#will continue after these messages-

[jtownraindancer]

🥺💕

(also @divine-victory i am so, so sorry for corrupting our friend. i am, however, first and foremost an agent of chaos, and i must encourage it whenever/wherever i can~ 😊)

@jtownraindancer ace square up isn’t it enough that I’ve been pavloved to be worried whenever fluffy food related writing is shown to me??? You want me to suffer? /j

[ejsuperstar]

frustrated by a "non political" server im in, paraphrased conversation i saw

Free Palestine. If you think any other way. Unfollow me. I don't want you here.

[jasontoddenthusiastt]

The compelling thing about Jason as a character is that I never doubted that he cared about the world just because there weren’t panels of him being overly zealous about “restorative community care”

I’m not coming after anyone who wants to see that kind of stuff, but I do think seeking | that | as confirmation that Jason cares about the world is pretty narrow

[butwhatifidothis]

Harassment is horrible, it's terrible mods in this Discord aren't doing anything.

But on the other hand, what about you? You harassed a person over *fanfiction* ( to the point it's the 4th tag who shows up on your blog ). Yet, all your harassment is still there out of the open. You haven't really seriously apologized, especially to them. You're still quite active on fe3h discourse while he had to remove himself from many public online space.

How is this fair?

You're rightfully upset about harassment towards members of your community, there should be *serious* amends made... But how can you hold double standards like that?

I haven't followed the discourse closely because it's so awful, why are you all so hateful? Because you just seems like one of the "bad guy" in this story along with Raxis and the other. I'm not saying you're the same, but you're not really better than those you criticize either, and the same apply for the other blog who participed in your harassment... It's just horrible all around. You're all drowning in a cesspool of toxicity and it's making you all worst people than you actually are.

I hope you, and people around you, will at least receive amend over the harm caused to them. I hope you stop receiving troll, death threat and any other type of hate message you probably still receive. But I hope you'll sincerely recognize your faults and fully amend to them too.

Look, I know you probably mean some kind of well and that you likely spent a long time thinking over this message, so I'm going to lay it out as simply as I can:

I have never once interacted with Cap'n himself, and I have repeatedly told anyone reading my posts to do the same. This is unlike the people who have harassed me and others, who went out of their way to make sure we saw what they were saying about us. This includes publicly admitting to using alts to go around our blocks of them so that they can keep interacting with us directly

Very quickly into critiquing Cap'n's work, a primary focus became pointing out the problematic rhetoric he was spreading with his incredibly influential, incredibly popular fanfic. This includes the justification of holding racist rhetoric, the anti-miscegenation rhetoric, the infantilization of women, the demonization of men, the justification of imperialism, and more, all which appear very quickly into the story and stay prominent throughout the story. The people who have harassed me and others, meanwhile, either deny this rhetoric exists in their circles or outright hold this rhetoric themselves. This includes the use and defense of genocide apologetics.

This post is the first time I have talked about Cap'n in over a year, and the last time I posted any notes on his fic was over a year and a half ago. This is unlike the people who have harassed me and others, who have engaged in harassing behaviors as recently as this week (as of Aug 18 2024).

It has been explicitly said by those close to Cap'n that my notes, while upsetting him, had no part in him leaning away from social media more, unlike what you say here. This is unlike the people who have harassed me and others, who have driven off multiple people from social media and have openly patted themselves on the back for doing so, justifying their harassment by saying the people they've harassed off social media deserved it.

I have kept my critiques strictly on this Tumblr, as have most of the people who have talked about Cap'n's fic. This is unlike the people who have harassed me and others, who have spread their harassment on places such as Twitter, Reddit, and TVTropes.

I have refrained from ever accusing Cap'n of ever holding any bigoted views himself, and have made it a repeated point to say that his problematic writing is far more likely due to ignorance of the subjects involved rather than outright malice. This is unlike the people who have harassed me and others, who have accused many of us as people of being sexist, racist, homophobic, etc. based off of nothing. This includes accusing at least one of us of actual crimes against actual people with no proof and on multiple sites such as the popular and public Edelgard Discord and on Reddit.

People who said they were in contact with Cap'n (as in, mods of the Discord server that Cap'n was once in, the same server that has the mod that uses genocide apologetics) have been told that I was willing to remove parts of my notes that he found too attacking or harsh, and they've been told that I would outright remove all of my posts regarding Cap'n period if he would talk to me directly and we could discuss the implications and rhetoric he had accidentally written into his story. While I do understand him not wanting to do the latter (as it involves directly talking to me), he hadn't even done the former (which does not involve directly talking to me and only involves relaying messages through his friends). And with all of the above on top of that, it gives me the impression that he feels less like "this person is harassing me and that is giving my anxiety" and more "this person is critiquing me and I don't like that." While he has every right to feel the latter, we aren't going to sit here and say that's the same as the former.

