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at work. headache building. not enough sleep. no breakfast. no earbuds. car window shattered. too many bills to pay. not enough to money. not feeling great!!!!
#why does god hate me so#acting like i’m her strongest soldier or some shit#i am NOT !!!!!!!#usa core#:((((((
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Is this an April fools thing, Tumblr???
Is that why you won't let me boop my beloved mutuals???
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Why do pretty shoes hurt. Why does God allow suffering on his children.
#I've bought the cutest shoes and I can't wear them unless I'm planning to take a taxi to work and endure pain :(((#why does god hate me so
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every time I find a cool artist with “proship” in their bio an angel loses its wings
#autism ramblings#they’ll have some absolutely PEAKK artwork like davinci level and then be like#‘’yeah I think children can consent’’#why does god hate me so
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I’m so mad. Everything I touch dies. I just tried to pull a towel off of the hanger, and the hanger fucking DISINTEGRATED. Every time I fall, an angel weeps, and yet God laughs. How do you explain that?
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of course i get into a show and it gets cancelled
#all the time. what the fuck#first it was sense8 then it was lot#and now s&b#and im sure there were other i just cant remember them rn#why does god hate me so
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jealousy really is the driving force of DamiTim as a ship. love that for them. love how Tim has the Robin mantle ripped away from him and he has to suffer the jealousy of watching Dick and Damian bond. how possessive over Dick Tim can be, to have him stolen by Dick.
even more so though, is the jealousy from Damian. how on earth do you cope when you finally get to be Robin, a role you've convinced is your birthright, and no one really likes you? every prefers the Robin who came before you? Dick regularly reminds you that he can always go and call Tim back when you act out? like the complex Damian has over Tim is unreal. Tim, who was born with a silver spoon in his mouth and had everything handed to him his whole life. he never had to struggle or fight for his place like Damian did. Damian has spent his whole life fighting and proving himself, and yet he can't ever seem to truly claw the mantle of Robin away from Tim. even when Tim lets it go, becomes Red Robin, they seem to share it. Tim can slip back into the role of Robin whenever someone like Dick or Bruce need him to, because *he's* the Robin who they need. he's the Robin who was able to find Bruce. he's the Robin that Ra's wants an heir out of. he's the Robin who even Jason respects. in Damian's eyes, everything Damian has fought tooth and nail for, was handed to Tim.
so of course he's going to react to Tim with violence and aggression, especially after finding out Tim has contingency plans for him. no matter how much Damian proves himself, he's never going to be enough, especially not to Tim. and so his deep refusal to see Tim as family, to acknowledge Tim's legacy is all driven by such an angry jealousy. Tim understands aspects of Bruce's legacy that Damian doesn't, like the need to sweet talk and play nice with the elites of Gotham, even if they're corrupt. they exemplify different aspects of Robin, and the aspects that Tim exemplifies are the aspects that Damian knows he'll never fully understand and therefore holds such a deep contempt for. he wants to fight criminals, not play nice with politicians. Tim understands the side of Gotham that's utterly foreign to Damian. if anything, he represents that side of Gotham, to Damian. a pretty little rich boy who's nothing but a know-it-all and not a real son of Bruce. he can't be a Wayne. he can't be Damian's family.
and all of that angry jealousy leading to unhealthy obsession turned a weird, angry crush from Damian is just my bread and butter. that is how DamiTim should be. to me. Damian obsessed over hating Tim Drake so much he accidentally ends up sort of in love with him and that only makes Damian angrier. because he can't prove everyone right by *also* liking Tim. he can't let Ra's win like that, because frankly why wouldn't Ra's be delighted by Damian and Tim getting together. and it builds and builds with angry passive aggression towards Tim that culminates in angry hate-fucking-that's-not-just-driven-by-hate. love and hate are always viewed as opposites in shipping and i think they're the same intense passion just in different directions. and for the best ships, they're very intertwined. what is DamiTim is not the peak of that. "i put so much of myself into hating you i had no choice but to fall in love with you somewhere along the way" core. love that bleeds into hate and hate that bleeds into love. "you make me so angry i regularly passively try to kill you but not with any real effort because who would i obsess over if you were actually gone" core. murder attempts as a form of courting. contingency plans to take each other out as a love language. they're unwell.
