#will i ever live in peace again
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innovative. bordering on the avant garde.
#what fucking freaks#everyday i wake up and think about the stupid freaks from torchwood#will i ever live in peace again#I truly don't believe so no#hopefully will post some more art today although I don't have any ideas so let's see#maybe will work on the project im cooking with a mutual hehe#can't wait for u guys to see it 👍🏼👍🏼#art talkz#sorry i had to post this bc this line has been RATTLING around in my head
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re : how each brother reacts learning that they can't go back
you'll have to pry the "all the Brozone Bros knew what happened at the tree" headcanon outta my cold, dead dead dead hands.
#sandflakedrew#trolls clay#trolls john dory#trolls floyd#trolls bruce#on today's docket : brozone angst#added in order of who i think found out first to last#listen#listen listen listen#they Knew!!!#JD for obvious reasons#Clay from Viva#Bruce isn't taken aback hearing Viva's story either. He's heard before#the combo of Floyd's 'never thought i'd see any of my brothers ever again' & 'is it really you?' hits a similar note for me#They! Knew!#clears throat. anyways#me to me : okay but wouldn't it be a little bit /more/ fucked up if JD didn't /let/ himself be fully gray? wouldn't that be worse?#the idea of someone forcefully sucking that shit back in?#terrible.#awful.#perfect for JD#perfect perfect perfect one might even say#same kinda deal with bruce.#what if you heard the news and felt compelled to try and live for more people than yourself. in order for your current peace to be fair#what then#i have more thoughts but this is enough tags as is#trolls#dreamworks trolls
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explodes them ALL... what time is it??? DESIGN TIME

i got too lazy to color anybody else fully aside from the mtt you can explode me now too
#tricule art#triglycercule draws the bottom six seriously for the first time!!! yes thats right ive never drawn color sans before this AND 😒😒😒#my favorites out of all of these..... obviously mtt but then maybe error and geno and outer#everyone else is nice too (except for color i STRUGGLED coming up with a unique design for him without knowing much about him)#spreading the killer is the tallest out of the mtt agenda every day 🙏 BECAUSE HE IS ok let me live in peace he is to me. he is to me........#reaper is beautiful can i just like womanify him and then take him for myself......no??? aww ok..........#every step delta takes sounds like a walking factory with those boots. CLACK CLACK CLACK CLAGCK#as always i am mandated to say my young dreamtale twins designs are inspired by ouji fashion because i love lolita fashion#just so the masses know i will likely never draw any of these designs ever again soooo#i solely draw the mtt and thats it 😭😭😭 all these designs are going to waste 🧡🙏#all the scarf people have different ways their scarves fall based off their designs and i really like that x3#got the 3 different meanings of overalls too: playful (ink) regal (young nm) and practical (farm)#originally i wanted to add the bravery soul's tough glove and manly bandana to delta too#but i had no idea how to add it to the design smoothly and cleanly so i just scrapped it#triglycercule eye shapes are carrying half of these designs bruh like.....outer's alien peanut shaped eyes my beloved!!!#i drew farm's eyes and immediately i was hit with a rush of southern kindness and i think thats funny as hell#anywyas its like 1am i gotta go eep now....time to tag these i suppose. should i even do all and only do mtt lmao#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#utmv#sans au#yeah i'm not doing allat just mtt and general tags it is 😇😇😇#bad sanses#star sanses#squishes young dream and young nightmare in my hands politely#meanwhile i throw the mtt against each other to where its unrecognizable whether theyre fighting or hugging 🙂🙂🙂
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OH MY GOD ITS CARMEN AND RICHARD
#spooky month#spooky month carmen#spooky month richard#they’re so silly I LOVE THEM I LOVE COUPLES WHO KNOW WHAT THEY WANT#every time pelo posts them; it’s because i’m sending the brain waves trust me#one day the carmen richard enjoyers will be hit with the family angst#and i specifically won’t know peace ever again /JOKE#i’ll live !!! it just means i can use sad love songs now#yknow…. for pmv’s /evil#i mean i do have some angst ideas but it feels awkward posting them lol#anyways a bunch of nothing tags to hide these two tags ->#[ the art of mourning ]#spooky month fanart#not like i really tried to replicate the style i just went “good enough” and posted it LOL#carmen x richard
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hi so i made a lautity moodboard instead of sleeping it was. 2am when i finsihed this
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★ background ★ colour overlay ★ overlay 🌸 - canva ★ overlay 🌿 ★ keep in mind all are probably edited in post!
