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yeah yeah enimes to lovers this enemies to lovers that but friends to enemies to lovers is on a whole different level always
#was thinking abt bkdk when i came up w this post#BUT#it’s also sooooo meronia coded#shouts to my hc that they were friends before enemies#i’m right and i should say it#bc like it makes soooo much sense#why near cares so much#and why mello *hates* near but can’t bring himself to kill him#bc rlly is mello wanted near dead he would be#but he’s not and mello is and it kills near#i also hc that near is suicidal capital S#so when mello the only person he’s ever loved gets himself killed#(expect for matt if you’ve got big brain but he’s dead too so how much does it rlly matter?)#it kills him and he just stops caring abt anything and becomes sooooo self destructive#anyway friends to enemies to lovers (tragic version) kills me
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Hey, I had a thought for the fantasy au! So on one of the previous versions of the WH website, there was a rhyme for the show that went:
A house is a place with four walls and a floor,
with a ceiling above and a lovely front door.
There's a bed to cradle you safely at night,
and windows to bring in the morning sunlight.
Your house is a mirror of just who you are,
A reflection that tells you to never stray far.
Which I thought might make a good incantation for when Wally properly summons Home (I can't remember if that's ever required for Warlocks but hey, it's still a fun poem regardless).
ohhhh this. i like this...
bonus og sketch! big ol eyes...
& no capalet because uhhhh eh nah and also i wanted Home's pendant to be on full display!
#and who cares if warlocks cant / dont canonically do that!#im not here to follow rules im here to Have Fun!#also the poem is even more fitting for this au given the nature of wally & home's pact#a manifestation like this must take so much power... and i imagine it makes them Way more vulnerable than one would guess#i mean home would just be out in the open. no protective shell or nothing.#and if home dies wally dies#they'd probably need to be at full power/strength or pretty near to it in order to pull off a full summoning#its a party trick to be pulled out only in the most dire of situations!#rambles from the bog#scribble salad#wh fantasy au#this was an Incredibly fun scribble!#a bit of a challenge and very rewarding!#also his outfit is just so fun to draw#i love giving characters So Many Layers and then immediately ripping those layers off#im starting to wonder why my first instinct with wally is to make him Show Chest#deepen that V! pop those buttons! in this house wally darling shows nonexistent cleavage!#ok sorry. in my defense its 3 am and i didnt sleep well last night anyway#actually no im not sorry#wally is attractive and i Will take advantage of that canon fact#disclaimer: i do not find him attractive in a 👀 way. hes a pet cat to me#a really fucked up pet cat...
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god this was so cringey shut up all you've ever seen regarding women has been a smelly rat in the mirror and distorted photoshopped images of women with big boobees you know nothing
#first of all#spoilers#lisa spoilers#sorry for bullying buddy in this fine afternoon i know it's not her fault but i was thinking about this in the kitchen and laughing#but it feels so out of place cuz buddy's relationship with her gender is nowhere near positive she doesnt even know what gender is#she has the same concept of gender and sex as a cat where it's merely reproductive#all she knows is she is different from everyone cuz of her body#she has never talked to another woman in her life she doesnt know history of feminism#and i doubt so much that anyone told her about it when most people were just thinking about her womb#i think the concept of buddy familiarizing with her gender is AWESOME but we never see this happen we dont see the process#imagine if she said this before saying any opinion#as a woman...i can tell you milk goes before the cereal#god feminism is crumbling#why dont you say something you actually know about like#as an abuse victim. or anything that sounds more casual#which is another thing you can relate to lisa with if you care#(idk if she actually knew lisa's lore or was just messing with buzzo lmaoo)#lisa rpg#also as an additional i like nonbinary buddy...she is just buddy#put buddy in a conversation with queen roger and maybe i'll take this line seriously#lisa ramblings
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'Bury me next to you in an unmarked grave, Joy. We knew that was the only hope we ever had–that we would live to see it through...and pray for our own cessation. Oh, we'll still hate each other my dear, we have hated each other too long and too passionately to stop...but my bones will rest easy next to your bones.'