#necrotic festerings#damitim#timdami#tim drake x damian wayne#damian wayne x tim drake#also possibly a hint of dicktim at the beginning there#i have yelled at my partner about them nonstop#so i had to put the thoughts into a tumblr post to give them peace.#i clearly favor tim in my ships we don't need to talk about it#tim drake is so weird he makes everyone else weird about him by proxy.#like sir contain that aura it's making everyone mentally ill.#i'm not a hamilton girlie at all which is why it makes me so mad Wait For It is SUCH good song for damian#like that song just IS his complex over tim#whether canon or shipping#this pulls from a variety of canon btw#like yeah mostly pre-flashpoint#but i do think the fact that in current comics canon tim keeps defaulting back to being robin#must make damian SO mentally unwell#like oh that does not help your jealousy complex does it.#and the thoughts of tim understanding the elite in ways damian doesn't are inspired by the boy wonder (2024)#which GOD is the first modern comic to fucking understand how tim and damian actually feel about each other#in a way that isn't either cartoonishly evil or makes them make up too easily#ugh. juni ba your mind.#anyway the complex damian has over tim. is fucking wild.#bc like everyone uses it to woobify poor tim for being attacked by big mean damian#which first of all stop taking panels out of context#second of all#dude no WONDER damian has a complex. i'd hate tim's ass too!!!#when i was reading batman & robin (2009) and dick casually says he can still call tim when damian acts out#what kind of threat IS that dick. sir.
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messy mathbook Sasha!
(ft. terrible lighting, me not knowing how to draw eyes, and a shitty attempt at glasses)
#this is a TERRIBLE picture but whatever#I have a shitty camera okay#anyways it didn't turn out exactly how I expected it to but I don't hate it so. yay?#also the arthur sweater DOES have an explanation but also just. arthur sweater#need there be further reason beyond that#I think if I had worked longer on this it probably would have been better??#but I spent like...#a grand total of 20 minutes on this#and I don't wanna do more#so! unfinished product#( ̶s̶h̶e̶ ̶a̶l̶s̶o̶ ̶h̶a̶s̶ ̶n̶o̶ ̶l̶e̶g̶s̶ ̶b̶u̶t̶ ̶I̶ ̶c̶r̶o̶p̶p̶e̶d̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶o̶u̶t̶)#my god why does it turn the strikeout text demonic#eh#oh well#uhh yeah but enjoy! arthur sweater Sasha#the magnus archives#tma podcast#tma#sasha james#not!sasha#fanart#my art#sketch#maybe if y'all want me to I'll go back in and clean this up#we'll see#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#timothy stoker#is now a good time to finally say that I ship sasha and tim#...what is their ship name
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Human fear is the window to the soul or whatever ://
#digital art#tropical's art#art#cw eyestrain#high contrast#eye strain#collinlock16#Ouuugh Zander oouuugh AwesomeG they were just kids man like broooo (Morbius too I guess that minimum wage worker)#I hope more horrors come I hope Hungry eats more children alive and Souler eats more child souls#Hungry just letting AwesomeG beg for forgiveness after asking him if he believes in god gets to me for some reason#Also I_AM_BIG_KEVIN is here#He DDOS'es soon after this#As per the video#Bro was set up by Souler but had a secret technique (“fuck you DDOS!”)#Also Souler cannot get to Collin#He's too tired#So it can't get to his soul via fear#I just realized in the part 2 of colin's thing he tells Souler to fuck off in the beginning animation#Tbh real#Minecraft ARGs but they call Kevin#minecraft arg but the protagonist is tired#I like this series very much and a normal amount :]#The amount of newspaper articles I had to download for Kevin is too many#I also made them related to what he does/his video because why not man#Also there's no way that BigK (he debunked Zander's herobrine sighting) isn't I_AM_BIG_KEVIN and that Zander's disappearance sparked his#Interest in the paranormal#Leading to his paranormal mercenary job#Also shoutouts to the total of 2 (I know there's more lol) fellow Oneshef Minecraft ARG fans out here#We need more people watching this it's good and funny and terrifying and it loves and hates the state of Minecraft ARGs and the universe#Said I love you or whatever
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SAID HE LIKES CRAZY GIRLS,
BUT HE HATES WHEN I ACT CRAZY,
IT TAKES TWO TO TOXIC!
FINALLY!!! Finished these pics of jinx I’ve been working on!!!!! HOLY SHIT, these took so long…. But finally… they’re done… pls enjoy this art of my beautiful princess w a disorder. Featuring alternate colors for the big pic and also a closeup! Cuz I rlly like how both the lines and coloring on her face turned out… like the pink gradients w her eye… her deer in headlights expression,, like uve just startled a raccoon digging thru ur trashcan and r two seconds away from getting mauled.. m proud of it!
