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btm-txt · 1 year ago
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Lien-da on Valentines~ 💌
Last year I sketched Lien-da around Valentines Day so guess what I did this year❣️
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taichi-x-koushiro · 10 months ago
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Digimon Adventure ~ Koushiro{u} Izumi x Taichi Yagami {KOUTAI} / {Taishiro[u]} / {TaiKou}
"In Paris I spent my first night in Montmartre. In all those nightclubs where now everyone is my friend I went from discovery to discovery. Everywhere I encountered the same warm, smiling welcome, the same excellent champagne…everywhere my cap, my light beige suit, and my suede shoes made a sensation." "Panama" Al Brown {x} {Queer History}
Digimon Adventure 25th Anniversary Pop-Up Shop {x} "DIGIGIFT" Official Calender/Wallpaper {x} (Note: Full version of latter contains #TheBeginningSpoilers for Taichi's full design, and a potential aftermath or in-between for the film!)
Fan Edit by @izzyizumi / koushirouizumi {Do Not Copy} {Do Not Remove Caption} {Do Not Re-post} {Do Not Reproduce My Works Under Any Circumstances}
(Anyway, I need an A.U. like this where Taichi runs into +French-speaking Koushiro in France, {in Tri: Saikai, Koushiro is canonically attempting learning some French, and as the cap above shows, takes Koushiro’s parents to a fancy French restaurant - it is also heavily implied it’s Koushiro paying for their meal, as well as helping them order} and Taichi’s “beige suit” and shoes “make a sensation” for someone we all Know…)
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patchworkcloud · 1 year ago
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Simply resplendent
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vaedar · 1 year ago
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𝐎𝐎𝐂; I apparently only posted this when it was a WIP couple of years ago but never posted the 'finished' greyscale piece so I am posting here now just to share... Vaedar and his winged baby, Azaes.
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patheticpat · 1 year ago
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It’s never a good thing when I set my eyes on a character, oh no it isn’t
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fortunxa · 1 month ago
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Jinx’s take on birthdays
H E A D C A N O N S
「 ✦ Jinx x birthday girl!reader (ft. Isha!) ✦ 」
author’s note: this is my birthday gift to myself, so happy 21st to me! a day late, but the energy is here 🍰 it’s a hefty “birthdays by Jinx” guide, trust. everybody’s included
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── .✦ in general
⭑.ᐟ Jinx is unpredictable and spontaneous, but she’d put a lot of effort into making you feel special. It wouldn’t necessarily be traditional, but it would scream Jinx’s personal touch. Expect creative, maybe even over-the-top plans.
⭑.ᐟ She’d probably start scheming weeks in advance. She would try to keep it a secret but might accidentally drop hints—giggling to herself or testing out her surprise explosives in the middle of the night.
⭑.ᐟ On the day of, she’d be buzzing with energy, maybe even more excited than you. She’d be jumping around, barely able to contain herself, and constantly checking to make sure everything’s “just right”.
⭑.ᐟ Chaotic wake-up call. Jinx wouldn’t just wake you up—she’d startle you awake. Maybe it’s a mini firework going off, “HAPPY BIRTHDAY!” screamed at the top of her lungs, or her jumping onto the bed while tossing confetti in the air. She’d think it’s hilarious.
⭑.ᐟ She would wake up early to attempt to make breakfast in bed, and it’d be a mess. The pancakes might come out misshapen, the eggs might be slightly burnt, and the kitchen might look like a warzone, but she’d serve the meal with the biggest, proudest grin, sticking sparklers in it.
– “Chef Jinx, at your service! Presentation’s… optional.”
⭑.ᐟ She would tease you all day with “hints” about what’s coming—big dramatic gestures, mysterious grins, and exaggerated secrecy.
⭑.ᐟ Alternatively, she’d pretend to forget about the birthday at first, just to make the reveal more dramatic.
⭑.ᐟ Jinx might attempt to bake a cake—or something resembling one. It’d probably have lopsided layers, mismatched decorations, and way too much frosting, but she’d remind you it was baked with love. Surprisingly, it ends up tasting quite good, all things considered. She insists on lighting so many candles that it becomes a literal bonfire.
– “Make a BIG wish!”
⭑.ᐟ Jinx would pour her heart out into making a gift. Maybe it’s a painted gadget, a weapon engraved with your initials, or a music box that hums your favorite tune. / She would try her hand at crafting something wearable—a necklace made from colorful wires and gears or a bracelet with tiny charms representing your relationship. / She might secretly collect mementos from your time together—photos, doodles, or little objects from your dates. She’d throw them into a scrapbook and complete it with her graffiti-style art.
⭑.ᐟ Isha would work on a small handmade gift for you as well—a simple drawing or a decorated trinket like a painted stone or a flower crown. She’d try to give it to you directly but hesitate, clinging to Jinx’s sleeve.
– “What are you waiting for, kid? Go give it to her!” And Isha would finally step forward, holding out the gift with both hands and a bashful smile.
⭑.ᐟ The birthday card would be a mix of chaotic doodles and messy handwriting. Jinx might overthink the message, so she’d stick with keeping it short and sweet.
“I suck at words, but you make me feel lucky. Thanks for sticking around, you weirdo. ꨄ︎ Love you. — Jinx :Þ”
⭑.ᐟ She would secretly paint an enormous mural on a wall in Zaun or Piltover, featuring your likeness surrounded by bold, neon colors and chaotic designs. It’d say something cheeky like, “the best girlfriend in Zaun (and Piltover—fight me)”.
⭑.ᐟ If someone tries to upstage her efforts—whether with gifts or plans—she would get hilariously pouty and competitive.
– “Oh, that’s cute, but did they make you a flamethrower? Didn’t think so.”
⭑.ᐟ If anyone else tries to monopolize your attention for too long (even for innocent birthday wishes), she might get possessive and interrupt, playing it off as a joke.
– “Okay, okay, enough. She’s MY birthday girl.”
⭑.ᐟ Jinx would be extra overprotective on your special day, constantly holding your hand or slinging an arm around your shoulders. She’s not only protecting you but your “birthday vibes” as well (her words). She scowls if anyone so much as looks at you funny.
– “You want a birthday beatdown, huh?”
⭑.ᐟ She would absolutely wear a birthday hat all day, and she’d insist you wear one too.
⭑.ᐟ She would write a chaotic, nonsensical birthday song and perform it with full dramatic flair, banging on random objects to create a “beat.”
– “This song’s copyrighted—only for you, babe!”
⭑.ᐟ Jinx would stick to you like glue, constantly poking you, dragging you to see surprises, and showering you with compliments.
– “Wow, your face is so birthday today. Like, insanely cute. Unfair, really.”
– “You’re so perfect, it’s disgusting.”
⭑.ᐟ She might hijack a Piltover broadcast or Zaun’s speakers to publicly shout out your birthday.
⭑.ᐟ She would watch your reactions to everything she planned, grinning like a proud kid.
– “Do you like it? Tell me you like it! C’mon—smile for me!”
⭑.ᐟ She keeps shouting, “IT’S HER BIRTHDAY!” every time someone enters the room, even if it’s someone who already knows.
⭑.ᐟ No matter how chaotic the day is, Jinx would genuinely want you to feel loved and appreciated. She’d get quiet for a moment at the end of the day, letting her vulnerability show.
– “I don’t always get things right, but… you’re my favorite person. So, yeah. Happy birthday, babe.”
⭑.ᐟ As long as there’s leftover cake, she’ll keep celebrating.
– “What do you mean your birthday is over? How am I eating a birthday cake slice, then?”
── .✦ Jinx planning a surprise birthday party
⭑.ᐟ Jinx would throw a chaotic but fun party with a theme that makes sense only to her. Think: “sharks with birthday hats”.
⭑.ᐟ Or, she’d mix everything you like to make a big, nonsensical theme. Think: your favorite animals/colors/anything relating to your interests in one big concoction. (thanks bunny!!<3)
⭑.ᐟ She would talk a mile a minute about her ideas, constantly glancing at Isha to see if she’s keeping up. Isha, sitting cross-legged on the floor, would enthusiastically point to certain parts of Jinx’s sketches or mimic explosions with her hands to signal she loves the idea of fireworks.
⭑.ᐟ Isha would be Jinx’s undercover operative, spying on your preferences.
