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Consumed by the feral urge to write chapter after chapter
Doomed with the lack of ability to magically teleport all the words out of my brain and onto the page in a matter of minutes :(
#author life ig#mythos saga#echoes eternal#please I'm so tired of the tip taps of the keyboard#I just wanna magically blink and everything's written for me so I can read it#why must I put in all this effort#I just wanna watch everyman hybrid covered by night mind#book writing#why are you reading the tags?
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What is with the practically psychotic hate for Lance Stroll? I'm not even his fan- more indifferent- but the hate he gets is sickening. Like just see the recent 'Never have I ever' vid- so many top comments on youtube, instagram etc. are just spouting shit about him (attacking his looks, calling him window licker wtf etc.) based off the 'Never have I ever stood up someone question' (and of course they conveniently ignore all the other drivers that also said they have because it's trendy to hate on Stroll).
Of course, standing up someone sucks but first of all we have no context at all, and more importantly, it's clear the commenters don't actl give a shit about that because they're only hating on Stroll. This is literally just one instance of the way these F1 'fans' are so quick to seize any opportunity to put down Lance. Honestly, it's so off-putting, pathetic and sad.
#he's not even one of my faves but the hate in the f1 fanbase for this 25 year old is crazy#don't give me the 'his daddy bought the team!! he's so shitty!!'#he may not be the best driver but he's still a good driver#he got a podium in his rookie year for goodness sake#also one of the youngest polesitter#yes he was blessed with a rich family but god forbid a father loves his child and would do anything for him#he's usually good in the wet/mixed conditions too#but if you listened to ppl on social media you would think lance can't even walk in a straight line#im so done lol the f1 fanbase is so toxic#esp those on twitter/insta#honestly I doubt those type of 'fans' actl watch the races#they just do monkey see monkey do#and hate on a fucking mid-20s dude 💀#their lives must be incredibly sad to waste time spreading hate like that#lance stroll#f1 2024#honestly this isn't even about the never have I ever vid#it's more about the general and practically fervent hate ppl have for lance#which is so overboard#lance puts in the effort everyday but these ppl will have you believe he sits arnd throwing moneg everyday#this is the man who drove despite his hand injury last year for goodness' sake#the way some ppl talk about him will have you thinking he murdered their family#also he's just thr to drive??? idk why ppl go all up in arms to hate on everything he does from his looks to how he talks...#and in general the hate various drivers get is so weird#*money#<- too lazy to edit my tags lol
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offers u alnst oc stats
#alien stage oc: ava#alien stage oc: nero#ava#nero#oc#ocs#20241003#so. i have a lot of thoughts about these#especially since i tweaked avas like three times#but i tried setting them according to the stats of the canon characters/what the aliens might rate them#esp the visual stat#looking at the characters sheets i think the aliens have a preference for ethereal looks (like luka and sua) but also like sharper looks#like ivan and hyuna (yes i think ivan leans into sharp)#till is more of the rough type so that's why i think his visual is rated lower#uh either way that's why ava's is so high and nero's is more on the middle (he had regular black hair before his season of alnst which gave#him less of a wild look so i rated him a bit higher than till)#ava is a tube baby so voice and talent are in her genes though mostly voice and visual were important for nova#talent would probably be higher if she didn't kill off 90% of her personality#she was not made for high effort dancing tho#NERO WAS THO LMAO#yeah uh ava's relevance/popularity/topic whatever the fuck it gets translated as is rather high since she's kind of the media's sweetheart#first love's smile and all that#nova put a lot of effort into her pblicity and it worked#nero's relevance is so high bc he's always up to sth and makes headlines everywhere he goes à la there's no such thing as bad publicity#i was struggling with mental strength bc on one hand he is fucked up (tm) but on the other hand he's not easily shaken????#like you could throw him in a pit of sharks and he'd make the best of it#let's just say mental strength must not equal mentally sound#his talent is on the average bc of this trait too like he's super versatile and spontaneous which makes him easy to put into different#situations that he might come out of successfully#uhhhhh yeah
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y'all I knew my fellow student was a t**** supporter but like. she's a SUPPORTER supporter
#she fell off the cadillac and hit her head#and the third student is a nurse so she was asking her all the usual questions#and she went 'who's the president'#and this bitch goes 'trump elect. but. biden right now.'#like girl you just hit your head why is it still so far up his ass that that's your answer#anyway the student who hit her head and the student who's a nurse and our instructor all went to the ER#so I'm here just waiting for them to come back#btw this is the same student who told me that it must be nice to have a brain that remembers things#cause I keep doing well on our tests and she's not#she's in her 50s I think and she was in a car accident like 40 years ago and that's her entire personality#she barely puts in any effort for studying and then blames it on lingering effects from the accident#and listen I totally understand that not everyone can study in the same way and it's gonna be way harder for some people than others#I also understand that I'm lucky in that I work at this pilates studio so instead of making a trip to the studio to self practice#I can just stay an hour later and practice then#like it does make it easier#but she self practices like once a week for like 30 minutes and then reads over her book and expects to do well on the tests#like girl don't make weird remarks at me about how my brain just magically remembers things#as if I'm not studying my ass off cause I care about this class#also like I really hope she's okay I do but it is a MIRACLE that it took this long for her to fall
