#why is school so hard bro
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
Chat it's so over Tryna lock in but failing Call that shit unlocked
#passing poetry#it's supposed to be a haiku#nonsense#fuck i'm so cooked#why is school so hard bro#it's not even hard i'm just#exploding
0 notes
Text
ok gayboy
#LOTUS PERSONA ART LETS GOOOOOOOO IT ONLY TOOK ME FIVE FUCKING MONTHS#this is for the three ppl that follow me and know about persona eat up my loves š#i love narcissistic bastards who are doomed by the narrative he's a keeper fs#(idk anything abt akechi except hes a gayass detective and loves pancakes and is a tsundere /JJJJJJJ)#he has this sopping wet quality about him that i adore very much. it's the homosexuality i think#persona 5#persona 5 royal#p5#p5r#akechi goro#goro akechi#lotus draws#bro why is his hair so fucking hard to draw it's like chuuya's but if he used a straightening iron#speaking of him this is the hair color i wish he had :(((( my fav hair color frfr it exceeds every other one#the light desaturated brown with hints of russet MWAH MWAH#anyway it's three on a school night i think i should sleep igš
5K notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
ā” jaide, it's me! ā”
finally did that meme that was going around awhile back <3 i had to draw all of his cool costumes at some point and this was the perfect theme to do this hehehehe <3
source of their outfits + original image under the cut c:
credits to @/cafekitsune for dividers
#O9DUFUSUUDHDHSUDD I FEEL SO HEALED . SO REVITALIZED. SO POWERFUL#IM SOOOO STRONGGGGG (is having the shoulder aches since last night. drawing grind goes crazy bro)#WKWKWLLSSKKS WHATEVER RAGAHSHAHA guys lookie i worked very hard on this š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗššššššš#its so PINK!!!!#i went my way to use a different brush and pen for the lineart which is why i struggled A BIT here#i wanted it to be super clean since this was gonna be a big piece#and i wanted to preserve that sticker like/comic book styled presentation more effectively sooo hehe#shojo manga moment real. stevaide shojo real#~ art#ā„ memoryshipping#š memoryshipping#selfship#selfshipping#pokemon selfship#safeshipping#selfship community#ocxcanon#dude i woke up very early today to go to school but they postponed the rehearsal to 1pm so i stood there like āhuhā with wet hair#since i couldnt sleep with wet hair. i went straight to finishjing this hehehehe. well im going to nap a little more now...#ive been itching to finish this im so happy how this turned out fdngkgkdngkdn win for me today <3
70 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
Arajin observation notes so far:
- good reflexes? (dodging the trip in ep1)
- strong enough to hold up Matakara??
- is the punches to Matakara's kicks :3c
Kid was definitely serious about becoming strong back then š
#bucchigiri?!#watch and yell#spoilers#honestly i think arajin is still very strong on his own#but he's likely hampered by fear and his sense of guilt#also might tie in with the best friend stone and how he feels like he doesnt deserve it?? he probs still has it tho#i am SEEING the VISION#everybody loves Arajin except the one person who he wants to love him back LMAO#ALSO THE VERY END OF THE ENDING SONG??#WILL EVERYONE GET TO DO THE HEART POSE???#this feels so old school in such a good way i love it SO MUCH#also i am glad i was right that WAS matakara's brother#now why is he in jail(?) is the real question#running theory that arajin feels responsible for it#maybe big bro was protecting lil bro when arajin ran off and it got serious#something like that?#i am thinking way too hard about this#but I NEED TO KNOW
51 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
Bad news, I might me allergic to fabric finishing chemicals
#formaldehyde specifically but the jury's out until February#also who knew they used so much formaldehyde in textiles#it's that or another chemical probably smh#I'm already allergic to *all* pollen why not add some chemicals to the mix smdh#I can wash most of the fabric but I'm a bit concerned about the wool....#it would add like another day of work to all the projects too...#also probably no more fabric dying which really puts a damper on things#do you know how hard it is to find fabric the color of the grey undershirt?#to be fair it could be something else but it's likely a chemical allergy (they think)#thank you terrible health insurance for ensuring I have to wait 4 months to find out#can I blame the cat I had to dissect in high school? bro only had one kidney then it just went downhill from there#cosplay updates
10 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
thereās a norwegian saying that goes ādet finnes ikke dĆ„rlig vƦr, bare dĆ„rlig klƦrā which basically translates to āthereās no such thing as bad weather, only bad clothingā, and we take that shit serious cause why is there literally a hurricane coming in tonight and theyāre still not closing my school for one day. ONE SINGLE DAY
