#why is this on my mind today tho?
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people saying nope (2022) was keke palmer's 'breakout role' befuddles the heck out of me. your guys' schools didn't make you watch akeelah and the bee?
man, my school made us watch that at least twice. i remember enjoying it and for one girl in our class like, it was her favorite movie. she could quote it.
#akeelah and the bee#keke palmer#nope#why is this on my mind today tho?#irdk i'm just thinking abt it#cannot believe ppl said nope was her breakout role that's wild#also my school loved that movie#my class was defo not the only one that had to watch it
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late happy mother's day to everyone's favorite boymom ever
#congrats karkat for being the first troll to bear children ever hope you enjoy those years of constant worrying#its ok tho the kids are cute so they are more tolerable#homestuck#davekat#karkat vantas#dave strider#ruroekaki#dkfam#this was kinda of rlly rushed because i was out for the entire day lkjsjkjksdklkl i woke up so late#but still wanted to make something and since these were on my mind for a while why not compile everyfin to post today#dave is very joyous
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i needed to express a sentiment in the creative stylings of @dunmeshiminimumwage
#eliot posts#dunme#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi#sorry to put toshiro in the roll of shitty job interviewer lmao#but he was the best fit for ''guy that wants me to read their mind''#laios being my internal monologue here#i was on my THIRD interview of the day i was Dying#tho since the prev two interviews i had were for similar positions and told me their salaries outright at least i could use that number#(though tbh my work persona is more of a kabru. my customer service voice is unparalleled)#(at my first job even my coworkers thought i was sooo cheerful til i got too comfy and casually made a joke abt wanting to asphyxiate on a#plastic shopping bag like a sea turtle. in front of my sweet elderly coworker. oops!)#(also this job was during quarantine and after weeks of working together i took my mask off in front of one coworker for the first time#and she called like half the department over from their registers to look at how pretty i was??? prettyboy powers unmatched ig)#(also my first interview today went SO well i charmed that interviewer so good despite my lack of qualifications)#(she even complimented my social skills and said i seemed like the type who could get along well and make good conversation with anyone!)#(which is important bc i was interviewing for an elder care position. also old people especially tend to think i am a Delightful Young Lad)#(unless i accidentally make a morbid joke around them ig lmaooo. or. well. some of them like those too. but not that one coworker lol)#(if only that skill transferred over to actually making friends irl. my autistic ass has so few close irl connections)#(i hope my exceedingly short list of character references does not prevent me from getting hired)#AND ALSO my first job asked the same wage question and i said twelve dollars#and they were like all our new employees start at 7.75#the union insists that we pay all new employees a whopping 50 cents above min wage. (we'd pay less if we could)#like dawg why did you ask that then??? if my answer did not matter at all???
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hi.
#i know most of you didn’t even realize i was gone#but man…#my mental health was like in a state of 📉📉📉 in the past 30 days like we love being mentally ill and fucking insane <3#it was mostly bc i panicked and started obsessing over possible water damage in my flat kind of out of nowhere#like it started when my landlord came to check my bathroom bc my downstairs neighbours had water stains on their ceiling back in july#which had been caused by their shower curtain apparently but i was already spiraling when my landlord told me so i was sure it was my fault#i was assuming it was bc of me bc i had sometimes been spilling some of my bathwater and i was like WHAT IF IT HAS GONE THROUGH THE FLOOR?#and it didn't help that it has been hot af and very humid in my apartment LIKE WELL OVER 25 DEGREES AND 60% HUMIDITY#anyways i couldn’t shake this not matter what i tried and my fucking insane brain made me think i was going to get arrested for like#flooding the whole building or for causing some sort of mold infestation#i had SO MANY panic attacks; i wasn't able to sleep; i wasn't able to eat; i was on edge and panicky basically 24/7 so fun fun fun :D#and i kept waking up in the middle of the night and HAD to go check my walls or the space below my kitchen#it was compulsory like i couldn't not get up and go check and tbh i would've thrown out all of my furniture if i could've to check for mold#(and shhhh i know how fucking insane this sounds but having a mentally ill brain that's anxious all the time does suck ass sometimes 🥲)#(the worst thing about it tho was that i was SO AWARE of how insane about this i was being and yet i couldn't stop losing my mind over it)#(also i was so ready to move tf outta here bc i couldn't handle being triggered 24/7 which is why my mom let me stay with her last week )#i was so out of it that i couldn't even let myself do the things i usually enjoy... like at all#like watching