popculturealchemy

[popculturealchemy]

earth

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trueform

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gravity

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mass

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light

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beautiful fungal brain

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smoothing corners.

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oberving feelings

suburban delirium

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speed of light

constant number

E=mc2

thanks einstein

I'll get fat eating this bagel

not being helped by letters

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formulas

equals signs

squaring off things that need squaring

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pythagorean theorem plus light squared

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racing on my bike

chasing dark triangles

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the veil

of time

food wasting

homes burning

people gathered

rounding off edges

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potato peeler to my people

shaving off round edges

manipulating the exchange

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lost soldiers

politicians game

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light traveling through water

metal

liquid metal altering mass

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light

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pulled by the moon

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pulled into darkness

Navi, putting light in the darkness where it belongs

Hey! Listen...

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babies crying

attention

this is a game

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take care of your loved ones

formulas will die

and get reborn

peterpeterpumkineater.jpeg.exe

stake. your claim. easily burnt.

easily changed.

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your baby is crying

protecting pixels with pixels

all the time

the world is your bowl

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the original kjv bible . letter j . not there . yuh sound . yanni . johnny . yee zues ji zues j'zues gi zues . the letter j didn't exist when the kjv bible existed . hard to find closure in that . transalations upon translations . king james I wrote a book called demonology every word spelled wrong . kjv translation. 75% german version translated . translation of a translation . part latin part german . sounds like english . sounds like these words i'm typing . . black prism aka bible . big words and puzzles . acted out . rubric for thought . only magazine at the doctors office britannica wikipedia . did any read it . library of alandria . peter peter pumkin eater . not feeding the words on silky keeping. . keeping yeesus in a straight jacket between heaven and earth . spine weaving pages never reader . paster . monkey see . monkey say . monkey listen . apologetics . sorry about that . religious freedom . religious choices . . the letter j writing with freedom understanding words characterization jesus complex

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was trying to source this image and found a beautiful word

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spelling mistakes shouldn't feel this bad. . sinking . permanent marker . disgraceful thoughts . fudged the dismount again . I thought the idea was cool . vibrating my throat to reach you . Imperfect . Imperfect i'mperfect . settling down . acknowledging mistakes made . never such thing as a perfect moment . people just doing their thing .

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giant masses

black spears

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climbed your everest

sherpa, my brain

sherpa, hiding red flags

sherpa, casting shadow on your flaws

highlighting your strength

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uncanny valley.

you think you're deep

mariana trench vibes coming from your end

Interesting at first

submarines sinking

you sinking them

shallowness,

I was unprepared for the kiddie pool of your truth

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this shouldn't feel like myst

a complicated turn based point and click wtf nightmare game.

puzzles without answers

you're just fucking vague.

not the same

no solutions; = solution

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rather be like nintendogs

rubbing my sylus on your bottom screen

doggy style multiplayer coop mission

finding that back and forth frequency we need

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can't find you now

not sure sure if you had one

someone else got it.

new orbit or something

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shedding you like leaves

hurting at first

nourishing my roots

creating ecology at my feet.

belonging to the streets

putting things where they go when they go there

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someothing about you died

and you never told me

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you felt it change

I'm noticing

I'm waiting

el niño

hurricane on the east coast of your phase

waxing and waning

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no explanation

feeling dark, distance. erasure.

your face is stuck in my vision

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no explaination needed,

your face is terrifying though

thought I'd give you a warning

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dropped like a hot stone

falling like a leaf

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time healing wound of separation

no one at fault

just hurting, foggy

discrete depression all day now

till this things fades

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oh yeah. that persons not here no more

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they are but, just different or something

black spear

red rover sent right over

hot girl summer

hot girl stone

warming my bed, thank you

leaves feeling cold now.

