e1i-neverrests

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I feel like being an artist is sometimes a curse. Like, sometimes when I see someone particularly pretty looking I stare for a while, just imagining how I'd draw them.

But then at the same time, that means I'm staring at someone. What am I supposed to say if I'm confronted about it?

"Oh don't mind me, I was just admiring your bone structure!!" THAT DOESN'T HELP

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homunculous son or unkillable elder god daughter

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Ekko may not be a cokehead but he sure does love that powder!

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I was diagnosed with separation anxiety at a really young age, and while I've mostly grown out of it, certain situations really bring it up. Specifically people who are consistently late for everything by like at least 15 minutes. Please if you know you're always going to be late why not try to leave earlier? Or at least update me instead of leaving me to wonder. Please please please stop being late to things! My stupid little heart can't handle the worry and disappointment !!!

❓️ what kind of things make you anxious

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I was diagnosed with separation anxiety at a really young age, and while I've mostly grown out of it, certain situations really bring it up. Specifically people who are consistently late for everything by like at least 15 minutes. Please if you know you're always going to be late why not try to leave earlier? Or at least update me instead of leaving me to wonder. Please please please stop being late to things! My stupid little heart can't handle the worry and disappointment !!!

❓️ what kind of things make you anxious

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I know I'm supposed to put sunscreen on, but I never do Xp

I do bring an umbrella and dress to be comfortable, but that's kinda it.

❓️ if you know you're going to be in the sun for a long time, what preparations do you make

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file it under "he would fucking say that"

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Brb crashing out

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my stupid moomin that i love

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made this zagreus. you can put him in front of things

ex

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Hear me out, Corvus has a box of random shiny things he's found throughout the years. No one knows about his trinket stash. That is until Soren discovers it. He tells no one but has since brought Corvus every shiny trinket and nicknack that he thinks Corvus would like or that reminds him of him. Corvus is now in need of another box for his trinkets. Soren hand makes him another box.

Thank you, Good day.

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Here’s some Hades the Game sketches and concepts that I’ve had in the works for while lol 😌💅✨💖

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Vent post ahead!

CW for abandonment issues and mentions of suicidal ideation

I don't think I'm so bad to the point I'm codependent. I can be on my own just fine, I don't need anyone. I but I want someone. My problem is that I've been alone for too long, and I don't want that anymore. I want to enjoy time with my friends every now and then, I want to say hi to them every day before moving on. I don't need to spend every minute of every hour with someone. I just need to know that I'll see them again at some point.

But I get anxious when I'm uncertain when that some point will be. If someone tells me they'll see me at 2:30 and they're not here by 2:45 I start worrying. Did they get into a car accident? Did they forget about me? Do I not matter enough? Maybe they're dead and I'll never see them again.

But I always feel so much shame afterwards. It feels stupid for me to be so afraid over nothing. Like, it is not that serious !! I need to get over myself !!!!

The other day a friend of mine opened up to me about their suicidal thoughts and feelings, and it shook me to my fucking core. I was shaking and I couldn't even see what I was typing I was crying so much, and I feel awful for how I acted because I ended up shifting the focus to my own need for reassurance. It was easier to remain composed because it was over text, but in person I was a wreck.

Raaaaah I don't know what to do, I apologized but I still feel so much about everything that happened

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

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Minecraft. I love building and going through the game, but it feels so empty. What's the point of having an entire world to explore if there's nobody to share the discoveries with?

❓️whats a game you *can* play solo but it's not as fun

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I heard tumblr likes moodboards and a while back I made some that were representative of my friends, so I wanted to share!!

If this one does well I'll post some more :3

!!none of the images used belong to me!!

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died and came back right. there was definitely something wrong with me before? resurrection fixed me i think