#the locked tomb#i know we're all here for the lesbians toxic or otherwise#hey I'M here for the toxic or otherwise lesbians too!!#which was why i was blindsided into caring about two near immortal lovers who hated each other so much and for so long#it ended up looking a lot like love#augustine being offered forgiveness and looking down at mercymorn's bloodied curls and saying no!!#seducing god together to betray him in the most intimate way possible!#BEING betrayed by god who carried out 10000 years of genocide in order to avenge you and refusing to listen when you told him it was enough#all they wanted to do was die together. and they didn't even get that#I need a book about the original lyctors i need god's head on a stick#harrow the ninth spoilers
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my anxiety is at an all time high with my history exam tomorrow and i’ve had like five mental breakdowns already
probs won’t be on here much in the next few days
#i don’t even know why i’m so stressed#no i do it’s because i haven’t studied anywhere near what i need to cover#but i don’t know why i care so much#i hate being overachieving and a perfectionist with anxiety#me talking aimlessly about stuff no one gives a shit about#exams#stress
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as a fan of both shows it's so funny watching analysis videos for steven universe and my little pony back to back. like they both take their respective shows equally seriously, but one has some of the best characters, story telling, symbolism, emotional beats, music & musical motifs in the entire genre of older kids cartoons, and you can keep digging for years and still find new things to appreciate that were done fully intentionally by the crew, while the other is a toy commercial with fun characters and songs and somewhat rule-of-cool approach to world building. like I love ponies but it really isn't that deep lmao
#watching SU vids it's like yes yess this is so good there is so much to say everything in this show is so lovingly crafted with so much care#watching pony vids it's like. you just made that up to justify plot holes that the writers didn't think were important enough to worry abou#not saying the ponies wasn't lovingly crafted but like. it's nowhere near on the same level as SU#and it doesn't need to be! they've got different goals! I just remember I used to be sooooo into pony theories as a teen#and idk why. there isn't that much there lmao
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we have reached the point in time where people are misunderstanding the point of my one IDIC post and disputing it in replies. and it's not a big deal. i know it's not a big deal. but i am going to start biting people.
#I wouldn't care near so much if they just. disagreed. but i am 95% sure that they are just interpreting it in a way i did not intend#and I'll grant that my wording Wasn't The Best for what i was trying to say but in my defense i was expecting like. 100 notes tops. so.#ungggg it doesn't matter it Doesn't Matter it's okay actually and i do not need to go argue my point#i will not go argue my point. that would be a stupid thing to do.#it doesn't matter that the most recent one mentioned something i addressed in my tags#not trek#me trying to be a good and responsible internet user#i do not know why this is Annoying Me Bad but it isss
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its my birthday :) time to think about florelia dying for each other!
#ahskfjfk#nooo but i am thinking about them celebrating each others birthdays :)#theyre so splinky.....#the perfect little blorbos#when helia surprised flora on her birthday :') showed up at lynphea :') planned it with miele :')#OUGH#i wonder how flora would celebrate his... honestly helia doesnt seem like the kind of person who would care too much about birthdays#like he seems almost like the kind of person who would forget and wonder why people keep giving him gifts ajdkf#'did riven hurt my feelings recently... why did he give me a new sketchbook..... mysterious..........' <- dumbass#ahdkjflg#i think she'd take him on a picnic date :) near a lake maybe? but the usual magix lake they go to!#ooo maybe theyd do the painting your so thing?? or the switching paintings.....#ough#they would definitely go on pottery dates... ohmy theyre so silly
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I had more fun in the desert than I did in New York City . Kind of hilarious
#don’t care about ocean what about desert. why can’t I live near a desert. ugh#<- cares about ocean so much
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I'm not too big a Sonknux shipper (I don't really ship anyone with Sonic full stop) but for the sheer amount of Sonadow and rabid Sonadow shippers that popped up, I'm half tempted to create a 2:30 hour long Sonknux cinematic animation out of spite. It would be a quirky romcom with musical scenes which starts with Knuckles first meeting Sonic and ending with them kissing in front of the Master Emerald at their wedding.
i dont really have a problem with sonadow necessarily or people making jokes about them being gay in the new episode, i also went "🏳️🌈?" a few times while watching it. im mostly just annoyed that its everywhere at all times and so many people seem to have sonadow as their number one priority always and dont care about anything else.. like if you search sonic prime on here its just sonadow sonadow sonadow with not nearly as many posts about what actually happens in the episode or theorizing about what might happen next or even discussing sonic and shadows interactions beyond just going "omg sonadow!"... like is that really all you guys took from it? you dont care about anything else? just shipping? ok...