.

didn't break my chain.

you found my weak links

actually, I told you

you pulled on them right away

Information used on me

supposed to be used to protect me

complete. utter. lack. of. partnership. skills.

seeing an opening and taking it

full force

my weak weakspot becomes a fulcrum

a toggle switch

trigger my seizures

howd you get in here weirdo

you did this to your grandma too.

i'm so glad you accidentally told me that

feeling protected and hurt by luck

four leaf clover

knowing how to use it

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not sure what else to say

bon voyage

no hard feelings but feeling only hard feelings

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focusing on something else now

blurry feeling.

snuffed by the spear

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feeling like a good year thats mine today

leaves falling

spears forming

nests revealed

needing exploring

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new changes for new nests

less pesky birds

birds that don't peck

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ctrl alt del this feeling

rebooting

trying off and on again.

living in the present..

eventually getting there

a lifelong test

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one moment eclipsing the rest

break up

light shining behind this black prism

waiting to crest

already cresting

glass 1% full today

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get back together?

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surely, you jest.

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I don't want to friends.

Neither did you.

It was supposed us

weird labels

archaic words

wanting to feel special

feeling reductive

reductive popculture moment in your mind.

doing "the thing."

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enemies feels too personal.

memory halflife

redflags in view now

unraveling.

like a bathbomb fractal galaxy bath

poising the well

my water

black spear to your memory

you're poisoning me know

you're think you're smart because your friends smile while you're talking

dollar store connection

Impetus/ response

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and now your falling from my memory

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letting you fall gracefully is my gift to you

and it keeps on giving

enjoy the worms

fly high

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focusing on my 1% water and black spear

old farmer painting

feeling rugged and dragged around by horses

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cruel tricks

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black spear not cruelty

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third party I need for protection

people like you exist

I know that know

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Ted talk running late

pixel's remembering my thoughts

you're a leaf now

I'm a tree

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. worlds within worlds . books . referencing . legacies . tv housing shows . shows having structure structure Its own world . memecoin artificial ai worlds created worlds memecoin used to pay artifical ai to create an app for you to create an app on the market to create an app on the market so you can have money for the real market the market that allows you to live . choose wisely dilinquent don't think about the alchemy that got here don't think about how politics are stages jesus was staged . messiah born before his birth everyone in israel named mary . freaky thing that happened pillaging and plunder what the hell happened? . I dont have a word for it felt like powerless felt like confusion feel like copying that and doing it for other people. . jesus character moral oral . people copying the other j juius caear gaius neighbor to lesbian island feeling big . big like a hill mass . acting out the story jesus true passion the logos was the word in the beginning . everyone named theo. everyone names mary. everyone naemd john. . cult religions swirling around this black hole . . condensed into oone thing. . religion confusing . similar meanings dissonant tones . one choice . to follow or not to follow . all of them based on a staged event . stage altering your mass altering your perspective . whys hes so big? . why is hagrid's stunt double so tall in the movie? actor so short . big personality small person megaphone cone shape . distorting reality bigger sound orb coming your way . . feeling small ears adjusting perception in its own way . this thing big Its hitting me in the face . must do it what it says but I can't weird stories weird interpretations weird language feel like stuttering feel feeling feelings with other people not knowing how to use language to do that . get better skate better feel better be here now . black spear in my hands now giant trees black spears freelancing warmth in my pocket good enough sometimes warmth in others seeking feeling disburbing even saying that spearing that feeling . wanting more now proving a point . a hammer needs a nail mines being sharpened. I wonder how sharp is right now. acid tongue smooth delivery careful control of my pixel words undertood speaking when ready . everyone on my terms now my property my space . pixel . myspace . neopets need protecting . flash games online and weird economy to protect okay ill do it I'll do it and you wont like it . you being a new word im in inventing . specifically not me. . I dind't event that, except I did two people invented calculous suck my fucking spear a little bit just testing it out . might be fun might be hated new ideas though survival feels better easier hunter mode not balannce mode . self identity the spear self respect self control self control not being a revolving door on a welcome mat.

questions questions

why why?

why are you asking me a question?

put your spear away

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too busy over here

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you get it.