#frongle444boards#new tag oh god not again /j#lautity#holyphone#stephgrace#moodboard#snake#cw snake#lamb#cottagecore#i dont know how to tag#meadowcore#starkid#nerdy prudes must die#npmd#grace chasity#stephanie lauter#what if they lived happily ever after in the witchwoods and it was mostly normal and happy and peaceful what then
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The first two drawings are the nicest. They stay up here (but also because Jesus this takes Space)
Aggressively points at the entire Shallow Bed album
GODDD IM HAVING SUCH. BRAINWORMS WITH LIKE 5 SONGS INCLUDINF HISTORY BOOK IN REGARDS TO TRIGUN ITS INSANE
BIBLE BELT? WOLFWOOD. UUAHHHGGHGGH
#trimax#trigun#trigun maximum spoilers#i guess?#vash stampede#nicolas d wolfwood#meryl stryfe#milly thompson#it’s just. god. aughfnff#bystander eternal witness to history and future#burden no one has ever carried all placed upon shoulders that even atlas would envy#plentiful of mercy of patience of love#migratory bird to return once the season is right#IDK MANNNNN. I HOPE HE GETS TO REST. I HOPE HE LIVES OUT THAT QUITE PEACEFUL LIFE#ALONGSIDE HIS SISTERS OLD AND NEW#ALONGSIDE FRIENDS OLD AND NEW#MAKING MEMORIES AND REMEMBERING MEMORIES#AND HE GETS TO FUCKINNGGGG REST#small mercies to be able to love all of them again#(the three small figures is Rem Tesla and Knives. in that order. beeteedubs)#checkadii
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AOS s4 is crazy good holy shit. The way they challenge our biases by showing a Fitz that is "just like Ward" and still making us understand him and deny his cries that he's a bad person, when, at least I am, so unable to give Ward that same respect. In my mind Ward was completely irredeemable, even though his and Dr Fitz's story are parallel.
I guess Fitz's reaction to that side of himself is far more self aware than Ward's, who was in denial. that definitely helps.
i also really like tying Daisy's arc this season into it, stopping fitz from going down the same self-sabotaging spiral she went through.
#and then they lived happily ever after :)#i love these characters sm#tho not a huge fan of some of the lines where the others blame fitz for his actions when it's clear aida had more control over him than tha#''I choose you Leopold'' ''you can't control everyone anymore''#but again. i know i'm biased lmao#finished s6 the other night and it made me very scared for how the hell this show ends lol#i know a couple spoilers which sucks. i need a wee break before i watch s7 tho lol ive binged this whole show over a few weeks while -#- non-stop revising. i'm fucked for this exam this show is too good and distracting lolololol#dreading crying more than i already have </3#aos#agents of shield#agents of shield season 4#🌑#marvel#mcu#rest in peace to the victims of 9/11#(prev rb🫡)
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and stalling only goes so far when you've got a head start
#nobody talk to me i am so fucking IN AGONY#HEAD IN HANDS. AT LEAST SOME PEOPLE CAN BE HAPPY???????#jinx#jinx arcane#powder#powder arcane#arcane#arcane spoilers#im afraid i have to admit guys i just stopped watching after this episode. it was so fucking (bitter) sweet and by far the happiest#i've ever been post-arcane-episode#god!!!!!!! i don't want to ruin the high!!!! and i don't want to see everyone start fucking suffering for their lives again !!!!!#in my defense i finished at like 8 am after not sleeping all night so. i was also tired. but now after waking up#i just don't want to continue Even More o777#arcane season 2#arcane s2#arcane s2 spoilers#arcane season 2 spoilers#idk how fast people usually watch episodes so i'm mass tagging even more than usual#god fucking. aughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#time taken on this like 3-4 hrs#in my current state of mind (completely off my rocker abt this show) i can probably fuel like Months worth of fanart#from just this one episode. sooooo what if i just never watched the rest fhhggggskfjnfnfnfndjsjd#nah i know i'm gonna end up watching it. eventually. soon probably but idk how soon. anyways. peace out guys. live laugh love 😭😭😭😭😭#my art#the funny thing about this is that i drew it facing the opposite way and then flipped it to check and never. flipped it back.#uhhhhh. don't worry about it
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Not made for casual intimacy at all bc why am I up waiting for sunrise and regretting every time I kissed someone who wasn’t deserving of it
#acutely feeling like I just wanna get a lip scrub and furiously scrape any memories of kissing anyone ever off my mouth#i don’t miss the people I’m thinking of btw and they’re not even bad people. like their arcs in my life were fine#I’m just realizing casual intimacy might not be my thing in live time but it’s not like I blame them for that#I’ll wake up tomorrow feeling at peace w my choices again but this momentary discomfort had to be documented I think#p
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Can we talk about Starlo's family cause like. How can everyone in that house be so damn pretty
#ut yellow#undertale yellow#uty#yomiel speaks#bad quality pics🔥🔥🔥#ft. Ceroba cameo in the 2nd pic (fox lady on the corner)#i like sunnyside farm :] it's such a pretty place... the music is beautiful too.... lil peace of heaven with all the green—uh. corn#then again im very biased when it comes to celestial themed stuff. this whole family just ticks all of my checkboxes 0(-(#this is also where you're informed that both brothers have pretty singing voices like his mom!#and that she used to sing before they were born :] then she stopped apparently :[#i like this family i like their farm. can i live with them /JJJ#i also like that the sons both have star heads in different forms. got dad's head shape (stars) but their mom's voice... how cute...#i cant recall if they ever state who's the older of the two so i like to think orion is the older brother ☝
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If you can’t find a good, lighthearted, and/or hopeful reason to stay alive, then find a "bad and evil" reason.
