#wich is quite the claim

[so-you-melted-22]

Of course AO3 goes down just when I get to a fucking cliffhanger!!

[yoyomomiko]

heyyy!! I was wondering if you could write a Muichiro x s/o similar to Usagi Tsukino from Sailor Moon?? If you don't know who she is she's a really clumsy girl that's quite emotional and lazy. She's really sweet and she can get jealous easily over her boyfriend. If you can't do this it's okay!

“She wasn't supposed to be talking to you.”

Pairing: Muichiro x F!reader

Summary: Just Muichiro with an S/O that's clumsy, slightly emotional and easily gets jealous;

Warnings: Jealousy;

(A/N): Hiii! I'm not really sure how i should've written this, but i tried my best!! Sorry if this isn't what you wanted... (⁠ ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹⁠ ⁠)

The sun shined brightly, as you made your way through the dirt path. Each step you made left dust behind, as you quickened your pace.

Your heart skipped a beat when you caught sight of Muichiro, your boyfriend. The corners of your lips tugged upwards, forming a smile on your face, as you started to sprint towards him, wich made him turn around to the sound of your shoes tapping on the path.

Unfortunately, fate had other plans for you. You tripped over your other foot, and went flying forwards, falling face flat on the ground.

Muichiro's eyes widened in surprise, lips twitching with a hint of a chuckle. He made his way to you, crouching down as he took your hand in his, pulling you back to your feet.

Once you got up, you threw yourself into Muichiro. You gently wrap your arms around him, feeling the warmth of his embrace as you hold him close, cherishing the moment togheter.

“I missed you!” You exclaimed as your grip got tighter.

“It's only been about a week, i think...” Muichiro spoke in his usual quiet and calm tone, lowering his voice.

“It's still too long!” You claimed while pulling away from him, already missing the comforting warmth.

Muichiro nodded his head, a smile making its way on his face. It was rare to see him smile, and your heart instantly started beating faster, a faded blush slowly rising on your face.

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“Get up, it's starting to get dark.” Muichiro mentioned, watching your relaxed expression.

“No... Five more minutes!” You whined, head laying back, hitting the tree trunk, making you flinch slightly at the impact.

“No, i'm not waiting anymore. You've been sleeping for what feels like too long!” He replied, his voice slightly higher than usual.

“It's only been like... 3 hours...” You muttered while looking around with squinted eyes.

“Come on, we have to go back...”

“No!”

“Fine then, i'm leaving without you.”

Muichiro began to walk away from the tree you were resting against, as you glanced towards his form.

“What? No! Don't leave!”

You crawled a little, forcing yourself to your feet as you ran towards him. All of the sudden, you tripped over a small stone, and fell hard on the path, making Muichiro turn towards you.

“Ow!” You winced as you made contact with the ground.

Muichiro quickly walked up to you, picking you up and examining you for any possible injuries.

The only thing he caught a glimpse of was a small bruise on your cheek.

“You're fine... But be more careful...” He stated while taking your hand in his, gently brushing his other hand on your bruised cheek.

You started pouting and you looked like you could cry any moment, but instantly smiled and quickly kissed Muichiro's lips, before pulling away and running as far as possible from him, tripping and falling down yet again.

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The small town was filled with noises, crowds everywhere, people eager to buy anything.

Mitsuri brought you and Muichiro to check out some stuff there, since you didn't usually go anywhere with your boyfriend.

But, something had been bothering you for some time ever since Mitsuri went to buy food for the three of you...

You glared at the girl who dared to set her gaze upon your boyfriend, heart beating faster.

You didn't know her, and you were sure he didn't know her either. Your face heated up, and you started getting a headache.

Her voice seemed so annoying, and yet Muichiro wasted his breath just talking to her.

Were you jealous?

You couldn't stand it anymore, and you wandered towards Muichiro, clinging onto his arm.

“Hello! Am i interrupting something? Do i know you?” You asked sweetly, trying not to seem too jealous.

“No, excuse me, i just wanted to know-”

“Ask someone else.” You replied with a kind smile, tilting your head at the girl.

The girl looked puzzled, but shrugged her shoulders and left. Muichiro raised his eyebrows, his eyes setting on you.

“What was that...?” He asked in a quiet voice.

“What was what? She wasn't supposed to be talking to you.”

“She wasn't... Flirting...”

“She... She wasn't?” You started to feel slightly embarassed, since you thought she was making sweet eyes at him earlier.

You felt sorry that you spoke to the poor girl in such a mean tone, and felt the need to go back to her and apologize, but you had other plans right now.

“It doesn't matter, let's go and find miss Kanroji!” You smiled brighter, taking his hand in yours, wandering through the loud crowd of people.

[kyra3128]

Look I don’t want to be a hater except I do.

James vowels and Williams are maybe my biggest opp of all time ever for the rest of time because I understand his decisions but his reasoning is so fucking stupid and the way he goes about things is even more incompetent. I am a massive Logan fan but like I can understand that he costs quite a lot (except HES CRASHED LIKE TWICE ALL SEASON) and from a business decision getting rid of him is the best chance but to say you want to “maximise points” is such obvious bullshit because the Williams is a tractor no matter who drives it and from a pr perspective is incredibly terrible but to replace the driver who was taken out of f2 too quickly and was rushed to an f1 seat with a driver who is taken out of f2 even quicker is so stupid especially considering rookies are more inexperienced and have a higher chance of crashing and less likelihood of scoring points. But they’re also harming colapintos career because there aren’t any seats until 2026 at a push so while yeah it’s great 9 whole races in f1! Awesome! Until for the next two years he’s stuck in another series or as a reserve driver. And in a Williams he won’t be able to accurately display his skills to other prospective teams as the car is not performing anywhere near the midfield teams vowels claims there compeating with wich essentially puts colapintos career in a sort of purgatory similar to Liam Lawson where he’s showed what he can do but isn’t given the opportunity to be a permanent member of the grid.