my shows or spending any ungodly amount of time on tumblr... or replying to messages i got from people who i love#ig this goes to show HOW bad this actually was for me mentally bc usually tumblr and my shows are like my safe place#anyways we finally had a leak detection dude come over today and we had him check the water levels in my walls#and he said everything is fine and he specifically told me i should stop worrying about any water damage BC THERE IS NO WATER DAMAGE#he also said that the weather has just been insanely humid this year so it's not surprising that the humidity levels are higher than usual#i’m still a bit scared about some possible mold but ig this is good enough for now#i am aware how ridiculous this must sound for anyone who's reading this now but couldn't let it go not even with meds so let me live pls :(#TLDR I WAS GOING THROUGH IT BUT I AM BACK I THINK AND I AM MOST LIKELY GOING TO START BOTHERING YOU WITH MY GIFS AGAIN <3#AND I JUST REALIZED I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN ANY OF THE HEART KILLERS STUFF YET ASIDE FROM ONE OR TWO PICS LIKE :(#OH AND I NEED TO START WATCHING SUMMER NIGHT ;_;#sabrina talks#@AIRENYAH GIRL I AM SO SORRY I WILL PROBABLY REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGES LATER TODAY OR TOMORROW MORNING ;_;<3
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sorry but I bravely refuse to pick a side in the worlds dumbest rpf slapfight, i am a top patrick AND bottom patrick enjoyer and i won't be swayed
#why do i feel like i see multiple posts a day on this site asserting that one of those things is downright wrong and incorrect#and you're stupid and/or should feel bad for enjoying it#folks it's all RPF smut am I losing my actual mind over here. why are we fighting.#sigh chronic bisexual behaviour of me i guess! can't pick a side in the fight!!#STUPID FIGHT THO. IT'S RPF SMUT CAN ANYONE HEAR ME#anni rambles#again not a specific vague but I've seen multiple posts in the wild TODAY on this#pressing discourse obviously#anyway peace and love in top pete top patrick bottom pete bottom patrick maybe even switching world#i am having fun xx#dont make me bring back my stupid pokemon meme that nobody but me enjoyed
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blocking tags my beloved 🥰
#I got a TikTok today for a fandom I find#✨triggering✨#(it was so random too like bro. I don’t go here anymore and never will again leave me alone with your niche TikTok’s)#so I blocked the user and then was like ‘girl why don’t you have the name of this fandom community blocked’#SO I BLOCKED IT#(I had a few more specific fandom words blocked already but I muted a bunch of more general ones)#and it felt so good#blocking is just protecting your peace it’s self care it’s protection against things that hurt you#and I tho k that’s beautiful#*think#lol#cadence rambles#personal#no hate to anyone in this community that will remain unnamed#I just simply choose to pretend they don’t exist for my peace of mind 🥰#blocking is also a huge sign of self control like? in June I would’ve spiraled but here in October I blocked and moved on😌#HERE WE ARE IN THE FUTURE AND ITS BRIIIIGHTTT
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VOTE PEARL FOR TUMBLR SEXYMAN!!!
#my art#pearlescentmoon#double life smp#mcyt sexyman#mcyt sexyman poll#if you see this pearl im sorry askdjlfafsd#this is like#the most sexy i have ever drawn#ALSO i heckin broke out the ipad for this lmao#i know i wouldnt be able to finish it on my laptop because#im out for most of the day today#which is why its also so rough#uh#i couldnt figure out how to fix the pen pressure on procreate#i also also on the bus ._.#it was fun tho!#also i dont really mind if pearl wins or not#this was kinda an excuse to draw a sexy XD#but man am i invested XD
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2/13 Käärijä stickers 🥂💚
One of my favourite early sketches of this project and it didn't dissapoint - I hope you like it too :3
⬅️Previous entry ➡️Concept sketches
#I did say I probably would make a few more of these this weekend x'D#this kind of turned into me making a paint study drawing the shadows on his stomach#I don't mind it tho - I have told myself to make art studies for so long so I'll take it x'D#käärijä stickers#käärijä#jere pöyhönen#esc#esc2023#mine#my own art#(am I able to get the next one done today as well :3? I for one have the motivation so why not try x'D)#(it will be one of your faves - at least from what I heard when the first sketches were submitted xD)#I am babbling again
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"KARNAK'S DREAM OF LIFE" THIS IS NOT AN EXACT TRANSLATION, THIS IS AN ADAPTATION (AND ONE THAT STILL NEEDS TONS OF FIXING AT THAT)
Funny thing I did this at 2am. You don't think this is funny? Well see how great my mental capacity is at 2am with this! (This somehow came out decently but at 2am I am a zombie)
ASK ME FOR PERMISSION BEFORE USING THIS, DO CREDIT ME IF YOU EVER USE THIS (I doubt you will it’s impractical and still needs so much fixing it’s unbelievable) AND TELL ME/LINK WHATEVER YOU USED IT FOR USING REBLOGS (because for some reason Tumblr doesn’t like comments with links and while I do think I understand why I don’t always like it)
(the apostrophes [or however ’ is called] are used to shorten the number of syllables often in poetry so I’m obviously abusing that power.)