#jesus#like i dont get why not#we dont got snowdays no nothing ever#just let us work from home bro#and itās already slippery as fuck and ice everywhere#it doesnt really feel that serious but the news said its nothing to joke about#and theyve shut down a lot of other schools where its already hit#so idk maybe it wont hit that hard here i guess#i just dont wanna go to school tomorrow okay#alexa cue here comes the hurricane bitch
21 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
household enemy to the yyh watchthrough number one is the olympics. it's taken us a week to get two episodes into the gamemaster fight
#out of three. please the third episode's what makes it okay im fighting for my life out here#it is NOT for lack of trying on my part but theres only a brief window of time when the olympics is not happening#and as it turns out the watchthrough is Not my mom's first priority (how dare she etc)#i do feel slightly bitter that we've gotten through two eps of band o brothers in the same time#we are fighting for the same timeslots yet somehow the hour long show's gotten a leg up??#you don't have time for a 23 min ep but DO for a 60 min one?? explain the math to me please#idk how to explain the vague feeling of betrayal bc it Does Not make sense Nor matter in the slightest#but cmonnnn we were doing so well. and my little bro's starting up school again soon and my dad's gotta go back to work#sometimes eventually (<- hes on medical leave) and my grandparents are coming over next week We're Losing Time Soon#ughhh if i'd known the olympics were happening (<- somehow completely oblivious to this) i'd have accounted for#my mom getting whisked away by the land of synchronized divers and shot putters and whatever the hell#happens in the summer olympics (<- only pays attention to winter olys)#bc that always happens. and *i* have to go back to school in Some Amount Of Time Im Too Scared To Check (p sure it's late aug though) and#when that happens i'll (hopefully) be stuck across town which means we won't be able to do it any time besides the weekends#and i don't wannaaaaa#i know this is the least important problem anyone's ever had like i get that i know but#it's important to me that they sit down and watch this with me. and watching it pull apart and being#the one who's easily the most invested it makes me look all desperate when i ask them for their time and they can't give it#we can only pull this off neatly in the summer and we were so close and now we're losing it right at the finish line#i don't want life to get in the way of this little bubble i've fought so hard to make y'know#and it's childish and embarrassing and whatever but i just want them to have fun with me with this thing i care about a lot#but i can't do that bc my mom needs to watch the judo matches at Every weight class#even though she's recording a lot of them? i don't understand but whatever i know it's her thing im just moping about it ig#i want it to be as perfect an experience for them as possible and it's slipping away from me#and i don't wanna leave this project unfinished when i start school y'know. sighh#i think they might feel like i only want them around when we're watching stuff. whcih is weird bc that's like#The Singular Way we family bonded literally my whole life so idk why they wouldn't get that when reversed#but either way that IS how i wanna spend time with them. i want them to understand this thing that's become a part of me#and i wanna talk With them about it. and so far it's been fun in a way it's never been before. my mom at least seems to really like it#and i want it to Keep going well bc if we lose momentum im worried they'll start finding it tedious. sighh
6 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
Irene bro if you see this I want you to know I've been podcasting (talking loudly and emphatically to myself) abt that Grammy Gun post for Hours. I started ranting in the rb tags and then I got so mad I started a spreadsheet on my phone Yes I have the Excel app. No I did not finish my tags
#Pacing around my house ''IN LIEU OF A PERSONALITY TAYLOR HAS A MARKETING STRATEGY AND THAT'S WHY WHITE AMERICANS LOVE HER''#''BC SHE'S A WHITE GIRL NEPOBABY & THEREBY PERFECTLY EMBODIES WESTERN IDEALS: MARTYR COMPLEX + ARYAN PROFIT + QTY>QUALITY + CENTRIST + MID'#''AND IT'S PROBABLY TOO GENEROUS TO CALL HER A CENTRIST WHEN SHE'S NEVER REBUKED THE PPL WHO CLAIM HER AS THEIR ARYAN PRINCESS''#''THE VENN DIAGRAM OF PPL WHO ARE SICK OF HEARING ABT PALESTINE AND PPL WHO CAPE FOR TAYLOR IS ALMOST CERTAINLY A SINGLE PERFECT CIRCLE''#''IN WHAT WORLD IS SHE A TORTURED POET HER WRITING IS ON PAR WITH RUPI KAUR ANDā WHO'S EMAILING ME FUCK OFF''#In the shower ''AND ANOTHER THING''#She's the physical manifestation of privileged ppl's desire to be oppressed bc they can't stand when the convo isn't abt them lmfaooooo#''it's hard for skinny white conventionally attractive cishet ppl whose fathers were bankers too!!! Don't erase my truth!!! š''#''Taylor is the number one most streamed/whatever artist in the world''#Popularity or notoriety? Bc the US is also well-known for Trump + Texas + public shootings + genocide + wasting money on football stadiums#But again! She's the Western/American Ideal Made Flesh! It's Punk To Have Money And Connections!