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SOME SILLIES! Ive only really learned how to draw tim so far so i shrink him on occasion :) plus continuation to masky plush. dont worry he was retrieved after this
Some more scribbles under the cut! Contains comic spoilers!!!
I dont rlly know how to draw skully LOL, tried making him mostly jay in this instance cuz like. idk dude probably doesnt like masky that much LMAO
#marble hornets#tim masky#tim wright#marble hornets tim#masky marble hornets#marble hornets masky#skully#skully marble hornets#marble hornets comic#its ok masky ily#i SUPPOSE ill tag jay here cuz its kinda sorta his face#jay merrick#i tried making him having the like#changing face effect from when hes like “i carry many grahhh”#but did not succeed GDSGK#doodles#masky plush#masky plush au#why am i committing to this bit#art dump
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for various rl and depression reasons I haven't actually gotten to play da:tv for quite a few days now, and I cannot adequately convey to you the sheer hilarity of the effect hearing lucanis' voice again just had on me. I was fully in the deepest trough of a depressive slump, still breathing but by no means what I would describe as 'alive', heard him Say Something (as he does), and immediately something in my soul went 'oh yeah no this changes everything actually I just forgot for a moment there sorry for the inconvenience'. like my depression is not healed or anything (it never is :') ) but it did lift its crushing weight from my entire being by a significant amount and let discernible light in where there had been pitch dark unshifting misery before. this is so funny. no real life human contact or warmth, no high ideals, no wise words encouraging hope, no awe nor curiosity over the infinite complexity and wonder of the universe has managed to do what lucanis dellamorte breezily coming to terms with the grand necropolis by grasping its role in nevarra's financial system just did in an instant, 'what like it's hard' style. no one is more baffled than me to find that it's not even a bit he just does that to me. that literally just happened. mary kirby I unironically kind of owe you my life
#emotional support lucanis dellamorte Saying (Insane) Things like they're the most obvious thing in the world saves lives apparently#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#lucanis dellamorte#listen. i feel so much shame all the time about how the things that seem to help other people... don't really seem to help me much#all the 'this is good for everyone' stuff fails to bring me relief pretty much 100% of the time and all it does#is add alienation and shame to the mix. this is a twenty year long pattern. I don't think there's much getting away from it#so when something does actually kind of work even if it's not replicable or under my control and it somehow is also FUNNY...#we must take those#perhaps I am a strange grotesquery of inconsolable pain untouchable by and implacable to human warmth and comfort#but at least I am soul-level committed to the bit and I suppose that is something#social connection meditation and healthy excercise? GOD how i've tried and over decades it has not cumulatively helped#even as much as this one blorbo moment did. i'm not ok but I am living in a universe suddenly where I understand the state#of ok at least conceptually. like oh yeah. it is a thing. it's not what I am but it is a state that exists. do you see what I'm saying#also why I frankly just don't care what anyone else thinks or feels about this game. to me it's been this and that'll still be true#no matter what. which is another kind of relief as well.
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all he hears are screams 👍
#epic the musical#odysseus#I WAS NEVER FORCED TO READ GREEK LITERATURE IN HS SO I AM JUST NOW BEING BLASTED WITH LORE ™️BY YOUTUBE. UM.#i drew this bc i said i'd probably draw him better if the release stream came back and it did so. um. i committed to the bit.#btw why did a post of me complaining about the stream being nuked get uhh. checks twitter. 910 likes as of this very moment#i hope it is Liked i've never drawn this man before in my life. i just got here. bc of ruthlessness.