So che 'sto sogno di vita è infinito Fa il giro e gira e gira ancora Tu sai che il sol è calato mentr'è salito Va avanti e avanti e non finisce mai
So, direct translation! (used in this [and in this sometimes!] to specify the meanings and explain certain word choices)
I know this (shortened "this", one syllable, but not without patience or with anger, just to shorten it) dream of life is infinite It goes around and goes around and goes around again You know the sun has descended while (it) has risen (for the rhyme I had to invert them because if I hadn't it wouldn't have done the rhyming) It goes on and on and never ends
OG LYRICS (if you’re seeing this I doubt you don’t know them, but here they are anyway):
I know this dream of life is never ending It goes around and round and round again You know the sun is rising while descending It goes on and on and never ends
#this machine runs on coffee adapts “ride the cyclone” songs in italian#rtc#rtc musical#ride the cyclone musical#ride the cyclone#jane doe#jane doe ride the cyclone#jane doe rtc#rtc jane doe#karnak's dream of life#why is that not a tag#song adaptation#i'm sorry#in italiano#non è ufficiale lol non so se hanno mai fatto la traduzione ufficiale o anche la traduzione#i tried to keep as many rhymes as possible#some syllables got fucked up (not in a “noel's lament” way but in a “they found my body not my head” way [tried my best])#yup here you have my 2am activities#today at three am i was reading fanfiction but#you know#you can't be as productive with long songs on a phone as you are on a computer#but i wanted to make the ventriloquist doll head and that was on my mind for long#i'll never do that tho#sadly
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Literally woke up from my alarm. Snooze. Falls asleep for ten minutes and dreams about getting ready for work. Wakes up and I'm not ready for work . Evil
#the sky speaks#ive laid here and watched time go by. at this point even if i was ready and left right now id be late#might fake illness#i mean i do feel vaguely nauseous but thats not abnormal esp in thr morning#either i text someone and say im gonna be late . or i email boss and take off today ..#my dad's gonna give me shit for it tho aughhhh#hes always like You wont hqve such a laid back job forwvwr where you can just take off on a whim !! and hes RIGHT but . bbbut. sleeoy :(#like im trying to get this fulltime job at a university and ahit like this wont slide for sure#but also. the little devil on my shoulder adds. why not take advantage of current jobs chill way about it for now hmmmmmm????#even more time has passed now damn#yrah im not going in today#but i need to like do chores today tho. must vacuum and put away laundry i folded yesterday. to make up for not going to work in my mind lol
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i offer you my first older justin drawing (look might be subject to change bc this is the first time i've drawn more than a stubble on a chracter) featuring the witch girlfriend wife herself
#ssoblr#my art#montana opalheart#justin moorland#dewblossom#also AYYYY finally a proper drawing of their height difference!#this is just a sketch maybe sometime later i'll do a cleaned up version#i just really needed that out of my system#if you do have beard suggestions or tips feel free to tell me#i really should draw more dudes#i hate male anatomy which probably doesn't make much sense#but i have a living example for female anatomy at all times I just need to look in the mirror so ofc i'm more comfortable with that#don't mind the rambling I'm kinda hyperactive today don't have figured out why just yet tho
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Ok after I finish scum villain I NEED to read heaven officials blessing it’s killing me not understanding any of the art I see
#also they look so so so cute together AAAAA#I’m close to being done cleaning so I can finally continue svsss soon too!!!!#also I realized why the art for svsss kept itching my brain and it’s bc the style looked familiar and I finally recognized the artist#I’ve been following them for a while but their posts gets buried on my timelines often unfortunately#my mind can rest easy now that I remembered tho#I saw a post of theirs today and was like huhthat style looks familiar#and went and looked up svsss artist and my mind was blown
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If BTR! episode 8 has the LycoReco ED
