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Rambles about Lucas Sinclair đ
Tw: Racism mention
Recently I heard from my Professor about a discourse going on Twitter about a PhD thesis titled "Olfactory Ethics: The Politics of Smell in Modern and Contemporary Prose" by Amelia Louks, a Cambridge scholar.
To be simple, the thesis is about olfactory oppression. To quote "Olfactory oppression itself is a form of discrimination based on body odour, or smell of an individual".It is also expanded to oppressed communities at large, of course.
So, anyway, I'm not at all well versed in this topic, and I could be wrong. I don't know but it just reminded me ofâŠ
Okay, that is in Stranger Things season 2, Mike, Max and Lucas looks for Dart in the dumpster, and it is Lucas who gets into the dumpster and actually looks for him where the other characters stand outside, ready to attack if Lucas finds him.
So, right after Lucas jumps out of the dumpster, Max comments "you stink" and goes to the opposite side and stands near Dustin. I just thought, Why Lucas? Why not Max? Considering Max would have probably winced at the thought of getting into the dumpster, we have Mike, who previously had shown a lot more enthusiasm about finding Dart. So why not him? Maybe Mike bickered, leading Lucas to get into the dumpster, or simply it could have also been Lucas who agreed to do this first.
Moving on, later in the episode we have Lumax arguing about Max being treated poorly by the boys. So when Max leaves she comments âyou still stink by the wayâ again. (Lucas smells his clothes afterwards), Which follows with Billy's Racist remarks; first he glares at Lucas as he walks away. Second, he questions Max about what she was doing with him and why she looks upset, then he continues.. by saying, and I quote, âThere are certain types of people in this world that you stay away from, that kid Max⊠that Kid is one of them, Stay away from him you hear me? Stay away.â
What made me write this was how right after Max comments âyou still stink btwâ(which can be looked as an implied Racist remark), The next scene cuts to Billy throwing explicit Racist remarks at Lucas.
I'm not at all implying Max is a Racist Just thinking maybe it was intentional. Intentional by the writers, not saying max was being Intentional. Also, I didn't read the thesis entirely, only the Abstract, and I think it is mostly to do with Body Odour and Individual smells rather than someone stinking because they jumped into the dumpster. Just thought this was Interesting and I know this is a very sensitive topic. I feel like I'm just rambling at this point. Love Lucas Sinclair sooooo much(mwah mwah).
#lucas sinclair#why am i so nervous about this#if someone already did this please let me know#idk what im doing#stranger things lucas sinclair#lumax#i love lumax yall im no hater istg#don't come for me-#personal#byler target audience sorry#please give it a read and also your opinion đđđđ#byler#tw rasicm
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Someone telling you theyâre going to call you with news around mid morning and then it being the afternoon and you still havenât received the call should be considered psychological warfare
#Iâm shaking#why am I so nervous about this#the anticipation has been building since FRIDAY#BECAUSE HE EMAILED ME ON FRIDAY SAYI G HED CALL TODAY#ON MONDAY HE WOULD CALL MIS MORNING#IVE HAD THREE DAYS TO TURN THIS INFORMATION AROUND IN MY HEAD#I feel sick
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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"'Evan feels, finally, like some real goddamn magic is happening."
#this scene...!#and then IMMEDIATELY following it up with an âodin on the treeâ reference#BRO. Good for him. but BRO.#mismag#misfits and magic 2#mismag 2#misfits and magic#evan kelmp#d20#painting#dimension 20#digital#dropout#dropout tv#sfw#artists on tumblr#i am so nervous about those demons btw#im guessing the big snake might be linked to it. but like. How DID he end up with half a dozen demons? and why are they BACK#anyway i am unwell about this scene i truly am
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phenomenon i've noticed about my speech
#i'm able to express my thoughts very well in text bcz im abt to actually see and process what im saying and think about what to say next#so my brain has an easier time keeping track of my train of thought#however when i talk irl i dont have that visual processer to help me#so i have to auditorily process what im saying#also when i talk irl my mouth cant keep up with my brain#and since im just bad at articulating words/speech in general#that alongside my delayed processing skills results in me tripping over my words A LOT#i end up stuttering a bazillion times and needing to backtrack to rearrange my sentences#cin has been listening to epic the musical lately and she asked me to give her a rundown of the story on call today#so i was ATTEMPTING to but the words kept jumbling in my mouth#i repeated words i stuttered and either spoke too fast for me to pronounce shit correctly or had to pause for a moment to recollect myself#i am SO BAD at talking its so embarrassing actually#i wasnt even nervous or anything i just got too excited and couldnt process my thoughts correctly#WHY IS SPEAKING SO DIFFICULT!!!!!#anywhizzle thank u for coming to my tedtalk#my art#tmnt#tmnt mm#tottmnt#mm donnie#tottmnt donnie#donsona#shitpost#<- ig i didnt put that much effort into the doodle
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I finished posting the unabashedly educational Sword Fic.