So, nonnie, to answer why I am "hateful," as you put it: I don't like stories that unironically say being two races mean you don't belong to either race being influential in a fandom, as a mixed-race woman. I don't like stories that have characters of color only be used as props for the author's favorite little white girl to be influential in fandom, as a person of color. I don't like stories saying that women just want to go back to being innocent pure little girls and not be the wilted tainted flowers they are now to be influential in a fandom, as a woman. I don't like stories that lay the blame of all the world's suffering on the shoulders of a race of people who've barely survived a genocide to be influential in a fandom, as a person with a modicum of knowledge on where that rhetoric inevitably leads to. I don't like stories saying that men who don't bow down to women will almost certainly become rapist pigs or otherwise terrorizing monsters to be influential in a fandom, as someone who rejects sexism of all forms. I don't like stories that liken the violent conquests of imperialism to the blooming of flowers, or that say that imperialism is the only way for the "good" culture to help everyone - actual, genuine rhetoric used to justify actual, genuine imperialism - to be influential in a fandom, as someone who has read any history book ever.

And I don't like how all of this and more have clearly been normalized in big 3H fandom circles and how this has led to multiple people getting harassed, in no small part due to Cap'n's influence on the fandom at large.

I'm sorry if Cap'n doesn't like me pointing out the bigotry he had engraved throughout his story, and I'm sorry if I'm not going to be convinced that me doing that is the same as people's deliberate and long-standing attempts to chase people out of the fandom for saying they don't like Edelgard in the one way they allow anyone to like her, and I'm sorry that me calling out the racism people are engaging in and are hiding behind the shield of "discourse" seems to bother you so much, but I think I've explained why I'm not exactly that sorry well enough. Hope this answers your question <3

[fakemichaelsheen]

-the bookshop ball-

crowley, impressed: you've outdone yourself, angel

aziraphale, pleased: oh, I couldn't have done this without you

crowley, smirks: we make a good team *raises his glass*

aziraphale, nods: *clinks crowley's glass* yes, I suppose we do *sips drink* I still think we should've at least considered a masquerade

crowley, adamant: no way. not after last time

aziraphale, sighs: for goodness sake, how many times? I. thought. it. was. you!

crowley, sulking: oh sssssure you did

aziraphale, shakes his head: I'm not going through this again. can't you at least be happy that he's dead now?

crowley, thoughtful: yeah, that does help

[camellcat]

you ever realize you never properly learned how to say a character's name, so by the time you finally HEAR it, you have no idea who they're talking about? cause I feel like I keep doing this and it's very confusing to keep being corrected like that

[bunnyboy-juice]

spent the first hour and change at work deleting some old files and am having a grand ol time laughing at myself for not realizing i was a lesbian sooner

[blindmagdalena]

looks like someone is going around the cozy corner sending the same nasty copy/paste asks because ‘ew, you like an EVIL character.’ I won’t be publishing or acknowledging any of the ones I received beyond this. I just want to take the opportunity to remind everyone that your taste in FICTION is no indication of your moral character.

fiction and themes are not and never will be 1:1 to reality. just like music and poems, it’s an emotional expression and exploration. others inability to execute critical thinking does not put you in the wrong.

the evil character I like has never hurt a real person, and never will. sending real people vicious messages with the intent to shame and cause harm for your own amusement or twisted sense of self-righteousness says much more to me about your moral fibre than seeing and exploring the humanity in a purely fictional villain ever will.

[steakout-05]

i've made a few posts about the Clone High reboot before but something specific that i think it gets wrong are the way they handle their celebrity cameos. the original Clone High would sometimes bring in these popular celebrities to appear in the show, usually to influence the clones and push the main anti-moral of the episode. since Clone High was made in the early 2000s, these appearances got really dated really fast. but something that counteracts that is the way they're characterised. for example, i have no clue who tf Mandy Moore is, but i still really enjoyed her appearance in the Snowflake Day episode because of the way she's characterised and satirised. she's portrayed as this homeless girl who happens to be attractive and look suspiciously like Mandy Moore who's obviously trying to hide the fact that she's a popular celebrity by playing the role of Joan's guardian angel. she leads Joan on into thinking she's this magical angel when she's actually just stealing everyone's stuff and replacing it with spices, and it works really well because 1. her insistence that she isn't a celebrity was really funny and 2. she works on her own as a solid character to push the story along and set up jokes. they put a twist on the whole "hi i'm [insert celebrity here] and i'm here to talk about [insert psa here]" by turning it into a joke of itself and adding on extra traits that make the characters entertaining to watch.