⭑.ᐟ Jinx would drag Isha into a crafting frenzy. They’d make mismatched decorations like paper chains and confetti cannons. Isha would quietly fold a bunch of origami animals to scatter around as subtle decorations, which Jinx would “improve” by adding googly eyes to practically all of them. Can’t forget the banner that says “YOU’RE THE BOMB” (because of course).
⭑.ᐟ Jinx would initially want to handle everything herself, believing that only she could make the party perfect. She’d get flustered when things went wrong but stubbornly refuse to admit she needed assistance.
⭑.ᐟ If things got overwhelming, she might swallow her pride and reluctantly ask for help in last-minute desperation, though it’d come out dramatically.
– “Okay, fine! I need backup.”
⭑.ᐟ To keep the party secret, she would assign ridiculous code names to everything.
the party = “Operation Boom Bash”
the cake = “Project Frosty Delight”
you = “Target Hot Stuff”
⭑.ᐟ She would treat it like a mission briefing, but she’d be annoyingly cryptic with her instructions.
– “Okay, so I need, like, three gallons of paint, a live shark—just for a minute!—and maybe some cupcakes.”
– “How is the live shark a must-have for a birthday party, but cupcakes are a ‘maybe’?”
– “No questions!”
⭑.ᐟ Jinx would be offended if anyone tried to suggest a different idea. She was your girlfriend, after all, and she only wanted the best for you. But she quickly realizes that her demands are nearly impossible to meet, so she tones them down to avoid making the party a disaster. Accepting the help is her way of showing she’s trying to be a better person for you. She wants to show she can do something right.
– “I just want her to be happy, you know? I need this to be right.”
⭑.ᐟ DIY invitations. Jinx would hand-make wild, artistic invitations for the party, even if it’s just for you. They’d be chaotic masterpieces—probably involving glitter and graffiti-like design, with Isha sneaking a doodle of you, Jinx, and herself on the back. Jinx would only invite people she knows you like, even if it means threatening them to RSVP with notes like, “Show up or get kaboomed. <3 Jinx.”
⭑.ᐟ The day of the celebration, she might hand out “party favors” for any friends who join—small, colorful explosives or confetti grenades.
– “Take one! They’re mostly harmless!”
⭑.ᐟ Jinx would constantly check in with you because she’d be genuinely worried about messing things up despite her confidence.
– “You havin’ fun? You like it? How ‘bout now?”
– “You’re smiling, so I guess that means I didn’t screw this up, right?”
⭑.ᐟ She’d pull Isha aside occasionally to ask her to “spy” on guests to make sure no one was causing trouble.
– “Okay, short stack, go check on the snack table and make sure no one’s hogging the chips.”
⭑.ᐟ Isha would quietly insist on getting a slice of cake to give you herself, practically shoving it into your hands with a big smile.
⭑.ᐟ During a toast for you, Isha would quietly raise her glass (even if it’s just juice) and look at you with a shy smile, gesturing a little “cheers” with her cup.
⭑.ᐟ Isha would be in charge of keeping guests entertained while Jinx set up bigger surprises. She would direct people with expressive gestures, and they would end up following her lead because she’s so animated and endearing. She’d shoo them away to the dance floor or hand out drinks with glow-stick stirrers.
⭑.ᐟ Jinx would constantly circle back to you to check if you need anything.
– “You still good, babe? Need more cake? A drink? Someone thrown out?”
⭑.ᐟ Isha would trail after you for a bit, helping out in small ways, like passing you a drink or brushing confetti off your shoulder, subtly showing her affection.
⭑.ᐟ If anyone tried to make the party about themselves or annoyed you, Jinx would intervene immediately.
– “Go eat some cake and zip it.”
⭑.ᐟ Isha would stick close to you during parts of the party, mirroring Jinx’s protective instincts. If someone approached who looked suspicious (in her eyes), she would cross her arms, glare, and shake her head like a little bodyguard. Jinx calls it “the Isha test”.
⭑.ᐟ Jinx would rope Isha into playful pranks, like sneaking up behind guests and tossing glitter at them.
⭑.ᐟ She would start spontaneous dance-offs, grabbing you and spinning you around just to hear you laugh.
– “Dance with me, birthday girl! Don’t make me embarrass myself alone!”
⭑.ᐟ She would be darting around and hyping up the crowd, while Isha acted as her silent shadow, handing out sparklers or checking up on the games.
– “Ladies and gentlemen, step right up! And by step up, I mean do what the kid tells you—she’s in charge of this one!”
⭑.ᐟ Jinx would stick to traditional party games and activities but add her own twist to them each time, no matter how trivial.
“bomb pong” ➪ her version of beer pong, where she’d paint the ping pong balls to look like mini bombs.
“truth or chaos” ➪ self-explanatory. She would make sure you only got fun or flattering dares, even being flirty and teasing with them.
– “Oh no, you chose chaos? That means you have to kiss the coolest person at this party.” And you both know it’s her.
trivia game ➪ Jinx would want to show off how much she knows about you. The catch? Half the trivia questions would also be about herself just to test you, too.
– “Okay, bonus round—what’s my favorite thing to blow up?!”
Glow-in-the-dark darts and lit up board just because she could. If you point out the dangerous side of the game—especially with little Isha running around—she’d groan loudly but relent, setting up a glow-in-the-dark ring toss instead.
She’d hang a homemade piñata filled with tiny trinkets and candy. Everyone would take turns blindfolded, with Jinx calling out unhelpful directions like: “Swing left! No, your other left!”. She’d make sure you got the first and last swing.
⭑.ᐟ Jinx would be cheering you on during every activity and heckling the opponents, while Isha would root for you by miming cheers and clapping her hands. If you won a round, Isha would leap into the air and give you a medal she crafted beforehand.
⭑.ᐟ Like the mini-Jinx she is, she would periodically check on you, giving you a thumbs-up or tapping your shoulder to make sure you’re having fun.
⭑.ᐟ If you seemed overwhelmed, Isha would grab Jinx’s arm and point to you, miming a timeout gesture. She would sit quietly nearby, offering her company without being intrusive.
⭑.ᐟ After the chaos of the party, Jinx would unwind next to you on the couch, resting her head on your shoulder while little Isha napped, curled up in your side, making you both grin.
– “Looks like you’ve got another fan, huh?”
── .✦ birthday girl!reader who wants a low-key celebration
⭑.ᐟ If you didn’t want a big party or over-the-top surprises for your birthday, it would definitely take Jinx a moment to recalibrate.
⭑.ᐟ She might struggle to understand why you don’t want a big celebration. She’d look genuinely puzzled, her mind racing to adjust her usual plans.
⭑.ᐟ Once she accepts that you prefer a low-key celebration, she would throw herself into making a quiet day special. It might take some effort for her to tone down her usual chaotic energy, but she’d do it because it’s what you want for your special day.
⭑.ᐟ Jinx would constantly ask questions to figure out what you consider “too much.”
– “Okay, so like, if I draw a heart on the wall in paint, is that over-the-top? No? Cool. What if I set the heart ablaze? …Too far? Got it.”
– “Would it be too much if I put your name in lights? Or not enough?”
⭑.ᐟ She’d be extra gentle and overly concerned at times, to the point of being funny. She’d fidget nervously, constantly checking in. She’s worried about getting it too wrong.
– “Are you sure you’re okay with this? I mean it’s cool, it’s chill, but like… you’re sure?”
⭑.ᐟ Super simplified decorations. After easing her anxieties, Jinx would decorate with a single balloon or one small banner just because she thinks it’s hilarious. She’d point at it dramatically, bragging about how she’s “reinventing minimalism”.
⭑.ᐟ Jinx would leave funny little notes in random spots to quietly show you she’s thinking about you.
inside your favorite book: “Reading? On your birthday? Wow, nerd alert. (Just kidding, keep being the smartest, cutest, book-loving babe ever.)”
by the light switch: “Every time you turn this light on, think about how you light up my life. Too cheesy? Deal with it, it’s your birthday!”
on a snack bag: “Munch away, birthday girl! Each bite makes you 10x more adorable. SCIENCE FACT.”
on the bathroom door: “Birthday bathroom breaks are scientifically proven to be 20% better than regular ones. FACT. Don’t ask how I know.”
The scientist behind the studies? None other than Jinx herself.