It includes a detailed (but hopefully beginner-friendly) explanation of all the steps of making a Nichirin blade from a sunny mountain like Mt. Youkou, a touch of swordsmith and metalworker folk lore (including demons), meta about what must make Kimetsu no Yaiba's swordsmithing methods different from real life methods, some character exploration for Haganezuka and his polishing method, vocabulary and additional resources in the chapter notes, and hopefully, an endearing, silly POV character to learn this all through.
#my fics#SWORDS SWORDS SWORDS#would you like a story about the years of background of this fic?#I was not very well-versed in metallurgy until recent years but my study of the Japanese language goes back to#well#longer than some of you may have been around#I always liked samurai and swords for the aesthetic but started to take more of an interest when I lived in Shimane#and on a day when I had a friend taking me around to rural sites associated with a legendary monster she was like#let's go see the sword museum while you're out here#but that museum was closed (it comes back into this story though)#so we went to a different one that no longer exists but that was my first encounter with how much work it takes to make the sword ore#fast forward years later#I am writing this blog and it becomes known as a fun place to read about Japanese culture as seen in KnY (thanks glad you enjoy)#I decide that I must tell people how hard it is to make the ore and finally visit that main museum on a trip back to Shimane#I collect material and struggle to do more research and wrap my head around it#and I write the first version of Teppi's story that focused mostly on the smelting and glazed over the forging and polishing and stuff#meanwhile I am in a job situation I have already long since wanted out of and soon I want out a lot more desperately#job searches were disheartening but then I found THE ONE I WANTED#and on that first interview when I was already like PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE#they asked if there's a Japanese cultural topic I could suddenly explain in great detail if asked#and without mentioning this blog I said I had recently written up something for fun about tatara smelting methods (and they forgot this)#fast forward again and I very happily got the job and was very nervous as I got the rundown on a very large annual nerd project#and when they announced the topics for that year I saw that tatara smelting methods in the region I knew them from was on the list#and I was like#asudyaiusdyuasdyuahduahduhsdhuPLEASE GIVE ME THAT#and i got it and when I went out there for research people were like#...why do you know all this...???????#and since I dared not mention my KnY blog I was like#...I lived in Shimane...#it seems I broke the tags because the rest of the story got cut off but hi yes you get the idea
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Will you all allow me to make one (1) video game character fat.........
#hat talks#its about the idea i brought up the other day before i passed out#idk why im so nervous about this tbh but i am
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i forgot that people on tumblr wont kill you in the streets for shipping something so eermmm- zooble x jax doodles!! AAHH-
plus a kinda sorta short comic/scenario thing i might turn into a fanfiction because we stay mentally ill đ
I LOVE THEM IDC. AAHHGGG
#IDK WHY IM SO NERVOUS TO POST THIS DUDE#perhaps ive been on tiktok too much#the app that if you express your opinion you will be murdered publically /hyp#anyway. i love them so much and like none of my other friends ship this so- i am starving for content about these two#jax x zooble#zooble x jax#abstrabbit#tadc#the amazing digital circus#they are gay and straight at the same time and i think thats whimsical and wonderous#adzy drawz
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At the risk of setting off a bomb in the Aaravos and Leola fandoms, I do wonder if we ever talk about how--if Aaravos's description of his daughter is accurate--she would probably hate what he's become in her absence.
