#im like on edge rn
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there’s always a period of anxiousness whenever i post something new
#like im never sure if people will like it or not#im like on edge rn#a lot of times the feedback is way faster cause i dont write things quite so long#but its gonna take a bit for people to tell me about an 11.6k fic lmao#anyways#why am i nervous#ok bye#delete later
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who up edgin they sleep 🫣🫣
#GO WATCH THE EDGE OF SLEEP RN ITS ON AMAZON PRIME RN GO WATCH IT ITS GOOD GO WA#dave torres#teos#the edge of sleep#markiplier#im like 2 eps in rn because my brain hates sitting down n binging shows without anyone else to binge with#but its GOOD go WATCH IT RN!!!!!!
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Learn from who? Learn from you? You are still a brat. What do you know? You're only three years older. Like you are any better than me. You're 21, and still a virgin. What are you proud of? I think you can't do it.
KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 06
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#ai di x chen yi#chen yi x ai di#nat chen#chen bowen#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#userspring#uservid#userspicy#userrain#pdribs#userjjessi#*cajedit#*gif#*gestures at the caption* this is honestly the funniest argument they could possibly have idfk what to tell you. it's very ai di#meanwhile whatever's going through chen yi's head rn has recently been doused with 'the boss doesnt care abt me like that'#after watching cdy and zml at dinner. like chen yi already knows *before* ep9 & ai dis confession that cdy will never look at him#(the diff. between this scene & ep9's. is him failing in regards to the gang as well in cdy's eyes. he goes from feelings of disappointment#& irritability to complete despair and both times he drinks to cope. bc hes not enough in cdy's eyes in ANY of the ways he wants/hoped)#so honestly the crisis chen yi goes thru right here isnt unfounded at all hes literally dealing w an inadvertent rejection of his feelings#its chaos in his head and ai di is picking at him again and the wine is tilting in his blood and then- 'learn from who? learn from you?'#like what do YOU know about love ai di (WHILE CHEN YI'S PULLING HIM LIKE THAT-) so OF COURSE ai di goes for the deepest dig he can.#'i bet you cant get hard that explains how much of a coward you are'. its ridiculous the ways in which they push each other over the edge#but im ngl im kind of obsessed the way chen yi's tipsy line of thinking 'learn from you?' turned into the action 'fuck it learn from ME'#ANYWAY EVERYONE GO LISTEN TO 'LOSE CONTROL' BY TEDDY SWIMS RIGHT THE FUCK NOW. THe most chen yi song pre-ep9
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Was nobody gonna warn me that I would fall a little bit in love with every character in Stardew
#I am literally following them around and getting excited like a little puppy its insane#I cant decide who I wanna marry I like all of them… I was a little torn between Sebastian and Harvey at first but now Alex is an#unexpected fav??? and I like Elliott and Sam theyre so goofy.. and I appreciate how down to earth Leah is#Emily is also quickly growing on me she feels like the valleys manic pixie dream girl to me. or at least Clint’s manic pixie dream girl#the only characters I don’t have much to say abt are Shane and maru.. Shane’s still a little mean to me like I know he warms up to u as#u get to know him but I’m not there yet.. and I’m just not all that interested in Maru sadly#it’s not just the marriage candidates its almost all the NPCs especially Granny Evelyn SHES SO NICE?? shes fun to talk to I love giving#her my best flowers.. I also like saying hi to Willy and Marnie they’re nice!!! I love Marnie’s smile it’s so cute#I’m also fond of gus after seeing Linus’ 2 heart event that was so sweet of him… mister gus I’ll give u my best ingredience……..#I’m too busy trying to finish the community centre and make money before I go around marrying anyone or building up friendship#so I haven’t had a lot of time to get to know everyone ;w; I’m trying to trigger the wizards heart events now that I’m at like 9 hearts#with him cuz I wanna be able to move my buildings around#I actually have 2 saves rn one on my brothers pc and one on iOS. but the one on iOS is cosmos file and it just playing as him as a character#not as myself and I think he would marry Alex. but my pc save is my personal file so I’m marrying Harvey#until my pen gets fixed I’ll be drawing at a snails pace pairing the stupid thing but Im making cosmo a ref definitely#I kinda wanna get to know Pam too.. she’s like rough around the edges but in a jaded way I wanna know what she’s like yk#stardew valley#puppy plays sdv#sdv#Stardew#yapping
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the hardest part of the sewing process is hyping myself up to start literally any step of the sewing process
#ramblings with major#i have to finish a seam upside down rn#like i cant see the edge of the fabric. im so scared
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There is literally NOTHING in the world that could have prepared me for the ammount of emotional turmoil HNOC live would cause me. IT ENDED. RIGHT BEFORE HANGED MAN RUSTS. ARE YOU KIDDING ME. TEARS IN MY EYES. ARE YOU KIDDING ME.
I WILL BE THINKING ABOUT THIS FOR THE NEXT 10 YEARS. I. JESUS, MAN. JESUS. COME OB. OH MY GOD. GOD. CHRIST.