⭑.ᐟ Jinx would give you small gifts throughout the day instead of all at once. She’d say it’s a “drip-feed of love” to “keep the birthday vibes alive”.
⭑.ᐟ Jinx would plan something like an art date. She would take you to a hidden spot where you could graffiti together. She’d bring spray paints and help you come up with a tag that matches her monkey one.
⭑.ᐟ Jinx might quietly admire you during the day, suddenly feeling overwhelmed with her feelings for you.
– “Y’know, I like this. Just us. You’re kinda… everything.”
⭑.ᐟ If you wanted to stay in, she wouldn’t mind just spending the day relaxing together in her hideout. She’d insist on building a “birthday pillow fort” and filling it with snacks, blankets, and fairy lights, creating a cozy little haven.
– “Just you, me, and some snacks. It’s a date. A birthday date!”
⭑.ᐟ Well, it was a date until Isha felt left out and peeked her head out from the entrance, which made you promptly pull her into the pillow fort.
⭑.ᐟ Jinx would focus on spending uninterrupted time with you—talking, laughing, and just enjoying the day together. She’d cherish the calm moments, even if it’s not her usual speed. She might actually enjoy the slower pace, realizing it gives her more time to focus on you.
– “This is nice. I don’t gotta share you with anyone else today. Well, except short stack over here.”
⭑.ᐟ Since you don’t want anything big, Jinx would ditch the giant cake and instead stick a candle in a cupcake, donut, or even a sandwich.
⭑.ᐟ If you’re worried about Jinx not having fun with a quiet birthday, she would quickly shut that down.
– “What, me? Bored? Nah, babe. I’d sit in total silence if it meant hanging out with you.”
⭑.ᐟ By the end of the day, Jinx would be extra soft and sentimental, realizing she doesn’t need a big party to make you happy.
– “I don’t care what we do, as long as it’s with you.”
── .✦ birthday girl!reader who hates birthdays
⭑.ᐟ Initially, Jinx would be thrown off guard—she would be baffled. Expect a lot of teasing questions and remarks to test your boundaries or to try to make you laugh, diffusing the tension of the day.
– “What did birthdays ever do to you? Did a balloon pop in your face as a kid? Was there a cake betrayal I need to know about?”
– “If you hate birthdays, does that mean I don’t get to wear a party hat? Because I look really good in a party hat.”
– “What do you call someone who hates birthdays? You! Wait, no, seriously—is there a word for that? Birth-a-phobic? Cake-averse? Anti-balloonian?”
– “What do you want to do on your birthday? Oh wait—you probably want to boycott it. My bad.”
– “Can I still blow up balloons? Asking for a very sneaky clown.”
– “So, if we can’t celebrate your birthday, can I just celebrate mine again?”
– “What’s worse: hating birthdays or admitting it to someone like me? I mean, now I have to mess with you.”
⭑.ᐟ If you opened up about why you hated birthdays, she would actually listen and try to understand. She would struggle at first but ultimately stick to your wishes. She will try to come up with other ideas to make you feel cared about regardless.
⭑.ᐟ She would leave a card that says: “This is NOT a birthday card. It’s just me reminding you that you’re the coolest person ever. Luv, Jinx.”
⭑.ᐟ Subtle “not birthday” gestures. Jinx would sneak in small, low-key things to make you smile without drawing attention to the day. She would spend the entire day being extra affectionate without outright acknowledging your birthday.
Random hugs.
Leaving little flowers on the table without saying a word.
Bringing you your favorite drinks or snacks, then casually walking away like it’s no big deal.
Leaving a tiny, heartfelt note that says, “I love you every day, not just today.”
⭑.ᐟ However, it would be hard for her not to be suspicious at times. She would quietly slip a thoughtful little gift into your bag with a note that says, “Not a birthday present. Just because.”
⭑.ᐟ Accidental overstepping happens. Jinx might slip up and do something mildly celebratory out of habit, like throwing confetti or humming the birthday tune. If you got upset, she would immediately backtrack.
– “Wait, wait, wait—don’t be mad! It’s not a birthday thing! It’s just… a ‘you’ thing!”
⭑.ᐟ While you cuddle in bed at the end of the day, Jinx can’t help herself from wishing you a happy birthday but in a safe way.
– “You hate birthdays, but I love you. So, thanks for being born. Even if you hate me saying it.”
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luna-the-lunat1c · 5 months ago
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NSFW Alphabet
Tamaki Amajiki
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A- aftercare
You'll have to help him, probably so overstimulated he can't move😭🙏🏼
B- favorite body part
Tamaki is most definitely a boob man
C- cum (where do they like to cum?)
Boobs or stomach
D- dirty secret
Closet pervert
E- experience
Absolutely 0 experience what so ever. But does jerk off sometimes (not often though)
F- favorite position
cowgirl, he's a bottom and loves seeing you boobs bouncing
G- goofy (how serious are they?)
He doesn't really like to be silly during.
H-hair
Has a happy trail and he's most of the time trimmed. Indigo colored
I- intimacy
He's pretty romantic but sometimes likes raw pleasure
J- jerk off
Sometimes but not often (as I've said before.)
K- kinks
Edging, mutual masturbation, bdsm, and toys
L- location (fav place to do it)
Bed or couch. really any place with plush and that is dark.
M- motivation (what turns them on)
Teasing
N- no (turnoffs)
Anal. (did this for myself. again.)
O- oral
He likes oral sometimes but not often
P- pace
Slow and sensual
Q- quickies
Doesn't like quickies and can't really have one because it takes him awhile to come down from his high
R- risk
HATES RISK AND I MEAN HATES IT
S- stamina (how long they can go)
1 round (he can't go two because he's already crying on the first😭🙏🏼)
T- toys
Likes toys and uses them on himself
U- unfair (how much they like to tease)
He loves being teased
V- volume (how loud they are)
LOUD, whimpers and moans
W- wild card (random headcanon)
Likes to turn his fingers and tongue into octopus tentacle when fingering or eating you out
X- x-ray
Slight curve, 5.0 inches hard, shaft #F9C5B1, tip #DF786C, cum #F4E9E3
Y- yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
He's pretty needy
Z- Zzz (how fast they fall asleep afterwards)
Pretty quick but can stay awake
(sorry if this seems like babying. i wrote this maybe a year ago?)
{THANKS FOR READING MY FOURTH FICC!!}
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odiesdayoff · 1 year ago
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JAIME REYES NSFW ALPHABET?? PLEASE ANYTJING NSFW JAIME 🧎🏽‍♀️
IM GONNA BE SO REAL I HAVEN'T EVEN WATCHED BB YET BUT I YEARN FOR HIM. SO BADLY. this may change when I see it like...tomorrow.
NSFW under the cut <3
A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
He’s a cuddler. He’ll plant kisses all over you and hold you against him. He’ll keep telling you how much he loves you.
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
He likes his arms. Specifically how strong he is and how it allows him to pick you up and spin you around all romantic-like.
He loves your eyes. The color, the way you look at him, the way you squint when you laugh or smile. He can stare into them for days. 
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
He’s a bit more traditional and likes to cum inside. He’ll always wear a condom, though. He likes the closeness. Also includes your mouth!
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
He’s into cockwarming. Or falling asleep like that. He doesn’t know how to approach doing that. The thought of having to do some work and just you sitting with him inside? Makes him swoon. 
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
He went through law school. In GOTHAM. Briefly a city boy. He’s had a few dates before you and he knows how to make you lose your mind. It took a bit of a learning curve to adjust to you specifically, but he’s GOOD. 
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
When you’re, like, laying down together and spooning while fucking? Idk what that’s called. But that. He loves that. It’s just so intimate. He can hold you close.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
He loves to laugh. He enjoys spending time with you and doesn’t let it get too serious.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
Trimmed. Dark and curly. That's all I'm at liberty to disclose.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
He’s so romantic. Definitely would be the type of person that lights candles and throws flower petals all over the bed. He’s such a sweetie. Will constantly tell you how attractive you are and how good you make him feel.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
He’ll never admit it, but he totally jerked off using a pair of your underwear that you had left at his place once. He’d rather not masturbate when he has you, but he has needs!
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
Heavy on a praise kink. Whether it’s giving or receiving. He’s also into you being in charge!