#the dragon prince#aaravos#tdp leola#tdp#headcanon#if this has been talked about at length feel free to say so#i haven't checked i am fairly offline in terms of fandom#i just wonder cuz i see a lot of buzz for reviving leola which while i *am* sorta on board with that...#y'all aaravos like....sacked two cities and tried to help a man commit infanticide#if leola met him as he is now and she really did love everyone and everything in xadia??? she would be devastated#don't get me wrong i love leola and i love that we are rightfully angry about what happened to her#buuuut aaravos kinda has spent his entire run in the show plainly displaying exactly why he *should* be in prison xD#prolly the season 7 thing i'm most nervous about is what they'll be doing with aaravos#cuz as he is i think he needs to lose#and i hope he does#love him to death#but he's been fucking around so i hope he finds out
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Hi guys, this is usually what a doodle page ends up looking like <3 (oh, and @ancha-aus thought you might like this! Not writing but certainly fuel to my fire lol-)
This one is New Age filled!!! (Close-ups abd Lore beneath the cut!)
1) Night and Cross!
Night is actually very clingy once he's a teen. He doesn't usually realize it, but around the castle he'll snake to be closer to his Knights so long as there's no one he needs to keep his composure infront of is nearby. Cross is the one who's not used to physical touch (when it's not Ink ofc) so Night in his personal bubble makes his heart melt but also scares tf out of him <3
2) Error and Night's Meeting!
Error was carrying his whole life on his back and trying not to get arrested for unintentional property damage at this point, so when he saw the chance to get back at his brother and prove he was strong enough? Yeah, he got that on chance instantly. And was VERY smug when Nightmare chose him. (Also, Error is wearing gloves, so less Haphephobia)
3) Dream and Blue designs!
I think these are good tentative designs! Dream probably has a more regal fit, but he likes to play up that rugged exile look- He's inspired by Archers, while Blue takes on that classic Knightly-vibe. Their equipment is mostly stolen from Night's troops or brought with them from Blue's home kingdom.
Also, Dream is approx Killer's height at this point, shorter than Cross and *much* shorter than Apple!Nightmare. (Hc that Skeletons tend to be tinier in stature thanks to weird monster beauty standards. Horror and Geno's fam are outliers.)
4) Horror and Dust designs!
Horror is naturally a very *large* monster. He's very malnourished when Nightmare meets him, but by the time he's a Knight Nightmare has made sure that's no longer the case. He actually loves comfy, simple clothes, but to play up the whole 'strong mysterious' bit he wears a more barbaric Knight's garb. He doesn't mind acting scary, it's more fun that way :]. Dust is very very small, and envies horror sometimes for his size, but his tiny stature let's him control his body and move a lot quicker. He's very much based on a rogue, and usually covers the lower part of his face w/ a black cloth, and the upper part w/ his hood or mask. Dust only removes both to bathe, eat, or relax in a safe location. (Ignore that I can't draw the stupid gaster blaster lmao-)
These last two were space-fillers, but Cross and his Borzoi (Windmill, otherwise known as Milly (Killer named her-)) and really bad first wips of Ccino! I think Ccino was a chubby, happy toddler, but lost a lot of 'weight' (bone mass? Magic?) due to stress and pressure and bad eating habits. So it isn't until a while after the Coronation that he starts to relax abd feel safe enough to eat normal meals (Nightmare used to guilt him into eating snacks together, but as his boss (and younger brother) he can encourage it more often). By the time Killer shows he's still not quite healthy, but he's better. As more weight is lifted off his shoulders, the better he is. (That 'beauty' most people saw was a more stereotypical slimness, but Killer never stopped seeing Ccino as beautiful-) I think he never looked traditionally underweight, so no one noticed, and it was only much later that Night processed it. (And maybe it's why Dream hardly recognized him later on-)
#new age au#I love showing mundane life things-#and also these designs beamed into my brain#I can't draw Ccino for anything but the others? yeag#Blue is definitely my fave. and just like every au I will draw Blue perfect the first time and draw Dust 6 billion times đ#Horror is kinda banger too tho#makes me laugh to imagine Horror picking up Dust mid-fight out of convenience and Dust weighs nothing to him#(also this size difference is exactly why Dust and Horror fight in the non-magic training. and why Horror accidentally obliterated his#shoulder later on lmao- Dust needs to be able to dodge any enemy. Horror needs to aim for small and quick targets.)#(Meanwhile Cross is the newest and Killer the oldest and if Cross adapts to Killer then he'll adapt to the others more easily.)