TLDR: I just think that Williams are incredibly stupid and fucking dumb and destroy their drivers careers unintentionally.

[appa-391]

Why i think natlan's modern aspects does not make sense and cannot be compared with fontaine nor sumeru

with the release of natlan we can already see that many of the designs lack cultural representation at the same time that inacuratly portrays the characters actual cultures. But a topic that i saw many people discuss in their socials is how modern the natlan designs look compared to other regions such as fontaine and sumeru, saying thing about xilonen's dj set, kinich videogames references, ororon ripped jeans, etc..., some people tend to ind that claim quite nonsensical saying stuff like "sumeru has bluetooth" or "fontaine has robots everywhere", although those claims are in fact true i think that those cannot be compared together since they both have very different intention when wanting to put technology into a fantasy setting.

Let's start with sumeru "bluetooth". If you dont know what their reering to its the akasha system, wich according to genshin archon quest are explained to be a device that allows the people connected to the akasha terminal to grant them any sort of knowledge they desire to have, as long as they have the required credentials. The reason why it can do this is because of sumeru's lore that states that the akashas were developed by greater lord rukkhadevata by using her gnosis and expanded on by sumeru akademiya after her death while also beign powered by the dendro's archon gnosis. In relate to it, fontaine robots also have a cohesive explanation for their existence being powered not by electricity but by the arkhe system, hence magic, not to mention the act that fontaine overall asthetic is a variaton of the steampunk asthetic wich is described as "a genre of science fiction that has a historical setting and typically features steam-powered machinery rather than advanced technology", wich means that ontaine futuristic thematic is not modern futurism but an antique variation of it, this makes or a great way to incorporate technology while still keeping the mediaval setting. The difference between these two examples of tech being incorporated in a fantasy setting is that the akasha terminals and fontaine mekhas actually have a cohesive explanation for why they exist, beign powered by magic instead of actual tech, it actually is written in a way where it makes sense for said modern stuff be put into a fantasy setting. Meanwhile natlan doesnt have an explanation for why they have dj tables and other kind of modern stuff like led tvs, colored spotlight and raves (xilonen's demo).

The reason why i think genshin wanted to give natlan such modern archetypes is because they were already beign flamed as racist for making such atrocious design and skin color representation, so to not fall under the steryotype of tribal people beign so far in technology they decided to go the "give them ripped jeans and motorcyclers type of clothes" wich actually makes the more racist for choosing to represent modern cultures instead of actually representing the cultures and people natlan is based on. That could also be why the character designs look they are not from genshin and why recent characters are so strong compared to older ones cause hoyo knows they dont have to try anymore and as long as a character is meta or better then certain support or dps people will roll and will whale for their c6 r5.

[missingpolinseason]

I wasn't going to talk about beacuse I'm new to Bridgerton/Polin tumblr and the internet is full of Jess Brownell supporters who think it's okay to cyberbully anyone who criticises her - it's not, by the way...

BUT

If people think Colin Bridgerton would cheat, it's most likely because of the way Jess Brownell's decided to tell Polin's love story.

I remember an interview I've read (before season 3 was released) in wich she talked about "Penelope's glow up". It was an Entertainment Weekly back in december and the interviewer said that "penelope's wardrobe change was a huge part of Romancing Mister Bridgerton - wich is not in the book she just starsts dressing the way she wants because she's 28 and a spinister and her mother gives up on her prospects - and Jess Brownell doesn't correct this fact. She says she's "aware" of this topic (glow up) and that she's palying with it as in their world "her wardrobe change doesn't fix her confidence magicaly". The point is: Penelope's wardrobe changes doesn't change her status in the book either(!) If we're being honest, people (the gentleman of the ton) pay way more attention to her new style in the show.

And that gave some viewers the impression that Colin, too, only saw her after her glow up/wardrobe change/new style. Wich isn't at all true! In fact, when they meet again in their book and he complements her dress she says "it's not yellow", to wich he replys "so it's not", because he didn't care(!!) And his feelins for her are not attached to the way she dresses(!!)

If you asked me, i'd say Colin has been falling in love with Pen through all their friendship. However, the consensus seems to be that people believe his romantic feelings started with the kiss - wich is totally fine. The thing is that right after their first kiss (the best ever book-to-show adaptation of a scene) enters Debling. And the the idea some non Polin fans have that Colin may only be interested because she now has a suitor.

Both scenarios, plus the decision to not involve Colin in Whistledown plot, making him not only ask for her hand in marriage but have sex with her before finding out - when book Colin is the first one to know about Pen being Whistledown and asks her to marrying him after he discovers it - leading to the most infamous line of it all: the "entrapment line".

What I'm saying is: the way things were put out, and most specifically, the order in what things were put out in the show, gave some people the impression that Colin's love for Penelope isn't strong when it couldn't be fourther than the truth.

Colin Bridgerton loved Penelope before being in love with her. He is canonically the first man to ever have a conversation to her, the man who saw her and show her kindness when not even her family did. The man who danced with her at his mother ball - in a specific situation he dances with her after Benedict leaves her alone in the dance floor because he just feel in love with Sophie and them """fights""" Ben for it. He discovers she's Lady Whistledown because he is concerned with her safety. He goes to her when he is concerned Eloise may be Whistledown. He fights with her opon finding she's Whistledown because of her safety. He holds her hand when she panicks after Cressida claims to be Whistldown. He notices her witt and humour and how it it's only reserved for him and and other people she's confortable with. He's willing to gave a chance to publish his writing for being married to Whistledown because being by her side is the most important thing to him.