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
He’s a little basic. In the bed. He thinks it's incredibly romantic. That, or in the kitchen and dining room.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
When he wakes up in the morning before you and you’re sleeping, he thinks you’re so hot he will actually melt. He would fight for his life not to wake you up and ask to fuck. You getting along with his family gets him going fr. Just seeing the people he cherishes the most getting along with you fills his heart.
Also…neck kissing!!! He looves it.
N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
He’ll absolutely NEVER do any of the step-family or things related to family, even as a pretend thing or scene. That’s just way too weird. He’s far too close to his family to think about any of them sexually in any way.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
He’s a sucker for making you come and oral is one of his favorite things to do. Bro will literally get under the table and give you head while you’re eating dinner if you even mention being a little horny or maybe someone that flirted with you. He’s gotta show you that nobody can make you feel as good as him. He’s a bit jealous.
He loves to receive, but is far too shy to ask for it. If you put it on the table, he’s giddy. He’ll somehow think that he’s degrading you by asking you to suck his dick.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
He takes it slow. Sometimes painfully slow, making you feel every vein in his dick each time he’s inside of you. If you asked him to be a little rougher with you, he ain’t gonna say no! When you’re on top or in charge, he lowkey loves when you kind of use him as a sex toy and go as fast as you need to reach your orgasm. He likes to prolong the moment as long as he can when you’re under him. 
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
He prefers not to have a quickie. He wants to spend time with you as much as he can and take his time making you feel good. He definitely would not say no if you asked him right before either of you left for work and after you woke up. He just prefers a night full of lovemaking.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
It would definitely take a lot of convincing to get him to do more outlandish kinks, but he likes to try some things at least once. He’s not a “it’s hotter if we might get caught” person. Very much a behind locked doors kind of guy when it comes to sex.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
He can go a few rounds. Again, the scarab would increase that stamina by a little bit. 
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
Let’s be so real. Yeah. I don’t think he would have toys for his personal use, but getting things for your pleasure is his favorite thing to do. He loves watching you squirm as he presses a vibrator against you. He would literally ask you to watch a movie, then use the vibrator on you while you sit on his lap the entire time.
Also…that suit? It can literally be whatever he wants it to be…IF YA KNOW WHAT I MEAN.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
He looves to tease you. At the grocery store, while you’re having dinner with your/his family, washing the dishes. He wants you to be completely dripping/rock hard by the time the two of you get to fuckin’.
On the other hand, he likes when you tease him. He’s a firm believer that whatever he does to you, you can do to him. A hand on your thigh under the table at the family dinner? He won’t be surprised when you “accidentally” drop your fork and lean over him to grab it from the floor. 
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
Some guys are afraid to moan, Jaime’s in his partner's ear losing his mind. Initially, he’d be hesitant to be noisy and all, but once he gets comfortable (or you get a place alone) he’ll make sure that you know how good you’re making him feel. He’s a whimperer. Hardcore. You can play with his hair and his breathing gets shaky.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
I have a feeling that he would want to try to fuck while dressed as a priest. Maybe he watched Fleabag in college. Or had some religion in his childhood. Either that or have you dress in religious clothing and act that out. He’s not sure yet, but he wants to try it.
X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
He’s about average size, maybe six inches hard? Uncut. Slight curve upward.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
He would be a few times a week guy normally, but after the scarab fiasco, his drive increases. You could bend over picking something up and he needs to have you right now.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
I feel like he would absolutely pass out after a heated night. Like, I'm talking honk shoo mimimi with one leg off the bed and only half the blanket over his body.
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cokou · 7 months ago
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𝚃𝚛𝚊𝚏𝚊𝚕𝚐𝚊𝚛 𝙻𝚊𝚠 𝙽𝚂𝙵𝚆 𝙰𝚕𝚙𝚑𝚊𝚋𝚎𝚝
tw. Basically smut?. MDNI. ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ a/n. SO YALL, IM ACTUALLY SO HAPPY TO DO THIS NO IDEA WHY. // Don't translate or transfer my works, will not be crossposted anywhere! This is my only account.
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A = Aftercare (What they're like after sex)
—Law the man he is, I'd see him asking you if you'd like to take a shower to rid of all the sweat or just ask you if you need anything. Is definitely awkward after sex, but he still tries to get it together and asks if you need something, if so then he'll gladly do it for you.
B = Body Part (Their favorite part of theirs and also their partner's)
—His favorite body part of his s/o would definitely be their thighs or their tummy, he'd cherish your thighs because they're smooth and soft, that means he get to lay his head on it when he's simply tired enough. Your tummy being his favorite would be because he loves burying his face into it.
—His favorite part of his' would be his chest, showcasing the tattoo that reminds him of cora-san. He'll always be proud of its' look, that's why it'll always be his favorite.
C = Cum (Anything to do with cum, basically)
—His cum color would be #F0E3DD, he loves finishing inside you or on your face. Definitely likes the sight of you covered in his cum, would spill on your stomach and write words on it using his cum.
D = Dirty Secret (self-explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
—Is in for the idea of shibari/rope bondage, he enjoys seeing his s/o tied up and unable to move or make a move on him. Will purposely tie the ropes fairly tight and watch you struggle, wouldn't admit it because, he's Law.
E = Experience (How experienced are they? do they know what they're doing?)
—No experience at all despite reading books about sex, he fairly thinks he's doing a great job in bed, but his thrusts have no rhythm on them. But when it comes to using his tongue, he's definitely a god at doing so.
F = Favorite Position (This goes without saying)
—Doggy, watching your ass recoil when he slams against you is definitely one of the things that turns him on.
G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment? Are they humourous etc.?)
—Is serious but talks you throughout sex, he asks if you're doing just fine or teases you when you do something that genuinely makes him twitch.
H = Hair (How well groomed are they? Does the carpet match the drapes?)
—It's fairly short and well trimmed, trims it twice a month and it does match the drapes. Its' color would be jet black, just like his hair but even darker.
I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment? The romantic aspect)
—Being romantic isn't exactly his thing, that includes being in bed too. Although he shows alternative ways of being romantic to you, such as whispering sweet nothings into your ear—, or generally bringing a gift into your doorstep late at night.
J = Jack Off (Masturbation headcannon)
—He IS the biggest jerker ever, if he has anything to release steam off him from all the stress he was dued, he would be in his private bathroom, bottoms on his ankles and jerking off. Even when he gets irritated in the most slightest things, it doesn't matter, he jerks off in his office.
K = Kinks (one or more of there kinks)
—Just as i mentioned at Dirty Secret, he loves shibari or rope bondage, tying his s/o up to watch them unable to do anything turns him on so much.
—Lactation Kink, he sucks the life off of your tits every chances he gets. It makes it better when you're lactated and producing him the sweetest milk from you and yourself only.
—Belly Bulging, absolutely loves the sight of your belly being swollen from the amount of times he had came inside you.
L = Location (Favorite places to do the do)
—No doubt your shared bedroom, he isn't in the idea of getting caught by his own crewmates since he a reputation to keep.
—His private office, letting you suck him off under the table, OR fucking you against his desk.
M = Motivation (What turns them on, kreps them going)
—Generally his s/o, whenever they come into teasing him or planting to seduce him in the middle of his work, he wouldn't doubt shoving you onto your shared bed.
—Lingerie's, especially colors of red or blue in the bedroom worn by his s/o.
N = No (something they wouldn't do, turn off's)
—Anything that would cause pain to their s/o or something that causes blood.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill)
—He preferes giving oral to his s/o, definitely a god at eating you out. His tongue laps at you and knows where to touch. Although if his s/o insists on blowing him, no way he'd decline his opportunity, he groans when you blow him too.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? Or slow and sensual?)
—a 50/50 on each, his pace would be slow and sensual when the moment is calm and casual, however when he's irritated the change of his pace is quickly noticable. His pace is rough and in between of fast and slow, loves getting all his anger out with his pace.
Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies, how often)
—NOT a big fan at all, if he decides that he wants to fuck, he likes to take his moment with you and not completely rush it, therefore quickies only come in whenever he needs you and he's terribly late on a mission or a meeting.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? Do they take risks)
—A big no no to him, once again, he has a reputation to keep. He doesn't want his reputation to be destroyed or be messed with, so therefore, no risks.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? How long do they last?)