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drawing other people's dnd characters based on the image i made of them in my head and NOTHING ELSE because i'm evil
#my art#dnd oc#friend oc#bell#must stress again that this is entirely headcanon i doubt this is what he actually looks like LMAO#he keeps that mask on at all times so we have not seen his face and probably wont for a while#but my brain was like oh he's returned (undead) so like#what if he was a silly zombie lookin fucker who SLAYED. HARD#(i love how he turned out but i also. dont want to post it in the discord because i KNOW im so wrong about how he looks)#(and i didnt feel like asking ethan about it bc idk if he could really say yet)#(plus i really hate sending art to people specifically to ask for opinions ESPECIALLY of their own characters i get so scared)#(which is why i usually just draw my own characters lmao but i love my friends' characters so i wanted to try)#also something about it feels a bit unfinished? i didnt put a ton of effort into it since i really just made it for fun for me#i think his expression is just a bit flat but i didnt want to make it too exaggerated really so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#also also sorry for long tags but this is slowly becoming an art blog isnt it LMAO#hope yall are cool with that i like having somewhere to post everything
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i really want to promote my ao3 here but the prospect of linking my work to me in such a tangible way is horrifying
#as i've said a million times i know it's silly bc i think most ppl recognize who i am both places#but the prospect of like. having a direct link#rather than ppl figuring it out by association#scary!!#i'm just frightened that ppl on both sides will be like 'oh.......that's *you*?????'#like disappointed bc they like my writing but find my tumblr annoying (or vice versa)#or else that they check out my writing from my tumblr and think it's awful........#idk why i've been so self-conscious of my writing recently 😭 like i really am not /that/ self-conscious of a person generally#but for some reason every time i start to talk about or think about my writing i get so shy and nervous and almost upset#because idk. i guess i just put a lot of effort into it and it does actually mean a lot to me#and i know it's not perfect but i would hate for someone to like. watch me put all this effort into it and be scoffing in their head#like 'ha. he actually thinks he's good. what a loser'#idk man.#i think too. i put a lot of myself in my writing.#a lot of my experiences and emotions and thoughts and personality#which is maybe Not Good#but the result is like. if someone doesn't like my writing. what does that mean for me#what must they think of me‚ then?#well. sorry for getting depressing on the timeline yet again#did not mean to turn this into an emotional rant but here we are...
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shining solo ep 8. my reaction rn 😐😐 took it a bit hard lmao
#tp#very mixed feelings. as someone who associates herself with jeongwoo and having very similar personalities... this ep hurt a lot#idk idk#i mean i get it but i also absolutely do not get it#so many thoughts im taking this very personally what the heck#i cant really warm up to half of this part's girlies im sorry#i loved everyone on part one#as someone who also struggles with managing my social energy lvls... this was a slap in the face#bc my boy jeongwoo truly gave it his ALL the whole day and even managed to perform a couple songs for the girls#despite already having spent the whole day together#and his energy must have been SPENT already and then they pick him as MVP of the day and he has that 1:5 date with all of the girls#by himself!! which is so terrifying imagine being the one person who everyone's attention is on and you have to interact with these ppl#that you arent very comfortable with but you still try your best to give them a good time#AND THEN!! they give you NOTHING in return?? not even a recorder?? no jewel no recording nothing. just ignored like that by everyone#and i get that the girls dont know who's voting for who so they might have believed someone else was gonna give him a jewel or sth#but no one gives him anything (positive OR negative)#and yeah. he was absolutely shocked at the empty safe. i would have been too.#and why did they not give him a jewel y'all might ask??? IT WAS BC HE FELL SILENT DURING THE LAST BIT: THE DINNER#my gosh that's the part that i take offense to personally bc it's really really really difficult to always engage in convos with ppl#after spending the whole day with them already?? and your social battery is down so you quietly enjoy a simple meal??#and then all the girlies threw him away like that??#i mean yeah you're surrounded by sweet men who spend the day appealing themselves to you but come on??#i would have been so impressed by jeongwoo and thankful that he put that much effort in and would understand how difficult it is to#maintain it till the very end because not everyone has hyunsuk's boundless social energy#no offense hyunsuk i love you dearly#and also??? what's up with admitting that you lack some confidence upfront??#the girl's reasoning for giving yoshi the voice recorder was that he said he holds himself to a high standard and lacks confidence sometimes#and i get it. being confident is more attractive than someone who's always insecure and puts themselves down#(and makes the other person uncomfortable) but they were having an honest and deep convo when the thing he said in that convo was used#against him in the end? i would feel kind of betrayed too bc being able to admit that you feel insecure sometimes is a v brave thing to do!!