#arcane#league of legends#jinx#jinx arcane#arcane jinx#doodles#hate and love how hardcore I relate to jinx…#little sisters w dependency issues.. + a whole lot of other issues#anyway the ‘he’ in the ‘crazy girl’ lyrics is in my mind referring to both vi and silco lol#I’m sORRY! I keep seeing ppl hardcore pitting these 2 bad bitches against each other#and it’s like… silco is objectively. morally worse than vi.. vi is not like. a ruthless crime lord#vi IS 100% trying her best and loves her sister. but she still screwed up w jinx#and silco ALSO truly loves jinx. but also screwed up by fucking. trauma bonding w her ghgh-#like.. silco is too close. he’s like. yes go apeshit jinx I support and love you and understand u no matter what fucked up shit u do.#were the same. and that’s beautiful!!! I love how supportive he is…#but its like.. silcos too close. he just became a new person for jinx to glomp onto and base her self esteem around after vi left#and he doesn’t manipulate that on purpose but. he DOES effect that girls mental state. cuz he needs her too#meanwhile vi is too far away… she thinks she knows who jinx is. but jinx has changed… time marches forward. she’s not that little girl#anymore#and nOW! after the finale jinx has NOBODY TO BE CODEPENDENT W..#her mental state has always been so tied up in how the ppl she puts on pedestals view her#and now there’s no pedestal anymore. she knocked down the statues. she’s alone…#it’s interesting….#anyway I’m not trying to say vi is as bad as silco at ALL. just that she’s an equally important building block in jinx’s mind#that has made her into the fucked up lil person she is today. and I think that’s neat.#lol anyway! I’m hyped for season 2….#aLSO GOD DAMN THIS GIRLS OUTFIT IS COMPLICATED. WHY DO U GOT SO MANY BITS N BOBS JINX??? I mean I get it accessories rock.#but u take so much time to draw ghfhg- require so much brainpower#aLSO ADDENDUM. while silco is objectively morally worse than vi his relationship w jinx is genuinely. like. makes me emotional ghgh-#its not perfect. or healthy. but… it’s. the both of them. being seen. and accepted. and loved and understood.. and I love that shit.
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why is it that whenever i paint my nails i end up hitting my hands and feet on everything and ruin them?
#why does god hate me so#i must fight him#when i die i am waging war on god#ramblings#my nails look so pretty but i was in the shower and all the paint on one nail just peeled off. no chipping just all in one go#the paint is red and i am very messy so my fingers look bloody (with glitter)
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Persona Dancing Sync: HOT TO GO!
(Of course this fits him. TT0TT)
#persona 5#persona 5 dancing#p5d#goro akechi#akechi goro#shuake#tagging as shuake just because of how the song and this is coded#god I hate him#persona dancing sync#silly video#ah well....youtube doesn't wanna cooperate with me so here you go#hottogo#hotto#hot to go#hot to go!#chappell roan#and his thief outfit fits the cheer vibe of the music video gdi why does this fit him so well TT0TT
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Spent 30 minutes trying to figure out how to start this post so now im just doing it sorry
Phantom gets called cat like by the other heros all the time. Hell some of the league members have even joined in after he met them. Fuck you superman how dare you out his purring
Problem is his new power he started developing. Telekinesis. And it’s very hard to control. Now if he looses focus he starts knocking stuff off shelves or off tables.
Frostbite told him he would keep developing powers till his ghost side was grown but he thought it was done. How many more powers does he need!!!!
#lord I hate this post#like I wanted to do the whole thing crazy but im so tired#and it has been in my drafts for a good while now#I hyped it up too so now I look even harder at how crap it is#danny phantom#dp x dc#dpxdc#I just wanna go to sleep yall#maybe I will#fuck this I don’t even care any more#is what is is#liz is about to depress herself outta the blog again#rip#happened at 100 followers and 800 followers#I just gotta stop giving a shit about it#why does it matter so much to me#god these tags are horrible#maybe ill redo the post later#but I know yall would enjoy the concept#too bad it’s gonna be attached to my shit ass posy#sorry yall#im not in a good state of mind#but im fine I promise just tired and peobably sick#work really screwed me over and im atressed to the nines about it#ill be fine#it’s fine#im ok#enough tags im a hit post now even though I hate this post
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