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habken · 2 months ago

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I’m doing a 24hr animation thing on friday and before that, I gotta do a storyboard, two layout things, and finish three zine checkins I am going to die dawgs

#why do I do this to myself lmfao #I’ll finish planning the storyboard and twonof the zines tonight (hopefully)#but idk how I’m gonna get the rest done 😭

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gatoburr0 · 5 months ago

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I HATE how this turned out WITH A PASSION.

#art #fanart #my art #original art #splatoon #splatoon art #splatoon fanart #Splatoon fan art #I’m stressed #Splatoon Marie #Marie splatoon #Marie #marie cuttlefish #Splatoon Marie fanart #squid sisters #hypno Marie #hypnomask marie? bc Callie is hypnoshades idunno ugh #I’m gonna rip my eyes out with a spoon this is so awful I HATE THE CLOTHES #I COULDVE DONE BETTER #one thing I do love though is my art style and more especially the shading part #ugh eating my shading #I’m noticing that I didn’t shade some parts lmfao but it’s part of my charm #some things are better left unfinished <3 because I have adhddddd #oni masks oni masks oni masks oni mask oni teeth oni teeth teeth teeth teeth teeth teeth teeth teeth teeth teeth te #don’t ask me why I’m so obsessed with teeth I do not know myself. I just am.#labeling this as ‘something I did when I was bored after having a crisis’ because those are usually not that good.

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intertexts · 7 months ago

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more of this guy eventually incoming btw

#in a maybe long time bc ive been fucking fighting w painting & also theres two more matching pieces 2 this one.#but oh my god. holy shit the only thing i like drawing is stupid little cartoon characters and backgrounds. why do i do this 2 myself...#wip #william wisp #anyway. chucking it here for 1 note & a feeling that ive accomplished something in my. checks notes. two hours that ive spent on this #thang LMFAO #mine

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yvmoveon · 6 months ago

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I realize why. My nails haven’t been done and i haven’t been wearing m my retainers and that in itself gets me anxious lmfaooo 💀💀💀💀

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#why do i do this to myself lmfao #i hate when my cuticles start showing a lot like naooo

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ardentpoop · 4 months ago

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samchuck propaganda

#i do like how handsy he is with him. just like lucifer lmfao.#also i very much did appreciate that sam was the one who shot him and thus psychically linked them together #if i werent bone-tired rn i would do incoherent analysis abt that #and abt samchuck vs deanchuck. i think ive said this before but i can get behind chuck as a character if/when he's used to #metatextually comment on sam's treatment as a character vs dean's #there is the tiniest hint of that in s15 canon but you can sharpen it as a viewer #why do i feel like i have to do all the work myself here IDIUFHIUDHFUH #tag vomit #spn #15.09

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viskiaa · 14 days ago

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good omens fandom !!!! I have a WIP... recreating the Favorite Poet or wtv this painting is called but with ineffable husbands :3

however... crowley's face is PISSING ME THE FUCK OFF because it doesn't look right and I need to just start over I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DRAW MEN AAUAHGHGHSUSHSH soooo

Should I 1. give up on this and do my 15 missing assignments so I don't fail school

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2. finish it and be proud of myself until i feel sad that I didn't do this as an oil painting instead!!!!!! (I really just wanted to share my wip i need encouragement...)

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kaicean · 1 year ago

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happy natsu day 2023! 🔥

#fairy tail #natsu dragneel #lucy heartfilia #nalu #natsu x lucy #happy the exceed #my art #nalu+happy for lucy day and natsu day separately #but do i have nalu day/week wips?? not really LMFAO #WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF #swear i'll try hard for these 2 big nalu events!!#also used a different lineart brush instead of my basic default pencil brush #not sure if i like the change yet

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buwheal · 8 months ago

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ghhrghhhruuhghhhhh i changed my mind... im still working on it (albeit slowly in class when i have the time) because someone pointed out how its poetic that i abandoned it just like how its always been abandoned.... and i felt sad for him a little.... so he'll slowly get the color he deserves now :-P

#track pad is hell... why am i doing this to myself lmfao #i do actually really like this one so i may as well render it #YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE #BuwheArt

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blueskittlesart · 8 months ago

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this may be the most insane finals season yet. why do i do this to myself

#42 page sequential art project + mini comic thats looking to be about 10 pages + 25 page junior thesis comic + 8 page art history zine #PLUS jane austen essay. jesus H christ #to be fair the 42 page project is done. so that's fine i just need to scan it. but still. LMFAO #if i go completely off the grid for the next 3 weeks this is why btw. im in the trenches again #ykw i havent given myself permanent nerve damage or cried in class yet so im still doing better than fall semester freshman year #i <3 art school

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alaskan-wallflower · 3 months ago

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why’s duolingo lowkey flirting

#“babe” lmfao #don’t ask why i’m choosing russian lmfao i don’t know either #BUT i do know the alphabet. i learned the russian alphabet in lowkey proud of myself #anyway

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reallyunluckyrunaway · 6 months ago

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....what are your weekend plans?