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Being screamed at for things that aren't my fault seems to be a norm in this house
There's cookware scattered an dirty? Guess who gets blamed for it? The exact one that almost never has spoons for cooking in the first place
I live cleaning the trail after me so they won't have any reason to scream at me, but my brother leaves absolute messes behind him and the screams are for me
Fuck off
#momochiiee mussings#then people ask why it's almost impossible to hear me walking around#I've grown used to avoiding at all costs being noticed and leaving anything that can tell I was through there#when I get up from the table I'm always told to put their dishes in the dishwasher as I am putting mine#then the days I'm not around no one fucking cleans the table after themselves and I am still the one that gets called dirty and messy#my room is a mess YES. but the rest of the house isn't my room and therefore Isn't my living space and I must make sure I do not litter#I clean my own room when I have the spoons for it and refuse for anyone else to do it for me. it's my mess and I must deal with it myself#why do they insist I am to blame for their own mess of the kitchen when I barely have the energy to cook once a month???#and it's not like they don't entrust other chores to me#but I digress I'm just mad because I've been blamed for the mess my dad and brother did and blamed on me just because I went there#every time I happen to have the energy to cook they complain about my cooking or blame messes on me even if I handwash & put away everything#it would be nice if they spared a fucking word of appreciation every now and then#I'm not asking them to call me endearingly but at least to not spit on any tiny effort I manage to make... or blame me for their mistakes#I'm starting to see how as soon as I am rendered jobless mid December I'll start to get screamed at again more often#and get the I'm a nuisance treatment because I can't afford basic stuff anymore#it's going to be a long year for sure... but I must put my all on the intensive classes so I can score a good job#If I manage... I will finally be able to get out of here and have my own space without any more screams#and without them brushing off my sensory triggers every time I try to explain how certain things and situations get me anxious af
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just discovered one of my pet peeves is incompetency
#had a breakdown during class today sank into my debate teachers couch facedown did not get up for >20 min just sobbed into that pillow#but ANYWAY part of thta was bc i despise partner work/group stuff!!! why am i ALWAYS the one ppl depend on shut up leave me alone i hate it#first off did the ENTIRE paper in math BY MYSELF bc my partner was BAISCALLY useless and i just had to check everything she did#and that experience was bad. like rlly bad. main reason for my breakdown.#but ALSO we did a group assignment in a diff class where they contributed ZILCH. i barely even memorized all the terms and i STILL carried.#AND now at work one of my coworkers is like telling another else hey can u print this i cant find it in the folders and my boss is like#we need to get better at that kind of stuff (literally my JOB DUTIES) and im PISSED bc i KNOWWW i printed that shit last shift#go to check the folder and what do u fucking know. its there. truly. i hate incompentency#im not like mad at anyone. like my partner apologized for not helping in math but still. GRRRRRRRRRRRR. can i not be the slacker for once.#must i ALWAYS put in effort. always saving hope for the ONE day i dont have to pull more than my own weight during group work
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it always pisses me off when people start ghosting me and completely cut me off and think i'm annoying because I didn't ~get the hint~ all because they're too much of a coward to be straightforward and honest with me!!!!
