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(realizing I can't be too serious bc otherwise I'll think I'm cringe later)
not 2 be 2 emo but da pain of existence really be getting 2 me
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I keep thinking your pfp is a dick every time I see it and it's getting awkward
(I'm not asking you to change it btw it's just something I think is kinda funny)
WHAT?!
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if im on my FUCKING period AGAIN ......
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WHY??
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WHY do you have to constantly hurt my feelings now??
What happened to us??
What did I do wrong??
How did I fuck it up this time??
I don’t understand, why is it that now it seems like you want nothing to do with me, like I’m just an annoyance, a bother, a burden…
And all I’ve tried to do is love you the best that I can
I wish you’d stop pushing me away…
#mine#text post#bpd vent#vent post#personal vent#bpd blog#borderline blog#actually bpd#bpd attachment#bpd favorite person#actually borderline#borderline personality disorder#borderline favorite person#bpd tag#bpd feels#bpd safe#bpd thoughts#actually mentally ill#relationship problems#disorganized attachment#attachment issues#abandoment issues#i just want to be loved#sorry for being depressing#i ruined everything#i always do#actually bipolar#bipolar disorder#bipolar girl#actually ptsd
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...no barren moon where he won't find you...
Loki stared at the ceiling, wondering.
Thor threw me- No, I let-Odin- No. I let go. Didn't I?
I was on Midgard. They were kneeling. No- i was kneeling. To whom?
Loki laid on the bed, breathing heavier.
The lights are too bright.
Why can't I remember? I wanted to rule Midgard. He wanted the stone. I wanted to be king, didn't I?
Why can't I remember?
Loki began breathing faster.
It's too loud. The lights are too bright.
I don't- I want, he tortur-
No. Why would it matter?
He wanted the stones. I wanted the throne. Didn't I? Isn't that what I told Thor in the Observatory? I don't remember. Why can't I remember? He told me-
I wanted to be free. I still want to be free. No I don't. Yes I do.
I had sisters. I don't have sisters. Yes I do, the cyborg and the Zehoberei. They aren't-
I'm his child now. Aren't I? Isn't that what he told me? I'm not Odin's- Odin wasn't my father. He isn't. Tha- No. He is not my father.
Did I...attack Midgard? That's what happened, isn't it? That's why I'm here? But I don't remember. I defenestrated someone, didn't I? No. Yes. The Man of Iron. Why can't I remember?
I miss Thor. I hate him. He abandoned me. How did he find me? I was falling...yes. And she caught me. The cyborg. She brought me to Father. She didn't bring me to Odin.
Why can't I remember?
Loki begins to grip the sheets, silently screaming.
Why can't I remember?
Why can't I remember?
WhywhywhywhywhywhywhyWHY.
Tears begin gathering in Loki's eyes, heartbeat quickening.
Why can't I remember?
Why can't I remember?
What happened?
What did he do to me?
Why can't I remember?
#mcu#loki#og loki#i guess#loki in the dungeons during tdw#basically what i think happened after lokis's “trial”#he defo took some time and wondered what the hell happened#i mean considering his exposure to the mind stone#his memories are probably hazy while he's coming back into himself
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My groomer is back. He's fucking back. I'm so scared.. He started hurting me when I was 12. I can't do this again. I can't deal with him again. I've already relapsed with sh because of it. I can't even tell anyone. It's my fault this happened anyways
I actually want to die. I want to fucking die. Why whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy
#self destruction#self destructive behavior#self destructive tendencies#self destructive thoughts#gr00m3#gr00m3d#cvt addict#vent post#personal vent#vent
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WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHY?????
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I'm still asking your mother for her hand in marrige tho
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✦. ⊹ ˚ .꒰୧ ‧₊˚ 🍫 ꒰ I JUST WANNA BE HOLD. ꒱♡ ⌎ ˊᗜˋ
୧ ‧₊˚ 🥛 ꒰ Hurt / no comfort???? ꒱♡ ⌎ ˊᗜˋ
୧ ‧₊˚ 🍭 ꒰ GN reader - you/your/I ꒱♡ ⌎
୧ ‧₊˚ 🍓 SPOLIERS FOR Lesson 6teen. Obey me ꒱♡ ⌎ ˊᗜˋ
୧ ‧˚ 🍼 ꒰ TW: death, angst ꒱♡
NOTE : this is a obey me fic. :> reader is just in pain and wants to be held before they "die".