thats kinda the point showing you

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pushing black spear tree in distance absorbing mass . sisters button push it harder oposite feelings push those . things I want to say push that . things that make feel ugly . you gonna hit that? . . . those aren't real feelings reel like a fishing pole pulling back meat hooks in my body . meet because of meat pulling me weird social rules or something . black prism guiding instruction . . arent you so glad new tech new tech making old tech feel dated dated tech that still works my 91 year old grandma running the show . nucleus of relationship scattering tech monopolizing the market sell this thing here creating job market . . . creating a job market for myself freelancer . black spear lancing the past . . different tools different day different mood diffent leaves falling and growing on my turtle body growing roots smelling adjusting . .. . feelers again all mine no leaves just spears . revealing things nesting birds a strange pest unnatural setting we need to help them not their choice Its our domain . . proving thing by provings . find fear. step 1 only . finding fear/passing thoughts one of many . black spear ready tool to fix it . . freelancer for hire blacksmith in progress fleshsmith carving flesh carving feelings potato peeling problems shaving off time 5 minute mile to get away pushing that boundary . I told you . you tried again . I told you again . . what now . mean being average average angry reaction you get from exploding anger never come back here . still working on boundaries survival games you put me here dumb dumb survive my words eating you away survive my distance survive existence existencial feelings towards me todays the first day I'm tired of break up feelings my family It feels like breaking up . . i've told you many times ocd fuckups read this text you never will . afraid you'll see the real if I change . . black in their vision anyway black spear wasted data . . hardening like bark exploding like a donkey kong barrels . you knew I would thats why I do this . feeling vindicated . I can't feel that . feel depresssed . feel like you made the wrong choice for once . . leaving space for me to feel like I made a perfect thank you for this opportnity , , I do what I want know I always have you're blind you're listening to a pastor getting his dick sucked behind the podium . my thats part of the lifestyle . sad fake faces sad fake faces to get what they want . please feed me love I gave all mine to a bad interpretation of this text jesus was my idol thats you that fucked up I blew him up a long time ago . Im just minding yours . not minding hurting thoughts anymore. . mine are mine . thats all I know . this is how got here. . dark giant spear in the distance . allowing my mass to be stolen . shrinking . preportions litterally changed in my mind bending angles of the wall where ceiling meets the wall meeting floor . these lines are curved now. totally fucked . . thanks for making who I am youre welcome

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today didn't go as planned . felt like a walk in the park . . perfect . treating memories and plans like stand . holding to people . friend name not mattering Intense friendships had . . not losing that. knowing it'll come back . . fire everything . burning things down Its a blood letting of sorts reading gravity a lost art reading time a lost art blood letting a lost art field burning still going . . making things lighter by burning them making room for people by burning those I don't want shedding leaves burning an analogy hyperbole, is so fucked burning in hell means alchemy in the bible fucking pastors fucking idiotic can't undertand simple fucking metaphore . . black spear finding them . . why did they do that to those people preaching fake interpretaion of knowledge not even close getting closer to humans . not even close . sick fantasy . why you get you get where are you are? If sex if our main passion, why you here? what fucked you up you're a still fucked up liar . I can see through your find prism . . you want me help you welcome mat prism . . . people doing people acting folling hollograms shoes in fathers footsteps . what was I supposed to do?? . . Ill have to show you gently giant black spears on the horizon . like I was taught . something doesn't feel right and no one is saying it . . black tobacco . no where to spit . . swalling black spear. I forgot . new words new name new persona . I don't care what you think . . just tell me. . and ill react . . I only care for people love thats a hard line . pretending love a flaw a cancer a hard bone in body to cut right now soften marrow habits . . soaking old stains . .

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not asking to do work . . just doing as planned . creating the vision from nothing . nobody in way . forgot the gun went off when I was 16 . shotgun blast . the cannon while in the forest . . Its just me know. gotta learn a whistle . . hiding from my people running . . not feeling scared remembering the bast that stoned me . feeling feelings feeling trapped in concrete scanning for life getting to work immediatly with rest shedding leaves acquiring roots nothing else matters . .

waste not a SINGLE

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a single fucking thought for those leaves

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they didn't shake out

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supergluing things back again

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not how alchemy works

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not how glue works

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now how cum works

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being forced out of tube

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emotions

crusty tips

half used bottle nobody wants

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changing my name to elmer

troblems by hooves

attracting glitter

glitter please find me

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open source glue in publec

panadoras box of feelings

crawling body on the ground

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not needing arms or legs

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millipede feelings in my body

scurrying me on the groud

around corners

Into the elevator

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standing on my own two legs

ghost person

millipede person

no longer needed

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gumby tools I learned, not needed

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crusty dough thats been harded

.