i'll keep asking about a thing or when we are hanging out or try to converse with them, because their response is always excuses and not straight up "no" so how am I supposed to know?! either short responses of 1-5 words that I can't really respond to or things like "I'm busy this weekend/I'm too tired today/I forgot about it/we can try next time/I'll get back to you and le you know" are apparently all hints and lies to hide the truth. what they really mean when they tell me this is "no, stop asking. stop talking to me. I do not want to hang out with you or talk to you anymore"
why can't you just say that?! it will save you the annoyance of me asking you 20 times because i took your words at face value. your excuses sound temporary and you didn't get back to me so maybe you forgot. there are rare times people say these things and it's the truth or they really did forget!!!! when I say it, it's the truth. I also have a bad memory. you can't just suddenly ghost me for that! it's on you if you aren't being honest with me. it's up to you to be straightforward and tell the truth so you don't waste both our time. (what's worse is this is usually one of the first things I tell people when we meet. that I need then to be straightforward and honest. they promise they will but that's also a lie)
ghosting is so cruel (when the other person has no bad intentions/isnt causing harm). more cruel than telling me to my face you hate me and never want to speak again! i actually prefer that, so i at least know and can give up on your useless ass and stop wasting my time. don't give me false hope when i'm really excited to be friends and hang out, don't waste my time and energy and efforts, and don't lead me on with lies only to crush my entire soul when I find the truth much later. just say it and get it over with!!!! it's your fault if I annoy you by "not taking the hint" because there was no hint, lying isn't a hint. spill the truth and don't blame me for it!!!!!!
this is why i've given up with people and now only give attention to the ones who contact me first every time continuously, and I put little effort into anything anymore. I know that will end up making some people give up on me by thinking i dont care. but I'm tired of wasting my time and energy on the people who put no effort into me. you must prove yourself and keep doing it or I won't try at all. the people who ghost me and hurt me are to blame. yes, I live a very lonely existence with maybe one friend I talk to once every week or two for a total of 5 minutes at most. yes I wish I had more connections or closer ones. but i'm SO FUCKING TIRED. i'm tired of trying so much and so hard just for people to shit on my efforts and disrespect my needs and boundaries!!!!!!
why should I keep trying when it always ends bad and adds yet another layer to my trauma.
#it happens every time!!!!!!!! i dont havw the spoons amd energy to keep giving these people every piece of me. theres nothing left!!!!!#people always tell me keep trying dont give up dont cut yourself off from everyone etc#but everyone cuts ME off so wtf am i supposed to do????? keep wasting energy and brain power just to let them keep doing it?!#its like if you spend a year carefully crafting a custom blanket for someone. putting in all your love and time and energy. give it to them#AND THEY SER IT ON FIRE AND WALK AWAY. NOT EVEN ACKNOWLEDGING HOW HARD YOU WORKED OR ANYTHING#that's what its like every time i try with people. it's a waste and i never get anything good out of it 😭#so why would it be wrong to protect myself by taking the part of the cold and unresponsive one for once? act like them instead?#no try or give someone much attention until they do like i always did and put in a ton of effort and keep it going?#if someone tries as hard as i always did then they must be good and worthy of keeping around and putting some effort into myself right?#ugh idk. i hate all of this and humans arent good at being good friends and im tired of trying to be one too#perhaps me not trying will make people think i dont care about them so they give up still anyway. well oh well#that means they didnt try gard enough and would have given up anyway. if i dont get attached or care much first then it hurts less#i know everyone tries to make me feel better by saying stuff like the right ones exist and my people are out there or whatever#but i will not believe it until i see it. because it's possible that is not true. it's possible i'll never have real/close friends#what then????? what do i do about that?? people love telling me i'll find the right people but no one steps up to try being that one#this all sounds doom and gloom but I'm just venting. in reality i just give it 3 tries.#if a person makes excuses or doesnt respond or doesnt carry the conversation 3 times on a row i will give up and it's their move.#if they dont come forward at all then we are done and i will never reach out to or speak to them again. if they want me they can prove it#lee rambles#autistic#autism#actually autistic#autism things#autistic friendship#friendship problems#loneliness#communication#cptsd#rsd#the fun thing about the cptsd and rsd combo is when people do these things i get hit with a wave if every past experience and relive it 🙃
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#now the pros&cons of how all my health trials&tribulations have effected me&my mental state can be debated ad infinitum lmao#but one solid con is that unless i absolutely want to do something/it is required for my survival+halfway decent function/#im in a good mood or the moon is full or the milky way is overhead#i will say that i would rather be dead than bother&i will mean it 1000% lmao.#me+death played chicken&now hes my bitch&theres just no going back to that being the worst case scenerio lmao.#the obvious downside to this being that much like a toddler or badly trained german shepard i must constantly find new ways#to entertain myself&things to act as a carrot bc the stick no longer matters lmao.#... im having severe Issues convincing myself going thru the new med adjustment is worth my effort. lmao.#but like i also think it would be a waste to give up on life in full blown dramatics w the summer here&the sun looking so nice.#so theres definitely that.#(my dog is staring at me like 'you know youre overreacting to nothing'&im like 'yeah but if i were reacting to Things it wouldnt be#overreacting now would it'&shes like 'see this is why they put you on the crazy drugs. stop talking to your dog.')
