#venting again⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪

[your-dazzling-sun]

hesstillherehesstillherehesstillherehesstillherehesstillherehesstillherehesstillherehesstillherehesstillherehesstillherehesstillherehesstillherehesstillhere

[wiredsmi1e]

i wanna write & work on stuff but my brain won't let me work on anything that isn't comm related rn without making me wanna have a whole melt down bc my parents have YET AGAIN made me feel like im never doing enough or even TRYING at the matter so now im so stressed out i don't feel like i even deserve personal time to just unwind & do what i WANNA do rather than only working on comms & housework/shit to benefit her & my dad

[ybklix]

𐙚 𝐰𝐞𝐧’𝐬 𝟏𝐤 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭 ꒱౨ৎ⋆˚｡⋆

♡ inside ybklix’s mind ♡ a series of fics based on songs! ๑ ֹ ₊ㅤ ۟ (MDNI)

── .✦ MASTERLIST

+ INFO UNDER THE CUT ‧₊ ᵎᵎ 🍒 ⋅ ˚✮

hi, tysm for all the love and support and most important for reading! ♡

smut with a little plot !! 🍒₊˚⊹˙✧˖° sorry

bang chan ♡

synopsis: After a public and embarrassing breakup, the people cheer and expect your new album, so your team gets you one of the best producers and managers in the industry to guarantee your success; however, after meeting him, he awakens in you an unknown side and an incredible sexual appetite. pairing: producer!chrisbahng x popstar!fem reader ꒰୨୧◞ 。READ HERE - SOON⠀.ᐟ

lee know ♡

synopsis: Amidst the tension and displeasure, after a fight, your boyfriend Minho finds you doing something that awakens every sense in him, he knows he should leave you, you both don't do well for each other, but he can't resist you. pairing: dombf!minho x fem!reader ꒰୨୧◞ 。READ HERE - SOON⠀.ᐟ

changbin ♡

synopsis: Things get steamy after meeting a quite extravagant and peculiar guy, owner of one of the city's best and most exclusive nightclubs. pairing: rich!changbin x fem!reader ꒰୨୧◞ 。READ HERE - SOON⠀.ᐟ

hyunjin ♡

synopsis: Two hopeless best friends questioning each other about love and relationships around Valentine's Day, what starts out as a drunken venting turns into a hot, hardcore demonstration of love. pairing: bff!hyunjin x fem!reader ꒰୨୧◞ 。READ HERE - SOON⠀.ᐟ

han ♡

synopsis: Nothing hotter than fucking a superstar on the sly, exploring unknown worlds not only socially, but taking you into his own space where only pleasure exists. pairing: rockstar!hanjisung x groupie!femreader ꒰୨୧◞ 。READ HERE - SOON⠀.ᐟ

felix ♡

synopsis: A mystery in the hot sun overwhelms Lee Minho's guests for what would be an unforgettable summer. An immature, tormented young artist, a few crimes, and a French chateau come together with a naive man, Lee Felix, whose game of hide-and-seek may end fatally. pairing: shywriter!felix x fem!reader ꒰୨୧◞ 。READ HERE - SOON⠀.ᐟ

seungmin ♡

synopsis: Seungmin discovers a secret about his father that fills him with rage and revenge, leading him to you, one more pawn in his game who for some reason becomes addicted to you and enjoys every moment of what is supposed to be fast. pairing: kim seungmin x fem!reader ꒰୨୧◞ 。READ HERE - SOON⠀.ᐟ

i.n ♡

synopsis: You can't help but get hooked on the guy you met one night and it seems increasingly impossible to see him again. pairing: fuckboy!jeongin x fem!reader ꒰୨୧◞ 。READ HERE - SOON⠀.ᐟ

ty❤️

[xoxochb]

can i request somthing super domestic and fluffy maybe like a tiny hint of angst but like only in the way that its comfort, but like it would be will solace like kissing your scars and telling you how beautiful they are trying to make you smile and laugh

and if it isnt like to triggeribg or anything maybe has sh scars, if thats to triggering or your just not comfy doing that, dont do it thats totally fine just a thought

i just want fluffy comfort about any scars with will 😭

cw: mentions of sh, angst, comfort/fluff, I tried to write will with a southern accent tell me how I did…

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a light sensation, comforting. like early mornings in the spring, the sun not yet all the way up, illuminating a soft light through the curtains as they dance to the wind, the small chill rushing over your skin leaving tiny goosebumps. and the grass veiled in morning dew similarly, you’d know to wear the appropriate shoes to step over it, not yet ready for sandals. or maybe it’s like that feeling of overwhelming serenity when you sit by the beach, the waves cascading over the wet sand, the salty air filling your nostrils as the wind blows your hair in all different ways, leaving it messy, but never leaving you angry with it.