If you need to be fueled by hatred to survive this, then let it be your fuel. Whatever it takes, be it wrath, spite, or revenge: if it keeps you alive, let it stay for a while.
And as you carry on living, let the good things in as they come along.
If you need to let your heart become a dark place in order to survive, then there’s nothing wrong with that, as long as you leave a space open for the good. Keep that space open, it doesn’t need to be a lot of room, because believe me, when the time comes, and that corner gets full, you’ll find a way to clear out what’s left of the violence.
#stay alive#stay safe#i love you#you don’t need to keep the anger around forever btw#i know you think it’ll come in handy one day but trust me#if future peace ever goes to the gutter#all the love you’ve stored can very easily fall into that necessary hate yet again#and so on and so forth. it’s the harmony of always having that space for peace open vs knowing that one day#you might have to downsize that space and let something else in. if it means living to see your heart full of love again? So be it.#anyway. I’m scared. so if this comes across as a weird thing to say: it’s because I’m saying it to myself.
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Deadmeat Rem AU
We've seen Twin Swap AUs & recently, I've thrown my own hat (re: Purple Hyacinth AU) into the loop. However, upon rereading @lost-technology's Survivor's Guilt fic & going through our dms, I propose a more unorthodox role swap prompt:
AU where Vash & Rem swap places.
Vash is a Plant engineer who became a SEEDS navigator after losing Alex (he can be Vash's bf or relative in this AU). He's there when Tesla is born & has to live on after her (murder) death (which was his fault, he should've been better, should've done more, fought harder, they were gifted an angel & they slaughtered her). He's the goofy dad who's there through the twin's formative years, desperately trying to be better because he knows his best isn't & never will be enough.
And okay, I'm spitballing a bit here, but imagine: how would this impact Rem? The poignancy of her character comes from her role as much as her personality. In canon, she seemed to be an only child, so how would having Nai as an older brother affect her? How would she handle the Humanoid Typhoon's role? We, as the audience have only known canon!Rem through the 1 year Vash spent with her & snippets of her past, so how would her 150 year life span go?
Or if you want to shake things up further, maybe Nai & Tesla swap roles too. Maybe Nai is the one born first. A boy Plant who could produce metallic material, a weapon at worst & a tool at best. They name him Knives so no one forgets that & Vash nicknames him Nai to say 'no, I do NOT agree with that!'.
Thus, Tesla (maybe with electricity powers??) is the one who decides to end humanity because god forbid women commit crimes /j. Is this is also lowkey inspired by @shelternmberone's Roleswap AU? Yes. GIVE US MORE VILLAIN TESLA AUS!
If you want to go another mile: maybe Luida & Brad take Meryl & Milly/Roberto's places as Ship 3's residents & investigative reporters/insurance agents respectively.
Anyways, what I'm trying to say is, the sky's the limit rlly, which is the whole point of AUs like this.