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pillsberry doughboy long dead

crusty and crarking

poked too many times

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a litteral button of do not touch me

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Idolized on tv

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what are their blind

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my new religion poking them

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black spear in the dark

money shot

belly button

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zelda boss. its weakness scretenized

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the weight of the bear

Imaled on my spear

never hurting flesh bears

finding new metaphores for policians

they wish they were animal

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they wish they were computer

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complete mental fungus

eyes blurred

too close to the fulcrum for too long

money glitch not fun

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looks track of their sims save

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we'll do it for you

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trapping us in the pool

no water

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black spear

I remember

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I keep FORGETTING to remember

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spear. black. trees. giants. memories of my childhood.

why arent we home yet

whose house am I at

why is there so much gravel

Its hard to run around like this

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games understood.

not being a game

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black spear game im playing

cant forget now

daily offerings rituals prayers

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serious this time

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people being hurt

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not funny

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making people cry on purpose

black spear

black spear maon

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coming up with a j work

jokes. jota. just being funny

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I'm aborting you from life.

eject

savoring tears

vegan friendly

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thanks for trying

I see that

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thats why this is so funny to me

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watching you fall to ground. like a leaf

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enjoying this one.

not needing to validate this one.

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Its between you and me

just you

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I dont like "you"

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I just like the word us

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subdivided for clarity

splitting hairs to control

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using math based on my feelings

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black spear first always

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triggered

trigger finger

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im sorry

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my daddy had a gun

everything felt serious

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chesire cat grin

black spear

no fucks

leaves. beautiful

It's fall time somewhere

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huge fucking earth made small.

no where to hide except everyone

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where too lazy to find you

cops have wives

cops have lives

easy targets

easy boundaries

simple people not having an impact.

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just my words on paper in my head

enough forever

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kinky body . masseus ironing out eyes a muscle rolling out the dough each morning making life seem fun and fresh . kinky thoughts catholic mind protestant energy sex used as weapon . deprivation can feel this free thing for free . weird value . wanting more of me and more of this more of you making more us making more like minded stronger all time . . telling lies instead tricking you into my bed odd value unfair exchange . black prism of not knowing pop culture alchemy leading you here following the rules of the prism flirting . . adverts online value of quick easy mcdonald's hookup . . why a secret then if its so good dirty little secret lover memecoin lover technology shaving better each time pump.fun pull out but don't pull the whole rug out . rolling out the dough just to get here rolling out my partner. unraveling the scrolls so many triangles rolling each other . steam roller bodies not allowed to this extreme panic moment out of body . whyd it stop why Id do that to you whyd you do that to me . sudden panic burnt turkey in the oven . "I definitely wasn't responsible" we both thought. simultaneously. . polyamory solving things again triangulating me point of reference third party perspective . the rectangle in our living room that can't teach us triangles . the fractal keeping us square scrolling through rolling pin of our eyes straightening out the facts reading them online. doom scrolling hamster wheel minute observations unremarkable. time killer. mood killer. I should be more like this person scientific method of backasswards alchemical breakdown of celebrities not knowing not knowing anything about them really really really literally nothing at all if not less lights.camera.action.differentperson.jpeg.exe everyone's watching . water wheel in my mind cranking planking churning shit water into foam coming out of my mouth . weird value . . sacraficial choices . kinky body hit by cars potholes swirving weird upsidedown triangles slowing me down also . . bowling out of control triangle pins need flattening .