#and like i understand most of the sonic prime posting rn being about shadow and his interactions with sonic#because thats basically all this episode was. sonic and shadow running around#but again. most people arent even actuallytalking about any of it beyond the ship jokes. which is kind of annoying#also i kinda talked about this the other day but its so wild to me how sonic and knuckles are regularly doing the gayest shit imaginable#and most people dont care. but sonic and shadow have one or two gay moments every once in a while and the entire fanbase explodes#like im not saying you cant prefer sonic/shadow over sonic/knuckles#and im not trying to start an argument over which is better. i think the real answer is for them all to hold hands with eachother#i just dont understand why sonic/knuckles is so much less popular?#because in the actual games and comics and shows they have moments like this way more often than sonic and shadow do#but like i said most people dont really care. and when sonic and shadow so much as stand near eachother theyre suddenly canon boyfriends ??#if sonic and shadow did anything sonic and knuckles have done they would get like 10 times the reaction from it#and i know this for a fact to be true because people are currently shitting themselves over sonic carrying shadow#when sonic has carried knuckles multiple times before and barely anyone cared#like hello is everyone but me in some weird alternate dimension where shadow and knuckles have switched roles or something#sonic and knuckles are literally what people THINK sonic and shadow are i swear to god#asks#sonic prime spoilers
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Silly posting over. Kin guilt
#dracula is venting#ughh guys#ughhhnvnmbb#goddddd#im#tw sucidal ideation#tw sh implied#->#im goungyokill myself#and#god#im tired#do i live in ignorance? will i end up the same? is that even possible?#im dozing off#not fromlike blood loss its just near my bedtime#someone put me down#<- negative#jesus christ#im a new person and i should be happy about that#why am i upset that im not that person anymore#i don't want to care this much#for some reason the fact i even do makes me feel so sick#i miss the pure apathy i had once#sort of.#neverending battle of kin guilt and kin dysphoria
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maybe it’s unique to my 3 year old niece but i feel like helping kids understand things will always be better than just telling them something
#also reciprocating actions like please an thank you#like maybe i’m crazy! but i’ve noticed while spending time with her that#often when she’s told something or told to do something she mimics it#but when something is explained she remembers it and applies it later without having to be told#like being told to say please and thank you but never remembering to say it on her own because she’s just being told to mimic not actually#understand why she’s saying that while as when my sister’s dog was barking at her#i explained that it’s because he’s scared of her because he doesn’t know her and he’s not trying to be mean#he’s just scared which is why we shouldn’t go near his kennel#and since then she has stood away from him but instead of saying to be quiet she tells him it’s okay and that she’s gonna stay in the#with happy like kids are so much smarter and more aware than we give them credit for and it’s truly not about just replicating what#they’re told 😭 just treat them as people with specific care considerations#eris: text
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Jaya time
I love these moments of nearly cosmic horror when they encounter inexplicable things (at first) they are so intriguing
Is strawhat here?! *Megan thee stallion saying AAH 😜*
This cover just goes hard... Get it chopper
#usopp and luffy wanting to go to skypiea and nami only gets it going when luffy says she won't do it cause she can't... now it's personal#robin getting nami an eternal pose..... yeah exactly#luffy eating takoyaki immediately after he finds an octopus... sanjis speed is no joke#THE FUCKING GUY SHOOTING THE SEAGULL IS THE ONE IN BLACKBEARDS CREW!!!! DAMN#dying swiftly or not is result of your actions??? i guess man whatever#FUCKING BURGESS TOO!!! and the fucking transing your gender virus maker.... here luffy doesnt explode!!!#teach and luffy having complete opposite opinions on everything.... having bad vibes immediately.... incredible its like luffy knew#luffy doesnt fight bellamy bc he isnt worth the fight sinply bc they have different ideals... yeah.. also emerald city when#the pirates that do it for the money and the pirates that do it for their dreams... which is weird bc luffys foil (?) is blackbeard#also a d also a pirate with dreams (the same one even?) but they go about it in two different ways still.... compelling#why dies luffy think about shanks and ace when he hears teach outside the bar i an going insane... why does luffy just stare at him#WHAT ARE YOU THINKING LUFFY!! DOES HE SEE HIM AND SEE COMPETITION??? THATS WHY SHANKS AND ACE TELLING HIM TO BE A GOOD PIRATE??#how do they know about the them. why do they not tell anyone. to this day they havent said A WORD#noland was also from 400 years ago.... we got joyboy noland and toki#also are the next cover stories about ace.... please......... i need to see him#el señor de la noche moment (luffy fighting bellamy) draws near... i am so excited#i love ace being a hobo and just jumping on whatever boat he can find to eat and sleep and nobody refuses bc he's with whitebeard ajdjajkqw#ALSO I MISSED YOU KING!!!! COME BACK TO MEEEE#gorusei kuma and doffy first appearance omg... hello everyone#'if we let redhair act more than its sufficient it could be problematic' does this mean they can control him? shanks sus evidence n.1#'redhair is not one to change the world on his own' is he waiting for luffy??? is that it?? is shanks rogers successor to aid joyboy???#he told something to shanks before dying about laughtale and left that work for him so thats why he went after the one piece right after#joyboy manifested in luffy. thats why he refused so outright to buggy when he proposed to sail together to find it... maybe shanks not evil#lafitte was a cop and is the one to propose blackbeard as shichibukai? for some reason even if he hasnt done anything yet ✍️#whitebeard appearance... loving this in between arc issues even if they are not in between arcs... in between islands arc i guess#see??? why does benn beckman care about what the gov thinks... why would they give af and why would they even think about it#fucking blackbeard was after luffy..... but he 'settled' for ace i am going to be sick#blackbeard should have died when the knock up stream destroyed his ship what happened there....#also i didnt notice cricket smoking so much and trembling akdhsksjk he is hoping he didnt send luffy to die#reading one piece
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anyway my issue with a lot of other helpols (which just makes me avoid the larger community and do my own thing in my corner) is that a lot of them are recon (which is fine!!!) but i am inherently informal and weird as shit in my practice. i call hades and hestia my spiritual dad/mom, hermes gets donuts as offerings when i’m trying to get to class on time and avoid traffic, i once asked artemis to keep deer from jumping out in front of my car on a road trip home with an offering of granola/sports bars. when people get too formal with the gods and pull out the titles, i usually bail bc it makes me uncomfortable. my relationship with my deities is extremely deep and connected, and it’s not that people who have more formal relationships with them can’t also have those, but it’s that if i called hades “lord hades” with any seriousness, he’d hit me with a rock, basically.