“this one’s almost like a heart, can ya see it?”

the son of apollo’s soft voice interrupts your deep state of reverie. yet it wasn’t unwelcoming— quite the opposite, you’d want to tell him all your deepest secrets, act as vulnerable as possible. you avert your gaze to wear his finger runs over a scar on your knee. you see that, indeed, he’s right, it appears to be a cordiform scar. you hadn’t intentionally made it out that way, actually, on that thought, you hadn’t really cared what they looked like as long as they had left a trail of crimson after the cold metal split open your skin into two pieces.

a tear falls from your eye as you remember the process. you had been in a deep melancholic state a few months back, hurting yourself was an awfully common occurrence. thankfully, the last time you had done so will had caught you in the act, you started crying, he started crying because you were crying and he had made you promise not to hurt yourself again. you told him you were unsure if you could stop, he consoled you and told you ‘try your best’ for him. you hadn’t hurt yourself since then.

“I see it,” you whisper nearly inaudibly. will runs his finger up and down it gently, as if he was trying to memorize the feeling of your skin underneath his own fingertips. he then takes your hand into his own and rubs his thumb over another scar along your palm, one deeper and more prominent. his hold is so gentle, like you’re a porcelain doll that could break at any given moment. you could start sobbing. another tear falls from your eyelids. you blink but it only increases the tear pace, falling onto your boyfriends hand beneath you.

he looks up to you with his bright blue eyes, though now replaced with a darker shade. “please don’t cry.”

“I’m sorry.” you use your free hand to wipe them away swiftly. he sighs and looks back down at your hand. he brings your palm up to his lips tenderly, and with such love kisses it twice.

“do ya wanna know a story?”

you nod. he continues.

“when I was a kid… I used to think that when I ate watermelon, the seeds would grow a watermelon tree in my stomach. my mom didn’t tell me the truth until I was nine.”

you don’t try to stifle the light laugh that begins to escape your lips. “she let you think that?”

“yup. I found out on my own, insteada her tellin’ me herself.”

“that’s too good.” you wipe your tears again, this time replaced by happy ones instead of sad.

you suppose, as long as will is here, things won’t be half bad.

༯ as the topic of this is sh, I wanted to note that if you’re ever struggling with this, as I personally have in the past, know I’m here for you always. if you need to talk, my dms and inbox are open for vents <33

[jennaajoseph]

❛ Hooking up with Rusty Sabich. ❜ ⸻ headcanons.

── ﹙౨ৎ ⋆｡˚ MASTERLIST&INFO.﹚. ☆

౨ৎ ⋆｡˚ PAIRING. ⸻ rusty sabich x gn!reader.

౨ৎ ⋆｡˚ CONTENTS. ⸻ cheating, manipulation, hidden relationship, gender neutral reader.

౨ৎ ⋆｡˚ A/N. ⸻ the inspo for this was @/gyllenhaalstories 's most recent story with rusty sabich called "alibi" ! Thank you Laurie :D

౨ৎ ⋆｡˚ CREDITS. ⸻ photos - me & pinterest (cropped by me) , divider - @/cafekitsune.

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ﹙©jennaajoseph﹚

✦ he will definitely use some manipulating tactics to keep you with him. if you feel feel overwhelmed with your relationship with him, and want to possibly end it, he'll always find a way for you to change your mind. fake promises, gifts, words of affirmation, ect.

✦ rusty seems like a clingy person, so when you two started hooking up, he began to text or call you pretty often. lonely, bored, horny, or he just wants some comfort. he'll always contact you.

✦ confusing behaviour. there will be days when rusty calls you only for sex, and days where he wants to take you out to a romantic dinner randomly.

✦ most of the meetings will take place in your apartment, since he doesn't want to get caught in any public place.

✦ if you happen to work with rusty, you'll definitely tease him in his office when there's no one nearby. he doesn't mind as long as no one sees you two.

✦ he'll always make lots of complements about your appearance.

✦ rusty is pretty much confused about his feelings. he knows that something in him loves you, but on the other side, he still thinks about his wife.