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horses in a stable . . mustangs evolving with humans . ./ difference between a canter a gallop . meandering horses . starting our relationship . a pet . . not going to scare you . long nosed creature . long face . . spindle legs trotting .. . polyrythms not quantized . . focus united with humans . yellow lines black asphault . reflecting moons on the side . outerpace . . metal objects driving through lines . . spilling lines observing observing orbit . . horses sometimes mind . . . older technology replaced . . setting up america rebranding revolving door of ownership melting pot no windows ogre churning . products from china, cardboard and plastic painted material border between cardboard and styrofoam and couches and tables blurring . setting up cardboard coffee table good shape looks nice enough for friends . holds a nice coffee ring left by my cup . . eclipse moment . . ruining the thing I just bought . gettyup cowboy . you broke something new . mosey my way back online findind a solution . . carboard and foam replacing flesh . . better control over this thing more predictable less tense . . basically the same hyporbole shaved ice potato peeler judgements that good enough for my house

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I have no taste taste for quality

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rice paper technology

holding bricks

how much can we stack before the trampoline stops catching people

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technology taken from us

technology and fatness

fat being paying

paying to not do something

techology lost

I forgot how

daddy never said

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these horses were just here

wild cows no longer

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survival made worse by human influence

now you're in my fence

coardboard hugs

corn density increasing

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horses love it

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pigs love it

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something feels like its changing

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humans devlolving

domino effect

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apex preditor keeping its head above water barely

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Iceburg moment

feels cool down here

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good view

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frozen tears

organic

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cultural value

lead free tears

water escaping

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frienships blossoming

friendships growing teeth

pull my arm out

catfished feeling

pull out the tonsil

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who's still playing

perceptions everyone

trying to catch one

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pixel fishing

throwing out my persecption

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black pixel thrown out

z-targeting

dust quality analysis of my space

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back in my head for more analysis

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pixel brain moving

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triangles accounting for squares in my vision

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totally comprehension

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dealing with this perfectly

nice dismount

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leather seat for my horse

body built for mine

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barbie moment

sitting on my throne

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horse loves my weight

I can tell by how good I feel right now

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spurring its guts now

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life chosen

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technology moving

directions syncronizing

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one horsepower

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measuring units

6 hand horses

6' foot humans

6foot moon in the distance

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pushing between trees

moonwashed forest

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steadily moving never going anywhere

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wonder who that figure is in that shadow

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body built for mine

loving how this feels

these moments

all matter

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feeling good in time

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black hole latte . starbuck . port at the helm . edge of the earth at night . sharp triangles edge . gravity . . curving light . . prism waters . gay waters . . cat's purring mice warming . . . . ropes groaing hammocks supporting meat sacks pill shaped body given rest healing the earth . . earth moving people moving the earth . . pixel of sand retiring to its place . . . boat taking water . no value . . no ladders . . . built the boat just barely . . canoe tipping . . recalibrating . . new joystick . joycon drift . . . messages in concrete messages in sand . . new horizons new warnings . . message from japan. letter j letter on watch . . . trying to help us . strange warnings and patterns being seen . puzzles unfolding . . . optional side quests of paranoia . . . main quest fading. . multiplayer needed . coop . unlocking . . .. multiplayers mutiple ports . . . renting games returning games blowing on their parts . learning their stories acid on my tongue hits different with this one . . sensing attraction sensing warning . . . everything feels good . broken legs broken saddle borken horns new rodeo . . dog shit reminding me of life on the farm cow shit under the bridge . . totally over that . . . fertalizer for future growth still saving . . . hoarder of thoughts . feelings and thoughts assimilating . not sure what is what right now . . . long day long fear long shadow long father cow shit under the bridge long in the tooth aces up sleeves shooting the moon . stacking the deck heads I win; tails you lose . this is really fun I can tell its fun I can tell by the way you are smiling and how everyone is laughing . I guess I deserved this It might be my turn haven't kept track finding fault in family no brainer . boundaries blurred fear unlocked dumb people dumb response . feeling dumb treating dumb people dumb in the head for real response ready while I'm talking . . . mind read for me . . . . I'll pretend and do the opposite. not this time . just ignoring it for now . . exploding cigars on the horizon. forgot about the fuse I lit last month . . didn't have time to care for that .. . . wil-e-kayote canceled loony toons chaotic mind television programs . excited children exciting children. . . conflicting energies . . . shitstorm creation ex nihilo you chose to do this . . why are you hitting yourself . . . mirrors tilted things arranged just right tired of the blind spot . . . I guess everyone is right .

