff on my trip that i will want to show my parents and have to#experience the strange nature of grief-for-what-never-was several times over during otherwise great moments#- but i will also be happy in the future too!#my therapist says i definitely have ptsd! im learning more about emotional flashbacks and how to manage them!#im a human being and i will continue to be one for the rest of my life!#i hope thats a long time!#but even if that isnt something my genetics allows i was happy now! and people were happy to have me in the world!#im realising that sounds rather alarming but i just have a lot of fears about my genetics considering. you know. the cancer orphaning.#im trying to manage both my health fears and my health itself in a reasonable way! i made a chicken tomato pasta sauce last night#just from ingredients i had lying around and it was pretty good!#i have a ripe tomato i picked from the garden yesterday that today i will fry up with bacon and put on some toast i think#there are so many books i want to read#there are so many books i want to write#in a few days i will be experiencing snow (a rarity for me) and i will probably be handling the cold very poorly and i will feel excited#and uncomfortable at the same time#and for much of my life i will experience a lot of contradictory things at the same tiem#and i will experience times of great boredom and inaction! we all have to stand in queues and wait for buses and go to the dentist#and wonder what might have been#but i will experience them. i will.
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e_e i slept so bad last nignt, now every part of my body hurts
#yesterday was rlly fun! we went to the fair down the street n then hit up some bars#i was drunk all day and i didnt throw up not even once! rare jaiden w#but now my body hurts from sleeping that was probably the worst sleep ive had in a while#owwwwwwwww#time to play the sims#sorry for being inactive im enjoying my time w my family n friends!! okay bye now 🤸
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this adhd shit is so scary i genuinely feel like i don't have free will atp
#fuck this sounds like a shitpost but im dead serious#i dont know how im even still Alive theres so many things im forgetting all day every day my brain feels like swiss cheese#i know if i didnt worry so much it would probably make things so much easier i seriously need to just Stop Caring sometimes.#but there is nothing worse than being faced with the consequences of my own inactions
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Nice
#maybe one day ill get back up to the 200s where i was before i did a big purge of all the inactive users#then again if i do ill probably do another + the people who i have just never seen like or reblog my posts#i do not get followers like that. why follow if no engage
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my controversial marvel opinion is that mutants and mutates are related, taxonomically.
mostly to rationalize how even in universe some people get in radiation/chemical/whatever accidents and die while others get superpowers.
so the way i see it is that there’s a certain subset of people who possess certain genes that make their DNA more malleable, and able to accept and reorder itself around mutations, which includes both mutants and mutates, with the main difference between the two being that mutates are able to accept changes, but need some sort of outside trigger to set off/activate mutations, while mutants have the x-gene that acts as a sort of internal trigger, allowing for powers to activate without external influences
#marvel#the automatic/'natural' power activation *does* still lead to people being more tetchy around mutants#bc inactive mutates are functionally baseline barring potentially lethal-accidents#but it does lead to some distrust of mutates as well#imo the way i see it is that mutates are the base branch from mainstream homo sapiens#placeholder term homo adaptis or whatever#and mutants are a branch/subspecies out of that#homo adaptis superior (sometimes shortened to just homo superior)#inhumans technically possess similar mutation-accepting genes#but they're different since their genes are from genetic engineering and atavism instead of like.#whatever evolutionary weirdness leads to mutates and mutants#yes ik this isnt exactly in the spirit of the original x-men but *however*#as a (technical) biologist i feel the need to insert rule-building into bs comic science#yeah yeah ik i also probably used taxonomy wrong#but like#taxonomy#phylogeny#are all so similar that the day i stop getting them confused is the day i get my post-grad degree#worldbuilding#interwoven-verse
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