✦ rusty sees you like a very understanding and loving person, that's why he comes with everything mostly to you. something went wrong at work? he's stressed? everyone is against him again? his wife is acting up? everything is overwhelming him? he's there immediately.

✦ you would hear rusty vent to you quite a lot, always asking if he's a horrible person, seeking comfort in you. you always reassure him that he's not that horrible.

✦ rusty will also seek validation and complements from you.

✦ despite you and rusty's relationship, he's always trying to take care of you when you two see each other. sometimes treating you almost like his girlfriend.

[kitti-luvs]

「You won't have to worry about being alone ever again my darling !! i'll never let you leave me ♡」

I'm dahlia and welcome to my obsessive love-focused lovecore + vent sideblog (˶ᵔ ᵕ ���˶)

Trigger warning for:

mentions of stalking, self-harm, body dysmorphia, kidnapping, abuse, and violence

About Me .ᐟ

𐙚 Dahlia (lily, lia) 𐙚 21 years old 𐙚 they/doll/bun 𐙚 INTP, Taurus, 5w6 𐙚 no darling as of now

yandere types: RDMS, ODIAF, CSWI, DSMT

DNF/DNI:

minors*, ageless account, nsfw, homophobic/racist/transphobic/etc, dont respect neopronouns or xenogenders, ddlg, proship

*adult DID/OSDD alters in minor bodies allowed, just remember you're bodily a minor and act accordingly

Tags .ᐟ

# love letter ♡ : yandere / obslove content

# diary⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ : vent

# journal ꩜ : images

# lovelies .ᐟ : asks / anons

# yapanese lesson •⩊• : personal thoughts

# music therapy 𝄞⨾𓍢ִ໋ : songs i like or am currently listening to

[obsessed-yan]

౨ৎ just a little vent ౨ৎ

so like sunday night i decided to download n make a profile on hinge (i frequented hinge, bumble n tinder a lot when i was younger (too young when i rlly shldntve been on those apps but thats another vent for another day)) mostly to maybe try and find a new person to obsess over in place of 🍫 since it seems like he wont work out..sadly :(

when i woke up on monday someone made a kinda cute response to one of the things that was on my profile so i matched with him and we talked most of the day monday, he even said that if we wouldnt work out in a relationship hed stay matched with me in case i was able to go to a con he was going to go to in march cuz hed love to say hi to me

our conversation wasnt rlly all that special but he was cute and seemed nice so i wanted to continue to talk with him until smthn bad happened or smthn

tuesday came around and i nvr heard back from him, tuesday night i thought maybe he did send me a msg but my phone removed the notification like it does sometimes so i went n checked in the app n nothing

i was getting annoyed with all the other notifications that wasnt him so i uninstalled it again; i thought abt giving him another day to respond but didnt see him saying anything..it rlly sucked

like wtf yknow? it makes me kinda wonder why he nvr replied like did i say smthn wrong? did he find someone else? did he lose interest?

the fuck?

once he found out how crazy i am he probably wlda left anyway though..meh

[deathofapiano]

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[lainsshop]

Talk to Her ౨ৎ

Pairing: Alastor x Radio Host ! Reader

Tags: tbh, I don’t really know..

Song: Talk To Her - The Marias

A/N: I don’t know about this one.. but I’ll accept any feedback to this!

A/N 2: This was made weeks ago and I honestly didn’t liked this but I’ll heard out your feedbacks! Plus Happy Valentine’s Day mwah!

Now, the Pride Ring had a well known radio host, The Radio Demon aka Alastor. Locally known in the Pentagram City but of course not everyone knew about him, cough cough Lucifer cough..

But there was another Radio Host in that same city, you.

Alastor never knew about you until you randomly appeared here on hell and everyone started to talk about you. You were a modern sinner, you died just one year ago and you already had your own broadcast? Interesting..

Obviously, Alastor was kinda.. intrigued by this since he thought he was the only one making broadcast in that city.

You could say he was a tiny bit jealous at that since you were you were the new talk of the city! How could he not! Of course, he won’t admit it cause of his pride and big ass fragile ego- okay okay, maybe he’s not like that..

He decided to hear one of your broadcast this midnight, Gods knows why you decide to do it at those hours but it’s cause it’s more “comforting” to you.

It’s just you talking about your human live, what happened in Pentagram city, gossip but it was mostly your thoughts and you alone in that studio of yours.