—He lasts about 3 rounds, his stamina isn't quite long but neither does it go too fast. He's in between, he could handle 4 rounds when he's too pent up.
T = Toys (do they own toys? Do they use them? On their partner or theirself?)
—He's not a fan of experimental and prefers vanilla sex, however, he does own a cock ring to stabilize his hard-on whenever they have a moment. If his s/o is eager to try toys with him, he'd only use a vibrator against them.
U = Unfair (How much they like to tease)
—VERY, very unfair, he's into the idea of humiliation from teasing, teasing their s/o whenever he gets the chance to. Speaking to them during the moment to enlighten the silence. Absolutely loves your flustered face whenever he teases you.
V = Volume (how loud are they, what sounds they make)
—He's fairly quiet but enough to be heard closely, he releases pants and groans under his breath and his breathing deepens.
W = Wildcard (A random headcannon for the character)
—okay this isn't NSFW or anything part of this whole part but, I genuinely think he's a gift giver towards his s/o. He's not exactly into pda but he's not against it, he enjoys gifting all various things that reminds him of you most importantly. He shows affection towards his gifts and picks only the finest stuff to give you.
X = X-ray (Let's see what's going on under those clothes)
—It's cut, slight curve, definitely a little pale base like #EAD3C5, tip is #E6ABA7, trimmed twice a month yet grows to be messy, 8.96in 4.5 girth, fluid is #F0E3DD, flavour slightly salty.
Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)
—Fairly in between, he's not always in the mood but whenever you do ask him he's always on the go.
Z = Zzz (How quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
—It isn't easy for him to sleep at all, since he has insomnia it takes time for him to drift off. But eventually, after being tired with you, he falls asleep right beside you while hugging you against his chest.
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Oldergf!Rhaenyra Targaryen ~ NSFW Alphabet
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You are CEO Rhaenyra Targaryen’s controversially younger girlfriend who is eager to learn everything she knows…
TW: sexual acts including mentions of hardcore BDSM.
Minors DNI
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A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
If she doms, she’s drawing a bath and taking care of you. If she subs, she’s super bratty and demanding about how you care for her afterwards. Then she will kiss you on the forehead and thank you. 
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
Rhaenerya is pretty pleased to have tits after wishing for bigger ones but she is most pleased about her ass. She works out a lot and it’s her favorite outcome of exercise. 
On you, she really likes your arms and fingers. She will always praise you for your talented fingers and bite your arms when she cums. 
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
Rhaenyra has a sensitive clit so you can fuck her for hours without letting her cum once. 
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
She’s into blood play and monster dildos. but her biggest secret is that she has been late picking up her kids once or twice because of a hookup. 
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
Extremely experienced. After college, she would go to sex clubs and during her time abroad, she had a lover at every port. And she is more than happy to teach you what she’s learned. 
Once, Rhaenyra invited some of her old lovers to bed (this could be Laena, Harwin, Alicent, Erryck, Arryck, or Mysaria depending on your preference) and it left the both of you sore for days… 
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
She likes doggy style because she thinks it gives her the most control over your body. When you’re on top, she likes when she can see your eyes. 
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
She can be serious but she also laughs when she gets hurt (spankings, face slaps, etc.) so has to remind herself to be serious a lot so she subs. 
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
Rhae has a big ol’ bush and refuses to shave anywhere else (unless she’s getting her eyebrows done.) 
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
Rhaenyra is a big romantic so she’ll organize something romantic like a trail of rose petals to her home theater with the bar stocked with your favorite snacks or a take you on a ride in her private plane. Then she’ll be super gentle, kissing down your body and praising every part of you from your soul to the color of your eyes. 
This is only for special occasions though, Rhaenyra was given a lot of responsibility when she was young so she views sex as a time to have fun. 
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
Idk if this counts as masturbation but Rhaenyra gifted you a remote so you can control her vibrator when she’s out of town. She’ll film it and send it to you when you’re in a meeting. 
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
Rhaenyra will try anything at least twice so she’s eager to teach you anything your little heart desires. Exhibition, breeding, and bdsm are her favorites though. 
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
Rhaenyra is a card carrying member of the mile high club so she will take you for a ride (ha) in her private jet just so the two of you can fuck. 
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
Her libido sky rocketed after having kids so the answer is a wide variety of things. Licking the spoon while baking? Hot. Arguing on the phone? Hot. Pulling her close to you so she doesn’t run into a lamppost? Hot. Telling her point blank that you’re horny? HOT. 
N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
She won’t do beach sex or medical play. She’s done both and hated it both times. Also she’s not a fan of fucking at hospitals or in her parents’ rooms.  
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
She’s a switch so it depends on what you’re doing that will get her into the mood. 
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
She likes it fast and rough. If you ask for slow and sensual, she’ll grant it for special occasions but she rarely cums during those moments since her focus is all on you. 
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
Definitely is down for a quickie at all times, especially when it’s the end of a quarter she’s stressed and could use your pretty mouth. 
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
As stated earlier, she’s done pretty much everything under the sun but if there’s something she hasn’t done before, she will try it. As for risk, well, she’ll ride your face while she’s on the phone with an ex lover and pull you into the restroom or empty hallway during a company gala. 
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
Rhaenyra has energy but after she cums, she’s down for a while. She will however, use toys on you while she rests. 
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
She has a whole treasure chest of toys and often gets freebies because of how much she buys new toys. Her favorites are the ones she can use on you remotely and her monster dildo collection. 
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
Rhaenyra enjoys teasing you while she’s supposed to be working on something important. 
“Not now sweetie, mommy’s on a call.” She says as she increases the vibrations against your clit. 
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
Outside of foreplay, Rhae is actually quiet, preferring to get lost in the sensations of your body against hers. However, she will make a conscious effort to moan or praise you so you don’t think she’s not enjoying herself. 
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
Rhaenyra has worn shibari rope under her clothes during dates. 
X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
She’s got stretch marks on her stomach, thighs, and breasts. She’s thought about lasering them off but you’ve told her you enjoy kissing them so she never will. 
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
Extremely high and she’s unashamed about it. However this means she hates getting edged for long periods of time. 
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
After a nice fast and rough session, she falls asleep immediately. After a slow and romantic time however, she has boundless energy so if you’re tired at that point, she’ll give you a remote so you can play with her. 
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gildedmagician · 9 days ago
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Unown Divination
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in the second generation of pokemon, unown were introduced as strange, letter shaped psychic-types with 26 forms corresponding to each letter of the alphabet. in the third generation, forms corresponding to "!" and "?" were introduced, with a total of 28 unown currently existing. as you caught each form, you were given an "unown mode" in your pokedex to catalogue the letters, alongside a word starting with that letter.
not much is known about the pokemon, but what we do know is quite bizarre. unown have some connection to Arceus, the divine creator of the pokemon world, and the dimension unown originate from seems to be linked quite closely to our own. when multiple unown are near each other, an "odd power" emerges, causing wishes and dreams to become a reality.
taking all of these aspects, i feel that using the unown forms for divination is an easy leap.
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below, i've categorized my personal correspondences to each phrase:
(A)ngry - rage, emotions, losing focus
(B)ear - animals, nature, fighting, strength
(C)hase - action, searching for something, running, going for a goal
(D)irect - focus, channeling your energy
(E)ngage - encountering something, facing head on, address the problem
(F)ind - reaching a goal, learning information
(G)ive - charity, generosity, put others first
(H)elp - getting help for yourself/others, aid, self-care, selflessness
(I)ncrease - continue, becoming stronger, intensity
(J)oin - coming together, family, teamwork, groups
(K)eep - holding onto something, keeping something close, cherishing
(L)augh - laughter, joy, happiness,
(M)ake - creation, art, self-expression
(N)uzzle - affection, companionship/relationships, connection, friendship
(O)bserve - watching, seeing the bigger picture,
(P)erform - putting on a show, falsehoods, hiding intentions
(Q)uicken - increasing your pace, going faster, continue
(R)eassure - comforting, giving aid
(S)earch - learning more, finding something new, looking for something
(T)ell - talking, communication, expressing ideas, speaking your mind
(U)ndo - reversal, re-do, going back, revisiting something
(V)anish - hiding, obfuscation, retreating
(W)ant - desire, interest, jealousy
(X)XXXX - null, nothing, denial, redacted
(Y)ield - stop, do not continue, blocked roads, unable to go on
(Z)oom - looking further, examining closely, learning something
(!)!!!! - shock, excitement, unexpected results
(?)???? - confusion, unanswered questions, ask again
these are by no means the only ways to interpret the unown phrases, and i implore you to find your own meanings if you disagree with these. divination is different for everyone!