There's an actually quote in the book: "maybe, this, then, is the definition of love. When you wanted someone, needed her, adored her still, even when you are utterly furious and quiet ready to tye her to a bed just to quit her from going out and making more trouble". Wich to me represents his feelings for Penelope in the carriage scene in chapiter 13.

And I know a lot people hate - or very much dislike - the Bridgerton Books and most of all the behavior of the man in the books but the thing is they're hitorical romances. They take place in the early XIX century and are written to resemble that time. We view this books as fantasy because that society and costumes seem to far away from our society and social context.

The fantasy is that this man - rakes who fuck around and control a society where woman have basically no rights or voice - fall in love. And find their one true love. There's no cheating. It's a happly ever after. No Bridgerton man will ever cheat and if you didn't understand it, you didn't get the books at all.

[nai-z4ro-0ne]

Hungry G.epard thoughts again bc I miss him. At the end of the quest, when people from underworld was finally free to go out, he did as much as he could to make form a good relationship between its people and the s.ilvermane guards, attending to its issues and organizing events to break the ice, the first of events being a great banquet to welcome them into the surface and celebrate their freedom.

Now, I see G.epard as man who can eat quite a lot, he's strong and muscly and works so much everyday, so he always ends working up an appetite. But at this banquet, he would barely touch the food, putting a miserably small portion on his plate and claiming he's had enough when he finished. He's clearly lying. But the thing is, this is not an event for him to get his fill, it's for the people of the underworld to do it, the people of B.elobog wich he has swore to protect and take care of. All of those people, some of them kids, had spent so much time without having enough of basically anything, including food. So to him, it's the correct thing to do to stay hungry today if the rest can have their fill and even some more.

He doesn't expect anyone to notice it, after all, the place is all noisy with the conversation, laughter and music, so surely no one would hear his tummy complaining, growing more insistent as he watch the others eating the best dishes B.elobog has to offer, and knowing he isn't going to get any of that.

To his annoyement, at the end there IS someone who notes it. When everyone is finally going home and now it's time to tide up, S.ampo aproaches G.epard, making teasing coments about his still rumbling and very much empty tummy. And now that there isn't as much of a fuss as before, he can't just deny it. It really is just S.ampo's personal and annoying way of showing he cares, he may even offer him a snack (or a full meal) to fill up his tummy.

[arian-thedreamer]

Heimtreus where heimdall is attempting to kill atreus but every time he fails he takes a more extravagant approach the next time and it becomes a ritual for them.

One time he led atreus to the birfrost bridge and shattered asgards connection to it, placing a spell on atreus to keep him from flying as a bird just in case.

Atreus survived by bringing heimdall down with him and the Aesir was forced save them both.

(He wouldn't die certainly, but he knew it would still hurt. And he wasn't going to risk that. It'd take an eternity to get the blood and dust out of his braids)

However, Odin wasn't so pleased. He spent the next moon repairing the magic of the bifrost, and as punishment, ordered heimdall to assist the atreus with whatever he wanted.

'Okay then. I'll just resort to quite poisoning to get rid of this jotun mutt'

(was not quite about it)

eventually it becomes a thing they both do.

Atreus releasing gulltoppr after after insulting heimdall so it chases an illusion of him, a spell he learned from odin. Doing this so he can distract heimdall enough to get a clean shot on him.

Heimdall "accidentally" dropping a sword during a sword juggling contest because he got "drunk" (he has an incredible high tolerance as a god and bearly had a sip)

After each attempt they bicker about it but it becomes less serious and more of a joke. Teasing the other.

The sword juggling was during yule wich is an opportune moment for heimdalls and atrues' dramatics. Each year they try to one-up the with to disastrous consequences

They dare each other every year with sneers on their faces that look almost like genuine smiles.

An infoumous example is of atreus claiming ragnorak had returned. It sent Asgard into complete disarray.

During the commotion the trickster God and heimdall had a duel that ended in a stalemate.

Those that witnessed it said it appeared as if they were dancing in a way.

Now, a common Aesir pass time on yule is to talk of wich of the many trysts between the gods within their lifetime was their favorite, as this game went on for a very long time.

Parents would tell their children of tales too ridiculous to believe, even for the little ones.

Some say that the God of order was Corrupted by the trickster and In turn the trickster as well.

Order becoming chaotic and chaos becoming predictable.

Complementing and pulling on eachother like the sun and moon.

[pessimisticmusicbox]

When I like or relate to a character enough, I'll often take their name and use it for myself. Im not quite sure why i do this if im being honest, I dont do it very often to but when i find a character, i really love. i can't help but want to be like them. i dont like my name at all. It has no elegance or interest in it or anything remarkably nice about it. "......" It's boring, but i suppose all names are after a while. It has 6 letters in it, which is a cold number, but it is even, and it has mostly warm letters, which are nice [I dont like cold numbers or odd numbers]. It means something to do with religion, which is ironic cause im probably going to end up in hell anyway. None of my close friends call me it anyway, I'm usually referred to ell although i wouldn't mind more people calling me tori or jane, which are all names I've taken from characters i like. Tori/victoria from Solitaire, Jane Doe from Ride the Cyclone, my favourite musical, and the genderbent version of Edd from eddsworld Ell. [who I have since claimed as my own character]..it feels silly but when i find somthing or somone i can really relate to i desire to have some sense of similairty of closeness with them wich i find the easist to achive with name, albeit it has created this sort of affect where i feel i have no real name at all. Although theres only 3 I've really taken on I've been told that i have lots of actual names that my parenrs have aince forgotten with of course the addition of the various ways to say my name and the english version. But if im being honest, im not sure I'll ever have a name that will ever fit me, meaning or sound wise. I guess that it's my fate to be nameless and avoid any proper recognition, and so in addition to my void, i can now add a blank sheet signed "nameless."[Not my art]

[transingthoseformers]

+ SG! Decepticons encountered coastal area.