#oh! and Ccino w/ his arc? I think I really like the idea of a Ccino with a plump body-type. but that conflicts with my vidion of Ccino kinda#losing track of eating and being co-erced by adults to skip meals just enough to make him the 'right amount' of curvy#so when Nightmare takes over it's a habit he's so used to he hardly notices that he's doing it. but. Night picks up on it because Ccino is#almost akways with him. their relationship is very much Ccino giving his life to help Night#but it's also Night recognizing that and giving it back to Ccino along with more the moment he can#just smth smth this au is full of fit and exercized people and I think Ccino deserves some comfort and healing and positivity <3#also I am SO fond of Nightmare getting up in people's bubbles. he does it most to Killer and Ccino for obvious reasons but#god forbid a noble be talking behind his back because he *will* twist around and shove under his knight's arms or sides just to#read them the riot act or stare them down <3#and I think when he was an adult Night was... kinda like the big brother? like. not an experienced one by any means. but he wasn't *not*#affectionate then either. he was better at being serious about it and more discreet. but like#Nervous Cross escorting him in public? Night nudges his shoulder briefly with a Tendril to try and comfort him. Dust having a magic overload#? personal Training against just Night so there was no risk of harming anyone else. then snacks and tea after.#Horror is homesick? Woah look at that a scheduled trip back to visit with Crop and side-track back to Horror's village? huh?? wild...#Killer upset at all? Night will find a solution. just you wait. a cat. two cats. perhaps even a cat in a little sweater? or y'know. just a#chat or a combat?#Nightmare showed his affections but was just more distant about it.#Oh also. all four were used to tendrils lifting/tugging them subconsciously. usually during trainings to avoid them hurting eachother by#mistake in their early days. Killer misses it sometimes
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Opening up the inbox for questions about this queen, Capt Altheia Featherstone. Privateer, merchant captain, one-time apprentice, part-time magician, daughter of the sea, Julian's bae, co-star of the ongoing post-route epic Tides of Memories.
For one day and one day only I'll even turn anon asks on.
Her beautiful sprite is by sketchycrowz. đ
#i need to talk about her more she deserves love#bestest best girl#altheia featherstone#the arcana#help why am I so nervous about this#the arcana game#the arcana apprentice
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some thoughts on writing humor for anyone interested;
if you want to incorporate more humor into your writing, what you really want to practice is timing. writing humor is rarely about writing an individual funny line-- you don't remember the punchline because of the line itself, you remember the punchline because of everything else that came before it. a punchline without a proper build up or proper timing is just a non-sequitur.
so, when writing a humor fic, a good thing to remember is that the punchline comes last. you can't have your funniest line at the start of your story. think of it like action-- if your first fight is the boss fight, any fight of lower stakes or difficulty that follows is going to feel lackluster in comparison. you want your story and your jokes to build to the final line, or else you'll step on the joke and lose its impact.
and this does take practice! putting the joke at the end doesn't always feel 'natural' at first, learning how to structure and build a humor story is a skill the same as learning how to do it for any other genre. personally, i'd also say humor is something that really comes out in the editing stage more than the initial drafts-- humor is very reliant on timing and rhythm, and it's hard to find and stick to a story's pacing when you're still working on the overall story structure. i mean, this sort of thing tends to go for any sort of writing, but nothing makes humor fall flat faster than wonky pacing and so (for me at least) editing is the stage where the story goes from "oh, haha" to actually funny.
(i also bring this up because fandom has a lot of jokes about not editing a finished draft before posting-- and like, totally feel you, i'm not huge on editing after i reach the end of the draft. however, i have noticed in fic circles where people will get caught up on and sometimes even discouraged by trying to be funny in the fic larva stages when the framework to be funny just isn't there yet. personally, i highlight the humor lines i'm unsure about and move on. then, when the fic's closer to 90% done or so, it's much easier to skim the overall story and cut/format/refine/etc any jokes because they're already highlighted for easy finding.)
another thing to keep in mind is that humor as a writing device is often used to release tension. i would say this is a large part of why humor often falls very naturally into scene transitions; that natural release of tension is very useful as an 'end bracket' to a scene while also setting up the audience to be freshly wound up again. this feature is useful for stories aiming for a more light-hearted tone overall, but in general stories often incorporate humor as a way of controlling a story's pacing so that the tension doesn't get too tight too fast. even if a punchline isn't your end goal, you're still building up to something and it's really helpful to edit your humorous lines by asking "does this fit with my scene/story's pacing, or is it disruptive to my buildup?"
