#will crash and die (sleep)
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albus "I hope I die first, because I can't live without you" potter
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scorpius "I hope I die second, so I can save you from that grief" malfoy
#i spent a very long time debating which way around they would be#had me sweating#do you love someone so much you cannot live without them#or love them so much you hope they never have to live without you#personally am the first ✋🏻 my fiance better fucking die after me i cannot be doing that#i know im fucking jinxing it rn#absolutely horrendous we cannot die at exactly the same time im suing#if we do die together in a car crash or smin just know that that is the best case scenario for us lmfao#jilys death is honestly the dream 🤞🏻😍 take us out together or dont take us out at all#i cannot imagine scorbus dying seperately im gonna be honest#imagine one of them at the others grave im going to throw up#absolutely not#headcanon that they die by fucking up a potion or even just dinner and setting their house on fire and dying of smoke inhalation together <#hashtag romance 😍😍😍😍😍😍#scorbus#hpcc#scorpius malfoy#albus potter#harry potter#its 6am i havent gone to sleep yet hope this is coherent 😚😚#harry potter and the cursed child#albus severus potter#scorpius hyperion malfoy
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I need skk to hug after everything is over btw I need them to embrace each other so tight I need Dazai to bury his face in Chuuya's neck and run his fingers through his hair and I need Chuuya to do the same, face buried in Dazai's neck and taking deep breaths and hands clenching at the back of his coat I need them to hug like there's no tomorrow EVEN THOUGH THERE IS they're safe now everything is okay but they fear that if they let go the other might disappear
#I NEED THEM TO HUG LIKE THEY'LL DIE WITHOUT IT#LIKE HUGGING THE OTHER IS THE ONLY THING PREVENTING THEM FROM COLLAPSING ALL TOGETHER#I need them to hug. thats it.#a hug thats bone crashing at first but then softens#until they're simply holding each other#just breathing each other in#ohhh im so insane im so crayz im so unwell#sleeping on the highway tonight dont talk to me#skk#soukoku
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i will go to sleep NOW 🫵 (pointing at myself)
#just can’t sleep lately. but#i’m sort of. my mental health hasn’t been getting better but also not worse.#just perpetually stuck in a hole in the ground recently#can’t find footing and climb up but the earth isn’t crumbling away even more for now#like i am alone always nobody likes my creations or me i am a monster yeah yeah yeah it’s getting boring brain#the hypochondria panic about throat cancer is new but i thought we were getting better at handling our health anxiety you wretched creature#and even then it’s recycled. we’ve done cancer so many times#no creativity 🙄🙄#me going over my throat every 5 minutes: i will die in 8 months#i guess with all this loneliness it’s like. it really amplifies my fear of death. my thoughts are all i have ultimately. just the thought of#absolutely nothing… i can’t think about it for too long or else i will start crying#and losing it even more. idk.#you know those characters who hate being immortal n shit. fun trope and i get it but that would also never be me#i would legit do anything for something like that. even just like. 100 more years. ideally a lot more but#yeah. and then my anxiety brain crashes in with ‘you won’t even turn 30 lol’#anyways. bullshit yap time over here i guess. sending good vibes to whoever read this brain fart
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I have Hawkeye on now and im using Hawkeye rambling on about the bones in the skull as the foundation for my new headcanon that he'll just start listing off different bones when he needs to keep himself awake or calm himself down
#mash#hawkeye pierce#this is one of my fav episodes it gets me emotional over him#he crawls out of the crashed Jeep to make sure the kids are ok he's so scared that he hurt them :(#when he pulls the rubber glove out to blow up and give to them as a toy...#and how frank he is about how he's terrified to fall asleep even though he KNOWS he won't die in his sleep#he's so disoriented and scared bouncing back and forth between manic singing and monologuing to being genuine and vulnerable#his monologue about hands and human condition and love gets me in my feelings#and when he goes back to thank the family and drop off gifts...#Hawkeye ilu#both the episode and the character
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Hey anybody remember like half a year ago when I mentioned traveling to the other side of the country to meet cosplay friends in person in half a year.... 👀
#i am soooo excited#i am bouncing off the fucking walls omg#im currently half packed and we leave this weekend#we're driving and its over 22 hours and we will probably get into a horrible car crash and die but its fine :D#half the people supose to go ended up unable to and the hurricane had the worst timing for this but we made it work!!#its 5am and i should be going to sleep but i just have so much emotions i cannot aha#i am going to get to meet my friends in person!!!! im going to get to HUG MY FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!#im so excited to hug my friends 🥺😭#anyways sorry its actually almost 6am and i feel so nauseous from my pots rn hahahah i need to go to sleep omg#crab says words#crab salad
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*zooms into your box at full tilt* LEAST FAVORITE NURSERY RHYME? GO! *flies away at the speed of 1800 flaps an hour*
*extends my arm in humanly long to catch you and make you listen while I sing "Rockabye Baby" ad nauseam*
#I made the mistake of listening to words once#I had so many questions#Like ok we're singing about children crashing to their death to help put other children to sleep?#like yeh that going to work#like its the equivalent of telling your dog how he's going to die but you do it in the high pitched voice so he doesn't understand#he just thinks he's a good boy#anyway it unsettled me.#i had thoughts
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love this phenomenon. cant tell if blood sugar crash or anxiety attack
#it's especially frustrating bc the methods for dealing with both are opposite#for a crash its EAT FOOD RIGHT FUCKING NOW DO IT OR YOU DIE (extreme circumstance)#for anxiety its. just try to sleep. just breath through it. dont think about it and itll get better#i went with anxiety attack response tonight but it in fact got WORSE so i switched to crash response#full results tbd#magpie thoughts
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Sup, it's me Astron
Yes Demeter has the crown of the poppy goddess. Mainly because it's theorized that the poppy goddess is Demeter who was also associated with poppies.