HOW?
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ingame, find a location where unown spawn. this varies depending on the generation you are playing, but i suggest starting with the Ruins of Alph if possible, as it is the first place unown were shown to gather en masse. in most games, a specific group of unown will spawn in a given room, so chose whichever room you are drawn to meditate on your question, and encounter the pokemon. if you have multiple questions, or are using a divination spread, leave and enter a different room, and repeat until you are satisfied.
in the physical world, i suggest creating a set of your own runes. this can be done multiple ways, but i chose to create them with wooden discs found at a local craft store. create the runes and consecrate them however you see fit. casting runes can involve multiple techniques, so you may use whatever you feel will work best for you. for a simple question, place your runes into a bag and mix them around, meditate on your question, and pull out a rune.
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for my own set, i chose to paint the wooden discs blue and paint the forms in silver paint. not only because unown's shiny is blue, but because i associate the color blue heavily with magic and spirituality. this isn't a requirement, though, so take artistic liberty with your own set.
if you have any questions, feel free to send me an ask and i will aid you as best as i can.
have fun with divination!
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Please please please I'm begging on my knees Lincoln nsfw alphabet 🙏🙏🙏🙏
Now by popular demand, the makers of "Angel alphabet" bring you
The Lincoln alphabet
A = Aftercare Lincoln keeps a cool, wet towel by the bedside in case the MC is overheated. Also, they'll bring MC something to drink, clean them up and rub their shoulders if needed. Note how I wrote "MC" instead of "their partner"? That is significant.
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s) Lincoln likes their own blue eyes, and their facial structure. They are overall very confident, although they sometimes wish they were a bit taller. Only sometimes. Lincoln LOVES the MC's vocal chords, they want to cut them out and keep them... kidding, of course. But really, vocal chords should count, right?
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically) Cum is... cum. Lincoln has no strong feelings about it.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs) A) They have a voice kink. B) Being humiliated by MC is a big turn-on for them. They want to crawl on all fours, sleep on the floor next to MC's bed, be forbidden from speaking, that kind of thing.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?) Lincoln has a lot of experience, but with few people. They have had two semi-serious relationships by the time MC meets them, and they pick the people they hook up with very carefully. Lincoln is very good at what they're doing.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying) Lincoln likes being on their knees for the MC. In any way whatsoever.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.) Very serious. Lincoln lives for whatever intimacy happens between them and the MC. There's nothing more important than MC, especially in that moment.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.) Lincoln is smooth like a dolphin. Male Lincoln, too. Wax. Wax all the way.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect) Devout. Zealous.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon) Lincoln has touched themself to the MC's songs SO many times... A picture alone doesn't do it, though. They need to hear their voice.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks) Hoooo boy. Okay. Voice kink, degradation kink, power play, bondage, body worship, begging, overstimulation.
L = Location (favorite places to do the do) Anywhere MC wants. But, gun to their head, Lincoln would have to say their own bedroom. They have everything they could ever need or want in there, endless possibilities, unlimited time...
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going) Well, given they're obsessed with the MC, the motivation is... there.
N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs) They are very submissive towards MC and will be turned off by MC wanting to be humiliated by them. They can play the dominant one for a while if that's what MC wants but they refuse to degrade them in any way.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.) They're really good at it, prefer giving but will absolutely not say no to receiving it either.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.) Whatever MC wants.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.) If MC wants to, absolutely yes. In fact, it would turn them on to be "used" for a quick stress relief.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.) hahahahahaahahaaaaa
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?) Lasts very long but will be ashamed if they come prematurely. Need a little breather before they can go again after.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?) They have all sorts of stuff. Big range, lots to choose from. And they're sorted by solo or to be used on a partner. Also by color. Lincoln is neat.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease) Not at all. They are there to provide.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.) They are as loud or as silent as MC permits them to be. They get louder the more overstimulated they get.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character) They would really like to take an intimate, vulnerable picture of the MC sometime. Not a naked picture. But like, a picture of MC's face right after orgasm, or while they're sleeping. Only if the MC is ok with it, tho.
X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes) Lincoln has nooooo problems showing off their body. If you've picked a female Lincoln, you might remember her party outfit. Yeah. Lincoln likes being naked, they have full confidence that they look good. They're lithe, lean, but strong. Also, they have that lovely tan...
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?) Outside of a relationship, it's pretty nonexistent. They pick and choose their flings very carefully. But with the MC, it's at 100, pretty much always.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards) THEY WILL NOT REST.
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butterfwiesndinorawrs · 9 months ago
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🐻🌟 Ask Game: ABC Stuffie Edition! 🌟🐻
A. Which is your oldest stuffie?
B. Which is your newest stuffie?
C. Which is your most colorful stuffie?
D. Which is your least colorful stuffie?
E. Which is your smallest stuffie?
F. Which is your biggest stuffie?
G. Which stuffie is most unique and why?
H. Which stuffie has the most creative name and what is it?
I. Which stuffie has the longest name and what is it?
J. Which stuffie has the shortest name and what is it?
K. Which color do you have the most stuffies of?
L. Which color do you have the least stuffies of?
M. Which stuffie has been on the most adventures/playdates with you?
N. What type of stuffie do you have the most of?
O. Which stuffie is the most serious?
P. Which stuffie is the silliest?
Q. Which stuffie is the rarest?
R. Which stuffie is the strongest?
S. Which stuffie is the bravest?
T. Which stuffie is the best listener?
U. Which stuffie is the softest?
V. Which stuffie do you want but don't have yet?
W. What's your favorite way to play with your stuffies?
X. Which stuffie is a secret agent?
Y. Which stuffie is the most curious?
Z. What brands of stuffies are your favorite?
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stopisa · 3 months ago
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aki hayakawa nšfw alphabet
a/n: omg hello everyone, it’s been a minute. i am back in school yet again so my schedule is a little funky but i hope to be able to create more! also i tried to keep this as gn as possible so lmk if i didn’t! this is for my aki enjoyers <3
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A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
whether you're a one-night stand or a long-term partner, aki rolls it out with the aftercare. of course, it'll differ depending on what you mean to him but he's going to do the bare minimum and some. always cleans you up with a towel, offers you something to drink, and asks how you felt. after the small talk, he might excuse himself to go smoke outside on his balcony, if you're close he will invite you to accompany him, if you're not then he won't say anything
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
aki never really liked anything about himself but he has learned to appreciate his hands, and it's largely unrelated to his job. he takes good care of himself and practices good hygiene so his hands look impeccable. he also likes the way they look when holding your waist, hands, wrists, and neck too :)
his partner's mouth is his favorite. he loves to see the way your mouth curls into a smile when you see him or the way his name sounds and the way it rolls off your tongue. he'll just find himself staring at your mouth while you talk, grateful that he gets to kiss it every day and night. and the way your mouth wraps around his cock is even better
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
which leads me to my next point so he loves cumming in your mouth!! it's easy to clean since you can swallow or spit it into a trash bin but there are a few times where he loves to bask in the moment of seeing the viscous fluid drip down your mouth. he'll sometimes run his thumb over your lip to coax your mouth open to push on down your tongue to watch it drip and make a mess on your chest ówò im gross
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
he totally reads romance novels and their sub-genres (romantasy, dark romance etc.). and honestly, he gets off to them as well since sometimes they’re written better than any of the other pornography he’s consumed which isn’t much if we’re being honest
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
im gonna say he’s has about 5 bodies under his belt, 2 of which were past relationships and 3 of them being a one night stands. that being said, he does know what he’s doing. he pays attention to details and he knows that every person is different when it comes to their needs.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
doesn’t really have fave, as long as you get off then he gets off. buuuuuut if ya’ll on the bed, he’ll pull you to the edge of it, wrapping your legs around his waist. he wants to see your face and stick he thumb in your mouth while he’s at it
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
can’t see him being goofy, sex is either necessity or intimacy so he’ll treat it seriously.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
like i said earlier, he has good hygiene so grooming is just part of his daily/weekly routine. his body hair is whispy and thin, pretty nonexistent. it’s the same color as his head hair, slightly darker and coarser. but again he keeps it trimmed to clean shaven :o
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
very romantic with his partner, will invite you over, clean the whole apartment, present a home cooked meal, leave small touches on your arms or thigh while exchanging small talk on the couch and then when he takes it to the bedroom it’s still the same romantic aki. communicating what you want, if you’re okay, talking you through your orgasm. it’s wonderful really
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
he’s a man, but will limit it to about 2-3 times a week if he’s single. if he has a partner rarely does he ever unless you’re away for a long time. he likes to watch twt porn, he just likes the amateur filming and the realness of it all. no acting, no special lighting. just sex as it is. or he whips out the filthy romance novel ;)
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
idgaf he has a praise kink. tell him he’s a “good boy” and let him know how he feels. he also loves giving praise “yeah sweetheart, that’s right. you’re doing so good for me.”