Audio record log by Dirge

Timestamp cycle 15

Subject : The Fuel

“ We have been walked -i mean STRANDED, preferably lost, for about 4 megacycle right now, no sign of The Nemesis. Every long ranged communcation are glitched.... and if the MISFORTUNE wasnt enough, we were attacked by a horde of Fleshed-Ugly-Spider! Well, Starcsream said the correct term was Carbonic-Crustacean since hes said they were aquatic. Huge nerd. .....So far, there is no flies, no comm, the inhabitants- atleast the one that we encounter so far- hate you stepping on their land... Have i already said that the sea could devour you alive? I havent... now you knew it. Oh well atleast we dont have to worry about fuel, Thanks to Ionstrom’s bravado, poor kid need to be praised a little. But, that is the thing i want to talk about... the fuel... its like energon alright, but red instead commonly green crystal-like on Cybertron mines, contained or farmed? I dont know wich is wich....  in what some kind civilized-made-chamber half submerged into sea. Megs want to call it Energon Nest though, but damn... im not yesterday freshling Megs, he know what it is, and i... i have been served Decepticon long since... long enough....... I know what it is..., ...., ...., back then before the Civil War, though it still in WAR because there is no time we are not-in-war, ive been assigned to be stationed on this Mechanical planet named Gloiend, rich with fuel but hot as hell, quite literally, with its native have this simmiliarity with Velocitronizen, not transform-like but very fast, well they NEED to be fast otherwise the temperature will claim them, even its planet surface is literally covered on lava. So you may wonder how this people recharge? Have they ever stop? Oh no no, they never stop, no matter what. So they build their city on this Super-Fast-Titanic-Train running on planet-wide track that made their city keep stay on the planet’s umbra zone, keep them cool. ....Cool people.... cool people huh? they are formidable enemies! and we have greedies to fueled back home. So where do the Gloiendinizen go when we bomb their trains tracks? They go NOWHERE, the train is their only safety place that keep them away from the harsh environment their planet live in .......the only safety place who also smelt them alive...,..., heh. Energon Nest, eh? Sooner or later those Autobots will be sniff it too right. Always wanted to keep it from themselves..... Greedies..... Well better get a good recharge right now“

(So.. since in TFOG the decepticons are mostly come from  “We are revolutionaries then turned fascism, frag the Autobots for trying to stop us!” origin i would like to think that in SG the decepticons would come from “ We are once fascist but now we trying to revolt, frag the Autobots for keeping to encourage (Old way) us! its horrible!” kind of niche)

(Have you ever try to move hot water container with your bare hand and the first thing your instict kick in was to swing your hand fast so the air could articulate the burn damage? Yeah that how the Gloiendinizen lives their life)

Hmmm okay okay that makes sense

[loveonthebattlefield1]

Love on the battlefield* the lonely and the weak* chapter 1

As the brightness of the moon had illuminated the field the sound of men wailing and screaming could be heard as they were shot and killed.The many colours of it flashed before her eyes, crimson gushing from their slit throats and scalps. Red, maroon, black. The victims, the slaughtered, gun shots could be heard but she was more focused of the silence of their deaths as it filled the corrupted and repulsive air. The many colors flowed into the river, as it was all pouring together, the screams, the cry's, the pleads, and the blood.The war was a never ending ritual that continued no matter how many died. As the sun raised lighting up the night sky, all that was left was the shattered hope and joy this country once held, as the desire for blood and victory sang on over and over as if it was a song you played on repeat despite how bored and tired you've become of it. _________________

6 months after the war began

In the year 2057 a civil war broke out in the country of Cecania. Throwing it into chaos and madness, the innocent killed, the poor unsheltered, building's collapsing, and unnatural earthquakes were made, felt and heard, the country was in ruin, as well as the lives of many others having to indure it.

In the presedentialOffice"Mr.Hubern, we as citizen would like to know how you plan on dealing with this unexpected situation, how do you plan on going about with the food supply if we ever run out?" Ask the news reporter." Well, for now we are doing quite well, the price rates are going down, allowing some who couldn't afford before, to have more of a chance." Said Hubern, leaving the reporter, opt-in to join the soon to start meeting.To address the concerns of the interview and the war and how they should go on. one of the many politicians Ms. La rigid decided to asked the first "while it's true that the prices that are going down, and that would allow people to have more access, the more people that buy the faster we lose all the food." " We could always use our connection to supply us with food." " No, that stupid, it's a civil war, asking for help would consist of picking sides." " She's right, because we could go into detail about how we just trying to support everyone in the country, but that would mean not picking sides Wich means not participating, and were the government we can't just sit out."" We could, it's mostly a job for the president."" True, but they've already started a civil war, with the way there already railed up, they could turn against us any minute."The arguments and different points of views from the political party went on for about another hour or two until Mr.hubern called the meeting if, claiming the arguments were given him a headache and that they weren't getting anywhere. "Finally it's over" said Maiyora the vice president with a dramatic sigh." Hah, Maiyora, you really don't change, do you?, With that attitude of yours it's quite shocking you managed to become vice president"" Hahaha, it's still shocking to me"" oh! Right,Maiyora, how's holly?" Asked Ms. La rigid" Ah, she just moved out, she currently studying art in franctorin college, it's near the east"" That's wonderful, I'm so glad she's doing better"" Me too, it's all I've ever wished for" Maiyora said with a strange air to it." Well then, Ms. La rigid I should be off now, have a wonderful day""You too Maiyora"Once they're goodbyes were said, Maiyora headed inside her car, started the engine, and drove off. Once on the highway, with a speed limit of about 96, she speed up a bit, trying to avoid the truck, sadly because she was distracted she hadn't seen the drunk man driving, swerving left and right,left then right, left then right then straight into her car. Which derailed it to the side of the highway causing a even bigger crash, with every passing car that found it's way into the commotion.All she could see was the blue and red lights bringing her some comfort. She was immediately rushed to the hospital. ___________________