Juan de Lara's beautiful speculative portrait that you used for Hera, the Mycenaean diadem is exactly what I pictures for Persephone but decorated with real white daffodil flowers! I just couldn't remember the name of the artist! Mainly because I think Persephone would've inherited her mum's gorgeous quality of hair and would wear it in an intricate way like that. But Hera would also look beautiful in it.
And yes those are one of the frescoes I had on mind when I think of Poseidons hair, but the ones where the men have funky partly shaved heads such as the fresco "minoan man with fish" is generally what I meant by "kickass" hairstyles lol
I forgot to mention that I don't have any ideas for Apollo besides him having the hair knot of Apollon Belvedere. Its just the main hairstyle I imagine for him lol but as long as he has "unshorn" hair I'm happy. Otherwise I imagine him to be one of the gods with a more "modern" look.
I imagine Hermes to have sparkly starry eyes that he inherited from his mother Maia, one of the Pleiades.
I think Hera generally tries her best to not get too attached to mortals especially after her hero (Jason) turned out to be a total asswipe and let her down.
And another fun tibit, Hades was briefly married for a short time (short by eternal god standards) to a nymph named Leuce before he married Persephone.
*deep sigh* i have no self restraint apparently. enjoy >:)
i see ur kickass minoan fisherman hair (or what remains of it lol) and i raise u a compromise:
this took longer than i want to admit. also! how do u feel abt markings? something to symbolise their godly domains (gave him gills here too idk why) also his eyebrow looks like a harpoon lol.
his nose wouldnt stop misbehaving :( gold earring beacause yes. also eldritch horror poseidon maybe hopefully one day
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demeter and persephone! stuck to the reference as much as possible, i know colouring it would have made it really stand out and also highlight the similarities and differences between mother and daughter, but alas i gave up lol
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made an aphrodite doodle while i was at it, granted not the best angle for her pearls and fancy hairdo but i felt like sharing anyway :)
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mythos accurate apollo:
oh yes i am.
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hermes @ apollos cattle 0.3456 seconds after being born:
#HADES STOP STEALING YO WIVES#XD#is there anything known about their marriage or her in general?#idk why underworld myths are inherently cooler to me lol#i got tired and resorted to being silly at then end shhh#lol#greek mythology#greek gods#concept art#character design#astron#astral train#no colouring we die like my braincells#also tis my bedtime#good night!!#but feel free to continue sending stuff#ill get to them healthy sleeping patterns be damned XD#internet crashed this is being sent via ma phones data#dunno if it will let me post the scared texts or throw it to my feet and insult my entire lineage
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Day 8 since he last streamed and or was on a stream and my frail brittle body has fully succumbed to the effects of his absence I am disassociating the world is beginning to blur my eyes are going around in spirals like the dad from Uzumaki but worse and I can’t seem to taste anything but mathematics
#ARGHHHHHAHAHHAHAAAAAGAGAGAGGAGAGAAAAGHHHHHHHHHHHHH#COME BACK#I MISS YOU SO MUCH#DON’T MAKE ME GO OVER THERE#COME BACK TO ME PLEASE#ARE YOU EATING WELL??? SLEEPING WELL????????#TWEET MORE I NEED TO KNOW YOU’RE ALIVE#Anyways I’m okay now haha *puts on one of his streams on repeat for the nth time today*#anyways here’s my sign of life no i did not die in a plane crash you know who you are#xheartmurmurs#xcarveoutmybrain
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would it KILL my roommate to not play loud music/watch tv with the volume up at night when im trying to/getting ready to sleep like. girl you KNOW how thin these walls are
#a lot of my past roommates have subleased their rooms so a lot of people have been in this apartment in general and . shes like the worst#ok i tried to like her but the volume i just cant!!! i have been sleeping 5 hours this whole week#i think her phone is on dnd so messaging her to ask to turn the volume down literally accomplishes nothing and id rather die than knock on#her door so#in the nicest way possible cannot wait when she leaves in the summer<3#also the audacity for her to message the gc one morning asking 'whoevers in the kitchen to keep it down its only 8 am' GIRL I HAVE WORK I#NEED TO USE THE MICROWAVE 8 IS NOT EVEN THAT EARLY ohhhmygodfdkfnlfs#theres more that i wont get into like its not even that deep we're civil i barely see her anyways im just dramatic and fantasizing about#sleeping early and not waking up at the sound of her crashing into her room at 2 am#p
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Ayyo man, I cant contact you unless we’re mutuals, so I’m contacting you through here. I saw your post. I actually found you through ao3 and came here cause your tumbler was linked
I remember being exactly in your place, about 4 years ago. I remember so vividly how horrible it was to experience that. I remember wishing someone would have reached out too.