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AUGH I loved the new fic :3 very good eating it up. Question for you: is this Helsknight the same as RnS Helsknight? Obv they’re different interpretations of the same origin, but are they separate from each other? Could they meet, even
I feel like every fic I write with Helsknight I end up with a slightly different interpretation of him, there's like 10 different variations of him living rent free in my brain at any given time. On that note, I do not feel like I could do RnS Helsknight justice, Skye's version of Helsknight is just a completely different beast than my own even if we occasionally run up against similar themes and ideas. Love that guy I'd love to put him in situations but I do not think I could write him correctly 🙏
I was actually thinking of Evildoers Helsknight as being much closer to LaHoF Helsknight, i wanted to play a little bit with the idea of broken code that I introduced in that fic, what it might be like if that problem had been worse for Hels, and that early days anger after the cloning machine, and a thing i never got to about the universe playing jokes on players, commiting to bits they speak into existence (hence the cloning machine functioning when Beef specifically built it not to and functing in ways that aligned with the /way/ it was used etc etc there was maybe gonna be a throwaway line cub says that was vaguely watcher reference-y). That isn't to say Evildoers Helsknight /is/ LaHoF Hels, I wrote him fairly differently there than I think I would've if I'd specifically set out to write him as I did in lahof. He's kind of halfway between lahof hels and a different version for a fic idea I've got floating around atm. Bc my ass can not resist writing helsknight fics apparently
But anyways the 'could they meet' question is so funny to me we should just put as many different alternate universe versions of helsknight in a room as possible and let them loose to see what happens. I think half of them would kill each other with the hour.
#atlas speaks#actually you wanna know something crazy in terms of parallel thinking between me and skye that i never managed to get to in lahof#i have always been of the opinion that wels and hels both come from tournament fighting backgrounds#so reading rns and reading about helsknight in the colosseum was such a full circle moment#it'll get talked about a bit when i finally get the ending thing for lahof#but it has a lot to do with why hels is the way he is in that fic. performative and preoccupied with roles. hesitant to commit real violence#also why he's better than wels when they fight. wels has gotten soft on his time on hc. hels has still been fighting that whole time#he pulls his punches for the sake of performance for a lot of their early fights#lets wels wins#which makes wels underestimate him. leading to the defeat we saw in ch5 and a defeat we would've seen in ch13#anyways why am i still talking about lahof it wasn't even mentioned in this ask#put helsknight in front of me and i will find an excuse to talk about lahof 🙏
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"If the structure of your world ever evaporates, I will still be here."
I think The Q might contain one of the greatest declarations of friendship/love ever.
#books#the q#beth brower#this seems clunkier out of context but trust me in context it's very moving#they're discussing how quincy's entire world is wrapped up in work#so even if she likes the people there if the business somehow disappeared she probably wouldn't see them again#because they all have other family/friends to go to and she doesn't really have any#leading to this promise#and let me tell you it's just about enough to make me believe in found family#because this works as a romantic or platonic declaration#it's a promise#a commitment to provide safety and stability when there's nowhere else to go#and i love it#this book is so odd because i liked it quite a bit last year#then rereading i was at first like 'why did i like this at all?'#there's no scene-setting or character description it's just kind of stuff there#but then the relationship starts to develop and i am SO invested#under normal rules it shouldn't take 100 pages for the story to get good but in this case it's worth it#it's such an odd structure#each chapter is almost like its own little short story#or a character sketch#almost like the character have stopped to discuss their own character worksheet#but in context it somehow works#and it drives home how much traditional publishing and writing rules stifle creativity#because your average editor would look at this and try to smooth it over#make it all into one flowing narrative#and it would lose so much of what makes it unique and compelling#following the rules of 'good writing' robs you of all the stories that don't follow those rules#there is so much scope outside of the one 'best practice' that is currently in fashion#and those stories need to get told too!
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cory in the DR tonight saying “idk i just think it’ll be funny…” really sums his whole game up cuz like—
this kid came in thinking “i’m gonna play up the little brother thing and get everyone to think i’m just a sweet innocent boy so i seem non-threatening!” — and, sure! that’s a solid plan!