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I was like "maybe I'm not so introverted anymore it's been nice to see my friends and do things a bit" and then today there was a 45 minute unexpected office party and I'm shocked I got out without biting anyone
#just woke up from a long nap to recover#holy shit everyone is so loud#why must you scream#why will no one wear masks#why do they all laugh at unfunny jokes and not laugh when i joke#could legit feel my tone going from 'office sunshine' to 'robot'#you are too loud and dont deserve my fake emotions#im putting in the effort to make up stupid words for your stupid game im not putting in the emotions too#it was so last minute i didnt have time to prepare#in MY SPACE do i couldn't leave#and then i had to clean up the crumbs! and fetch chairs!#could have at least let me take the dip home smh#aaa#anyway#personal#vent#work#i like some of my coworkers but theyre just too much as a group#my post
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look i love making sae be the one who's so in love and showering hajun with so much love and affection but it's much more fun to think that HE fell harder than her
#it's the she fell first he fell harder thing. gooodd hjs have such common dynamic the frustrating and infuriating type#like look at first she have a crush on him right but as a model. that girl is literally a moth she gets attracted by those with light#though at first she admires him as a model and knew him through toma- her kamioshi. though i think... she just starts admiring him a lot?#she literally went through a 'highschool crush' phase but late since she was like. at college 😭#observed him... wow he's a lot similar to her than she thought. that guy puts up a smile in front of strangers and keep people at a distanc#he looked... strangely alone. why? even though he have friends too. she saw herself in hajun and... didnt want to be like him#will she keep putting up a face too? will she keep lying to herself? and would that make her alone in the end as well? she didnt want that.#so shes like yknow what? let's be shameless. her friends had been so loving of her unconditionally.#she thought that they'll leave after highschool and yet... and yet they stayed. they keep approaching her.#and come to think of it... they're always the ones giving effort for her right? when it comes to planning for hang outs-#they're always the one to reach out. never her. shouldnt she return the favor then? love them as much as they love her#pour all her heart out. she used to do it- she can do it again. love people unconditionally without expecting anything from them.#surely this time it'd be different. surely it wont drain her. even if there's a chance they'll leave her- it doesnt matter now.#she knows she gave her everything and that's enough for her. maybe she'll feel better if she had realized this when she was a child...#but that's okay now! so for now! lesson learned: dont be hajun#but also sae. just have a different view of hajun in her head 😭??? like she admits she didnt really know hajun before but actually meeting#him must be so complicated for her lol like this guy used to be her crush! and she got to talk to him but holy shit he's lowkey an asshole😭#not even lowkey but he really is a bitch lmfaaooo so like. damn 'i forgot i used to have a crush on this guy like i used to like him???'#'in what way??? (his looks dont even deny it sweetie)' i think her crush on him in the past made her more snappy towards him now lmfao#like 'gooooddd i used to have a crush on THIS GUY??? that's making me piiisseedd' LMAAAOOO 😭😭#i genuinely have NOOOOO idea how they started having this dynamic but it's just. them lowkey insulting each other? not really INSULT insult#but rather bickering masked by politeness? like 💢^^) (^^💢 selfish ohime-sama vs black hearted prince#but the one who's usually losing here would be sae ngl and hajun's mostly the one being playful tho tbf they CAN calmly talk to each other#sometimes they just become competitive? sae herself is a competitive one at first it would be 'oho~ let's see how long he can keep this up~#to 'give up already!!!! my social battery isn't gonna last long!!!!!!!!' and hajun's just watching her lose it every time 😭😭#ah.... my absolutely pathetic daughter im so sorry..... when it comes to him she gets unreasonably annoyed. just who does he think he is?#and yet she can't even feel arrogant around him. she knows bae are on a different league than her. that's why despite being very friendly a#expressing her admiration towards them she still puts up a barrier around them? it's not that deep she have her own close friends#yumeshipping — hajusae [prri]