#And Being White Is The Punkest Of ALL!#Oh my Christ I say this all the time but if university classes have to be offered on her they should be in Marketing and Ethics#She should be a business school case study and that is NOOOT a. Compliment#She couldn't even stick with country bc how truly country of an experience could she have had when her daddy was rich like#She doesn't have the range like idc if you like her just don't act like she's revolutionary when all her movements are calculated + LATERAL#It's not art it's business acumen please she is rewarded by the Grammies bc they respect her for upholding Capitalism I'm so tired#Remember when they gave AOTY to HARRY last year when BeyoncĆ© and Benitito were RIGHT THERE#It's propaganda just like the news plzzzzzzzzzzzz you are all lemmings and she know it which is why she is so good at CONNING YOU#ME N BRO TAG#These are not the comments I wrote on that post you tagged me in btw I got out of the shower to write these FRESH#You know Kacey Musgraves is coming out w a new record too and even tho she got cut out of the CMAs last time she's still proudly country...#I am never drying my hair at this rate#Too busy explaining to you - in complete detail -..........
6 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
hi guys have some RANDOM SOUKOKU HEADCANNONS because iām procrastinating my holiday homework lol (like i genuinely canāt bring myself to do it so iāll just uh, cram it all before school actually starts)
contrary to popular belief, dazai is actually the good cook between the two of them :) chuuya burned down the entire kitchen once when he tried to make rice, so dazai removed his kitchen-entering privileges. dazai can actually cook well, he just enjoys seeing the shocked/scared faces of the people he serves his food to when he makes it nasty
dazai replaced their couch with a foldable couch bed because whenever he makes chuuya mad, he gets sent to sleep on the couch, and their old one was uncomfortable and not big enough for his lanky ass legs
chuuya once thought dazai was a burglar when he was drunk and smacked him in the face with a frying pan, which broke dazaiās nose. he (chuuya) cried while apologising when he sobered up
they have movie marathon nights, except they speedrun movies separately and fight to see how many more movies they can watch than the other before the clock strikes 7:00am and dazai has to go to work
when dazai did theĀ āthatās what i love about you!ā thing to chuuya when they were younger, chuuya actually wanted to punch dazai because he was so flustered. he actually went back to his room to punch his pillow and scream into it about how much he liked dazai back and how he messed up his response
chuuya likes it when dazai drives, because itās so adrenaline inducing and itās funny to see the looks on civilianās faces when they speed pass them and almost crash into the lamp post
dazaiās home wallpaper is a picture of chuuya drooling in his sleep, and chuuyaās one is of dazai screaming and running away from a dog
i feel like they would both be really good at styling hair and doing makeup from kouyouās lessons and all the infiltration missions they have to go on... although, i can picture chuuya trying to pry a bite of lipstick out of dazaiās mouth because he read the contents and tried to commit suicide by eating it lol
they have a built in wine cellar in their house (inspo from my auntās house lol. she has a fucking wine cellar in there stock full of expensive alcohol and thereās even a catalogue) and itās super super cold. they have two silly fuzzy pairs of slippers, one is crab designed and the other is slug designed lol
yes ig thatās all for now :D
#lei writes! ą¬(|lI.āø.)#i genuinely can't bring myself to do my work idk why#and exams are on the second week of the term aksjdhajdhka#and hcl oral??! :(((#ahhh this school is killing me but i don't wanna transfer#i worked so hard to get in here and i'm like#suffering more than my friends in other schools for some reason#like i get that we don't need to take o levels like the other schools but like??#why is our curriculum so fucked up??#why is our teaching system so messy??#bro the teachers aren't even actually teaching anymore tbh they just give us the work to figure out on our own#ahhhh anyways i need to get back to studying or smth#bungou stray dogs#bsd#soukoku#dazai x chuuya#dazai#chuuya
52 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
Nothing against low level jobs really, but one of our engineering techs was only a food service worker before this. Like an associates does something for you (don't know if that's what he has even he may be a student) I guess, but no wonder these guys aren't ready for engineering.