…and then he proceeded to have a one-sided beef with hisam from day 1, joke-flirted his way into legitimately falling for america, was on slop for like half the season which has seemingly shrunk him by half, and decided he needed to go up against a reality TV legend in cirie. on top of ALL THAT he has now played a major role in saving felicia TWICE, it almost cost him his game prejury BOTH times, and she is more than likely STILL GOING AFTER HIM. (this is comedy.)
and now, as a result of all of this, he has been at the center of three (3) out of only like 4 big fight/blowout moments so far this season. two of which directly involved… FUCKING BOWIE JANE 💀💀💀
…ah yes sir, very lowkey, very under the radar, good work 🫡
anyway if that child can do anything it is commit to the bit.
#bb25#bb25 cory#i like this kid but i do feel even from a neutral perspective bud journey has been very silly#which is part of why i like him to be fair#i respect a man who commits too hard to the bit#because i am a woman who commits too hard to the bit
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does anyone else find it fucked up that moon's friends protect themselves from her with the skyfire at the end of moon rising?
#wings of fire#moonwatcher#look okay i've been slowly rereading the series on and off again bc one of my friends is getting into the series#so correct me where i'm wrong in asking why kinkajou feels entitled for moon to disclaim she's a telepath and seer upon first meeting her#when the news that nightwings don't have powers anymore and that they manipulated the entire sandwing succession war conflict#for their own gain went PUBLIC so nightwings are a hated tribe#nevermind the fact that moon feels like an outcast among her tribe because she hatched off of the volcano and never had to suffer#though it's sweet that her mother cares for her and worries about her she still calls moon her 'weird little diamond'#and impresses upon her 'secret hidden safe' which is basically wof's conceal don't feel#when was moon supposed to feel safe enough in disclosing her power she's hated FOR having and hated for NOT having#do you (general) think she's in ANY position to advertise she's the tribe's ONLY true seer and telepath in generations safely?#'i get what kinkajou means but it feels almost like having to disclaim your trans or disabled. Is a bit fucked' is what my friend said#it's the same fucking thing as 'i'm losing the person i once knew' but perhaps not in those words and not nearly as harshly#i know kinkajou comes around to moon eventually and they remain friends. but there's something REALLY fucked about it imo#same friend pointed out there's a queerness to this which i will 100% agree on like it stings on a personal level#like. look i still like the series but man reading it critically and interacting with it in a more adult lens#is definitely an action i am doing right now.#i think i'm still correct in saying darkstalker was a child. evil is not created in a vacuum. hatred is taught not inherent.#it does not excuse him from the evil he did commit. but he was a child. he was a FUCKING ABUSED CHILD. augh. (quietly losing my mind)#rex rambles
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inside out if it was my head

#desire mona#media#its so bad ITS SO BAD FOR ME BRO IM TOO FAR GONE AND ITS BARELY BEEN 3 DAYS LIKEEEEE#if i said i liked in the gloaming more than dps. just saying like SORRY and also oh my god THATS NOT BECAUSE IN THE GLOAMING IS BETTER#ITS NOT#DPS HAS SO MUCH MORE SUBSTANCE WISE LIKE IT IS MUCH BETTER THAN GLOAMING#THE STORY OF IN THE GLOAMING JUST RESONATES WITH ME MORE - I CONNECT MORE WITH THE STORY OF A QUEER MAN DYING OF AIDS THAN why am i yelling#a story about a whimsical teacher at an all boys school (SUPREME SIMPLIFICATION)#i do still love it to bits tho. i will not be updating the letterbox top 4 about this i dont think im ready for that commitment#its only been 3 days#buy me dinner#in the gloaming#robert sean leonard#danny gloaming
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was goaded into reading a Bad Hockey Romance Novel and now am being appropriately punished for my curiosity as I will eternally be haunted by the phrase "his voice is hot and sweet and hard; a Werther’s Original sitting on a radiator"
#what does it MEAN#why would a werther's original EVER be on a radiator!#also by goaded I mean it took very little convincing. I am almost always ready to consume bad media in name of poking fun#anyway this was definitely not the worst thing in the book but it was by far the most baffling#but my god. there's so much more I could burden you all with#commitment to the bit
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your mutuals changing their urls AND pfps is like