I don’t the exact circumstances or situation, but you can know for sure that I very intimately know portions of what you’re going through. I am here. Please talk to me. I know I’m just some person on the internet, but at least I can listen.
hey, so sorry for the late reply. still alive, unfortunately. tried, failed, like i always do, in everything, actually. i really appreciate your text, please don't worry about me. hope my suicidal shenanigans don't influence the way you read my fics. and it's not that i don't have anyone to reach out to. it's that i don't reach out to anyone in the first place. this is the only, and i mean only place where i vent. i vented to my bff via text like two weeks ago, for the first time ever, and i felt worse bc it was evident that she felt useless and i didn't want her to worry but i needed to tell someone irl. i'm just impossible to help. thank you for checking in on me tho, really.
#it's 2 am. i'm exhausted but i can't fucking sleep. i just. i want to die man. as easy as that.#like i have moments when it all seems ok. when i feel like i got over everything. then it comes crashing down on me again. harder. heavier.#i can't bring myself to talk to my housemates or to anyone in general because i don't do feelings#like i tried but the moment someone asks me about it i deflect and shur down because i'm done with all this#i just. i need a break.#i need to sleep. to die.#sorry again#and i'm sorry i'm lagging behind with the challenge
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It's 12:03 on the 2nd day of spring break I've spent the morning talking to friends and going on unhinged reblogging sprees (you'll see 'em later they all went straight to drafts) while rotating my blorbos in my mind at incredible speeds. we are off to an AMAZING start to break!!
#also I'm gonna crash later#but it's OKAY because I have nothing to DO#and I'm gonna get to bed early tonight or die trying#If I can get into bed by 9:45 I can watch the next Trigun episode and then reblog ALL THE POSTS ABOUT HIM#froths at the mouth#and then sleep at a reasonable time of night#tim drake kinnie hours tbh#in that I'm letting loose my HERE WE GO energy while also planning for the crash later#I'm gonna make SUCH an amazing crazy board for Strange Redemption too#I'm going to plan it ALLLL
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Ah so my worst nightmare happened
My tablet broke and apparently it’s a hardware problem..I didn’t back up my procreate stuff so even if I get a new one, I lost all my previous artworks…
All my wips and works down the drain
#I’m not mad#Im#🥲#THIS WAS MY LAST STRAWWWW#F YOU I LIKED THOSE WIPS#now I’m not gonna see them again#it didn’t even show any signs of anything#I was using it normally then it just shut down on me#thinking it might be just a simple app crash#I just plugged it to charge and went back to work only for it to die on me#mf been sleeping since yesterday afternoon#😭#I tried everything the#power volume method#everything#BRuh#that’s just what I needed ty
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[me everytime I'm in distress] spending money will fix me (it never does)
#sleep depriving myself as usual knowing full well i have to drive in to work tomorrow morning#the motivating factor being that maybe ill crash my car into a ditch and die then ill never have to work again#what yeah im fine#i said tomorrow i mean today in a few hours lol
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new oc just dropped
#opal.txt#oc tag: cassus#he is for a silly little thing i am hyperfixating on atm. as one does#in short#he's an ihnmams oc bc i find horror fascinating and i wanted to add my own little guy to the mix#so he's a cyborg - closer to an android in design but still at his center human#bc he was once human and he still /IS/ is his core theme. he has been changed sm but he is still himself even though his name is different#and his personality has changed he is STILL that guy and not that guy at the same time. he still /IS/ himself. the self is just not static#anyway before they wired up the whole earth they thought hey - maybe we can train a human to do this. and he volunteered (maybe)#and over time he became cassus but upon completion he was deemed too volatile bc he was still Too Human#couldn't be objective couldn't be logical bc even without a heart he still thought with his and made decisions from his. he still loved#he was built separate from the network bc they worried he would 'infect it' with his well. everything#and then put to sleep and launched into space to orbit the world while they lined it with circuitry#and he slept. for a hundred years and some change - asleep and dreaming all the while#and then his ship finally gets too old and gives out. so he crash lands#and the thing abt him is. he is poison data given human form#if am absorbs him - he will finally know what it is to feel and to be human. but he can't do that without permanently altering himself#he can't kill him either bc cassus was built to not die + has the bargaining chip of 'you try to hurt me and i WILL inject myself into you.#if you've seen tng he is to am what hue was to the borg collective#you could say 'oh sounds gay' and whatever they have going on is waaay more interesting to me. guys who hate each other + are also not guys#but also why not sure
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