It was finally midnight, Alastor was in his radio tower, black coffee in hand as he waited for you to start your broadcast and..

“It all comes and goes in waves, everything looks the same.. the cornfields, the cows, the flies, the coughing, the musky air that fills our rows and permeates.” You started out. No introducing? That’s interesting. He thought.

“Even through the ash infested vents from the fires, eating away at the barks of trees like this moment.. eating away at the last dose of happiness lingering on the dust of our bones.”

Looks like you were talking about your human days. “That night, wrapped in crispy motel sheets..” I chuckled a bit remembering that time.

“I clenched my body and pretended I was an embryo in my mothers womb, funny, isn’t it?” You commented. “It was the only source of warmth and comfort that could sing me to sleep.. But now, I see the sheep out the window on green pastures, I hope they have water..”

“I sometimes imagined myself.. being reincarnated as one.. and jumping over those low wire fences to freedom, I wonder how far I could make it without a human catching me.” You sounded a little bit sad when saying that.

“Taming me, bringing me back to their living painting, a life to look at as they wash the dishes.. smeared with my mothers milk that they stole from me..” Silence could be hear after you said that, people thought it was over but you spoke again

“It’s raining finally,” I won’t lie that some sinners did looked at the window when you said that but remembering that in The Pride Ring it doesn’t even rain.

“And the van was slowly drifting into the other lane, I was driving, everyone else was asleep, sometimes coming up for air, their heads poking up like groundhogs,” You laugh a bit.

“Before sinking back into their holes but it’s not all dark and grim.. there are moments of hope, they came to me when it’s quiet.. they came to me when everyone is synched in their levels of happy, which- it didn’t happen often.. but when it did, it was.. nice.”

“I wonder if we’ll look back and think that these miles of cornfields.. these anguished breaths, these forced smiles, these moments that were gone, the momentary calms.. and the thousands of lil bugs pressed against our windshields,”

“God, those are the worst.” You said complaining about it.

“But they were all worth it..” You said. “I honestly don’t know.. where I’m supposed to be right now, like yes, I’m in hell for a reason but.. what’s my place here?

“There’s a hollow thought that takes control of me..” You said before the broadcast finished. Alastor didn’t expect this, he thought it was another cheap mediocre podcast under Vox’s stupid name but no.. you were different? Refreshing? He couldn’t find the words but you were now even more intriguing!

The next day, everyone from the hotel was having their usually morning routine before Charlie spoke up about this Radio Host that she heard about while her and Vaggie went to gather sinners who wanted to redeeem themselves. She can’t lie that she mentioned it only cause Alastor also has a radio broadcast.

All of them talked about it, about how maybe you would consider to redeem yourself or how it would be nice if you and Alastor should collaborate or or or- yea.. that’s just Charlie saying stuff at this point but! Collaborating wouldn’t be a bad idea, right..?

“You should talk to her!” Charlie says to Alastor. To be honest, he also wanted to met you, you seem interesting plus it’s not like you see someone broadcasting while using a radio unlike.. others. So he did, he went to meet you cause now you were a new source of entertainment along with the hotel!

© LAINSSHOP 2024

[your-dazzling-sun]

taking off my yellow cardigan

watching my braids all come undone

this petite girl short as can be

is gonna jump now and be free!

[your-dazzling-sun]

my mom and sister after making fun of the way i talk 😀👍

[your-dazzling-sun]

my violin teacher asks me how im doing every week and my lying ass tells her im fine as though my dramatic ahh doesn't break down over the violin every week before or after lesson and my life isnt being held together by the kindness and friendliness of random internet strangers(you guys) and a single piece of duct tape

[your-dazzling-sun]

i will be FINE everything is FINE this is FINE

[your-dazzling-sun]

sometimes your eyes arent crying but your heart is

[your-dazzling-sun]

looking in the mirror a different person on each side one shining with perfection one that always tried to hide

they reached to meet each other and get a glimpse of true emotion but then the mirror shattered in one swift motion

and as the mirror broke her world crumbled apart "you did this to yourself" someone spoke from a mirror shard

her perfect image disappearing once again, she hid away locking her heart and emotion, she had dug her own grave

she wanted to scream, "it's so unfair!" to cry, to throw a fit

but she had done this to herself and now, she'd pay for it.

[your-dazzling-sun]

if it wasnt my sisters birthday id strangle her