In franctorin colleges dorms

After shifting and turning in her sleep holly got out of bed and walked over to the kitchen to see if they're has any food, but of course there wasn't any, she debated going to the store but realized she was busy on midterms for college. Holly had graduated from high school about two years ago but waited, so she could take care of her brother when her grandma was out, but he was able to eventually take care of himself so she got to spend the rest of her time getting into frantorin college. It has a decent college that has art as one of it's many majors, not to mention her bestie rosy is going here so it's a win-win situation. After deciding she had no choice but to to go to the store, she took her keys and rushed out the door to take the bus not bothering to change out of her pyjamas.Once on the bus, picking a seet near the front, about to listen to some music she was interrupted by a call from the hospital. Concerned she picked it up." Umm...hello?""Ms Peterson... Yes hello sorry for disturbing you but we have a situation with Maiyora and you were the only relative we could get in contact with, so if you can please come to the EverWing hospital in sherley St, and if possible be quick""A-all right" And like that the call had ended. But a call to the hospital on a peaceful day, the urgency in the voices the panick the rush it was all to familiar, this was no good. Thankfully the bus was only two stops away from sherley St, and the groceries could wait for a bit.By the time she got to the hospital she was told to wait as they were doing a a check up. The nurse from the phone call earlier had come over explaining how Maiyora had gotten into a serious car crash, going into detail, saying she not only had an accident with one car but a truck was also involved and with two cars, one being a truck, Crashing into her, the damage has severe, and the stress of her job, was a lot to handle which made her pretty distraught, thankfully before the surgery started holly was able to see her grandma.Walking down the hallway, she stepp In front of room 207, taking a deep breath, then finally opening the door. Seeing her granny is such a pitiful state was devastating, Maiyora was attached to a lot of machine wires, tubes and bandages every, she looked asleep and from the indication of heart monitor she was alive.But even knowing that, she still couldn't help feeling like her life was slowly crashing, the only parental figure she had, the woman that raised her, was lying in a hospital bed,on the verge of death." My darling holly, look up, don't feel sad you have so much to look forward to, live your life to the fullest ...just promise me one thing... Serve this country.......the way I failed to...help it as much as.....""Granny... granny!" The next thing that happened her heart monitor had stopped, the alarms were ringing, her heart racing,.Standing outside the room after being kicked out the room, and dispute the commotion and situation she somehow couldn't bring herself to cry, she loved her so, but it was all to familiar, she had already shead all the tears necessary, so she headed back to the lobby, after a few hours a nurse had come back to update her." Ms Peterson......""Yes?"" Were sorry.....for your lost"" Oh..... she's gone"" Umm... thanks for informing me"And like that she left.

[aesthetic-sushi-6d3]

As you can probably tell I've been inactive here for quite a while! I still love tumblr, but Instagram has always been my main platform, and tumblr threads get reposted there all the time. Im not as much if a fan of Tumblr's layout either wich was the main reason for me going off both my accounts.

I think it's time to make a new account. I will only post my art there (and I'll make 2 other accounts for my DI comic series and nsfwart... Is nsfw art even allowed anymore? Idk maybe I wont make one here- I already post that on twitter and instagram). I will still reblog anything non-art related here though. And of course I'll keep my free asset master list up. :)

I thought of going back here for art because I never really have the chance to post sketches or anything. For aesthetics purposes I keep my twitter and main instagram with big finished pieces only and my sketch account never gets used because I hate it lol. Tumblr seems like a platform (to me) that will be fine with sketches and finished works on the same account. For Instagram and Artfol, I want to keep my feed looking nice and clean. And while Twitters accounts are similar scrollers like Tumblr, the space just feels more daunting in general.

Thank you all for your support throughout this account! I hope my future endeavors here stick, and wish you all the best of luck with yours. 💌

Also to give an example, since I havent posted any drawing on here since about- 2020? I haven't really posted anything on Instagram either because my feed needs to be very specific to me idk why. I rarley finish works but I love drawing in general! Here's a current wip of my favorite oc from my comic, Maximillian. He is a demon and the painting is of 2 possible outcomes to his life. It is a paintover TypeONegative's Peter Steele and Johnny Kelly. Peter is part of Max's voice claim, though Johnny's face is slightly more accurate to Max's own lol. It is based on this paintover-real-faces-with-ocs trend I saw. Idk the name of it, but I thought it would be a nice way to practice my digital painting. ^^

I hope you enjoy! I look forward to posting more art on this website in the future. ^^

[is-that-an-error]

THIS

also, in the book james hook said that peter pan was 10 before he went away.

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"Imagine having a well-cultivated pirate crew and an established career as the terror of the seas, only to have some bloody ten-year-old show up claiming he's your unholy nemesis, the spirit of youth and joy. Oh, and he's rallied a bunch of other little boys to come and kill you."

***

it was also said he went away for at least 10 years.

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"Neither have vou."

"You disappeared for ten years," Ernest snapped. "Who's to say you won't disappear again and leave Curly to die?"

***

wich means, Peter was at least 20+ years old.

And for James Hook not recognizing Peter Pan:

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"You don't remember me?"

There was something familiar about the young man's coloring and his clear, arrogant voice. It tugged at an old memory, one that Hook could not quite place. "Why should I?"