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your-dazzling-sun · 1 month ago

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why

#i only speak chaos₊ ⊹☆⋆｡★₊ ⊹#venting again⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪#inferiority complex goes boom 💥💥💥#i love always getting stuck in second place lmfao!!!!!!!!!!#why cant i be first for once #im not the first choice and im not in first place #always trying never enough 😍😍😍😍😍#it's always the same people im trying im trying im trying IM TRYING GODDAMNIT #vil kinnie hits hard bang bang #i wish i was perfect #i wish i could be first #i wish i didnt always hate myself for coming in second #i wish i actually expressed myself instead of bottling it up because everyone has their own problems #i wish i could stop telling myself that i need to help everyone else even if it means im helpless #but at yhe same time i dont wish that #im just selfish ahaha #sigh do people actually read these anyways

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ttaibhse · 7 months ago

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my goal was 4k in 30 min really really didnt think i was going to make it 🥹🥹🥹

#crop cus i realised i was fully about to dox myself lmfao #i know im still the worlds slowest runner but this was a huge deal for me alright......... heres why commence tag ramble 321 #usually i do time based so yesterday i did 30 mins and did like 3.9k. so i was like well 4k in 30 mins should be easy! it wasnt.#i got to like 29 minutes and was like ah damn not gonna make it but at least i tried. started to slow down and then saw a girl doing sprint #nearby and thought well fuck it and sprinted for my life for the last few hundred metres i cant remember i was in the throes of battle #TWO SECONDS TO SPARE........#huge deal for me as someone who is extremely prone to giving up #and i set a 2 mile pb!!!!!!!!!#maybe a 30 minute 5k is more possible than i thought #its funny cus i spent this whole time up till now working on going slowly enough to actually complete the runs and now im like #HURRY UP!!! OH FUCK!!!!! vndksjfhdfgdkhf #i need new shoes though i have horrible blisters #saw this cat on the way home btw and it could not have cared less about me i may as well have been invisible. no response even when i pette

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ashmp3 · 2 months ago

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I talked about this but i think me not making a move on someone is like a pendulum swinging between me genuinely not wanting a relationship because i am so comfortable with always being alone and between being deeply insecure and afraid of rejection. but i’m chilling

#and also because i feel so alienated i always felt this way when everyone had quote unquote normal teenage experiences and i was just there #and i do think that fucks you up as an adult like i should’ve been through some things when i was 16 17 not now like be for real anyway #i don’t like it when people are like oh it doesn’t matter but it really does you always feel stuck between staying in your comfort zone and #branching out in a very unknown territory that leaves you incredibly vulnerable #etc… etc…. And people hate talking about it but idgaf it’s literally so isolating might as well share my stupid thoughts #tt #also i think it would be unfair to tell someone i like them but not want to BE with them like i’ll keep that to myself? why would u need to #know it’s stupid like okay LMFAO

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aretarers · 21 days ago

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i think my biggest character growth over the past 5-6 years? is being able to do this these days

#it still bothers me but im so much better at moving on & being happy with what i have than i used to be. based !#idk like it's easy to fall into a spiral of alienation like Ohh God... I don't feel this thing that Everyone Else Feels... I must be Broken #but idk. as time goes on i find it easier to focus on like. yes of course the friends that will still prioritize me #but also just Myself. like. It's like the more I think about it like Yeah sure it's alienating to not Fit In to a romance based society but #at the same time it's- not ''i don't think anyone could handle me'' because that sounds stupid as fuck and like I'm full of myself LOL #but like. Well nobody could ever really have the full context of who i Am as a person except for myself. so why am i beating myself up for #not being able to feel a certain way about people when i'm really the only person that can Fully get myself in the first place? when instea #i could just celebrate being myself and being on my own. Of course that's not perfect all the time #but it's a lot better than being 16 again like WHY AM I A FUNDAMENTALLY BROKEN PERSON #idk maybe all i had to do was graduate college and get a job LMFAO that one tweet thats like #yea im probably aromantic but i have a job so idrc about that rn #talking

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angelstrawbabie420 · 2 months ago

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in my quest to quell my pain ive only hurt myself worse. damned if i do damned if i dont.

#i need better coping mechanisms but it’s so easy to just turn to substances when you’ve never learned how to cope w your emotions #and physical pain. however a lot of it has been brought on by the substance abuse aka i did it to myself #so i probably deserve it #but i started with them in the first place to get rid of pain that was so overwhelming and constant #it feels like every time i do something to preserve myself im punished for it #and im so sick of it. i cant believe its gotten this bad #i drink to help the pain -> i get hungover and the pain is way worse -> i drink to stop that pain #and the worst part is it always works #realistically ive depended on substances for like a decade #i started drinking at 13 and fell into a rut of alcoholism at like 15/16 #my mom was going thru a phase of alcoholism and roped me into it so bad if be woken up by her bringing me a drink at 9 am #and we’d drink till she passed out and i had to walk her to bed and cook for everyone and do all the chores #it went on for months one summer #then it was weed and i smoked every day from like 18-22 #only thing thwt stopped me from drinking until i started again after both my parents died #i havent recovered since.#im still so traumatized and depressed that i looked for any method of relief #the dph phase was the worst. i think alc is even better than that lmfao it was horrible #once i got access to alc i stopped all that. wouldnt have if i hadnt had alc tho #it’s honestly been one addiction after the other for a decade #and my parents fueled so much of it #‘oh id rarher you drink under my eye than do it behind my back’#BRUH YOU WOULDNT LET ME GO ANYWHERE OR DO ANYTHING. HOW WOULD THWT HAVE HAPPENED #crazy how i was obsessed w drugs and shit by the time i was 10 and i remember thinking wow im gojna grow up to be an addict.#why am i so irreparably fucked up #idk whatever. like im not gonna drink abt it lmao.

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