#who am i talking to
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
© bokmal915
#its my blog i'll post giant gifs of seungmins head if i want#who am i talking to#kim seungmin#bystay#stray kids#skz#skz gifs#jesskz#createskz#stray kids gifs#skzedit#seungmin#gagwanzsource#🐶
214 notes
·
View notes
Text
late boyfriends day art :3 @huxleaf

im the shark and he's the red panda :3
#bruh ano to hard launch#medyo actually#boyfriend day#boyfriends day#mlm#lgbtq#xosart#xosbf#new tag alert?#who am i talking to#i love my boyfriend#:3#digital art#my art#artists on tumblr#red panda#shark
27 notes
·
View notes
Text
give us the password to Hua Cheng's private communications array, you cowards
17 notes
·
View notes
Text

03 February 2025 ~ Nadia's… Son?
This is-- Actually, he doesn't have a name yet. He is Nadia's… son? I mean, she made him. We did. Together. From polymer. I painted him. His name is now Son. This paragraph is a dumpster fire. Help.
#son#polymer clay#bein creative#i am artist#bird#maybe#definitely something#i dont know what to tag#who am i talking to#mental malfunction#abattoir milkshake#art
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
sorry for not posting art in a while, i swear there will be some soon!!!!
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
guys i love tumblr
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
we can take bets on if i cry at work tomorrow.
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
heh heh I walked through that door again and it worked fuck you
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
i dont know what the fuck hes going through but whatever it is im feeling it
#sometimes i just lay down on my back and put my hands on my head#and feel shit#not feel shitty or shit but just feel my man#who am i talking to#the vast silence in my head#feel my voice echoing internally and reverberate through my bones#screaming endlessly inside my mind where no one can hear or speak#ask me whats wrong if im okay#i dont know the answer to that#despairing for no reason#feeling sorrow for nothing#is it for me for my existence#for the future i dont know#i dont know#and then i get up and think it be like that sometimes because i dont have the money or the balls to ask to go to therapy#bsd#bungo stray dogs#katai tayama#lemonade stand
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
I’m really not in a rush to love anyone else but myself rn. I choose me and that feels so good to say. Growing up I hated myself. I never wanted to be myself. I’m 24 (25 in November) and I can finally say I don’t want to be anyone else but me. I want to explore everything about myself. The good and the bad. In the past, I clinged on to people because I didn’t want to be alone. Learning to be alone and love on myself takes strength unimaginable, but I’m doing it. I’m evolving and that’s so beautiful to say.
1 note
·
View note
Text
the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
149K notes
·
View notes
Text
Shout out to smarties for making me smile :)
0 notes
Text
official aesthetic change,,,,I love my wife guys
cutely debates changing my tags
0 notes
Text
can't believe we're all adults being forced into the club penguin level of censorship in 2024
#ramble#if you say unalive in front of me i will personally kill you with my hands#you just can't muffle and censor and hold someone's hand through some things#some things are horrible. and they should be spoken aloud and they should upset you. because they are horrible#the second we started kidzbopifying the world was the end of taking anything seriously i think#i'm not even joking i've spoken to people older than me who won't even say the world sex#this isn't the playground you're not going to get in trouble just let us say the word!!!!!!#how am i supposed to listen to you when you won't even say the thing you're supposed to be talking about#yes this is the fault of the platforms with their censorship rules but the fact that we all just go along with it like it's not dystopian#you do know it doesn't stop with cursing right. people are already having to censor queer terms because they get flagged as inappropriate
52K notes
·
View notes
Text
fitted sheet . . myself . stretching the material over . . . . smaller and smaller round the bed at different angles] lining up the tags on the sheet . . angles not fitting right . corners showing up where you don't want them . . . I don't know what i'm supposed to be doing right now . grinding my gears biting the bullet relaxing my jaw eye lids pulsating cold metal feelings . literally translating to I am cold need warmth not okay or something really really cold . . remembering interactions from today photo memory capturing some moment in the face where I said something preplaned why did I plan that what am I saying are you supposed ot plan what you say\ I really like this person idk i'm really trying . . some kind demon in their face though finding that why did I say that to make their face look like that . . my dog needs a nap tired cranky thoughts not wanting to think . haven't gotten a lot done yet today maybe new situation. everything feels different feels like i'm living in an apocoplyse and acting way too okay maybe not knowing if I should preplan . . am I doing this right . . do i do that wrong . . I want to get this right . . I want to get this right, why? I forgot I had no plan . . . too many spur of the moment thoughts moving 2 steps forward 1 step back. the pain of going back and forth . gumby body unconfortable body sensitive to weather body that's what my body is supposed to do body thats what we did before weather stations . . I feel like i'm being bred out . people speaking to tvs where are they who are they talking to why are they talking to the black prism . . remembering to protect myself with black spears getting strong black spears behind my back keeping safe . all I can do is trust them all I can trust is myself today
#writing#random journal#not really poetry idk#brainfog#probably only for me#thinking out loud#where does that come from#body feelings all over#am I okay#am I alive#spreading like the plauge#feeling strange today#no ambition today but going through the motion#eye fog#who am I talking to#warp zone to my room
1 note
·
View note