it doesn't really matter how funny an individual line might be on its own-- if its disruptive to the story's overall flow, the joke's effect is going to come off as strained and forced. because humor is really an exercise in structure and story rhythm, the most ineffective way to study humor is to fixate on the individual jokes you remember in your favorite stories-- instead look for the threads that came before the joke that made it memorable, and then practice doing that in your own writing. usually when humor falls flat in a story, it's because either the specific joke pops out of nowhere (missing the build-up) or the joke is in the wrong spot in the story (disruptive, breaks reader immersion). sometimes the fix is as easy as reshuffling a few lines, other times it's a matter of adding more to the build up, or even cutting it altogether so that something else packs a bigger punch.
tl;dr-- i'm repeating the old adage "in comedy, timing is everything." if you want to get better at writing or incorporating humor into your stories, it's honestly more important to practice when to drop a joke than the specific wording of the joke itself.
#writing#december posting#like. ages ago some people were interested in my thoughts on humor writing and ive finally overcome my shyness to post this ajfjh#speaking of: usual disclaimer this is just stuff i've observed myself and thoughts ive found relevant to the topic.#take what u agree with and discard the rest none of this is like. official.#im worried some of this is a little vague because i figured out a lot by looking at stuff that *didn't* work for me and asking why#but no way am i going into depth over any of that here#the other thing that happened tho is that i clarified a lot of these thoughts by picking apart my own fics#and breaking down my thought processes behind the ones that really work for me.#the clearest of which is 'gone fishing' so uhh. gimme a shout if youre interested in how that fic went from a handful of tags to dms to fic#idk if anyone else is into that sort of thing lol? i do it for myself but idk that anyone cares to listen to me ramble about whatever i did#hmmm nervous posting this jghjfj idk i have a lot of thoughts on writing but zero qualifications to talk about any of it oof
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thereâs always a period of anxiousness whenever i post something new
#like im never sure if people will like it or not#im like on edge rn#a lot of times the feedback is way faster cause i dont write things quite so long#but its gonna take a bit for people to tell me about an 11.6k fic lmao#anyways#why am i nervous#ok bye#delete later
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Obligatory RP Blog intro post
(Warning: Contains Spoilers for the end of 2.1 and 2.2 and was initially created before 2.2)
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Making a drink is a sensory skill. In dreams, creating fizzy concoctions requires adding a bit of your mood. Heavier if you're troubled, a touch sweeter if you're in high spirits... It's not just about mixing beverages. It's about mixing the experiences of life.
Gallagher's the name, I'm one of the local "Hounds" around here. Step into Penacony, the Land of Dreams, Nameless one.
Tired? Just find a place to sit and rest for a while. Letâs have a talk and Iâll mix something up for you.
But a few words of adviceâŠ
Donât get lost in dreams, and not everythingâs as it seems.
Guidelines, Key, Tags and Notes from the mod:
Guidelines:
-Fellow RP Blogs are allowed, uh hiii Star Rail RP community
-This is my first RP Blog after like a year or so (previous ones just died) so I may be rusty so apologies for that -Using tonetags would be appreciated, not required but appreciated, especially if you say something that could come off as rude but you donât mean it in that tone, the mod canât read tone through text.
-SFW only please, Suggestive themes are allowed with a warning however
-Goreâs on the table though, but only if the meme gets involved, or you somehow get a good reason for it, I donât think Gallagher would just maul you out of nowhere- However since this takes place in the dreamscape blood will be described as water and thatâs all thatâs gonna spill out-
-Shipping is allowed, Iâll allow any ship unless itâs pr*ship or with Sunday, with the former itâs obvious on why I wouldnât, gross. Youâll get hit on the offense side of Gallagherâs Ultimate if you try that.
But on Galladay itâs simply cause Iâm just not super comfortable with Gallagher x Sunday-
But yeah, as long as youâre follow the shipping rules the skyâs the limit, especially since I see Gallagher as bi
-Mod uses the CDT Timezone and is in education, but otherwise doesnât have a life, and also has adhd with rapid changing hyperfixations so answer times can range from a minute to over a week
-Anything related to, but not limited to, racism, homophobia/transphobia, sexism, ableism, etc. Is not allowed here.