#totes bro#its.......a long term investment#i now know that these guys are techs because he said he was an engineer#what i do isnt hard and i guess theyre only supposed to assist but i havent seen any of them assist so idk what they do#i dont think we had engineering techs before i think it is just desperation#they're also not young#so schooling has left the brain a little#i know this sounds bad but they keep asking for me to teach them a thing and they stay at my desk for an hour#and god knows they like .....dont understand really basic technical concepts#and tbqh i do not have time for this#so now i know why I'm the favorite and the only one working. the other engineers have also complained about the new recruits#like you say 'lipids' and they dont know what you mean its just like extremely frustrating when theyre supposed to be#doing exactly what you do on more simple projects#but they absolutely cannot do that. like i get not being able to understand a super large system but they cant get like what fittings used#its frustrating because engineering isnt always low stakes#its not high stakes but a mistake can shut down a highway (happened recently)#ALSO the least qualified people always call themselves engineers#also i just changed from mechanical to civil engineering it is new for me#its still fluids somewhat which is what i was doing
6 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
dude there's straight up drugs in this album
#going so unbelievably insane rn. shdsjhfkdsjfkhdjlafjdhfghjd#pandemonium! i want it funny now!! don't look at me i'm just too dumb!!! why am i so tiny and why am i so mad!!!! SGFDSJDJHGSJ!!!!!!!#def a headphones album and bitches Love a headphones album (its me i'm bitches)#and v tasty percussion. you know it's good percussion when it immediately sends me into a regret spiral about picking trumpet over drums#but also i was stimming so fucking hard bro that's some fullbody percussion my dude. [chef's kiss] Magnifique#tbqh this album hit me right in the high school bone as a whole. maybe man is going straight to the [redacted] playlist#and it even had a song i straight up could not listen to after i heard like 3 lines. and i mean that in a good way#hrrhgk. Thots and Pheelings#nebular.txt
2 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
Just casually made plans to hang out with someone I barely spoke to in high school because they posted a pic of their new tattoo and I commented saying it was cool. Not to sound depressing but I literally havenāt had friends or anyone to really hang out with in like close to 3-4 years now and I am freaking out??? How do you friend??? I havenāt had to friend in so long I forgot how to do it?????? What if I friend badly??? Iām gonna throw up
#listen listen Iām sitting in class and trying so hard to be normal but#Iām not handling this well#it was just a conversation about how cool their tattoo is#they just offered to get coffee so casually and I donāt have a reason to say no so I said yes but I donāt hang out with people#I ended high school and started university in a pandemic bro I donāt have friends???#I mean obviously Iām cool with this person but literally the last time we spoke was probably a year ago and they just??? want to hang out???#Iām being so stupid about this I know I am but like this isnāt even someone Iāve hung out with before like this isnāt a rekindling situation#why did I agree to this??