#“WHY ARE YOU IN MY HOU- oh hey friend”#i could not find this adventure time scene with subtitles so i added them myself#i am commited to the bit#sheba lore#mutuals#beloved mutuals#moots#i love my moots#tumblr#adventure time
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qsmp makes me feel like a conspiracy theorist almost constantly. I see someone go "yeah bad almost exclusively chooses tophats in games when given the option" and I immediately run back to my conspiracy board and pin that next to the photo of q!slime and q!mariana saying they'll adopt juanaflippa because she has glasses like q!slime/q!mariana respectively under a sticky note captioned "??? the original spanish-english egg pairs were designed in a way meant to attract certain parents to adopting them???", that's connected by red string to a note pad page stating "how random was the parent pairing REALLY?" with nothing under it - which is then connected to a string that leads to several polaroids containing the ending(s) of the wall and the wreckage of the button, captioned "why build a wall that big only to have it end at a certain point?" followed by a string connected to a notebook page in the middle of the board reading "the illusion of choice?" - connected to several other seemingly dead-end questions and theories, as well as some slight stragglers only connected to eachother and not the middle. and then I look over my board covered in feverish notes and I go. yeah okay so I may just have like a slight problem
#quesadilla island and the illusion of choice.#i am so normal#I spent. a little bit too long on this bit I think.#saying stuff#I have more thoughts but it's just the generic stuff.#why does the federation want the residents on the island so badly. how did wilbur even leave the island.#why did islanders from the island itself vs others who aren't arrive the same way. what the fuck is up with the codes.#why do the feds insist on having a good rapport with the islanders. why do they try to desensitize them to their presence via tasks.#why do they try so hard to look non-threatening to the point even grunt workers carry around bubble wands to blow on the regular.#a lot of this is easily “the federation wants to build trust” but that's also a why. what do they stand to gain from doing that.#hold on where's my nerd tag#i think.#oh my god really.#that's. okay yeah that checks out actually#qsmp#quackity smp#q!cellbit a man of the people (I am burning with questions about the federation all of the time oh my god.)#edit if you see spelling mistakes in this post do not correct me please I have a fragile ego#I did not notice until four hours had passed and now I'm committed to pretending I do not in fact care about it
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i saw one post about transmasc junko and now i literally can not stop brainrotting about it. why does it go hard. he would be all “i’m not transitioning because if the despair it brings me”. he would get a hockey boy (/derogatory) haircut. i hate him.
#ohhhhh boy am i putting this in the main tags. yeah why not.#danganronpa#junko enoshima#dr thh#trigger happy havoc#i’ll put leon and mondo as well. why not.#mondo owada#mondo oowada#leon kuwata#they’re only there for a bit but i like them so#zachs art tag#honestly goes hard as a headcanon#i dig it#he would be the worst fuckin trans guy on planet earth. and leon exists.#junko voice you don’t have top surgery because you’re broke as shit. i don’t have top surgery because i am broke as shit. we are the same.#i kinda feel like he wouldn’t get it on the basis of “i do not care”#and to bring despair to transphobes or somthin idk.#go slay boygirlypop. commit some crimes ✨✨✨
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leave it to the randomest characters to get you out of an art rut! thank you lady rhea <3
#fe3h#fire emblem#rhea fe3h#saint seiros#fe3h fanart#one of my moots is brainrotting abt the church and is dragging me down w them#anyways just was supposed to be another failed doodle which is why its so simple but then i actually liked it! so then i colored it#and here we are#its important to me to draw the saints looking aged if only a little#also a nose inspired by my ma bc i am a nabateans are irish truther#naked bc i am not. fcuking drawing all that. especially at an extreme 3/4 angle. NO.#anyways#her hair is so confusing i love and hate it at the same time#like WHAT ARE THOSE BITS THAT HANG DOWN? just commit to the farrah fawcett blowout
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The problem is.. when you think you've been without monsters for so long sometimes you forget what they look like. What they sound like. No matter how much remembering your education urges you to do.