***

"toward one or the other. Hook couldn't place the man anywhere in his memories, and he thought he would have kept a record of that smile. It was maddening. "I didn't ask you for a riddle, nor these arrogant claims. I want your name, stranger. Give it to me before my patience runs out"

***

"Tinker Bell?" he asked, uncomprehend-ing.

Then his eyes traipsed back to the stranger's face, to his callous, boyish grin, and his stomach dropped with sudden revelation.

"You."

Peter Pan grinned at him. "Me."

***

James even needed to see Tinker Bell before he could connect the dots. i doubt he would have found out his identity so fast if not for her.

He never felt toward young Peter like this also. (in my opinion) Otherwise he would have recognized him earlier? If you thirst over a little boy, you would remember him. But instead, James seems to not even have spared him a second thought-> so he didn't remmeber him. He was just an annoying boy back then, nothing more.

Peter was also a man. He was never ever referred to as a "boy". Always as a "man" (or "grown up"), as was james. Maybe he was a young adult, but an adult nonetheless.

(Yes, these are the actual quotes, Tumblr did not let me put the pictures)

also THANKS TO YOU FOR SAYING THIS.

it is NOT p*dophilic.

you know what’s not cool? to look at peter darling, a book written by a trans person who related to the peter pan story as a child and liked captain hook and so writes a book about adult trans peter and hook falling in love, being accused of writing something predatory of p*dophilic because hook knew peter when he was a child. it’s 100% okay and understandable if you don’t like the book or that romance makes you uncomfortable. but it is not p*dophilia. peter is between 18-21 and hook’s canon age is that he’s at least 21 (an assumption made because he mentions finishing university). hook doesn’t even recognise peter as an adult, he wasn’t attracted to peter when peter was a child, adult peter is very much different from child peter, they haven’t seen in other in at 8-12 years when they did know each other when peter was a child, it wasn’t for very long.

if you don’t want to read the book or the idea that they did meet when one was a child and one was an adult makes you uncomfortable that is fine. but calling a trans mlm romance, written by a trans queer author as a comfort story for themselves that a lot of other trans people, myself included, find comfort in as it includes peter learning to accept himself and having himself accepted and loved despite feeling like he can’t have that because he’s trans, predatory or p*dophilic is just kinda gross.

[1greenameba]

Ok , couple of things about this one :

1) every time somenthing like this pops up the little kid that watched videos of aliens and criptids to feel a thrill comes out again "maybe this is the real deal!" only to then realize "yeah no it's bs"

2) as much as it was fun to have memes about carcinization and animals evolving into crabs , i think they may have done damage to the general public understanding of evolution trough natural selection , wich is somenthing i care about a lot because it kinda created everything we see around us ...

And like it ofthen enough works in the most creative ways imaginable :

This is an humbolt squid ,

This is a yellow finned tuna .

Now besides the size and enviroment it may seem they don't share a lot in common ,

However they convergently evolved a lot of things from their common ancestor wich may have looked somenthing like this speculation on the matter is still very much open

Now , there are two interpretations of this :

Either their common ancestor was (my blorbo) a kinda complex animal , kinda like a weird snail with a nervous system segments and a circulatory system , and many other animals lost complexity in the meantime ...

Or more like a flatworm without much of anything and complex body plans evolved there afther

Now if the slug version is true , it means that squids and tunas evolved : fins , complex circulatory systems , camera eyes , biomineralized bodyparts and more convergently ...

If the flatworm is true , then they convergently evolved : celom ( an internal cavity where you can store the organs )

Circulatory system , a central nervous system , a trough gut and many other things ...

And yet despite fishes and squids facing the same pressures and being under the same laws of phisics , they didn't evolve to be the same way ...

Squids have jet propulsion , tentacles , their anus is close to their mouth , are venomous and their skin can change colour

Tunas have fats around their neurons , many many pieces of calcium inside them for structural integrity , a large bag of gas in them that could be used to breathe air , a large beak that can extend forward to grab stuff , scales all over their body and many other weird stuff ...

And even at a glance they don't look alike ...

So really , the likelyhood of humanoid aliens is loooooooow ...

Like really really low ...

[spacerig17]

Oh! The guy is not a wizard by any means, he just likes to pretend to be one, wich sucks, since he won't stop trying hiding my stuff while claiming he made them disappear with "magic" >:(

Oh, yeah, that's a Driller alright. Ours doesn't do quite the same but the... vibes? Feeling is similar. I usually try offering 'em a drink or two to make them calm down- I don't really confront ours cus, idk about yours, but he's one step away from treating us like glyphids.

- Engineer

[meaming-screals]

i wanna ask, wich driver would you like to see on screaming meals?

Ohhhh this is a tough one because I honestly have a head cannon that Marcus will eventually do this full time and dive into Motorsport media if he doesn’t do racing himself so it’s open a lot of possibility or guests. (Or at least I hope he does.) Sorry if this is a little long, I've watched my fair share of motorsport podcasts and I just think this one is so special.

It's hard to determine but this is my list nonetheless:

1) people we have no idea about (photographers, managers, race engineers etc.)

I would absolutely love this idea. These are the people that spend the most time with drivers in the most unfiltered way and they’d be close enough to not hold back. They likely would've had enough of their (especially Marcus') neuroses to really just put people on blast. If I only could pick one though, my pick would be to have MP Motorsport’s Coordinator Jen. I think she's a real hidden powerhouse in the paddock, taking on so many vital roles during her career and I always love hearing stories of the behind the scenes that keep this crazy travelling circus running. With how hectic everything gets, she's bound to have crazy stories of things going wrong or figuring things out last minute. Also, imo, she always puts out some of the best photos of the weekend. They're always so candid and full of personality which is really hard to capture well in photos. She may be more reserved but this would also be the perfect opportunity for Clem (the newest co-host in town) to solo host or only host with James along with Felipe as a returning guest following his championship win. Jen would have the comfort of two people she's already close with as well as someone who's able to be more inquisitive, structured, and relatable to the audience. Would also love to hear her perspective on what it's like as a third party, non-racer, watching someone go through the motions of winning a championship. (Also big bonus: she's a Kiwi!)

