#will delete soon probably lol

[dawnofiight]

While on this break I redrew my Dear.. so

I may delete this I may not. Whooooo knows.

Taglist: (i contemplated doing this)

@achios

@ashertickler

@astrodude-87

@aurorialwolf

@dukecollinsbf

@idontdomathlol

@indigo-greer-collins

@infinitelovewiithoutfulfilmentt

@moronkyne

@pandoraroid

@plaqying

@porters-fangs

@professionallyyappinabtangst

@puffin-smoke

@sereh624

@skunkox

@starlogician

@sunsickcrab

@themeridian

@tunacatfishes

@vind3miat0r

@www-dot-why-are-you-here-dot-com

@zimix-whispers

[nmirah]

Everyone is so "no such thing as cringe" until it comes to something even remotely popular or something you don't personally like or find annoying and then you turn back into cringe haters. you can't pick and choose!!!!

[ssreeder]

Hi so I'm probably going to reread liab soon and like catch up bc the last thing I remember reading I think they were in BSS and they've probably moved on from there now like I think it's probably been like a year since I've read it I think I remember trying to reread at some point but then I stopped so trust I'll properly do it this time probably maybe but anyway the point is it occurred to me I haven't talked to you in ages so how have you been my beautiful Sreedy?? I miss annoying you and sending you mysterious anon emojis but honestly I like to think I've matured a bit since I used to do that I mean max will probably tell you otherwise but don't listen to her her opinion is irrelevant also don't listen to anything Merlin says ever bc we met in person and they're actually just a little bitch so yeah um ily im going to start liab now and if not now soon and I might put updates in the discord if im feeling it but also im looking forward to finding my old embarrassing comments I used to leave on every chapter so theres that

HELLO AGAIN 👋 LOVE YOU 🫶 I MISSED YOU

HIIIIIIIIIIIII BEAUTIFUL SPYYYYY!!!

I wholeheartedly agree about M&M (Merlin & Max) and the fact you traveled all the way to visit Merlin is IMPRESSIVE but now you both need to come visit Max and then roadtrip down to Florida. Mmmkay? & funny story is the boys are STILL in BSS haha. The fic will end in BSS(ish) - so we’re still there preparing for battle haha. I also slowed down quite a bit with updating & spent a lot of time giving the boys some healing and getting through some conversations & building up situation-ships but now would be a good time to catch up considering we’re about the battle it out! Yippieeee

as always spy you’re amazing <333333 you three stay out of trouble haha

[defjux]

one of the most difficult things to accept is that you can have someone tell you that you're everything they've been looking for, that you're the perfect boyfriend, the perfect partner, that they want to spend their life with you, that you're compatible in every way, that you're their soulmate, that they're madly in love with you and attracted to everything about you, that they want to move in with you and grow old together...and it can all change inexplicably at what seems like a drop of a hat.

they start to pull away from you and disconnect, leaving you in the dark before ending things suddenly one day. no discussion, no communication or attempt to work things out. two weeks ago they mentioned how in love with you they are, but now it's suddenly over and you're still told you did nothing wrong and were perfect. how am i supposed to take that? it feels so pathetic wanting the best for this person i still love and forcing myself to accept their decision because i care so much about them, while a part of me wants so badly to not give up hope and think that maybe there's a possibility that things can change even if they can't. i'd really just like to feel like i'm enough.

a year seems to be about the average amount of time it takes for people to get sick of me and lose interest, i don't know what that says about me. all love that's shown to me feels so temporary and conditional, and every time i start to feel like this way of thinking is irrational something always happens that validates these feelings which only makes me want to build these walls up higher next time. it's only "forever" until it's not i guess.

i'm really trying to not let it get to me, but shit sucks.

[essenceofarda]

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[charmac]

im curious if it also irritated you that rob was promoting his dumb fuck show with Ryan on the four walls account the other day… lol

Idk if I noticed honestly lol but, if it helps (or hurts), Four Walls is under the "More Better" umbrella along with Wrexham and anything else Rob is apart of/tied to now or in the future, so it's really all the same team doing cross promotion for everything... We probably shouldn't be surprised if the More Better name/logo ends up being attached to Sunny 17 (and beyond)

[great-tusk]

Ugh. I had a really bad day.

[slowdive1994]

bye bitches im out <3

[cowboybeebonk]

Pros: friends are there, I can get updates I can't get elsewhere

Cons: being on twitter

[tethered-heartstrings]

generic headsup but my schedule is about to get a whole hell of a lot busier and while I am already online a lot less than I used to be, i will be on even less

[rawliverandgoronspice]

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[keeps-ache]

now annoying my brother by making up tunes and making him think they're real songs lmfshvjhs

[739337369137371082]

uh apparently this account is getting activity since tumblr considers me the source of a gif i posted on a ask near 3 years ago. a few things

leave me alone im not into this shit and havent been in a very long time

this is insanely funny

now that youre actively reading this post play final fantasy 14. there are men and monsters there that will blow your dicks clean off and you dont even need to play with real people for most main story content now and you can play the base game and first expansion for free (do NOT use the steam version on pc tho, ur literally setting urself up for failure)

[take-ya-to-the-ghey-bar]

I had plans to try and work on at least one draft here in a few minutes, but while taking one of my friend’s dogs out, she yanked me around on the leash— so now my hand hurts, hhh—

[transvampireboyfriend]

✨writing✨

[just-a-little-radish]

Damn just watched the latest John Oliver, where he pretty blatantly voiced his support for male-bodied people in women’s sports. I really wish there was more nuance on the left. You can (and should) trash Ron DeSantis w/ out harping on absolutely everything he believes bc I guarantee you they have at least one belief in common. Everyone is bound to have some view you agree with even if it’s just something obvious like puppies deserve good homes, but it seems like the general left is trying to alienate as many people as possible by instead of having their own beliefs and convictions, they dumb their politics down to literally whatever they think is the opposite of what the right beliefs which only works to a certain point. Liberal does not mean anti-conservative or vice versa. It’s easy to be anti what’s obviously evil, you’re not radical for that. Get your own convictions for fucks sake.