#julian posting#im not kidding ive been crying about this for 5 minutes. help me im autistic#i feel so extremely edged#its not even funny#ok maybe a little#AAAAUUUUUGHHRHRHRH WAAAAHHH WAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH WAAAAAAAAAAAH BRIAAN#BRIIIIIIAAAAAANNN WERRREHRHRHHDHDJJSKDJANMDKAKEKSKDJSKDJDJ NOOOOOOOOOOOOO NOOOOOOOOO#JELP#WAAAAHHHH#WAAAAAAAAGHHH#snf#its ok. its.#i got to see him. for like. a little bit. its ok#BANGING MY FISTS ON THE TABLE#WAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH#Im never making fun of kpop girls ever in my life. i get it. i really do. i get it now#good lord#drumbot brian#hnoc#the mechanisms#high noon over camelot#raphaella in that video tho....... got damn.......... not elaborating further#jonny too#and marius. god#dont fucking talk to me rn jm processing. im#no do talk to me actually#but. WAASGRHSJRJAJJFJAJFJEJJDJDJDJSJFJRJS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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been on an oc redesign kick. this is incomprehensible to anyone but me and like 2 other people probably. hi tim if ur reading this
#im not entirely happy with kaori still but im glad i got everyone's different ears down finally. AND THEIR HAIR. god their hair#im really reallyyyy pleased with dallas though hes so cutie#moor's edge#<- oc tag for these freaks#june and vera are both trans in the way that yea they probably have something going w their genders but theyre at work so they dont care rn#can call them he or she respectively but they wont correct u if u call them anything else#character design#illustration#ocs#sketches#my art#2024#i always feel a bit dumb posting oc stuff cause its like. who cares. but then i remember this blog is just meant to be an archive for me#i also feel like kaori has more going on than just being bi but she hasnt been in my mind's rock tumbler long enough to figure that out#ill let her cook for a bit longer#none of my guys are cishet though thats all i know
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when odysseus says ὁρῶ γὰρ ἡμᾶς οὐδὲν ὄντας ἄλλο πλὴν | εἴδωλ᾽ ὅσοιπερ ζῶμεν ἢ κούφην σκιάν i am SO tempted to translate it as something like "i see that we who live are nothing but characters and fiction"
#i need to know whether eidolon and/or skia can be used to mean 'fictional character'! (beyond the realm of visual art)#eidolon is obvs a super loaded term#but im convinced that skia wherever it appears in theatre is doing something metatheatrical too!#see also cassandras last lines in the agamemnon#a lament for her own artificiality and fictionality as an artistic contrivance?#skia in painting terms is like. an outline or silhouette#and i think everything for me rn is pointing to the hollowness of characters' bodies#(i am tapping the tragic mask on the edge of the skene like i'm cracking an egg)#mine#bodycostume#<-adjacent#ajaxblogging
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Anyone else have this weird habit of writing an idea down and getting very excited so you get up and start walking around
#like im cooking rn... hold on this is too exciting...#for some reason i dont keep writing and instead i leave myself off on a cliffhanger???#literally edging myself lmao
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So I started ranting about this in discord now I'm gonna rant more about it here
I need Mia to have a life is strange 1 type romance
A Max + Chloe one
Mia would do so much to save her love. She would spend her life saving her love if she could.
If someone attempted to harm her love, she might even kill them
But if she was forced to choose between a dozen people and her girlfriend
Mia would be going to a funeral
Mia would willingly give up her arms to save them both, but she wouldn't be allowed to and making that choice would leave her on her knees
And her poor civilian girlfriend would be okay with being sacrificed to save a buncha people and Mia would scream and cry and beg the universe to change
And it wouldn't listen
And her girlfriend would die to save a town
And a part of Mia would die too
#im sick im ill#i need doomed yuri mia dearden STAT#like yes i need happy yuri mia too but rn#i need tragedy#itd go about different than LIS cause no powers mia but#idk her girlfriend could've accidentally got like a magic curse#and mia kept protecting her and the longer that her girlfriend lived with the curse#the more like. life force the curse stole from other people#and like at the end of LIS theyd be on a cliff and mia would be all like “i love tou so much please i dont wanna have to choose”#and her gf would be like “please mia i cant choose this myself but#i trust you. to make the right choice.“#and they would kiss on the edge of the cliff and mia would say “i wish i could choose you”#and her girlfriend would go off the edge in an ambiguous way#and ppls lives would be saved#mia dearden#arrowfam#dc#dc comics#life is strange
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Comm for @ CitrusCynical! Part one bc I'm working on a few more ♪
#talking about work. first i didn't do much outside sending a lineart today bc *turumrumrum* i got a pc!#yayy! clapclapclap!#still gonna use the laptop to draw since the cpu only has one hdmi entrance and i can't connect the tablet#buuuut i have a piNK KEYBOARD. literally my dream come true#i might be able to play genshin again♪ i might be able to download bg3 in my own pc♪#I'll be able to use a paint textured brush bigger than 100 pixels♪#he hehehe hehe#the wifi connection sucks tho. we'll have to connect it with a wire i think#downloading steam at turtle pace lol#rui draw smth#art commisions#commission#oc#original character#im so happy i was literally at the edge all day lsndmsmdm#I'll upload a photo in my twt probably. i wanna show off my pink keyboard pink mouse and pink cat-themed mousepad#I'm also! reclaiming to Clipstudio support for my product key bc i bought it in like 2020 and we lost the email with the code#i have a pirated version but it's old. and i also have enough money rn to buy the newest version but my mom tells me to get my own again#ñeñeñe
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in my mind, sethos has wild, curly hair
#been having lots of sethos brainrot recently….#AND sethoscara brainrot. the fic im reading rn is CRAZY good#i cant wait for the next chapter im like on the edge of my seat#— [ rambles ] ; eydís talks!