#bocchi the rock!#bocchi the rock#lycoris recoil#my edit#mine#excuse the direct YT link/kinda shameless self promo. tumblr literally doesn't allow me to post videos here >:[#I had this video unlisted on my YT account for a month for no reason again :p#and I only decided to post this today bc it's been a year since the most legendary episode of btr aired so why not?#also it took me the last minute to edit a thumbnail for this amv xD#boniji#bocchi x nijika#hitori x nijika#< implied#tho who am I kidding it's actually intentional. they've been on my mind the past months brainrotting over them actually#I just love them so much! I just wished there's more ppl who ship em :<#Youtube
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It took me, ugh, MONTHS (2), to get to cleaning the two shrimp tanks I have... I had IRL issues going on that would have made it extremely difficult to do a water change especially while injured, and I just had to keep putting it off. It's just shrimp, so it wasn't like, the worst situation, especially since I have established plants and the tanks are a couple years old. There was just a lot of algae build-up on the glass, and, well... Let me just say it was not contributing to my mental health and well-being while the tanks were in that state.
I tested the water before I started cleaning and the parameters were fine (like, I could have left the tanks even longer if I would be okay with selling my soul to the Algae Collective), and the plants and shrimp look fine, too (I mean, I've obviously been keeping an eye on the tanks bc I sit right next to them). Actually, I'd wager to say that the plants are looking really great (the lilies haven't died off [yet? This is the longest period of time I've seen them stay... foliage... fol... foliated? Idk.] and the cryptocoryne in the 10gal is fucking huge and needs to be rearranged, just not right now). That fucking algae was a motherfucker to get off the 10gal (it's a plastic tank and I think that makes the algae grip harder than the glass 5gal).
[Also, fyi, depending on the tank's needs and stability, recommended water changes are a small one every week or every other week. My parameters don't seem to do anything dramatic, so I usually aim for a 20-30% water change every third week (just depends on how much vacuuming needs to be done and how cooperative the shrimp are with moving aside). So 2 months is still a lot. I still did the normal 30% ish amount, since doing more will risk the shrimp's well-being if there's a sudden change in everything, and my water parameters indicated a change was unnecessary - but I don't test for more than the minimum freshwater tests, so there could be a buildup of some mineral I'm not testing for, which is why the change IS actually necessary regardless of what my test kit says - because these tanks were evaporating a lot in summer, it condenses the minerals added with each water addition, even tho I usually top up with R.O. water.]
My back is fucking killing me lol. It has been killing me since spring when it 'went out' for the first time, and I'm not getting any relief, it sucks. But this had to be done.
The 5gal is looking pretty cloudy still, since the filter was super gunked up and I accidentally spilled gunk back in, so I may need to retest the 5gal parameters tomorrow just to make sure I don't have to do another water change, but it'll probably be fine, right? Shrimp love mulm and detritus. I did give both tanks a big ole algae tab for their trouble, tho. (I need a fuckening dish for the big tank. I really wanna clean off that white quartz rock again, but being white means it's an algae magnet, and it's just gonna go green again after a month or two.)
Anyway, shrimp tax:
I lov thees widdle oange bebies.
Wish I could take better pictures rn, but I am. Like. Dying. My recommendation: never live in an A-frame style room if you have the option. The wall above my tanks is slanted, and NOT fun for my back to bend underneath the wall for maintenance. (My only flat wall in the room is for my TV/PC.) Also, treat your back nicely, in general. I unfortunately have not had the option to treat my back nicely since spring (fall now), because 'when it rains it pours,' and heavy shit that needs to be moved will not move itself. Once I get a few more things in my room in order, I will hopefully be done with the IRL chaos, bc I have Halloween socks to knit, and I'm not putting that off for another year. (I'm still mad that I couldn't make the ones I planned last year. And I found more Halloween yarn I forgot I bought, so I'm gonna try to make multiple socks.) And I just really need to fucking chill and knit and stop having panic attacks and meltdowns.