the reboot, however... just does the "hi i'm celebrity" bit with full sencerity and doesn't really satirise the celebrities in any way. they don't make fun of them or add commentary or critique them in any way, they just appear to send a message and then dip, just like they would in the same teen dramas Clone High was meant to parody in the first place. for example, in the episode where they get hunted down by the Heebie Jeebie monster, its revealed at the end to be that guy from Sharknado who's just kinda like "hey i'm trying to send a message about the importance of teenager's mental health, here's a hotline, i'm sharknado dude btw" and then just kinda... dips? i don't like this because there's no joke there, it's literally just a celebrity coming on, saying the message out loud, and then leaving. there's no criticisms, there's no making fun of the character, there's no commentary on the fakeness of bringing on big celebrities and actors delivering a message that big stars like them could's possibly care less about to influence a vulnerable and impressionable group of people like teenagers, there's nothing there. i'm not saying the message of mental health is dumb or bad or anything, i'm just saying that the celebrity appearances aren't handed the same criticisms the original show was written to have, and i think that takes away the reboot's spirit as being connected to Clone High. it's not a satire anymore and i feel like i can't enjoy it because of that. it has become the very thing the original saught to mock, and like, that's kinda funny in a fucked up ironic way, but it's also really not. the reboot just doesn't have that same spark that made me fall in love with the original series and i feel like i can't like it because of that, among the multitude of other issues it has.

[adxmanial]

Ok I get that you hate voting and fine fair. But would you stand by and do nothing in the trolley problem? How would that help anything. I just see you attach this element of approval to the act of voting, that just... isn't really there.

I'm not voting for someone supporting genocide hope that helps

[littleplantfreak]

may i bring to you happy-go-lucky, embarrassing, sometimes dumb-as-a-rock bf umemiya with his much calmer, smart little gf who’s always busy doing SOMETHING. it could be working or studying some new topic or reading or literally anything, but she’s always busy. he doesn’t always understand what she’s talking about or what she’s reading, but he’s excited anyway. her brain is almost always on the move and sometimes she can’t sleep, but she can always count on her big, muscular, hung bf to take care of her.

and HE’S always MORE than happy to stuff her full over and over again and bully her twitchy, little clit until she’s sobbing and squirting all over the his pelvis and her brain is leaking onto the sheets below from between her weak, shaky thighs :(( he always holds her up, more than strong enough to support her weight even after her body gives out and her head lolls uselessly. she’s so fucked-out that she can barely feel the feverish, sweet kisses he presses to whatever skin he can reach and the way he pants against her neck as he drives her to the peak of her final orgasm. and it hits HARD. the most powerful one of the night, and the one that all but solidifies his satisfaction that this will be her best night of sleep yet.

and he’s right. she oversleeps the following morning, actually.

yeah so this is actually about you if you didn’t notice

i left you alone in discord for FIFTEEN MINUTES and this is what you do? You’re a sadistic sick girl smh Togame ur brat’s running loose in aisle Mari over here

[visage-of-hell]

I LIVE, BITCHES!!! Gonna catch up on sleep and then it's time to hit these drafts with GUSTO!

[fuckacoke]

Finishing off a bottle of wine and crying after finding out the people I talked to every day for weeks in a mobile game don't feel the same way about me as I do them.

Of course they don't. For them, it's just something to fill their spare time. For me, it's my only form of social interaction.

[insanechayne]

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[deaddoveadventures]

‘ bad things happen when angry people grieve ’

various things spoken in an adventuring party - for @cordbound

Curumë hadn't intended to stay with the paladin any longer than needed, but the man had insisted on paying him back for his help in the dungeon. In the end, the warlock had decided that being invited for a free meal and drink wasn't going to harm him any more than the monsters and traps in the dungeon had already. Even if it meant spending more time with Lawrence, who—the half-elf hesitated to admit—wasn't half as annoying as he had feared at first when he had offered to lend him a hand.

All the more off-guard he found himself, however, when the other dampened the mood with his grim comment.

"What are you implying here?" Curumë, not entirely sober at this point, set down his mug and squinted his eyes at his companion.

[spiralsecunda]

i am once again coming on here to say i Hate playing wiz with men