It's not the same when the monsters are gone.
You're only remembering shadows of them. Stories that seem to be limited to the pages or screens you read them from. Flat and dull things. So yes, people forget. But forgetting is dangerous. Forgetting is how the monsters come back.
-"Pet" by Akwaeke Emezi
#the monsters in this story are people who committed atrocities and / or were horrible to other people in general. law makers and#people dropping bombs and the police#the prison system#it lists all kinds of people that are gone now in this universe because they were monsters and they were#defeated. but while it lists specific horrible things the focus is basically#'monsters are just people. they don't stand out. it's part of why they're terrifying'#i am just starting chapter 2#some of this i got from the little intro that was read#so just fyi none of what i've said gives much of anything away#i just really liked this bit so i'm forcing it all upon you#pet#maison reads#book quotes
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helo frens y'all probably didn't notice bc i have a queue going for this blog but i was off tumblr for like 2 months for a blr break! im back now with the caveat that i haven't rly been in the mood to write these days so it'll be shitposts until the inspiration returns
#thinkmin!#catching up on things now :3#unfortunately i developed a mile-wide parasocial crush on bbno$ while i was gone... i didn't want to#but he's funny n handsome n commits to the bit n the music he makes SLAPS i think it'd be rly cool to be his friend#in related news i am still into arc-ne. jayv-k has me by the balls and i can't escape#n i don't rly selfship anymore these days. BUT i do have a real life crush n she's literally so smart n witty n beautiful#tbh i think that's why jayv-k has such a Grip on me... i am an academic to my core#she did a presentation on an alzheim-rs paper this week n i told her she did a good presentation n she said thanks#n it was the highlight of my week btw!#me @ myself: she said ONE WORD to u!!! pull urself TOGETHER#im gonna ask her out btw!!!! i AM!!!! im tired of being a useless sapphic!!!!#anyways yeah sorry i don't usually share personal things on this blog but i!!! got carried away shdjdkfkf b#she's rly That Girl like she's so amazing n i love how she presents info n how passionate she is abt building community#i have a huge crush on her i fear and we've only ever spoken a few words to each other 😔😔😔
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A while ago I said I wanted to share a massive playlist of all the songs I use for inspo for the Wind Will Set Me Racing 'Verse but I was frustrated because YouTube threw a fit every time I tried to edit the playlist -- well, I think I found a way around that. I don't own all the songs, which is why I didn't do this earlier, but it was simply a matter of organizing the playlist on some other service (I used NewPipe, the app I use to access YouTube from my phone, since I deleted the YouTube app a while ago since it kept on recommending me things I wasn't interested in based on things it was overhearing at work) and then creating the playlist by just adding the songs in order, without actually editing it, on YouTube proper. Now, I have had to close and reopen Firefox twice since I started doing this because it does slowly ramp up the amount of memory it's using the more songs I add, but I'm almost done now -- hopefully I can share it. And hopefully playing it won't crash other people's browsers.
#ill also include a song list just in case#theres some old and obscure music on there which is why i didnt try to make it on spotify#i might try to put it on 8tracks at some point? dont know what their story is currently as far as functionality goes#but i would have to upload every song and thats a huge time commitment#and the benefit of youtube is that i can link back to most of the artists channels#as before -- the need to edit the playlist arises from the fact that some of the playlists are spoilery#so to keep them out of playlist order i have simply put them in alphabetical order. truly random#there are two songs that i am. considering removing entirely. at least until ive published relevant bits of botc#anyhow. i wanted to do a creative thing every week this year but i didnt really do it last month thanks to All That#i am going to try to do it for the other 11 months tho#probably share the playlist tomorrow. to that end
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