i don’t judge other people for their practices or more formal relationships bc honestly, it’s between you and your gods, but like… my go-to offering is the pomegranate brookside dark chocolates, and yes. sometimes i eat them out of my offering dishes the next day.
#i feel like recons are a lot more uhhh#noticeable on this platform? or maybe there really are just more of them#but i feel like us gremlin freaks aren’t very common on here#or maybe we just don’t get many posts bc people don’t relate as much or we don’t do the whole lists of offerings/altar ideas/prayers/etc#my list of offerings for hades won’t work for most people bc he’s very specific in how he reaches out to me#i have a severe aversion to mint. a lot of people put mint in their hades offerings and i know why#but i genuinely hate mint anywhere near me so i can’t use those#so i just don’t bother with a lot of offering lists and making them myself feels like letting people into my underwear drawer? like. that’s#between me and Him‚ basically. although that’s not to imply godspousing or anything i’m just using it as an easy example people will#understand. but yeah idk#i avoid a lot of the helpol community because i don’t feel like i fit in well#i am not recon and never will be bc it doesn’t vibe with my personality or lifestyle#i show my devotation in other ways‚ but those aren’t as easy to post online or share#and i don’t really want to share them either‚ soooo ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#pagan stuff#bones.txt#zeus gets titles when i work with him tho. i know he’s usually in good humor and the one time i made a bid to him for rain it went well#(after 4-6 weeks of processing time) but i still try to be extra polite to him#hades doesn’t care. zeus might actually strike me down with lightning y’know?#or at least threaten it idk
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It was hard to focus – he was a dazzling blur. Where he was, even his face and body, nothing stayed fixed long enough for her to be sure of it. The possibilities and the details of his past must be thrashing around like mad, shifting and overlapping. He was every single Doctor you could ever imagine at once. But he was still there. Even without a fixed face or name or body, even if his past contradicted itself from moment to moment, that didn’t matter. There was still something there, not just un-pinned-down but impossible to pin down. Something that even revelled in the fact that he couldn’t be easily understood. That said more things were possible than a simple explanation would allow. Something laughing.
—Unnatural History, Kate Orman and Jonathan Blum
#i am So abnormal#they get itttttt this fucking Gets It#doctor who#eighth doctor#sam jones#**#unnatural history#<- for sort-of spoilers i guess? as much as a 20+ year-old book can have those#idk feel odd posting a semi-specific quote from near the end w/o some sort of tagging in case someone might care#but this just like. encapsulates much of why this is making me go so insane yk#also haunting me is dark sam. jesus christ
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i try to remember when i first started having a deeply negative opinion of myself and then i think of when i was like a 7 year old and told my parents i didnt deserve to get ungrounded bc "there [was] no coming back from this, dad" (i hadnt cleaned my room)
#genuinely always been anxious and afraid to exist near other people#i dont know *why* but it makes me unbearable#i hate it when people deny this bc like. friend listen. i love you. i love you so so very much! thats why im telling you that me my problems#are tiresome as hell#to everyone#its very hard loving someone who doesnt believe they deserve to be loved and cared for and thats ok#my fear is that when i distance myself to try and get better you replace me#so instead i keep myself here#a little bit like someone afraid to go to the doctors letting an infection get worse and worse bc ''what if they have to use needles?''#in the end they only get sicker and other people get sick too and when they go to the doctors the only reason they had to use a needle#was bc of all the time they spent wandering if theyd need one#sigh. anyways. therapy save me therapy. therapy save me#talk
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