he also likes light bondage, it’s not the grand thing but if you whip out some handcuffs or some rope he’ll melt. there’s also def been a time where he’s removed his tie, told you to get on the bed and tied your wrists together with it, no doubt this has happened c:
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
home. that doesn’t necessarily mean just the bedroom. he’s not a huge risk taker and he’s a relatively reserved person so he does believe sex should be a private thing in a private place. but any surface at home is fair game. his bed? of course. in the shower? yes please. kitchen counter? he’s getting dinner and a show.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
it’s gonna sound basic buts he’s such a slut for domestic shit. when his stress level is down is when he is the most horny and that’s being at home. you two could be cleaning, him vacuuming and you hanging up laundry and bro is bricked up and ready to go.
words of affirmation from his partner make him swoon. you could be congratulating on a achievement, “wow aki, i’m so proud of you! you’re incredible!” and all of a sudden, he’s pitching a tent
N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
anything that means physically hurting someone. the toughest he’ll get is bondage and that’s it. if he sees that he’s hurting you then he’s done. if you ask him to hurt he’ll also politely turn it down because no. also anything that super messy (food play, watersports, etc.) he doesn’t want to have to think about extra clean up after busting a nut.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
both bothboth omfg pls?? oral fixation??? um yes. giving you head is a must in foreplay before anything else happens. and he doesn’t just use his tongue but his hands as well, running them up and down your body. from your chest, down to your waist and hips, finally gripping your thighs to hold you in place.
and he is just as grateful when he’s receiving head. if you have long hair, he will hold it up for you and stroke your cheek and jaw with his other hand as you guide your mouth up and down his cock. he’s in genuine bliss <3
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
because he’s always feeling romantical let him take his time with slow thrusts. if you want him to go faster, he’ll listen but his default is slow and deep. he wants to make the euphoria last for himself and for his partner.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
nah, quickie usually means he very little time and he’ll be damned if he’s rushing somewhere or shows up late. he has to maintain his cool as a cucumber personality, duh. dude likes to take his time, it’s way better that way.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
aside from his strict “no’s” he’s open to see what makes you feel good and even explore for himself.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
not long! sorry guys, he’s a single mom with 2 kids, they wear him tf out. this is why he likes to take his time with foreplay and going slow with his thrusts. after one round he usually is sweaty, feels gross and needs a nicotine break. but if you’re still not satisfied u can fuck yourself on his fingers if you’d like after he smokes.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
and yes, because he can’t go multiple rounds toys can help with that. if it’s not his fingers you want then he can pull out your favorite vibrator-dildo and use it one you.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
sometimes! if you’ve been annoying him or you’re having some post-fight make-up sex he’ll tease you. “hah, m’gonna fuck you the way i wanna fuck you, but if you beg enough maybe i’ll change my mind.” aside from that he’s very fair and will always make sure you’re satisfied.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
medium volume, he goes from heavy breathing through his nose to audible moans and huffs through his mouth as he gets get close. is the type to moan into ur neck whilst kissing it :>
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
he has to travel often due to his job which means time apart from you :( but modern technology solves that with phone sex! he was feeling lonely and a buy aroused one night while away from home and you suggested it. at first he was apprehensive but he LOVED it after the first time. hearing your breathy moans over the phone kept him going until his assignment ended and he was able to deliver all the things he promised over the phone
X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
aki lowkey packing some schmeat >:) 7 inches with just the right amount of girth. curve straight up for sure a grower not a shower. balls are average hehe 8==D
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
when it’s right after a period of time (2+ weeks) of stress and no sex, that is when is the horniest and pretty much wanting to have sex every night for a week to make up for all the lost time. outside of that exception he has a healthy sex drive
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
with his partner, he will fall asleep pretty quickly after sex + smoke break + aftercare routine. he has to trust the person and feel comfortable around them if he’s the one falling asleep first. if it’s a one night stand he will have a hard time falling asleep and probably order the person cab after all is taken care of so he can relax.
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ghoulishneeds · 9 months ago
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A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
I hate to break it to you but you’re not gonna get much out of him. Just really a general once over and he’s tucking himself back into his pants, and back on his feet.
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B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
He’d be hard pressed to pick a favorite on himself. If he had to, his eyes. They’ve kept that, whiskey in sunlight color and he finds himself favoring that.
On his partner, anything particularly soft and fleshy. Tits, thighs, ass, stomach anything in that vicinity. He likes the way that skin feels under his rough hands.
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C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
Has a thing for cumming buried in you. Dragging you back, flush against him, pressing his weight down on you. I wouldn’t call it a “breeding” kink more like an ownership thing.
He likes watching it drip back out of you.
But if he’s feeling particularly mean, he likes painting your face nice and messy. He likes the look of indignation you give him, gets off on making you mad.
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D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
Sometimes likes taking on a more submissive role (very rarely)
He still needs control in some facet, but he’s not above teaching you how to tie a good knot, if you know what I mean.
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E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
The man’s been around for over 200 years, he knows what the fuck he’s doing. You’re in for a good ride.
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F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
Cowgirl, but SPECIFICALLY when your arms are tied behind your back. He likes watching you struggle a bit to reach your own pleasure. Watching your tits bounce is an added bonus.
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G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
Definitely serious, I’d even say threatening. However, definitely consistently makes his little quips and remarks through the entire encounter.
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H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
Bro looks like a hard boiled egg.
Moving on.
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I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
Almost no intimacy, eye contact is even a power move from him. If you want intimacy from him you’re reeeeeaaaalllyyyy gonna have to work for it
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J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
I gotta be honest, I feel like he’s not doin it that often. Like, when he does it’s 100% a tension/stress release and he moves on.
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K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
B O N D A G E. I guarantee 9 times out of 10 you will be tied up in some way.
I also think he’s into knife play, he likes to mark you up a little. Leave his mark permanently.
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L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
He’s not picky. Anywhere, anytime. Doesn’t matter to him.
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M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
A good fight gets him going. He likes it when you get a little feisty and fight back, try to run. Anything that triggers the hunter instinct really does it for him.
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N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
I gotta be honest I’m coming up blank here. I don’t really think he’s above doing anything.
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O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
Absolutely prefers receiving. Number one fan of skull fucking. Likes watching you drool around his cock while he pushes it down your throat.
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P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
Very rough. Sets a fast, hard, punishing pace from the start and stays in it. You ache for DAYS after.
That’s fine though, he likes watching you wince when he fucks you the next time.
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Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
They’re frequent. You’re in the desert jumping from town to town. Any chance he gets, he takes.
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R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
Nothing makes him nervous. He takes risks left and right. Big fan of semi public fucking. He likes watching you struggle to stay quiet.
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S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
Decent stamina, lasts for a good amount of time. But let’s face it, mans is suffering from radiation poisoning, he probably needs a second after to catch his breath.
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T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
That’s a big ol nope.
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U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
Oh he loves to tease. He’ll make little comments throughout the day. Says outright vulgar things. Grinds himself up against you every chance he gets.
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V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
Not particularly loud but runs his mouth the whole time. He says absolutely filthy things. Little grunts and curses.
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W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
Secretly, desperately craves intimacy but would drop dead before asking for it.
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X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
Thick and curved. Probably an average length. Probably looks the same as the rest of him. (Insert ribbed for her pleasure joke here)
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Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
He’s probably got a high sex drive. When he wants it, he takes it. Ready to go just about whenever.