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berry picking in the dark . black berries . . . feeling for them . . . feels like this one tastes weird . . hold my hand body . . . . not built for this tank body . literal fish tank body built by kraken built from treasure chests titanic remains scattered . . gravity body moon washed body dark liquid. clear metal . . cleaning my water preparing my blood circulating my blood blood pressured body taken in viles not enough iron not enough lead . . brainwashed body preparing for water life after death consciousness returning to the sea finally ready. end of the snakes tail jona and the new whale . . new ecology symbiotic friendship outsiders. unware. . metal body covered in flesh . . soft touching only. piercing, stealing my blood concentrated metal piercing my flesh wanting my red metal . . price unknown why are you taking that

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pandoras body of flesh

releasing the light

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knowledge of good and evil

why does our body look like sand from the ocean

pulsating creatures

seaweed organs

fishlike brains

scales moving through pulsating flesh

muscles spasming

ancient robot

tricked to find its lover

rising from moonlit ocean

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head aching

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feeling that scares people

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whispering what I want while whispering

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oxymoron body

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keep writing

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fingers like spiders legs

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always typing

fretboard wandering

metal grinding fingers on guitar strings

jimi hendrix murder by his girlfriend

drugged body

guitar feud out of control

oops

accidents

stock body

stock market body collecting paper

on the market

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has value sometimes

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french paper with black text.

formatted

references included

white paper value

my value on paper

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crumpled up body

text never understood.

glanced over email text

pixels tickled by awareness

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,

thanks for trying

email blast is better

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volume is better

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dont be so specfic

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think out your choices but dont think them out your way

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weird perspectives

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new cultures

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assimilate

ass imi latte

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brutus ready

suicide stranger

judas

microphone stand up comedy forcefield blind spot vision

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sabotaged person sabotaging other persons

fear and loathing

fear of knowledge.

loathing knowledge.

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stacked chips before I got here

huge mountains

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strong pills

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tainted water

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smiling face

why is everyone looking me weird

nightmares awoken

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twilight

trees black

horizon

vision

dark shapes inverting

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eclipsed bodies in distance

arborvidas

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green lifeforms housing spiders

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sticky smell in the darkness

pine smell lingering body

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tree shit body sprouting trees

human shit having life?

no seed in ass body?

purpose of life body?

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weird honey

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hexagon body in my cube buzzing

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oops . . . . beautiful body . . photographed body . . . . . collecting paper body . . pyramids stacking . oops I did it again body . . . cute story body . relatable body . . . collecting hearts body . black heart body relaxing . . protecting pixel body . protect my pixel heart body . . bliss awaiting . . sudden zeal . california body missing . . NW natural body serial number body . . . umbilical cord cut too soon body . feeling draining . bad person . . . fungal person . tree child person . . . tying rope space cadet in the clouds . . not helping . . . slender man body . . . waiting for the right moment body . . .

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toilet paper . . needs ironing . dirty the dishes . go outside . . far from . creator . too similar body . not right . looks different . how do I fix this thing . . grinding metal . . . feeling things not working . glitching fingers typing sentences . . . metronome typing . busy work . busy . busy grades . busy body . stop sharing . . keep hiding . wrong message . feelers disengage . . mushroom body . building muscle . focus harder . . eyes lifting . . feeling heavy . feeling like tank . . . chicken soup brain sloshing . . upright body . focal point on the earth . . stabbing the earth . . worst angle . flamingo body . . . cats paws digging into my flesh . . feeling feelings . . depression depressing the depressed . cant help you . . new owner new business . . no vacancy signs . music feeling distant . . . ukelele nightmare landscapes . . rich people with rich connections . harvesting gold . . . radiation. lead paint microwave golden bodies . . strange creation . gunpowder all around me . . natural gas sensory unit . . sensors sensing . . warnings out there somewhere . . readjusting the fulcrum . . too fat on one side . . . thingings hiding in the cracks . . abacus needed on this emotional transaction . fingers crossed. blind spots. not noticed . . ex partner up your sleeve. . corner pocket sunrise. 8 - ball misake every time . . . re rack it slowly . . still healing . . . lost mortgage . . . lost values . . unbalanced canoe . single player nightmare . . . climb in slowly . climb out slowly . . . never leave . even better . . . widen our canoe . . better structure next time . . shallow water . . risks taken . rocky cliffs sirens . . all part of it . keep playing . . new controller . . . cheat codes online . .. . . wrong language . more money . . . spider in my body . traps ready .