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#I’m either going to rip all my skin off or have a big breakdown#also#why with anxiety and shit does my skin become so itchy#like I’ve given my second also like carpet burns all across my body from scratching#why does this happen#and because I’m so anxious I don’t realise u til I’m like awh shit I’ve itched all my skin off#is this normal ??? I feel like the answer is no#I’m not doing well#but greatful that it is hard to obtain a gun in the uk#because man I would be a risk to myself#every other way so much effort#also failed most many times#but thank you uk for having safety in one way I guess#anyways this is my late night ramble#because I have no else to talk and I don’t wanna talk#but I need my thought to be put out in the world#I dunno if that makes sense#like my notes app would do the same job#but any time I try and make like a small shopping list I’m hit with 20+ ending life notes#and like that just ruins shopping time#so why not use my tumblr and then just delete it when I wake up#anyways I also have really bad wisdom teeth pain#meaning lots of pain meds what probably what started the anxiety spiral#but fuck why do we have wisdom teeth man#like mine are growing fine to my knowledge#but fuck to the people who grown wonky that must not be fun
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i just want a dictionary is it that hard to get me a dictionary
#i could buy one yes#but my father was offering to buy me gifts and asked what i wanted#and i repeatedly told him i wanted a fucking dictionary#but alas#do u know how fucking humiliating it is to open fucking google fuckass translate#it makes me want to kill myself everytime#ive been searching for a russian dictionary for months in bookstores (albeit only in the secondhand franchise i frequent) to no avail#again i could buy one. a brand new firsthand one#but secondhand books spark joy in me#my favourite book of all time- also a dictionary- was bought secondhand#if i can get a beauty like that for cheap and already used why would i buy a ridiculously expensive new one#idk im just ranting and whining now for no reason#ive been putting off the firsthand shopping bc there arent any in the non secondhand bookstores ive been to#which means ill have to buy one online#and man it just makes me hesitant bc i want to see it irl first before buying it#i fucking LOVE dictionaries theyre my favourite books in the world alongside poetry anthologies#it's an art and the art of writing dictionaries must be respected i cant buy a fucking half assed one. i need to see the love and care#put into them#bc YES dictionaries are a labour of love for the culture and language and one's roots#words are such a beautiful part of mankind and dictionary writers understand that#i will fucking defend u guys with my life#i love yall stay safe out there i hope u are laden with a thousand kisses for ur efforts. know that u are loved and appreciated <3#dictionary rant
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Every time a muslim Shia-phobe opens their mouth an angel dies btw
#the way they’re so dumb like you are doing exactly what the islamophobes are doing !!!!!!!!!!#yall are PATHETIC because the way you plead and beg them to come to the true understanding of Islam yet you’re the ones propagating the SAME#LIES they make about us onto Shias you are pathetic!!!!!!!!#istg they make me dislike Islam and make me want to distance myself from everything and just kms because HOW DARE YOU#say I’m not muslim after all the effort I have made to keep my Islam you dare to call me non muslim I bet you I have put more effort into#that than anything you’ve achieved in your despicable existence#I hope they rot and burn#dora daily#they will never understand what it’s like to fight so hard just to be a muslim for stsrters then being assigned as lower than dirt by other#“Muslims” and urging them to reconsider when they say we are less than animals or that we must be exterminated#huh you know what that sounds like ?#isrealis! and you guys sob and moan about how the world is silent LMFAO YALL SHOULD NOT TALK CAUSE AS THEY SAY THE VICTIM BECOMES THE#OPPRESSOR#YALL ARE WORSE THAN PATHETIC ! I cannot BELIEVE I have to argue that I deserve to live and exist because you fuckers are so blinded with#your disgusting drive to kill because muslim men have no and I mean NO sense of reality#they sexualise everything they’re disgusting human beings they’re pathetic and losers and degenerates#I mean many of the “trad“ muslim men#you guys cannot open your mouth about a WORD about Israelis because you are EXACTLY LIKE THEM FFS !#just like the israelis became like the n*zis you are becoming like them too#I hope you krill yourselves literally sl!t !!!!!#<3333#not only do I have to deal with being a Muslim but also a Shia and also racism and also THE LIST GOES ON !!! why can’t ppl just stfu
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