HOW could have this happen? You just wanted to help him. You wanted him to have some freedom. He was like a bird caged in forever. You knew that he wasn't a human, but still, it wasn't right for his own brother to lock him up.
Now he has his hands around your neck. He talks about how disgusting humans were, orrr, something like that...
Small ragged gasps were escaping my throat. His palms pressed against my throat; I could feel my esophagus closing. I cried out as his hands neared my neck. He kept on gripping my neck harder, it hurts. It feels like some liquid is overflowing my mouth.
Oh, it's my saliva. It's dripping out my mouth. He looks disgusted at me. My vision goes Blurrier, I see black dots in my vision.
I hate this. I don't wanna die yet. I still have my pet to take care of. I did nothing wrong towards him.
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I remembered when I was little, I wanted to be held and be around the ones I loved in my final moments. But I can't even do that. How did I have to pick for this program?
Please, I just someone to hold me... someone please hold me, hold me in my final moments please anybody. Hold me.... that is my last wish, I want to be held..
I blacked out, and I felt my body go limp. He laughs, and I felt my body hit the ground. I can feel liquid dripping down my face.
#PomWriting#obey me x reader#gender neutral reader#x gn reader#x gender neutral reader#angst#lesson 16#obey me#obey me x gn reader#StrawpomsWriting
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My world. Is.. destroyed again.
Destroyed. Destroyed.
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#@n@ diary#tw 3d vent#ed but not ed sheeran#i need to lose this weight#th1gh g@p#th1ghspø#th1n$pø#th1nspi#th1nspø#⭐️rving
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Oh my gods why does my brain do this to me I just took a swig of the last of the water from my glass from last night that I had left in the living room and as I downed the big gulp my brain went "TOE JUICE"
Why?!
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How very dare you
Brain
Storpit
It is 7am you bastard thought
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#sad bitch hours#why#why why why#why why why why why#why is it like this#why am i like this#why the fuck#why do i do this to myself
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WHY is my EARS ringing?
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W-wait. Wh-
WHAT is happeni̶̧̡̢̡̪̺͈̠̣̱̦͕͍̣̙͂̐̽̒́̇́ń̵̼̻̿͗͛̑̿̐̏̿̅͋̚g̴̙͚̲͗́
Hello? C-can someone̸̥̹͌̏̅̀̀͂͜͝ ̶̤̹̗̺̟̜̔͌̓̏̔̚h̶̦͓͚̞̥̜̖̬͇̮̲́̇́̒̑̎͆́̅͒̕ͅe̸̛͕͋͗̆͗̓̑̀͐́̈̋́̉̌̚̕l̵̨̡̗̼̯̜̀́̄̊̂̔̓͛̅̈́̉��̡̳̣̼͙͙̤̟̲̤̰͜p̷̢̢͙̫͇̪͎̅̍̀̽̀̎͊̉͐͝͠ ̸̺͍̩̥̪̠͚̮͎̙̇ͅm̶̧͍̎̓̿͋̍͘͜͜ę̶̛͇̘̻̰̈̈̅̐̿͆̄̂̽͂̄̇̽͐͑͠?
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*Riliane and Allen reincarnated as two strangers that didn't know each other, one having a crush on the other* **not confirmed, actually**
....Well.... this.. may not be incest, right..?
*Eve and Adam plot twist*
..Oh no
*MA and Gallerian plot twist*
OH NO
#I wish I hadn't remember#fucking hell mothy#f u c k i n g h e l l#ykno sometimes I wish I hadn't dig deep in this series#evillious chronicles#riliane lucifen d'autriche#allen avadonia#eve zvezda#eve moonlit#adam moonlit#ma#emuei#gallerian marlon#whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy#i'm probably not in the deepest part yet#I have given up at one point but FUCK#it came back
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