2) Paris Armstrong

Younger sister energy goes hard and you know we’d get the most embarrassing stories about Marcus from her because at the end of the day, he’s not an F2 Motorsport driver; he’s a pain in the ass that she’s unfortunately blood-related to. It’s also always interested me that most drivers move away from home so early in their lives. It’d be great to see them touch on what growing up was like given that they now live in London together/originally started the Screaming Meals Instagram together.

3) Lando Norris

He’s been mentioned quite a bit on the podcast already through karting stories even though they don't claim to be close. I think his dry humour, quick wit, and generally cluelessly upbeat personality would be really fun to have on the podcast. Not to mention, having him on the podcast I think would be the best foray into having higher profile F1 personalities on the podcast that aren't close friends. (Screaming Meals special where they all go karting again for old times sake? Ft. Callum Ilott? We can only hope for now.)

4) Liam Lawson

Triple the trouble. I know they technically don’t get on well or aren’t particularly close, but it’d be fun to hear the return of Marcus going full kiwi because at this point, Clem sounds more kiwi than Marcus does. It's also because I wonder if James has any stories of bumping into Liam during the NZ karting circuits because it's such a small circle. Liam is pretty chaotic so I think it'd be interesting to see what the dynamic is like. I'm pretty sure in this case, to have a non-awkward episode there might have to be a secondary guest. The obvious pick would be Juri Vips because he's close with both Liam and Marcus but uh- idk how that would really work.

5) Robert Schwartzman

While bringing Jehan, Callum, and/or Enzo on the same episode. I'd love for them to recount their old Prema days. Some of the wildest stories we've heard so far were from the episode with Callum so there's bound to be more from their end as well. I'm mostly thinking about that boxing story between Rob and Enzo. (Another specials idea where they do a boxing challenge to relive that one training camp?)

6) Guanyu Zhou

Although we don't see it as much, Zhou does happen to be quite close with them. (As pictured in the latest Screaming Meals IG story.) That would be something really interesting to listen to because Zhou is such a reserved character on the Paddock. He's definitely got a sense of humour and I think having a space like Screaming Meals where they can just banter and go back and forth, we'd be able to see a new/hidden side of him.

7) James Harvey Blair (The man himself)

James, James, James. Ngl I think he really carries this show. He's given us some of the greatest moments so far and I think people really overlook a host like James. For podcasts, it's so important to have a host or a character that the audience can channel themselves through and in this case, I think it's James. He's always so on top of keeping the questions going and while he is the brunt of a lot of jokes, I hope he really gets the love and appreciation he deserves. (I think sometimes you can see the jokes kind of get to him) Having a podcast on him and what his story is besides "I'm just a no-name insurance broker" would be special. If anything, having it as a birthday special would be really nice. Also, what is it like being in a space that he was so close to for so many years while not driving himself? Growing up, it's so hard to let go of things that are so familiar to you; that basically built and raised you as a person. I'm always so interested in that narrative, of drivers that had to at some point make the decision or were forced into making the decision of stopping motorsport. (Also James casually just name dropping he works for Lloyd's like it's not one of the world's biggest and oldest powerhouses when it comes to insurance and finances???)

8) Rory, the Editor

Just let me know what goes on behind those cuts and bleeps. LOL but all jokes aside I just want to know how Rory ended up as their editor and what it's like travelling and working for Screaming Meals. What were his other experiences before this? Was he working in motorsport or did he somehow just fall into this??? So many questions for the floating voice off camera. Again, another birthday special featuring Rory would be really fun and a great way to show their appreciation for the work he does on the podcast.

Anyways, there's a reason I love this podcast sm and It's because I think it really offers what the sport is missing/needs in order to progress and grow into their newer audience. People like to hate on new fans or fans joining just for the personalities of the drivers but those aren't reasons to discredit them as fans of the sport. They watch the races, keep up with what's going on and if that doesn't make you a fan I don't know what does. Often what the sport needs are these personalities to draw people in first, especially when it comes to grasping a younger demographic that you need in order to build a long lasting fanbase so the sport doesn't die out. Older motorsport media doesn't do a good job of hooking in a newer fanbase, especially for F2. It's dry and it often seems too overproduced to really get genuine stories from drivers who are a lot newer and shyer to the media ring. We're just seeing the emergence of an audience looking for these more modern media outlets such as WTF1, PitStop, and TG1F to name a few. Screaming Meals is in the optimal place to become a motorsport media mainstay and is already quickly becoming a ticket for a huge uptick in F2 support. This could translate to more eyes and opportunities as a whole for the series and feeder drivers itself. Too bad the FIA and F2 media don't see more value in this, but hey, they can now just take the show and run with it without having to bend to the whim of some mega media conglomerate

[nadiajustbe]

OH YES. Sometimes while reading comments at Tiktok I can't help but question WHERE did these movie fans got that "book information" they're talking so confidently about. Because this looks like someone got this quote from someone who read the book ten years ago when they were five as bedtime story and haven't reread at since and then that someone told that to someone and THAT someone posted this info under random movie-related video as a "fan fact" and from there the rumour spred. Because some of them are absolutely random and have little to no connection from what happened in the book or lacking all possible context.