10 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
if I finish studying for math and my CAS reflections today I promise I'll finish HPAL chapter 4 by the weekend I promise I promise šš
#qsmp wilbur#qsmp quackity#bro boarding school is hard#i hate the ib actually#even math ai sl is hard like tf#but also i chose bio hl so like maybe i did this to myself#I hate school#why can't i be a full time writer#i wanna be a full time writer so BAD
1 note
Ā·
View note
Note
w x d
W - A trope which you are virtually certain to hate in any fandom.
theres not rlly any one trope i think i hate wholesale but i dont like tropes where they make everything same-y or tend to warp the characters. coffee shop aus arent fun for me usually bc its often the same plot ive been seeing since forever. i can find thousands of fics with the same plot in 50 different fandoms across 10 different sites going back like two decades and just bc its all different characters in name doesnt mean its that different. same with fake dating or royalty aus or fantasy aus. its not fun for me it just strips away whats interesting about the og work imo
anyway i am reallyyyy picky dont take me seriously
X - A trope which you are almost certain to love in any fandom.
time travel <3 alwaysss love a good time travel fic. does it fix things? doesnt matter theyre just sooo funn
D - A pairing you wish you liked but just canāt.
um. i dont know if there are ships i wish i liked, more like just ships i'd like to stop fucking seeing lmao
ask game!!
#there are sooo many tropes i tend to dislike but they all tend to be ones that lend to reallyyy hard ooc or change the setting too much#UNLESS its funny. loony tunes logic okay#askask#friend tag#yuki-mxivo#but yeah i just want them to not have the same-y plot or world#basically any royalty au is the same vaguely european middle ages world and someone is a prince and i bet someone else got kidnapped and#bro i do not careeeee#and fake dating is just i bet they had a thing in high school and now theyre all grown up and have to attend a wedding/hs reunion/event#and theres a misunderstanding maybe one bed idk but i bet they kiss at the end maybe someone cries who cares one of them should be a hitman#which is why sxf works and nothing wlse#god im so salty lmao sorry
6 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
yk whats wild? i was rejected from the intro to art class in highschool because i sucked too much ass
i cant find any of the pieces from my portfolio and maybe its for the better. cuz damn.
#nah cuz. how do you suck so much that you get rejected from INTRO TO ART!!! INTRO!!!!!!#i randomly remembered that while looking at peoples art school entrance portfolios#idk why the universe cock blocked me so hard from getting formal training#god put it to rest when he finally let me get in a class and the teacher refused to critique me#i was really hoping shed be at least as aggressive as me but with knowledge so she could rip apart everything so i knew#like dont worry about overloading me with knowledge. i want it all#bro said nah you get nothing#that was the biggest betrayal in my life#im not letting it go bruh
1 note
Ā·
View note
Text
Another night I feel like my world is ending, so I went for a drive. Tried to sleep earlier. Nothing doing. Took a couple antianxieties. Surprisingly, not much help. Made me a little sleepy, cried a little, maybe a little more relaxed, but stillā¦. blegh.
So, Iāve got my beeg drink, a podcast going, and Iām sitting in the Kroger parking lot because itās 4:30+ in the morning and I need to see actual humans walking around. I donāt know how to explain it. Seeing other people continue on with their lives helps calm my doomer anxiety.
This sucks.
#going to give up on sleeping tonight becauseā¦#because because because becauseā¦#because my brain hates me and whenever I try to sleep now I feel like Iām going to die#I NEED to schedule more appointments#I donāt know why I didnāt. I mean#I mean I do know why I didnāt. itās because I think I had a couple good days and didnāt want to stress myself#which is stupid. a little stress scheduling today stops me from stressing more later#I need drugs! I need therapy. I might need to see an ENT again bc Iām paranoid about my sinuses#sorry I got annoyed this week seeing posts talking shit about therapy and it just made me feel shitty for needing it#but whatever. whatever works for you. this is rambling#Iām gonna stay up. try to see the sunrise. see more people walking around.#I miss having friendsā¦ but damn that was a long time ago#that nice sweet spot right around highschool and right after where we would all hang out all night#just driving around or loitering or watching movies at each otherās places#do you ever really get to have friends like that again?#seems like youād have to make a bunch of friends in school and then hold onto them as hard as you can#or maybe I just need to be more social. but thatās rough. howās a 35 year old introvert loser supposed to be social in a normal way?#alsoā¦#I just want to be held#thatās all I wanted earlier. to be held for awhile. to have someone comfort me physically.#just hang out with me. sit on your phone next to me. let me know Iām not doing this alone.#be a bro! jeez!#okay itās almost 5. guess I should get back to driving#whatever. this sucks. Iām so anxious.#you can ignore this#text
1 note
Ā·
View note