#trigun#trigun au#role swap au#deadmeat rem au#rem saverem#vash the stampede#millions knives#tesla#trimax#trigun stampede#my brain thought of this au & i took the time to write abt it instead of my report-#and hey if we're going with name symbolism again maybe vash named her rem bcz he believes she represents dreams#vash's dreams for peace maybe even tesla's dream of being able to properly live#and how dreams at the end of the day are fickle & rarely ever come true#but humanity keeps having them anyways#meanwhile vash bitterly wonders if his name reflects humanity's herd mentality & his own powerlessness#but he's also the one who introduces the concept of a 'pack' (family) to the twins#also imagine rem in a badass blue coat#(which gives her ammunition to roast legato BLUEsummers)#maybe in this au the accident that killed alex also resulted in vash still getting his prosthetic#would rem also get one or an eyepatch like PH tesla & SG rem? if tesla is knives here would she give rem lichtenberg scars?#up to you
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Always be honest. Honesty is the highest virtue. Unless of course you're discussing anything with the government, in which case you can and should always lie, because they'll screw you over otherwise and stop you from getting into the career of your dreams.
#i would like to not live here anymore please#just send me to a lonely forest glade#where i don't have to worry about the government or school or anything ever again#and i can just go hike and write books in peace
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To this day it still bothers me that Steve Rogers had a fucking support group who they talked stuff like "move on blablabla" & he did in fact not moved on & went back in time to be with a woman just to leave everyone behind.
#sometimes i want to talk to the people who where in charge for it#i get it. peggy was a beautiful strong independent woman who stole his heart...she took mine as well...but it still makes no sense to leave#everyone just like that...#Steve really said: see you later losers *peace sign* i get now the live i ever wanted...#i get headache just from thinking about it...#why was everyone involved in this okay with that whole thing...#it is not romantic or in character...it is creepy...#i really need to know of his interaction with peggy happend...#this is reason number whatever why i cant watch endgame again...#i saw it once & never again...#steve rogers#captain america#marvel endgame#marvel#mcu#mcu steve rogers
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i feel murderous intent within my bones whenever i see someone calling ten whiny for his "i could do so much more" speech . do not ever talk about him ever again. EVER again. i am in your walls
#dr who#anyway ever regain your will to live bc you've connected with someone that you (bleeding heart. loves people as easily as breathing) see as#almost a father figure . and he tells you that youre a wonderful person and that he doesn't want you to die/sacrifice yourself#(he's known you for such a short amount of time. but he knows how much you mattered to his granddaughter and that means so much)#and then just as you think youve finally made it and survived despite everything you have to sacrifice yourself for him. so he can live#he screams about how it's unfair and IT IS. ITS SO UNFAIR. and also because he's made his decision the second he saw wilf stuck there.#'oh i've lived too long' is how he makes peace with it. he's only lived for six years.#i cried again typign these tags turns out im not over his death lmfao somebody lobotomize me#10 era
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me when i meet with my colleges first out trans teacher who is like a celebrity with me after one of my teachers puts me in contact with her again (i had interviewed said trans teacher 4 years prior and hadnt met with her since) and she tells me tjat my teacher had so many positive things to say about me, about how i was one of her brightest most well spoken students and that she (within like 5 minutes of having been talking) immediately sees exactly what my professor had been talking about and so many super implied positives about me that i would never had known about and i dod everything in my power to avoid prying for more details but even what i heard was soso nicies

#iwillspeakincessantly#god it felt so nice to meet with her again#talking woth someone whos been so influential at my school and the whole state as far as transgender and queer policy making and has#so many connections amd experience and is also trans and historically a teacher bfor she retired#genuinely makes me feel so much better about my life and where im going#and less worried about if ill ever be able to live a peaceful life as a trans twacher when she personally knows#multiple other transmen tbats shes taught who are now teaching IN MY STATE#safely and happily#ough#we said wed meet more in the future and she encouraged me to join the cities pride group that she had founded and is the head of#and maybe tjis time ill actjally go#she even gifted me a book that she had had that she thinks would give me solace and comfort in my life#tbat was also written by a trans man sinxe she thinks im easily intelligent enough to get the humor and referwnces in#god she said i was well spoken and articulated even tho i feel so stupid and inarticulate sometimes#since i ramble a lot and lose my thoughts and i feel like my speaking vocabulary is so lowbrow and cheap often#no matter how many times other peope say i always sound so intelligent when i speak#ARGH#been super steessed about a lot of things in my life and if ill make it out alive but just this short hour and a half convo over a food#has made me feel so mich better and happier and hopeful#argh argh ougj i love finding out that people talk immense amount of positive things about me#god#i was rlaking about how often i struggle woth socializing amd making friends and she aas like really? ive been having a wondefful time#walkimg with you youre so intelligent and well spoken and its like thank you my issues ckme from group settings#and unclear un familiar subjects and ettiqutes of my fellow youths#but it made me feel so good about myself#im gonna implode :333333 positive
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