(the only one I have sinned with is that I sometimes joke about Howl invading taxes but more as a funny headcanon that anything else cause the book didn't even mentioned taxes once. That would be no less funny If he had to pay taxes for all four houses he uses for portals — especially knowing one of them in an drastically different currency which he literally cannot earn because HE DOESN'T HAVE ANY ACTUAL INCOME IN WALES. Absolutely hilarious)

Other popular miscomprehensions I saw people talking about:

1. Howl being instead of "soldiers" in the movie.

This one is lacking context so badly: yes, they wanted to make him a better person to the point they completely erased his actual first appearance, making him look like a hero instead of random slightly strange man and yes they were afraid to show him in any negative situation, and yes it gives me a laugh everytime I watch the movie but Howl wasn't even NEARLY as creepy as the soldiers. Quite contrary: it was a pretty normal thing for man at a time in May Day to go and court girls at the main square, wich is underlined at the text previously. The second he heard that Sophie is not interested and she's just going to see her sister he let her do so. He wasn't pushing, nor he was trying to insult her. Quoting:

"Then by all means do so," [he laughed] "Who am I to keep a pretty lady from her sister?"

And when she said now to his sincere and kind offer of accompanying her on the way Lettie, he didn't object either.

This doesn't make this moment less awkward for Sophie sure and that's also — shocking — not trying to show Howl as hero of any sort (calling her "a little mouse" was not the best choice of words), but it didn't intend to show Howl as a full-blown weirdo either. What it does it is simply plays with our expectations of the mc meeting her love interest and sets up Howl as a flawed character. Flawed, yet not absolutely villainous.

2. Howl was cheating on Sophie while they were together

That claim is fully impossible. First of all, they got together on about three very last pages on the book. You cannot cheat on someone you weren't even dating. Yes, he was seeing other woman, but he was doing that way before Sophie came. That waa never shown as a good or positive trait of his — If you're gonna use Howell Jenkins as a role model in any possible situation, then maybe you didn't get his character quite as much.

And, ironically enough, after Sophie came almost all of his courting was from investigation purposes only — whether it was his courting of Lettie with ended up forming around getting information about Sophie or his courting of miss. Angorian who ended up being a literal fire demon and Howl clearly suspected it from the early on.

When he actually marries to Sophie in the next two books he shown no intention to cheat on her whatsoever and stays loyal. Hell, they ever had a kid after whom — even in his own ways — Howl looks after. Never ever in any line in CiTA or HoMW there's a single word or rumour about Howl seeing other women while being married to Sophie. And If you think he'd do so just because he was a courting mess in the first book, then you're the one making random illogical conclusions.

Yes, Howl is a mess, a dork, an idiot and a loser, who was a womaniser for the biggest part of his life, but If there's one single thing that actually changed about him from start to end of HMC is that fell in love with Sophie Hatter very, very hard.

3. Sophie hating Howl (or otherwise Sophie and Howl being 10000% toxic and abusing one another)

This deserve a full another post, but to make story short both of their characters simply wouldn't allow them to being nearly as horrible as TikTok HMC book experts say. Sophie argues with Howl not because he is the most horrible man alive (although he IS giving her trouble and she's completely great with it. She agrees to marry this man fair and square), but because she's argumentative and bossy and angry by her nature. That's her character. That's who she is. There's hardly a single character in this book she didn't argue or at least tried to argue with. Her whole arc is about accepting herself for what she feels and who she is and learning to express these emotions without fear. Howl knows this and Howl knows her. He lets her argue because he loves Sophie for who she is — and she is an argumentative, stubborn woman. And there's nothing bad about being stubborn, nor argumentative.

And If you want Sophie to broke up with Howl because he "makes her argue more" you simply want to set her back to that scared, deeply saddened and exploited person she was at the start.

And finally — HMC is NOT your quide to romance. It's not "100 right ways your relationship should look If you want to be happy". They're meant to show love as it is. And love is flawed, love is crazy, love is a place where anyone can find a person for themselves no matter who they are. They don't have to show love the way you show it or the way you want. If you look at them bickering all the time and looking at magic explosions going around and go "that's not what I'd want in MY relationship" you're good! You're valid! I probably wouldn't be able to be in this kind relationship myself. But I'm not Sophie. Not Howl. If you want too look up how perfect healthy relationships should look, go search literature on that topic. It's doesn't mean they're inheretly toxic.

HMC shows love and it does it great — If it's not your type of love love, simply don't view it as a guide for you. HMC is not written for 5-year olds, it's written for ages nine and up and sometimes even considered as a YA — in Ukraine this book is given to us by the school curriculum no later than we reach 13, so no, it's not gonna teach children toxic relationships. Simply because it's not actually toxic.

But I said if he and Calcifer were staying, then so was I, and couldn’t he put a spell on me that would simply make the djinn not notice I was there? And we argued about that—”

Lettie chuckled. “Now, why doesn’t that surprise me?” she said.

Sophie’s face became somewhat pink,

This quote brings it somewhat perfectly. Here she's talking about arguing with Howl and when Lettie notes that the woman is BLUSHING.

Sophie and Howl were living—somewhat quarrelsomely, it must be confessed, although they were said to be happiest that way—in the moving castle again.

And If it doesn't reassure you, here's another quote. If someone says there's toxic again I'll start damaging something.

I'll finish it here for today but I swear there's so much more one post wouldn't be enough. People who say the won't/scared to read books because of this hurt my soul

If I see one more person saying that the castle moves in the book because Howl is evading taxes I'm gonna force every Ghibli fan to READ THE BOOK. Or at the very least not post about it online.

For all we know Howl pays MORE taxes as a result of having multiple residences and living in TWO UNIVERSES.

This also applies to people who say Diana Wynne Jones was Welsh, or the striking amount of people with the false recollection that she came up with the claim that the movie is how Howl tells it, and the book is how Sophie tells it.

These people spread rumours better than Michael in Market Chipping.