no flies yet

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wrong outlook

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that thing in the corner pocket in your basement

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6'' plushy spider

strong stick legs

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no movement

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feeling something

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trapping the future

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scary moment not forever

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corner ceiling perspective

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crooked house

crooked nose

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crooked tooth

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face crooked

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plastic ocean of bodies

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mirrors and mistakes

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Inverted heart

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feeling good now

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bee here now

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people want my attention

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scary body

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wrong people

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feels ugly

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spider in a jar

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realistic

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surrounded by glass people

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throwing stones

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jesus said so

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stoner body

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born again bodies

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pure water no lead

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black letters written on silky sheets

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pill swallowed

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pesky feelings tucked away

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new underwear feeling

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holes, unseen

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referencing that day by the water

passing through metal

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birthing feeling

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vaginal waters

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crown peaking

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pill body held by pastor

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people watching

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water in nose feeling

salmon metal barriers engaging

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feeling coming back.

scapel of returning

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pastor in white

holding your fleshy pill body

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water holding water holding water

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horrors of the past

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new horizon

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new feelings

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vertical giants waving

a new giant emerges from metal

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past>me<. . . .

past fueling me. pac man future

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fuel propelled body

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silky black words swallowing body

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on/off switch engage

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new tool unlocked

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camouflage upgrade

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standing out everywhere

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new places

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born again body

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potato peeler on my flesh carved body

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shaved ice daily body

flavorless cone body

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gumby molded body

lofi body

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unclear what to feel

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baptized as a child

altered body

altered pixels

strong stories

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strange union

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brain knowing better

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watching from a distance and hiding

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weird surroundings

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carpeted chairs with silver metal

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carpeted bible.

silk pages

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jesus resting

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jesus complex forming

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unique powers

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powers of the spirit

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uncotrolled moving mountains

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okay guy

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cool story

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hyperbole and metaphore

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not for everyone

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shaved ice edging.

gods power. intensifies

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new generation new torch

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torchlight from a birds eyeview in the darkness

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crowds forming

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whos this guy

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rather be blind

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keep walking

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pu'sating eyelids

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3rd eye of truth

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dead bodies in the well need sorting

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hanged. joking.

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laughter laughing at laughter

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jester mocking jester

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magicians hiding from magicians

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snake staff hidden. angel wingels. awareness

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healing

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you need this

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new beating new antidote

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don't leave us

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never wanted to

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forced ending

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black painting

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staring at the wall

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truest painting.

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thoughts uninterupted

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data unlimited

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garden of eden drywall

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paint texture. lighting

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this bulb feels like its hurting my eyes.

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light lingering. camera flash warning

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cars leaving the garage and returning

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new adventure for someone

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weird dot on the wall

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perpective blurry

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labeling my own story

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controlled universe

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texture friends

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tickling my eyes

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helping

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forgot I was stimming

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forgot I didn't know what that word meant back then

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new morning dry cereal

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not feeling like people morning

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attacking the worm morning.

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crab meat morning

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keep trying

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moods. fears.

perspectives. ideas.

what is real.

trust.

changing.

rules.

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never had em

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memory drive

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/ error/

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1 thing at a time

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mutilthreading

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overloading

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weird triggers. eyes following

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code language. in case that one person sees this.

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forgot I hated you.

I never hated you

I just didn't want you to read my whole life story

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hiding from fears.

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code language needed.

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I'm not afraid means

I am afraid

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because not

not

not is illegal.

bad word.

poor manager of structure

.

seeking people seeking people

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sex

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exploring

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nature

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exploring

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sound

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tech

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changing

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.

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outsmarting ai with ai

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migrating pixels

jobs changing

.

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j letter being scary

.

newest letter

jester joke

names changing

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words huge

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tiny dictionary oxford writing

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this thing can't hurt you

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rent overdue

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In writing

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collect paper to continue