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frog documentation. frogcumentation
I think I mentioned a while back I'd post nibling frog momence after the gift's done given. which happened on the 2nd this month I just forgot lmao. anyways we can do it now. I used the boigameista pattern scaled up to four pieces of A4 print paper and decided to double deck it to a two layer thing, not unlike a pillow, for ease of washin. because it was gonna be gifted to a one year old child
took a long time and made a number of mistakes bc hand sewing makes me worse as a person but this guy was done in time for the birthday occasion and that's what matters. chose non-fuzzy fabrics for it because we live in a dense city in the tropics and from personal experience if I hug something made of fur I would explode. the original plan included felt patterns on its back for bonus textures for baby but that wouldn't stretch well along with the rest of the thing so had to hold that back. eventually we got this
zipper across its ass, the coat type of zipper bc I miscalculated when ordering. but it did have a shape and that's all that matters to me. will be a fun game for the baby to grow up and be severely misinformed about what a frog looks like
happy extremely late birthday to this thing also
#bakuspecial#uhhhh. whats my craft tag. I forgor. update this later#frog plush babeyyyy#I want this thing to last until the heat death of the universe so I felled all the seams down. dont recommend doing this by hand#Im so stubborn lmao I refuse to get a serger I will simply get better at hand sewing instead. damn its taking kinda long#there used to be a Lot more frogs around hanoi. but the lack of clean water ponds and lakes have driven down the population#I live like right at the edge of the city rn tho (will no longer be the case in five years) so there are still a lot of aminals#house robins. skinks. fireflies (!!!!). praying mantises. tree frogs#they love to hang out at the fountain inside the complex right across the street. had to pick em up to return to the fountain#from the hot brick tiled ground a few times#theyre so small. theyre so small....#I miss house geckos they dont show up a lot in our apartment. I wish they would they would love the cockroaches around here#and of course. bc the kind of rice we eat is more short-grained and thus usually not all the way dried like the longer-grained type we have#so many rice weevils. do u know those little fucks do not drown for a Long time#do u know they lay eggs inside the rice grains and that's how u find out ur rice about to become the weevil beverly hill#by washing the rice and seeing hollowed out grains float up. I have become an expert at this.#but I get to see skinks in random bushes so who am I to be pissed about that. skinks rule#this has been baku talks about animals for a mile of tags. thank u for listening#well. its evening and the family wants to go out so that's what we're doin. hope u have a good time too wherever u are#see u this midnight when I reblog every new posts I've made in the last week or so lmao
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It's really hot outside
(Bonus)
#my art#project moon#limbus company#lcb dongbaek#IM DYING SQUIRTLE i need it to stop being summer immediately#i probably could have done better w the watermarks but i dont feel like going back to change it rn#anyways. hi :) dongbaek :)#i have requests and revenges to do but i needed to draw this or else i was gonna die#you ever think about how dongbaek keeps a giant pile of gunpowder directly on the edge of her desk#and how there is a cat in the exact same room as aforementioned pile of gunpowder just sitting around + other explosives (fireworks)#high intelligence low wisdom moment from dongbaek i love this woman#fanart
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ugh. periods /neg. need a guy to hold me in his arms and rest his hands under my shirt on my stomach for the warmth and kiss my forehead and tell me im his pretty boy. or ill die.
#i dont get super super dysphoric a lot. my period however. sends me over the edge.#im dying here#just gotta keep telling myself itll get better eventually even if it doesnt feel like it rn yknow#anyway i gotta eat im faint and dizzy rn KFHSLFJDLFJ#mlm#mlm yearning#mlm post#mlm love#gay mlm#mlm thoughts#t4t#trans mlm#mlm blog#t4t yearning
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damnit, i just saw accusations about the outsiders cast sa’ing and r*ping people, specifically brody. i hope it’s not true. i really hope it’s not true. can someone give me insight? because i’m not sure. apparently it was on reddit and idk how believable things on reddit are but i feel really gross and sick now, can someone please tell me if this is true or kit, or if it was all made up? i hope it was made up. i really really do.
#i kinda feel sick#idk why-i’m being dramatic i think#the outsiders#the outsiders musical#tw sa mention#tw r4p3#is this true?#i really really really hope it isn’t#i mean it was on reddit but idk like if this was true would they give him a role like this?#idk#idk why i feel so gross rn#i think im just gonna go to bed because i feel on edge#wish there was at least a tw at least idk
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