#me earlier today: oh i should bleach my hair since i havent been able to shower for 2 days it wont damage it as much#me now: i dont know if i can even stand long enough to shower after this#anyway im gonna try to eat something and then shower and pass tf out.#maybe i shouldve taken a before picture to show how much i did...#...but i do Not want to remember 'that one time i didnt do a water change for 2 months' the algae was gross lol i couldnt even get it all#but honestly idc ab the back wall having algae as long as the front and most of the sides are clear#seriously the algae was textured like sandpaper tho. does algae do pearling? if it does then its calcium buildup too#edit while typing bc i looked it up. yes algae pearls. so the bubbles it was making were drying enough to cause calcium deposits#oH also lmao i found the tiniest pinch of hornwort left in the 10gal. idk why the hornwort doesnt like that tank but its hilarious that...#...that one little fingernail sized piece is still alive floating in there. i stuck it next to the lily but the shrimp will prob dislodge it#the hornwort in the 5gal is just freefloating i cant get that shit to stick#the shrimp love that stuff and they look like little birds in a pine tree#im in so much pain im procrastinating food lmao 'order pizza' crossed my mind but my jaw wont let me eat pizza so fml#anyway. just wanted to show an accomplishment even if its not a praise worthy one since i didnt go the extra 10 miles to water change sooner#awwww tho i love seeing them glide around the tank and now i can see them clearly its so chill#shrimp#aquariums#crustaceans#bugs#Cori.exe#Post.exe#Image.exe#also my therapist started cracking up this morning when i said like 'i can finally rest now tht i dont have a Saw trap bathroom to navigate'#seriously tho it was bad and then another issue in the bathroom came up 2 days ago but theyre both fixed now. my br is normal now.#im not normal tho (normal for myself i mean) and unfortunately thats not gonna be an easy fix but im trying#man can i ever make a post where i dont type a million words lmao. inability to focus and then i start typing more stuff#oh ab the hair bleach man my roots are so dark i just trimmed off the last of the bleach from last time so i got 2tone hair rn#idk when ill get to that. dependsnon my back. i already wasnt in a great state of being when i did the aquariums but i needed to clean them#ok i rly need to try n make food and shower before i start growing algae on myself
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another morning another free bus journey..
#feeling okay this morning.. im usually better in the mornings its just when the meds wear off that i start to lag a bit#and ruminate ahh. no point ruminating today tho cuz im not gonna be able to have the conversation i want until tmr at the earliest#was nice to call my friend yesterday tho i did complain a little but not abt anything that bad but they were still v sympathetic#which was rly nice of them 🥹#ive been having some difficult dreams these last couple days abt my mum for some reason. well i kind of know the reason why#like we're very similar ppl even if i cant talk to her abt everything in my life bc she would find it too upsetting#so i think my mind includes her in dreams bc shes like. the only person i feel true emotional solidarity with#like she experiences emotional dysregulation + rsd in the same way i do which has sucked for us both but just. we're not alone innit#anyway its ok just dreams its not real anyway#and climbing tonight YEAAAHHHH i just gotta make it thru today#itll all be okay one way or another. aight i need to clock in so i can use the work bathroom i gotta pee rl bad#.diaries#FUCKKKKK MY PERIOD JUST STARTED.....its late why does it have to come TODAY#please dont let the cramps be too bad so i can still climb later 😭😭😭😭😭🙏���🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
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the 6th age storyline really was just "one small favour: the story arc"
#spy's talky things#@elyx im laughing because the fcking ''oh go f-'' dialogue was definitely one on my mind i just forgot to add it#i unironically believe peak world guardian energy is when they're allowed to be maximum feral#like outside of headcanons and such changes (which are entirely valid ofc)#feral is their personality. that's who they are#they're the one who is insane enough to do the whole puzzle with a seagull and an accordian#like when i say the player has lost a sense of identity in recent quests that's almost certainly it#bring back the feral done-with-this-shit attitude pensiveWobble#it's a thing that has existed since early runescape#and why even though i know the 6th age story either hit big or missed big for many people#that throughline of the player made it really work for me#(tho sliske deserved better as the perfect feral foil to the player but that's neither here nor there)#that's today's tag waffle done with
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