Iâm serious if you come into the askbox with that youâll get the âDogâ after you:
-Anons are welcome, you can even have a custom tag if you use a sign off and show up enough
-Magic Anons are allowed however only one can be active at a time and they have a 2-5 ask cooldown depending on what the effects where
-You can technically also ask the Meme on this blog, but donât expect it to say anything other then *STABS YOU STABS YOU STABS YOU STABS YO
Key:
â â (Just plain text): Dialogue
â â (Same as above but in bold)/â â (Purple bold text): (whatâs used is dependent on whatâs exactly being said) Dialogue where Gallagher puts on his Reaper Robe
(The text for that was originally red however I changed it to purple for two reasons: Reason one being in the lore Acheron uses Red text sometimes and I think itâd be weird if I interacted with an Acheron and she also used red text,
and I changed it to purple specifically cause it matches Sleepie)
â* *â (Asterisks around text): Action/Movement
â// //â (Two slashes around text): OOC/Mod talking
Tags:
#đ„bartenders rambles : In character posts/asks
#đșbarred fangs : In character posts/asks when Gallagher is playing the role of âThe Reaper/Deathâ
#đdonât fear the reaper. : Fanart reblog tag
#đïž The Dog. : Mentions/Discussion of the Memory Zone Meme âSomething Unto Deathâ/âSleepieâ
#đŸmods yapping : Posts from the mod/OOC posts, not counting OOC moments in the tags of ask posts
#đ«care for a drink under the stars? : Interaction reblogs/RPs, whatever with fellow Honkai: Star Rail RP blogs, can be in or out of character
#đȘ¶hounds prey : Interactions with Sunday and/or Robin/Mentions of Sunday and/or Robin
#đ§čthe bellboy : (there was no mop emoji) Interactions with Misha/Mentions of Misha
(Tags may be added for specific characters and art RBs if I decide to do that, but for now thatâs the tags)
Anon Tags:
#đž anon
#đ„ anon
#đ anon
Side Notes:
-If youâre wondering on the Modâs pronouns if you didnât read the bio, the Mod uses Any/All pronouns (like he/she/they/it etc. Idrc-)
-This will include headcanons, if it wasnât obvious from the âI see Gally as Biâ comment
-It could possibly get OOC at times while Iâm in character, I made the blog before 2.2, but Iâm trying to stick to the character as well as I can, and if 2.2 changes his character again Iâll attempt to pull something to fit with that
-Mod will refer to himself ether as âThe Modâ or âMod Werewolfâ
Other Blogs the Mod Runs if youâd like to check those out:
(disclaimer theyâre not all gonna be for the same fandom in the future)
@the-coolest-character-in-hsr (Hanu from Honkai: Star Rail)
@trash-president-real (Trash President (OC) Honkai: Star Rail)
Anyways hope you enjoy the blog, and avoid getting stabbed by the meme
#đŸmods yapping#Why am I slightly nervous about doing this-#But itâd be a waste to take the username then just. Not launch the blog#So here we go#Plus there are like no Gallagherâs Iâve seen in the RP community-#Guess I need to be him#honkai star rail#honkai star rail roleplay#hsr rp blog#hsr rp#hsr gallagher#gallagher#gallagher hsr
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could i please get some of nicky and joe dancing please <3?
You certainly can, my friend! <3
I may have accidentally made it a little angsty (and they look like they're not dancing rip but I promise they are)
#yeee here they are#siggy draws#tog#the old guard#kaysanova#ty for the prompt my friend ;w; <3 i managed to figure joe out woo hoo!!!!!#the amount of times i zoomed in on nicky's ass to ask myself if i was making it too flat#and it turns out i did!! but his jeans are slightly loose so the ass is hiding in there. that's my excuse#i couldn't just have them both post-merrick covered in blood having an 'i almost lost you' moment with nicky's ass hanging out#on the flipside i am very very happy with joe's arm and hand#his other hand is holding the other side of nicky's face lol#why am i so nervous about posting this my god
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Okay I made it
And I'm proud of it
#yep i finished it 3 days ago XD#i don't know why i waited so long#i dunno i was nervous about posting it#i still am nervous#joker out#nace jordan#jan peteh#jance#eryka draws#my art#dont kill me pls
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