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Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
You’re not fully convinced he even sleeps. He’s careful to make sure you’re asleep before him, not wanting to let his guard down like that.
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I'm Still Here
Summary: Curly is rescued. He is given a voice. Supposedly.
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It’s all a blur. Men in suits with helmets. Men in suits without. Any memories Curly might have of the rescue and its aftermath are blurred around the edges. He’s sure he drooled and screamed all through the process.
Funny. He doesn’t remember the pain. It’s as if his mind has painted over it in an easier color on the eyes. 
(He remembers her saying the same thing happens after childbirth-)
It’s only a few hours after the IV is jammed into his arm that reality crisps up again. He’s staring into the face of a nurse. The nurse is a he, and a different skin tone (than him) and utterly unrecognizable. That’s the first clue.
The second is the woman in the crisp suit. A lawyer, supposedly. Civil servant. Looking over him and sighing. Another woman enters and they discuss conservatorship. Curly doesn’t know what this means. He’s never had to worry about it. He grunts, even tries to form his lips into the shape of something, but nothing makes them turn to him and clue him in on anything. 
Next comes someone dressed in a slouched sweater pulling a cart. They’re setting up some sort of device around him. It takes several days though, and in the moments between the lawyer comes back, mutters a few things about an accident investigation, then disappears again.
The nurse usually doesn’t talk when he visits but one time he sits down in the chair across the room and solemnly says that both of Curly’s parents died in the time it took for the rescue team to find him and that his next of kin is a cousin. Cousin Sue, Curly guesses. She lived all the way in New York. 
The machine is completed. A screen hangs above his hospital bed. The person in the slouched sweater instructs him to look at the twenty-six letters on the screen, focus on the one he wants, and blink to select it. 
It takes him three hours to first produce the word “HELLO.” 
“Practice and you’ll get the hang of it.” Slouched sweater says.
Slouched sweater leaves. The nurse comes in. Moves the screen. Changes his bandages. Sets up the screen again. Leaves just before Curly can type “HELLO” to him. 
(A single word. A single word. He would have given anything for just a single word to her.)
Now the lawyer drags the chair beside his bed and sits down. She’s holding a notepad and a pen. 
“Tell me,” she says, slowly, “what happened aboard the Tulpar.” 
He forgets to breathe. 
“What,” she says, “caused,” she says, “the accident?” 
Words pierce his brain like knives, his eye darts around the keyboard and his eyelid can’t keep up and it blinks without his command. Letters spill across the screen and he’s having to backspace them and-
The lawyer has put down the notepad and has opened her phone. She’s texting someone else. Then she takes a call. Then she answers some emails. 
-Curly finally blinks ‘send’ on the console, and a tinny voice reads out “JIMMY.” 
“Hmm?” The lawyer looks up from her phone. “Jimmy? As in, your co-pilot?” 
“Y” Curly sends, hoping that the lawyer can at least wrap her head around something as simple as that.
“Go on.” The lawyer urges.
Curly exhales against his bandages, and types “E” and “S”. 
“What about him?” 
“K”. Then “I”. “L” and “L”, the lawyer is pulling out her phone again. His eye hurts, it’s refusing to move at all now and this dumb bitch isn’t-
He flinches. God, he’s so sorry. He’s so sorry and she deserved none of this and maybe if he’d been a better man and not a goddamned coward and taken some responsibility then maybe she’d be listening to him right now instead.
The lawyer glances up from her phone. “Yes, Jimmy was found deceased. Your cryo pod was the only one functioning. It seems he gave up his spot for you. My condolences for your loss.” 
Something more burning than the fire rips through his stomach and he forces his eye back onto the screen. “E” and “D”, then space, then “E”, then “V”, “E” and “R”, “Y”, his vision is wavering, “O”, “N”, he can practically feel his non-existent hand tapping on the screen to finish the job, “E”. . .
His eyelid slams shut. He can tell, vaguely, that his cheek bandages are damp but whether that’s normal or from anything spilling out of his eye is beyond him. His neck twitches from the strain. 
He coughs. Forces his eye open. The lawyer looks at the screen. Looks back down at her phone. Looks at the screen again. Her eyebrows raise. 
“Are you sure?” She asks.
Of course I’m fucking sure! he could shout and shake her shoulders. 
“This was not the fault of Pony Express or its parent corporation?” 
“N”, then “O”, and now she’s actually paying attention. Something hungry lights up in her eyes, and she takes a picture of the screen and then starts furiously scribbling on her notepad. 
“-in this room right here, ma’am.” The nurse opens the door.
Curly looks over. Following the nurse is Cousin Sue, her blond locks he remembers now turned more platinum. She stops in the doorway and covers her mouth with her hands. 
“Were you not warned?” The nurse asks her.
She ignores him, running over by the bedside. “Oh you poor thing!” 
Curly tries to flick his eyes towards the screen, only for liquid lightning to pour into all his senses when she grabs the stump of his left arm. He chokes on air. The burning sensation lingers even as she jerks her hand away. 
“Take it easy, ma’am.” The nurse says.
“Why was it wet?” She mutters and shakes out her hand.
“Some leakage from blisters beneath the bandages. He’s okay. Try to be gentle.” 
“God. It’s horrific. I can hardly. . .”
The nurse drags her over a chair as if she might collapse any minute. Curly’s nerve endings are still on fire. She still hasn’t made eye contact with him. 
“H”, he types. “I”. Blinks to send. “HI.” 
“Hi.” She echoes. “He said hi.”
“The law firm hooked him up. That’s how we know the full story.”
It wasn’t the full story. It was the story told in simple enough words that the lawyer would stay awake while he typed. 
“God. What happened was. . . so terrible.” Sue covers her mouth. “I’m sure he did everything he could.” 
“I’ll leave you two alone now.” The nurse steps back.
The door clicks shut. Sue’s watery eyes rake up and down his frame. 
“It’s all that bastard’s fault, isn’t it? And to think you even invited him to a family reunion or two. I remember that.” 
Curly looks to the “N”. Blinks. Looks to the “O”. Blinks. Erases both. Blinks an “M”. Then a “Y”. Space. “F”. “A-”
“Disgusting man. Letting you get like this. I’m sorry about the rest of the crew as well, of course. At least they got the easy way out of things. . .” 
Curly stares at the wall behind the screen. Something inside his throat trembles. 
“What’s going on? Do you need something? Water? Water perhaps?” 
Sue looks around her before spotting the sink across the room. She grabs a cup from the nearby dispenser and fills it. Then she returns to his bedside, standing over him and then there’s his fingers on his chin opening his mouth and-
He gags. He sobs. Something wet splashes against the inside of his mouth (it’s blood it’s blood it’s blood) and nausea plays a soaring note above the chorus. 
He becomes nothing but a shivering pile of meat for a little. It’s more comfortable that way rather than trying to think. And when he opens his eyes again, Sue is gone. 
Curly knows there isn’t much time left. When Sue came back she talked about a private care home, and if there’s even a chance of the screen not coming with then he can’t risk it. He’s started typing only when there’s no one around to read it. It’s easier that way.
Sue and the nurse come in. They’re discussing something but Curly can hardly hear them until the nurse puts his hand on the swivel holding up the screen. Curly’s pulse lights up, and before anyone else can even breathe he blinks “send” on the console. 
The tinny voice reads each syllable as if it were reporting the weather. 
“I’M SORRY SWANSEA.”
“I’M SORRY DAISUKE.”
“ANYA. I’M SORRY. MY FAULT.” 
“I SHOULD HAVE LISTENED. DEAD PIXEL. INSTEAD OF THE BIG PICTURE.” 
Curly lets his eye droop down from the screen. 
“. . . what was all that?” Sue asks. 
The nurse comes over to his bedside. “Are you feeling alright?”
Curly doesn’t look at him. Doesn’t need to. 
All the words he could possibly offer are jammed. Like logs against the rocks beneath the water of the river he grew up by as a kid. Or traffic in the big city he moved to after moving out. Or a key in the wrong keyhole. (Or pills in his throat.)
All of these pictures he could paint. The only people who would find it worth the wait are all dead. Somehow Jimmy is among them. 
Damn it all. Curly stares at the ceiling. The nurse takes down the screen and then manhandles him into a wheelchair.
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